Next morning, after Zhou Ze washing, arrived at the next door noodle restaurant as usual, this has gradually become his one habits and customs, when the feed no longer is an enjoying process, that turned into a duty purely, made the duty, simple efficient good, without where compared with Xu Qinglang here more convenient quick. 翌日上午,周泽洗漱之后照例来到了隔壁面馆,这已经逐渐成为他的一种生活习惯,当进食已经不再是一种享受的过程,那就纯粹变成一种任务了,做任务,简单高效就好,没有哪里比许清朗这里更方便快捷的了。 „bitter melon juice.” Xu Qinglang places in front of a big drinking glass Zhou Ze, then carries egg-fried rice. “苦瓜汁儿。”许清朗将一个大玻璃杯放在周泽面前,然后又端上来一份蛋炒饭。 Zhou Ze first tried to drink one, the liquid entered the instance of throat, only thought that in the lips and teeth was the unendurable bitterness and astringency, immediately, after waiting to swallow, even started to tie a knot including own intestines and stomach. 周泽先试着喝了一口,液体进入喉咙的瞬间,只觉得唇齿间都是让人难以忍受的苦涩,随即,等吞咽下去之后,甚至连自己的肠子和胃部都开始打结。 Waited for probably ten seconds, Zhou Ze went to god and came back, let out a long breath. 等了大概十秒钟,周泽才缓过神来,长舒一口气。 Really good pain. 真的好苦。 „Haha, suffices the strength?” A Xu Qinglang quick boasts my expression, then sat in front of Zhou Ze, „words saying, you also are really the heavy mouth, doesn't drink these gadget unable to eat meal?” “哈哈,够劲道吧？”许清朗一副快夸我的表情,然后在周泽面前坐了下来,“话说,你也真是够重口的,不喝这些玩意儿就吃不下饭？” Zhou Ze returned to normal a mood, then carries a full cup of bitter melon juice to toss down, immediately afterward takes up the chopsticks to start to wolf down fast front egg-fried rice. 周泽平复了一下心情,然后端着满满一大杯苦瓜汁儿一饮而尽,紧接着快速拿起筷子开始狼吞虎咽面前的蛋炒饭。 After one minute, Zhou Ze dines, puts the tray, then closes one's eyes. 一分钟后,周泽用餐完毕,将盘子放下来,而后闭着眼。 „Malicious ghost who this table manners, in underworld just like crawl.” Xu Qinglang teased. “这吃相,活脱脱的一个地狱里爬上来的恶鬼。”许清朗调侃道。 merely this is teases or has other meanings, was unknown. 只是这到底是调侃还是有其他的意思,就不得而知了。 Zhou Ze opened eyes, shot a look at opposite party one eyes, that day five migrant worker brothers seventh day after death returned to the soul, oneself sister-in-law and wife could not see, was normal, merely this noodle restaurant boss, was can see, will otherwise not make that five red braised pork with rice and vegetables. 周泽睁开眼,瞥了对方一眼,那日五个农民工兄弟头七回魂,自己的小姨子和妻子看不见,是正常的,只是这位面馆老板,是看得见的,否则也不会去做那五份红烧肉盖浇饭。 But between two people, in line with the tacit understanding that looking through did not divulge, had not gone to pierce the window paper, perhaps this, was the say/way of being together. 但二人之间,本着看破不说破的默契,也一直没去捅破窗户纸,或许这样,才是相处之道。 „How don't you order today?” Zhou Ze asked. “你今天怎么不接单了？”周泽问道。 Days before even if were New Year’s Eve that day, in the Xu Qinglang cell phone was to also keep going the form to come, but today, then appeared lonely, did not see takeaway little brother to come to take the meal. 前几日哪怕是年三十的那天,许清朗手机里也是不停地有外卖单子进来,而今天,则显得冷清许多,也不见外卖小哥上门取餐。 „Rests.” Xu Qinglang takes out the smoke, oneself mouth bit one, gives Zhou Ze one. “歇歇。”许清朗取出烟,自己嘴里咬了一根,又递给周泽一根。 Although New Year’s Eve does not rest, year later rests somewhat strangely, 虽说年三十不休息,年后休息有些奇怪, But as a man who has more than 20 apartments, 但作为一个有着二十几套房的男人, Really has the willful capital. 确实有任性的资本。 „Knows palanquin carrying ghost?” Zhou Ze asked that last night matter, he had a vivid memory, but he did not have to make anything anxiously, merely went home to lie down into own freezer to sleep. “知道鬼抬轿么？”周泽问道,昨晚的事儿,他记忆犹新,但他没有急着去做什么,只是回家躺入自己的冰柜里睡觉。 