„————” “————” With the abandon oneself to despair nothing different words that appears from the Emilia mouth, making Fang Li fall into silent. 从爱蜜莉雅的口中出现的与自暴自弃没有什么两样的话,让方里陷入了沉默。 But Emilia actually on the contrary becomes aggressive, in the heart gives to spit like all emotions of plan, continued. 可爱蜜莉雅却是反倒变得咄咄逼人,如同打算将心中所有的情感都给吐出来一样,继续说着。 „I know, regarding Fang Li, people like me is really unreliable, Fang Li is powerful, is intelligent, no matter comes across anything to solve well, even in Royal Selection such place, that can still make everyone admire you, finally even the dragon appeared, Guardian Knight Regiment also invited you to join on own initiative, was very outstanding, no, to me, Fang Li was the entire world most outstanding person.” “我知道,对于方里来说,我这样的人实在太不可靠了,方里即强大,又聪明,不管遇到什么事情都能好好的解决,即使是在王选那样的地方,那也能让大家都佩服你,最后连龙都显现了,近卫骑士团也主动邀请你加入,真的很优秀,不,对于我来说,方里就是全世界最优秀的人。” „However I, only is always relying on you, relies on Fang Li to my gentleness.” “而我,一直以来都只是在依赖你,依赖方里对我的温柔而已。” Emilia lifts pair of red eyes, is gazing at Fang Li, poured down to sob is speaking such words. 爱蜜莉雅抬起一对通红的眼眸,注视着方里,泫然欲泣般的说着这样的话。 „You thought certainly that I am very bothersome? Certainly thought that I am very useless? Certainly has received enough such me?” “你一定觉得我很烦吧？一定觉得我很没用吧？一定已经受够了这样的我了吧？” „These also time was time... these is also... my not only handled the willful matter arbitrarily, but also kept silent vanished, trial has not passed, even Pack dropped out me, I now already anything not.” “这一次也是…这一次也是…我不但擅自做了任性的事情,还默不作声的就消失掉了,试炼也没有通过,连帕克都抛下我了,我现在已经什么都不是了。” In the past, Emilia is one concludes the contract with control Fire Attribute Great Spirit Elementalist, which influence regardless of regarding, this is the unignorable threats. 过去,爱蜜莉雅还是一名与司掌火属性的大精灵缔结契约的精灵使,无论对于哪一个势力来说,这都是不可忽视的威胁。 Even others are loathing and repelling the posture of Emilia that silver-haired Half Demon, so long as has Pack, people at least also think that the Emilia side has the control Fire Attribute Great Spirit companion, will look at her. 即使别人厌恶、排斥着爱蜜莉雅那银发的半魔之姿,可只要有帕克在的话,人们至少还会认为爱蜜莉雅的身边有司掌火属性的大精灵的陪伴,将目光投向她。 However, starting today, Emilia no longer was Pack contractor. 然而,从今天开始,爱蜜莉雅就不再是帕克的契约者了。 She, no longer is 『Beast of the End』 contractor, but is silver-haired Half Elf that receives the world to abstain from. 她,已经不再是「永久冻土的终焉之兽」的契约者,只不过是一个受到世人忌讳的银发半精灵而已。 This makes deep conceals also start to erupt in feeling inferior of Emilia heart deep place. 这让深藏于爱蜜莉雅心底深处的自卑也开始爆发。 „After Pack vanishes, in my mind appears many memories... many... many...” “帕克消失以后,我的脑海里浮现出很多的记忆…很多…很多…” Emilia gets buried into the head the knee again, the tender body is also shivering. 爱蜜莉雅重新将脑袋埋进膝盖里,娇躯也在颤抖着。 „These are I have not seen the sceneries, has not seen Character, has not held the dialogue, also has not experienced matter, such memory emergence of keeping, I absolutely do not have the impression...” “那些都是我从来没有见过的景色,从来没有见过的人物,从来没有进行过的对话,还有从来没有经历过的事情,这样的记忆在不停的涌现,我却完全没有印象…” However, that indeed is the Emilia memory. 但是,那的确是爱蜜莉雅的记忆。 Therefore, Emilia start gradually has recalled the past matter. 