„Fact is, Quayle Bani, before I come here, you are they, is your hand and foot colleagues in the nighttime lights: Bright and blazing, is burningly painful and dazzling, representative them is unwilling can think, does not dare to destroy, brightly happiest that side.” “事实是,奎尔・巴尼,在我来到这里之前,你才是他们,是你的手足同僚们在黑夜里的灯火:明亮而炽热,灼痛而刺眼,代表他们不甘心也不敢想,更不敢破坏的,最明亮最美好的那一面。” Taiersi each few words, make chest fluctuating of Bani uncertain, making others lower the head the sigh, Sack Ell is no exception. 泰尔斯的每一句话,都让小巴尼的胸膛起伏不定,让其他人低头叹息,就连萨克埃尔也不例外。 „Acknowledgment or not, Quayle Bani......” “承认与否,小奎尔・巴尼……” Taiersi bends down difficultly, the palm in full was sky over the remnant sword of blood stain stayed for one second, then slowly transverse shift. 泰尔斯艰难地俯下身子,手掌在满是血污的残剑上空停留了一秒,然后缓缓横移。 He picked up nearby that flare. 他捡起了旁边的那只火把。 „You are they in this everywhere betrayal desperate world, is also hoping for only retains loyal existence.” “你是他们在这个处处背叛的绝望世界里,唯一还企望着保留忠诚的存在。” „Is they immerses in rebuking oneself with the guilt , in the meaningless future will suspect self-, only coordinates.” “是他们沉浸在自责与愧疚中,在毫无意义的未来里怀疑自我时,唯一的坐标。” „Is they, when full is in the smell of blood darkness struggles cut and bruised, raised the head only ray that can see.” “是他们在满是血腥味的黑暗里挣扎得遍体鳞伤的时候,抬头所能看到的唯一光芒。” „Is they respects and can like and being able to envy and can envy only, can not be that reserved existence and have scruples looks up.” “是他们唯一敬、能爱、能羡慕、能嫉妒,能毫无保留与顾忌地仰望的存在。” „Is they in the remaining years of life of bitter cold no light looked past tense, a final consolation.” “是他们在苦寒无光的余生里回望过去时,最后的一点慰藉。” Only listens to Taiersi to sigh: 只听泰尔斯叹息道: „In 18 years, you are the reason that supports them to go on living.” “十八年里,你才是支撑他们活下去的理由。” „However after all these, you whether......” “而在这一切发生之后,你是否……” But Bani broke the prince. 但小巴尼打断了王子。 „False.” “假的。” He becomes angry out of shame slightly obviously, the hands and feet and expression quite somewhat feel helpless. 他稍显恼羞成怒,手脚和表情却颇有些不知所措。 „False!” “假的！” „These are the false appearances, is the thing that uses despicable and betrayal builds,” Bani is shaking the head absent-minded, is pinching the fist, as if this can be more sober: “这些都是假象,是他们用卑鄙和背叛营造出来的东西,”小巴尼恍惚地摇着头,捏着拳头,似乎这样就能清醒一些: „Never exists.” “从来就不存在。” He hoarse and is wheezing weak lowly: 他嘶哑而无力地低哮着: „Other my father people...... they in the past, they had not chosen to me!” “无论是我父亲还是其他人……他们当年,他们根本就没有给我选择！” „No!” “没有！” Bani is somewhat excited, his words make most guard members shamefacedly cast aside glance at the light, does not dare to look straight ahead. 小巴尼有些激动,他的话让大多数的卫队成员们都羞愧地撇过目光,不敢直视。 In the meantime, Taiersi takes a step to forward suddenly! 就在此时,泰尔斯突然举步向前！ He raises the flare in hand high! 他高高扬起手里的火把！ The flame approaches, continuously the twinkle, the stimulation results in Bani to raise hand to avoid subconsciously. 火光靠近,不住闪烁,刺激得小巴尼下意识地举手躲避。 „No, they have not given you to choose,” youngster spooky said/tunnel: “不,他们没有给你选择,”少年幽幽地道: „But your life gave.” “但你的人生给了。” Taiersi language fast is very slow, unknowingly makes excited Bani also relax. 泰尔斯的语速很慢,不知不觉中让激动的小巴尼也随之缓和下来。 Taiersi sighed one again lightly: 泰尔斯再度轻叹一口: „Is only, compares others, is your choice alone late, is more essential than them, is more important.” “只是,相比起其他人,独属于你的选择来得更晚,却比他们都更加关键,也更加重要。” „In this moment, here.” “就在这一刻,在这里。” „18 years later.” “在十八年后。” Taiersi has turned around, is looking at everyone, including immerses Sack Ell similarly in gloominess. 泰尔斯转过身,望着每一个人,包括同样沉浸在晦暗里的萨克埃尔。 „Yes, Bani, when reveals the truth, comes to light, when all camouflages were ripped open ruthlessly, brutal confrontation time,” Taiersi said spookily: “是的,巴尼,当真相大白,水落石出,当一切伪装被狠狠撕开,残酷对质的时候,”泰尔斯幽幽道: „You understand, all that you experienced before, for today, what choice you can make.” “你就会明白,你之前经历的所有一切,就是为了今天,你能做出什么样的选择。” Taiersi has turned head, looks is dodging Bani firmly. 泰尔斯回过头,坚定地望着躲闪着的巴尼。 „However this choice is,” he said in a soft voice: “而这个选择就是,”他轻声道: „When you facing all darkness of this world, when you are angry because of the betrayal, because of deceit, but not indignation, because of hatred but the pain, despairs because of the failure, all when you struggle leave you to go far away.” “当你面对这个世界的一切黑暗,当你因背叛而愤怒,因欺骗而不忿,因憎恨而痛苦,因失败而绝望,当你为之奋斗的一切都离你远去的时候。” „What person will you choose to turn into?” “你会选择变成什么样的人？” No one spoke. 没人说话。 Also is a silence of difficult word. 又是一阵难言的沉默。 But vision of Bani already no longer indistinct, he is staring at the prince stubbornly, the expression is complex, meant that is difficult to understand. 但小巴尼的目光已经不再缥缈,他只是死死地盯着王子,表情复杂,意味难懂。 He laughs at one from the nasal cavity, is dismal and helpless. 他从鼻腔里嗤笑一声,悲凉而无奈。 „Said with ease,” Bani closes tightly the tooth, the chest leans forward, seems resisting anything strongly: “说得轻松,”小巴尼咬紧牙齿,胸膛前倾,仿佛在竭力抵御着什么: „Because of you not there!” “因为你不在那儿！” He clenches teeth ruthlessly. 他狠狠地咬牙。 „If you, if were you experienced all these: Betrayal, deceit, hatred, failure......” “如果是你,如果是你经历了这一切:背叛,欺骗,憎恨,失败……” Bani enhances the volume, resented that said to the prince: 小巴尼提高音量,愤恨地对王子道: „Yourself, what choice you can make, what person turns into?” “你自己,你又能做什么样的选择,变成什么样的人？” But he was broken quickly. 但他很快被打断了。 „Simple.” “简单。” Taiersi sighed. 泰尔斯叹息一声。 „In the stars, teaches me the teacher of sword technique, her first day told me.” “在星辰,教我剑术的老师,她第一天就告诉我了。” The next quarter, Taiersi arm moves! 下一刻,泰尔斯手臂一动！ Bani swiftly one startled, responded that catches the thing that Taiersi threw extremely quickly. 小巴尼倏然一惊,却反应极快地接住了泰尔斯扔来的东西。 Is the flare. 是火把。 Is Taiersi that flare that picks up from the ground. 是泰尔斯从地上捡起的那只火把。 Flame in Bani at present is burning tenaciously, his whole body, from bleeding, scabs and crack, to the mark and brand mark, 11 illuminates. 火光在小巴尼的眼前顽强燃烧着,将他的全身上下,从流血、伤疤、破洞,到印记、烙印,一一照亮。 Scatters the darkness. 驱散黑暗。 „She said to me: Holds up your shield.” “她对我说:举起你的盾牌。” Only listens to Taiersi to be calm, actually unquestionable said/tunnel: 只听泰尔斯平心静气,却不容置疑地道: „Only then two situations, can put down it.” “只有两种情况,可以放下它。” That instance, lifts Bani of flare to shake! 那个瞬间,举着火把的小巴尼生生一震！ The flame glitters in his hands violently, sways back and forth. 火光在他的手中猛烈闪烁,来回飘摇。 Has not actually fallen eventually. 却终究没有落下。 „Regardless of this world has how damn, Bani, what kind of fact regardless of they try by to convince you, deceives you, seduces you to go to hating opening, to hating to tit for fat, to hands over the arms angrily, to gives up desperately, takes to become the captive and slave in their rule......” “无论这个世界有多么操蛋,巴尼,无论他们试图以怎样的事实说服你,欺骗你,诱惑着你去对仇恨开放自我,对憎恶以牙还牙,对愤怒缴械投降,对绝望俯首称臣,以成为它们规则里的俘虏和奴隶……” But the quick rope of onlooking has first felt silently: Taiersi mood changed. 而一直默默旁观的快绳最先感受到:泰尔斯的情绪变了。 „Regardless of the reality made anything to you, how regardless of others attack you, harms you, suffers you, regardless of the life leaves your choice to be limited and pain......” “无论现实对你做了什么,无论他人如何打击你,伤害你,折磨你,无论人生留给你的选择多么有限而痛苦……” „Regardless of the damn world many time betrays you, betrays you, harms you, forces you......” “无论该死的世界多少次背叛你,出卖你,伤害你,逼迫你……” Under the flame, with quick rope adventurous Prince Taiersi, reveals the rare and complex emotion these days together at this moment: 火光之下,这些日子里与快绳自己一同冒险的泰尔斯王子,此刻流露出罕有而复杂的情感: Painful, sad and numb...... 