Parentalthesetwocharactershave the specialmeaningtoChen Ge, no matterinhismindmemoryfragment, the doctortoldinhistheserecollections, the parentswere the beginnings of allriddles.
父母这两个字对陈歌来说有特殊的含义,不管是在他脑海的记忆碎片里,还是医生告诉他的那些回忆里,父母都是一切谜团的起点。
It can be said that Chen Gewill becomepresentChen Ge, most essentialreasonbecause ofhis parents.
可以说陈歌会成为现在的陈歌,最关键的原因就是因为他的父母。Hisveryclearthis point, buthedoes not know why will havesuchidea.
他很清楚这一点,但他不知道为什么会产生这样的想法。Oneselfremember that the parentsmerelyare onlytwonames, oncepondersandparents'relatedmatter, the brainwill feel the severe pain.
自己记忆中的父母仅仅只是两个名字,一旦思考和父母有关的事情,大脑就会感到剧痛。Although the parents of doctormouthhave the accurateimage, butkeepsChen Gefromhaving the identity, whatas if the doctormouthsaidisothers'parents is the same.
医生嘴里的父母虽然有确切的形象,但是却让陈歌无法产生认同感,仿佛医生嘴里所说的是别人的父母一样。Hewill not goto discussthismatterwith the Chen Ge’scharacterwithothers, buthehas not thought that Zuo Hanactuallysaiddirectly.
以陈歌的性格他也不会去和别人讨论这件事,可他没想到左寒竟然直接说了出来。Saideachcharacterto seemknifeto result from the Zuo Hanmouth, went into the middle of the Chen Geminddirectly, punctured the memoriesfragments.
从左寒嘴里说出每一个字都好像刀子似得,直接扎进陈歌脑海当中,刺破了一枚枚记忆的碎片。„Are theyalso living?”
“他们还活着?”Alljudgments that the hospitalgiveshave a major premise, thatis the Chen Ge’sparents, because the traffic accidentpassed away, but if the Chen Ge’sparentsare also living, all that hospitalsaidcanbe overthrowndirectly!
医院给出的所有判断有一个大前提,那就是陈歌的父母因为车祸去世,但如果陈歌的父母还活着,那医院所说的一切都可以直接被推翻!Thereforewants the certificateto be realandillusory, wantsto judge whether oneselfis really sick is actually very simple, so long asfoundownparentsto be OK.
所以想要证明真实和虚幻,想要判断自己是否真的有病其实很简单,只要找到自己的父母就可以了。Thisislastidea of Chen Gebeforesorestupor, hewhenbodydrops down, withthrustingZuo Han, he was worried the secondpersonalitywound in ownbodytoZuo Han.
这是陈歌在疼昏迷之前的最后一个想法,他在身体倒下的时候,用力推了左寒一下,他是担心自己身体里的第二人格伤到左寒。Looksfalls into the stuporagainChen Ge, Zuo Haninhaledcold air: „Fearfulwillpower, the whole bodyblood vesselsameblows upwith the poisonous insect, he can also endureto shove openmeunexpectedlyfinallyfaints.”
看着再次陷入昏迷的陈歌,左寒吸了一口凉气:“可怕的意志力,全身血管都跟毒虫一样鼓起,他居然还能忍到最后将我推开才昏倒。”ActuallyZuo Hanalsosomewhatis afraidChen Ge, but some Chen Geoccasionalmovements and detailswill always makefearingintent in hisheartreduce.
其实左寒也有些害怕陈歌,但是陈歌偶尔的一些动作和细节总是会让他心中的惧意减少。For examplea moment ago, Chen Gewas enduringsuchache, can still injurein the worrytohimunexpectedly.
就比如刚才,陈歌忍受着那样的疼痛,竟然还在担心会不会伤到他。„Gentle can suchperson, whyreceivesuchcrime?”Zuo Hanthenlooks at the gate of hospital ward, the visionbecomescoldice: „Thisworld is very at first sight happy, the memory in mymind is also very happy, butwassuch a perfectworldactuallyshut inmental asylumme, was heresoreally happy?”
“这么温柔的人,为什么偏偏要受这样的罪?”左寒回头看着病房的门,目光变得冷冰:“这个世界乍一看很美好,我脑海中的记忆也都很幸福,可就是这样一个完美的世界却把我关进了精神病院,这里真的有那么美好吗?”
