Shen Youchu has not thought this proposition-, if has not run into Chen Hansheng, how the life can be. 沈幼楚从没想过这个命题-如果没有遇到陈汉升,生活会是怎么样的。 She has thought actually runs into Chen Hansheng, how the later life can be. 她倒是想过遇到陈汉升,以后的生活会是怎样的。 Very ordinary, is simple. 很普通,也非常简单。 Going to college time studies well, helping Chen Hansheng work ; 上大学的时候好好读书,帮着陈汉升做事; Graduated looked that Chen Hansheng had anything to plan, oneself followed and that's the end. 毕业了看陈汉升有什么打算,自己跟随就是了。 The parents who again later, marriage and having child, takes care of Chen Hansheng, support mother -in-law, operates the family, in her mind is such simple and traditional concept. 再以后,结婚生子,照顾陈汉升的父母,赡养自己婆婆,经营家庭,在她的脑海里就是这样朴素和传统的观念。 She does not have very extreme ambition, is not willing to accept the new thought that runs into the male student who Chen Hansheng did that not toe the line, entanglement at his person and matter. 她没有很远大的抱负,也不愿接受新潮的思想,偏偏遇到了陈汉升这样一个不怎么循规蹈矩的男生,还有纠缠在他身边的人和事。 Shen Youchu raised the head, the present big Junior Sister is such existence. 沈幼楚抬起头,眼前的大一师妹就是这样的存在。 „Senior Sister, actually I liking to Chen Hansheng, am really deeper than you, moreover is willing to do anything for him.” “师姐,其实我对陈汉升的喜欢,真的比你要深,而且愿意为他做任何事。” Luo Xuanding Shen Youchu, was saying, turns around to leave 101. 罗璇盯着沈幼楚,说完后转身离开101。 Shen Youchu stood silently a meeting, just wants to continue to clean up, thought that the chest is one stuffy, the breath by the card in the throat spigot, the one breath could not be put on probably in any event. 沈幼楚默默站了一会,刚想继续打扫卫生,觉得胸口又是一闷,呼吸好像被卡在嗓子口,一口气无论如何就是提上不来。 She holds the broom slowly squatting down body, one will have somewhat changed for the better, after persisting in cleaning up, locks a door to return to the dormitory. 她扶着扫把缓缓蹲下身子,过一会才有些好转,坚持打扫卫生后才锁门回宿舍。 Next morning, Chen Hansheng arrives at 101 as usual, in hand rare carried the package, Shen Youchu like also buying the breakfast for him in the past. 第二天早上,陈汉升像往常一样来到101,手上罕见的拎着包,沈幼楚也像往常那样给他买了早餐。 „Your facial expression what's the matter?” “你气色怎么回事？” Chen Hansheng asked suddenly, Shen Youchu spirit looked somewhat thin and pale. 陈汉升突然问道,沈幼楚精神看上去有些憔悴。 „All right, the weather was too hot.” “没事,天气太热了。” Shen Youchu said low voice. 沈幼楚小声说道。 Recently the summer last act, came rain, Jianye to enter the autumn again officially. 最近正是夏季的尾声,再来一场雨,建邺就能正式入秋了。 „Seasonal variation is quick, recently cannot change the clothes casually, before this time, my mother also took the stick to compel me to wear the long sleeve.” “季节变化很快,最近不能随便换衣服,以前这个时候,我妈还拿棍子逼着我穿长袖呢。” Chen Hansheng takes up the breakfast conveniently, but this flash, his wrist/skill also exposes. 陈汉升顺手拿起早餐,不过这一瞬间,他的手腕也展露出来。 Actually with the Chen Hansheng consistent meticulous thoughts, the wound in wrist/skill has processed, if deliberately does not observe is very difficult to discover, therefore dares to walk swaggering before Shen Youchu. 其实以陈汉升一贯的缜密心思,手腕上的伤口已经处理过了,如果不刻意观察很难发现,所以才敢大摇大摆走在沈幼楚面前。 However, Chen Hansheng does not know that Luo Xuan has made a misunderstanding, Shen Youchu noticed, but she dangled not to say anything. 但是,陈汉升不知道罗璇已经制造了一个误会,沈幼楚注意到了,但她垂下头没有说什么。 After Chen Hansheng finished eating, in raises hand the package: „Today I must go to the new century electrical factory, having the project needs to participate.” 陈汉升吃完后,扬了扬手里的包:“今天我要去新世纪电子厂,有项目需要参与。” „Un.” “嗯。” Shen Youchu nods, but when Chen Hansheng will soon go out, Shen Youchu said in the back suddenly: „In the evening, do we eat meal to be good together?” 