also significance? 还有意义吗？ Lin Xiaozhu grieved to the extreme. Also desperate to the extreme. 林小筑心痛极了。也绝望极了。 Between mother and Elder Sister this battle, was doomed to break she and Lin Huayin sisters sentiment. 母亲和姐姐之间的这场争斗,注定破碎了她与林画音的姐妹情。 How can she do? 她能怎么做？ Can she also like before, be intimate with Elder Sister? Can she also like in Pearl, look for Elder Sister to lend money regularly, steals the Elder Sister jewelry to take to sell? 她还能像以前那样,和姐姐亲密无间吗？她还能像在明珠那样,隔三差五的找姐姐借钱,偷姐姐的首饰拿出去卖吗？ Even causes trouble, annoyed troublesome, she can also avoid the parents, prays for rescue from Elder Sister? 即便闯了祸,惹了麻烦,她还能避开父母,向姐姐求救吗？ Cannot... 不能了… Even if she wanted to return to the past, returned to the Pearl period. Returns to the two sisters to tell one another everything, intimate in the past. But is also possible? 纵使她多么希望回到从前,回到明珠时期。回到姐妹二人无话不谈,亲密无间的过去。但还有可能吗？ How can she most hate the person to tell one another everything with mother? How can she with injuring the mother deepest person is intimate? 她怎能和母亲最痛恨的人无话不谈？她怎能和伤母亲最深的人亲密无间？ Cannot... 不能了… Lin Xiaozhu look low-spirited and confused raised the head, looks said to Xiao Zheng: „Brother-in-Law, I know that your regarding this intention is possibly guilty.” 林小筑神色黯然而迷茫的抬起头来,望向萧正说道:“姐夫,我知道你可能对此心怀愧疚。” Xiao Zheng purses the lips, does not have makes noise gently. 萧正轻轻抿唇,没有出声。 „But I want to make you know that” Lin Xiaozhu said in a low voice. „This matter actually with your relations also does not have. Even if you have not appeared in our life. Even if Elder Sister not gets angry because of this matter and my mother. Perhaps in the future, this day will arrive.” “但我想让你知道”林小筑低声说道。“这件事其实和你一点关系也没有。哪怕你从不曾出现在我们的生活中。哪怕姐姐不因这件事和我母亲翻脸。也许在未来,这一天还是会到来。” Xiao Zheng hears this, body slightly trembles, heart exuded the endless tender sentiment. 萧正闻言,身躯微微一颤,心中泛起了无尽的怜惜之情。 She actually said with Lin Huayin exactly the same words! 她竟然说出和林画音一模一样的话！ „Perhaps this is the so-called rich and powerful family.” Lin Xiaozhu bitter and astringent said. „does not have so-called is always harmonious. Always does not have so-called family happiness. Has , is only the endless battle.” “也许这就是所谓的豪门吧。”林小筑苦涩的说道。“从来没有所谓的和谐。从来没有所谓的天伦之乐。有的,只是无休止的争斗。” „Your older sister can never struggle with you.” Xiao Zheng said in a soft voice. „Regardless of you have made anything to her, you are she most love Younger Sister forever.” “你姐永远不会和你争。”萧正轻声说道。“不论你对她做过什么,你永远是她最疼爱的妹妹。” „I know.” Lin Xiaozhu bitter and astringent say/way. „But starting today, I was not once Lin Xiaozhu.” “我知道。”林小筑苦涩道。“但从今天开始,我再也不是曾经的林小筑了。” „She can make her Lin Huayin as before. The Yanjing first thousand gold (daughter). But I, actually cannot make beforehand Lin Xiaozhu.” Lin Xiaozhu said in a low voice. “她可以依旧做她的林画音。燕京第一千金。但我,却再也不能做以前的林小筑了。”林小筑低声道。 Xiao Zheng brows slightly pressed, too does not understand Lin Xiaozhu these words subtext: „Xiaozhu, what do you want to make?” 萧正眉头微蹙,不太理解林小筑这番话的潜台词:“小筑,你要做什么？” „What can I make?” Lin Xiaozhu asked. „Betrays my mother? I cannot achieve. Injures my Elder Sister? I cannot achieve.” “我能做什么？”林小筑反问道。“背叛我的母亲？我做不到。伤害我的姐姐？