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……Chen Gewakes upagainisin the evening, Dr. Gaoandtwonursesin the hospital ward, Zuo Hanmaintain the posture that the sideis lying down, seemed likefalls asleep.陈歌再次醒来的时候已经是晚上,高医生和两位护工就在病房里,左寒保持着侧躺的姿势,似乎是睡着了。„Shouldtake a drugChen Ge.”Dr. Gaopouredthreegrains of whitemedicamentfrom the medicine bottle, after helookswith own eyesChen Geswallows, the complexionslightlyrelaxes: „Foodon the cabinet of bedhead, youremembersto eat, tonightyourpass/testHaomensleepsagain, in the hospitalhad/left a smallproblemrecently, the patientis injured, wehad not discoveredtemporarilyiswhodoes, youmaydo not run aroundin the evening.”
“该吃药了陈歌。”高医生从药瓶里倒出了三粒白色药剂,他亲眼看着陈歌吞下后,脸色才稍有缓和:“饭在床头的柜上,你记得吃,今晚你关好门再睡觉,医院里最近出了点小问题,有一位病人受了伤,我们暂时还没发现是谁干的,你晚上可千万不要到处乱跑。”„Good.”Chen Geweaknod, hisbodyseemed like the limit, the complexionwas extremely bad.
“好。”陈歌虚弱的点了点头,他的身体似乎到了极限,脸色极差。„Youhurryto rest.”Dr. Gaosighed, making the nurseuntiebunchparachute harness on Chen Geboth hands and both legs, thenleft the hospital ward.
“你赶紧休息吧。”高医生叹了口气,让护工解开陈歌双手、双腿上的束缚带,然后才离开病房。„Howto think that Dr. Gaowas getting more and more busy, couple days agohegavemyfeelingto be self-confident, whatmatterthiscame across?” The mental illnessdoctorwhentreats the patient try not to revealownissue, thereforethey, whendiagnosescertainspecialpatients, byoneselfbe at the bestcondition, is very been goodahead of time, buthiscondition that Dr. Gaowill makefrom the beginningslidfor these daysseriously.
“怎么觉得高医生越来越忙了,前几天的他给我的感觉非常自信,这是遇到了什么事情吗?”精神疾病医生在治疗病人的时候尽量不要露出自己的问题,所以他们在诊治某些特殊病人的时候,都会提前让自己处于最好的状态,高医生一开始做的很好,但这几天他状态下滑严重。„Inthishospitalalsohascompared with the patient who Imakehimhave a headache about?” After Dr. Gaowalks, the Chen Ge’sexpressionreturns tonormal: „Notnecessarilyis a patient, perhapsmakeshimfeelwhatheadacheisotherdoctors.”
“这医院里还有比我更让他头疼的病人吗?”等高医生走后,陈歌的表情恢复正常:“也不一定是病人,或许让他感到头疼的是其他医生。”Moves the wrist/skill, Chen Geis sitting upfrom the bed: „It seems likein the hospitaltrulywhat happened, themwill not run overto helpmeuntie the bunchparachute harnessotherwisespecially.”
活动着手腕,陈歌从床上坐起:“看来医院里确实发生了什么事情,要不然他们也不会专门跑过来帮我解开束缚带。”Takes outpressesin the tip of tonguefollowingpill, Chen Geis just aboutto grind to the powderto ruin the pill, hesuddenlydiscoveredis not quite right.
取出压在舌尖下面的药片,陈歌正要将药片磨成粉毁掉,他忽然发现了不太对劲。Dr. Gaothistimefeedsinhisthreemedicament, twopiecesare the white, in a pieceis mixing with the blackfine lace.高医生这次喂他的三片药剂中,有两片是白色的,还有一片上夹杂着黑色的细线。
„ Hairsilk? It is not right,
“头发丝?不对,Itis thinner than the hairsilk. ” Chen Gedoes not knowhowsuddenlyshoulddo: „Dr. GaosuspectedIhave not taken a drug, thereforereplacedintentionally a pill?”Chen Gehas not easily ruined the pill, butawakenedZuo Han: „Brothers, canhelp?”
它比头发丝还要细。”陈歌一时间不知道该怎么做了:“高医生是不是怀疑我没有吃药,所以故意替换了其中一枚药片?”陈歌没有轻易去毁掉药片,而是叫醒了左寒:“兄弟,能不能帮我个忙?”HetoldZuo Han the matter of pill, hopingZuo Hancanhelphimcatchwhatinsector the small creaturecasuallydoesto experiment.
他将药片的事情告诉了左寒,希望左寒能帮他随便抓个什么虫子或者小动物做下试验。Finally after Zuo Hanhas listened, saiddirectlypreparationdrug millto becomeFen, thenwhile the nursewas on duty, secretlymakesin the drinking glass of nurse.
结果左寒听过以后,直接开口说准备把药磨成粉,然后趁着护工值班的时候,偷偷弄进护工的水杯里。Heevenplanned the time, toldChen Gebefore the nursepassed on to the next shiftwent on patrolfor the last timebegan.
