„Looked?” Zhou Ze asked. “上去看了？”周泽问道。 little loli shakes the head, „above black, anything does not see clearly.” 小luoli摇摇头,“上面黑呢,什么都看不清楚。” Finishes speaking, little loli walks slowly, then, stood in front of Zhou Ze. 话音刚落,小luoli就缓缓走下来,然后,站在了周泽面前。 Her is very short, the clothes put on many, the fine cheek seems like a wonderful workmanship artware. 她个头很矮,衣服穿得很多,精致的脸蛋像是一件巧夺天工的艺术品。 But Zhou Ze is clear, her tongue, can very long be very long, is long...... lets person scalp tingles. 但周泽清楚,她的舌头,可以很长很长,长得……让人头皮发麻。 „Uncle, I continue to read.” “叔叔,我继续看书啦。” little loli smiles tenderly, sat on the plastic small backless stool, takes up that illustration children reading material, continued to look with great interest. 小luoli娇憨一笑,在塑料小板凳上重新坐了下来,拿起那本插画少儿读物,继续津津有味地看了起来。 Zhou Ze stands in her behind, both hands place behind. 周泽站在她身后,双手放在身后。 Chokes to death her, 掐死她, Chokes to death her, 掐死她, Any heart that no matter she settles, 不管她安的什么心, But does not need to play tricks again! 但没必要再装神弄鬼下去了！ This sound resounds in the Zhou Ze heart, this is not the voices of others, but is the Zhou Ze’s aspiration. 这声音在周泽心中响起,这不是其他人的声音,而是周泽的心声。 Compared with noodle restaurant boss Xu Qinglang of next door, this little loli, gives the Zhou Ze very big stimulation and repugnance at present. 比起隔壁的面馆老板许清朗,眼前这个小luoli,给了周泽很大的刺激和反感。 Is he retrieves her, 是他将她救回, She is very lovable, 她很可爱, Very sensible, 很懂事, Very clever, 很乖巧, Very educated and well balanced, 很知书达理, Has the child of this age the rare duty and custom. 有着这个年纪的孩童所罕见的本分和规矩。 Perhaps, 或许, Because she is really good too to be from the beginning good to oneself impression, therefore, after Zhou Ze experience to her true colors, distortion and dropping variance in that interpersonal relationship reverse, let Zhou Ze to its dislikes and repels is more intense. 正是因为她一开始给自己的观感实在是太好太好,也因此,当周泽见识到她的真面目之后,那种人际关系上的扭曲和落差反转,让周泽对其的反感和排斥更加强烈。 little loli continues to read own book, as if to behind Zhou Ze, has not cared completely, has not paid attention. 小luoli继续看着自己的书,似乎对身后的周泽,完全没在意,也没留意。 Zhou Ze is staring at her, even the careful down on her nape can see clearly. 周泽盯着她,连她后颈上的细细绒毛都能看得清清楚楚。 Pinches, 掐, Does not pinch, 不掐, …… 到底, Pinches? 掐不掐？ ............ ………… „Parents, the son rest today.” “爹娘,今儿个儿子休息。” In inside room, Xu Qinglang arranged several cold meats and warmed vegetables on the small table, but also displayed two glasses of liquor. 里屋里,许清朗在小桌上摆了几道冷盘几道热菜,还摆上了两杯酒。 One cup is Maotai, his father most liked this type of taste, 一杯是茅台,他老子生前最喜欢这种口味, Another cup was fermented rice wine, his mother does not drink, very repugnant father drank, occasionally ate at a banquet, the main family people were extremely warm, mother will only drink rice wine appropriately. 另一杯是自家酿制的米酒,他母亲生前不喝酒,也很反感自己父亲喝酒,偶尔去吃席,主家人太过热情,母亲只会适当喝一点米酒。 The mother often said, the rice wine raises the person. 母亲常说,米酒养人。 Small table thing two corner/horn, but also is putting two candlesticks, drags furiously. 小桌东西两角,还放着两根烛台,光火摇曳。 