Ignoresthismovementto the heavy load and pain that oneselfbring.
丝毫不顾这个动作给自己带来的重荷与痛楚。Taiersiis astonishedlooks athim, suddenlydiscovered,surroundingguards, SackEllandBani, BellettiorSermier, do not stick out chestvoluntarily, austerehad the complexion.
泰尔斯讶异地看着他,突然发现,周围的卫队们,无论是萨克埃尔和小巴尼,贝莱蒂或是塞米尔,都不自觉地挺起胸膛,肃起了脸色。Like the most dignifiedsituation.
就像最庄严的场合。„!”
“诸位!”Nyeopens the eyesonly to serve as a mirror showing the darkpupil, hoarsesaid/tunnel.
奈睁着只能反衬出黑暗的瞳孔,嘶哑地道。„Myswordhas broken, missionalreadyfinally.”
“吾剑已断,使命已终。”Heas ifforces the weakchestlungto ventilate, squeezes outthese wordsfrom the mouthdiligently, the clear pronunciation and mellow voice, categorical.
他仿佛逼迫着自己虚弱的胸肺透着气,努力从嘴里挤出这句话,字正腔圆,斩钉截铁。Eachcharacter, makes the guardmembersshiver.
每一个字,都让卫队成员们颤抖一下。Nyedeeplyinspires:
奈深吸一口气:„Irespectfully, Ihave adhered faithfully......”
“吾已恪,吾已恪尽职守……”Told only half,auradiscontinues, breathedcontinuouslyseveral.
说到一半,奈气息不继,连续喘了好几口。Butrestores , to continue quickly:
但奈恢复过来,很快继续:„Imust......”
“吾必……”„Imust the restingemperorlean......”
“吾必安息帝侧……”Words of suffocationstagnate, loosen the fist of chest.
奄奄一息的奈话语一滞,松开胸口的拳头。„No.”
“不。”Nyeshakes the head.
奈摇了摇头。Heshiversis tracingto the Taiersidistressedface.
他颤抖着摸向泰尔斯狼狈的脸庞。Taiersilowers the headgently, happens to obtain somebody's favor the palm of opposite party the cheeks.
泰尔斯轻轻低头,把脸颊靠上对方的手掌。Nyetouchesto the face of prince, deeplylooked atoneinTaiersidirection.
奈摸到王子的脸庞,向着泰尔斯的方向深深望了一眼。
The nextsecond, bloomspalely is also the most temperatesmile.
下一秒,奈绽放出最苍白也是最温和的笑容。Onlylistens tohimto strengthen the said/tunnel:
只听他坚定地道:„I the restingemperorhas leaned.”
“吾已安息帝侧。”Myswordhas broken.
吾剑已断。Missionalreadyfinally.
使命已终。Ihave adhered faithfully.
吾已恪尽职守。I the restingemperorhas leaned.
吾已安息帝侧。
The prisoners of guardare listening todulljust before the end the word, ortouches, eithersigh.
卫队的囚犯们呆呆地听着一句句临终词,或触动,或叹息。Nyeis staringstubbornlyvoid, holds the breathstrongly, seems waiting foranything.
奈死死地盯着虚空,竭力屏息,似乎在等待什么。Finally, as a xisusoundgets up, over the facegloomyBaniseems likefrom the nightmarewakes up, holds the severe painright armto press down the chest, happens to obtain somebody's favor the wall.
终于,随着一阵窸窣声响起,满面灰暗的小巴尼像是从噩梦中醒来,抱着剧痛的右臂按上胸口,靠上墙壁。„Second placelogisticsofficer, Sars.”
“次席后勤官,萨斯・奈。”„thouhas adhered faithfully,”onlylistens toBanito suppress the voice of transposition, hoarsesaid/tunnel:
“汝已恪尽职守,”只听小巴尼强忍着变调的嗓音,沙哑地道:„thoumust the restingemperorlean.”
“汝必安息帝侧。”Finally, Taiersisees, palesmilerelaxed, probablyput downwhatconcern.
