KB :: Volume #5

#182: I hate him


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Collective rebellion. 集体叛乱。 Taiersi looks at aura not steady Natkyi dull. 泰尔斯呆呆地看着气息不稳的纳基。 Royal family guard? Rebellion? 王室卫队?叛乱? No one responded to Sermier to execute the words of heart. 没有人回应塞米尔诛心的话语。 The time as if static such a flickered, all stayed in the past, no longer forwarded. 时间仿佛静止了那么一瞬,所有一切都停留在过去,不再向前。 Until after Bani inspires disdaining to sneer, awakens from amazed everyone again. 直到小巴尼吸气后的不屑冷笑,再次将大家从惊诧中唤醒。 Laughable,” the voice of Bani sounds somewhat is quite distressed, Natkyi, your shameless lie like......” “可笑,”小巴尼的声音听上去颇有几分狼狈,“纳基,你无耻的谎言就像……” Rumor?” “谎言?” Natkyi seems like the enraged animal is the same, asked back loudly, cuts off the Bani unnatural interrogative sentence in the throat 纳基像是被激怒的动物一样,高声反问,把巴尼不自然的问句掐断在嗓子里 Rumor?” “谎言?” In Natkyi's tone leads share of desperate cold intent, making everyone be afraid. 纳基的语气里带着一股绝望的冷意,让所有人都不寒而栗。 He observes the situation the guard colleagues who an expression varied, faint smile to minibus Nidau 他环视了一圈表情各异的卫队同仁们,似笑非笑地对小巴尼道 That goes ahead and guesses, Bani.” “那猜猜看,巴尼。” These years in the dungeon, these you kept on proclaiming must take revenge for them, demand return the fair 37 brothers, were because what reason passed away?” “这些年在地牢里,那些你口口声声说要为他们复仇,讨还公道的三十七名弟兄,都是因为什么缘故过世的?” 37...... 三十七…… Does not have the omen, Bani shook forcefully. 毫无预兆,小巴尼硬生生地抖了一下。 Has the person of this response to continue he alone, including Sermier, Belletti, Tull Dean, Cannon, many complexions varies. 有此反应的人不止他一个人,包括塞米尔、贝莱蒂、塔尔丁、坎农在内,许多人脸色各异。 Taiersi immerses in the scary news of guard collective revolting as before, takes a look at the people pale. 泰尔斯依旧沉浸在卫队集体叛变的吓人消息里,脸色苍白地重新打量起众人。 According to Natkyi's view, in the past, the common royal family guards were well aware to the king assassination incident, perhaps many people are not participants, but at least is also the observer who has nothing to do with pay no attention. 按照纳基的说法,当年,一般的王室卫队都对国王遇刺一事心知肚明,或许许多人并非参与者,但至少也是袖手不理的旁观者。 These participants and insiders who then, in the royal family guard, majority has been no longer living, are they with the year of blood-color, with the tragedy of royal family, actually what relate with the secret evil behind-the-scenes manipulator? 那么,王室卫队里,大部分已经不在人世的那些参与者、知情者们,他们跟血色之年,跟王室的悲剧,跟幕后的黑手究竟是什么关系? Even, here, living these people, these once established to guard the imperial palace the pledge, wants the eternal life to be loyal to the person of bed of state...... 甚至于,在这里的、还活着的这些人,这些曾立下禁卫誓言,要永生忠于御座的人…… Belletti, Tull Dean, Cannon, Bourry...... 贝莱蒂、塔尔丁、坎农、布里…… Unknowingly, Taiersi complexion one white, retroceded slightly one step. 不知不觉中,泰尔斯脸色一白,稍稍后退了一步。 The Natkyi mute and painful voice is continuing 纳基喑哑而痛苦的嗓音在继续 Remembers Wouk? He dies in the first year's internal strife, I guess that he should know the truth afterward, displayed the floor the matter......” “记得沃克吗?他死在第一年的内讧里,我猜他应该是后来知道了真相,把事情摆上了台面……” Sharp knife Wouk. 快刀沃克。 Bani at present is illusory flickered, a slick thin and small man image appears at present. 小巴尼的眼前虚幻了一瞬,一个油滑瘦小的男人形象出现在眼前。 