But he returns to the royal family banquet probably, looks that the D. D appearance is gloomy, the preparation sacrificed voluntarily, or to kingdom secret branch, looks in the interrogation chamber people back and forth, looks at the ray in Anke Berrar eyes gradually to vanish. 但他又好像回到王室宴会,看着D.D面目灰暗,准备自愿牺牲,又或者到了王国秘科,看着审讯室里来回的一个个人,看着安克・拜拉尔眼里的光芒逐渐消失。 【As for sitting on that uncomfortable throne, day and night plans, estimates the will of the people, forcing oneself to turn into callously also the most pitiful tool? That is not the power, Taiersi, is the chains of named power.】 【至于坐在那个一点也不舒服的宝座上,日夜算计,揣摩人心,强迫自己变成最冷酷也最可悲的工具？那不是权力,泰尔斯,是名为权力的锁链。】 Quick rope once words, making Taiersi not dig out to tighten the nail voluntarily. 快绳曾经的话,让泰尔斯不自觉地抠紧了指甲。 „Seven years ago, my father as the traitor is jailed, I once felt acutely disappointed, can only use the innumerable military affairs and work, will anaesthetize itself including the forthcoming war, will evade the outside world.” “七年前,我父亲作为叛国者下狱的时候,我曾经万念俱灰,只能用无数的军务和工作,包括即将到来的战争来麻醉自己,逃避外界。” „Finally the war has not hit, I do not hesitate to take risk, travel to dragon Xiao city, has all that had after that.” “最后战争没打起来,我就不惜冒险,奔赴龙霄城,方有了其后发生的一切。” Miranda light snort/hum. 米兰达轻哼一声。 „But from that time, my same clan of the same clan, the benign countenance hall relatives started restless: The idle talk, fabricated a rumor, mystifying, and even taking advantage of the blood relationship surname, started directly to meddle the cold fort business, between the lines pointed to the position of duke, pointed to my right of inheritance to be laughable, bright El Minya Rend to unite to be famous, obviously my father when they do not dare so, obviously I, if the son, they also not necessarily dared dissolutely if this.” “但从那时候起,我那些同宗同族,慈眉善目的堂亲戚们就开始闹腾了:闲话,造谣,阴阳怪气,乃至借着血缘姓氏,开始直接插手寒堡事务,字里行间直指公爵之位,直指我的继承权可笑,明明亚伦德以团结一心著称,明明我父亲在的时候他们不敢如此,明明我若是个儿子的话,他们亦未必敢放肆若此。” Taiersi frowns, cannot bear say: 泰尔斯皱起眉头,忍不住道: „ As far as I know, after Zhengbei Ai Lijia, the stars kingdom has the precedent of queen, the inheritance law has also no longer limited the limit sex, they cannot...... „ “据我所知,自征北者艾丽嘉之后,星辰王国已经有了女王的先例,继承法也不再限局限性别,他们不能……“ „Yes, compared you to spend barbaric Exter who completely the tremendous strength propped up the female Grand Duke, the stars kingdom is civilized enough, suffices to be advanced, suffices attendance likely people like me, yes?” Miranda breaks him with the satire. “是啊,相比起你费尽九牛二虎之力才扶植起女大公的野蛮埃克斯特,星辰王国已经够文明,够先进,够照顾像我这样的人了,是么？”米兰达用讽刺打断他。 Taiersi has not spoken, but female swordsman cold snort/hum shakes the head. 泰尔斯没有说话,而女剑士冷哼摇头。 „But sex throughout before foreword tooth, even if the long elder sister and younger brother, first passes on the child rear-drive female, therefore only then the only daughter has the right to inherit the father position, but must face the competition of paternal grandfather's brother's daughter's son and even future husband is natural, these things you do not need to care, because you lead the son, therefore closes your trifling thing.” “但是性别始终在序齿之前,哪怕是长姐与幼弟,也是先传子后传女,因此只有独女有权继承父位,还要面临堂表兄弟乃至未来丈夫的竞争当然,这些事情你不用在意,因为你带个把儿,所以关你屁事。” Miranda not indignation said/tunnel: 米兰达不忿地道: „You only need to know that the stars were very civilized at the right of inheritance incident advanced were very good, if some people questioned this point, how you can be righteous that you not to roll Exter greatly ‚’?” “你只需要知道星辰在继承权一事上很文明很先进就行了,如果有人质疑这一点,你大可以理直气壮‘那你们怎么不滚去埃克斯特啊’？” Taiersi wants to say anything, but closed the mouth eventually. 泰尔斯想说些什么,但终究闭上了嘴巴。 