终于,泰尔斯看见,奈苍白的笑容松弛了下来,像是放下了什么心事。Taiersiraised the head, sees onlyallguardmembersto resist the chestat the same time, with one voiceorgrave, eithersorrowful, eitheropens the mouthexcitedly, sues the buryingword of royal familyguard:
泰尔斯抬起头,只见所有卫队成员都在同一时间抵住胸口,齐声或庄重,或悲哀,或激动地开口,诉出王室卫队的葬词:„The inheritanceis only unceasing.”
“唯传承不断。”„Testimonyis eternal.”
“见证永恒。”
The voicefalls.
话音落下。
The nextquarter, supports the palmloosen of youngsterface.
下一刻,奈托住少年脸庞的手掌一松。Ittoweringanddanglesweak, was caughtbyTaiersi.
它突兀而无力地垂下,被泰尔斯一把接住。Taiersilowers the head, sees only a pair of pupilto lose the appearancethoroughly.
泰尔斯低下头,只见奈一双的瞳孔彻底失去了神采。Hewalked.
他走了。Again, Taiersisaidtooneselfin a soft voice.
再一次,泰尔斯轻声对自己说。Bellettisobsin the throatpainfully, the Cannonlowlowlandwept.
贝莱蒂痛苦地在喉咙里呜咽一声,坎农低低地啜泣起来。Banideeplycloses the eye, shivers the voice:
小巴尼深深地闭上眼睛,颤抖发声:„...... 38 th......”
“第……第三十八……”He, was hesitatingremains that shot a look at an oppositeNatkyi.
他顿了一下,犹豫着瞥了一眼对面纳基的遗体。Finally, Banilowers the head, shakes the headgloomilyhopelessly.
最终,小巴尼还是低下头,灰暗无望地摇摇头。„39 th.”
“第三十九个。”SackEllagainfaceaccording toenteringinboth hands, the shouldersshiver.
萨克埃尔重新把脸庞按进双手里,双肩颤动。Packed offtwohand and feet, the guardpeopleat this momentare especially peaceful.
送走了两位手足,此刻的卫队众人们格外安静。Continuedsilent for severalseconds, Taiersilets looseremainsgently.
沉默持续了几秒,泰尔斯轻轻放开奈的遗体。Had not finished.
还没结束。Heis dragging the weakbody, saidtooneself.
他拖着虚弱的身体,对自己说。Alsono.
还没有。Taiersihas turned head, has sweptforms:
泰尔斯扭过头,扫过一个个身影:„ChiefpenaltyofficerLuton Belletti.”
“首席刑罚官卢顿・贝莱蒂。”„Second placestandard bearerColin Sermier.”
“次席掌旗官科林・塞米尔。”Belletticloses tightly the lip.
贝莱蒂咬紧嘴唇。Sermiercomplexionis complex.
塞米尔则面色复杂。Sees only the princeto sway, holds the flareto stand up.
只见王子摇晃着,举着火把站起身。Hisformseemsincomparablyclearin the flame.
他的身影在火光中显得无比清晰。„Iunderstandyou, understandsyou.”
“我理解你们,也明白你们。”Taiersiis hoarse the throat saying:
泰尔斯沙哑着嗓子道:„ButIdo not havefathersuchpower, withouthissuchposition, I am not ableto get freeforyou, is unable to exonerateforyou, is unable to ask for leniencyforyou.”
“可我没有父亲那样的权力,也没有他那样的地位,我无法为你们开脱,无法为你们昭雪,无法为你们说情。”Heis speaking, sweepsexcessivelycompletely discouraged, Bani of saying a word.
他说着话,扫过万念俱灰,一言不发的小巴尼。„Ialsoknowmy father'spersonality, even ifIwill return toforever the starcity, stillhad no rightwithout the potential, said that will not be worth a red cent, will not have the significance.”
“我也知道我父亲的性格哪怕我回到永星城,也仍然无权无势,说的话一文不值,甚至毫无意义。”Belletticomplexionis serious, Sermiershakes the headscoffslightly.
贝莱蒂面色沉重,塞米尔摇头轻嗤。„Iam unable to cancelyourbrand marks, washesto inviteyourinfamies, changesyourcircumstances, makes up foryourscars.”
