IHHH :: Volume #12

#1166: The paradox in the world


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„Do you know me?” The women put on make-up, the complexion is pallid, red blood stain, is away from can smell her pigment taste far away. “你认识我?”女人化了妆,脸色煞白,一身的红色“血污”,隔着老远都能闻到她身上的颜料味。 I am Chen Ge......” Chen Ge blurt out four characters, he had not said that I called Chen Ge, but said directly I was Chen Ge, as if they should know to be the same. “我是陈歌……”陈歌脱口而出四个字,他没有说我叫陈歌,而是直接说我是陈歌,仿佛他们本该认识一样。 A wear patient clothes a Haunted House actor of mental disorder person and whole body blood stain, stands in the mental asylum fence place like this. 一个穿着病号服精神病人和一个满身血污的鬼屋演员,就这样站在精神病院围墙处。 They belong to two different world respectively, but in this moment, they are facing the surface. 他们分别属于两个不同的世界,但在这一刻,他们面对着面。 „Is this your cat?” Zhang Ya not close to railing, but referred to the white cat: Is it leads me to come.” “这是你的猫吗?”张雅没有靠近围栏,只是指了指白猫:“是它带我过来的。” The white cat squats in Chen Ge and Zhang Ya middle, Tail rocks back and forth, a very proud expression. 白猫蹲在陈歌张雅中间,尾巴来回晃动,一副很是骄傲的表情。 It is a stray cat, I do not know why it mounts me very much.” Chen Ge looks to squat in two people middle white cat, the complexion showed a bitter and astringent smile: My head was not quite good, forgot many memories, the doctor is helping me make the rehabilitation training.” “它是一只流浪猫,我也不知道它为什么很黏我。”陈歌看着蹲在两人中间的白猫,脸色露出了一丝苦涩的笑容:“我脑袋不太好,忘掉了过去的很多记忆,医生正在帮我做康复训练。” Although Chen Ge puts on patient clothes, but feels and these mental disorder people in film and television play is completely different, calm sane, cannot see any unusual place from him. 陈歌虽然穿着病号服,但给人的感觉和影视剧中的那些精神病人完全不同,冷静理智,从他身上看不到任何异常的地方。 The bystanders possibly thought that his makings are melancholy, in the eye has a pain that is hard to speak. 外人可能只是觉得他气质忧郁,眼中带着一丝难以言说的痛苦。 Looks at somewhat weak Chen Ge, how Zhang Ya unable to dislike: You should be the owner of this cat, you fell ill the hospitalization to forget it, but it has not actually forgotten you. Your cat relies on you, you definitely are also a very gentle good person, hopes that you can soon reclaim your memory.” 看着有些虚弱的陈歌,张雅怎么都讨厌不起来:“你应该就是这只猫的主人,你生病住院忘记了它,但是它却没有忘记你。你的猫这么依赖你,你肯定也是个很温柔善良的人,希望你能早日找回自己的记忆。” The Zhang Ya squatting lower part of the body, touches the small head of white cat: „A cat can span a city to look for you, on the road definitely experienced untold hardships, later do not lose it again.” 张雅蹲下身,摸了摸白猫的小脑袋:“一只猫能够跨越一座城来找你,路上肯定经历了千辛万苦,你以后可不要再把它弄丢了。” Un.” Chen Ge also squatted, his vision moves aside, does not dare to look at the Zhang Ya’s face, but stares at Zhang Ya to touch the hand of white cat silently. “恩。”陈歌也蹲了下来,他目光躲闪,没有敢去看张雅的脸,只是默默盯着张雅抚摸白猫的手。 Zhang Ya’s is very attractive, the finger is slender, very white/in vain, no blood-color. 张雅的手很漂亮,手指修长,很白,没有一丝血色。 As if detected that Chen Ge has been staring at own hand to look, Zhang Ya coughed gently, took back own hand: This white cat ran up to nearby my Haunted House to be lazy couple days ago, I see it to be very intelligent, has not driven away it, now it found oneself master, I did not need to look after it again.” 