Next morning, after Zhou Zewashing, arrived at the next doornoodle restaurantas usual, thishas gradually becomehisonehabits and customs, when the feedno longeris an enjoyingprocess, thatturned into a dutypurely, made the duty, simpleefficientgood, withoutwherecompared withXu Qinglangheremore convenientquick.
翌日上午,周泽洗漱之后照例来到了隔壁面馆,这已经逐渐成为他的一种生活习惯,当进食已经不再是一种享受的过程,那就纯粹变成一种任务了,做任务,简单高效就好,没有哪里比许清朗这里更方便快捷的了。„bitter melon juice.”Xu Qinglangplacesin front of a bigdrinking glassZhou Ze, thencarriesegg-fried rice.
“苦瓜汁儿。”许清朗将一个大玻璃杯放在周泽面前,然后又端上来一份蛋炒饭。Zhou Zefirsttriedto drinkone, the liquidentered the instance of throat, onlythought that in the lips and teethwas the unendurablebitterness and astringency, immediately, after waitingto swallow, evenstartedto tie a knotincludingownintestines and stomach.周泽先试着喝了一口,液体进入喉咙的瞬间,只觉得唇齿间都是让人难以忍受的苦涩,随即,等吞咽下去之后,甚至连自己的肠子和胃部都开始打结。Waited for probablytenseconds, Zhou Zewent to god and came back, let out a long breath.
等了大概十秒钟,周泽才缓过神来,长舒一口气。Reallygoodpain.
真的好苦。„Haha, suffices the strength?” A Xu Qinglangquickboastsmyexpression, thensatin front ofZhou Ze, „words saying,youalso are really the heavymouth, doesn't drinkthesegadget unable to eat meal?”
“哈哈,够劲道吧?”许清朗一副快夸我的表情,然后在周泽面前坐了下来,“话说,你也真是够重口的,不喝这些玩意儿就吃不下饭?”Zhou Zereturned to normal a mood, thencarriesa full cup of bitter melon juiceto toss down, immediately afterwardtakes up the chopsticksto startto wolf downfastfrontegg-fried rice.周泽平复了一下心情,然后端着满满一大杯苦瓜汁儿一饮而尽,紧接着快速拿起筷子开始狼吞虎咽面前的蛋炒饭。
After oneminute, Zhou Zedines, puts the tray, thencloses one's eyes.
一分钟后,周泽用餐完毕,将盘子放下来,而后闭着眼。„Malicious ghost who thistable manners, inunderworldjust likecrawl.”Xu Qinglangteased.
“这吃相,活脱脱的一个地狱里爬上来的恶鬼。”许清朗调侃道。merelythisisteasesorhasothermeanings, was unknown.只是这到底是调侃还是有其他的意思,就不得而知了。Zhou Zeopened eyes, shot a look atopposite partyoneeyes, thatdayfivemigrant workerbrothersseventh day after deathreturned to the soul, oneselfsister-in-law and wifecould not see, was normal, merelythisnoodle restaurantboss, wascan see, will otherwise not makethatfivered braised pork with rice and vegetables.周泽睁开眼,瞥了对方一眼,那日五个农民工兄弟头七回魂,自己的小姨子和妻子看不见,是正常的,只是这位面馆老板,是看得见的,否则也不会去做那五份红烧肉盖浇饭。But between two people, in line with the tacit understanding that looking throughdid not divulge, had not goneto pierce the window paper, perhapsthis, was the say/way of being together.
但二人之间,本着看破不说破的默契,也一直没去捅破窗户纸,或许这样,才是相处之道。„How don't youordertoday?”Zhou Zeasked.
“你今天怎么不接单了?”周泽问道。Days beforeeven ifwereNew Year’s Evethat day, in the Xu Qinglangcell phonewasto also keepgoing the formto come, buttoday, thenappearedlonely, did not seetakeaway little brotherto cometo take the meal.