沈幼楚点点头,不过就在陈汉升即将出门的时候,沈幼楚突然在背后说道:“晚上,我们一起吃饭好不好？” „In the evening?” “晚上啊？” Chen Hansheng somewhat is strange, but he really had not done recently the matter that is unfair to Shen Youchu, therefore broad and level returning said: „In the evening did not say, this project was very important, perhaps also wanted the night in the evening, when I finish at present eat again.” 陈汉升心里有些奇怪,不过他最近真是没做过对不起沈幼楚的事,所以坦荡的回道:“晚上不好说,这个项目很重要,没准晚上还要通宵,等我忙完这一阵子再吃吧。” Shen Youchu „un”, she delivered to the entrance Chen Hansheng, looks back that he departs, rubs the chest to sit on the chair to rest. 沈幼楚“嗯”了一声,她把陈汉升送到门口,看着他离去的背影,揉着胸口又坐回椅子上面歇息。 Chen Hansheng goes to the new century electrical factory participates in the initial seminar of MP3 project, he participates in the record as office administrative personnel, in the comprehensive conference all opinion, draws the intent conclusion finally. 陈汉升去新世纪电子厂是参与MP3项目的初期研讨会,他以办公室行政人员身份参与记录,综合会议上各方意见,最后再得出意向性结论。 This work ordinary administration staff could not do, because did not have the means to understand Zheng Guanti intention thoroughly, must therefore Chen Hansheng this „male best friend” complete. 这份工作普通的行政员工做不了,因为没办法透彻理解郑观媞的意图,所以必须陈汉升这个“男闺蜜”完成。 This 1000 people Factories establish the new department, or conducts the project proof, the time usually needs very for a long time. 这种1000人大厂成立新部门,或者进行项目论证,时间往往需要很久。 Frequently holds two hours of meeting, rests for 15 minutes, holds two hours of meeting again, prepared to eat meal, finished eating the food to continue two hours of meeting, rested again for 15 minutes, and so on, endlessly repeated. 经常是开两个小时的会,休息15分钟,再开两个小时的会,准备吃饭,吃完饭继续开两个小时的会,再休息15分钟,以此类推,不断重复。 Is good has the preparation because of Chen Hansheng early, he knows 200,000 reward cannot take is too easy, in addition this is also the process of learn/study, therefore makes also no at heart burden, Zheng Guanti somewhat feels sorry on the contrary. 好在陈汉升早有心理准备,他知道20万的酬劳不会拿的太容易,再加上这也是个学习的过程,所以做起来也没什么心里负担,反倒郑观媞有些过意不去。 „Excuse me, you are really busy from the morning to the evening, almost forgot that you were a university student.” “真不好意思啊,你从早上忙到晚上,差点都忘记你是个大学生了。” Chen Hansheng smiles: „Often has the class or the student association business needs to process, I was also about to forget.” 陈汉升笑了笑:“要不是经常有班级或者学生会事务需要处理,我自己也快忘记了。” Around 11 : 00 pm, the new century electrical factory's first authentication meeting obtains the intent decision finally, mixes in the factory all resources to establish the new department, and tender produces the factory of MP3 monitor. 晚上11点多,新世纪电子厂第一次论证会终于得出意向性决定,调配厂里所有资源成立新部门,并且招标生产MP3显示器的厂家。 MP3 mainly by the CPU, monitor and memory card constitution, the new century electrical factory concentrates on research and development most core the CPU, monitor business provides through the tender cooperation manufacturer, the Jianye local area has several electronic console enterprises. MP3主要由中央处理器、显示器、内存卡构成,新世纪电子厂专注研发最核心的中央处理器,显示器这块业务就通过招标合作厂商来提供,建邺本地就有好几家电子显示器企业。 „I make in the factory the driver deliver you to go back.” “我让厂里司机送你回去。” Zheng Guanti payout to today's Chen Hansheng is satisfied, although he hasn't spoken, but opinion summary induction unusual is perfect, this explained that Chen Hansheng has deep overall plan understanding of the project. 郑观媞对今天陈汉升的付出非常满意,他虽然没说什么话,不过意见总结归纳的非常完善,这说明陈汉升对项目有很深的统筹理解。 „That thanked Zheng, tomorrow I will come again.” “那就谢谢郑总了,明天我再过来。” Chen Hansheng not polite, took taxi is not quite convenient late, therefore makes in the factory the driver deliver itself to return to the school. 陈汉升也没客气,这么晚了打车都不太方便,所以就让厂里司机送自己回校。 Arrives at the wealth institute entrance time, the driver has turned the head saying: „Secretary Chen .” 到达财院门口的时候,司机转过头说道:“陈秘书,到了。” Chen Hansheng is thinking the matter, hears this name to crack into a smile, has the matter secretary to do? 陈汉升正在想事情,听到这个称呼咧嘴一笑,有事秘书干？ Thinks, is dawn, in the morning Chen Hansheng carries the package to arrive at 101 again, he discovered that Shen Youchu lies on the table. 一觉以后又是天亮,早上陈汉升再次拎包来到101,他发现沈幼楚趴在桌子上。 „Is uncomfortable?” Chen Hansheng hurries. “不舒服吗？”陈汉升赶紧走过来。 Shen Youchu raised the head, originally the ruddy face is slightly pale, the whole person is exuding a powerless feeling. 沈幼楚抬起头,原来红润的脸庞略显苍白,整个人都泛着一种无力感。 „All right, you first have the breakfast.” “没事呀,你先吃早饭。” Shen Youchu raised the head, pulls out the breakfast from the package. 沈幼楚抬起头,从包里掏出早餐。 Chen Hansheng touched the forehead that sinks young clear/pain, boiling hot is having a fever probably. 陈汉升摸了下沈幼楚的额头,滚烫好像在发烧。 „Walks, goes to the hospital.” “走吧,去医院。” Chen Hansheng takes the bull by the horns, immediately draws Shen Youchu to go to the Jiangling District women's and children's dispensary. 陈汉升当机立断,立刻拉着沈幼楚前往江陵区妇幼保健院。 Chen Hansheng also inquired all the way in detail Shen Youchu symptom, besides fever, the chest stuffy, loses appetite, loses sleep, is incapable wait/etc a series of symptoms. 一路上陈汉升又详细询问了沈幼楚的症状,除了发烧以外,还有胸闷、厌食、失眠、无力等等一系列症状。 These seemingly do not have the special illness characteristics, therefore Chen Hansheng registered expert internal medicine department. 这些看起来没有特殊的病症特点,所以陈汉升挂了专家内科号。 Although the 50-year-old female internal medicine department experts the registration fee is quite expensive, but the attitude is really not much. 50多岁的女内科专家虽然挂号费比较贵,但是态度真不怎么样。 After she listened to Shen Youchu situation, direct making out bill said: „First makes X light, under removes the organic pathological change.” 她听了沈幼楚的情况后,直接开单道:“先去做个X光,排除下器质性病变。” Chen Hansheng has a scare: „Is so serious, but also needs X light?” 陈汉升吓了一跳:“这么严重,还需要X光吗？” The female expert lifted the eyelid to look at his one eyes: „I said removes, if the chest cavity lungs do not have the organic pathological change, that was definitely best.” 女专家抬起眼皮看了他一眼:“我都说了是排除,如果胸腔肺部没有器质性病变,那肯定最好了。” Chen Hansheng nods has not said anything, the expert said is also reasonable. 陈汉升点点头没说什么,专家说的也有道理。 The patient of radiology lining up are many, a babel of voices, noisy, some people take the cell phone to speak loudly ; Some people sit on the icy cold stainless steel chair wooden, look delay ; Some people are running in the staircase back and forth. 放射科排队的患者很多,人声鼎沸,吵吵嚷嚷,有人拿着手机大声说话;有人木然坐在冰凉的不锈钢椅子上,眼神呆滞;有人来来回回在楼梯上跑着。 Shen Youchu looks at the person in room, she somewhat dreads, has turned the head to look at Chen Hansheng: „I felt that were many, returns to the school, you must go out.” 沈幼楚看着满屋子的人,她有些畏惧,转过头看着陈汉升:“我感觉好很多了,回学校可以吗,你也要出去吧。” Chen Hansheng must go to the new century electrical factory, but he had a scare by the doctor, if cannot see the report, does not have the thoughts to do other matter probably, extends both hands to embrace Shen Youchu slender waist gently: „All right, you most important.” 陈汉升本来是要去新世纪电子厂的,但是他被医生吓了一跳,如果见不到报告单,大概也没有心思做别的事,伸出双手轻轻揽住沈幼楚的细腰:“没事,你最重要。” Possibly because in the reason of hospital, „hug” this movement has the temperature very much, although Shen Youchu is also very shy, but hangs gently on Chen Hansheng's shoulder, closes one's eyes to listen respectfully to the heartbeat. 可能是因为在医院的缘故,“拥抱”这个动作很有温度,沈幼楚虽然也很害羞,不过还是把头轻轻垂在陈汉升的肩膀上,闭上眼聆听心跳。 The result of common X light has two, one is the report, one is the black-and-white film, some people and others to take the black-and-white film here, in addition the continuous new patient comes, therefore seems crowded. 一般X光的结果都有两份,一份是报告单,一份是黑白胶片,有些人等在这里只是为了拿黑白胶片,再加上源源不断的新病人进来,所以才显得拥挤。 