„This is the key is,” paparazzi continues saying: „In surface they are the Williams women, but in secret, they are actually a pair of homosexuality. You think to look, if this matter exposes, Eric does Williams will think one were played, then flies into a rage?” “这就是关键所在,”狗仔继续道:“表面上她们都是威廉姆斯的女人,但私下里,她们却是一对同性恋。你想想看,如果这件事曝光,艾瑞克・威廉姆斯会不会觉得自己被耍了,然后大发雷霆？” Since Carmen Kasies recently always the listless pupil immediately has shone. 卡门・凯丝这些日子以来总是没精打采的眸子顿时亮了起来。 Although the homosexuality of fashionable circle is common, but Eric Williams such great person, wants to come definitely not to tolerate two Sayuri to oneself empty and winding. 虽然时尚圈的同性恋非常普遍,但艾瑞克・威廉姆斯这样的大人物,想来肯定不会容忍两个小百合对自己虚与委蛇。 Gisele reason that Bündchen can bully itself unscrupulously, did not have Eric Williams supports in the back. If she by Eric Williams gets rid, the difficult position that oneself encounter was also easily solved. 吉赛尔・邦辰之所以能够肆无忌惮地欺负自己,还不都是有艾瑞克・威廉姆斯在背后撑腰。如果她被艾瑞克・威廉姆斯抛弃,自己遭遇的困境也就迎刃而解了。 Is thinking, Carmen Kasies wants to take up that pack of pictures to open once more. 这么想着,卡门・凯丝想要再次拿起那叠照片翻开一番。 But this time, the picture actually similarly held down by a hand, is that paparazzi sound: „Miss Kasies, don't forgets you to comply with the matter, you also need to pay my 100,000 USD.” 但这次,照片却同样被一只手按住,然后是那狗仔的声音:“凯丝小姐,别忘了你答应过的事情,你还需要支付我10万美元。” Remembers some savings that oneself these years accumulate with great difficulty to all be taken away, Carmen Kasies somewhat loves dearly suddenly. 想起自己这些年好不容易攒下来的一些积蓄就要被人全部拿走,卡门・凯丝突然有些心疼。 Bites the lip gently, she sits the straight body quickly, by own expression powerful, shook the head to say again: „No, this is insufficient, you must ascend these things on newspaper.” 轻轻咬了咬嘴唇,她很快坐直身体,让自己的语气再次强势起来,摇头道:“不,这还不够,你必须把这些东西登在报纸上。” paparazzi also similarly shakes the head, distinguishes saying: „Miss Kasies, this not, in we initially agreed in the range. You have said that I attain the thing that you need, you give me again 100,000 USD. Now I have completed myself to do.” 狗仔也同样摇头,分辩道:“凯丝小姐,这并不在我们当初的约定范围内。你说过,我拿到你需要的东西,你再给我10万美元。现在我已经完成了自己要做的。” Carmen Kasies was silent immediately. 卡门・凯丝顿时沉默了下来。 If attains the picture, oneself may not have what channel to disseminate these things. 如果只是拿到照片,自己可没有什么渠道把这些东西散播出去。 paparazzi has stopped the moment, sees her not to speak , to continue saying: „But, Miss Kasies, I can help you complete the last step, looks for very influential newspaper to publish these things, naturally, this similarly is the charge.” 狗仔停顿了片刻,见她不说话,才继续道:“不过,凯丝小姐,我可以帮你完成最后一步,找一家很有影响力的报纸把这些东西刊登出来,当然,这同样是收费的。” Carmen Kasies hesitant, shakes the head saying: „I did not have money.” 卡门・凯丝犹豫了下,摇头道:“我没钱了。” paparazzi said: „I just looked that you opened Chrysler to come.” 狗仔道:“我刚刚看你开了一辆克莱斯勒过来。” Some Carmen Kasies suddenly vitalities, how will have such greedy person, not only took away oneself all money, wants including own vehicle. 卡门・凯丝突然有些生气,怎么会有这么贪婪的人,不但拿走了自己所有的钱,连自己的车子都想要。 „That is my final thing.” “那是我最后的东西。” „«New York Post»,” paparazzi actually does not care about her mood, said: „This is New York influence biggest gossip newspaper, one-day quantity issued surpasses the 500,000 share, if these pictures publish on «New York Post», Eric Williams meets first obtains the news.” “《纽约邮报》,”狗仔却不在意她的情绪,道:“这是纽约影响力最大的八卦报纸,单日发行量超过50万份,如果这些照片发表在《纽约邮报》上,艾瑞克・威廉姆斯会第一时间得到消息。” Carmen Kasies occasionally will read in secret only fashion magazine, has not paid attention to «New York Post» this kind of gossip newspaper, but, she thought that paparazzi obviously not deceives itself with this very easily pierced matter. 卡门・凯丝私下里只会偶尔翻看一下时尚杂志,并没有关注过《纽约邮报》这类八卦报纸,不过,她觉得,狗仔显然也不会拿这种很容易被戳穿的事情骗自己。 Her book is one works very resolute girl, was only hesitant the moment, the nod said: „Good, I promise you. However, I must notice first these pictures appear on «New York Post», will give you vehicle, final 100,000 USD.” 她本就是一个做事非常果决的女孩,只是犹豫了片刻,就点头道:“好吧,我答应你。不过,我必须要先看到这些照片出现在《纽约邮报》上,才会把车子给你,还有最后的10万美元。” „This is not good,” the paparazzi manner insisted that has the appearance of principle very much: „I have delivered to front of the picture you, therefore, you should pay the reward that I earn. As for the publication, I can guarantee that tomorrow morning you can see the news release on «New York Post».” “这可不行,”狗仔态度坚持,一副很有原则的样子:“我已经把照片送到了你面前,所以,你应该支付我应得的报酬。至于发表,我可以保证,明天早上你就能在《纽约邮报》上看到新闻稿。” Bites the lip once more subconsciously, silent the moment, Carmen Kasies has pulled out to prepare the good money from the satchel beforehand, the expression coldly to push toward paparazzi. 再次下意识咬了咬嘴唇,沉默了片刻,卡门・凯丝从挎包里掏出了事先准备好的钱,表情冷冷地朝狗仔推了过去。 „, The cooperation is so happy,” paparazzi does not inspect, money Shou, then has referred to the picture on tabletop very much refreshedly: „Miss Kasies, do you need to keep a backup?” “那么,合作愉快,”狗仔也不检查,很爽快地就将钱收了起来,然后指了指桌面上的照片:“凯丝小姐,你需要留一个备份吗？” To say very much does not need, but stems from the last discretion, she silently received the picture on tabletop. 很想说不需要,但出于最后一丝谨慎,她还是默默地将桌面上的照片收了起来。 Returns to own apartment, the train of thought is chaotic, any matter does not want to be done, therefore the clothes did not escape shrink on the bed, stared at the desk lamp of head to be in a daze. 回到自己的公寓,思绪乱糟糟的,什么事情都不想做,于是衣服也不脱就缩在了床上,盯着床头的台灯发呆。 Also does not know when falls asleep, but wakes up, weather already dawn. 也不知道是什么时候睡着的,但醒来的时候,天色已经蒙蒙亮。 Today remembers matter that will soon have, hit some spirits reluctantly, washing later went downstairs. 想起今天即将发生的事情,又勉强打起了一些精神,洗漱之后下了楼。 Has a look at itself to stop in that Chrysler car of roadside, immediately also did not have to find the place to have the breakfast the interest. 看看自己停在路边的那辆克莱斯勒轿车,顿时又没有了找地方吃早餐的兴致。 Sneaked in the vehicle to sit dull some little time, on the street started to live it up, she has gotten back one's composure, that baby who about had a look, before to putting out a hand to hang to fall car(riage), in the window hangs to take down, forces in the pocket. 钻进车子里呆呆地坐了好一会儿,街道上开始热闹起来,她才回过神,左右看看,伸手将车前窗上挂的那只娃娃吊坠取了下来,塞进口袋里。 A rental car stops slowly in, that paparazzi from the vehicle, notes her to sit in the vehicle exactly, therefore walks, has knocked knocking on the glass. 一辆计程车缓缓停在附近,那个狗仔从车上下来,注意到她恰好坐在车子里,于是走过来,在车窗上敲了敲。 