KB :: Volume #6

#91 Part 2: Could not go back


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At that time everyone had not called her wet nurse, here did not call the elegant gathering institute, the wet nurse looks were gorgeous, the method was excellent, helped the relations be deep with the blood bottle, approached one after another cadres of several blood bottle gangs.” “那时候大家还不叫她嬷嬷,这里也不叫莱雅会所,嬷嬷自己容色艳丽,手段高超,更与血瓶帮关系深厚,接连傍上了好几个血瓶帮的干部。” She was planning for oneself, had a liking for Lilian's appearance and tenacity.” “她是在为自己打算,看上了莉莉安的容貌和坚韧。” As for several of us, attaches.” “至于我们几个,都只是附加的。” But that is unimportant, more importantly, we from that time, become the blood bottle help/gang begged.” “但那不重要,重要的是,我们自那时候起,就成为了血瓶帮的乞儿。” Taiersi look moves fast, as if sees a damaged house, inside is squatting several dishevelled hair and dirty face children. 泰尔斯眼神飘忽,仿佛看见一片破败不堪的房屋,里头蹲着几个蓬头垢面的孩子。 Lilian was taken away by the wet nurse, her day felt better, the person but who in the blood bottle help/gang, the management begged was former circus troupe clown who played the throwing knife, was eccentric, the natural disposition was oversuspicious, but also liked taking us to practice the accurate aim of throwing knife insanely with a smile.” “莉莉安被嬷嬷带走,她的日子好过了许多,但血瓶帮里,管理乞儿的人是个玩飞刀的前马戏团小丑,脾气古怪,生性多疑,还喜欢疯笑着拿我们练飞刀的准头。” Arrived finally, our brothers and sisters, is only left over Lilian, tinkering, I, as well as youngest Teto.” “到最后,我们兄弟姐妹,只剩下莉莉安、廷克,我,以及最小的特托。” Taiersi suddenly discovered, oneself lifted the left hand unknowingly, that fever scar under holding down chest front clothes. 泰尔斯突然发现,自己不知不觉地抬起了左手,按住胸前衣下的那个烧疤。 Most orphans who if all normal development, I will be born like this street on, either enters the blood bottle help/gang to do to run about to work as the goon, either oneself halfway leaves, does everything possible to be an apprentice or the farmer, seeks the outlet.” “如果一切正常发展,我会像这条街上出生的大多数孤儿们一样,要么进入血瓶帮做跑腿当打手,要么自己半途出走,想方设法做个学徒或者农人,自谋出路。” At this point, the elder brother tone trembles: 说到这里,哥洛佛的语气一颤: Until that day.” “直到那一天。” Taiersi raised the head subconsciously. 泰尔斯下意识地抬起头。 Clown who that day, that manages begged , he tinkered me insanely with a smile also has Teto to rush to the same place, gave actually put on the neat serious in speech and manner person, Lilian is also sent later.” “那天,那个管乞儿的小丑,他疯笑着把我、廷克还有特托赶到一起,交给了一些穿得整整齐齐却不苟言笑的人,莉莉安也在随后被送来。” We were brought the setting sun temple, everyone was taken the blood sample.” “我们被带到了落日神殿,每个人都被取了血样。” Taiersi trembles slightly. 泰尔斯微微一颤。 He as if saw oneself on that day. 他仿佛看见了自己的“那一天”。 Daybreak, blood and lights. 黎明、血与灯火。 Elder Brother absent-minded say/way: They deliver us went to this this lifetime to see the prettiest house, eats we had eaten most delicious food.” 哥洛佛恍惚道:“他们送我们去了一栋这辈子见过的最漂亮的房子,吃上了我们吃过的最好吃的食物。” Prettiest house. 最漂亮的房子。 