The people, truly are Zhou Ze rescue, if there is any issue, Zhou Ze does not want to go to manage. 人,确实是周泽自己救回来的,如果有什么问题,周泽也不想去管。 His merely vividly is crossing own easy life cautiously and seriously, usually , if there is matter that experiences, can be conveniently convenient, but will not really demand anything. 他只是小心翼翼、严肃活泼地过着自己的小日子,平日里若是有一些遇到的事儿,能顺手为之就顺手为之,但不会真的去强求什么。 Even if the little miss of that wear lily skirt really has what issue, that also no longer was turns over to Zhou Ze to go to the manages. 哪怕那个穿着百合裙的小姑娘真的有什么问题,那也不再是归周泽去管了。 „palanquin carrying ghost?” Xu Qinglang gawked, said with a smile: „Hehe, New Year’s Eve are many in the evening, it is said when everyone celebrates the new year burns, burns the paper money, these ghosts also had the extra money on hand, took taxi also to give up.” “鬼抬轿？”许清朗愣了一下,笑道:“呵呵,年三十儿晚上多吧,据说大家过年时烧经,烧纸钱,那些鬼手头也都有了余钱,打车也舍得了。” Xu Qinglang continues to talk nonsense, then yawns, „words saying, your bookstore how gate hasn't opened?” 许清朗继续胡说八道着,然后打了个呵欠,“话说,你这书店怎么门还没开？” „And other evenings opens again.” “等晚上再开。” „Ok, willful.” Xu Qinglang puts out the cell phone, shot a look at two, „, or do we watch the movie in the afternoon?” “行,任性。”许清朗拿出手机,瞥了两眼,“要不咱下午去看电影吧？” Scene, 场面, Entered the awkward silence instantaneously. 瞬间进入了尴尬的沉默。 „Does not go.” Zhou Ze rejection. “不去。”周泽拒绝。 „ Look, really does not show due respect for the feelings, wastes others to mix new juice to you laboriously, accompanies others guarding the threshing floor movie not to want. “看,真不给面子,枉费人家辛辛苦苦地给你调制新汁儿,连陪人家看场电影都不愿意。 The men, do not have one are the good things. ” 男人啊,就没一个是好东西。” „............” Zhou Ze. “…………”周泽。 „Sorry, I forgot me am also a man.” Xu Qinglang somewhat shakes the head aggrieved, why hates to pity is in itself not the expression of daughter body. “抱歉,我忘了我自己也是个男人了。”许清朗有些哀怨地摇摇头,一副恨惜自己为何不是女儿身的表情。 „What psychological trauma have you encountered in your childhood?” Zhou Ze asked. „I knew actually some psychiatrists, can help you.” “你小时候是不是遭遇过什么心理创伤？”周泽问道。“我倒是认识一些心理医生,可以帮你。” Xu Qinglang „tch” smiles, 许清朗“嘁”地一声笑出来, „Heterosexual love merely the heresy to multiply accomplishing, the homogeneity can really love.” “异性恋只是为了繁衍造就出来的异端,同性才能是真爱。” „Begs to differ.” “不敢苟同。” „Different is not the stratagem.” “道不同不相为谋。” Talks after two people of food part on bad terms. 二人饭后的谈话就此不欢而散。 Zhou Ze returns to the bookstore, opened the door, thinks, does not lock, sits to the counter behind simply turns on the computer, sent a WeChat to Dr. Lin: 周泽回到自己书店里,打开了门,想了想,也就不锁了,干脆坐到柜台后面打开电脑,给林医生发了条微信: „In the afternoon watches the movie?” “下午去看电影？” Waited for probably ten minutes, the Dr. Lin reply: 等了大概十分钟,林医生回信: „Goes to work.” “上班。” The new year's celebration did not say that does not permit others to fall ill or a accident/surprise, was doctor the vacation in Zhou Ze clear hospital, the moisture content was too once big. 过年也不是说不准别人生病或者出个意外,曾经同样是医生的周泽清楚医院里的假期,水分太大。 Thinks that can also understand, but eventually is some not nimble and efficient. 想想也能理解,但终究是有些不爽利。 Zhou Ze wants to tell her, oneself are Zhou Ze, is not nuisance Xu Le. 周泽很想告诉她,自己就是周泽,不是什么劳什子徐乐。 But was worried that the result is Dr. Lin frightens the suspicion life, even before , that dim unrequited love favorable impression also shattered, naturally, the most important thing is, something, less people know that is better. 但又担心结局是林医生吓得怀疑人生,甚至连之前那种朦朦胧胧的单相思好感也冲垮了,当然,最重要的是,一些事情,越少人知道越好。 