我也做不到。” „Time can desalinate all.” Xiao Zheng persuaded in a soft voice. „Again deep wound, can heal.” “时间可以淡化一切。”萧正轻声劝说道。“再深的伤口,也可以愈合。” The Lin Xiaozhu face reveals desperate color, shakes the head saying: „Wound can recover, that scar? Falls and breaks the glass to stick, but fissure?” 林小筑面露绝望之色,摇头说道:“伤口可以复原,那疤痕呢？摔破的玻璃能够粘起来,但裂痕呢？” paused, Lin Xiaozhu continues saying: „Perhaps from the beginning, I should not too nearly walk with her. Perhaps from the beginning, I should not such be stubbornly disobedient, want to play all the time. Perhaps such, the sentiment of our sisters can also be long-time. My mother, will not destroy this segment sisters sentiments eagerly.” 顿了顿,林小筑继续说道:“也许从一开始,我就不该和她走得太近。也许从一开始,我就不该这么顽劣,贪玩。或许那样,我们的姐妹之情还能长久一些。我母亲,也不会急于破坏这段姐妹情。” „If I and Elder Sister are equally powerful.” Lin Xiaozhu vision confused looks to Xiao Zheng. „Brother-in-Law, you said that my mother also does meet such to do? Will she also be worried?” “如果我和姐姐一样强大。”林小筑目光迷茫的望向萧正。“姐夫,你说我母亲还会这么做吗？她还会担心吗？” The Xiao Zheng heart trembles. What understood. 萧正心头一颤。什么都明白了。 Lin Xiaozhu is not silly Young Lady. Her all want to play all the time, stubbornly disobedient, perhaps is giving an information to Dong Bijun merely: I am not sensible Young Lady, the I do not have too big skill, mother you, even if heart hopes again I and Elder Sister struggle, I cannot struggle Elder Sister. 林小筑不是傻姑娘。她所有的贪玩、顽劣,也许仅仅只是在向董壁君传递一个信息:我是个不怎么懂事的小姑娘,我没有太大的本事,母亲你就算心中再希望我和姐姐争,我也争不过姐姐。 But Lin Xiaozhu displays to stand aloof from the world, stabbed exactly the Dong Bijun soft rib. Made her feel hopeless, was scared. 但林小筑所表现出来的与世无争,恰恰刺中了董壁君的软肋。令她感到无望,感到害怕。 If the daughter is only a twirp, ten years later, 20 years later, whom can Dong Bijun also count on? Can the Lin Family huge family industry, except for Lin Huayin, who also inherit? 如果女儿只是一个无用之人,十年之后,二十年之后,董壁君还能指望谁？林家庞大的家业,除了林画音,还有谁能够继承？ Dong Bijun could not sit still. 董壁君坐不住了。 She must prick the sisters sentiment! 她必须挑破姐妹的感情！ She must force Lin Xiaozhu to take this path! 她必须强迫林小筑走上这条道路！ Only then Lin Xiaozhu becomes enough, Dong Bijun can feel relieved! 只有林小筑变得足够强,董壁君才能放心！ Otherwise, she does not have the means to sleep well forever in Lin Chaotian nearby! 否则,她永远没办法在林朝天的身边睡个安稳觉！ „then was not you.” Xiao Zheng loves dearly to say. “那就不是你了。”萧正心疼的说道。 „I already has said.” Lin Xiaozhu said in a low voice. „Starting today, I no longer was once Lin Xiaozhu. Also cannot be.” “我已经说过了。”林小筑低声说道。“从今天起,我不再是曾经的林小筑。也不能是。” The Xiao Zheng palpitation said: „Can you with your Elder Sister struggle?” 萧正心悸道:“你要和你姐姐争？” Lin Xiaozhu said with a smile grieved: „You said a moment ago, my elder sister can never struggle with me. I why with my elder sister struggle?” 林小筑惨然笑道:“你刚才说,我姐永远不会和我争。那我又凭什么和我姐争？” Xiao Zheng puzzled say/way: „You” 萧正困惑道:“那你” „Since my mother hopes that I grow stronger. I only then grow stronger.” Lin Xiaozhu said slowly. „When I meet her requirements, perhaps she will not be flustered again, is operating again in the back.” “既然我母亲希望我变强。那我只有变强。”林小筑缓缓说道。“当我达到她的要求,她也许就不会再心慌,再在背地里运作了。” „But when you meet her requirements.” Helpless Xiao Zheng said. „Perhaps, she hopes that you and your Elder Sister conducts the last contest. This, is she wants the result.” “可当你达到她的要求。”