前几日哪怕是年三十的那天,许清朗手机里也是不停地有外卖单子进来,而今天,则显得冷清许多,也不见外卖小哥上门取餐。„Rests.”Xu Qinglangtakes out the smoke, oneselfmouthbitone, givesZhou Zeone.
“歇歇。”许清朗取出烟,自己嘴里咬了一根,又递给周泽一根。AlthoughNew Year’s Evedoes not rest, yearlaterrestssomewhatstrangely,
虽说年三十不休息,年后休息有些奇怪,Butas a man who hasmore than 20 apartments,
但作为一个有着二十几套房的男人,Reallyhas the willfulcapital.
确实有任性的资本。„Knowspalanquin carrying ghost?”Zhou Ze asked that last nightmatter, hehad a vivid memory, buthedid not haveto makeanythinganxiously, merelywent hometo lie down into ownfreezerto sleep.
“知道鬼抬轿么?”周泽问道,昨晚的事儿,他记忆犹新,但他没有急着去做什么,只是回家躺入自己的冰柜里睡觉。
The people, trulyareZhou Zerescue, ifthere is any issue, Zhou Zedoes not wantto goto manage.
人,确实是周泽自己救回来的,如果有什么问题,周泽也不想去管。Hismerelyvividlyis crossingowneasy lifecautiouslyandseriously, usually , if there is matter that experiences, canbe conveniently convenient, butwill not really demandanything.
他只是小心翼翼、严肃活泼地过着自己的小日子,平日里若是有一些遇到的事儿,能顺手为之就顺手为之,但不会真的去强求什么。Even if the little miss of thatwearlilyskirtreallyhaswhatissue, thatalsono longerwasturns over toZhou Zeto go to the manages.
哪怕那个穿着百合裙的小姑娘真的有什么问题,那也不再是归周泽去管了。„palanquin carrying ghost?”Xu Qinglanggawked, said with a smile: „Hehe, New Year’s Eveare manyin the evening, it is said when everyonecelebrates the new yearburns, burns the paper money, theseghostsalsohad the extra moneyon hand, took taxialsoto give up.”
“鬼抬轿?”许清朗愣了一下,笑道:“呵呵,年三十儿晚上多吧,据说大家过年时烧经,烧纸钱,那些鬼手头也都有了余钱,打车也舍得了。”Xu Qinglangcontinuesto talk nonsense, thenyawns, „words saying, your bookstorehowgatehasn't opened?”许清朗继续胡说八道着,然后打了个呵欠,“话说,你这书店怎么门还没开?”„And other eveningsopensagain.”
“等晚上再开。”„Ok, willful.”Xu Qinglangputs out the cell phone, shot a look attwo, „, or do wewatch the moviein the afternoon?”
“行,任性。”许清朗拿出手机,瞥了两眼,“要不咱下午去看电影吧?”Scene,
场面,Entered the awkwardsilenceinstantaneously.
瞬间进入了尴尬的沉默。„Does not go.”Zhou Zerejection.
“不去。”周泽拒绝。
„ Look, reallydoes not show due respect for the feelings, wastesothersto mixnewjuicetoyoulaboriously, accompaniesothersguarding the threshing floormovienot to want.
“看,真不给面子,枉费人家辛辛苦苦地给你调制新汁儿,连陪人家看场电影都不愿意。
The men, do not haveoneare the goodthings. ”
男人啊,就没一个是好东西。”„............”Zhou Ze.
“…………”周泽。„Sorry, Iforgotme am also a man.”Xu Qinglangsomewhatshakes the headaggrieved, whyhatesto pity is in itself not the expression of daughterbody.
“抱歉,我忘了我自己也是个男人了。”许清朗有些哀怨地摇摇头,一副恨惜自己为何不是女儿身的表情。„What psychological trauma have you encountered in your childhood?”Zhou Zeasked. „Iknewactuallysomepsychiatrists, canhelpyou.”
“你小时候是不是遭遇过什么心理创伤?”周泽问道。“我倒是认识一些心理医生,可以帮你。”Xu Qinglang„tch”smiles,许清朗“嘁”地一声笑出来,„Heterosexual lovemerely the heresy to multiplyaccomplishing, the homogeneitycanreallylove.”
