IUD :: Volume #16 从零开始的异世界生活(二)

#1740: Vacillation of Emilia


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Side... Fang Li...?” “方…方里…?” The Emilia that somewhat helpless sound resounds slightly. 爱蜜莉雅那有些不知所措的声音微微响起。 But Fang Li has not paid attention to Emilia, is using the somewhat robust stand, took into the trial tomb chamber Emilia. 方里并没有理会爱蜜莉雅,用着有些强硬的态度,将爱蜜莉雅带进了试炼的墓室。 At once, Fang Li stopped the footsteps, is pulling Emilia's hand, suddenly spoke. 旋即,方里停下了脚步,牵着爱蜜莉雅的手,突然出声 You in? Echidna!” “你在的吧?艾姬多娜!” Presents the name in Fang Li mouth, making Emilia open the eye. 出现在方里口中的名字,让爱蜜莉雅睁大了眼睛。 But Fang Li has not paid attention to this point as before , to continue to turn toward the entire tomb chamber to make noise. 方里依旧没有理会这一点,继续向着整个墓室出声。 I know that you are definitely looking at all these.” “我知道你肯定在看着这一切。” Fang Li with the indifferent attitude, said such words. 方里以漠然的态度,说出了这样的话语。 Rubbish I were not many said that dragged into the dreamland me and Emilia together, and reappears scene that in my present mind recalls, in that case, our beforehand accounts reckoned up.” “废话我就不多说了,将我和爱蜜莉雅一起拉入到梦境去,并且重现我现在脑海中回忆起来的场景,那样的话,我们之前的帐就算清了。” The Fang Li's voice such clear reverberation in the tomb chamber, welcomed an indescribable constraining feeling. 方里的声音就这么清晰的回荡在墓室中,迎来了一阵难以言喻的压抑感觉。 When Emilia cannot bear plans to make noise, a sound in Fang Li and Emilia mind also resounds. 就在爱蜜莉雅忍不住打算出声的时候,一个声音在方里爱蜜莉雅的脑海中同时响起。 Good, although exists to feel that to that side filthy is not quite happy, but since is your request, I show the full respect, achieves your desire.” “好吧,虽然对那边的污秽存在感到极为不愉快,但既然是你的要求,我就拿出充分的敬意,达成你的愿望。” This very obviously is to the words that Fang Li spoke. 这很明显是对方里所说的话。 At once... 旋即… Buzz ————!” “嗡————!” Under an inexplicable fluctuation, Fang Li and Emilia were taken away the consciousness simultaneously, entered the dreamland. 在一阵莫名的波动之下,方里爱蜜莉雅同时被夺去了意识,进入了梦境。 ...... …… ———— ———— When Emilia opens own eye again, appeared then subverted the cognition of this Half Elf young girl in the present all. 爱蜜莉雅再次睁开自己的眼睛时,出现在其眼前的一切便颠覆了这个半精灵少女的认知。 Opened the eye to see clearly.” “睁大眼睛看清楚了。” Fang Li in the Emilia side, one such as , in the tomb chamber like that is holding her hand, made the indifferent sound. 方里就在爱蜜莉雅的身边,一如在墓室中的时候那般,牵着她的手,发出了淡然的声音。 This is my life.” “这就是我的人生。” Yes. 是的。 What shows in Emilia at present is Fang Li life until now, or is Fang Li experience until now. 展现在爱蜜莉雅眼前的是方里至今为止的人生,亦或者说是方里至今为止的经历。 Said accurately, should say is the experience that slaughters is right. 更准确的说,应该说是杀戮的经历才对。 In there, has newly emerged Fang Li to crash in the Kabane army by the fate abundant scene. 在那里,有着初出茅庐的方里冲进卡巴内大军中以命相博的场景。 In there, has scene of Fang Li back and forth rush in the Aragami army. 在那里,有着方里荒神的大军中来回冲杀的场景。 In there, has the scene that Fang Li and Sydonay slaughter mutually. 在那里,有着方里修德南互相厮杀的场景。 In there, also Fang Li will be planning to capture Royal Castle Demon King's Army to being relentless the scene of sliver flesh lump. 在那里,还有方里将打算攻陷王城魔王军给毫不留情的切成肉块的场景。 They are flooding all bloody. 它们无不充斥着血腥。 They all are corpse mountain blood place. 它们无一不是一片尸山血地。 But the Fang Li whole body has been bathed in blood, slaughters and slaughters slaughters again. 