萧正无奈的说道。“也许,她会希望你和你姐姐进行最后的较量。这,才是她想要的结果。” In the Lin Xiaozhu eye flashes through a subtle brilliance, she raised the head slowly, look very firm said: „Brother-in-Law, you know why my elder sister can not obey anybody to organize?” 林小筑的眼中闪过一丝微妙的光彩,她缓缓抬起头,眼神十分坚定的说道:“姐夫,你知道为什么我姐可以不听从任何人的摆布吗？” Xiao Zheng hears this, is suddenly enlighted. 萧正闻言,恍然大悟。 „If I can my elder sister am equally powerful.” Lin Xiaozhu said one word at a time. „Even my mother, her does also control my ability?” “如果我能和我姐一样强大。”林小筑一字一顿的说道。“就算是我母亲,她还有控我的能力吗？” Xiao Zheng hears this, heart exudes the tender sentiment. He rubbed Lin Xiaozhu beautiful hair, said in a supple voice: „Silly girl. Walks you not to take the road completely. Very tired .” 萧正闻言,心中泛起浓浓的怜惜之情。他揉了揉林小筑的秀发,柔声道:“傻丫头。走一条你完全不想走的路。会很累的。” Lin Xiaozhu vision firm is staring at Xiao Zheng. said one word at a time: „I want.” 林小筑目光坚定的凝视着萧正。一字一顿的说道:“我愿意。” ...... …… Goes home the time, already is 1 : 00 am. The living room lamp greatly is still bright, losing everywhere is gift already by the Lin Huayin sweep trace. Admitted the canvas sack. She sits on sofa, in the hand holds a transparent drinking glass, in the cup hot water already is cooling, her actually does not have drinks one. 回家的时候,已经是凌晨 1 点。客厅的灯依旧大亮,丢得满地都是礼物已经被林画音收拾干净。放进了帆布袋。她坐在沙发上,手中捧着一个透明的玻璃杯,杯中的热水已经冷却,她却没有喝上一口。 At this moment, her heart is at any time colder. cold enters the marrow, as if froze her blood. 此刻,她的心比任何时候都要寒冷。冷入骨髓,仿佛冻结了她的血。 Her seemingly tranquil sits on sofa, the train of thought is in great confusion. 她看似平静的坐在沙发上,思绪却乱成一团。 „Hasn't rested?” Xiao Zheng exhausted returns to the living room. Tonight he and Lin Huayin experienced too many, arrived does not digest in a short time. “还没休息？”萧正疲惫的回到客厅。今晚他和林画音都经历了太多,多到短时间内根本消化不了。 He knows that Lin Huayin tranquil is frail , collapses at the first blow radically. He sits in Lin Huayin nearby, grips woman ice-cold to the extreme palm gently, cares saying: „Do not think too many. Matter you have not thought that is so bad.” 他知道林画音的平静是脆弱的,也根本不堪一击。他坐在林画音身边,轻轻握住女人冰冷之极的手心,关心道:“别想太多了。事情没你想的那么糟糕。” Lin Huayin shoulder slightly shivers, turns the head to look to Xiao Zheng: „She” 林画音肩头微微颤抖,转头望向萧正:“她” „she already did not blame you.” Xiao Zheng grins, shows a gentle smiling face. „She has not blamed you. She is only the does not have better way to divulge own accumulated depressions.” “她已经不怪你了。”萧正咧开嘴,露出一个温柔的笑容。“又或者说,她从没怪过你。她只是没有更好的途径去宣泄自己的积郁。” „You also know. When a person mood low to the extreme, depressed to the extreme. Often will vent to the nearby most intimate person. Because she knows, only then most own person, can contain her all.” Xiao Zheng said in a soft voice. „However you, exactly are in her life the most important person.” “你也知道。当一个人的心情低落到了极点,郁闷到了极点。往往会向身边最亲近的人发泄。因为她知道,只有最亲的人,才能包容她的一切。”萧正轻声说道。“而你,恰恰是她生命中最重要的人。” Lin Huayin is listening respectfully, in the quiet and beautiful beautiful pupil actually exudes the clear tears. She opens the red lip, the acoustic ray shivers to say low and grating: „thank you, A'Zheng...” 林画音聆听着,清幽的美眸中却泛起晶莹的泪花。她张开红唇,声线低哑而颤抖的说道:“谢谢你,阿正…” ~ ~