Molliens and stinking insect actually innocent, knows until them the companion who is constantly together possibly is a rebel, who obey orders following the gauge actually killed the late king indirectly, these facts keep them from accepting......” “莫利安和‘臭虫’倒是无辜的,直到他们也知道了无论是朝夕相处的同伴可能是叛徒,还是循规听令的自己其实间接害死了先王,这些事实都让他们无法接受……” Natkyi's words are worn out, has the soul-stirring connotation, people expression drastic change that lets the guard, Sermier even exhales the one breath painfully. 纳基的话有气无力,却带着惊心动魄的内涵,让卫队的众人表情剧变,塞米尔甚至痛苦地呼出一口气。 Myra is an insider, but he was too proud, is proud simultaneously is unable to bring loyally with the evil, facing your brutal scolding, but also goes on living calmly......” “喀迈拉是知情者,但他太骄傲了,骄傲得无法同时带着忠诚与罪恶,面对你的无情责骂,还若无其事地活下去……” Molliens, stinking insect, Myra. 莫利安、“臭虫”、喀迈拉。 The breath of Bani stagnated slowly. 小巴尼的呼吸慢慢停滞了。 Belletti's aura is shivering, in Tull Dean's eyes revealed panic-stricken. 贝莱蒂的气息在颤抖,塔尔丁的眼睛里露出了惊恐。 Big stature, I am not ripe with him, does not know that he discovered the truth must therefore kill people, others discovered the truth must therefore kill him......” “还有大个儿拉雷,我跟他不熟,不知道他是发现了真相所以要杀人,还是别人发现了真相所以要杀他……” Names flutter one after another in the air. 一个个名字接连飘荡在空气中。 In Natkyi's language full is miserable, chokes with sobs 纳基的语中满是凄苦,泣不成声 Gold/Metal and skeleton perhaps has not participated, but they have borne a sense of guilt deeply, all year long disappears difficultly, decides to abandon all until these two bastards......” “金和‘骷髅’也许没有参与,可他们一直负疚极深,终年难消,直到这两个混蛋决定扔下一切……” „It is from the beginning firm, but I guess that the total darkness the prison profession obliterated his will......” “罗戈一开始很坚定,但我猜暗无天日的牢狱生涯磨灭了他的意志……” Cox is very quiet, but he is unable to face dissipations of so many people eventually, is unable to accept because of the one's own selfish interests implicates their......” “考克斯很平静,可他终究无法面对这么多人的消逝,无法接受因一己之私连累他们的自己……” With Natkyi's narration, the people of guard have changed countenance rude Sermier's both eyes full arrange/cloth exhausted blood threads, delay on the spot, Bourry pinches the fist painfully, Cannon is covering the forehead to shiver gently. 随着纳基的讲述,卫队的众人早已失态动容塞米尔的双目满布疲惫的血丝,奈呆滞在原地,布里痛苦地捏着拳头,坎农捂着额头轻轻颤抖。 And finally, Natkyi of having tears streaming down the face is almost shouting 到了最后,泪流满面的纳基几乎是在嘶吼 In this, how many anti- disaster of imprisonment pain some does not pass, how many people do not die for the wrongful treatment not indignation white/in vain , how many people are actually carry are crushed with grief guilty, doesn't arrogant firm and resolute Quayle Bani, you really know?” “在这里面,有多少人是不耐牢狱之灾痛苦而逝,多少人是为不白冤屈不忿而死,又有多少人其实是身背愧疚郁郁而终,高傲坚毅的奎尔・巴尼,你就真的不知道吗?” Taiersi is listening to words that executes the heart, only feel more and more stuffy. 泰尔斯听着句句诛心的话,只觉得心里越来越闷。 In the past, having the shame, to bear a sense of guilt 46 naked sword guards that pain and charge and inexpressible truth was put in prison...... 当年,带着耻辱、负疚、痛苦、罪名以及不可言说的真相入狱的四十六名白刃卫队…… In several years, actually did they how pass? 