方里则一直都浑身浴血,在其中杀戮、杀戮再杀戮。 Even if both hands have stained the blood, even if showing the innumerable deaths at present, Fang Li has not vacillated, the rush, makes pair of ice blue Mystic Eyes appears is like that indifferent with the ice be cold back and forth. 即使双手已经沾满了鲜血,即使眼前展现着无数的死亡,方里都不曾动摇,来回冲杀,让一对冰蓝色的魔眼显得是那般的冷漠跟冰寒。 This... this is...” “这…这到底是…” Emilia was shocked completely. 爱蜜莉雅完全惊呆了。 After all, shows in the present scene, exceeded the Emilia cognition radically. 毕竟,展现在其眼前的场景,根本超越了爱蜜莉雅的认知。 She does not know these like living corpse same Kabane. 她不认识那些如同活死人一样的卡巴内 She did not know that these are similar to Demon Beast general Aragami. 她不认识那些如同魔兽一般的荒神 She did not know that these prepare to kick Demon King's Army in Royal Castle. 她不认识那些准备攻进王城里的魔王军 She did not know that with Fang Li is conducting at risk of life wrestles mutually, each other will hit badly beaten, frigid ancient Crimson Lord, Sydonay. 她更不认识那个与方里进行着拼死的互搏,将彼此打得头破血流,惨烈不已的古老的红世魔王,修德南 But these, are completely the Fang Li's experiences. 可这些,全部都是方里的经历。 Saw?” “看到了吧?” Fang Li is gazing at own passing, resembled does not carry any sentiment to be the same, is speaking such words. 方里注视着自己的过往,似不携带任何的感情一样,说着这样的话语。 Sees these, you can also say that I am outstanding?” “看到这些,你还能说我优秀吗?” A few words, making Emilia almost suffocate. 一句话,让爱蜜莉雅几乎窒息。 Outstanding? 优秀? Shows in the Emilia present scene, is unable born such feelings. 展现在爱蜜莉雅眼前的场景,根本无法让人诞生这样的感想。 The scene that because, that callous incomparable Murdering Demon slaughters in the battlefield, only constantly is accumulating the corpse quantity. 因为,那冷酷无比的杀人鬼在战场上杀戮的场景,只是在不断的累积着尸体的数量而已。 Field of vision institute and all, the land lay down completely the life on the wane. 视野所及的一切,大地躺满了凋零的生命。 Exciting person retina blood red was even sprinkles the world to lose angry. 刺激人眼膜的血红更是洒得连天地都失去了生气 But looks in Fang Li of there brutal slaughtering, believes, no one will have 『Outstanding』 such idea. 而看着在那里无情的杀戮的方里,相信,谁都不会产生「优秀」这样的想法。 The first idea of people definitely is this. 人们的第一个想法肯定是这样的。 ———— 『Danger』. ————「危险」 This is to the Fang Li best annotation. 这才是对方里最好的诠释。 Therefore... 所以… I am not outstanding, has no to be worth by the place that others extolled, great strength that even if showed in your in the eyes, great faith that the thing that still only to kill people to discipline, rather than anything was used to protect our homes and defend our country.” “我即不优秀,也没有任何值得被别人赞颂的地方,即使在你眼中展现出来的强大,那也只是为了杀人才磨练出来的东西,而不是什么用来保家卫国的伟大信念。” Fang Li's voice sounds extremely remote, actually each character sneaked in the Emilia innermost feelings. 方里的声音听起来极为遥远,却每一个字都钻进了爱蜜莉雅的内心。 I do not have extraordinary that you imagine, what both hands stain will be you such good person will feel the bloodiness of not being able to tolerate, physical body that the heart that the cut throat, will pierce and will reduce will be innumerable, including these inhuman monsters that you will see, will have human, but they will die the reason in my hands, pure only and I for the enemy, what not necessarily will be the damn evil person.” “我也没有你想象的那么了不起,双手沾满的是你这样善良的人都会觉得看不过去的血腥,割下的喉咙、刺穿的心脏和砍掉的肉体更是数不胜数,其中有你看到的这些非人的怪物,却也有人类,而他们死在我手里的原因,单纯的只是与我为敌,并不一定就是什么该死的恶人。” in other words, Emilia only looked at too big Fang Li. 