Carmen Kasies opens the vehicle door to get out, paparazzi has then handed over newspaper. 卡门・凯丝推开车门下车,狗仔便将一份报纸递了过来。 The entertainment version very striking position, the title is also striking. 娱乐版很醒目的位置,标题也非常醒目。 «supermodel Gisele Bündchen Leaves Cabinet, In the presence of everyone hot with Girlfriend Kiss». 《超级名模吉赛尔・邦辰出柜,与女友当众热吻》。 Such easily has not believed that she arrives around convenience store, has bought «New York Post», confirmed the news is unmistakable, has given paparazzi one bunch of car(riage) keys. 没有就这么轻易相信,她来到附近的便利店,重新买了一份《纽约邮报》,确认了消息无误,才将一串车钥匙递给了狗仔。 The preparation of paparazzi was full, received the key, took several A4 papers, said: „Miss Kasies, you need to sign in this transfer document.” 狗仔的准备却非常充分,接过钥匙,又拿出几张A4纸,道:“凯丝小姐,你需要在这份转让文件上签个名。” Carmen Kasies does not want again and opposite party speaks a few words, has written down own name in the document carelessly, directly toward from the block of flats walks. 卡门・凯丝不想再和对方说一句话,草草地在文件上写下了自己的名字,就径直朝自所住的公寓楼走去。 Own trouble, should to vanish. 自己身上的麻烦,应该就要消失了吧。 Some are thinking with a sense of relief, she suddenly could not have the too big interest, planned to sleep well, had better be able rest tomorrow. 有些如释重负地想着,她一时间却提不起太大的兴致,打算好好睡一觉,最好能睡到明天。 Tomorrow, is the new day. 明天,又是新的一天。 Just lay down on the bed shortly , the cell phone ring tone has rung. 只是,刚刚躺倒在床上没多久,手机铃声就响了起来。 Looked at the display monitor, is Paul Roland hits, therefore sits sets out, has pressed down the connection key. 看了看显示屏,是保罗・罗兰打来的,于是坐起身,按下了接通键。 Has not spoken any words with enough time, that side has heard the breathless roaring sound. 没有来得及说任何话,那边就已经传来了气急败坏的咆哮声。 The head gets muddled is listening to opposite roaring, crossed for three minutes, in the telephone transmits toot toot the busy signal, in her mind reorganized just Paul Roland disintegration words and phrases. 脑袋发蒙地听着对面的咆哮,足足过了三分钟,电话里传来嘟嘟的忙音,她脑海里才整理出刚刚保罗・罗兰的一些散碎词句。 „Do you want to kill me?” “你想害死我吗？” „bitch.” “碧池。” „Idiot.” “蠢货。” „Why can independently decide?” “为什么要自作主张？” „You were fried.” “你被炒了。” Has not responded with enough time are too many, the cell phone ring tone once more resounds, is she hits in the Paris agency, the information of opposite party is very similarly simple, she was fried. 还没来得及反应太多,手机铃声就再次响起,是她在巴黎的代理公司打来,对方的信息同样很简单,她被炒了。 This has not calculated, after the moment, she also telephoned in that small Brokerage Firm of her country, because initially she was unearthed by that small company, both sides' relations have been good, the opposite party has also been acting her at some Estonian domestic business. 这还不算完,片刻后,她在自己国家的那家小经纪公司也打了电话过来,因为当初她就是被那家小公司挖掘出来的,双方的关系一直不错,对方也就一直代理着她在爱沙尼亚国内的一些事务。 That side transmits similarly is not the good news, she was fried again. 那边传来的同样不是好消息,她再次被炒了。 However, because the both sides good relations, the opposite party has explained several, actually also ambiguous, but said that received very tremendous pressure. 不过,因为双方一直不错的关系,对方多解释了几句,却也模棱两可,只是说受到了很大压力。 Finally realizes anything, the fear of heart of hearts spreads suddenly. 终于意识到什么,内心深处的恐惧突然蔓延开来。 The good-for-nothings arrive on the avenue generally, is looking at the street central stream of vehicles, she suddenly has actually thought of afternoon some at age 13. 