在十几年里,他们究竟是如何度过的? I......” Bani opens the mouth no use, had nothing to say in reply, can only pant for breath in gulps. “我……”小巴尼无助地张开嘴巴,却无言以对,只能大口大口地喘息。 But Natkyi's words are getting more and more sharp 可纳基的话语却越来越锋利 However you, when your paranoia in several years, before them complained day and night and endlessly your wrongful treatment, cursed the damn rebel, reviled the shameless conspiracy the time......” Natkyi clenching jaws said/tunnel. “而你,当你这个偏执狂在十几年里,没日没夜、无休无止地在他们面前抱怨你的冤屈,诅咒该死的叛徒、唾骂无耻的阴谋的时候……”纳基咬牙切齿地道。 Bani as if remembered anything, his expression becomes absent-minded, doubts and surprised. 小巴尼似乎想起了什么,他的表情变得恍惚、疑惑、惊讶。 After several seconds, the mood on his face, changes into deepest frightened and flurry entirely. 几秒后,他面孔上的情绪,统统化为最深沉的恐惧和慌乱。 When you before that 37 people, make to vow solemnly to refuse stubbornly the stance turn head, threatened that must dig out the truth, exposes all, threatened that must make the criminal pay the price, making the brothers exonerate the shame, but also compels them to support your time......” “当你在那三十七个人面前,作出信誓旦旦死不回头的姿态,扬言要挖出真相,揭露一切,扬言要让罪人付出代价,让弟兄们昭雪耻辱,还逼着他们支持你的时候……” Natkyi's tears flowed uninhibited 纳基的眼泪不受抑制地流了下来 You really know, your seemingly just loyal accusation and determination, to were dejected, them who the nightmare is difficult to take off/escape, what means?” “你真的知道,你那看似正义忠诚的指责和决心,对本就心灰意冷,噩梦难脱的他们而言,意味着什么吗?” That flickers, Bani body in a flash! 那一瞬,小巴尼身躯一晃! He goes into the ground sword blade layer on layer/heavily, is insufficient softly but actually. 他重重地把剑锋扎进地面,才不至于软倒。 But the vanguard officer is the surface like the spirit money, the cold sweat is dripping. 但先锋官已经是面如金纸,冷汗淋漓。 No,” nearly absent-minded Bani at this moment like a timid helpless child “不,”近乎失神的小巴尼此刻就像一个怯懦无助的孩子 No!” “不!” You do not know that you are saying anything, Natkyi......” “你他妈的根本不知道你在说什么,纳基……” Bani staggered backward one step, is shaking the head crazily, the mood is terrified. 小巴尼向后踉跄了一步,疯狂地摇着头,情绪惶恐。 In these years, I think them dead, I bury for them, I gave a speech...... me for them for them, can wash clean their wrongful treatment for some day, supports to live on dishonorably the present......” “这些年里,我看着他们死去,我为他们下葬,我为他们致辞……我为了他们,为了有朝一日能洗清他们的冤屈,才支撑苟活到现在……” The situation of Bani almost fell into the valley, he thought aloud like the lunatic, had no time to let compared with initial Sack Ell. 小巴尼的情况几乎跌到了谷底,他像个疯子一样自言自语,比当初的萨克埃尔不遑多让。 The people of guard nearly absent-minded are looking at each other, did not endure from each other reading out with the pain. 卫队的众人近乎失神地对视着,从彼此的读出了不忍和痛苦。 But mental state not Bani is good many Natkyi does not prepare to let off the vanguard officer obviously. 但精神状况不比巴尼好多少的纳基显然不准备放过先锋官。 Ha, you said, they are the only reason that supports you to go on living?” Natkyi cries and smiles is satirizing “哈哈哈,你是说,他们是支撑你活下去的唯一理由?”