Shining X light is two woman doctors, is not old, the temper is very anxious, is sharp the throat to shout: „After patting, right you first go to the window with the report, the doctor of registration look have not had the issue, you come back to take the film again, because the time of film wants slowly.” 照射X光是两名女医生,年纪不怎么大,性子很急,尖着嗓子喊道:“拍完以后,你们先去右边窗口拿报告单,挂号的医生看过没问题,你们再回来拿胶片,因为胶片的时间要慢一点。” „Moreover, pays attention not to join a production team, on the film does not have the name, messed up carefully.” “另外,注意别插队,胶片上是没名字的,小心搞混了。” However the environment is too noisy, does not have many people to hear doctor's instruction, the female doctor is disinclined to repeat second, arranges the person to enter the screened room. 不过环境太吵,也没都多少人听见医生的吩咐,女医生懒得重复第二遍,自顾自安排人进入屏蔽室。 Chen Hansheng looked at the next time, said to Shen Youchu: „Meets me to take the report, asks the registration expert to have a look while convenient, you here and other films, stagger the action time-saving.” 陈汉升看了下时间,就对沈幼楚说道:“一会我去拿报告单,顺便找挂号专家看看,你在这边等胶片,错开行动节省时间。” The time-saving is an aspect, on the other hand he wants to know the result as soon as possible. 节省时间是一方面,另一方面他想尽快知道结果。 …… ・・・・・・ Quick, the report came out in the window, hears called „Shen Youchu” name time, Chen Hansheng contracted rapidly, he deeply shouted the one breath to walk took the report in the past. 很快,报告单就在窗口出来了,听到叫“沈幼楚”名字的时候,陈汉升心里急速收缩了一下,他深呼一口气走过去拿报告。 Just met, the Chen Hansheng's first response looked downward, by check result that column saw that „lungs have not seen exceptionally” this line of characters, he felt own that heart fell. 刚接到手,陈汉升第一反应就是往下瞄,直到在检查结果那一栏看到“肺部未见异常”这行字,他才觉得自己那颗心又落下来。 Chen Hansheng thinks somewhat is also funny, turns the head to look to Shen Youchu, she obedient is waiting with the black-and-white film. 陈汉升想想也有些好笑,转头看向沈幼楚,她正听话的等着拿黑白胶片。 The person of lining up are many, the appearance that Shen Youchu lowers the head somewhat is gruffly tender, somewhat silly lovable. 排队的人很多,沈幼楚低着头的样子有些娇憨,也有些傻乎乎的可爱。 Chen Hansheng's gentle smiling, takes the report to ask that internal medicine department expert. 陈汉升温柔的笑了笑,拿着报告单去问那个内科专家。 „Does not have the organic pathological change, this chest should be stuffily two reasons creates simultaneously.” “没有器质性病变,这个胸闷应该是两种原因同时造成的。” The female expert several brushes, quick analyzed: „First is the recent pressure is too big, has a fever also has to lose appetite is the complication, can make her attempt to change an environment.” 女专家到底还是有几把刷子的,很快就分析出来了:“第一是近期压力太大,发烧还有厌食都属于并发症,可以让她尝试着换种环境。” Chen Hansheng is somewhat awkward: „She is a university student, only if rents the house outside, how otherwise to change the environment?” 陈汉升有些为难:“她还是大学生,除非在外面租房子,不然怎么换环境？” The female doctor shakes the head saying: „Changing the environment not necessarily changes the living conditions, sometimes far away from the person who she results in the pressure, is changes the environment one.” 女医生摇摇头说道:“换环境未必就是换生活环境,有时候远离给她造成心理压力的人,也是换环境的一种。” Chen Hansheng does not speak. 陈汉升不吭声了。 „Moreover.” “另外。” The female doctor continues saying: „ A reason, the stature of your girlfriend is very good, I suggested that the underclothing customizes in the underwear shop, because the underwear in market not necessarily is completely at present good-fitting, tight possibly is also a reason. 女医生继续说道:“还有一个原因,你女朋友的身材很好,我建议贴身衣服在内衣店量身订做,因为目前市场上的内衣未必完全合身,勒的紧可能也是一个原因。 Chen Hansheng then puts down the heart, actually the external factor very can be solved, nothing but is spends to make to order ; However the internal cause is Chen Hansheng, this solves some difficulties. 陈汉升这才放下心,其实外因很好解决,无非是花钱订做;不过内因就是陈汉升本人,这个解决起来有些难度。 Chen Hansheng found Shen Youchu, but both reasons do not have the means to say directly, but explained ambiguously: „Relax, does not have the major problem, I first went to the factory.” 