Most delicious food. 最好吃的食物。 Taiersi look gradually is also lax. 泰尔斯的眼神也渐渐涣散。 Until Elder Brother tone one tight: 直到哥洛佛的语气一紧: Until they push the door to enter.” “直到他们推门而入。” Took away me.” “带走了我。” In the words of zombie is hiding boundless resenting: 僵尸的话语里藏着无边的愤恨: Only then...... I.” “只有……我。” I want to lead the brothers and sisters to walk together, but these people cannot, but respectful actually delivers the carriage me undeniably.” “我想要带兄弟姐妹一起走,但是那些人不许,只是恭恭敬敬却不容置疑地将我送上马车。” Until I realized, after I walk, they must make anything to the remaining people- you know, they are employment, did old this kind of duty, for example eliminated a potential informant afterward.” “直到我意识到,我走之后,他们要对剩下的人做什么-你知道,他们都是雇佣者,干老了这类任务,比如事后灭口。” Taiersi lowers the head, closes the eye. 泰尔斯低下头,闭上眼睛。 I used all means in the street learning, shook off the fetter to jump down the carriage,” “我用上了在街头学到的一切手段,挣脱束缚跳下马车,” Elder Brother made a deep breath diligently, as if just blocked the full power of some opponent to strike: 哥洛佛努力地做了个深呼吸,似乎刚刚拦下某个对手的全力一击: When I clash......” “当我冲回去……” Tinkers struggles crazily, Lilian wept and wailed in the pain, Teto only remained to twitch.” “廷克疯狂挣扎,莉莉安在痛苦哭喊,特托只剩抽搐。” The zombie closes tightly the tooth: 僵尸咬紧牙齿: I want to make anything.” “我想要做什么。” But their people were too many, was too strong.” “可是他们人太多了,太强壮了。” I...... that time I, was too weak.” “我……那时的我,太弱了。” That time I...... 那时的我…… Too weak. 太弱了。 Taiersi discovered, oneself places the arm under table, cannot be stopping trembles. 泰尔斯发现,自己放在桌子下的手臂,正在止不住地发颤。 His memory as if returned to that night, saw the Quaid bad red nose, saw the face of children panic-stricken sob. 他的记忆仿佛回到那一夜,重新看见奎德糟红的鼻子,看见孩子们惊恐哭泣的脸庞。 At that time, an old actually dignified knight rushed, he and his person hand/subordinate draw out the long sword, rescued to tinker with Lilian.” “就在那时,一位年老却威严的骑士赶到了,他和他手下的人拔出长剑,救下了廷克和莉莉安。” Elder Brother exhales the one breath painfully: 哥洛佛痛苦地呼出一口气: But Teto, our little brothers...... he was too young, when the string puts on his nape of the neck, he is unable to breathe, is unable to revolt.” “但是特托,我们的小弟弟……他太小了,当绳子套上他的脖颈,他无法呼吸,更无法反抗。” Too late.” “太迟了。” Too late. 太迟了。 Taiersi calmly sits in the home position. 泰尔斯静静地坐在原位。 That old knight squats, strokes gently my back of the hand to I apologize, telling my is accidental/surprised, but he is my grandfather, with my bloodlines common origin, is the knight who governing seals, the master of elder brother Buddhist, and keeping watch person of royal family guard,” “那位老骑士蹲下来,摩挲着我的手背向我道歉,告诉我这都是意外,而他是我的祖父,与我血脉同源,是御封的骑士,哥洛佛家的主人,以及王室卫队的守望人,” However he believes that regardless of being embarrassed, the multi- shames, the bloodline of elder brother Buddhist cannot the wandering about destitute street.” “而他认为,无论多难堪,多耻辱,哥洛佛家的血统都不能流落街头。” Regarding the grandfather, elder brother reveals the incomparably