纳基又哭又笑地讽刺着 But you do not know......” “但你不知道……” Most of them, are holding the shame and shame after being put in prison, guilty and rebukes oneself, the pain and suffering, are facing ugliest, barely manages to maintain a feeble existence, experiences one day like a year......” “他们中的大部分人,在入狱之后就抱着耻辱与羞惭,愧疚和自责,痛苦和折磨,面对着最丑陋的自己,苟延残喘,度日如年……” However you, Quayle Bani!” “而你,奎尔・巴尼!” Natkyi over the face hatred is pointing at Bani 纳基满面痛恨地指着小巴尼 You think that you are encouraging them, saves them, opens one's eyes wide to ask for redress for them......” “你以为你是在鼓励他们,拯救他们,为他们张目伸冤……” But you are actually whipping their innermost feelings every time, reminded, recalls and deepens them to past night of an impression and shame, with your lofty loyal moral integrity and personality, the have a strong sense of righteousness slogan and determination, let them even still fully suffered to devastate in the prison.” “但其实你是在每时每刻鞭笞他们的内心,提醒、回溯、加深他们对当年一夜的印象与耻辱,用你那崇高忠诚的节操和人格,大义凛然的口号和决心,让他们即使在监狱里也饱受摧残。” Compels them nowhere to take shelter, suffers......” “逼得他们无处容身,自我折磨……” Is listening to Natkyi's words, the unfortunate traveler who Bani falls into the abyss probably, in a terrified way shivers, even breathed starts impeded. 听着纳基的话,小巴尼像是跌入深渊的不幸旅人,惶恐地颤抖,连呼吸都开始不畅了。 Is you!” “是你!” Natkyi's virulent accusation remembers with eternal gratitude 纳基的恶毒指责刻骨铭心 Is you, is you one after another, one day after day with seemingly the way that encourages to revile actually, compels the dead end them, finally compels them by the dead extrication!” “是你,是你一个接一个,一日复一日地用看似鼓励实则唾骂的方式,把他们逼上绝路,最终逼他们以死解脱!” Natkyi's words are rending, reverberate in the dungeon, heard that changes color all 纳基的话语撕心裂肺,回荡在地牢里,闻者无不变色 You killed that 37 brother's murderer truly!” “你才是真正杀害了那三十七个弟兄的凶手!” Quayle Bani!” “奎尔・巴尼!” When lang! 当啷! In the spirit of people trembles, the sword shield in Bani hand also falls to the ground, vibration continuous. 在众人的精神颤栗中,巴尼手中的剑盾同时落地,震动不休。 No!” “不!” Bani both hands cover the surface painfully, the whole body shiver. 小巴尼痛苦地双手捂面,浑身颤抖。 „...... It is not, is not I......” “不……不是,不是我……” His sound is timid and terrified. 他的声音怯懦而惶恐。 Facing such Bani, Natkyi laughs 面对这样的巴尼,纳基哈哈大笑 However your young master soldier must return to the kings now awe-inspiring high-spirited, excavates the truth for them, wants the justice?” “而你这个少爷兵现在还正气凛然意气风发地要回到王都,为他们发掘真相,讨回公道?” His smile restrains slowly 他的笑容慢慢收敛 Do not crack a joke, your son-of-bitch Bani......” “别开玩笑了,你个狗娘养的巴尼……” You do not know, you just stood, when there accuses Sack Ell presumptuously, each character makes me feel sick.” “你不知道,你刚刚站在那里自作聪明地指责萨克埃尔的时候,每一个字都让我作呕。” The moan of Bani is even more painful. 小巴尼的呻吟越发痛苦。 Taiersi have mixed feelings looks at this exceptionally cruel confrontation, impeded and doubts of heart also suffers the person. 泰尔斯心情复杂地看着这场异常残忍的对质,心头的不畅和疑惑同样地折磨人。 He remembers Qi Yuancheng the Araishi, was past hand and foot meteor with perishing the crow roughshod confrontation. 他想起祈远城的荒石地里,身为昔日手足的陨星者与亡号鸦残酷无情的对质。 But even at that time, were still hard to compare with the present scene. 但即使是那时,也难以跟眼前的情景相比。 Others of guard look at this dull, Sermier keeps mouth shut. 卫队的其他人呆呆地看着这一幕,就连塞米尔都默默无言。 Suddenly, in dungeon, only then the pain of Bani chants in a low voice. 一时间,地牢里只有小巴尼的痛苦低吟。 He bends the waist according to oneself knee, in gulps turnover air, as if only then this can gain the nourishment of going on living. 他弯腰按着自己的膝盖,大口大口地吞吐空气,似乎只有这样才能获取活下去的养料。 