Some people can catch itself, 有人会来抓自己, This point Zhou Ze is very clear, 这一点周泽很清楚, He is waiting, when waiting, has not chosen to seem like the mouse in sewer the same as curl up in some gloomy corner trembles, he needs to live, moreover must live very normally, otherwise, might as well does not come out from underworld, takes the road to Hades with the large unit together. 他在等着,在等着的时候,并没有选择像是下水沟里的老鼠一样蜷曲在某个阴暗的角落瑟瑟发抖,他还是需要生活的,而且要活得很正常,否则,还不如不从地狱里出来,跟着大部队一起走完黄泉路。 That neighbor as for next door, does he have to look, Zhou Ze is not clear, is disinclined clearly. 至于隔壁的那位邻居,他到底有没有看出来,周泽不清楚,也懒得去清楚。 „In the evening.” “晚上吧。” Dr. Lin returned to a news. 林医生又回了一条消息。 Zhou Ze smiled, he felt that own this smile seems like a silly fork, just like returned to the middle school time to see in the class the commissary in charge of studies to look askance to oneself bashfully. 周泽笑了,他感觉自己这笑容像是个傻叉,活脱脱地回到了中学时代看见班上学习委员对自己含羞侧目的时候。 Before, oneself lived tired, 以前,自己活得太累了, This whole life, must live sloppily is more free. 这辈子,总得活得散漫自由一些。 Many truth of life, only then before the point of death, and old time can understand to learn truly, but when you look understands, you have lost the opportunity that the gravity head came again. 人生的很多道理,只有临死前和老了的时候才能真正看懂看明白,但当你看明白的时候,你已经失去了重头再来的机会了。 Zhou Ze treasures the present life and opportunity very much. 周泽很珍惜现在的生活和机会。 A red sedan car stopped on the bookstore street, walked two women. 一辆红色的小轿车停在了书店前面的马路上,走下来两个女人。 Is less than 30 years old, seems like 5 or 6-year-old. 一个不到三十岁,一个看起来才五六岁。 The women wear the red skirt, the hair is elegant, although thinks that mother is actually hard to cover up charming and sultry as before, instead can provoke the heartstrings of person. 女人穿着红裙,头发飘逸,虽以为人母却依旧难以遮掩身上的风情万种,反而更能够撩拨人的心弦。 The girl wears the suspenders trousers, inside should wear several maintaining warmth clothing, binds seems like a small steamed rice dumpling, tender gruff lovable. 女孩儿穿着背带裤,里面应该穿了好几层保暖衣裤,裹得像是个小粽子,娇憨可爱。 But when sees the girl, the Zhou Ze’s eye narrowed narrowing the eyes subconsciously. 但看到女孩儿时,周泽的眼睛就下意识地眯了眯。 The future is bad, 来者不善, Friendliness does not come, 善者不来, Oneself do not look for her, 自己不去找她, She actually walked on own initiative. 她却主动找上门来了。 Before listened to Dr. Lin to say at the thanks feast the opposite party to shout wanted the uncle, Zhou Ze is also pleased with oneself, now wants to come, others have not planned to let off him. 之前听林医生说答谢宴上对方喊着要叔叔,周泽还沾沾自喜,现在想来,人家根本就没打算放过他。 In the final analysis, 说到底, Father who that has four children, his death, because of this girl. 那个有着四个孩子的父亲,他的死,就是因为这个女孩儿。 The bookstore gate was shoved open, the woman is sizing up all around curiously, but before the girl arrives at the Zhou Ze counter timidly, looks at Zhou Ze, the sound glutinous said/tunnel: 书店门被推开,妇人好奇地打量着四周,而女孩儿则是怯生生地走到周泽柜台前,看着周泽,声音糯糯地道: „Uncle is good.” “叔叔好。” Zhou Ze nods, contains, 周泽点点头,略带含蓄, In actual is careful is thinking should offer a sacrifice to oneself nail choking to death this girl directly? 实际上心里在想着自己该不该直接祭出自己的指甲把这个女孩儿给掐死？ „Hello, I am Ruri’s mother.” “你好,我是蕊蕊的妈妈。” The women arrive in front of Zhou Ze, placed on a gift box the counter. 妇人走到周泽面前,将一份礼盒放在了柜台上。 „Thanks.” “谢谢。” The women bow to Zhou Ze, 妇人对周泽鞠躬, The sentiment profound meaning cuts. 情深意切。 „Was polite.” Zhou Ze has not set out as before. “客气了。”周泽依旧没起身。 He wants to pretend all normal appearances, quite makes this girl anything not look. 他是很想装作一切正常的样子,好让这个女孩儿什么都没看出来。 