陈汉升又找到沈幼楚,但是两个原因都没办法直接讲出来,只是含糊解释道:“放心吧,没有大问题,我先去厂里了。” Shen Youchu nods, gazes at Chen Hansheng to leave. 沈幼楚点点头,注视着陈汉升离开。 However, when she lines up alone, slanting walks one at the back of the middle-aged woman of package, the arm hugs the child, in the hand takes the report, on the face is worrying. 不过,就在她独自排队的时候,斜斜的走过来一个背着包的中年妇女,胳膊抱着小孩,手里拿着报告单,脸上非常着急。 The middle-aged woman asked one by one: „Excuse me, I can insert a team, the doctor said that my report some issues, needs to examine carefully to her with the film, because she must get off work at noon.” 中年妇女挨个问道:“不好意思啊,俺能插个队吗,医生说俺的报告单有些问题,需要拿胶片给她细看,因为她中午要下班了。” Front no one responds, the middle-aged woman arrives at Shen Youchu time, in the eye is filling with the anticipation. 前面都没人搭理,中年妇女走到沈幼楚的时候,眼睛里充满着期待。 Shen Youchu looked at her, without the speech, moved a point to give away the position toward behind. 沈幼楚看了看她,没有说话,往后面挪了一点让出位置。 „Thanks, thanks.” “谢谢,谢谢啊。” Thanks that the middle-aged woman is too busy, the following person is not glad: „University student, you , to mediate, that lets thoroughly, oneself stand to line up finally, we have the matter.” 中年妇女忙不迭的感谢,不过后面的人不乐意了:“大学生,你要是想做好人,那就彻底让出来,自己站到最后重新排队,我们大家都有事。” Shen Youchu has not argued, lowering the head stands end of the team. 沈幼楚没有争辩,低着头站到队伍末尾。 However, with the order of report is to arrange, Shen Youchu this good intention, included itself several person X light films to be completely chaotic. 不过,拿报告的次序都是定好的,沈幼楚这一好心,包括自己在内的好几个人X光胶片全部乱了。 Therefore arranges to her time, the female doctor looked up two, suddenly called in Shen Youchu the room. 所以排到她的时候,女医生抬头看了两眼,突然把沈幼楚叫进屋里。 „You is a person come?” “你是一个人来的吗？” Woman doctor complexion serious asking. 女医生脸色严肃的问道。 Shen Youchu somewhat feels helpless: „My boyfriend also.” 沈幼楚有些不知所措:“我男朋友也在的。” „Others?” “他人呢？” „Walked, walks.” “走,走了。” „That inspection report?” “那检查报告单呢？” „Not here.” “不在我这里。” The doctor helpless sighing one breath of is responsible for inspecting: „You every day what symptom?” 负责检查的医生无奈的叹一口气:“你现在每天什么症状？” „The chest is stuffy, loses appetite, weak.” “胸闷,厌食,无力。” Shen Youchu replied, fierce that her heart jumped suddenly. 沈幼楚答道,她的心突然跳的厉害。 „That, the symptom is that's the end similar.” “那就是了,症状差不多。” The female doctor nods: „Although cannot see your report, but on the film showed, you have started to proliferate.” 女医生点点头:“虽然看不到你的报告单,不过胶片上显示,你已经开始扩散了。” The following doctor said anything, in Shen Youchu head buzzes has not perceived, in her head only has an impression- cancer cell spreads. 后面医生说些什么,沈幼楚脑袋里嗡嗡作响没听进去,她脑袋里只有一个印象-癌细胞扩散。 „Such situation, we suggested that you are hospitalized further examination” “・・・・・・这样的情况,我们建议你住院进一步检查・・・・・・” Finally, the doctor summarized like this. 最后,医生这样总结道。 „Mother-in-law what to do, younger sister what to do, he.” “婆婆怎么办,妹妹怎么办,还有他呢。” Shen Youchu does not know how to go to the hospital hall, the ambulance draws the grating siren to stop in the entrance, doctor nurse carries the patient to charge into the first-aid room with the stretcher hurriedly, the mouth shouts loudly: „Lets, please do not obstruct the road.” 沈幼楚都不知道怎么来到医院大厅,救护车拉着刺耳的警笛声在门口停下来,医生护士用担架匆匆忙忙抬着病人冲向急救室,嘴里大声喊道:“让一下,请不要挡道。” Also wells up big one group of people, Shen You Chu Station in the human tides, suddenly felt oneself are probably transparent. 紧接着还涌进来大一批人,沈幼楚站在人潮中间,突然觉得自己好像是透明的。 At noon Sun is just abundant, the white sunlight penetration Chinese parasol tree leaf, leaves behind a round light spot on the ground, Shen Youchu arrives at outside the hospital, the leg did not have the strength all of a sudden, she sits on nearby street serrated edge slowly. 中午太阳正盛,白茫茫的阳光穿透梧桐树叶,在地上留下一个圆圆的光斑,沈幼楚走到医院外面,腿一下子就没了力气,她慢慢坐在附近的马路牙子上。 