„When with he coexists one room, I always felt an own likely idiot and coward, cannot bear estimate his manner the implication, guessed the intention that he said a word, was overly suspicious and fearful, uneasy.” “跟他共处一室时,我总感觉自己像个白痴和懦夫,忍不住揣摩他举止的涵义,猜测他言语的用意,疑神疑鬼,忐忑不安。” The prince scoffs to say lightly: 王子轻嗤道: „Right, I know that this sounds very laughable, but, right, I am afraid him.” “对,我知道这听起来很可笑,但是,没错,我害怕他。” Taiersi turns head, looks straight ahead Gilbert, the words are painful and sincere: 泰尔斯回过头来,直视基尔伯特,话语痛苦而真诚: „But told me, will Gilbert, why I fear him?” “但是告诉我,基尔伯特,我为什么会怕他呢？” Gilbert looks at Taiersi, helpless, with stars crafty fox usually self-confident calm widely divergent. 基尔伯特只是怔怔地看着泰尔斯,不知所措,与星辰狡狐平素的自信从容大相径庭。 „Right, he is the stars to King tall, but he is more deceitful than the vampire, Noon king is more powerful, is more ruthless than the Chaman kings certainly? Compared with is thinking daily does the shield of my crafty shadow, is virtually impossible to guard against?” “没错,他是星辰的至高国王,但难道他比吸血鬼更狡诈,比努恩王更强大,比查曼王更狠绝？比天天想着搞我的诡影之盾,更防不胜防？” Taiersi was sharp-eyed, sped up the language unknowingly fast: 泰尔斯目光锐利,不知不觉加快了语速: „Compared with this all the way, must to my disadvantageous dhole evildoers leopard, be more sinister more and ruthless innumerably, fatal terrifying?” “比这一路上,无数要对我不利的豺狼虎豹,更阴险毒辣,致命恐怖？” Gilbert is hard to understand that such issue, his lip closes and opens, unbelievable: 基尔伯特难以理解这样的问题,他嘴唇翕张,难以置信: „But he, he is your father, Your highness!” “但是他,他是您的父亲,殿下！” Taiersi smiled. 泰尔斯笑了。 „You know.” “你知道吗。” „In Xiacheng District, I met a boss who does the dignified business, facing the safety officer kgunneryk of tall and sturdy evil report foul odor, he absent-minded empty and winding,” Taiersi lost said/tunnel: „Actually in facing when criminal syndicate bludgers who must not exposed to the light, trembling panic.” “在下城区,我遇见了一个做体面生意的老板,面对人高马大恶声恶气的警戒官,他心不在焉虚与委蛇,”泰尔斯出神地道:“却在面对一个见不得光的黑帮混混时,战战兢兢惊慌失措。” „Same place, has an ordinary miss, her firm refined language the sumptuous lifestyle that resists the honored person to pledge, rather continues to defend that mediocre incompetent and mean-spirited spiritless husband, is living the life of her mediocre no highlight, beyond comprehension.” “同样的地方,有个平凡的姑娘,她坚决辞拒了贵人承诺的锦衣玉食,宁愿继续守着那个平庸无能又小气懦弱的丈夫,过着她那庸庸碌碌毫无亮点的生活,令人费解不已。” Taiersi voice moves fast: 泰尔斯声音飘忽: „However in my native place, some once criminal syndicate ruthless role unfortunate disability, hid in the small broken room barely manages to maintain a feeble existence to be deliberately bad, but he rejected the help of faction friend, would rather die than to re-enter that to give him the sight style fraternity.” “而在我的老家,某个曾经的黑帮狠角色不幸残疾,躲在小破屋里苟延残喘自暴自弃,但他拒绝了帮派朋友的帮助,宁死也不肯重回那个曾经给过他风光气派的兄弟会。” Is listening to these words, Gilbert has doubts again. 听着这些话,基尔伯特再度疑惑起来。 „Just like you, these matters makes me puzzled.” “跟你一样,这些事都让我不解。” Taiersi looks at Gilbert, strengthens: 泰尔斯看着基尔伯特,坚定起来: „But I finally understood.” “但是我最终明白了。” „The authority of safety officer kgunneryk is big, but that young boss can do such long business on the street but is well, depended is not the security hall of lazy politics, relations and tacit understanding that the criminal syndicate bludgers but who boss the marketplace with these for a long time form.” “警戒官的权威不小,可那个小老板能在街上做了这么久的生意而平安无事,靠的不是懒政的警戒厅,而是长久以来与那些欺行霸市的黑帮混混们形成的关系和默契。” „The sumptuous lifestyle that honored person bestows is very good, but if this has not changed that miss from being others 's destiny, I am not better than many at least she also to understand that her husband my vexed husband, how knowing to deal with him.” “贵人施舍的锦衣玉食是很好,但若这不曾改变那姑娘从属于他人的命运,那我也就不比她的丈夫好多少至少她还了解自己的窝囊丈夫,知晓该怎么应付他。” „As for the ruthless role of that criminal syndicate, although on the mouth is unhappy, but he was actually clear compared with anyone, the past scenery with can hit the body that dares to put together to trade, lost this body, goes back to the faction also to bring contempt upon oneself.” “至于那个黑帮的狠角色,虽然嘴上怨气十足,但其实他比谁都清楚,昔日的风光是用能打敢拼的身体换来的,失去了这副身体,重回帮派也只是自取其辱。” Taiersi one step, is looking straight ahead Gilbert's eyes forward: 泰尔斯向前一步,直视着基尔伯特的双眼: „Between can make anything and cannot make anything, they understand: Truly those who control themselves is what gadget.” “在能做什么和不能做什么之间,他们都明白:真正掌控自己的是什么玩意儿。” Gilbert drew back subconsciously one step. 基尔伯特下意识地退了一步。 „Therefore I think, I was also the time understand probably.” “所以我想,大概我也是时候明白了。” Taiersi stands in the profound and cold Fuxing Gong corridor, spooky opens the mouth: 泰尔斯站在深邃而寒冷的复兴宫走廊里,幽幽开口: „Actually I was being controlled by anything.” “我究竟被什么掌控着。” „Can control anything.” “又能掌控什么。” „Perhaps you are right, your majesty.” “也许你是对的,陛下。” In the Bullard room, Taiersi lowers the head gently. 巴拉德室里,泰尔斯轻轻低下头。 „Perhaps I can calmly wait, when approached on that day, later then not impedes again, does not have the worry again.” “也许我可以静静等待,等到那一天来临,之后便再无掣肘,再无顾虑。” Taiersi tightened the tone unknowingly, sped up the language fast. 泰尔斯不知不觉收紧了语气,加快了语速。 „At that time I sat the throne high, has great power, regardless of must pardon the kingdom to alleviate the contradiction, performing to have one's wish, acts in a self-serving manner, implements my will, achieves you to reject all my today.” “那时我高坐王位,大权在握,无论要大赦王国还是缓和矛盾,尽可随心所欲,为所欲为,贯彻我的意志,达成今天你拒绝我的一切。” Kessel king calmly is staring at him. 凯瑟尔王静静地盯着他。 Taiersi is looking at the darkness of out of the window, the look is unspecific: 泰尔斯望着窗外的黑暗,眼神空泛: „Like many ‚smart person’ said that if you cannot get used to seeing this system, that joins it, affects it, constructs it, finally, changes it from the interior.” “就像许多‘聪明人’说的,如果你看不惯这个系统,那就加入它,影响它,建设它,最终,从内部改变它。” The next second, Taiersi vision re-focuses. 下一秒,泰尔斯的目光重新聚焦。 „But we know that is only the meanest most and shameless lie.” “但我们都知道,那只是最卑鄙无耻的谎言。” The long table end, the iron hand king forehead moves. 长桌尽头,铁腕王眉心一动。 