“我无法抹去你们的烙印,洗请你们的污名,改变你们的境遇,弥补你们的伤痕。”Taiersideeplyinspires:
泰尔斯深吸一口气:„Butat least, Ican, canmerelywithTaiersi the status of brightstarsaidtoyou.”
“但至少,我可以,也仅仅可以用泰尔斯・璨星的身份对你们说。”Helowers the head, is silently typical:
他低下头,默默地道:„Sorry.”
“对不起。”BellettiandSermiersimultaneous/uniformsimultaneous/uniformmove.
贝莱蒂和塞米尔齐齐一动。„Like, I know that yourwrongful treatment, Iknow that yourpassing, Iknowyourpureness.”
“像奈一样,我知道你们的冤屈,我知道你们的过往,我知晓你们的清白。”Taiersimakesoneselftonesoundas far as possibletranquilandsincere:
泰尔斯尽量使自己的语气听上去平静而真诚:„Ialsoknowyourinsistences.”
“我也知晓你们的坚持。”„HoweverIwill always remember the life.”
“而我将铭记一生。”„Regardless of others how.”
“不论他人如何。”At that moment, Bellettisqueezes the miserablesmilestrongly, shakes the head, Sermiervisiontwinkle, looks at the princewithlookbeyond description.
那一刻,贝莱蒂竭力挤出凄苦的笑容,摇了摇头,塞米尔则目光闪烁,用难以形容的眼神看着王子。„Just like, youin my mind, has washedactually the infamy.”
“与奈一样,你们在我的心中,早已洗却了污名。”Taiersitries hardto dispel the heartchillywound, hoists the corners of the mouth:
泰尔斯努力祛除着心底的凄伤,扯起嘴角:„Youare the outstandingroyal familyguards.”
“你们是优秀的王室卫队。”„Thank you.”
“谢谢你们。”Bellettivoicestagnates, cannot speak: „Your highness......”
贝莱蒂声音一滞,说不出话来:“殿下……”Sermiercasts asideexcessively, sinks to itself the darkness, the expressionis unclear.
塞米尔撇过头,把自己沉入黑暗,表情不清。Taiersistrivesto smile, withstand/top the weakbodyto turn toanotherthreepeopleagain.
泰尔斯勉力笑了笑,顶着虚弱的身体再次转向另外三个人。„The mounted scout of vanguardwing, approximatelywithCannon.”
“先锋翼的侦骑,约拿・坎农。”„The guard of guardwing, Sol Bourry.”
“护卫翼的卫士,索尔・布里。”„You, gentleGutierrez TullDean.”
“还有你,出身名门的古蒂・塔尔丁。”Was called the name, holdsNatkyiremainsCannon one of the to tremble, does not dareto raise the head, staturehugeBourrysobspainfullyseveral.
被叫到名字,抱着纳基遗体的坎农一阵哆嗦,不敢抬头,身材庞大的布里则痛苦地呜咽几声。TullDeanshamefacedlydo not even goexcessively.
塔尔丁甚至羞愧地别过头去。„Youinvolved the pastconspiracy and confusion, evenparticipationin.”
“你们涉及了当年的阴谋和混乱,甚至参与其中。”„Youparticipated in the pastblood-color, caused the unexpected calamity of royal family, the disaster of kingdom, the sinsare difficultto disappear.”
“你们参与了当年的血色,导致了王室的横祸,王国的大难,罪业难消。”Threepeople are sadder.
三人的情绪更加低落。Cannongets buried intoNatkyiremains the face the bosom, weptunceasingly.
坎农把脸埋进纳基遗体的怀里,啜泣不断。Bourrykneelson the ground, the complexiondelay.
布里跪在地上,面色呆滞。TullDeanclosed tightly the lip, seemed ready.
塔尔丁则咬紧了嘴唇,似乎做好了准备。Taiersilooks atthesethreepeople, the mood in heartwas very complex, is hard a clear.
泰尔斯看着这三个人,心中的情绪无比复杂,难以道清。Buthefinal, deeplyinspires, shakes the head.
但他最终,还是深吸一口气,摇了摇头。„But......”
“但是……”Sees onlyTaiersito show the lightsmile:
只见泰尔斯露出淡淡的笑容:„Iforgiveyou.”
“我宽恕你们。”Dies the generalsilence.
