HPATST :: Volume #11

#1095: Only weakness

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The so pitiful experience, beats any person sufficiently. 如此悲惨的经历,足以将任何一个人击垮。 Especially has wizard(s) of talent like Dumbledore, his childhood not compared with Tom Riddle happy many. 尤其是像邓布利多这样拥有天赋的巫师,他的童年并不比汤姆・里德尔幸福多少。 He has the sufficient reason to hate to muggle(s), in the meantime, he also has enough strength, has enough condition and possibly becomes evil dark wizard(s). 他有充足的理由对麻瓜仇恨,同时,他又有足够的力量,有足够的条件和可能成为邪恶的黑巫师。 Say nothing, some of his side also many harboring ulterior motives. 更不用说,他身边还有很多别有用心者。 These people esteem the pure blood, they think that the lineage glory and wizard's honor need to establish above and conquers to trampling of muggle(s). 这些人推崇纯血,他们认为血统荣耀和巫师的荣光需要建立在对麻瓜的践踏和征服之上。 Because the reputation of pure lineage and family as well as occurred in the Dumbledore father and younger sister's matter, they think naturally Dumbledore is also one is hostile toward the muggle(s) person, even praises his father's behavior animatedly, they hope that Dumbledore can become their leaders. 因为纯血统、家族的名声以及发生在邓布利多父亲和妹妹身上的事情,他们理所当然地认为邓布利多也是一个仇视麻瓜的人,甚至津津乐道地赞扬他父亲的行为,他们希望邓布利多能成为他们的领袖。 Like such that Voldemort makes, becomes leader who these people elect together, leading them to retrieve the past honor. 就像伏地魔做的那样,成为这些人共同推选出来的领袖,带领他们重新找回昔日的荣光。 In fact, some time, Dumbledore really has this tendency. 事实上,在一段时间内,邓布利多确实有这种倾向。 Fortunately, he is Dumbledore, he awakens at crucial moments, this is one of his great places. 还好,他是邓布利多,他在关键时刻醒悟过来,这正是他伟大的地方之一。 Perhaps, disposition type of thing is really inborn, no matter the destiny and environment, some people inborn are how bright on the tendency, but some people will only complain that unfair of destiny, degenerates to perish step by step, naturally is handling the evil matter. 或许,性格这种东西真的是天生的,不管命运和环境如何,有的人天生就心向光明,而有的人只会抱怨命运的不公,一步步堕落沉沦,理所当然地做着邪恶的事情。 They were shouting the resounding slogan, for the greater good, goes to other satisfied injury people. 他们喊着响亮的口号,为了更伟大的利益,去心安理得的伤害其他人。 Like Voldemort, his so-called pure blood theory is to let him turns into the monster that person are afraid. 就像伏地魔,他所谓的纯血理论不过是让他变成一个人人害怕的怪物。 But Dumbledore is not such person, he understood that anything is the love, the benefit that he believes is much higher than other people. 但邓布利多不是这样的人,他懂得什么是爱,他所坚信的利益远远高于其他人。 „I do not want to be great, Ivan that oneself said that also does not want to look for the excuse for my father's evidence.” Dumbledore said that „, but I must acknowledge that at that time I hated all these, I think that the destiny is unfair.” “我并不想把自己说的有多么伟大,艾文,也不想为我父亲的罪证寻找借口。”邓布利多说,“但我必须承认,当时我怨恨这一切,我认为命运是不公平的。” Dumbledore's narrated that is frank and indifferent, at this moment his vision passed over gently and swiftly the Ivan's top of the head, is going against the spire as before. 邓布利多的讲述坦率而冷漠,此刻他的目光掠过艾文的头顶,依旧顶着塔尖。 A narrow window starts in the roof of high tower, Ivan does not know that Grindelwald does have there. 一扇狭窄的窗户开在高塔的最高处,艾文不知道格林德沃有没有在那里。 Does he have to realize that the arrival of Dumbledore's, did have there is looking at once old friend. 