contradictory look: 谈起祖父,哥洛佛露出无比矛盾的眼神: Grandfather appreciates me very much to the blood relationship compatriot loyal with friendship, this sentiment righteousness thousand were not exchanged for gold he to say.” “祖父很欣赏我对血缘同胞的忠诚与情谊,‘此情此义千金不换’他这么说。” However he can protect even subsidizes my brother sisters, so long as I can the same loyalty and friendship, deliver to me- true brothers.” “而他可以保护甚至资助我的兄弟姐妹,只要我能把同样的忠诚和情谊,交付给我-真正的兄弟。” Taiersi lifts the look: 泰尔斯抬起眼神: True...... brothers?” “真正的……兄弟?” Elder Brother nods. 哥洛佛点了点头。 Afterward I know that year my father passed away. But Rossano- my different female elder brother- contracted the typhus, they do not know whether he can boil.” “后来我才知道,那一年我父亲去世了。而洛萨诺-我的异母兄长-得了伤寒,他们不知道他能否熬过去。” As king Dang backbone the elder brother family, needs a spare lineal successor.” “身为王党中坚的哥洛佛家族,需要一个备用的直系继承人。” Zombie dull said/tunnel. 僵尸呆呆地道。 From that date, I change name.” “从那天起,我就改了名。” I no longer called short and stocky, but was elder brother.” “我不再叫胖墩儿,而是嘉伦・哥洛佛。” Famous wind knight in elder brother family, a family background lowly dirty- illegitimate child.” “大名鼎鼎的‘风骑士’哥洛佛家族里,一个出身卑贱肮脏的-私生子。” Taiersi looks at him lost, actually resembled to see six years ago that day, he stood in the hall of group star high, gathered in the square facing star the dense and numerous human tides. 泰尔斯出神地看着他,却似看见了六年前的那一天,他高高地站在群星之厅上,面对星聚广场上密密麻麻的人潮。 Regardless of your passing all sorts, when you set out, you for......】 【不论你的过往种种,当你起身,你即为……】 Taiersi Seraing Jie Raner Kessel bright star.】 【泰尔斯・瑟兰婕拉娜・凯瑟尔・璨星。】 【The second prince in stars kingdom.】 【星辰王国的第二王子。】 Taiersi closes the eye, the spin turns round to open. 泰尔斯闭上眼睛,旋复睁开。 As if must wash off the present light shadow. 仿佛要把眼前的光影重新洗掉。 I understood.” “我懂了。” Prince exhausted said/tunnel: 王子疲惫地道: Therefore, to you, here, as well as they, Lilian, tinkering, Teto...... that is your hometown, your past.” “所以,对你来说,这里,以及他们,莉莉安,廷克,特托……那才是你的故乡,你的过去。” You are unable to obliterate.” “你无法磨灭的自我。” Elder Brother look gathers. 哥洛佛眼神微聚。 But a moment later, he shakes the head, the expression is bitter and astringent. 但片刻之后,他摇了摇头,表情苦涩。 No.” “不。” You are not clear, Your highness.” “您不明白,殿下。” When I the mature independence, enters the royal family guard day after day, when particularly Rossano is outstanding day after day, when the grandfather passed away finally, after I become am dispensable......” “当我日渐成熟独立,进入王室卫队,尤其是当洛萨诺日渐优秀,当祖父终于过世,当我重新变得可有可无之后……” Elder Brother watches elegant gathering dull room. 哥洛佛呆呆地看着莱雅会所的房间。 Finally, I came back, with them, reunites with my brother sisters.” “终于有一天,我回来了,与他们,与我的兄弟姐妹们团聚。” Reunion. 团聚。 Taiersi is completely quiet. 泰尔斯默然无声。 But in that flash, elder brother trembles is raising both hands, looks because of the practice sword technique, but full is the finger of callus. 但在那一瞬间,哥洛佛微颤着举起双手,看着因练习剑术而满是老茧的手指。 