Miranda cold snort/hum shakes the head: ” Therefore, you will not naturally care, in inherits the legally constituted authority different northern boundary with the stars mainstream, until now, during 700 years, but also has not had including Rend female dukes. ” 米兰达冷哼摇头:”所以,你自然就更不会在乎,在与星辰主流继承法统迥异的北境,到现在为止,七百年间,还连一个亚伦德女公爵都没有过呢。” Taiersi expression changes: 泰尔斯表情一变: „Really?” “真的？” Miranda is looking at out of the window lost, nods: 米兰达出神地望着窗外,点了点头: That „most is close, arithmetic ’ Rosanna Rend more than 100 years ago ‚, as the eldest daughter and only daughter under duke knee, she almost becomes north first boundary female duke.” “最接近的一个,在一百多年前‘算术家’罗珊娜・亚伦德,作为公爵膝下的长女与独女,她差点成为第一位北境女公爵。” The female swordsman said spookily: 女剑士幽幽道: „Gives birth to the young child until her stepmother, Rosanna inherits the position to cast aside.” “直到她的继母生下幼子,把罗珊娜的继承顺位挤掉。” Taiersi frowns. 泰尔斯皱起眉头。 Rosanna Rend. 罗珊娜・亚伦德。 He is searching for this name in the memory, in Gilbert's class seems to have mentioned, but...... 他在记忆里搜寻着这个名字,基尔伯特的课上似乎有提到过,但是…… „I am the father's second child, originally I have an Elder Brother, but before the learned walks early was young.” “我是父亲的第二个孩子,本来我有个哥哥,但在学会走路之前就早夭了。” „However my mother, when she passed away in the year of blood-color,” the Miranda vision is blurred, „has cherished the pregnancy.” “而我母亲,当她在血色之年里去世的时候,”米兰达目光迷离,“已经怀了身孕。” Taiersi hears word is startled. 泰尔斯闻言一惊。 The year of blood-color. 血色之年。 „After that disaster, witnessed my look to be different on Mr. Lian, why probably is always asking, why does mother want to play to play hide-and-seek with you at that time? Why is the person who can escape from the carriage you? Why isn't the younger brother who your mother and you have not been born? Why haven't you disappeared with them in the boundless heavy snows and innumerable refugees together?” “在那次劫难之后,就连父亲看我的眼神都不一样了,好像总在问为什么,为什么母亲在那时候要跟你玩捉迷藏？为什么得以从马车里逃生的人是你？为什么不是你母亲和你未出世的弟弟？为什么你没跟他们一起消失在茫茫大雪和无数流民里？” Taiersi got hold of the fist, actually a few words say. 泰尔斯握紧了拳头,却一句话都说不出口。 Miranda shakes the head absent-minded: 米兰达恍惚摇头: „I can also think sometimes, if mother does not have accidentally/surprisingly, if in her abdomen the embryo reveals itself safely, if that is a boy, is my brother, I today......” “我有时也会想,如果母亲没出意外,如果她腹中胎儿平安出世,如果那是个男孩,是我兄弟,那我今天……” The Miranda words stagnate, she raised the head, the vision is firm. 米兰达话语一滞,她抬起头,目光坚定。 „No, I will not have today.” “不,那我就不会有今天了。” „Should unable.” “应该不会了。” She shoots a look at to Taiersi correspondence on hand, curls the lip saying: 她瞥向泰尔斯手边的信函,撇嘴道: „Even if there are, is still joyful sits in the cold fort probably happily, your regards correspondence and portrait according to the chest, is infatuated to wallow, is thinking what women's clothing must wear to the artist the portrait, then shivers replies in writing to you.” “就算有,大概也是快快乐乐开开心心地坐在寒堡里,把你的问候信函和画像按在胸口,陶醉沉迷,想着要穿什么样的衣裙给画师画像,然后颤抖着给你回信吧。” Taiersi calmly is listening to her words, looked at that not very awkward „breeding”, actually did not discover oneself cannot smile in any event. 泰尔斯静静地听着她的话,看了看那封令人啼笑皆非的“配种不”,却发现自己无论如何笑不出来。 „When I realize this point, when I realized that I can stand here, depending entirely on the year of blood-color the deceased person are many enough, is purely my own luck good time...... that feeling, seemed the basket to drop from the clouds, covers all my around, blocked my upper limit, isolated between me and outside world, but where regardless of I arrived, seen world that only then the cage wall, I could not touch forever with the wall outside.” “当我意识到这一点,当我意识到我能站在这里,全靠血色之年里死人足够多,纯属我自己运气好的时候……那感觉,就好像有一个笼子从天而降,罩住了我的四周,挡住了我的上限,隔绝在我与外界之间,而我无论走到哪里,看到的都只有笼壁,和壁外我永远也触碰不到的天地。” Miranda does not nip the tooth voluntarily. 米兰达不自觉地咬起牙齿。 【I can stand here, depending entirely on the year of blood-color deceased person are many enough, is purely my own luck well......】 