他有没有察觉到邓布利多的的到来,有没有在那里望着自己曾经的老友。 Since the war of that century, they had that many years not to meet again. 自从那场世纪之战之后,他们已经有那么多年没有再见过面。 But can determine that they definitely each other are caring about the opposite party, because they once have the common idea. 但可以确定,他们肯定彼此关心着对方,因为他们曾经有着共同的理念。 Or surmounts the idea something, purer sentiment. 或者说,超越理念的一些东西,更加纯粹的感情。 „Then I hated the destiny unfair, I had the talent, I was very outstanding, I want to run away, flee my responsibility, I was outstanding, I was brilliant.” Dumbledore continues saying that the pain appears on his face, making him appear old, „, but do not misunderstand, Ivan, I love them, I love my parents, I love my younger brother younger sister, but I am selfish, by far compared with selfish that the common people imagine.” “当时的我怨恨命运的不公,我有天分,我很优秀,我想逃走,逃离我的责任,我想出类拔萃,我想光彩夺目。”邓布利多继续说道,痛苦浮现在他的脸上,使他显得更加地苍老,“但不要误会,艾文,我爱他们,我爱我的父母,我爱我的弟弟妹妹,但我是自私的,远远比世人想象的要自私。” „According to then tradition, young wizard(s) graduated after Hogwarts, will travel around the world, visiting and observation overseas wizard(s), visits these well-known wizard(s), studied with them, then pursued the respective enterprise.” Dumbledore said with the sad expression, „, but I do not have the means that on the day of I graduate, my mother passed away, younger sister and a willful younger brother who after that I must be responsible for considering a disability, I fill with the hate and return to the village painfully. I think that I was surrounded, wastes time! Afterward, was needless saying that he came......” “按照当时的传统,年轻的巫师从霍格沃茨毕业后,会去周游世界,拜访和观察国外的巫师,去拜访那些知名的巫师,和他们学习,然后再追求各自的事业。”邓布利多用悲伤的语气说,“但是我却没有办法出发,在我毕业那天,我的母亲去世了,从那之后,我要负责照顾一个残疾的妹妹和一个任性的弟弟,我满怀怨恨和痛苦地返回村庄。我认为自己被困住了,虚度光阴！后来,不用说,他来了……” „Is Grindelwald, Professor?” Ivan asked in a soft voice. “是格林德沃吗,教授？”艾文轻声问道。 „Yes, Grindelwald, how you are unable to imagine his thought to attract me, has encouraged me. Our mutual attraction, I must acknowledge that he is that person who I am destined. We have the same idea, has the lofty ideal, but all that he has, have made up my deficiency perfectly.” “是的,格林德沃,你无法想象他的思想是怎么吸引了我,激励了我。我们彼此之间相互吸引,我必须要承认,他是我命中注定的那个人。我们有着相同的理念,有着崇高的理想,而他所拥有的一切,完美的补足了我的不足之处。” „for the greater good!” Dumbledore has duplicated, „these words were I at that time were raising, possibly with has some differences that you imagined, I said this empty words to comfort my laughable conscience at first, all were for the greater good, any injury of creates can bring 100 times of advantage to wizard(s). To be honest, my heart of hearts knows that Gellert is Grindelwald what kind of person? I think that I am know, but I opened eyes to close one's eyes. So long as our plans can be carried out, all my dreams can to become true.” “为了更伟大的利益！”邓布利多又重复了一遍,“这句话就是我在当时提出来的,可能和你想象的有些许不同,我最初说出这句空洞的话语只是为了安慰我那可笑的良知,一切都是为了更伟大的利益,所造成的任何伤害都能给巫师界带来100倍的好处。说实话,我内心深处是否知道盖勒特・格林德沃是怎样一个人呢？我想我是知道的,但我睁只眼闭只眼。