But I actually discovered, I take away to them, still only has the pain.” “可我却发现,我给他们带去的,依然只有痛苦。” Misfortune of past Teto.” “无论是当年小特托的不幸。” Later matter.” “还是之后的事情。” Taiersi nerve one tight. 泰尔斯神经一紧。 What had?” He asked in a soft voice. “发生什么了?”他轻声问道。 Elder Brother light snort/hum, is full of the satire. 哥洛佛轻哼一声,充满讽刺。 You know, Your highness, I do not get on well with others, does not understand the human relations, depended on grandfather's reputation to enter the vanguard wing of guard reluctantly, actually offended many people.” “您知道,殿下,我并不合群,也不懂交际,勉强靠着祖父的名头进入了卫队的先锋翼,却得罪了不少人。” They- in vanguard wing several with the bastard playboy who I have a grudge, knew my family background, as well as I and......” “他们-先锋翼里几个跟我有仇的混蛋纨绔,不知怎地知晓了我的出身,以及我与……” Elder Brother lowers the head low-spirited: 哥洛佛黯然低头: Relations with Lilian.” “与莉莉安的关系。” Taiersi sighs. 泰尔斯叹了一口气。 Therefore, in I fought one after them again, that evening, these bastards, accompanied to come here in groups.” “所以,在我再次跟他们打了一架之后,那个晚上,那些混蛋,成群结伴来到了这里。” Elder Brother voice is low and deep: 哥洛佛声音低沉: „The large sum of money that they use to be unprecedented, selected Lilian.” “他们用前所未见的重金,点了莉莉安。” His sound starts to shiver: 他的声音开始颤抖: They, they close her in a house......” “他们,他们将她关在一所房子里……” Taiersi has a heavy heart, his pursing the lips lip of: 泰尔斯心情沉重,他抿了抿嘴唇: „The action of coward.” “懦夫之举。” Elder Brother has not paid attention to him: 哥洛佛没有理会他: When tinkers cut and bruised, midnight sounds my door time......” “当廷克遍体鳞伤,半夜敲响我房门的时候……” I have to go to Elder Brother family's hotel, does matter that I most am not willing to handle- seeks help from Rossano, for Lilian of suffocation, found the best doctor.” “我不得不去哥洛佛家族的宅邸,做我最不愿意做的事情-向洛萨诺求助,为奄奄一息的莉莉安,找到最好的医生。” The zombie has to stop, to adjust own mood. 僵尸不得不停顿下来,以调整自己的情绪。 In the room is peaceful. 房间里安静下来。 Taiersi silent a while, opens the mouth: 泰尔斯沉默一会儿,重新开口: In royal family guard, these people, these playboys, who are they?” “王室卫队里,那些人,那些纨绔,他们是谁?” Is unimportant,” the elder brother expression shakes the head gloomily: Has solved.” “不重要了,”哥洛佛表情灰暗地摇摇头:“已经解决了。” Solution?” “解决?” Elder Brother satirized the hum/snort, in the eye appeared the hatred and renouncing: 哥洛佛讽刺地哼声,眼中现出痛恨与决绝: You know, these bastards are assured I not to dare to take risk to begin, shows off to me complacently, how tells me their to suffer late her......” “你知道,那些混蛋笃定我不敢冒险动手,得意洋洋地向我炫耀,告诉我他们那晚是怎么折磨她的……” Taiersi remembers just now on Lilian these fearsome scars, silent. 泰尔斯想起方才莉莉安身上那些可怖的伤痕,默然无语。 Elder Brother swallows the throat, clenches jaws: 哥洛佛咽了咽喉咙,咬牙切齿: I...... I cannot control me.” “我……我控制不住我自己。” Taiersi nods: 泰尔斯点点头: Like today?” “就像今天?” Elder Brother closes the eye: 哥洛佛闭上眼睛: Sorry.” “对不起。” Begins to the colleague, I violated the taboo, brought the big trouble. Rosa Noto relates and looks for the law, causes to go all-out, but also can only save my life.” “向同僚动手,我犯了大忌,闯了大祸。