KOH :: Volume #2

#167: Sarah

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Chapter 167 第167章 Sarah 莎拉 „Here, making me get down.” As the vista gradually becomes familiar, on Sarah of keeping silent opened the mouth from boarding finally. She wanted to refuse Adrian to deliver itself to go back, but Adrian did not feel relieved that such does and complies only to deliver to the places of her family|home two intersections, therefore Schary has tacitly approved his procedure finally. “就在这里,让我下去吧。”随着街景渐渐变得熟悉起来,从上车起就默不作声的莎拉终于开了口。她原本想要拒绝阿德里安送自己回去了,但阿德里安不放心这么做并答应只送到离她家两个街口的地方,所以莎莉最终默认了他的做法。 Adrian stopped the street the car(riage) according to the word, Sarah has untied the safety belt of copilot to get out immediately, but Adrian stopped by calling out her at this time: „Some matters I also want to chat with you, Sarah.” 阿德里安依言将车停到了街边,莎拉随即解开了副驾驶的安全带就要下车,但阿德里安这时叫住了她:“有些事情我还想跟你谈谈,莎拉。” Sarah's body one stiff, takes back the driving gate hand, straight sits in the position, both eyes horizontally view the front. 莎拉的身体一僵,收回开车门的手,端端正正的在位置上坐好,双目平视前方。 „Your present manager is Chelsea Parkinson is right?” Adrian as if has not noted her movement, „ I will make her form a team for you, specifically is responsible for designing your images as well as various public relations. Although the youth idol becomes famous relatively most but quickly also requires the time, moreover your current age in an awkward time, the girl role and your image of dot is not tallying, the big point mature image may not grasp well, therefore you can only play some supporting roles these days. “你现在的经纪人是切尔西・帕金斯对吗？”阿德里安仿佛没有注意到她的动作,“我会让她为你组建个团队,专门负责设计你的形象以及各种公关。虽然青春偶像相对成名最快但也需要时间,而且你目前的年龄正在一个尴尬期内,小点的女孩角色和你的形象不符合,大点的成熟形象又不一定能把握得好,所以这段时间里你只能出演些配角。 However does not need to be worried, in the second half of next year, I will prepare an appropriate youth idol movie for you, but before then I as far as possible will also arrange you to play some fair supporting roles in these big manufactures, for example «Real Rumor». You can study something taking this opportunity under the guidance of your team, I must train the highest-quality idol star you, even if not reform in the future smoothly, can still stay behind own trace in the entertainment world, yes? ” 不过不用担心,等到明年下半年,我会为你准备一部合适的青春偶像电影,而在这之前我也会尽量安排你在那些大制作里出演些中规中矩的配角,比如《真实的谎言》。你可以借这个机会在你的团队的指导下学习一些东西,我要把你培养成最优质的偶像明星,即使将来转型不顺利,依然能在娱乐圈中留下属于自己的痕迹,明白吗？” Sarah looks at Adrian, after the opposite party asked again she does not understand recovers. 莎拉愣愣的看着阿德里安,直到对方再次问她明白没有后才回过神来。 „I knew.” She is busy at nodding to indicate to understand that saw with own eyes meaning that Adrian did not speak again, this opens the vehicle door to say goodbye to leave, after a foot has stepped, Sarah turned head to say the sentence in a low voice: „Thanks.” “我知道了。”她忙点了点头表示明白,眼见阿德里安再没有说话的意思,这才打开车门告辞离开,在一只脚都已经跨出去了后,莎拉才又回过头来低声说了句:“谢谢。” Walks several steps in the street applied, after the person who has a look at the determination not to have the understanding, she has turned head to seek for the Adrian trail, stops to start in the vehicle of street, turns around the front to drive to the background. 在街道上紧走几步,四下看看确定没有认识的人后,她才回过头去寻找阿德里安的踪迹,停在街边的车子已经发动,掉转车头向来路驶去。 Sarah relaxed finally, ping has been jumping madly heart also finally tranquil, but one indescribable taste also well ups. Has been smiling bitterly at heart the sound, she walks in her direction. 莎拉终于松了口气,一直砰砰乱跳着的心也总算平静了下来,但一种难以言喻的滋味也同时涌上心头。在心里苦笑了声,她往自己家的方向走去。 Only is away from two intersections, she arrived at outside the house quickly, while pulling out the key opens the door is observing carefully about. Although after attaining the «Ghost Horse Little elf» salary, she moves to here public security best block with mother, but some customs a short time cannot change. 