two human skins hangs behind the position respectively, strokes calmly. 两张人皮分别挂在位置后面,无风自拂。 Xu Qinglang first and father did one cup, is accompanying mother small feast. 许清朗先和自己父亲干了一杯,然后又陪着自己母亲小饮了一口。 Takes up the chopsticks, was saying to the parents: 拿起筷子,对着父母道: „Eats the vegetable/dish, eats the vegetable/dish, the father, you must snatch the meat to eat with me!” “吃菜,吃菜,爸,你又要和我抢肉吃了！” He clamped several meat, sends in the mouth greedily. 他自己夹了好几块肉,狼吞虎咽地送入嘴里。 In the memory, oneself in childhood, the father always like pretending with snatch the meat to eat, was actually rushed to wolf down each time by oneself, finally the mouth rouses in a big way, cannot swallow. 记忆中,自己小时候,父亲总是喜欢装作和自己抢肉吃,每次却都让自己赶忙狼吞虎咽下去,最后嘴巴鼓得大大的,咽不下去。 But own mother in this time getting angry father while pats own back. 而自己的母亲则是在此时一边嗔怒父亲一边轻拍自己的后背。 Today is the beginning of the year one, 今儿个是年初一, Average people sacrificial offering ancestors year ago, 一般人都是在年前祭祀先人, But Xu Qinglang is different, he on this day, because of his parents, on this day because of an accident/surprise, passed away together. 而许清朗则不同,他是在这一天,因为他父母,是在这一天因为一场意外,一起去世的。 New year's celebration, 过年, No doubt compared in the common person eyes lost some so-called new year’s flavor in the past, but Xu Qinglang here, then means own feeling sad time approached again. 在寻常人眼里固然比起以往失去了一些所谓的年味儿,但在许清朗这里,则意味着自己心酸时刻地再次来临。 Deeply inspires, 深吸一口气, Xu Qinglang smiles, 许清朗笑了笑, Said: 道: „Father, mother.” “爹,娘。” Pursing the lips lip, 抿了抿嘴唇, Xu Qinglang to oneself one glass of white liquors, then tossed down, 许清朗给自己又倒了一杯白酒,然后一饮而尽, The pungent liquor water makes him originally delicate may the face of person become bright red young and fresh-looking the even more, 辛辣的酒水让他本就娇弱的可人的脸变得愈发鲜红水嫩, He is the man, 他是男人, Actually femme fatale, 却红颜祸水, If placed the ancient times, inevitably was something for one's own exclusive use of many emperor nobilities, naturally, even if were the modern age, if he wanted, can mix smoothly. 若是放在古代,必然是诸多帝王王公的禁脔,当然,哪怕是现代,他如果愿意,也能混得顺风顺水。 Can pull the curved man the straight male, how fearful, is self-evident. 一个能把直男扳弯的男人,是多么的可怕,自是不言而喻。 Hesitant long time, 犹豫良久, Ponder long time, 沉思良久, Xu Qinglang could not bear, 许清朗还是忍不住了, Said: 道: „Next door...... next door that person, I will find the opportunity to ask him, asks that he...... asked how he comes back!” “隔壁……隔壁那人,我会找机会去问问他,问问他……问他到底是怎么回来的！” Xu Qinglang has not gotten drunk, but enunciation some are not clear, 许清朗没喝醉,但口齿有些不清晰, Obviously, 显然, He is clear, this answer, that person in next door will not sit nice seems like chatted in the past same tells himself like this, 他自己心里清楚,这个答案,隔壁的那个人不会好生生地坐下来像是以往聊天一样就这样告诉自己, This process, 这个过程, Is some are not eventually happy, will make itself use some methods. 终究是有些不愉快的,也会让自己去使用一些手段。 Two human skin stopped swinging, 两具人皮停止了摆动, Resembling is unhappy. 似是不喜。 „Father, mother, all right, the son I definitely make you return from the grave!” “爹,娘,没事的,儿子我肯定让你们还阳！” „Squish!” “吧唧！” „Squish!” “吧唧！” Two chopsticks fell the ground, 两双筷子落到了地上, In the hand took Xu Qinglang of chopsticks to stare, 手里拿着自己筷子的许清朗愣了一下, But shakes the head, 但还是摇摇头, „It is not good, this time cannot listen your, you did not agree, I will also pry open his mouth!” “不行,这次不能听你们的,你们不同意,我也会去撬开他的嘴！” ............ ………… Pinches, 掐, Doesn't pinch? 还是不掐？ Zhou Ze is still pondering this issue, 周泽还在思考这个问题, He does not know oneself so will hesitate why, does not understand where the own present puzzled place is. 他不知道自己为什么会如此犹豫,也不明白自己现在纠结的地方到底是在哪里。 He is a ghost, 他是个鬼, No longer is the doctor of previous generation, 不再是前世的医生, He is very dangerous, his situation is not very wonderful, therefore, he was clear that should choke to death all dangers ahead of time in the cradle. 他很危险,他的处境也很不妙,也因此,他清楚自己应该把所有危险都提前掐死在摇篮里。 This little loli, is own threat. 这个小luoli,就是自己的威胁。 She looked for herself, 她来找自己了, She came on own initiative, 她主动地来了, Just like that day her soul, looking for oneself spoke to be the same, 正如那日她的灵魂,找自己说话一样, She, 她, Should stare at itself. 应该早就盯上了自己。 The story of farmer and snake, the children understand, Zhou Ze does not think oneself had once saved her, can all be well. 农夫与蛇的故事,小孩子都懂,周泽并不认为自己曾救过她,就能一切安好了。 In fact, in this world most enmity, come by the graciousness evolution. 事实上,这个世界上大部分的仇,都是由恩进化而来。 Zhou Ze ten fingernails long slowly, in the meantime, black fog has been surrounding in the Zhou Ze fingertip continuously. 周泽十指指甲已经慢慢的长长,同时,一缕缕黑雾正在周泽指尖环绕。 Meanwhile, 同时, The Zhou Ze’s eyes deep place also has the black gloss to past. 周泽的眼眸深处也有黑色的光泽在流转。 Must choke to death her, 必须要掐死她, Chokes to death her! 掐死她！ Zhou Ze in said to oneself at heart repeatedly, that he is reborn with great difficulty, oneself have the life, oneself have matter that wants to handle. 周泽在心里一遍遍地对自己说道,他好不容易获得的重生,自己还有生活,自己还有想做的事情。 He is sluggish, but also wants to fondly remember, but also wants to ponder, 他还想懒散,还想怀念,还想思考, Does not imagine the both olds and youngs on road to Hades general, only knows numbly emptily walks step by step forward. 不想像黄泉路上的老老少少一般,麻木空洞地只知道一步一步向前走。 Zhou Ze raises both hands, 周泽举起双手, Slowly by approaching little loli. 慢慢地靠向小luoli。 little loli is reading, looks very earnestly, the corners of the mouth bring smiling, very lovable gratifying. 小luoli在看书,看得很认真,嘴角带着笑,很是可爱喜人。 Suddenly, places on the both sides temples her sensation to two fingers. 忽然间,她感知到两根手指放在自己两侧太阳穴上。 She somewhat has doubts saying: „Uncle?” 她有些疑惑道:“叔叔？” „Pinches to you, protects the eye.” “给你捏捏,保护眼睛。” „Un.” little loli complied with one , to continue to read own book. “嗯。”小luoli应了一声,继续看自己的书。 The temples transmitted strength just right holding back, little loli felt very comfortable. 太阳穴传来了力道恰到好处的按压,小luoli觉得很舒服。 Afterward, 随后, little loli saw uncle silently to arrive at behind the counter on the chair to sit. 小luoli看见叔叔默默地走到了柜台后面椅子上坐了下来。 „Uncle, you how?” “叔叔,你怎么了？” „All right.” Zhou Ze beckons with the hand. “没事。”周泽摆摆手。 little loli continues to read, 小luoli继续低下头看书, Then, 然后, „pā!” a cracking sound, “啪！”