On April 6, rain. 4月6日,雨。 „I and my students depend on an excavation of shovel shovel, finally opened the underground tunnel.” “我和我的学生们靠着一铲子一铲子的挖掘,终于打开了地下隧道。” „Here nearly has a civilization of the world, reaches the present situation, no matter present situation how, no matter also in the future how, I and my students can die with no regrets.” “这里近乎拥有着一个世界的文明,走到如今的地步,不管现在的情况如何,也不管未来怎样,我和我的学生们可以死而无憾了。” „But, what to do picks common and child? I cannot make them die.” “可是,采庸和孩子怎么办？我不能让他们死去。” „Students some are not right, but I am getting more and more sober, I thought that this world is only the issue of magnetic field, perhaps has other other existences to affect us, this is the first time that I pondered this issue.” “学生们有些不对劲,但是我却越来越清醒,我觉得这个世界不禁只是磁场的问题,或许有其他别的存在在影响我们,这是我第一次思考这种问题。” „In this world has ghost? I asked pick common, picked tells me in this world not to have the ghost common, the ghosts were the science temporarily also the thing that had no way to explain, the science was the courage of human.” “这个世界上有鬼吗？我问采庸,采庸告诉我这个世界上没有鬼的,鬼都是科学暂时还没法解释的东西,科学是人类的勇气。” „Picks common can also say such words in this case, worthily is my wife.” “采庸在这种情况下还能说出这样的话,不愧是吾妻。” „Tonight, I also want side the snuggling child to sleep, this can make me feel at ease.” “今晚,我也要依偎孩子身边睡觉,这样能让我安心。” ーー —— On April 19, rain. 4月19日,雨。 „If wants to go on living in this underground palace, ten points is not easy, good food that but I can arrange almost gave to pick completely common, she and children were good.” “要想在这个地下宫殿活下去,十分的不容易,但是我能所筹备的好的食物几乎全部给采庸了,她和孩子都非常好。” „Arrangement food is not easy, can only in the evening, will otherwise be snatched by others.” “筹备食物非常不易,只能在晚上,否则就会被别人抢了去。” „Although they are my student, but does not have the means that my child must go on living, sorry, this is as the focus of father.” “虽然他们都是我的学生,但是没办法,我的孩子必须活下去,对不起,这是作为父亲的执着。” „Fortunately, everyone still, 29 the teams of people, works as one, we can certainly go out.” “所幸,大家都还在,二十九个人的团队,同心协力,我们一定都能出去。” ーー —— On April 27, rain. 4月27日,雨。 „Arrives at the present from us, every day is raining, food is mildewy, but picks is common happy, she probably fat, seemed more lovable.” “从我们下来到现在,每天都在下雨,食物发霉,但是采庸心情很好,她好像胖了一圈,显得更可爱了。” „I and she discussed a day of child's name, but does not have the clue.” “我和她讨论了一天孩子的名字,但是还是没头绪。” „In the evening our five people sit in a circle near the bonfire, does not know why here darkness as if can swallow up general, even if we bring the combustion bone clothing these things, but the fire always cannot shine, can only illuminate at present a round scrap.” “晚上我们五个人围坐在篝火边上,不知为何这里的黑暗仿佛能够吞噬光一般,即使是我们把骨头衣物这些东西都拿来燃烧,可是火总是亮不起来,只能照亮眼前圆圆的一小块。” „Picks teaches everyone common back to back, do not turn away from the darkness, everyone reaches an agreement, therefore our five people 22 snuggles back to back mutually.” “采庸教大家背靠背,不要背对着黑暗,大家都说好,于是我们五个人两两的背靠背相互依偎。” „Picks common encourages me, while encourages everyone.” “采庸一边鼓励我,一边鼓励大家。” „Everyone likes her very much, is very respectable she, treats as Angel to be the same her, I was very happy, but somewhat is also sad.” “所有人都很喜欢她,很尊敬她,把她当做天使一般,我很高兴,但也有些难过。” „Picking common is my, the child is also my.” “采庸是我的,孩子也是我的。” ーー —— On April 30, rain. 4月30日,雨。 „We successfully crossed a night, but Shao Yiwen is not quickly good, she has been reading broken, yesterday evening she accompanied It to rest one back to back in the evening, she was eaten.” “我们成功渡过了一个夜晚,但是邵依雯快不行了,她一直碎碎念着,昨天晚上她陪祂背靠背睡了一晚上,她被吃掉了。” „Who is It?” “祂是谁？” „I have doubts very much, but the Yiwen left arm entire back was cut by biting by these things, the internal organs flow from the gap, the intestines fell on the ground, her back seemed like the hornet's nest same all was the blood hole, dense and numerous revealing pus insect same blood.” “我很疑惑,但是依雯左臂连带整个后背都被那些东西咬断了,内脏从缺口里流淌出来,肠子掉在了地上,她的后背像是马蜂窝一样的全是血窟窿,密密麻麻的露出脓虫一样的血。” „But hurries along unable to stop, we must continue to hurry along, found the exit|to speak.” “但是赶路是不能停的,我们还要继续赶路,找到出口。” „permits