所以,爱蜜莉雅已经渐渐的开始回想起过去的事情。 „Fang Li has said that trial and true past that here has are different right?” “方里说过,在这里发生的试炼和真正的过去是不同的对吧？” Emilia choked is saying such words. 爱蜜莉雅哽咽着说出这样的话。 „That radically is deceiving people...” “那根本就是骗人的…” Now, Emilia has been certain. 现在,爱蜜莉雅已经可以肯定了。 Oneself in the past in trial seeing, that real. 自己在试炼中看到的过去,那都是真的。 Although the aspects of many detail are different, but the approximate direction is the same. 虽然很多细节的方面都不一样,可大致的方向却是一样的。 For example, Emilia from starts sensibly has raised by own paternal aunt grows up, regarding Emilia, the paternal aunt is her Okaa-sama. 比如,爱蜜莉雅自懂事开始就一直都是由自己的姑姑所养育长大,对于爱蜜莉雅而言,姑姑就是她的母亲大人。 For example, everyone in Elven Tribe regards with a special fondness about Emilia again, not such as world like that hateful she, even presents Emilia for the princess regards. 再比如,精灵部落中的大家都对爱蜜莉雅另眼相看,并没有如世人那般讨厌她,甚至将爱蜜莉雅奉为公主般来看待。 But from outside of forest often come visits the Elven Tribe Okaa-sama acquaintance also to look after to Emilia in every possible way, and even obedient. 而从森林的外面时常来访精灵部落的母亲大人的熟人也对爱蜜莉雅百般照顾,乃至百依百顺。 Emilia also has astonishing Innate Skill since childhood, without with the Spirit contract, Magic Power then already nearly infinite, slightly Elves also spontaneous handles the Emilia desired matter, making Emilia have an incomparably happy childhood. 爱蜜莉雅从小也拥有着惊人的天赋,没有与精灵契约,本身的魔力便已经近乎无限,微精灵们也会自发的去做爱蜜莉雅希望看到的事情,让爱蜜莉雅拥有着一个无比幸福的童年。 But 100 years ago, all things changed. 可就在一百年前,所有的事情都变了。 „Witch Cult... attacked my hometown...” “魔女教…袭击了我的家乡…” Emilia the memory in the mind reappearing unearthing, incomparable pain is telling. 爱蜜莉雅将脑海中浮现的记忆给挖掘了出来,无比痛苦的诉说着。 „They killed my Okaa-sama, killed everyone in Elven Tribe, but also brought in Kurohebi (black snake), attacked my hometown, lets everyone... everyone...” “他们害死了我的母亲大人,害死了精灵部落里的大家,还引来了黑蛇,袭击了我的家乡,让大家都…大家都…” At that time, Witch Cult is not so crazy like the present, inside had the moderates and radical faction. 那个时候,魔女教还不像现在这般疯狂,里面有稳健派和激进派。 The leaders of moderates are the Emilia paternal aunts, namely its acquaintance in Okaa-sama, to person of Emilia in every possible way attendance. 稳健派的领导者便是爱蜜莉雅的姑姑,即其口中的母亲大人的熟人,也是对爱蜜莉雅百般照顾的人。 The people of radical faction on that day, attacked Emilia hometown. 激进派的人则在那一天,袭击了爱蜜莉雅的家乡。 „The present words, I am remember...” “现在的话,我是记得的…” Emilia like not willing to accept the reality to be the same, is holding the head, said even Fang Li for the information that it eyes concentrates. 爱蜜莉雅如同不愿意接受现实一样,抱着脑袋,道出了连方里都为之眼眸一凝的情报。 „When crusades against Hakugei 『Sloth』 Sin Archbishop, that is the Okaa-sama acquaintance!” “在讨伐白鲸的时候遇到的「怠惰」的大罪司教,那就是母亲大人的熟人！” This is the matter that Fang Li does not know completely. 这是方里完全不知道的事情。 That mental disorder was Petelgeuse unexpectedly the moderates in once Witch Cult? Moreover Emilia acquaintance of foster? To existence that she looks in every possible way? 那个精神异常的培提其乌斯居然是曾经的魔女教里的稳健派？而且还是爱蜜莉雅的抚养者的熟人？对她百般照顾的存在？ Fang Li, is not really able to imagine that picture. 方里,真的无法想象到那个画面。 