“异性恋只是为了繁衍造就出来的异端,同性才能是真爱。”„Begs to differ.”
“不敢苟同。”„Differentis not the stratagem.”
“道不同不相为谋。”Talks after twopeople of foodpart on bad terms.
二人饭后的谈话就此不欢而散。Zhou Zereturns to the bookstore, opened the door, thinks, does not lock, sitsto the counterbehindsimplyturns on the computer, sent a WeChattoDr. Lin:周泽回到自己书店里,打开了门,想了想,也就不锁了,干脆坐到柜台后面打开电脑,给林医生发了条微信:„In the afternoonwatches the movie?”
“下午去看电影?”Waited for probablytenminutes, the Dr. Linreply:
等了大概十分钟,林医生回信:„Goes to work.”
“上班。”
The new year's celebrationdid not say that does not permitothersto fall illor a accident/surprise, wasdoctor the vacation in Zhou Zeclearhospital, the moisture content was too once big.
过年也不是说不准别人生病或者出个意外,曾经同样是医生的周泽清楚医院里的假期,水分太大。Thinks that can also understand, buteventuallyissome not nimble and efficient.
想想也能理解,但终究是有些不爽利。Zhou Zewantsto tellher, oneselfareZhou Ze, is notnuisanceXu Le.周泽很想告诉她,自己就是周泽,不是什么劳什子徐乐。Butwas worried that the resultisDr. Linfrightens the suspicionlife, even before , thatdimunrequited lovefavorable impressionalsoshattered, naturally, the most important thing is, something, lesspeopleknow that is better.
但又担心结局是林医生吓得怀疑人生,甚至连之前那种朦朦胧胧的单相思好感也冲垮了,当然,最重要的是,一些事情,越少人知道越好。Somepeoplecancatch itself,
有人会来抓自己,This pointZhou Zeis very clear,
这一点周泽很清楚,Heis waiting, whenwaiting, has not chosento seem like the mouse in sewer the same as curl upinsomegloomycornertrembles, heneedsto live, moreovermustliveverynormally, otherwise, might as welldoes not come outfromunderworld, takes the road to Hadeswith the large unittogether.
他在等着,在等着的时候,并没有选择像是下水沟里的老鼠一样蜷曲在某个阴暗的角落瑟瑟发抖,他还是需要生活的,而且要活得很正常,否则,还不如不从地狱里出来,跟着大部队一起走完黄泉路。Thatneighboras fornext door, does hehaveto look,Zhou Zeis not clear, is disinclinedclearly.
至于隔壁的那位邻居,他到底有没有看出来,周泽不清楚,也懒得去清楚。„In the evening.”
“晚上吧。”Dr. Linreturned to a news.林医生又回了一条消息。Zhou Zesmiled, hefelt that ownthissmileseems like a sillyfork, just likereturned to the middle schooltimeto seein the class the commissary in charge of studiesto look askancetooneselfbashfully.周泽笑了,他感觉自己这笑容像是个傻叉,活脱脱地回到了中学时代看见班上学习委员对自己含羞侧目的时候。Before, oneselflivedtired,
以前,自己活得太累了,This whole life, mustlivesloppilyis more free.
这辈子,总得活得散漫自由一些。
Many truth of life, only then before the point of death, andoldtimecanunderstandto learntruly, but when youlookunderstands, youhave lost the opportunity that the gravity headcameagain.
人生的很多道理,只有临死前和老了的时候才能真正看懂看明白,但当你看明白的时候,你已经失去了重头再来的机会了。Zhou Zetreasures the presentlife and opportunityvery much.周泽很珍惜现在的生活和机会。
A redsedan carstoppedon the bookstorestreet, walkedtwowomen.
一辆红色的小轿车停在了书店前面的马路上,走下来两个女人。Is less than30 years old, seems like5 or 6-year-old.