似乎察觉到陈歌一直在盯着自己的手看,张雅轻轻咳嗽了一声,收回了自己的手:“这只白猫前几天跑到我鬼屋附近懒着不走,我见它很聪明,就没有驱赶它,现在它找到了自己的主人,那我也就不用再照看它了。” Wait.” Zhang Ya sets out to be about to leave, Chen Ge actually stopped by calling her. “等等。”张雅起身准备离开,陈歌却喊住了她。 Has the matter?” “有事吗?” Looks at the Zhang Ya’s profile, in Chen Ge has doubts and pain completely: „Had we once met? I remember that your name, how is unable to forget, in my past memory also full was your form, but how I actually cannot think that with these time that you spent.” 看着张雅的侧脸,陈歌目中满是疑惑和痛苦:“我们曾经是不是见过面?我记得你的名字,怎么都无法忘记,我过去的记忆里也满是你的身影,但我却怎么都想不起来和你一起度过的那些时间。” If on the avenue ran into a stranger to say to Zhang Ya, she definitely turned around to walk, if the opposite party continued to pester, she may report to the police directly. 如果大街上遇到一个陌生人这么对张雅说,她肯定转身就走,要是对方继续纠缠,那她可能会直接报警。 But the present situation is different, Chen Ge is a wear patient clothes patient, moreover looked that his appearance does not seem like the attire, that type of painfully and makes people who sends out from the eyeground think that no use loves dearly very much. 但现在的情况不同,陈歌是一个穿着病号服的病人,而且看他的样子不像是装的,那种从眼底散发出来的痛苦和无助让人觉得很是心疼。 Zhang Ya stopped the footsteps, carefully looks at the Chen Ge’s face, she has no impression, but thought that does not calculate the handsome face, looked the feeling was very much pleasing to the eyes. 张雅停下了脚步,仔细看着陈歌的脸,她没有任何印象,只是觉得那张并不算英俊的脸,看多了感觉挺顺眼的。 „Should this be for the first time we meet? I am very actually strange, how do you know my name?” “这应该是我们第一次见面吧?我倒是很奇怪,你是怎么知道我名字的?” I do not remember that the doctor said before me, has visited your Haunted House, therefore knows your name, but the fact is possibly not true.” Chen Ge held fully is the railing of rusty stain: I always thought that you are very important to me.” “我不记得了,医生说我以前参观过你的鬼屋,所以知道你的名字,但事实可能并非如此。”陈歌抓住了满是锈迹的围栏:“我总觉得你对我很重要。” Extremely ordinary words, but Chen Ge said actually felt that very sincere, he gave the impression as if clean white paper of person, on the whole piece paper writes the Zhang Ya’s name. 极为普通的话语,但是陈歌说出来却感觉非常的真挚,他给人的印象就仿佛一张干净的白纸,整张纸上都写着张雅的名字。 Before similar words Zhang Ya, listened to others saying that but only had the Chen Ge opens the mouth, making her have a special feeling. 类似的话语张雅以前也听别人说过,但唯有陈歌开口,让她有种特殊的感觉。 The heartbeat slowly becomes quick, Zhang Ya hesitant, she then looked at park Haunted House, then arrived in front of Chen Ge: Generally comes my Haunted House to visit visitors, I have the impression, but your I probably really am first sight, can your doctor make a mistake?” 心跳慢慢变快,张雅犹豫了一下,她回头看了看乐园鬼屋,然后重新走到了陈歌面前:“一般来我鬼屋参观过的游客,我都有印象,但你我好像真的是第一次见到,你的医生会不会弄错了?” Chen Ge shakes the head: „ I still remember scenario in your Haunted House indistinctly, 陈歌摇了摇头:“我隐约还记得你鬼屋里的场景, Night of the Living Dead, *, Midnight Murder Escape, the middle school...... ” Night of the Living Dead and truly is my Haunted House scenario, following several that but you said that is not here.” On the Zhang Ya face brings a helplessness: My Haunted House now visitors are not many, simultaneously bears two scenarios is the limit, opens many scenario words manpower not too enough.” 