行尸走肉一般来到大街上,望着马路中央的车流,她却突然想到了13岁那年的某个下午。 That was in 1991, Estonia suddenly became very randomly, the probably entire Eastern Europe was very chaotic. 那是1991年,爱沙尼亚突然变得很乱,好像整个东欧都很乱。 She is on vacation from school to go home, walks on the familiar that street, hears the vibration sound of ground from afar, then she saw the soldier of battalion, several tanks start toward oneself. She does not know that had anything, was actually afraid the extreme, cancould choose the exact way because of flurry hide in the culvert under nearby bridge, was listening to the car(riage) sound sounds of people sound of footsteps, trembled. 她放学回家,走在熟悉的那条马路上,远远地传来地面的震动声,然后她就看到了大队大队的士兵,还有几辆坦克朝自己开过来。她不知道发生了什么,却害怕到了极点,慌不择路地躲到了旁边小桥下的涵洞里,听着车声人声脚步声,瑟瑟发抖。 Until the army passed for a long time, she dares to crawl from the culvert. 直到军队过去了好久,她才敢从涵洞里爬出来。 Because simple cement bridge had been ground by tank, presented the obvious fissure, she thought at that time that she likely almost collapsed by pressure under the bridge. 简易的水泥桥因为被坦克碾过,出现了明显的裂痕,她当时觉得,自己很可能差点被压塌在桥下面。 Since that day, she has wanted to leave Estonia. 从那天开始,她就一直想要离开爱沙尼亚。 In any event must leave. 无论如何都要离开。 Then left. 然后就离开了。 Then discovered where in this world does not have is the heaven. 然后就发现,这世界上没有什么地方是天堂。 Perhaps, the person who only then died can go to the heaven. 或许,只有死掉的人才能去天堂吧。 Is really unfair. 真是太不公平了。 expression arrives at an intersection absent-minded, is looking on the traffic light the dazzling red, she hesitates to walk directly. 神情恍惚地来到一个十字路口,望着交通灯上刺目的红色,她犹豫着是不是要径直走过去。 A rental car stops in side exactly, after the passenger gets out, the driver has sized up several toward her, gathers saying: „Young lady, can go by car?” 一辆计程车恰好在旁边停下,乘客下车之后,司机朝她打量了几眼,招揽道:“小姐,要坐车吗？” Therefore then sat. 于是便坐了上去。 The drivers have hit the steering wheel, moves forward, then asked: „Young lady, where goes to?” 司机打过方向盘,开始前行,然后问道:“小姐,去哪里？” Where goes to? 去哪里？ Remembers in the recent mind a quite familiar geographic name, she said: „Maryland, Bukes Vyell.” 想起最近脑海里比较熟悉的一个地名,她说道:“马里兰州,布克什维尔。” The drivers have smiled, said: „Sorry, Young lady, my this is a rental car, does not provide the sorceress to explore to serve.” 司机笑了起来,道:“抱歉,小姐,我这是计程车,不提供女巫探险服务。” „That, has proceeded.” “那就,一直往前开吧。” „Has proceeded?” The drivers look at the front, this is the avenue that a thing approaches: „That may not have the end, proceeds even to arrive at Long Island to go.” “一直往前？”司机望了望前方,这是一条东西向的大街:“那可没有尽头,往前甚至能开到长岛去。” Pulls out own wallet from the pocket, inside is her finally several hundred USD, therefore takes completely, has handed over, said: „Proceeds.” 从口袋里掏出自己的钱夹,里面是她的最后几百美元,于是全部拿出来,递了过去,道:“往前。” The drivers received fragmentary several hundred USD bills, realized that this is a mood not good miss. 司机接过零零碎碎的几百美元钞票,意识到这又是一个心情不太好的姑娘。 The beautiful girl will always play some small temper. 漂亮女孩子总是会耍些小性子的。 The drivers could not have passed with money, in the hand this pack of money were also equal to he all day receiving. 司机也没有和钱过不去,手里这叠钱也相当于他一整天的收入了。 Therefore steps on the accelerator refreshedly. 