But......” “但是……” You do not know, yes?” “你们都不知道,是么?” Bani turns to others tremblingly, did not have the calmness and dignity of vanguard officer again right...... such big matter, is impossible all of us not to know......” 小巴尼颤巍巍地转向其他人,再也没有了先锋官的冷静和威严“没错……这么大的事情,不可能我们所有人都不知道……” Told me, this was he compiles certainly......” “告诉我,这一定是他编造的……” His tone nearly begged. 他的语气近乎乞求。 The hope can obtain the reply. 企望能获得回答。 But replied that is often unsatisfactory. 但回答往往不如人意。 I have suspected.” “我怀疑过。” A low and deep sound resounds. 一个低沉的声音响起。 Nye lowers the head under the vision of people, complexion grey defeat 奈在众人的目光下低着头,面色灰败 Order fishy of that day, was too too rare, but no one stands the opposition, therefore I......” “那天的命令太蹊跷,太罕见了,可是没有人站出来反对,所以我就……” Afterward was imprisoned I have also suspected, but......” “后来坐牢的时候我也怀疑过,但是……” He did not have to say again. 他没有再说下去。 The vision of Bani starts is shocking, later even more despairs. 小巴尼的目光开始是震惊,随后越发绝望。 Belletti is staring at unbelievable. 贝莱蒂难以置信地盯着奈。 Another tranquil, frail to make the person palpitation sound insert 另一个平静、脆弱得令人心悸的声音插了进来 „.” “是真的。” The people look at another person 众人把目光转向另一个人 Really...... Natkyi said that I know.” “是真的……纳基所说的,我知道。” Speech loses all interest in life replied. 发话者了无生趣地回答。 Bani is trembling the sound, looks at that speaking person 小巴尼颤着声音,看着那个发话的人 Tull Dean? You?” “塔尔丁?你?” Taiersi frowns Tull Dean to throw down oneself sword, desolate, but the deathly stillness opens the mouth 泰尔斯皱起眉头塔尔丁丢下自己的刀剑,落寞而死寂地开口 If they tell me to have such result, if I know that Constance meets...... that me not, I cannot......” “如果他们告诉我会有这样的结果,如果我知道康斯坦丝会……那我就不会,我不会……” He was saying to be saying, the tears fall from the eye socket 他说着说着,眼泪从眼眶中滑落 I cannot......” “我不会……” Tull Dean's throat seemed like stopped up, lowered with his head together, had not responded again. 塔尔丁的嗓子像是被堵住了,跟他的头颅一起低了下去,再也没有反应。 Sermier is astonished looks at him difficult to bear. 塞米尔讶异难当地看着他。 No.” This is dull Bani. “不。”这是呆呆的小巴尼。 The third shivering throat sound 第三个颤抖的嗓音响了起来 Should not be such......” “不该是这样的……” Taiersi has turned the head Cannon to tremble is relying on the corner. 泰尔斯转过头坎农瑟瑟发抖地倚着墙角。 „After I am drags, I recalled the sentry post, left behind the gate......, but defers to the plan, all things should simple and brief, straightforward, when they could not even realize finished, then I should perish together with the assassin, should not live the present......” “我是拖后的,我召回了岗哨,留下了门……但按照计划,所有事情应该简洁明了,直接了当,在他们甚至意识不到的时候就结束,然后我本应与刺客同归于尽,不该活到现在……” Cannon eyes are atheistic, mutter 坎农双眼无神,喃喃自语 Sorry......” “对不起……” In the eyes of Bani the look is gradually gloomy, as if had been obliterated the last ray of hope 小巴尼的眼中神色渐渐暗淡,仿佛已经被磨灭了最后一丝希望 Cannon?” “坎农?” Cannon smiled one difficultly. 坎农艰难地笑了一声。 Natkyi is right, Sermier is also right, this is our mistakes, we cannot evade,” he is shaking the head nervously, mutters “纳基是对的,塞米尔也是对的,这是我们的错,我们不能逃避,”他神经质地摇着头,喃喃自语 Cannot a Gensac Ell person...... he shoulder too many......” “不能让萨克埃尔一个人……他已经背负了太多……” Natkyi's words fall, in the dungeon peaceful was very long. 纳基的话语落下,地牢里安静了很久。 