But was too difficult, 但太困难了, Even if the Oscar movie king rank, 哪怕是奥斯卡影帝级别, After seeing driver remembered last night the picture, 在看到昨晚司机生前记忆画面之后, It is estimated that is also very difficult the look before this girl to be usual? 估计也很难在这个女孩儿面前神色如常吧？ Since installs and does not install like, that does not install simply. 既然装又装不像,那就索性不装了。 „Mom, I want to read here.” The Ruri female woman said. “妈妈,我想在这里看书。”蕊蕊女妇人说道。 „Ok, mother first does a hair, you stay in uncle here to read.” The women smile to Zhou Ze, „was laborious you.” “行吧,妈妈先去做个头发,你留在叔叔这里看书。”妇人对周泽笑了笑,“辛苦你了。” „It is not laborious.” “不辛苦。” „Asked Dr. Lin knows you open a shop here.” “还是问林医生才知道您是在这里开店的。” stupid woman. 瓜婆娘。 „You and Dr. Lin are really a perfect match.” “您和林医生真的是郎才女貌。” This saying said enough is contrary to convictions, Xu Le oneself will not believe. 这话说得够违心,徐乐本人都不会信吧。 The women drove, left behind own daughter, here was a bookstore, moreover Zhou Ze was the daughter half savior, was the Dr. Lin’s husband, therefore the daughter stayed here temporarily, she felt relieved very much, did not need to be worried about anything. 妇人开车走了,留下了自己的女儿,这里本就是书店,而且周泽又是自己女儿半个救命恩人,又是林医生的丈夫,所以女儿暂时留在这里,她很放心,不用担心出什么事情。 Then, Ruri chose an illustration book on oneself, sits looks on the plastic backless stool. 接下来,蕊蕊就自己选了一本插画书,坐在塑料板凳上看着。 Also is not noisy, is not noisy. 也不吵,也不闹。 Had not been shouting wants the drink, has not quarrelled is wanting between -meal snack. 没喊着要饮料,也没吵着要零食。 Zhou Ze sits behind the counter, visits her. 周泽就坐在柜台后面,看着她。 At this time, Xu Qinglang walked by chance, saw like the porcelain doll same little girl, immediately walks to hold it. 恰巧在这个时候,许清朗走了进来,看见了如同瓷娃娃一样的小女孩儿,当即走过去将其抱起来。 „Yo, good lovable little miss.” “哟,好可爱的小姑娘哟。” „Thanks the elder sister.” The Ruri response said. “谢谢姐姐。”蕊蕊回应道。 Xu Qinglang smile is like a chrysanthemum blooming, is brighter. 许清朗脸上的笑容像菊花绽放,越加灿烂。 little miss kiss-up, flexure to the Xu Qinglang’s itchy place. 小姑娘这马屁拍得,挠到了许清朗的痒痒处了。 Zhou Ze is the calm face , to continue to sit there. 周泽则是沉着脸,继续坐在那里。 „Came out, has the matter to ask you to say.” Xu Qinglang put down the child, referred to Zhou Ze. “出来,有事儿找你说。”许清朗放下了孩子,指了指周泽。 Zhou Ze and Xu Qinglang walked. 周泽和许清朗走了出来。 „That side square comes the person, asked that we must interrupt the contract, before they can draw back to us , the house rent of paying in advance.” “广场那边来人,问我们要不要中断合同,他们能退给我们之前预付的房租。” „Does not draw back.” Zhou Ze has not wanted to toss about temporarily again randomly, let alone his qualification is more insufficient, even if attains the house rent of prepay, insufficient open a shop again. “不退了吧。”周泽暂时还不想再乱折腾,更何况他本钱不够,哪怕拿到预付的房租,也不够自己再开一家店。 „I am also this idea.” Xu Qinglang nods, hints itself to know, „did that I represent you to discuss together?” “我也是这个想法。”许清朗点点头,示意自己知道了,“那我就代表你一起去谈了？” „Ok.” “行。” „Good, settled like this.” “好,就这样说定了。” Two people stood in out of the door smoke cigarette to diverge. 两个人又站在点门外抽了一根烟才散去。 When Zhou Ze turns around to shove open the door to walk, 当周泽转身推开店门走进去时, Discovered that on that row of plastic small backless stool, did not have the form of little girl, that illustration book, was placed on a backless stool. 发现那一排塑料小板凳上,没有了小女孩的身影,那本插画书,被放在一张板凳上。 Zhou Ze knits the brows, 周泽皱了皱眉, Raised the head, 抬起头, In the stairway, presented the sound of footsteps of small leather boots, 在楼梯口,出现了小皮靴的脚步声, The little girls walked from there, half form reveals half form to keep off by the wall, 小女孩从那里走了出来,半个身影露出半个身影被墙壁挡着, She just, 她刚刚, Went to own second floor. 去了自己的二楼。