也就是说,爱蜜莉雅只是方里看得太高大了而已。 Even if joined Guardian Knight Regiment, put on this Knight attire, became your Knight, that does not mean that I am existence of high character and integrity.” “即使加入了近卫骑士团,穿上了这身骑士服,当上了你的骑士,那也不意味着我就是一个高风亮节的存在。” I cannot achieve like Reinhard become everyone's Hero, cannot achieve to look like Julius to be full of the Knight style like that even, I have not been able to cure the grief of people like Ferris, even Mr. Wilhelm are greater than me, does not know that for this Kingdom made many matter.” “我即做不到像莱因哈鲁特那样成为所有人的英雄,更做不到像由里乌斯那般充满骑士风范,甚至,我还无法像菲利丝一样治愈着人们的伤痛,连威尔海姆先生都比我了不起,不知道为这个王国做了多少的事情。” I, actually am one only understand the murder, will also never produce the extremely bad person who any sympathy and pities to others' death?” “我啊,其实就是一个只懂得杀人,还从来不会对别人的死亡产生任何的同情与怜悯的极其恶劣的人喔?” Saying, Fang Li is turning around, looks to Emilia. 这么说着,方里转过身来,看向了爱蜜莉雅 Perhaps, I have not been full of the grief like you past, but only by the words of sin, I have been many in the eyes dishonest ways.” “或许,我没有像你一样充满伤痛的过去,但只论罪孽的话,我早已是很多人眼中的邪门歪道。” Perhaps, you thought that you have been relying on me, felt oneself are very useless, but I had also said before, if not the person who I care about, even your life experience is pitiful, how to be loathed by the world again, my impossible extends the aid to help you.” “或许,你觉得自己一直在依赖我,觉得自己很没用,但我以前也说过了,如果不是我在意的人,就算你的身世再可怜,被世人再怎么厌恶,我都不可能伸出援手去帮你。” My only has been handling the matter that oneself want to handle, without you thinks is so great.” “我只是一直在做自己想做的事情,没你想的那么伟大。” Fang Li said such words extremely directly. 方里极其直接的说出了这样的话。 Even you remember that mother's acquaintance, that 『Sloth』 Sin Archbishop, he is still dies in my hands, should you hate me on the contrary?” “就算是你记忆里的母亲的熟人,那个「怠惰」大罪司教,他也是死在我的手中,你反倒应该恨我吧?” hearing this, Emilia shakes the head hastily. 闻言,爱蜜莉雅连忙摇头。 „... It is not such... my have no reason...” “不…不是那样的…我没有理由…” A few words, but also without said with enough time, then by Fang Li breaking. 一句话,还没有来得及说完,便是被方里给打断。 No, you are well-founded, I your mother's friend massacring fellow, even if you want to say that that person is insane, I still to save you make all these, but your could it be that not, because his death is sad? Massacres his person to be able because of such reason to be satisfied?” “不,你有理由,我是将你母亲的友人给杀掉的家伙,就算你想说那个人已经疯了,我也是为了救你才做出这一切,可你难道没有因为他的死伤心吗?杀掉他的人就能够因为这样的理由而心安理得吗?” However I am such person.” “而我偏偏就是这样的人。” Saying such words that Fang Li is relentless. 方里毫不留情的说出这样的话语。 Even if knows that he to you is still an important person, I do not have the tiny bit regret now, guilty even am the sentiment fluctuate, I only then " have not thought is this " the idea, your could it be that did not think such I am very excessive?” “就算知道他对你来说也是一个重要的人,我现在也没有一丝一毫的后悔、内疚甚至是感情波动,我只有「没想到是这样」的想法而已,你难道不觉得这样的我很过分吗?” hearing Fang Li's words, Emilia cannot help but obstructs. 听到方里的话,爱蜜莉雅不由得一窒。 But at this time, Fang Li actually took out a thing from the pocket. 而在这个时候,方里却是从口袋里取出了一件东西。 Gives you.” “给你。” The thing that Fang Li will take places on Emilia's hand. 方里将取出来的东西放在爱蜜莉雅的手上。 This is...!?” “这是…!?” Emilia covered the mouth at the scene. 爱蜜莉雅当场捂住了嘴巴。
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