一声脆响, little loli raised the head, looks again to the counter, discovered that a Zhou Ze profile is red. 小luoli抬起头,再度看向柜台那边,发现周泽一侧脸通红。 „Uncle?” “叔叔？” „Hits the mosquito.” Zhou Ze thorough let out a long breath, then the body by the chair seat back cushion, sent out a sigh at heart: The mother, is being able to get down hand, are oneself so useless? “打蚊子。”周泽彻底长舒一口气,然后身子靠在椅子靠背上,心里发出了一声叹息:妈的,还是下不去手,自己怎么这么没用？ little loli had not realized where obviously deep in winter has the mosquito, but stands up, looked to all around, probably is helping Zhou Ze look for the mosquito. 小luoli显然没意识到大冬天哪里有蚊子,但还是站起身,向四周看了看,像是在帮周泽找蚊子。 Mother, 妈的, You continue to install, 你继续装, You played the fine upper body! 你戏精上身了啊！ Still is developing! 还在演！ Also develops such clearly! 还演得这么逼真！ Extends quickly your tongue, 快把你舌头伸出来啊, We fight one! 我们来打一架啊！ You kill me or I kill you to be good, 你弄死我或者我弄死你多好, Also is throwing over a loli face, is eats to decide me unable to start? 还披着一张luoli脸,是吃定我下不了手？ I...... could not really have started. 我……还真下不了手。 fuck! 艹！ Zhou Ze was somewhat helpless, turns around the bathroom, turned on the faucet, patted the cold water ruthlessly on own face. 周泽有些无奈,转身去了卫生间,打开水龙头,将冷水狠狠地拍在自己脸上。 „ Before was the doctor, treating the illness to save the patient is the instinct, was the occupation, “以前是医生,治病救人是本能,是职业, Your motherfucker became the ghost, 你他娘的都变成鬼了, How to return the softy! 怎么还烂好人！ Useless thing! ” 没用的东西！” Zhou Ze is starting to scold in mirror to the mirror. 周泽对着镜子开始骂镜子里的自己。 immediately afterward, Zhou Ze discovered, oneself scolded own frequency to be higher than scolds recently probably the Xu Le’s frequency. 紧接着,周泽又发现,自己最近骂自己的频率好像要高出骂徐乐的频率了。 But sat little loli that reads in the bookstore, actually puts down the book in this time, 而原本坐在书店里看书的小luoli,却在此时放下书, The vision somewhat looked at a bathroom gate direction profoundly, has not actually walked toward there, but went out of the bookstore, 目光有些深邃地看了一眼卫生间门方向,却没向那里走去,而是走出了书店, Arrived at the next door. 来到了隔壁。 ............ ………… „ Father, mother, how you urged me to be useless, I think that you with me sat together formally ate meal, he can like this, I also be able to turn into this you! “爹,娘,你们怎么劝我都没用的,我想你们正儿八经地和我坐在一起吃饭,他能这样,我也能把你们变成这样！ Our family, but can also continue to live together, looks like beforehand such. ” 我们一家子,还能继续生活在一起,就像是以前那样。” Xu Qinglang is still continue be verbose. 许清朗还在继续絮叨着。 Swiftly, 倏然间, Hung two human skins near small table starts to go crazy to swing same. 原本挂在小桌边的两张人皮开始发了疯一样摇摆起来。 On the Xu Qinglang face revealed the color of shock, he raised the head, looked that to own inside room is pasting yellow talisman paper, actually discovery that several talisman paper do not know why had turned into the grey. 许清朗脸上露出了震惊之色,他抬起头,看向自己里屋上面贴着的黄色符纸,却发现那几张符纸不知道为何已经变成了灰色。 He lifted the curtain screen to clash fiercely, 他猛地掀开帘子冲了出去, He sees a little girl, stands in the noodle restaurant of his family/home. 他看见一个小女孩,站在他家的面馆里。 The girl opens mouth, 女孩张开嘴, The long tongue extended, 长长的舌头伸了出来, Very long, 很长, Very long, 很长, Is much longer! 