僵尸复活夜、*、午夜逃杀、还有一所中学……”“僵尸复活夜和确实是我鬼屋场景,但你说的后面几个,不是我这里的。”张雅脸上带着一丝无奈:“我的鬼屋现在游客不多,同时负担两个场景已经是极限,开放更多场景的话人手不太够。” In your Haunted House some present how many staff?” “你的鬼屋里现在有多少员工?” Three, I and my parents.” Zhang Ya is somewhat embarrassed: I am responsible for a round of circular and sell the ticket, my father acts zombie, my mother is responsible for scenario, although could not make how much money, but every day was also happy.” “三个,我和我父母。”张雅有些不好意思:“我负责发传单和卖票,我爸扮演僵尸,我妈负责场景,虽然挣不了多少钱,但每天过的也算开心。” The memory went wrong, Chen Ge’s started to hurt, he remembers indistinctly the Haunted House Boss parents should not be in Haunted House. 记忆出现了偏差,陈歌的头又开始疼了起来,他隐约记得鬼屋老板的父母应该不在鬼屋里。 You flowed many perspiration, body were shivering, hey! Needs me to help you call the doctor!” Zhang Ya sees Chen Ge to look deathly pale, the skin surface appears the azure black blood vessel, she is somewhat flustered, thinks oneself did not speak incorrectly carefully what words: You are staying here! I go to call the doctor to you!” “你流了好多汗,身体在颤抖,喂!需要我帮你叫医生吗!”张雅陈歌脸色惨白,皮肤表面浮现出青黑色血管,她有些慌张,以为自己不小心说错了什么话:“你在这里呆着!我去给你叫医生!” Zhang Ya prepares North Korea Hospital main entrance there to run, but she has not taken the footsteps, the wrist/skill was held by Chen Ge. 张雅准备朝医院正门那里跑,可她还没迈出脚步,手腕就被陈歌抓住。 Do not go to look for them......” “别去找他们……” Two people hands are very cool, Zhang Ya has a scare, when she feels helpless, the big piece silt on Chen Ge arm starts the oozing of blood azure. 两人的手都很凉,张雅吓了一跳,在她不知所措的时候,陈歌手臂上的大片淤青开始渗血。 In close blood bead as if hid the small blood characters, the blood bead is gathering a drop of bright red blood, the blood character formed an incomplete diary. 细密的血珠中仿佛藏着一个个微小的血字,血珠汇聚成了一滴鲜红的血,血字形成了一篇残缺的日记。 That drop of blood dropped following the Chen Ge’s arm in the Zhang Ya’s wrist/skill, the Zhang Ya flurried heart instantaneously became in that tranquil. 那滴血顺着陈歌的手臂滴落在了张雅的手腕上,张雅慌乱的心在那瞬间变得平静。 Looks own gripped wrist/skill, she was somewhat absent-minded, stares for several seconds to work loose. 看着自己被握住的手腕,她有些恍惚,愣了几秒钟才挣脱开。 Sorry, hopes to keep secret, I do not want to make the doctor know that I have seen you.” “对不起,希望能够保密,我不想让医生知道我见过你。” The ache raids, Chen Ge thorough ponder in the past, without not touching the beforehand memory fragment, but that ache actually like tidal continually wells up, before as if , the dike of interception ache tide vanished was the same, now he must bear that boundless pain alone. 疼痛袭来,陈歌并没有深入思考过去,更没有触动以前的记忆碎片,但是那种疼痛却如同潮水般不断涌来,就仿佛以前拦截疼痛大潮的堤坝消失了一样,现在他要独自去承受那无边的痛苦。 The arm is shivering, the Chen Ge itself/Ben thinks oneself were used to the ache, but he knows at this time, hurting that started him to feel, only then present 1/10. 手臂在颤抖,陈歌本以为自己习惯了疼痛,但此时他才知道,最开始他感受到的疼只有现在的十分之一而已。 Why?” “为什么?” Cannot come to a stop, Chen Ge fell down, white cat anxious running around in circles, Zhang Ya was also saying anything to Chen Ge unceasingly, but Chen Ge could not have heard now. 根本站不稳,陈歌倒在了地上,白猫急的团团转,张雅也不断对陈歌说着什么,但是陈歌现在已经听不见了。 