只有隔着两条街口,她很快来到了房屋外面,在掏出钥匙开门的同时小心观察着左右。虽然拿到《鬼马小精灵》的片酬后,她就和母亲搬到这边治安最好的街区,可有些习惯一时半会儿是改不了的。 „Mom, did you come back?” After entering the living room, Sarah had discovered mother's handbag places on the tea table. “妈妈,你回来了？”进入客厅后莎拉就发现了母亲的手袋放在茶几上。 „Yes, valuable LaBelle.” The Romanian yucca heard that walked from the kitchen. “是的,宝贝儿。”罗丝兰闻声从厨房里走了出来。 „Today how early?” Sarah just started somewhat pleasantly surprised, but turned into the doubts immediately. “今天怎么早？”莎拉刚开始有些惊喜,但随即又变成了疑惑。 „Because...... Today anything has not worked to process, therefore asked for leave ahead of time.” The Romanian yucca said somewhat makes excuses, “因为……今天没什么工作要处理,所以提前请假回来了。”罗丝兰说得有些支吾, Awkward dodges from the face passes, asking of shift topic: „Where did you go to? I thought that your book bag puts at home, after that should be is on vacation from school, went home to exit again?” 一丝尴尬从脸上一闪即逝,跟着转移话题的问道:“你去哪里了？我看你的书包放在家里,那应该是放学后回了家再出去的吧？” „Outside yes, goes to stroll with several friends.” Sarah smiles is replying, has not closely examined. “是的,和几个朋友去外面逛了逛。”莎拉微笑着回答道,并没有追问下去。 „Good, you should many and friends go out to play, always should not be worried that these are worried about these,” Luo Silan also followed daughter's words to say. „I hope that you can be happier, Ide often said that you sometimes appear dreary.” “太好了,你就应该多和朋友们出去玩,别总是担心这些担心那些的,”罗丝兰也顺着女儿的话说了下去。“我希望你能开心些,莎茜,艾德就经常说你有时候显得过于的阴郁。” When hears the Adrian name, Sarah absent-minded several seconds, but she adjusted immediately came to smile to mother: „Was good, Mom, I will look after my.” 听到阿德里安的名字时,莎拉恍惚了几秒,但她随即调整了过来对母亲笑了笑:“好了,妈妈,我会照顾好自己的。” The Romanian yucca decides looks at daughter several seconds, suddenly puts out a hand to hug her, but extends to half discovered one also wear prepares food with the apron, immediately has taken back the hand awkwardly. At this time Sarah actually an arrow step went forward to disregard grasped own mother, closely grasped does not say also the head by her shoulder. 罗丝兰定定的看着女儿好几秒,忽然伸手想要去抱她,但伸到一半才发现自己还穿着做菜用的围裙,顿时尴尬的收回了手。莎拉这时却一个箭步上前不管不顾的抱住了自己的母亲,紧紧抱住不说还将脑袋靠在了她的肩膀上。 „.” The Romanian yucca somewhat sad neutral tone called out, wants to touch daughter's head, may in the hand also moisten some grease stains, therefore has, whatever the daughter is hugging herself. “莎茜,哦,莎茜。”罗丝兰有些难过的轻声叫道,想要去摸女儿的脑袋,可偏偏手上还沾一些油渍,所以只好任凭女儿抱着自己。 „Mom, I love you.” Sarah who loosens the hand sees mother saying that in the eye flashes through a firmness indistinctly. “妈妈,我爱你。”松开手的莎拉看着母亲说道,眼中隐约闪过一丝坚决。 „I also love you.” Romanian yucca affection looks that the daughter responded in a soft voice, with her thinks anything's turning around walked toward the kitchen: „Was right, I am being you sushi that likes eating, previous time I studies in the dining room specially has been doing and ensure the flavor is very good.” “我也爱你,莎茜。”罗丝兰慈爱的看着女儿轻声回应道,跟着她想到什么的转身往厨房走去:“对了,我正在做你最喜欢吃的寿司,上次在餐厅我特意学着做过,保证味道很好。” „Good, I have also helped.” Sarah was saying pulls own sleeve cuff. “太好了,我也来帮忙。”莎拉说着就去挽自己的袖口。 „, Valuable LaBelle, you did not return to the room rest to be good, when I called you, you got down again?” The Romanian yucca shook the head, has rejected the help of daughter. “不不不,宝贝儿,你回房间休息就行了,等我叫你,你再下来,好吗？”罗丝兰摇了摇头,拒绝了女儿的帮助。 „Why?” Sarah's puzzled asking, „I can do very well, I also helped you make the meal before.” “为什么？”莎拉不解的问道,“我可以做得很好,我以前也帮你做过菜的。” „Yes, I know, but, is not good today.” The Romanian yucca smiled, „listens to my words?” “是的,我知道,但是,今天不行。”