Taiersi looks straight ahead the king firmly: 泰尔斯坚定地直视国王: „Like you in any event, is not willing to the feudal lord aristocrat to compromise, even if a wee bit is the same, even if that is actually helpful to your short-term dominant position.” “就像你无论如何,都不愿意向诸侯贵族妥协哪怕一丁点儿一样,哪怕那其实有助于你短期的统治地位。” „‚Joins it, changes it’ these bullshits, is it deceived you to mislead your way, so as to restricts your freedom, disintegrates your resistance, seizes your weapon, softens your will, finally frustrates all your efforts.” “‘加入它,改变它’这些屁话,原本就是它欺骗你蛊惑你的方式,藉以限制你的自由,瓦解你的反抗,夺走你的武器,软化你的意志,最终挫败你的一切努力。” Taiersi tone is even more firm and unquestionable: 泰尔斯的语气越发坚决而不容置疑: „If you believed that you lost.” “如果你信了,你就输了。” „Once because compromises, the improper cocurrent flow, was first changed, certainly is you, rather than it.” “因为一旦妥协,苟且同流,最先被改变的,一定是你,而不是它。” Taiersi is staring at the king stubbornly, one word at a time: 泰尔斯死死地盯着国王,一字一顿: „Because you are only a person, a person.” “因为你只是一个人,一个人。” Kessel king is gazing at the prince silently, unemotional he spoke suddenly: 凯瑟尔王默默地注视着王子,面无表情的他突然发话: „It?” “它？” King cold snort/hum: 国王冷哼一声: „It where?” “它在何处？” Taiersi closely is staring at the king, as if in the eyes of opposite party is hiding the most fearful ominous beast. 泰尔斯紧紧盯着国王,仿佛对方的眼睛里藏着最可怕的凶兽。 „Then on look around, your majesty.” “那就看看周围吧,陛下。” Taiersi spreads out both hands, the chuckle the question: 泰尔斯摊开双手,轻笑着反问: „Its where not in?” “它何处不在？” The lights twinkle, the night wind strokes lightly. 灯火闪烁,夜风轻拂。 Two people silently relative. 两人默默相对。 The Bullard room seems like all usual, has not had the slight change. 巴拉德室似乎一切如常,不曾有丝毫改变。 Kessel king has not looked back, but he deeply frowns. 凯瑟尔王没有回首,但他深深蹙眉。 But Taiersi has not paid attention to his response, but happens to obtain somebody's favor the chairback, said. 但泰尔斯并未注意他的反应,而是靠上椅背,自顾自地说下去。 „The six years ago breaking dragon forts, that the first time is I saw black sand Grand Duke.” “六年前的断龙要塞,那是我第一次见到黑沙大公。” Taiersi is lost in thought gradually, as if returns six years ago that winter: 泰尔斯渐渐出神,仿佛回到六年前的那个冬天: „He worthily is one generation of fierce and ambitiouses, the vision lofty, is extraordinary, endures to make the innumerable heroes be utterly loyal to be ready to give one's life.” “他不愧为一代枭雄,眼界高远,气度非凡,堪令无数英杰尽忠效死。” The youngster, light snort/hum said: 少年顿了一下,轻哼道: „To be honest, had the charm more than you.” “说实话,比你有魅力多了。” Kessel king expression is invariable. 凯瑟尔王表情不变。 Taiersi enforces again: 泰尔斯再度严肃起来: „Six months dragon Xiao city, I saw his Chaman again Rumba.” “半年前的龙霄城,我再次见到了他查曼・伦巴。” Taiersi complexion changes: 泰尔斯面色一变: „But goes ahead and guesses, what did this time I see?” “但猜猜看,这次我见到了什么？” Kessel king had not responded as always. 凯瑟尔王一如既往没有反应。 „I saw Exter lifts the king, murders kissing/betrothal, Chaman first.” “我见到了埃克斯特的共举国王,弑亲者,查曼一世。” Taiersi continues to open the mouth, the vision is even more dignified: 泰尔斯继续开口,目光越发凝重: „I see him to sit on being the seat of Noon king, starts to look like Noon king same to ponder and play chess, layout.” “我见到他坐在属于努恩王的位子上,开始像努恩王一样思考、下棋、布局。” „He starts to enjoy with his Uncle's same pleasant sensation, enters with his same angle of view, steps onto with his same path, encounters with his same worry, falls into with his same strange circle.” “他开始享受跟他舅父一样的快感,进入跟他一样的视角,走上跟他一样的道路,遭遇跟他一样的烦恼,陷入跟他一样的怪圈。” „These once fettered the chains of Noon king, similarly