Xiangdong also changes is very strange, kept saying oneself found the important literature, is drawing what symbol in the notebook carelessly, added that here was the Elf Kingdom writing.” “许翔冬也变的很奇怪,不停说自己找到了重要的文献,在笔记本胡乱画着什么符号,还说这里是精灵王国的文字。” „My another student Duan Xuemin did not agree that his view, he even also wants to begin to hit Duan Xuemin.” “我的另一个学生段学敏不同意他的看法,他甚至还想动手打段学敏。” „He was thoroughly insane, how had not known, the eyes fell suddenly blindly, was only left over two black holes, said that anything ‚It’ continuously side own, even breathed to feel.” “他彻底疯了,已经也不知道怎么的,双眼突然瞎掉了,只剩下两个黑窟窿,说什么‘祂’一直在自己的身边,连呼吸都能感受到。” „Continues to lead him, possibly to picking common will have the child, as well as Xuemin will have the danger.” “继续把他带着,可能会对采庸还有孩子,以及学敏有危险。” „We convinced him to remain to take care of Shao Yiwen, then threw off him secretly, although this very non- righteousness, but if continued to insist that this small righteousness, will only ruin more things.” “我们说服他留下来照顾邵依雯,然后偷偷把他甩掉了,虽然这样非常不义,但是如果继续坚持这点小义,只会毁掉更多的东西。” „Now is only left over me and picks common, my student Duan Xuemin.” “现在只剩下我和采庸,还有我的学生段学敏。” ーー —— On April 27, rain. 4月27日,雨。 „The rain, has not stopped, our three people still had not found the exit|to speak, truly speaking, a little despairs.” “还是雨,就没停过,我们三个人依然没有找到出口,说实在的,有点绝望。” „But I cannot pick common and child's front display, I and Xuemin crack a joke, asked that she also does have food, sob that she is afraid.” “但是我不能在采庸和孩子的面前表现出来,我和学敏开玩笑,问她还有没有食物,她害怕的哭泣。” „Added that anything do not eat her, do not eat her.” “还说什么不要吃她,不要吃她。” „How I will eat her, the silly child, will crack a joke very much, picks provoked laughter common, picks common laughs at me to feel very hopeful.” “我怎么会吃她呢,傻孩子,很会开玩笑,采庸被逗笑了,采庸一笑我就觉得很有希望。” „I place to pick on the common belly the hand, the child is kicking me, this is my first child, in any event, I must protect him, making him go on living.” “我把手放在采庸的肚子上,孩子在踢我,这是我的第一个孩子,无论如何,我一定要保护他,让他活下去。” „I love It.” “我爱祂。” ーー —— On April 28, rain. 4月28日,雨。 Xuemin disappears. 学敏不见了。 ーー —— On April 29, rain. 4月29日,雨。 „Only was left over me and picks common, on my calf was eaten a meat, but I actually could not feel the pain.” “只剩下我和采庸了,我的小腿上被啃掉了一块肉,但是我却根本感觉不到痛。” „I all day under the blurry condition, picking said common I am the long-term house arrest add on the malnutrition to create, moreover these rainwater stick with very much fishy smell, drinks these rainwater for a long time, really makes me want to spit.” “我整日处在迷迷糊糊的状态下,采庸说我是长期幽闭加上营养不良造成的,而且这些雨水很黏和腥,长期喝这些雨水,真的让我想吐。” „But picks common fortunately, a point cannot see the ill place, her belly big is not good.” “但是采庸还好,一点也看不出不适的地方,她的肚子大的不行了。” „She must live, both hands both feet starts the dropsy very much, walking is not very convenient.” “她要生了,双手双脚都很开始水肿,走路很不方便。” „I and picked common give the child to write many names silently, but has not decided, I hope can have a daughter, but picked wants the son common.” “我和采庸默默给孩子写了好多名字,但是还没决定好,我希望能有一个女儿,但是采庸想要儿子。” „If the daughter looks certainly like very much picks common.” “如果是女儿一定很像采庸。” „I thought more than ten names, but picked common only said a name of boy, I did not like very much, so long as she were happy.” “我想了十几个名字,但是采庸只说了一个男孩的名字,我不是很喜欢,但是只要她开心。” ( Several names display below) (十几个名字罗列在下面) „I and pick common have turned toward some destination to hurry, is very strange, actually do we want to go to where?” “我和采庸一直向着某个目的地赶去,很奇怪,我们究竟要去哪里呢？” ーー —— On May 1, rain. 5月1日,雨。 „The meat on my leg was short of many, could the clear visible bone, I have no way to walk again, can only crawl on the ground.” “我腿上的肉少了好多,已经能够清晰的看见骨头了,我没法再走路了,只能在地上爬了。” „The whole body that I crawl is the mud, but picks common does not shut out me, kisses me, dragging me to walk.” “我爬的浑身是泥,但是采庸不嫌弃我,吻我,拖着我走。” ーー —— The Lin Jie unemotional opening next page, however the horizontal line check of blank makes him awaken from the notebook. 林介面无表情的翻开下一页,但是空白的横线格子让他从笔记本中唤醒。 