只要我们的计划能够实现,我所有的梦想都会成真。” „You possibly knew, we have many plans, but most core is the Deathly Hallows! They made him how infatuated, making both of us how infatuated! wand(s) that forever will not lose, can help us obtain the authority the weapon! The resurrecting stone, means the Inferius army for him, but I disguise not to know! For me, I acknowledged that it means bringing back to life of my parents, reduces all responsibility that I shoulder.” “你可能已经知道了,我们有很多计划,但最核心的就是死亡圣器！它们令他多么痴迷,令我们两个人多么痴迷啊！永不会输的魔杖,能使我们获得权力的武器！复活石,对他来说意味着阴尸的大军,但我假装并不知道！对我来说,我承认,它意味着我父母的起死回生,减轻我肩负的所有责任。” „Invisibility Cloak......” the Ivan reminder said. “还有隐形衣……”艾文提醒道。 „Yes, Invisibility Cloak, how has not known, we have not always discussed Invisibility Cloak, both of us are formidable wizard(s), does not need itself Invisibility Cloak to hide very well.” Dumbledore said that „Invisibility Cloak will not bring the obvious help to us, we have neglected in three the Deathly Hallows most full of wisdom. Naturally, Invisibility Cloak true magic power lies in it not only can protect and camouflage the master, but can also be used to protect and camouflage others. At that time I think, if we can find it, could hide Ariana with it, but our to Invisibility Cloak interest because merely it was one of the three essential factors, because of according to the legend, simultaneously had the people of three types of things is the genuine vanquisher of death, we understood that this meaning was invincible.” “是的,还有隐形衣,可不知怎么,我们始终没怎么谈论隐形衣,我们俩都是强大的巫师,不用隐形衣就能把自己隐藏得很好。”邓布利多说,“隐形衣不会给我们带来明显的帮助,我们忽视了三件死亡圣器中最有智慧的一件。当然,隐形衣的真正魔力在于它不仅可以保护和遮蔽主人,还可以用来保护和遮蔽别人。当时我想,如果我们能找到它,或许可以用它来隐藏阿利安娜,不过我们对隐形衣的兴趣仅仅因为它是三要素之一,因为根据传说,同时拥有三样东西的人便是死亡的真正征服者,我们理解这意思就是不可战胜。” „Invincible death vanquisher, Grindelwald and Dumbledore! I was deluded at that time, goes to all over the world to travel around with Grindelwald, searches the material, the person who the full brain brutal dream, neglects in the family/home only to remain two that needs me to take care.” “不可战胜的死亡征服者,格林德沃和邓布利多！我当时如痴如醉,和格林德沃去世界各地周游,查找资料,满脑子残酷的梦想,忽视了家里仅剩的两个需要我照顾的人。” „Afterward......” Dumbledore rocked, Ivan held his arm hurriedly, „afterward, my was crude and does not have the culture, but was in fact more outstanding than much younger brothers to appear me. I am not willing to listen to him to these truth that I shouted, I do not want to hear I by one weak, the unstable younger sister was implicating very much, cannot go to seek for Saint.” “后来……”邓布利多晃动了一下,艾文急忙抓住他的胳膊,“后来,我那位性格粗暴、没有文化,但实际上却比我要优秀得多的弟弟出现了。我不愿意听他冲我叫嚷的那些实话,我不想听说我被一个虚弱的、很不稳定的妹妹拖累着,不能前去寻找圣器。” „Quarrel rise was the duel, Grindelwald lost the control, that thing in his disposition, I had felt actually that actually disguises not to have that thing of discovery, at this moment suddenly erupted fearfully.” Dumbledore briefly, the tears soak his eye again, „Ariana, after my mother protects and looks after carefully, falls down dies.” “争吵上升为决斗,格林德沃失去了控制,他性格里的那种东西,我其实一直有所感觉,却总是假装没发现的那种东西,此刻突然可怕地爆发出来。”邓布利多简单地说,泪水再一次浸湿他的眼睛,“阿利安娜,在我母亲那么精心呵护和照料之后,倒在地上死了。” Ivan closely supports Dumbledore, he knows that this is the truth that the Dumbledore fear knows. 艾文紧紧扶住邓布利多,他知道,这就是邓布利多害怕知道的真相。 After facing that many matters, this became in his mind the only weakness. 在面对那么多事情之后,这已经成为他心灵上唯一的弱点。
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