is locking slowly he, start has made him pant, streaming with sweat.” “那些曾经束缚努恩王的锁链,同样在慢慢套牢他,已经开始让他气喘吁吁,汗流浃背。” Taiersi stared in a big way the eye, seems watching the most inconceivable play: 泰尔斯瞪大了眼睛,仿佛在看着一场最不可思议的戏剧: „The Chaman kings think, he stakes everything on a single throw of the dice to kill one's sovereign the high-rank, successfully threw off Noon king, destroys the latter thoroughly.” “查曼王以为,他孤注一掷弑君上位,成功掀翻了努恩王,将后者彻底毁灭。” At this point, Taiersi look one gloomy: 说到这里,泰尔斯眼神一黯: „On physical body, yes.” “在肉体上,是的。” „But spiritually, in value, in a bigger significance......” “但在精神上,在价值上,在在更大的意义上……” Taiersi closes tightly the tooth: 泰尔斯咬紧牙齿: „He does not have.” “他没有。” The youngster raise the head fiercely, looks in the eyes with the iron hand king: 少年猛地抬头,与铁腕王四目相对: „Because he has to be ruled and is imprisoned and by the value concept of inborn king is oppressed and by his vision field of vision is occupied by his thinking mode by his method custom, day and night was pestered by Noon's ghost, thinks of Noon to think, the line of Noon behaviors, are involved, is hard to extricate oneself.” “因为他不得不被天生之王的价值观念所统治、被他的眼界视野所囚禁、被他的手段习惯所压迫、被他的思维方式所占据,日日夜夜被努恩的亡魂所纠缠,思努恩所想,行努恩所为,身在其中,难以自拔。” „Until him forever and ever, the slave who turns into Noon like Noon is alive, turns is before the slave of his kings is the same.” “直到他永生永世,变成努恩的奴隶就像努恩在世的时候,变成先于他的国王们的奴隶一样。” That instance, Taiersi remembered the kingdom secret Kerry's black prophet suddenly. 那个瞬间,泰尔斯突然想起了王国秘科里的黑先知。 He sits on wheelchair that in these devil vines compose, draws support from them to maintain the life, was actually also therefore fettered by them firmly, cannot leave. 他坐在那些恶魔藤蔓组成的轮椅上,借助着它们维持生命,却也因此被它们牢牢束缚,不能离开。 „Six years, merely six years.” “六年,仅仅六年。” In Taiersi vision brings rarely painful and dreaded: 泰尔斯的目光里带着少见的沉痛和忌惮: „I am very surprised, is very sorrowful, when died are many Noon king, used merely for six years, his nephew, once Chaman Rumba from inside to outside, from head to foot, eats cleanly.” “我很惊讶,也很悲哀,死去多时的努恩王,仅仅用了六年,就将他的侄子,将曾经的查曼・伦巴从里到外,从头到脚,吃得干干净净。” „Does not remain.” “一点不剩。” Kessel king did not say a word as before, but his vision was very earnest. 凯瑟尔王依旧一言不发,但他的目光无比认真。 „In person who as I see it crosses, Chaman is the top hero.” “就我所见过的人里,查曼已是顶尖英杰。” Taiersi exhales the one breath, fills with the feeling: 泰尔斯呼出一口气,满怀感慨: „Starting from the night of dragon blood, he is clear defined: Own enemy is not Noon, but once these implicated and defeated Noon's thing to be bigger and be higher, a more fearful enemy.” “自龙血之夜开始,他就清楚明晰:自己的敌人不是努恩,而是曾经那些拖累和击败努恩的东西更大、更高、更可怕的敌人。” „He kills Noon king, for the revenge is not the benefit, but for does not make another Noon appear again.” “他杀死努恩王,既非为复仇也非为利益,而是为了不让另一个努恩再度出现。” Taiersi look one gloomy, remembers Chaman king with he meeting in carriage. 泰尔斯眼神一黯,想起查曼王跟他在马车里的会面。 【Taiersi, you were clear compared with anyone, six years, Exter in that ideal, was far from me.】 【泰尔斯,你比谁都清楚,六年了,那个理想中的埃克斯特,却离我越来越远了。】 „Until he himself became Noon's successor, puts on the royal crown, sits the throne to displace, becomes the second inborn king.” “直到他自己成了努恩的继承者,戴上王冠,坐上王位取而代之,成为了第二个天生之王。” „He perceived, struggles furiously, actually has little effect, helpless.” “他有所觉察,奋力挣扎,却收效甚微,无能为力。” Kessel king coldly snort. 凯瑟尔王冷哼一声。 Taiersi responded, tittered smiles, the words were dismal and helpless: 泰尔斯反应过来,噗嗤一笑,话语却悲凉而无奈: „Do not misunderstand, Chaman Rumba danger is also still fearful.” “别误会,查曼・伦巴依旧危险又可怕。” „But as I see it, the body of this man, already not many, truly own thing.” “但就我所见,这个男人的身上,已经没有多少,真正属于自己的东西了。” Taiersi is staring at oneself dinner plate complex, looks at the soup spoon to sink to the soup. 泰尔斯复杂地盯着自己的餐盘,看着汤匙沉入汤中。 „Has to compromises to the reality and rule from him, to altogether governs the pledge to lower the head to start.” “从他不得不向现实和规则妥协,向共治誓约低头开始。” For the time being ’ gives up own grand concept starting „from him ‚.” “从他‘暂且’放弃自己的伟大构想开始。” „He put on the collar again.” “他就被再次套上了项圈。” Taiersi said spookily: 泰尔斯幽幽道: „Turns into another Noon VII.” “变成另一个努恩七世。” Kessel king is lost in thought that without speech. 凯瑟尔王陷入沉思,没有说话。 By the long table, the king and prince calmly confront. 长桌两侧,国王与王子静静对峙。 At this moment, the Bullard room is very quiet, the wind sound/rumor also no longer made noise, as if this picture did not allow any to disturb. 这一刻,巴拉德室无比静谧,就连风声也不再喧嚣,仿佛这一幕画面不容任何打扰。 Until Taiersi deeply inspires, takes a fresh look earnestly to the iron hand king. 直到泰尔斯深吸一口气,重新认真看向铁腕王。 „In the stars, I cannot get used to seeing your method, does not accept your will, I can certainly be dormant to endure, attempts it slowly, takes the opportunity to seize power, waiting high-rank.” “在星辰,我看不惯你的手段,不接受你的意志,我当然可以蛰伏忍受,徐徐图之,借机夺权,等待上位。” „This perhaps is the person the approach of approval and applause, is so-called ‚intelligent’, by the method that the history book and later generation will praise like first two months.” “这也许是更为人所认可、赞许的做法,才是所谓更‘聪明’,会被历史书和后人称颂的手段就像前两个月一样。” But a Taiersi thread of conversation revolution, reveals hesitant: 可泰尔斯话锋一转,露出犹豫: „But after passing through that in banquet, I was afraid.” “但是经过了宴会上的那一幕之后,我害怕了。” Kessel king Qingchi said: 凯瑟尔王轻嗤道: „Fear?” “害怕？” Taiersi deeply attracts by the tone, nods said: 泰尔斯深吸以口气,颔首道: „I am afraid, in my times tacitly approve and make concessions, in times ‚I did not agree but actually I did not speak’ in silence, I will be familiar with gradually, slowly was numb, to ‚it’ compromise.” “我害怕,在我一次次的默认和退让里,在一次次的‘我其实不同意但我不说话’的沉默里,我会渐渐习惯,慢慢麻木,向‘它’妥协。” His low said/tunnel: 他低落地道: „I am afraid, I can be used to your maintaining composure to let the cruelty that countless people are with one's family broken up and decimated, I can be used to you facing to seek help desperately actually the aloof callousness, I will receive the penalty to pay the price because of today, in the future will bump into next Anke Berrar, the next injustice, will start to be overcautious and indecisive hesitant over and over.” “我害怕,我会习惯了你不动声色让无数人家破人亡的残忍,我会习惯了你面对绝望求助却无动于衷的冷酷,我会因今天受到惩罚付出代价,日后再碰到下一个安克・拜拉尔,下一件不平之事,就会开始瞻前顾后犹豫再三。” Taiersi voice shivers: 泰尔斯的声音颤抖起来: „I am afraid, will happen one day, I will feel nothing to all, locates dignified, finally loses, accepts the present situation.” “我害怕,终有一天,我会对一切浑然不觉,泰然而处,最后丢失自我,接受现状。” The look of Kessel king slowly changed. 