GB :: Volume #8

#787: Continuous anger!

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Xiao Zheng does not have drives, goes back time also does not have to take taxi. But chose took the subway. The subway person are many, person more than one, all living things hundred condition. Has old man lonely to sit in the corner, there is a bosom to hold in a hand to pull a middle age mother, but is in the majority , is exhausted is napping to go to work a clan. Survives in the capital, often pay more more difficult than in the place city survival, can obtain the same quality of life. Xiao Zheng sits in the corner alone, on the face the expression has returned to normal, and is returning to normal diligently the innermost feelings mighty waves. His actually by no means is one has big aspiration man. Otherwise in overseas these years, he completely has the more better development and opportunity. Drinks with the chief, swims garden by no means with the imperial family aristocrats is Ma Yingjun boasts, but really has its matter. But the Xiao Zheng natural disposition dispels fatigue, always lives in the oneself narrow and small world. Thought that has bowl of food to eat, has glass of liquor to drink, the life reached is complete. Few ponders over person this to make how much money for a lifetime, must have high status to be successful. Perhaps this educates related with Old Dean . Naturally, a beam energy spread completely saves does charitable orphanage old man, you can count on that he does teach how cruel and merciless fierce and ambitious Xiao Zheng? This did not talk nonsense. Looked that all living things hundred condition alleviates the mood good method. Looked in world hardship, the person soul will obtained the short sublimation. No longer complained, does not have the qualifications to complain the life. With the world in compared with most people, everyone living environment and quality of life are good . At least placed the passing an examination condition. Took about an hour subway, Xiao Zheng went out of the underground station, bought one bottle of mineral water in the crossroad convenience store, the raising head one breath drank up. On the face nature showed the smiling face. It is not on the table the stiff smiling face, but is sincere , confident , does not mix with any impurity smiling face, came from the bottom of one's heart. When goes home already 10 : 30. Lin Huayin kept the lamp for him, on the table was also suspending fruit salad. Xiao Zheng changed the shoes, finished eating made the salad carefully, this turns off the lights to go upstairs. „Also in busy.” Xiao Zheng walks with a smile, helped Lin Huayin pinch the shoulder conveniently. Lin Huayin puts down the fountain pen, with also calculates that the tone responded to the Xiao Zheng intimate massage leisurely: „Did you drink? Um.” Xiao Zheng smiles, says with emotion. „My father-in-law family/home Maotai is in box of , too local tyrant.” Lin Huayin slightly looked back, looks on a face to hang the smiling face, look actually by no means that bright Xiao Zheng. heart slightly is somewhat unusual, but said: „Takes a bath. I help you make the cup of ginseng/partake tea. Good .” Xiao Zheng slightly smiled, takes off the clothes to enter the bathroom to take