What matter I handled, why does this ache emerge suddenly?!” “我到底做了什么事情,这股疼痛为何突然涌现?!” body was torn probably, Chen Ge shouts to Zhang Ya and white cat with the final reason: Belt that cat walks, every morning I will come to here.” 身体好像被撕裂,陈歌用最后的理智冲着张雅和白猫喊道:“带那只猫走,每天早上我都会来这里。” After said off and on, Chen Ge turns head to run toward the specialized hospital in immediately, he exhausts the final strength to run out of the flowering shrubs, finally fell on the garden corridor. 断断续续的说完之后,陈歌立刻扭头朝病院里跑,他用尽最后的力气冲出花丛,最终倒在了花园过道上。 This time, he was fainted sorely. 这次,他是被生生疼晕过去的。 ...... …… so painful! so painful! so painful!” 好疼好疼好疼!” In the middle of a darkness, Chen Ge can hear own sound to resound unceasingly, he seeks oneself sound to look, has melancholy young people to hold a heart of beat in the dark most deep place, turns away from Chen Ge to stand. 一片黑暗当中,陈歌能够听到自己的声音不断响起,他寻着自己的声音看去,在黑暗的最深处有一个忧郁的年轻人抱着一颗跳动的心,背对陈歌站立。 That back and he is very similar, the mouth sends out is also his voice, but the intuition told Chen Ge that young people are not he. 那道背影和他很相似,嘴里发出的也是他的声音,但直觉告诉陈歌那个年轻人不是他。 Xu Yin?” A name appears quietly, Chen Ge leads the way in the black tide, dark but was actually flushed is getting more and more far. 许音?”一个名字悄然浮现,陈歌在黑色的浪潮中前行,但是却被黑暗冲的越来越远。 That replaced him to withstand the boundless ache young people as if to hear his voice, when Chen Ge was washed away dark, he then looked at one. 那个代替他承受着无边疼痛年轻人似乎听到了他的声音,在陈歌被黑暗冲走的时候,他回头看了一眼。 His body upfront was occupied by all kinds of curses, these curses pricked his body like nails, but he as if to cursing has the enormous resistance with the ache, the curse is unable to penetrate his body, does not injure heart that his arms beat, behind him already by Chen Ge that the dark tide washes away. 他的身体正面被各种各样的诅咒占据,那些诅咒如同一枚枚钉子刺入了他的身体,但是他似乎对诅咒和疼痛有极大的抗性,诅咒无法穿透他的身体,伤害不到他怀里跳动的心,还有他背后已经被黑暗浪潮冲走的陈歌 Opens the eyes fiercely, the Chen Ge expression fierce terrifying, his both hands subconscious wish captures upward, but he soon discovered own both hands were fettered. 猛地睁开双眼,陈歌表情狰狞恐怖,他双手下意识的想要往上抓取,但他很快发现自己双手被束缚。 Slowly restores calmly, Chen Ge sizes up all around, saw the cracked-up window, cabinet that the crooked hospital bed, falls. 慢慢恢复冷静,陈歌打量四周,看到了被撞碎的窗户,歪斜的病床、倾倒的柜子。 I know why now finally the doctor fed you to take two tablets of medicines.” The Zuo Han sound conveys from the hospital ward corner, he moved to be away from the Chen Ge farthest place oneself hospital bed: I was actually staying together for two days with you such dangerous patient, the graciousness of Brother Xie not killing.” “我现在总算知道医生为什么喂你吃两片药了。”左寒的声音从病房角落传来,他将自己的病床挪到了距离陈歌最远的地方:“我竟然跟你这么危险的病人在一起住了两天,谢大哥不杀之恩。” „Is hospital ward I messes up?” “病房是我弄乱的?” Your this does not mess up ah, you must destroy all things.” Zuo Han now clever is like the pet cat, sits in the corner, kills does not approach Chen Ge one step. “你这不是弄乱,你这是要毁了所有东西。”左寒现在乖的跟个宠物猫一样,就坐在角落里,打死都不靠近陈歌一步。 