Did not have...... Lin Jie to continue to turn downward, then found in the last page nearly by the blood stain incarnadine paper, Lin Jie put out a hand completely, stroked with the finger/refers abdomen gently, can feel the indentation of pen tip. 没了吗……林介继续往下翻,然后在最后一页找到了近乎被血污全部染红的纸张,林介伸出手,用指腹轻轻抚摸,能够感觉到笔尖的压痕。 His took a deep breath, takes up the notebook to the fuel lamp, by flame, red illegible mapped his eye to the pinnacle pen mark. 他深吸一口气,拿起笔记本对着燃油灯,透过火光,红色的潦草到了极致的笔痕映入他的眼睛。 ーー —— „We arrived, we arrived, I and picked common arrive finally.” “我们到了,我们到了,我和采庸终于到了。” „ But, here, is here the hell? „ “可是,这里,这里就是地狱吗？“ „The slough of all over the sky lid place constructs a giant palace, various strange lifeform break the body to cover including the human stump residual limb at present, our feet step on to hear the flesh the sound.” “满天的盖地的腐肉构筑出一间巨大的宫殿,各种古怪的生物包括人类的残肢断体覆盖在眼前,我们脚踩上去能够听见血肉的声音。” „Innumerable double black red eyes dense and numerous is found in the entire palace, closely is staring at us in the flash that we step into.” “无数的双黑红色的眼睛密密麻麻的遍布整个宫殿,在我们踏入的一瞬间紧紧盯着我们。” „Small tentacle like the wrist/skill of baby general and seems the maggot of creeping motion, moves aimless.” “小小的触手如同婴儿的手腕一般的又好似蠕动的蛆虫,漫无目的甩动中。” „A huge shape such as the baby common flesh lump, is connecting the innumerable spider's silk common flesh pipeline, puts in liquid blister that in one group turns yellow transparently.” “一颗巨大的状如婴儿一般的肉块,连接着无数蛛丝一般的血肉管道,盛放在一团透明发黄的液体水泡里。” „Is the devil...... the devil! I draw is picking common fast am running, the road that but these internal organs construct with the flesh seems like cannot run to be the same forever.” “是恶魔……恶魔！我拉着采庸飞快的跑着,但是这些内脏和血肉构筑的甬道像是永远跑不完一样。” „The whole world everywhere everywhere is the red, is various types strange by human of offering sacrifices, their four limbs facial features are interlocking at will, the twist deformation, as if one by one will not have forever the vortex without limits.” “整个世界漫天遍地全是红色,是各种稀奇古怪的被献祭的人类,他们四肢五官随意交错着,扭曲变形,仿佛一个个无永无止境的旋涡。” „They also speech of keeping, shouted that my name, is lives, the whole body is the person of foot pursues us again, only then a human skin person is also pursuing us, but also some people twist strip, the facial features twist...... them to surround us.” “他们还在不停的讲话,喊我的名字,是活的,浑身是脚的人再追我们,只有一张人皮的人也在追我们,还有的人扭曲成条状,五官扭曲……他们包围着我们。” „old Chen of dying, with all my students, their body tattered......” “还有死去的老陈,和我所有的学生们,他们身上都破破烂烂的……” „We cannot stop, will otherwise also turn into them.” “我们不能停,否则也会变成他们。” „But picked threw down common, she must live.” “但是采庸摔倒了,她要生了。” „I receive to her, the child cannot come out, cannot come out! I am quite useless, why the child you do not come out, why you must make mother so painful......” “我给她接生,孩子怎么也出不来,怎么也出不来！我好没用,孩子你为什么不出来,你为什么要让妈妈这么痛……” „Picks the common good pain, my heart also good pain.” “采庸好痛,我的心也好痛啊。” „Good pain good pain good pain......” “好痛好痛好痛……” „My whole body is the blood, picking common is also.” “我浑身都是血,采庸也是。” „I finally found, the child came out, his covered with blood, keeps crying, but he and I grow not like, with picking common not like.” “我终于找到了,孩子出来了,他血肉模糊,哭个不停,但他和我长得一点也不像,和采庸也不像。” „...... He seems like that bubble in yellow transparent blister inside baby.” “……他好像那个泡在黄色透明水泡里面的婴儿。” „But this is my child, my only child.” “但这是我的孩子,我唯一的孩子。” „I could not find to pick common, but I must lead the child to leave, this is I the destiny as father.” “我找不到采庸了,但是我要带着孩子离开,这是我身为父亲的天命。” „With picking guesses common, is a boy, takes celebrated work Lin Jie. Of medium.” “和采庸猜的一样,是个男孩,取名作林介。媒介的介。” ーー —— Wrote down completely finished, Lin Jie by the counter, closely is staring at the own shadow under the dim light. 笔记彻底结束了,林介靠在柜台上,在昏暗的灯光下紧紧盯着自己的影子。 In bookstore of this nobody left, Lin Jie felt oneself probably returns to Mu'en not to come the time, returned for three years ago just stepped into bookstore time, or was...... the remote past. 在这空无一人的书店里,林介感觉自己好像回到了莫恩还没来的时候,回到了三年前刚踏进书店的时候,又或者是……更久远的过去。