a bath. Toothpaste already was pushed on the toothbrush, the clean underwear all was also placed on the clothes rack. If not two people have not arrived in that is careful by Lin Huayin , she even can help Xiao Zheng smudge the gel. Naturally, after having life-long unforgettable has experienced, believes Xiao Zheng, even if makes the exchange with the life, perhaps was impossible to have the second opportunity. Neat takes a shower, changes the comfortable pajamas, Xiao Zheng climbed up the bed. But at this time, Lin Huayin also closed the computer, put down the written records, accompanies Xiao Zheng to rest together. As usual, Xiao Zheng always likes before resting and Lin Huayin chats some no nutrition topic. Lin Huayin is also silent from at first, gradually adapted to afterward. Even occasionally will propose 1-2 meaningful topic. This already becomes two people to live the indispensable part. In many factors, Xiao Zheng does not have mentions the Lin Family matter on own initiative, he looked for many immaterial topic to chat. Chatted delightedly, endless enjoyment. Is still staying in the ivory tower like one, worry-free big boy. His performing skill exquisite to the extreme. Really to made others think him sufficiently just the prime award, bonus enough he spent ten lifetime. Lin Huayin not good acts in a play, she also disdains in conceals oneself before anybody. She is so, does not change because of others , no one can change her. But she has a pair of fierce look, can see through acts in a play the person before her. Regardless of men and women. Even if Xiao Zheng conceals excellently, without deliberately neglects Lin Family. Even, in he had just talked about in a topic, not only contained Lin Xiaozhu, Mr. and Mrs. Lin also the friendship was a guest performer. But he was seen through by Lin Huayin one. Seeing through others is more relaxed, is simpler. No one can act in a play before the family member. Is withstanding the misery child like one obviously, even if he / she once scooped the world's highest level performance award. But before family member, his every action and every movement, all but desirably exquisite conceals, as if the king new clothes, cannot play any role. Even if concealed the truth, was only the family member is not cruel enough to reveal that's all. „Did he reject?” Lin Huayin slightly turns over/stands up, vision clear is gazing at Xiao Zheng. Talked endlessly Xiao Zheng to close the mouth, the expression was quite treacherous, but by no means was dignified. „I have not given.” Silent moment Xiao Zheng makes noise to say. „Hasn't given?” Even if Lin Huayin is intelligent, has the talent again, is unable to estimate a such result. In her preinstall, Lin Chaotian may reject Xiao Zheng. Also may be is perfunctory. Even delays. But she thinks certainly difficultly, Xiao Zheng unexpectedly direct does not have gives the invitation. Why? Lin Huayin is puzzled. Also definitely is unable to understand the Xiao Zheng behavior. „I go to the time, they are receiving cordially Chang Yishan.” Xiao Zheng contains to say. Lin Huayin slightly frowns, but look is still chilly: „What relations has?” In her eyes, Chang Yishan is only an immaterial person. Even could not integrate in her life any path. You give