罗丝兰笑了笑,“听我的话,好吗？” Sarah who also wants to insist catches the entreaty that in mother eyes has flashed through, slightly hurts at heart, in the surface is still maintaining the smiling face, has obeyed nod of: „I went to the room.” 还想坚持的莎拉捕捉到了母亲眼中闪过的哀求,心里不由微微一疼,表面上依然保持着笑容,顺从了点了点头:“那我就回房间了。” Saw after mother entered the kitchen, Sarah walks toward the building, enters own room she pouring face up on the bed, gazes at the ceiling to be in a daze, she cannot remember that this was the several time. The father also, mother is the full-time housewives, after the father leaves for no reason, anything mother will not look for the work to run into a wall. 眼看着母亲进了厨房后,莎拉才往楼上走去,一进自己的房间她就仰面的倒在床上,注视着天花板发呆,她已经记不得这是第几次了。父亲还在的时候,母亲是个全职主妇,所以在父亲无故离开后,什么都不会的母亲四下找工作四下碰壁。 Her anything works has sat, sanitation engineer, server , to promote wait / etc., moreover must help Sarah make a decision frequently to be a guest performer the role of manager besides these( note), if were not Sarah at that time already a little fame, every month many can also make some money, God knows that what their life can turn into. 她什么工作都坐过,清洁工、服务生、促销员等等,而且除了这些经常还要帮莎拉拿主意客串经纪人的角色（注）,如果不是莎拉那时已经有点名气,每个月多少还能赚上一些钱的话,上帝知道她们的生活会变成什么样。 Even if this, the life unceasingly is still feeling embarrassed them, each work that mother strives for has not filled dry for a half year, the association was dismissed because of this and that issue. The mother was dismissed each time will be hiding the truth from her, then as far as possible before she discovered found the new work, one time can also conceal the truth twice, but the time grew, won't Sarah be able to perceive? She has not exposed mother, like a moment ago such. 即使这样,生活依然不断着为难着她们,母亲争取到的每份工作从来没有干满过半年,总会因为这样那样的问题而被辞退。母亲每次被辞退都会瞒着她,然后尽可能在她发现之前找到新的工作,一次两次还可以瞒过去,可时间长了,莎拉又怎么会觉察不出来？只是她从来没有揭破过母亲,就像刚才那样。 Although Sarah depends to act in a play to make money unceasingly to cover his sad and sadness, may not work as like the same period several girls throughout red, until meeting Adrian. Although the performance in «Memento» simply has not screened, but «Ghost Horse Little elf» makes her truly the object of attracting much attention, these interview these reporters did not say that on are only many in the school several times of movie fans. 莎拉虽然不断靠演戏来赚钱来掩盖自己的难过与悲伤,可始终不像同时期的几个女孩那样当红过,直到遇到了阿德里安。虽然在《记忆碎片》中的演出根本没有上映过,可《鬼马小精灵》却让她真正成为了备受瞩目的对象,那些访谈那些记者就不说了,光是在学校里就多出好几倍的影迷来。 Naturally, reputation secondary, this movie made her attain almost 800,000 salaries, in addition the movie greatly sold, Adrian to she 300,000 red package, this was her first time has received such money. Sarah has moved to this Xilin District with mother immediately, but also has bought many things for mother, that is she is so far happiest a joyful period of time. 当然,名声都还是次要的,这部电影让她拿到了差不多800000的片酬,再加上电影大卖后阿德里安封给了她个300000的红包,这是她第一次拿到了那么的钱。莎拉当即和母亲搬到了这西林区这边来,还为母亲买了许多东西,那是她到目前为止最为幸福快乐的一段时光。 But the following «Real Rumor» screen test has actually given Sarah the blow to the head, even if she pressed director's request to do very much earnestly, moreover had an opportunity through Adrian again, but still failed to be elected. 可接下来的《真实的谎言》的试镜却给了莎拉当头一棒,即使她很认真的按着导演的要求做了,而且还通过阿德里安再得到了一次机会,但依然还是落选了。 Once something got to know the benefits, thinks again was very difficult, moreover Sarah does not allow to have this situation, she does not hope that mother went to the initial that life again. But she does not know completely must be what to do good, although the manager comforts her also to have a lot of opportunities, but she understood extreme sense of insecurity that her type hides in the moral nature? 有些事情一旦尝到了甜头,再想到过去就很困难了,况且莎拉也不允许出现这种情况,她不希望母亲再去过当初的那种生活。