洛萨诺托关系、找法条,使尽全力,但也只能堪堪保住我的性命。” Elder Brother opens the eye, the inside disappearing ray, only has the deep numbness: 哥洛佛睁开眼睛,里头不见了光芒,只剩下深深的麻木: Until one day, a person arrives at the confinement well of guard.” “直到有一天,一个人来到卫队的禁闭井。” He told me, he was the new keeping watch person of royal family guard, happen to needed a new subordinate.” “他告诉我,他是王室卫队的新任守望人,正好需要一个新部下。” Therefore I go out of the confinement well, with horse slightly Lord, went to the western desolate.” “所以我走出禁闭井,跟着马略斯勋爵,去了西荒。” So that's how it is. 原来如此。 Two people again were silent a while, opens the mouth until Taiersi: 两人再度沉默了一会儿,直到泰尔斯开口: Elder Brother......” “哥洛佛……” But the zombie seems like awakened suddenly, disregards breaks the prince: 但僵尸像是被突然惊醒,不管不顾地打断王子: Therefore I knew.” “所以我知道了。” Elder Brother closely is clutching bandage, the facial features distortion: 哥洛佛紧紧揪着自己身上的绷带,面容扭曲: Is before very long, in me by that moment that the grandfather takes away, all changed.” “很久以前,在我被祖父带走的那一刻,一切就变了。” Taiersi is staring at him silently, suddenly understood what is sympathize. 泰尔斯默默地盯着他,突然理解了什么叫“感同身受”。 We, Lilian, tinkers, I......” “我们,莉莉安,廷克,我……” Elder Brother exhales the one breath painfully, there is a resentfulness, feels relaxed: 哥洛佛痛苦地呼出一口气,既有愤懑,也有释然: We could not go back.” “我们回不去了。” Forever.” “永远。” That flash, many scenes and glossaries flash through Taiersi brain. 那一瞬间,许许多多的场景和词汇都闪过泰尔斯的大脑。 Begged. 乞儿。 Hand and foot. 手足。 Changed the destiny that day. 改变命运的那一天。 New life. 新的人生。 Old burdens. 旧的负累。 The prince hears Gilbert's those words: 王子恍惚间听见基尔伯特的那句话: Perhaps you found their day.】 【也许您找到他们的那一天。】 Was you kills their day.】 【就是您害死他们的那一天。】 The next second, Taiersi deeply inspires, sobers from the recollection. 下一秒,泰尔斯深吸一口气,从回忆中清醒过来。 Elder Brother.” “哥洛佛。” The voice of prince resounds steadily, has unquestionable meaning: 王子的声音稳稳响起,带着不容置疑的意味: Your also being able to take a walk road?” “你还走得动路吗?” The zombie doubts raised the head. 僵尸疑惑地抬头。 Your highness?” “殿下?” Taiersi is looking at the entrance unemotionally, does not know what thinks. 泰尔斯面无表情地望着门口,不知何想。 I want to go to a place.” “我想去个地方。” Elder Brother was startled for one second, responded: 哥洛佛怔了一秒,反应过来: Your highness, hole Moutot is not, only then my, we short-handed......” “殿下,孔穆托不在,只有我一个,我们人手不足……” Taiersi smiles, did not wait for him saying that toward out of the door opens the mouth: 泰尔斯笑了笑,不等他说完,就朝着门外开口: Robica?” “洛比克?” Robica big brothers?” “洛比克大兄弟?” Peace, without response. 门外一片安静,没有回应。 Elder Brother looks the doubts. 哥洛佛面露疑惑。 Taiersi thought that the face somewhat cannot hang, therefore enhances the volume: 泰尔斯觉得面子有些挂不住,于是提高音量: Robica! Robica silly big Durrat!” “洛比克!洛比克・傻大个・迪拉!” Has not responded as before. 依旧没有回应。 The air suddenly becomes very awkward. 空气突然变得很尴尬。 