沉痛、忧伤、麻木…… And frail. 以及脆弱。 These quick ropes think optimistically with that humorous and strong, but the machine changes the thing that full of Taiersi misses for a lifetime. 这些快绳以为将和那个乐观、幽默、坚强而机变百出的泰尔斯一辈子无缘的东西。 After several seconds of stop, Taiersi deeply inspires. 几秒的停顿之后,泰尔斯深吸一口气。 „Having a matter is most important.” “只有一件事才是最重要的。” Before Bani is vacant , if there is expression of knowledge, Taiersi rakes out one not to know that is helpless or disconsolate more light smile: 在小巴尼茫然若有知的表情前,泰尔斯勾出一个不知是无奈还是惆怅更多的淡淡笑容: „They gave up any idea of that changes you.” “它们休想改变你。” „Gave up any idea of that makes you put down the shield.” “休想让你放下盾牌。” In silent, in the depressed dim dungeon, Bani is looking at Taiersi dull. 在寂静无声,沉闷昏暗的地牢里,小巴尼呆呆地望着泰尔斯。 His flashes before very for a long time very long beforehand scene at present suddenly, he just joined the royal family guard time. 他的眼前突然闪现出很久很久以前的场景,他刚刚加入王室卫队的时候。 That time he was young and contented, is proud and self-confident. 那时的他年轻而自得,骄傲而自信。 On that day, in he moved begins the wooden sword, fell the whole body to be distressed in sandy ground to that over the face pain countryside girl...... 那一天,他甩动着手里的木剑,对那个在沙地里摔得浑身狼狈,满面痛楚的乡下女孩…… That he once thinks that climbed up royal family tall branch, obtained the favor of crown prince, by your highness joke „skill in Wushu of stopper in study” to his hand vanity miss. 那个他一度以为是攀上了王室高枝,得到了王储的宠幸,才被殿下玩笑似的塞到他手里“学点武艺”的虚荣姑娘。 【Believes me, Young lady, I hate this duty the degree, hates my degree to be the same with you now.】 【相信我,小姐,我憎恨这份任务的程度,就跟你现在憎恨我的程度一样。】 He still remembers, he in the drill field, endures the vision that the colleagues are directing, „is trained object who” the crown prince appoints to that despises to disdain the said/tunnel: 他还记得,他在操练场里,忍受着同僚们指指点点的目光,对那位被王储殿下指派的“训练对象”,轻蔑而不屑地道: 【Now, honored Miss Ji Ni, holds up your shield.】 【现在,尊贵的姬妮小姐,举起你的盾牌。】 He still remembers when that miss clenches teeth to crawl the look from the ground. 他还记得那姑娘咬牙从地上爬起来时的眼神。 【Only then in two situations, you can put down it......】 【只有两种情况下,你能够放下它……】 Remembers on her face to combine the dust and bloodstain sweat. 记得她脸上混杂着尘土与血迹的汗水。 And that miss, regardless of were punched miserably by oneself, grasps stubbornly in the hand, never shield independently. 以及那姑娘无论被自己揍得多惨,都死死抓在手里,从未放手的盾牌。 【You die, or the enemy perishes.】 【你死,或者敌亡。】 The eyes of Bani blur a while ago. 小巴尼的眼前一阵模糊。 „You do not need to comfort and forgive, vanguard officer.” “你不需要安慰和原谅,先锋官。” Taiersi sound said: 泰尔斯扬声道: „You only need to face yourself.” “你只需要面对你自己。” After several seconds, Bani as if somewhat cannot withstand the prince to hope, but the bright vision, lowers the head subconsciously, avoids the line of sight of opposite party. 几秒后,巴尼似乎有些承受不来王子希冀而明亮的目光,下意识地低下头,避开对方的视线。 He at this moment is utterly confused, helpless. 此刻的他心乱如麻,不知所措。 „That possibility?” “那可能吗？” Bani the head, be not looking at the ground two remains, brings the suspicion and sadness, the tone becomes somewhat hesitant. 小巴尼别着头,看着地上的两具遗体,带着怀疑与哀伤,语气变得有些犹豫。 But Taiersi looked to nip the tooth, is lifting Bani of flare, smiles lightly. 而泰尔斯看了看咬着牙齿,举着火把的小巴尼,淡淡地笑了笑。 „Naturally.” “当然。” „Because I do that.” “因为我就是这么做的。” Taiersi has turned around slowly, leaves the back that vanguard officer creakies actually takes a step difficultly. 泰尔斯缓缓地转过身,留给先锋官一个摇摇欲坠却艰难迈步的背影。 „From first day,” under everyone's vision, the youngster starting to walk footsteps, smiles is raising the head: “从第一天,”在所有人的目光下,少年迈开脚步,微笑着扬起头颅: „By last day.” “到最后一天。”