一个不到三十岁,一个看起来才五六岁。
The womenwear the red skirt, the hairis elegant, althoughthinks that mother is actually hardto cover upcharming and sultryas before, insteadcanprovoke the heartstrings of person.
女人穿着红裙,头发飘逸,虽以为人母却依旧难以遮掩身上的风情万种,反而更能够撩拨人的心弦。
The girlwears the suspenderstrousers, insideshouldwearseveralmaintaining warmthclothing, bindsseems like a smallsteamed rice dumpling, tendergrufflovable.
女孩儿穿着背带裤,里面应该穿了好几层保暖衣裤,裹得像是个小粽子,娇憨可爱。But when sees the girl, the Zhou Ze’seyenarrowednarrowing the eyessubconsciously.
但看到女孩儿时,周泽的眼睛就下意识地眯了眯。
The futureis bad,
来者不善,Friendlinessdoes not come,
善者不来,Oneselfdo not look forher,
自己不去找她,Sheactuallywalked on own initiative.
她却主动找上门来了。Beforelistened toDr. Linto sayat the thanksfeast the opposite partyto shoutwanted the uncle, Zhou Ze is also pleased with oneself, nowwantsto come, othershave not plannedto let offhim.
之前听林医生说答谢宴上对方喊着要叔叔,周泽还沾沾自喜,现在想来,人家根本就没打算放过他。In the final analysis,
说到底,Father who thathasfourchildren, hisdeath, because ofthisgirl.
那个有着四个孩子的父亲,他的死,就是因为这个女孩儿。
The bookstoregatewas shoved open, the womanis sizing upall aroundcuriously, but before the girlarrives at the Zhou Zecountertimidly, looks atZhou Ze, the soundglutinoussaid/tunnel:
书店门被推开,妇人好奇地打量着四周,而女孩儿则是怯生生地走到周泽柜台前,看着周泽,声音糯糯地道:„Uncleis good.”
“叔叔好。”Zhou Zenods, contains,周泽点点头,略带含蓄,
In actualis carefulis thinkingshouldoffer a sacrifice tooneselfnailchoking to deaththisgirldirectly?
实际上心里在想着自己该不该直接祭出自己的指甲把这个女孩儿给掐死?„Hello, IamRuri’s mother.”
“你好,我是蕊蕊的妈妈。”
The womenarrive in front ofZhou Ze, placedon a gift box the counter.
妇人走到周泽面前,将一份礼盒放在了柜台上。„Thanks.”
“谢谢。”
The womenbowtoZhou Ze,
妇人对周泽鞠躬,
The sentimentprofound meaningcuts.
情深意切。„Was polite.”Zhou Zehas not set outas before.
“客气了。”周泽依旧没起身。Hewantsto pretendallnormalappearances, quitemakesthisgirlanythingnot look.
他是很想装作一切正常的样子,好让这个女孩儿什么都没看出来。Butwas too difficult,
但太困难了,Even if the Oscarmovie kingrank,
哪怕是奥斯卡影帝级别,Afterseeingdriverrememberedlast night the picture,
在看到昨晚司机生前记忆画面之后,It is estimated that is also very difficult the lookbeforethisgirlto be usual?
估计也很难在这个女孩儿面前神色如常吧?Sinceinstallsanddoes not installlike, thatdoes not installsimply.
既然装又装不像,那就索性不装了。„Mom, Iwantto readhere.” The Rurifemalewomansaid.
“妈妈,我想在这里看书。”蕊蕊女妇人说道。„Ok, mother firstdoes a hair, youstay inunclehereto read.” The womensmiletoZhou Ze, „was laboriousyou.”
“行吧,妈妈先去做个头发,你留在叔叔这里看书。”妇人对周泽笑了笑,“辛苦你了。”„It is not laborious.”
“不辛苦。”„AskedDr. Linknowsyouopen a shophere.”
“还是问林医生才知道您是在这里开店的。”stupid woman.瓜婆娘。„YouandDr. Lin are really a perfect match.”