凯瑟尔王的眼神慢慢变了。 „I am afraid, when I sit the throne truly, puts on that moment of royal crown, I will not have the burden, to look on others without hesitation and satisfiedly lose one's life for me.” “我害怕,等到我真正坐上王位,戴上王冠的那一刻,我会毫无负担、毫不犹豫、心安理得地坐视他人为我送命。” „However I not only become accustomed, but also feels perfectly justified even intense, so long as some people are not willing to sacrifice for me, is not glad dead for Taiersi king, I discontentedly will be angry, thinks that he does not love me, is unpatriotic, is the betrayal, even commits treason.” “而我不但习以为常,还觉得天经地义甚至变本加厉只要有人不愿意为我牺牲,不乐意为泰尔斯王去死,我就会不满就会愤怒,就会认为他不爱我,不爱国,是背叛,甚至叛国。” Taiersi is looking straight ahead both eyes of Kessel king, might see through behind that all defenses: 泰尔斯直视着凯瑟尔王的双目,好像要看穿那背后的一切防御: „I am afraid, I will become will not recognize myself including myself.” “我害怕,我会变得连自己也认不出自己。” „I no longer am Taiersi bright star, ’ a empty shell that but was occupied by ‚ the stars king.” “我将不再是泰尔斯・璨星,而是被‘星辰国王’占据的一具空壳。” Taiersi tone is gentle, is only void and exhausted: 泰尔斯的语气平缓下来,仅余空虚与疲惫: „Then compared with the death, compared with the failure, was waster than the famous crack the body, made me frightened.” “那比死亡,比失败,比身废名裂,更令我恐惧。” The voice falls. 话音落下。 The Bullard room restored the deathly stillness. 巴拉德室恢复了死寂。 But this time, the surrounding lights seemed to be bright. 但这一次,周围的灯火似乎明亮了一些。 After several seconds, Kessel king raised the head gently, the vision falls to the wall on „wisdom” in Harva's the portrait. 几秒后,凯瑟尔王轻轻抬头,目光落到墙上“智相”哈尔瓦的画像上。 „It seems like, you have completed the choice.” His spooky say/way. “看来,你早就做好选择了。”他幽幽道。 Taiersi scoffs at one lightly. 泰尔斯轻嗤一声。 „I will not play according to your rule,” he affirms saying: „Will not play according to their rules.” “我不会按照你的规则玩,”他肯定道:“也不会按他们的规则玩。” Taiersi raised the head, the vision is solemn and respectful: 泰尔斯抬头,目光肃穆坚定: „I will not become next Chaman Rumba.” “我不会成为下一个查曼・伦巴。” „Or next Kessel bright star.” “或者下一个凯瑟尔・璨星。” Taiersi. 泰尔斯顿了一下。 „Like my blood never, forever not twinkle golden light.” “就像我的血液从未,也永不会闪烁金光。” Kessel V lowers the head, earnestly and horizontally views the prince seriously. 凯瑟尔五世低下头,认真而严肃地平视王子。 „Goes to his legend and throne.” “去他的传说与王座。” Taiersi clenches the teeth, pinches the fist, knocked own chest ruthlessly: 泰尔斯咬紧牙关,捏起拳头,狠狠敲了敲自己的胸膛: „My blood, they from beginning to end, are bright red.” “我的血液,它们由始至终,都是鲜红色的。” „My red.” “我的红色。” Kessel king sneers. 凯瑟尔王冷笑一声。 The air in Bullard room as if flows. 巴拉德室里的空气似乎重新流动起来。 „Taiersi bright star.” “泰尔斯・璨星。” He is calling Taiersi name in a soft voice: 他轻声叫着泰尔斯的名字: „You really prepare, became the enemy of king?” “你真的准备好,成为国王的敌人了吗？” Taiersi heard that happily chatted. 泰尔斯闻言笑了。 „You, your majesty.” “你老了,陛下。” „This issue, six years ago has asked.” “这问题,六年前就问过了。” Kessel vision moves slightly. 凯瑟尔目光微动。 The next second, Taiersi austere accommodates the sincere, decisive opens the mouth: 下一秒,泰尔斯肃容正色,果断开口: „Destiny.” “命运。” „Had been ready for me.” “早已为我做好了准备。”