于是爽快地踩下油门。 Considered to lead a beautiful girl to catch the wind. 就当是带着一个漂亮女孩子兜风了。 Such opportunity, has reached middle-age to have the middle-aged driver who the wives and two children need to support not to meet, it is estimated that is also a good experience. 这样的机会,已经人到中年有着妻子和两个孩子需要养活的中年司机还从来没有遇到过,估计也是一次不错的体验。 The rental car leaves Manhattan quickly, across the William Siboge bridge, enters Brooklyn, to east, passed by John the John F. Kennedy International Airport, proceeds again, path both sides construction starts gradually sparsely, is getting more and more fine. 计程车很快离开曼哈顿,穿过威廉斯伯格大桥,进入布鲁克林,一路向东,路过约翰・肯尼迪国际机场,再往前,道路两旁的建筑逐渐开始稀疏,却也越来越精致。 The drivers have come but actually also Long Island, therefore knows that Highway 27 can go nonstop to the Long Island end, therefore has not changed a meaning, opened directly. 司机倒也来过长岛,因此知道,27号公路能够直通长岛尽头,于是没有变道的意思,径直开了下去。 Occasionally will be testing and girl of back seat chats several, desolateness that very but the opposite party displays, the driver again has not had a joke backfire. 偶尔会试探着和后座的女孩聊上几句,只是对方表现的很冷淡,司机也就没有再自讨没趣。 After three hours, the rental car stopped near the lighthouse of Long Island end. 三个多小时后,计程车在长岛尽头的灯塔附近停了下来。 Sees her to get out, the driver pokes head in kindly: „Young lady, or I lead you to go back, here may unable to find any vehicle.” 看到她下车,司机关切地探出头来:“小姐,要不我带你回去吧,这里可找不到什么车子。” She shook the head, pulls out the cell phone to shake shaking toward driver, said: „I will make my friend meet my.” 她摇摇头,掏出手机朝司机晃了晃,道:“我会让我朋友来接我的。” The drivers looked at all around, not far away is personal horse Chang, there can see some people 's shadows faintly, the surroundings are also spacious, wants to come a girl not to have any danger here, therefore nods, starts the vehicle to leave. 司机看了看四周,不远处是一座私人马场,那里隐隐能够看到一些人影,周围也非常空旷,想来一个女孩子在这里也不会有什么危险,于是点点头,发动车子离开。 Looks at the rental car to vanish, she smiled desolately. 看着计程车消失,她落寞地笑了笑。 Where has any friend. 哪有什么朋友。 She in some Europe actually friends, but, comes New York a half year, the majority of time are working, opportunity that have not become friends. 她在欧洲倒是有一些朋友的,只是,才来纽约半年,大部分时间都在工作,根本就没有交朋友的机会。 Currently actually has the time. 现在倒是有时间了。 Sizes up, she tightened the tight-fitting on black windproof coat, leaves the asphalt road, the footsteps staggers walks toward the recent seacoast across the withered and yellow vine. 四下打量一番,她紧了紧身上的黑色风衣,离开柏油路,脚步踉跄地穿过枯黄的蔓草向最近的海岸边走去。 Arrives at the seacoast, selected an open area to sit. 来到海岸边,挑了一块空地坐下来。 Although is in February, but toward noon, the sunlight is just right, had not felt is actually too cold. 虽然是二月份,但临近中午,阳光正好,倒是没有感觉太寒冷。 Does not have the slight warm feeling at heart. 心里却也没有丝毫暖意。 Is looking under the sunlight dull the gloomily blue sea level, felt that the ray is somewhat dazzling, therefore buried the cheek in the knees. 呆呆地望着阳光下幽蓝的海面,感觉光线有些刺眼,于是将脸蛋埋在了膝盖间。 Nobody could see. 没人看得见了。 Sun cannot see. 太阳也看不见。 Therefore the tears flowed. 于是眼泪就流了下来。 Does not know how long to have cried, murkily, even some sleepiness. 不知道哭了多久,昏昏沉沉地,甚至有些睡意。 Possibly soon died. 可能是快要死掉了吧。 Hazy within, felt that side as if there is sound of footsteps. 