I remember that own stupor, the head as if must split is the same, various body places feel are very sore, other I recorded unclear.” “我记得自己昏迷了,脑袋似乎要裂开一样,身体各处都感觉很疼,其他的我都记不清楚了。” „During your stupor, has waked up one time, that you are different from present you completely, the eyes red full are blood threads, dragging one to break the leg, shouts just like the wild animal generally, does not make anybody approach.” Zuo Han recalls that now also feels afraid. “你昏迷期间醒来过一次,那个你跟现在的你完全不同,双眼通红满是血丝,拖着一条断腿,宛如野兽一般嘶吼,不让任何人靠近。”左寒现在回想起来还觉得害怕。 Bang! Bang! Bang!” “嘭!嘭!嘭!” The hospital ward gate was sounded suddenly, Dr. Gao and two nurses walked. 病房门突然被敲响,高医生和两名护工走了进来。 They saw after Chen Ge comes soberly, relaxes completely. 他们看到陈歌清醒过来后,全部松了一口气。 Two nurse also some fears, only then Dr. Gao moves toward Chen Ge on own initiative: „Will you faint this morning in the garden? Had other patients to stimulate you?” 两位护工还有些害怕,只有高医生主动走向陈歌:“你今天早上怎么会晕倒在花园里?是有其他病人刺激了你吗?” I remembered the beforehand something suddenly, more is more beyond control, then finally was hurt to faint.” Chen Ge said basically is the truth. “我突然想起了以前的一些事情,越想就越无法控制,然后最后就被疼晕了过去。”陈歌说的基本上都是实话。 Couple days ago your condition just stabilized, should not recur quickly is right, was the medicine expiration?” Dr. Gao puts out the medicine bottle, this time he poured three pills directly: Takes a drug, you first rest well, I go to discuss your condition with other doctors.” “前几天你病情刚稳定下来,不应该这么快就复发才对,难道是药物失效了?”高医生拿出药瓶,这次他直接倒出了三枚药片:“吃了药,你先好好休息,我去跟其他医生商量一下你的病情。” Dr. Gao, did my condition become serious?” 高医生,我的病情是不是又变严重了?” Your condition reduced, however your second personality actually even more manic, perhaps he also feels you to be cured slowly, therefore becomes crazier.” The Dr. Gao analysis said. “你的病情减轻了,但是你的第二人格却愈发狂躁,或许他也感受到你正在慢慢被治愈,所以才变得更加疯狂。”高医生分析道。 Why I was cured, will my second personality go crazy?” “为什么我被治愈,我的第二人格会发狂?” If you are getting better thoroughly, that also indicates that he will disappear.” Dr. Gao sincere saying: „Your second personality is by your negativities and all sorts of dark side constitutions, selfish and gloomy, cruel and tyrannical, he will not be willing to disappear, if to that moment, he certainly will really do everything possible to link you to ruin together.” “如果你彻底痊愈,那也预示着他就会消失。”高医生语重心长的说道:“你的第二人格是由你的负面情绪和种种黑暗面构成,自私、阴郁、残忍、暴虐,他不会心甘情愿消失,如果真到了那一刻,他一定会想尽办法连你一起毁掉。” „Will my second personality ruin me?” “我的第二人格会毁掉我?” You should also be able to realize that his danger, you are normal, he is unusual, only should not be known the personality influence of destruction by that.” “你应该也能意识到他的危险,你是正常的,他是异常的,千万不要被那个只知道毁灭的人格影响。” Saw Chen Ge to swallow three pills, Dr. Gao confessed after nurse several words, left directly. 陈歌吞下了三枚药片,高医生交代了护工几句话后,直接离开了。 Two nurses stand in the hospital ward, they cleaned a room, replaced the window glass, is busy at leaving to afternoon. 两位护工就站在病房里,他们打扫了一下房间,更换了窗户玻璃,忙到下午才离开。 Chen Ge?” Zuo Han is emboldening close to Chen Ge, he rocks gently the Chen Ge’s shoulder, discovered after Chen Ge has been opening eyes, had a scare: You have not rested ah!” 陈歌?”左寒壮着胆子靠近陈歌,他轻轻晃动陈歌的肩膀,发现陈歌一直睁着眼后被吓了一跳:“你没睡!” Has the matter?” “有事吗?” That three tablets of medicines did you all eat?” The Zuo Han good intention reminded: „The white medicament of hospital can eliminate the pain, making your thought slow, helping you alleviate the illness, but this medicine will also make you lose slowly. Words that takes excessively, you will turn into one only to know Living Image that laughs foolishly.” “那三片药你全吃了吗?”