Looks to come and go shuttle vehicles, on the stall the hot duck blood fans, the pedestrian who scrapes past in a hurry, Shen Youchu is shouting two sultry air, she thought that the soul returns. 看着来来往往穿梭不已的车辆,小吃摊上热腾腾的鸭血粉丝,还有匆匆擦身而过的行人,沈幼楚呼着两口闷热的空气,她觉得魂才返过来。 „Can all these, have nothing to do with me?” “这一切,都要和我无关了吗？” Shen Youchu cannot believe that this fact, suddenly thought the mouth is a little salty, the tears do not know when flowed. 沈幼楚根本不敢相信这个事实,突然觉得嘴巴有点咸,眼泪不知道什么时候流下来了。 She takes up Xiaolingtong, so long as one according to the talking key, can receive Chen Hansheng's cell phone immediately, because here is only saving his cell phone number. 她拿起小灵通,只要一按通话键,立刻就能接到陈汉升的手机,因为这里只存着他一个人的手机号码。 How recently but does not know, these Korean drama fragments that Hu Lin yu looked at to jump to the mind in suddenly. 可是不知怎么,最近胡林语看的那些韩剧片段突然跳到脑海里。 „Young clear/pain, I, if had the leukemia like " Blue color Lasting love » leading lady, I am hiding the truth from everyone, found the scenery most beautiful place dead together peacefully.” “幼楚,我要是像《蓝色生死恋》女主角那样得了白血病,我就瞒着所有人,找一块景色最美的地方安静死去。” „Is, why didn't say with the parents?” “为,为什么不和父母说呀？” „Does not want to make them follow sadly sad, these sickness cannot cure in any case.” “不想让他们跟着伤心难过啊,反正这些病都是治不好的。” Hu Lin yu said plausibly: „Cannot say with the lover, because this will implicate them, finds a right excuse to bid good-bye, after all everyone helpless time, really very cruel” 胡林语振振有词说道:“也不能和恋人讲,因为这样会拖累他们,找一个正当的理由分手,毕竟大家都无能为力的时候,真的很残忍・・・・・・” „Right reason.” “正当的理由。” Shen Youchu is thinking silently. 沈幼楚心里默默想着。 …… ・・・・・・ Around 7 : 00 pm, opened a Chen Hansheng of day of meeting to go out of the office finally, looked up: „Rains.” 晚上7点多,开了一天会的陈汉升终于走出办公室,抬头一看:“下雨了啊。” „Yes, the first autumn rain.” “是啊,第一场秋雨。” Zheng Guanti follows: „In the evening can remain to eat meal?” 郑观媞跟着走过来:“晚上要留下来吃饭吗？” Chen Hansheng shakes the head: „Cannot eat up, in the head is the digit.” 陈汉升摇摇头:“根本吃不下,脑袋里全是数字。” Zheng Guanti does not force, many that Chen Hansheng paid over the two days, the effect is also very tangible, 200,000 are really the overs value. 郑观媞也不勉强,陈汉升这两天付出的很多,效果也很明显,20万真是超值。 The driver determination in factory drives the car(riage), Chen Hansheng said goodbye to leave. 厂里的司机自觉把车开过来,陈汉升告辞离开。 The continual high-intensity work, before this lets Chen Hansheng as if restored , the busy life condition, agitated also somewhat is somewhat bored, but thinks that a meeting can see Shen Youchu, Chen Hansheng some anticipations. 连续的高强度工作,这让陈汉升似乎恢复了以前忙碌的生活状态,有些烦躁也有些厌倦,不过想到一会能见到沈幼楚,陈汉升心里才有些期待。 „Bang.” “轰隆。” thunder sound awakens Chen Hansheng, the car(riage) has arrived at the school entrance quickly, the driver must deliver him to go, Chen Hansheng rejected. 一声雷响把陈汉升惊醒,车已经快到学校门口了,司机要送他进去,陈汉升拒绝了。 Runs to arrive at 101, Shen Youchu really sits in inside. 一路小跑来到101,沈幼楚果然坐在里面。 Why does not know, Chen Hansheng some were not suddenly right, transfer one to discover that the room was cleaned completely, the basin picked is cleaned. 不知道为什么,陈汉升突然有些不对劲,转了一圈才发现房间被完完整整的打扫了一遍,就连盆摘都被重新擦拭。 Shen Youchu condition is not normal, she sat very long appearance on the chair probably, the feeling of the surrounding air solidifying. 沈幼楚状态也不正常,她好像在椅子上坐了很久的样子,有一种和周围空气凝固的感觉。 „What does wet weather clean up to make?” “下雨天打扫卫生做什么？” Saying that Chen Hansheng thinks otherwise: „In brief will be stepped on dirty, did the dinner eat?” 陈汉升不以为然的说道:“总之又会被踩脏了,晚饭吃了没？” Hears the sound of speech, Shen Youchu then responded, her strenuous raising the head. 听到说话的声响,沈幼楚这才反应过来,她吃力的抬起头。 Shen Youchu has been warning oneself cannot cry, wants strongly said the matter, cannot drag Chen Hansheng. 沈幼楚一直都在告诫自己千万不能哭,一定要坚强的把事情说完,不能把陈汉升拖进来。 