【我能站在这里,全靠血色之年里死人足够多,纯属我自己运气好……】 Taiersi calmly listens to these words, the train of thought actually to pass through the time probably, sees the bright star tomb chamber in Fuxing Gong, these stone pots and stone Weng. 泰尔斯静静地听着这些话,思绪却好像穿过时间,看见复兴宫里的璨星墓室,那些一个个的石罐和石瓮。 In the room is peaceful. 房间里安静下来。 „Or looks like a trap, after” silent for a long time, Taiersi followed her words, in the words also brings deep losing, „, but you rise to challenges in any event, is involved, is inescapably involved?” “或者像一个罗网,”沉默许久之后,泰尔斯接过她的话,话语里同样带着深深的失落,“而你无论如何披荆斩棘,都身在其中,不能自拔？” Miranda turned the head to shoot a look at his one eyes, seemed somewhat surprised. 米兰达转头瞥了他一眼,似乎有些惊讶。 But she nods slowly: 但她缓缓点头: „Summer Teacher Til in tower of end said, this is the heart of sword ’ meets the bottleneck probably ‚, the feeling of bogging down.” “终结之塔的夏蒂尔老师说,这大概就是‘剑之心’遇到瓶颈,停滞不前的感觉。” „Was not the world stagnated, or the life became worse. In fact, world originally so, life also however. But was your experience was different, the boundary promoted, the vision opened, saw were more, was broader, was higher, more complex thing.” “并不是世界停滞了,或者人生变差了。事实上,世界本来如此,人生亦然。而是你的经历不同了,境界提升了,眼界打开了,看到了更多,更广,更高,更复杂的东西。” The Miranda vision is lost in thought: 米兰达目光出神: „Is only some people meets early, some people meet late, some people, very luck are also very unfortunate, can never meet, or after meeting, chose pretending ignorance, looks but not see.” “只是有些人遇得早,有些人遇得迟,有些人,很幸运也是很不幸地,永远都遇不到,或者遇到后选择了装聋作哑,视而不见。” Taiersi sighed: 泰尔斯叹了口气: „The heart of sword did I listen to Cohen to speak similar words, the theory of end tower?” “剑之心我听科恩说过类似的话,终结塔的理论？” Mentioned the friend of their collective knowledge, the Miranda chuckle shook the head. 说起他们共同认识的朋友,米兰达轻笑摇头。 „Therefore I want to take a look, is bent on having to try, must one step, have a look at this way of the world forward whether as she said.” “所以我想要看看,偏要试试,要向前一步,看看这世道是否真如她所说。” Taiersi doubts: 泰尔斯一阵疑惑: „Who?” “谁？” Miranda smiles, did not reply. 米兰达笑了笑,却不答话。 But she has transferred the body, turns away from the hidden in the shade of out of the window. 但她转过身子,背对窗外的阴翳。 „I am not Cohen, he can only enclasp the torch in the wind and snow, hits trembling to flow the nasal mucus, while repeats not to know all of significance ignorantly.” “我不是科恩,他只能在风雪里抱紧火炬,一边打着哆嗦流着鼻涕,一边浑浑噩噩地重复自己也不知道有没有意义的一切。” „I am not Rafel, he deliberately disregards the question of innermost feelings, convinced the self- brainwashing, believes that ‚day will fall Ren Bi first grass you lulled greatly’ that set to trick, treated as the outlet the tribulation and ascetic practices.” “我也不是拉斐尔,他刻意无视内心的质疑,自我说服自我洗脑,相信‘天将降大任必先草你麻痹’的那一套忽悠,把磨难和苦行当作出路。” Taiersi hears word knits the brows. 泰尔斯闻言皱眉。 „Was certainly severely cold facing the day, I did not have to arrive to shake the wind and snow stupid hardly, but was also unwilling to degenerate into the frost servant.” “面对绝日严寒,我没有蠢到去硬撼风雪,但也不甘沦为冰霜奴仆。” Miranda narrows the eye, removes just now sorrowful color, becomes firm and resolute. 米兰达眯起眼睛,褪去方才的悲哀之色,重新变得坚毅。 „I will seek the outlet.” “我将自寻出路。” „This is I, this is I, yes damn Miranda Rend.” “这就是我,这才是我,才是他妈的米兰达・亚伦德。” The female swordsman looks at Xinghu duke firmly, latter sincere by right. 女剑士坚定地看着星湖公爵,后者不由正色以对。 „ This is the significance of this matter. „ “这就是这件事的意义。“ „I am my own master, is breaks the dragon fort ‚no winter sharp sword’.” “我是我自己的主人,是断龙要塞的‘无冬利剑’。” The next second, Miranda puts out a hand to take up by the saber of windowsill, hangs up the waistband it. 下一秒,米兰达伸手抄起靠在窗沿的佩剑,把它重新挂上腰带。 „Yingxiang fort.” “鹰翔要塞。” The Miranda voice is cold, in eye has god: 米兰达嗓音冷冽,目中有神: „The northern boundary does not have the winter.” “北境无冬。”