左寒好心提醒道:“医院的白色药剂能够消除痛苦,让你思维变得迟缓,帮助你缓解病症,但同时这种药也会让你慢慢失去自我。过量服用的话,你会变成一个只知道傻笑的活偶。” Living Image?” 活偶?” Is living mannequin, you can only do as one pleases, although you cannot feel the pain, but you will also never possibly feel happy and joyful, it will destroy all your.” Zuo Han is forensic doctor, he as if knew about this medicine. Is this medicine so terrifying? ” Chen Ge’s staggered slightly, reveals hid in the pillow following pill. “就是活着的人偶,你只能任人摆布,你虽然感受不到痛苦,但你也永远不可能感到幸福和快乐,它会摧毁你的一切。”左寒本身是法医,他似乎对这种药物非常了解。这药有那么恐怖吗?”陈歌的头微微错开,露出了藏在枕头下面的药片。 „Haven't you eaten ah?” “你没吃?” My hand tied up, you help me make into the powder these three tablets of medicines, do not let the person discover.” “我手被捆住了,你帮我把这三片药弄成粉末,别让人发现。” Good.” Zuo Han subconscious nod, he discovered that the tone of Chen Ge speech was somewhat different from before, probably was calmer: Right, Chen Ge, had a matter I to want with you to say.” “好。”左寒下意识的点了点头,他发现陈歌说话的语气跟之前有些不同,好像更冷静了一些:“对了,陈歌,有件事我想要跟你说一下。” What matter?” “什么事?” Before Dr. Gao said that your second personality only knows the destruction, is completely constituted by the negativity and dark side, actually he is deceiving you.” Zuo Han said the most essential point: You , in the sick ward goes crazy, I in side, you want to ruin all goods in hospital ward, the nurse and patient who the attack sees, but you have not harmed me only!” “之前高医生说你的第二人格只知道毁灭,完全是由负面情绪和阴暗面构成,其实他是在骗你。”左寒说出了最关键的一点:“你在病室里发疯的时候,我就在旁边,你想要毁掉病房里的所有物品,攻击看到的护工和病人,但你唯独没有伤害我!” The Zuo Han words aroused the Chen Ge’s interest: You continued downward.” 左寒的话引起了陈歌的兴趣:“你继续往下说。” „Your second personality as if knows me! We before entering the hospital knew probably mutually!” The Zuo Han sound presses very lowly, but Chen Ge can hear, he is very excited: If that was true, that can explain why I felt the entire world is harming me, but only you were an exception! Simultaneously this can also show, our memories had been truly tampered!” “你的第二人格似乎认识我!我们在进入医院之前好像就互相认识!”左寒声音压得很低,但陈歌能听得出来,他很激动:“如果真是这样的话,那就能说明我为什么感觉全世界都在害我,而唯独你是个例外了!同时这也可以证明,我们的记忆确实被篡改过!” Zuo Han is keen, he one spoke of the key point: We mutually are each other proof! These memories of your past should not be false, instead is the doctor tells your things is compiles.” 左寒非常敏锐,他一下说到了关键点:“我们相互就是彼此的证明!你过去的那些记忆应该也不是假的,反而是医生告诉你的那些东西才是编造的。” The language is fast, Zuo Han knows Chen Ge, so long as deeply pondered that will have a headache, he before Chen Ge hurts the stupor, the one breath own idea said: Returns to the most fundamental issue, the doctor said that you are because the parents encountered difficulty, therefore falls ill, but you have thought that perhaps your parents had not passed away, they also in some place of this city!” 语速很快,左寒知道陈歌只要深入思考就会头疼,他在陈歌疼到昏迷之前,一口气将自己的想法说了出来:“回到最根本的问题上,医生说你是因为父母遇难所以才生了病,可你有没有想过,或许你的父母并没有去世,他们还在这个城市的某个地方!”
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