他甚至计划好了时间,告诉陈歌在护工交班前最后一次巡逻的时候动手。„Doesto experimentthismatterwith the living personto consider as finished.”Chen Gerejecteddecisively, ifreallyhas problems, the hospitalalsoimmediatelyassociatestohisbody.
“用活人做试验这事还是算了吧。”陈歌果断拒绝了,如果真出了问题,医院也会立刻联想到他的身上。„Theydidto experimentwithyou, did youalsothink ofthem? YourthisalsotooHoly Mother?”Zuo Hansaidlow voice.
“他们都用你做试验了,你还为他们着想?你这也太圣母了吧?”左寒小声说道。„Beforeprobablysomepeoplehad also saidme.”Chen Gesmiles helplessly: „Does not have the means that Iam quite tenderhearted.”
“以前好像也有人这么说过我。”陈歌无奈一笑:“没办法,我对人比较心软。”„Definitelyeats the hospitalfee/spentthatbigtime of not dyingto treatyou, will not open the directlethalmedicinetoyouabsolutely, wethrough the observationopposite party, analyze the medicinesymptom.”Zuo Hanstudiesforensic doctor, heexcels atthesevery much: „Ifyoudid not think that safely, thatstartsfrom the patient.”
“肯定吃不死的医院费那么大功夫治疗你,绝对不会给你开直接致死的药物,我们就是通过观察对方,分析一下药物症状。”左寒是学法医的,他很擅长这些:“如果你觉得不保险的话,那就从病人下手。”Zuo Handoes not have the meansto convinceChen Ge, finallyhehasto trywith the insect.左寒没办法说服陈歌,最后他只好用虫子试了试。Anyinsect that has touched the medicinal powder, completelybecomesexceptionallystimulated, andalsostartssimilarremnant, the insectbitotherinsects.
凡是碰过药粉的虫子,全部变得异常亢奋,并且还开始同类相残,有一只虫子咬碎了其他虫子。„Whitepillcan make one slow, in addition the medicineeffect of blacksilk threadwas just right.”Chen Gelooks at the ground the insectcorpse, the visiontransferred to the fetterto takeslowly, heas ifrememberedanything, turned headto lookto the dinner plate of bedhead: „Zuo Han, Xu Wandeliveredbeforemealtime, whenwefinished eating the food, will shetake away the dinner plate?”
“白色药片能让人变得迟钝,加了黑色丝线的药效果正好相反。”陈歌看着地上的虫子尸体,目光慢慢移到了束缚带上,他似乎想起了什么,扭头看向床头的餐盘:“左寒,以前徐婉来送餐的时候,等我们吃完饭,她是不是会把餐盘收走?”„Un, shevisitsyouto finish eating, thentakes awaydirectly, Isuspected that female nursehas something else plannedtoyou.”
“恩,她会看着你吃完,然后直接收走,我怀疑那个女护士对你另有所图。”„But why haven't thistimetheytaken away the dinner plate?”Chen Getook upon the dinner plate the sharpmetalfork: „Moreover before Irememberthem, toprotect the patient, nevermakes the patientuse the fork, even the chopsticks are very rare, generallyprovides the disposableplasticbucket.”
“可是这次他们为什么没有收走餐盘?”陈歌拿起了餐盘上锋利的金属叉子:“而且我记得他们以前为了保护病人,从来不让病人使用叉子,连筷子都很少见,一般都是发放一次性的塑料勺。”Zuo Hanalsofelt that leftwas not right, helooks atChen Ge of hand-heldmetalfork, suddenlyshivers: „Iknow...... the hospitalwantsto makeyoukillmepersonally!”左寒也感觉出了不对,他看着手持金属叉的陈歌,突然打了个冷颤:“我知道了……医院是想让你亲手杀了我!”
After these words saying, in the hospital wardinstantaneouslybecamepeaceful.
这句话说出之后,病房里瞬间变得安静。Livedtogether for severaldays, Zuo Hanhad mixedripewithChen Ge, both sidesbecome the witness who each other memorymodified, but in allare toward a good direction developing, the hospitalrevealedownfang.
一起住了几天,左寒已经和陈歌混熟,双方成为了彼此记忆改动的证人,可就在一切都在朝好的方向发展时,医院露出了自己的獠牙。Theygave the flame of Chen Gehope, makeshimextinguishagainpersonally, causesperson who hebecomes himselfmostto hatestep by step.
他们给了陈歌希望的火苗,再让他亲自熄灭,使他一步步成为自己最憎恶的人。Perhapsmoves in the sick wardto startfromZuo Han, the significance that thisyoung people have been doomed.
或许从左寒搬进病室开始,这个年轻人存在的意义就已经注定了。
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