Until Taiersi deeply inspires, encircles the trumpet shape before the mouth both hands, the anger shouts: 直到泰尔斯深吸一口气,把双手在嘴巴前围成喇叭状,怒喝道: Cohen Nyima Kara Billen!” “科恩・尼玛的・卡拉比扬!” Out of the door thump, probably somebody hit the shutter suddenly. 门外咚地一声,像是某人突然撞到了门板。 Elder Brother complexion changed, he depresses the heart the unhappiness, but is depressed is staring at the entrance. 哥洛佛的脸色变了,他压下心底的不快,只是闷闷地盯着门口。 Really, the next quarter, the door opens, in the crack in a door reveals the Cohen safety officer kgunneryk black and blue face, above full is panic-stricken and doubts. 果然,下一刻,房门打开,门缝里露出科恩警戒官鼻青脸肿的脸庞,上面满是惊恐和疑惑。 What's wrong? Bosom inferior (Asia) big brother......” “怎么?怀亚大兄……” Taiersi breaks him directly: Prepares, goes a place with me.” 泰尔斯直接打断他:“准备好,跟我去个地方。” Cohen is startled: Where?” 科恩一怔:“哪里?” Xiacheng District.” “下城区。” Next city...... 下城…… Regardless of elder brother or Cohen, two people were shocked. 无论哥洛佛还是科恩,两人都愣住了。 After several seconds, the safety officer kgunneryk is cautious, is probing the opens the mouth: 几秒后,警戒官小心翼翼,试探着开口: But, but that is the domain of black street fraternity......” “但是,但是那是黑街兄弟会的地盘……” Taiersi vision one cold: 泰尔斯目光一冷: „Did you fear?” “你怕了吗?” „The first-level safety officer kgunneryk in Western city security hall, Kara Billen?” “西城警戒厅的一级警戒官,卡拉比扬阁下?” Cohen, slightly has not indignation, but hesitates as before: 科恩一顿,略有不忿,但依旧犹疑: That actually not, yes, I reminded, the fraternity and blood bottle helped recently the sign that started to be anxious......” “那倒不是,就是啊,恕我提醒,兄弟会和血瓶帮最近又开始有紧张起来的迹象……” Taiersi narrows the eye: 泰尔斯眯起眼: „Did you fear?” “你怕了吗?” „,” Cohen is not too busy to shake the head: “不不不,”科恩忙不迭摇头: I meant, although I am very strong, although sits in that side big brothers is also weaker than a wee bit( elder brother disdain to scoff at sound) me, but if a den that hits the fraternity......” “我是说虽然我很强,虽然坐在那边的大兄弟也就比我弱一丁点(哥洛佛不屑地嗤声),可要是一头撞进兄弟会的老巢……” „Did you fear?” “你怕了吗?” Of course not, Xiacheng District I have gone several times, is there road is difficult to walk, the specially easy getting lost, to become lost arrives at the darkness......” “当然不是,下城区我也去过几次,就是那里的路不好走,特别容易迷路,一迷路就到天黑……” „Did you fear?” “你怕了吗?” No, but you after all is a prince, if not knock carefully......” “没有,但您毕竟是王子,要是不小心磕磕碰碰……” „Did you fear?” “你怕了吗?” Can't , I be to a little ask for leave again today, is not the injury on job, that medical expenses do not reimburse......” “不会不会,再有一点,我今天是请假来的,不算工伤,那个医药费不报销……” You feared-” “你怕了-” Bang! 砰! Cohen gets angry the knocking at the door board, brings a loud sound! 科恩怒拍门板,带起一声巨响! Sees only him to fill with grandly, is unafraid of death: 只见他满怀壮阔,视死如归: His paternal grandmother, having anything is great, goes!” “他奶奶的,有什么了不起的,去就去!” The safety officer kgunneryks clench jaws, are roaring the western wild rustic accent: 警戒官咬牙切齿,吼着西荒土腔: I fear the egg egg of turtle turtle!” “俺怕个龟龟的卵蛋哦!”
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