死一般的寂静。Bellettiopened the eye, Sermieralsofrowns.
贝莱蒂睁大了眼睛,就连塞米尔也皱起眉头。
The concernedthreepeople, regardless ofTullDean, BourryorCannon, dumbfoundedinthatflashthoroughly.
当事的三人,无论塔尔丁、布里还是坎农,在那一瞬间都彻底地呆住了。„Your highness......”TullDeansubconscioussaid/tunnel.
“殿下……”塔尔丁下意识地道。Taiersihas not madehimsay, butis looking atNatkyiandremains, spookysaid/tunnel:
泰尔斯没有让他说下去,而是望着纳基和奈的遗体,幽幽地道:„Just likeNatkyi, youinnumerouspaths, madeownchoice.”
“跟纳基一样,你们在众多道路里,作出了自己的选择。”„Howevertoday of the people are no longer the same, traces the passingright and wrong, is no longer important.”
“而在物是人非的今天,追溯过往的是非对错,已经不再重要了。”Taiersivoicefalls, TullDeantremblesslightly.
泰尔斯话音落下,塔尔丁微微一颤。Onlylistens to the princewithnot to have the tone that a hateanddespises, gentlesaid/tunnel:
只听王子用不带一点怨恨和鄙视的口吻,平和地道:„Whatis more important, youhave paid the priceelapsing of hand and foot, is the penalty of conscience, orwill follow the eternal life the guilt and nightmare.”
“更重要的是,你们已经付出了代价无论是手足的逝去,还是良心的惩罚,抑或将伴随永生的愧疚与梦魇。”Threepeopleare looking atTaiersias beforeunbelievable.
三人依旧难以置信地望着泰尔斯。„HoweverwhatpersonIalsosawyouam.”
“而我也看到了你们是什么样的人。”„Regardless ofyoumadewhatchoicein the past, istoday, youdo not haveGensacEllone person aloneto undertake the sin, butfacedownpast, stood the acknowledgmentin the past.”
“无论你们当年作何抉择,可是今日,你们没有让萨克埃尔孤身承担罪孽,而是面对了自己的过去,站出来承认当年。”ManypeoplelooktoSackEll, but the injuryheavypenaltyknightdid not say a wordas before.
不少人望向萨克埃尔,但伤势沉重的刑罚骑士依旧一言不发。Taiersisighs.
泰尔斯叹了一口气。„Moreover, today, yourescuedmylife, evenknowsyouandBani who truthwere different, youwere well aware: Thiscannothelpyouobtainto remit.”
“而且,今天,你们救下了我的命,即使知道真相的你们与巴尼不一样,你们心知肚明:这样并不能让你们获得赦免。”Withhiswords, does not know that had an effect the timeto the strength of end, Taiersifelt, the ache in oneselfwithin the bodyvanishedthoroughly.
随着他的话,不知道是时间到了还是终结之力起作用了,泰尔斯觉得,自己体内的疼痛彻底消失了。Otheris only weakandabsent-minded, empty......
只余下虚弱、恍惚,空洞……Andunprecedented, puts downheavy burdenfeeling relaxed.
以及前所未有的、放下重担般的释然。Taiersiraised the head, the smile, the soundis strongly hoarse:
泰尔斯抬起头,竭力微笑,声音沙哑:„Therefore, Iforgiveyou.”
“所以,我宽恕你们。”„Forgiving you are complete.”
“宽恕你们全部。”„Iforgiveyou, forgivesyouavoidpassingsuffering, forgivesyouavoidalwaysguilt.”
“我宽恕你们,宽恕你们免于过往的折磨,宽恕你们免于永世的愧疚。”„Hopeyou, inthis momentrebirth.”
“愿你们,在此刻重生。”Thisis......
这就是……Mychoice.
我的选择。Thatsoundlow voicesaid/tunnel in Taiersiheart.
泰尔斯心中的那个声音小声地道。Compares the strength and position, thisis......
相比起力量和地位,这才是……Ishouldtreasure the thing that care aboutandinsiststruly.
我真正应该珍惜、在意、坚持的东西。Ismytrueanchor point.
是我真正的锚点。Silent.
寂静。Continuedseveralseconds of silence, only then during the spark and breathinterweave.