“您和林医生真的是郎才女貌。”Thissayingsaidenoughis contrary to convictions, Xu Leoneselfwill not believe.
这话说得够违心,徐乐本人都不会信吧。
The womendrove, left behindowndaughter, herewas a bookstore, moreoverZhou Zewas the daughterhalfsavior, was the Dr. Lin’shusband, therefore the daughterstayed here temporarily, shefelt relievedvery much,did not needto be worried about anything.
妇人开车走了,留下了自己的女儿,这里本就是书店,而且周泽又是自己女儿半个救命恩人,又是林医生的丈夫,所以女儿暂时留在这里,她很放心,不用担心出什么事情。Then, Rurichose an illustrationbookononeself, sitslookson the plasticbackless stool.
接下来,蕊蕊就自己选了一本插画书,坐在塑料板凳上看着。Alsois not noisy, is not noisy.
也不吵,也不闹。Had not been shoutingwants the drink, has not quarrelledis wanting between -meal snack.
没喊着要饮料,也没吵着要零食。Zhou Zesitsbehind the counter, visitsher.周泽就坐在柜台后面,看着她。Atthis time, Xu Qinglangwalkedby chance, sawlike the porcelain dollsamelittlegirl, immediatelywalksto holdit.
恰巧在这个时候,许清朗走了进来,看见了如同瓷娃娃一样的小女孩儿,当即走过去将其抱起来。„Yo, goodlovablelittle miss.”
“哟,好可爱的小姑娘哟。”„Thanks the elder sister.” The Ruriresponsesaid.
“谢谢姐姐。”蕊蕊回应道。Xu Qinglangsmile is like a chrysanthemum blooming, is brighter.许清朗脸上的笑容像菊花绽放,越加灿烂。little miss kiss-up, flexureto the Xu Qinglang’sitchyplace.小姑娘这马屁拍得,挠到了许清朗的痒痒处了。Zhou Zeis the calmface , to continue to sit there.周泽则是沉着脸,继续坐在那里。„Came out, has the matterto askyouto say.”Xu Qinglangput down the child, referred toZhou Ze.
“出来,有事儿找你说。”许清朗放下了孩子,指了指周泽。Zhou ZeandXu Qinglangwalked.周泽和许清朗走了出来。„That sidesquarecomes the person, asked that wemustinterrupt the contract, before theycandraw backtous , the house rent of paying in advance.”
“广场那边来人,问我们要不要中断合同,他们能退给我们之前预付的房租。”„Does not draw back.”Zhou Zehas not wantedto toss abouttemporarilyagainrandomly, let alonehisqualificationis more insufficient, even ifattains the house rent of prepay, insufficientopen a shopagain.
“不退了吧。”周泽暂时还不想再乱折腾,更何况他本钱不够,哪怕拿到预付的房租,也不够自己再开一家店。„I am also thisidea.”Xu Qinglangnods, hints itselfto know, „did thatIrepresentyouto discusstogether?”
“我也是这个想法。”许清朗点点头,示意自己知道了,“那我就代表你一起去谈了?”„Ok.”
“行。”„Good, settledlike this.”
“好,就这样说定了。”Twopeoplestoodinout of the doorsmokecigaretteto diverge.
两个人又站在点门外抽了一根烟才散去。WhenZhou Zeturns aroundto shove open the doorto walk,
当周泽转身推开店门走进去时,Discovered that onthatrow of plasticsmallbackless stool, did not have the form of little girl, thatillustrationbook, was placedon a backless stool.
发现那一排塑料小板凳上,没有了小女孩的身影,那本插画书,被放在一张板凳上。Zhou Zeknits the brows,周泽皱了皱眉,Raised the head,
抬起头,In the stairway, presented the sound of footsteps of smallleather boots,
在楼梯口,出现了小皮靴的脚步声,
The little girlswalkedfromthere, halfformrevealshalfformto keep offby the wall,
小女孩从那里走了出来,半个身影露出半个身影被墙壁挡着,Shejust,
她刚刚,Went toownsecond floor.
去了自己的二楼。
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