长得吓人！ „Order of the Netherworld, the dead start their journey.” “阴司有序,亡者上路。” The girl mouth spread the gloomy child's voice. 女孩儿嘴里传出了阴沉的童声。 the next moment, two human skins of inside room starts the dispirited, the deterioration, becomes no longer has the gloss, did not have pliable but hard to break, two white air current drops drip, fell on the side of little girl, changed to a man and a woman two middle-aged person images. 下一刻,里屋的两张人皮开始萎靡,变质,变得不再有光泽,也没有了柔韧,两道白色的气流滴淌出来,落在了小女孩的身边,化作了一男一女两个中年人形象。 They swagger, 他们摇摇摆摆, As if put behind all, 似乎忘却了一切, Only knows that the long tongue that spits from the mouth walks along the girl ignorantly step by step, as if girl's tongue, is their homes to return, to lead to somewhere unknown. 只知道浑浑噩噩地沿着女孩儿从嘴里吐出来的长舌头一步一步地走去,仿佛女孩儿的舌头,就是他们的归宿,通向某处未知。 , Their figure start to be getting more and more pale gradually, is getting more and more fuzzy. 渐渐的,他们的身形开始越来越淡,也越来越模糊。 „You...... you unexpectedly...... you unexpectedly are......” “你……你居然……你居然是……” Xu Qinglang points were holding a short time ago sweet mouth little loli, the color of whole face shock, but when he sees oneself parents already after vanishes slowly, 许清朗指着自己前不久才抱起来过的甜嘴小luoli,满脸震惊之色,但当他看见自己父母已经在慢慢消失之后, He attempts to clash immediately hysteric, however, his both feet seemed like by the shackles is lived was the same, cannot run, instead threw down ruthlessly on the ground. 他又当即歇斯底里地企图冲过来,然而,他的双脚像是被桎梏住了一样,没能跑起来,反而狠狠地摔倒在了地上。 He puts out a hand, is pointing at oneself parents, starts to entreat: 他伸出手,指着自己的父母,开始哀求道: „ Do not lead them to walk, do not lead them to walk, “不要带他们走,不要带他们走, I have not injured someone, 我没害人, I have not injured someone, 我从来没害过人, I only think the whole family in the same place, 我只想一家人在一起, They have not injured someone! 他们也没害过人！ Does not want, does not want, to ask you, I asked you, asked you ............ ” 不要,不要,求求你,我求求你了,求求你了…………” However, asks facing crying that Xu Qinglang weeps with loud noise, 然而,面对许清朗声泪俱下的哭求, little loli is still aloof, vanishes to two souls thoroughly does not see, she takes back oneself long tongue, then, changed that lovable loli image. 小luoli依旧无动于衷,一直到两道灵魂彻底消失不见,她才重新收回自己的长舌头,而后,重新变回了那个可爱luoli形象。 Xu Qinglang felt own chest seemed like dug two forcefully, 许清朗感觉自己胸口像是被人硬生生地挖去了两块, His parents, 他的父母, Left itself thoroughly. 彻底离开自己了。 Xu Qinglang’s eyes covered entirely the blood threads, he makes an effort to thrash the ceramic tile ground, is rapping ruthlessly, 许清朗的眼眸布满了血丝,他用力地捶打着瓷砖地面,狠狠地敲击着, Suddenly, 忽然间, He thought of anything probably, 他像是想到了什么, Immediately the hand is pointing at the next door, exclaimed: 马上手指着隔壁,吼道: „ He is not a person, he is not the person, “他也不是人,他也不是人, Why you did not receive him, why you did not receive him! 为什么你不去收了他,为什么你不去收了他！ This is unfair, you do not fairly! 这不公平,你做得不公平！ He is not the person, 他也不是人啊, Why you only take away my parents, 为什么你只收走我父母, He is not the person, 他也不是人啊, Is unfair, 不公平啊, Is unfair!!!!! ” 不公平啊！！！！！”