持续了好几秒的寂静,只有火花和呼吸交织其间。Finally, Cannonmostadvance detachments in threepeoplecannot support.
终于,三人之中的坎农最先支撑不住。Hisboth handssupport the ground the pool of blood, kisses the groundto weep bitterly.
他双手撑住地上的血泊,伏地痛哭起来。Cannon'sresponseas ifopenedanything, TullDeankneeskneel, the painlamented that is covering the face:
坎农的反应仿佛打开了什么,紧接着,塔尔丁双膝跪地,痛苦而悔恨地捂着脸:„Your highness...... I...... I......”
“殿下……我……我……”Hechokes with sobs.
他泣不成声。Bourrytrembled a lip, whatsoundhas not actually sent out.
布里哆嗦了一下嘴唇,却什么声音都没发出。Hedeeplycloses the eye, toTaiersidirection, hangstolowlyownbody and head.
他只是深深地闭上眼睛,对着泰尔斯的方向,把自己的身躯和头颅都垂到最低。Sermiersighs.
塞米尔叹了一口气。Bellettiputs downremains, is staring atTaiersifirmly.
贝莱蒂则放下奈的遗体,牢牢地盯着泰尔斯。Taiersismiledtothem.
泰尔斯对他们笑了。„Sorry, I can only sayin one's own namethesewordsIafter allam not a king.”
“抱歉,我只能以自己的名义说这些话我毕竟不是国王。”„I can only achievethese.”
“我只能做到这些。”Helosesadds.
他不无失落地补充道。Bellettishakes the head, welcomeswith the smile that oneselfalsomostrestraingratefulto the prince.
贝莱蒂摇了摇头,用自己最感激也是最克制的笑容迎向王子。No.
不。Youdo...... is much morethese.
你做的……远远不止这些。Continuing.
不止。Taiersi of speechinspires, lookstoanother sideBani.
说完话的泰尔斯吸了一口气,看向另一边的小巴尼。Standslooks atall theseinnearbyquickropedelay:
站在一旁的快绳呆滞地看着这一切:In the darkdungeon, tworemainslie downon the groundserenely.
黑暗的地牢里,两具遗体安详地躺在地上。SackEllis at a losskneelson the ground, is looking atTaiersi.
萨克埃尔迷惘地跪在地上,望着泰尔斯。Banifaintly by wall, motionless.
小巴尼淡漠地靠在墙上,一动不动。Anotherfivedistressedpitifulprisoners, orexcited, eithersad, eithercoversto weep, eitherkneelssighs.
另外五个狼狈凄惨的囚犯,或激动,或悲伤,或捂头啜泣,或跪地叹息。Onlyhasthatyoungster who is holding the flare, standsin the people, the smile of wear a look offeeling relaxed.
唯有那个举着火把的少年,站在众人之中,面带释然的笑容。Hisemaciatedform, actuallyunder the complementing of flame, appearingtall and straightandstrong.
他瘦弱的身影,却在火光的映衬下,显得挺拔而坚强。„Heis makinganything.”Standsthought aloudinnearbySermier.
“他在做什么。”站在一旁的塞米尔愣愣地自言自语。Bellettiheardhiswords.
贝莱蒂听见了他的话。„Whathas not done.”
“什么都没做。”
The penaltyofficerlooks atTaiersito move toward the back of Bani, opens the mouthin a soft voice, bringswithhopingbitterly and astringently:
刑罚官望着泰尔斯走向小巴尼的背影,轻声开口,同时带着苦涩与希望:„Hewas only...... held up the flare.”
“他只是……举起了火把。”Then.
然后。Bellettiis looking atTaiersifrom afar, saidin the heartsilently:
贝莱蒂远远地望着泰尔斯,在心底里默默道:Illuminatedourdarkness.
照亮了我们的黑暗。
The nextquarter, Belletticannot control himselfagain.
下一刻,贝莱蒂再也控制不住自己。Strongruthlessseveresoldier of thisin the battlefieldhas turned the headfiercely.
这个在战场上强硬狠厉的战士猛地转过头去。Coversin the eyeto well upviolently, buttears.
捂住眼里激涌而出的泪水。
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