But if is really this, why Petelgeuse will turn into that demented appearance, but also does not know Emilia to be the same probably, plans to treat as the sacrificial offering Emilia, resurrecting Witch of Envy? 可如果真的是这样的话,为什么培提其乌斯会变成那个癫狂的样子,还好像根本不认识爱蜜莉雅一样,打算将爱蜜莉雅当做祭品,复活嫉妒魔女呢？ Said, Petelgeuse precisely because that attack, therefore mental breakdown, did turn into Witch Cult 『Sloth』? 还是说,培提其乌斯正是因为那一次的袭击,所以才精神崩溃,变成了魔女教的「怠惰」了呢？ In this case, certainly encounters the deeply grieved experience? 若是这样的话,一定是遭遇到了惨痛的经历吧？ For example, under the Witch Cult radical faction's guidance, let slip to kill Emilia Okaa-sama and so on. 比如,在魔女教激进派的引导下,失手杀死了爱蜜莉雅的母亲大人之类的。 „so that's how it is...” “原来如此…” Fang Li in a low voice whispering. 方里低声呢喃着。 „Therefore, you will cry at that time?” “所以,那个时候你才会哭吗？” When Fang Li kills Petelgeuse, Emilia once looks at Petelgeuse corpse, suddenly shed tears. 在方里杀死培提其乌斯的时候,爱蜜莉雅曾经看着培提其乌斯的尸体,突然就流下了眼泪。 At that time, Fang Li also thinks that is Emilia inborn good causing trouble, making her feel sad for the Petelgeuse pitiful loathsome appearance. 那个时候,方里还以为是爱蜜莉雅天生的善良作祟,令得她为培提其乌斯凄惨的死相感到悲伤。 Now looks like, at that time, Emilia only, because realized that once considered the death of own mother friend extremely, making deep in one's heart be emerged sadly by the memory of seal, thus cries. 现在看来,那个时候,爱蜜莉雅只是因为认识到曾经极为照顾自己的母亲友人的死,让内心深处被封印的记忆涌现出悲伤,从而落泪而已。 As for Emilia... 至于爱蜜莉雅自己… „I in finally..., because Magic Power lost control... rampage... to give the entire forest frozen...” “我在最后…因为魔力失控…暴走…将整个森林都给冰封了…” Emilia extremely sad sob. 爱蜜莉雅极为悲伤的哭泣着。 „Therefore... sees with trial in same... these are my wrong...” “所以…跟试炼中看到的一样…那些都是我的错…” Although the detail is different, but is finally same. 虽然细节不同,可结果却是一样的。 Elior Great Forest frozen, indeed is Emilia one hand creates. 艾利欧尔大森林的冰封,的的确确是爱蜜莉雅一手造成。 But Emilia hometown had been destroyed, by forest that in the seal gets up, does not know that also many people can survive under the attack of Witch Cult radical faction. 而爱蜜莉雅的家乡已经被毁了,被封印起来的森林里,更是不知道还有多少人能在魔女教激进派的袭击下存活了下来。 But even so, the Emilia mother was actually affirms. 但即使是这样,爱蜜莉雅的母亲却是肯定死了。 Emilia sees with one's own eyes that finally Magic Power rampage, frozen entire Elior Great Forest. 爱蜜莉雅就是亲眼看到那一幕,最终才魔力暴走,冰封了整个艾利欧尔大森林。 Therefore... 所以… „I... really am Strega (Witch)... can only bring Strega (Witch) of disaster to everyone...” “我…果然是魔女…只能给大家带来灾难的魔女…” Emilia is sobbing off and on, put out these words. 爱蜜莉雅断断续续的哭泣着,吐出了这些话语。 „Like people like me... likely people like me...” “像我这样的人…像我这样的人…” Continues to live with it, might as well die. 与其继续活着,不如死了。 Simply does not have the qualifications, with the Fang Li such outstanding person in the same place. 根本没有资格,和方里这么优秀的人在一起。 This is the matter that Emilia wants to say. 这就是爱蜜莉雅想说的事情。 Silent, arrives like this. 沉默,就这样降临。 Fang Li static looks at Emilia, partly after making a sound, suddenly sets out. 方里静静的看着爱蜜莉雅,半响以后突然起身。 „You come with me.” “你跟我过来。” Was saying such words, Fang Li pulled Emilia's hand. 说着这样的话,方里牵起了爱蜜莉雅的手。 Immediately, when Emilia responded not come, has the Emilia same place, entered the trial tomb chamber. 随即,在爱蜜莉雅反应不过来时,带着爱蜜莉雅一起,进入了试炼的墓室。