可她完全不知道要怎么办才好,虽然经纪人安慰她还有很多机会,但她又怎么了解她那种隐藏在心底的极度的不安全感？ Regardless of Sarah has independence how how has the opinion, she is always only over ten -year-old young girl, thinks it over, cannot help but has thought certain matters that once heard. As person who steps into this circle from 4 years old, she has certainly heard many such matters, most starts to feel the loathing, after may listen, becomes numbly does not care, but she has not expected the one day of this road to become one of her choices. 无论莎拉有多么的独立多么的有主见,她始终只是个十多岁的少女,想来想去,不由自主的想到了曾经听到的某些事情。作为从4岁就踏入这个圈子的人来说,她当然听闻过很多这样的事情,最开始感到厌恶,可听多了后就变得麻木而不在乎,只是她没有料到有一天这条路会成为自己的选择之一。 Person always this, when involves the most important thing the association was at a loss, if after having found the feasible road , the vision is difficult to change to other aspects, regardless of the intelligent people are so. After all, only then the most outstanding person or can know in advance the future like Adrian, can jump out the chessgame to ponder the issue with the status or God angle of view of observer. 人总是这样,一旦涉及到自己最重要的东西时总会乱了方寸,如果找到了可行的路后目光就再难转到其他方面,无论多聪明的人都是如此。毕竟,只有最为出色的人又或者像阿德里安一样能预知未来,才能跳出棋局用旁观者的身份或者说上帝视角思考问题。 However Sarah does not know how one should do, she is impossible to tell mother, is unable to consult to others, therefore after thinking long time, an appearance of person has jumped in the mind. 但是莎拉不知道自己该怎么做,她不可能告诉母亲,也无法向别人请教,于是思索良久后,一个人的模样跳进了脑海。 Lay down jumped in young girl who on the bed was in a daze suddenly, before several steps arrived at the dressing table sat down, looks that in mirror some little time smiled bitterly has been sending out a sigh, then lowered the head to cover the face. That time robs the event to photograph «Memento», or afterward the «Ghost Horse Little elf» dramatic team searched the class, Adrian has given her the different feeling, that was...... Security sense. Yes, the security sense, the night's of Golden Globe party at that day, he hugs her to go upstairs particularly, shrinks when his arms, that feeling is obvious. 躺在床上发呆的少女忽然的跳了起来,几步来到梳妆台前坐下,愣愣的看着镜中的自己好一会儿才苦笑着发出了声叹息,然后低头捂住了脸。无论是那次抢劫事件还是拍摄《记忆碎片》,又或者后来《鬼马小精灵》剧组探班,阿德里安都给了她不一样的感觉,那是……安全感。是的,安全感,尤其是那天金球奖之夜的派对上,他抱着她上楼,缩在他怀里时,那种感觉再明显不过了。 Also, initially the matter of dining room indeed was she was creating a scene, but Adrian to compensate oneself, gave her to compile a role specially. Moreover «Ghost Horse Little elf» is also he recommends itself to play, «Real Rumor» is also he recommends itself to go to the screen test, although Sarah to his private life fuzzy awareness, but thought that he is a good person. Therefore, thought it over also can only look for him, at least...... She does not dislike him. 再说,当初餐厅的事的确是她在无理取闹,可阿德里安为了补偿自己,特意给了她个重新编写了个角色。而且《鬼马小精灵》也是他推荐自己出演的,《真实的谎言》也是他推荐自己去试镜的,虽然莎拉对他的私生活模糊的知道一些,但还是觉得他是个好人。所以,想来想去也只能找他了,至少……她不讨厌他。 I do not have the means...... I truly do not have the means...... Sarah from referring to the seams looks that in mirror muttered said. 我没办法……我确实没有办法……莎拉从指缝之间看着镜中的自己喃喃说道。 She had the big courage to go to the Adrian office, when heard the instance that he complied with, she not only relaxed and felt losing, meanwhile had an shame of not being able to say. 她鼓起了好大勇气去了阿德里安办公室,当听到他答应的瞬间,她既松了口气又感到了失落,同时还有一种说不出来的羞愧。 Does he see his? Contempt? Despises? Sarah is biting the lip, even if before , in the car(riage), he told her, must make her be the highest-quality idol star, cannot let at heart on good some. 他到底是怎么看自己的？轻视？蔑视？莎拉咬着嘴唇,即使之前在车里,他告诉她,要让她做最为优质的偶像明星,也不能让心里好上一些。 Ok, has not related, this, so long as...... So long as mother...... 算了,没关系了,就这样吧,只要……只要妈妈……
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