迷蒙间,感觉身边似乎有脚步声。 Does not know that is many year ago these sounds of footsteps. 不知道是不是很多年前的那些脚步声。 But she is gains ground vigilantly. 但她还是警觉地抬起头。 Appears in is actually a petite form. 出现在身边的却是一个娇娇小小的身影。 This is a little girl, 7 or 8-year-old appearance. 这是一个小女孩,七八岁的样子。 Golden hair, the eye is big, wears the pink down clothing, on the foot steps on the light tan small leather boots, in the hand is holding a box, is sizing up itself curiously. 一头金发,眼睛大大的,穿着粉色的羽绒服,脚上踩着驼色的小皮靴,手里捧着一个盒子,正好奇地打量自己。 Why will here present a little girl? 这里为什么会出现一个小女孩？ Is the angel? 难道是天使？ Brings itself to go to the heaven. 带自己去天堂的。 Originally the angel does not have the wing. 原来天使没有翅膀啊。 Sizes up, not far away, a personal appearance leads the sunglasses robust man to stand there big peacefully, before both hands place the body alternately, without any meaning of going forward. 四下打量一番,不远处,一个身形高大带着墨镜的壮汉安静地站在那里,双手交叉放在身前,没有任何上前的意思。 The little girls see her to look to that guy, finally opens the mouth saying: „That is Aaron, the Papa bodyguard.” 小女孩见她望向那大汉,终于开口道:“那是亚伦,爸爸的保镖。” She has pulled out under the nose gently, knows the own present condition is definitely distressed, puts out a hand to trace on the cheek, the little girl is quick to pull out one box of paper towel to hand over from the pocket. 她轻轻抽了下鼻子,知道自己现在的状态肯定非常狼狈,伸手在脸蛋上摸了摸,小女孩却很快从口袋里掏出一盒纸巾递过来。 „Thanks,” she said in a soft voice, protection some at heart and vigilant such vanish without the trace. “谢谢,”她这么轻声说了一句,心里的一些防备和警惕就这么消失无踪。 Extracts paper towel to scratch the cheeks, she asks kid: „Do you name?” 抽出纸巾擦着脸颊,她开口问身旁的小家伙:“你叫什么名字？” „Emma,” little girl has squatted by her, the pupil is sparkling: „You?” “艾玛,”小女孩在她旁边蹲了下来,眸子亮晶晶的:“你呢？” „Carmen,” she replied. “卡门,”她答道。 „I know that this is, a name of opera.” “我知道,这是,一出歌剧的名字。” „No, this is my name.” “不,这是我的名字。” „Em,” little girl has not argued with her, said: „Also has the movie, called the Emma name.” “恩,”小女孩却没有和她争辩,道:“也有电影,叫艾玛的名字。” She has smiled gently, asked: „Emma, how will you appear here?” 她轻轻笑了下,问道:“艾玛,你怎么会出现在这里？” „Grandpa Jeffrey delivered several small colts to come, placed in that horse field, Papa leads us to ride a horse today, BBQ,” little girl was saying, suddenly remembered anything, handed over the box in hand: „Carmen, do you want to eat thing?” “杰弗里爷爷送了几只小马驹过来,就寄养在那个马场里,爸爸今天带我们来骑马,还有BBQ呢,”小女孩说着,突然想起什么,将手里的盒子递过来:“卡门,你要吃东西吗？” „I,” she want to shake the head, actually puts out a hand to receive, said: „Thanks.” “我,”她本想摇头,却又伸手接了过来,道:“谢谢。” In the box is one roasts chicken leg, a sausage, although is somewhat cool, she also forthwith takes up the bamboo slip, has delivered to the mouth carefully. 盒子里是一只烤鸡腿,还有一根香肠,虽然有些凉,她还是还不犹豫地拿起竹签,小心地送到了嘴边。 Emma looked that she starts to eat the thing, obviously very happy appearance. 艾玛看她开始吃东西,明显很高兴的样子。 Therefore somewhat is curious, said: „How?” 于是就有些好奇,道:“怎么了？” „You sat here for a long time, I think that you are very definitely hungry,” the Emma voice is clear, said: „But, Papa said that the pretty girls do not eat the thing, I make a bet with Papa, Papa lost.” “你在这里坐了好久,我想你肯定很饿呢,”艾玛语音清脆,道:“不过,爸爸说,漂亮的女孩子都是不吃东西的,我就和爸爸打赌,爸爸输了。”