Therefore afternoon to the present, does not know many tears will soon fall, she endures silently. 所以下午到现在,不知道多少次眼泪即将掉落的时候,她又默默忍回去。 Although planned at heart, but sees Chen Hansheng's this moment, for a year tip well ups instantaneously, the tears cannot control, the breath of chest cavity is also compact. 虽然心里是这么打算的,但是看到陈汉升的这一刻,一年来的点点滴滴瞬间涌上心头,眼泪根本控制不住,就连胸腔的呼吸也紧凑起来。 Chen Hansheng observes very keenly, he scratches the hair with the towel, while said: „Do not be afraid to say a word, has what words to speak frankly.” 陈汉升观察很敏锐,他一边用毛巾擦头发,一边说道:“别吞吞吐吐的,有什么话直说。” „I, we bid good-bye.” “我,我们分手吧。” Shen Youchu said, the sound seems like the things that may cause fires in wind, no strength. 沈幼楚说道,声音好像风中的火烛,没有一点力量。 „Ka scratches” “咔擦” The electric light flashes through together, the horizon resounds the low and deep stuffy thunder, faint vibration. 一道电光闪过,紧接着天边响起低沉的闷雷,隐隐震动。 „What?” “什么？” Chen Hansheng gawked. 陈汉升愣了一下。 Bids good-bye? 分手？ His percentage hundred determinations were misunderstand. 他百分百确定是自己听错了。 Shen Youchu looks at Chen Hansheng, grips the tight fist ruthlessly, the knee is arriving at the table leg, some some support, repeat to say again: „We bid good-bye.” 沈幼楚看着陈汉升,狠狠攥紧拳头,膝盖抵着桌腿,这样才有一些支撑,再次重复道:“我们分手吧。” This time listened to be clear finally, he „” threw the towel on the table, is staring Shen Youchu: „Do you take the wrong medicine tonight?” 这次终于听清楚了,他“啪”的一声把毛巾扔在桌上,瞪着沈幼楚:“你今晚是不是吃错药了？” Actually the Shen Youchu incomparable fear, she must withstand itself scared, but must face Chen Hansheng's puzzled. 其实沈幼楚心里无比的害怕,她既要承受自身恐慌,还要面对陈汉升的不解。 „We bid good-bye, is good.” “我们分手,好不好啊。” Tears a little bit drops, drips into the floor seam along the Shen Youchu clear chin. 眼泪一滴滴跌落,沿着沈幼楚圆润的下巴滴入地板缝里。 Chen Hansheng has to experience bidding good-bye, but this time actually comes with no reason at all. 陈汉升不是没经历过分手,但是这次却来得无缘无故。 „Can tell me what happened?” “能告诉我发生了什么事吗？” „Tooth seal in your wrist/skill.” “你手腕上的牙齿印。” Shen Youchu raised the head, the tears covered entirely the whole piece cheeks: „That is the girl bites, when isolation that female student, whenever thinks about these matters, I will be worried.” 沈幼楚抬起头,泪水布满了整张脸颊:“那是女孩子咬的,还有隔离时的那个女生,每当想起这些事,我心里就会担心。” „What is worried about?” “担心什么？” Chen Hansheng sinking sound asked. 陈汉升沉声问道。 „Was worried that you will leave me.” “担心你会离开我。” Shen Youchu looks at Chen Hansheng, saying of tone plea: „Asked you, helping me cross.” 沈幼楚看着陈汉升,语气恳求的说道:“求求你了,让我一个人过可以吗。” Looks at such Shen Youchu, Chen Hansheng remembers the words that the doctor spoke suddenly: „Sometimes far away from the person who she results in the pressure, is changes the environment one.” 看着这样的沈幼楚,陈汉升突然想起医生说的话:“有时候远离给她造成心理压力的人,也是换环境的一种。” He walks helps Shen Youchu wipe tears, while said: „When isolation gives rise to that big problem, you have not left me, now absolutely not because the indentation in wrist/skill will leave.” 他走过去一边帮沈幼楚擦眼泪,一边说道:“隔离时发生那么大的问题,你都没有离开我,现在绝对不会因为手腕上的齿痕离开的。” Chen Hansheng understood that Shen Youchu, in this relations he occupies firmly on own initiative: „My wrist/skill wound is actually a misunderstanding, your nonsense definitely also has the reason, therefore I will not comply.” 陈汉升了解沈幼楚,这段关系中他牢牢占据着主动:“我手腕这个伤口其实是个误会,你这次胡言乱语肯定也是有原因的,所以我不会答应。” Shen Youchu actually wants to tell Chen Hansheng the fact, but said like Hu Lin language, this is the spousal also helpless disease, she does not want to get into the water the Chen Hansheng even entire family. 沈幼楚其实很想告诉陈汉升事实,可就像胡林语所说,这就是爱人也无能为力的疾病,她不想把陈汉升甚至整个家庭拖下水。 In brief, some of Chen Hansheng also so many people like, especially that beautiful girl of Dongda, she was too outstanding. 总之,陈汉升也有那么多人喜欢,尤其东大的那个漂亮女孩,她真的太出色了。 