Transmits until the Bani hoarse and wooden voice 直到小巴尼嘶哑而木然的声音重新传来 „Others?” “还有其他人吗?” After several seconds, Bourry is weeping painfully, knelt, the pain made excuses. 几秒后,布里痛苦地啜泣着,跪了下来,痛苦支吾。 Bourry?” Bani is startled however looks at him. “布里?”巴尼怔然地看着他。 Natkyi chuckle, the eyes were absent-minded. 纳基轻笑了一声,双眼恍惚。 Why this was he cannot speak......” Natkyi to say in a low voice he did not have the courage to face......” “这就是为什么他再不能说话了……”纳基低声道“他没有勇气去面对了……” Bani the last expression of dissipated. 小巴尼的最后一丝表情消逝了。 Tull Dean, Cannon, Bourry, Natkyi......” vanguard officer looks numbly at present displays four people who vary “塔尔丁,坎农,布里,纳基……”先锋官麻木地看着眼前表现各异的四个人 In several years, 37 people ............ “这十几年来,三十七个人…………” Why...... why didn't tell me the truth?” “为什么……为什么不告诉我真相?” His echo reverberation in four intermural. 他的回音回荡在四壁间。 No one spoke. 没有人说话。 Taiersi looks at them depressed. 泰尔斯心情压抑地看着他们。 At that moment, other as if all are unimportant. 那一刻,似乎其他的一切都不重要了。 Truth?” “真相?” Natkyi of opening the mouth. 开口的还是纳基。 He leads look directly shoots Bani of satire. 他带着讽刺的眼神直射小巴尼。 Bani, you know, the past matter, who the person of lead was?” “巴尼,你知道,当年的事情,领头的人是谁吗?” Such remarks, the expressions of almost all people changed. 此言一出,几乎所有人的表情都变了。 Including Bani, on the face of his nearly numb no light pulls out again. 包括巴尼,他近乎麻木无光的脸上再次一抽。 Taiersi moves suddenly, understood anything. 泰尔斯猛然一动,明白了些什么。 Natkyi bends the waist, smiles to make noise painfully 纳基弯下腰,痛苦地笑出声来 Bani...... your pitiful idiot, he really loves you very much, not?” “巴尼……你这个可悲的蠢货,他真的很爱你,不是么?” Natkyi between the lines is disclosing the deep hatred 纳基的字里行间透露着深深的恨意 Therefore he protected too well you, your anything did not know...... perhaps him for the two sides bet both sides gambling game, but also was counting on you in afterward, can innocently and escape with this ignorantly, stay in the palace.” “所以他把你保护得太好了,你什么都不知道……也许他就是为了两边下注两面押宝,还指望着你在事后,能凭着这一份无辜与无知而逃过一劫,留在宫中。” Even can replace his position?” “甚至能接替他的位置?” The eye socket of Bani opens swiftly! 小巴尼的眼眶倏然睁大! No, not......” “不,不……” The vanguard officer is muttering. 先锋官喃喃着。 Huge sadly and raids desperately to him. 一股巨大的哀伤和绝望向他袭来。 Right.” “没错。” Only listens to Natkyi coldly the said/tunnel 只听纳基冷冷地道 In the past, coordinated to gather our group of people, instigating us to go to ignores that palace upheaval, threw into the endless abyss us entirely, then oneself escaped the final trial, was not others.” “当年,牵头聚集起我们这群人,教唆着我们去放任那场宫廷变乱,把我们统统扔进无尽深渊,然后自己一个人逃脱了最终审判的,不是别人。” Natkyi closed tightly the tooth, the mood in eye is indescribable 纳基咬紧了牙齿,眼中的情绪难以言喻 I hate him, I cursed him.” “我恨他,我诅咒他。” He is bitterly typical 他恨恨地道 Right, vice- officer of the guard of royal family guard.” “没错,王室卫队的副卫队长。” Quayle Bani.” “大奎尔・巴尼。” Your damn father.” “你该死的父亲。” Plop. 扑通。 Bani weapon lets go, the knees touch. 小巴尼武器脱手,双膝触地。 He kneels on the ground dull, the breath, both eyes are off and on empty. 他呆呆地跪在地上,呼吸断续,双目空洞。 From that moment on, on his face does not see an appearance. 从这一刻起,他的脸上再也不见一丝神采。 As if lost the soul. 仿佛失去了灵魂。 This chapter ends 本章完
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