Therefore Shen Youchu did not speak, but is crying shaking the head. 所以沈幼楚不说话,只是哭着摇头。 At this time, 101 gates were shoved open suddenly, business Yanyan passed through the gate at the same time, a border pass umbrella: „Outside rain is really big, I evade meeting here” 这时,101的门突然被推开,商妍妍一边进门,一边关伞:“外面的雨真大,我在这里避会・・・・・・” Raised the head she is also shocked, has not thought that saw such scene. 一抬头她也愣住了,没想到看到这样的场景。 Shen Youchu is not familiar with before others the class/flow tears, stands up to get to the entrance, turns the head deeply looked at a Chen Hansheng. 沈幼楚不习惯在别人面前流眼泪,站起身走到门口,转头深深的看了一眼陈汉升。 This reviews, has the dependence, has does not abandon, has the happiness, there is suffering, but turned into a few words finally. 这一回眸,有依赖,有不舍,有甜蜜,也有委屈,不过最终还是化成了一句话。 „You must well.” “你要好好的呀。” Shen Youchu said that crashes in the rain on one, in everywhere rainfall intensity, the person's shadow is tiny and lonely. 沈幼楚说完就一头冲进雨里,漫天的雨势中,人影渺小而孤单。 „You must go” “你要不要去・・・・・・” Business Yanyan just about to speaks, sees Chen Hansheng to have no more to do with pursue outward. 商妍妍刚要说话,就见陈汉升拔腿就向外追去。 „Did Chen Hansheng and Shen Youchu, bid good-bye?” “陈汉升和沈幼楚,分手了？” This information floods in business the Yanyan mind, the rain was bigger and bigger, but she clenched teeth, took off own high-heeled shoes to carry in the hand, barefooted also to follow to pursue. 这条信息充斥在商妍妍脑海里,雨是越来越大了,可她一咬牙,脱掉了自己的高跟鞋拎在手里,赤脚也跟着追过去。 Chen Hansheng caught up with Shen Youchu in the dormitory entrance finally, he in back annoyed shouting: „What issue you have, said us certainly to solve, but you walked away like this, has thought my feeling?” 陈汉升终于在宿舍门口追上了沈幼楚,他在背后恼火的喊道:“你有什么问题,说出来我们一定可以解决的,可你这样一走了之,有想过我的感受吗？” Shen Youchu footsteps, did not have then to enter the female student dormitory finally, in the stairway of corner, Shen Youchu cannot bear again, squats to sit on the stair is holding the knee, no use cries. 沈幼楚脚步顿了一下,最后还是没回头的进了女生宿舍,在拐角的楼梯口,沈幼楚再也忍不住,蹲坐在台阶上抱着膝盖,无助的哭起来。 „Actually, I do not want to walk.” “其实,我也不想走啊。” …… ・・・・・・ Looks that Shen Youchu leaves like this, Chen Hansheng somewhat is suddenly absent-minded, to rain wash oneself. 看着沈幼楚就这样离开,陈汉升突然有些恍惚,任由雨水冲刷着自己。 „Tread, tread, tread” “蹬,蹬,蹬” Business Yanyan also pursued, she noticed that Chen Hansheng stood under the female student dormitory alone, pulled up Chen Hansheng to arrive under the corridor of small garden. 商妍妍也追过来了,她看到陈汉升孤零零的站在女生宿舍楼下,一把拉起陈汉升来到小花园的走廊下面。 Chen Hansheng knew in the heart that this definitely has the reason, but Shen Youchu attitude firm fearfulness. 陈汉升心知这肯定是有原因的,但是沈幼楚的态度又坚决的可怕。 He pulls out the smoke to pull out, but the rainwater moistens the smoke completely, soft drooping in the mouth, one annoyed breaks up by rubbing directly in the palm, the full hand that the leaf tobacco moistens is. 他掏出烟想抽,不过雨水把烟全部打湿,软软的耷拉在嘴边,一恼火直接揉碎在掌心,烟叶沾的满手都是。 Business Yanyan loves dearly suddenly very much, this is Chen Hansheng, the mature charlatan who in the local ruffian the local ruffian air/Qi, when has had this appearance. 商妍妍突然很心疼,这可是陈汉升啊,痞里痞气的成熟混子,什么时候有过这种模样。 She walks to hold in the arms Chen Hansheng from behind, the body closely pastes the back, the mouth comfort was saying: „You , to cry, cries, I also side you.” 她走过来从后面搂住陈汉升,身体紧紧贴着后背,嘴里安慰道:“你如果想哭,就哭出来吧,我还在你身边。” „Stinker what's the matter?” “臭妹妹你怎么回事？” Chen Hansheng's fierce working loose falls the business Yanyan's arms: „Why father must cry, was flung with no reason at all, starting today, I was a single dregs male, should celebrate is right!” 陈汉升猛的挣脱掉商妍妍的怀抱:“老子为什么要哭,无缘无故被甩了而已,从今天开始,我又是一个单身渣男了,应该庆祝才对！” In the evening, body always very good Chen Hansheng high fever 40 degrees. 当晚,身体一向很好的陈汉升高烧40度。 …… ・・・・・・