you , he in his . What has to conflict? „He laughed at me to live by pimping before.” Xiao Zheng slightly smiles, answered. „I feared that he also taunted me to hold your father thigh.” Lin Huayin does not have asked again. Does not need to ask again. She understands Xiao Zheng compared with anybody. She knows who similarly Xiao Zheng is. He cares is ridiculed lives by pimping? He does not care. Is he one regards the important man the face? He is not. He goes, to give Lin Family person face. Stressed a politeness. Will he care about a bystander ridicule? But at this moment, he explained with so inferior reason does not deliver the invitation reason. Lin Huayin what kind of intelligent wisdom? Even if she does not have arrives at the scene, can be Chang Yishan arranges the dinner party to ponder over clear this. Responded including everyone , with the mood, is as for the motive. She knows similarly Xiao Zheng this time went, withstands her to imagine the worst bitter experience, most lets one round of finger/refers of cold violence. Even she not on the scene, still like sits in Xiao Zheng nearby, seeing his to pace back and forth anxiously with. Saw his to be desolate and helpless. Her heart gives birth to one group of fires instantaneously. Continuous anger! ~ 萧正没有开车来,回去的时候也没有打车。而是选择了坐地铁。地铁人多,人一多,众生百态。有老人家孤独的坐在角落,也有怀里抱一个手里牵一个的中年妈妈,但居多的,都是疲惫不堪打着盹的上班一族。在首都生存,往往要比在地方城市生存付出更多的艰辛,才能获得同等生活质量。萧正独自坐在角落,脸上的表情已然恢复正常,并努力平复着内心的波澜。他其实并不是一个有多大抱负的男人。否则在海外的那些年,他完全有更多更好的发展和机会。和酋长喝酒,和皇室贵族游花园并不是马英俊吹牛,而是确有其事。但萧正生性散淡,总是活在自己狭小的世界。觉得有碗饭吃,有杯酒喝,人生就臻于圆满了。鲜少去琢磨人这一辈子要赚多少钱,要有多高的地位才算成功。这也许和老院长的教育有关。当然,一个能散尽积蓄搞慈善孤儿院的老人家,你能指望他把萧正教成多么心狠手辣的枭雄？这不扯淡嘛。看众生百态是缓解心情的好法子。看多了世间疾苦,人的灵魂总会得到短暂的升华。不再抱怨,也没资格去埋怨生活。和世上多数人相比,每个人的生存环境和生活质量都是不错的。起码维持在及格状态。坐了近一个钟头的地铁,萧正走出地铁站,在路口的便利店买了一瓶矿泉水,仰头一口气喝干。脸上自然的就露出了笑容。不是餐桌上的僵硬笑容,而是真诚的,坦然的,不夹杂任何杂质的笑容,来自于肺腑。回到家时已经十点半了。林画音为他留了灯,餐桌上还摆着一份水果沙拉。萧正换了鞋,吃完了精心制作的沙拉,这才熄灯上楼。“还在忙呢。”萧正笑着走过去,顺手帮林画音捏了捏肩。林画音放下钢笔,用还算徐缓的口吻回应萧正贴心的按摩:“你喝酒了？嗯。”萧正笑了笑,感慨道。“我老丈人家的茅台都是一箱箱上的,太土豪了。”林画音微微回眸,看了一眼脸上挂着笑容,眼神却并不那么明亮的萧正。心中微微有些异样,只是说道:“去洗个澡吧。我帮你泡杯参茶。好的。”萧正微微一笑,脱了衣服进浴室洗澡。牙膏已经被挤在了牙刷上,干净的内衣也全都摆在了衣架上。如果不是二人没到那份上,以林画音的细心,她甚至能帮萧正涂抹沐浴露。当然,有过一次终生难忘的经历之后,相信萧正就算拿生命作交换,恐怕也不可能得到第二次机会了。干净利落的冲了个澡,换上舒适的睡衣,萧正爬上了床。而此时,林画音也合上了电脑,放下了纸笔,陪萧正一同休息。和往常一样,萧正总喜欢在睡前和林画音聊些毫无营养的话题。林画音也从起初的沉默,到后来的慢慢适应。甚至偶尔会主动提出1-2有意义的话题。这已经成为二人生活中不可或缺的部分。处于很多种因素,萧正没有主动去提林家的事儿,他找了很多无关紧要的话题去聊。聊得眉飞色舞,其乐无穷。像一个还在象牙塔里呆着,无忧无虑的大男孩。他的演技精湛极了。真到足以令旁人以为他刚刚中了头等大奖,奖金够他花十辈子。林画音不善演戏,她也不屑于在任何人面前掩饰自己。她就是如此,不因旁人而改变,也无人能够改变她。但她拥有一双火眼金睛,能看穿许多在她面前演戏的人。不论男女。哪怕萧正掩饰得极好,也并没刻意去忽略林家。甚至,在他刚刚说过的一个话题里,不仅包含了林小筑,林氏夫妇也友情客串了一把。但他还是被林画音一眼看穿。比看穿旁人更轻松,更简单。没人可以在家人面前演戏。就像一个明明正在承受苦难的孩子,哪怕他或她曾斩获了全球最顶级的演艺大奖。但在亲人面前,他的一举一动,所有刻意而精湛的掩饰,都仿佛国王的新衣,起不到任何作用。即便瞒住了,也只是亲人不忍心去揭穿而已。“他拒绝了？”林画音微微翻身,目光清亮的注视着萧正。喋喋不休的萧正闭上了嘴巴,表情颇为诡谲,但并不凝重。“我没给。”沉默片刻的萧正出声说道。“没给？”纵使林画音再智慧,再有才情,也无法预估到这样一个结果。在她的预设中,林朝天或许会拒绝萧正。也有可能是敷衍。甚至是拖延。但她绝难想到,萧正竟直接没有给出邀请函。为什么？林画音感到困惑。也完全无法理解萧正的行为。“我去的时候,他们正在款待常逸山。”萧正十分含蓄的说道。林画音微微蹙眉,但眼神依旧清冷:“有什么关系？”在她眼里,常逸山只是一个无关紧要的人。甚至纳入不了她人生中的任何轨迹。你给你的,他在他的。有什么冲突？“他之前就笑话我吃软饭。”萧正微微一笑,解释道。“我怕他又嘲讽我抱你父亲的大腿。”林画音没有再问下去。也无需再问。她比任何人都了解萧正。她同样知道萧正是什么人。他在乎被人嘲笑吃软饭吗？他不在乎。他是一个把面子当成至关重要的男人吗？他也不是。他去,就是为了给林家人面子。讲一个礼貌。他又如何会在乎一个外人的嘲笑？但此刻,他却用如此蹩脚的理由解释了不送邀请函的原因。林画音何等聪明智慧？纵使她没有亲临现场,也能把这个为常逸山筹备的饭局琢磨得一清二楚。包括每个人的反应,和心情,乃至于动机。她同样知道萧正这次去,承受了她所能想象的最坏遭遇,最令人发指的冷暴力。即便她不在场,也如同就坐在萧正身边,看见了他的彷徨与不安。看见了他的落寞与无奈。她的心中瞬间生出一团火。连绵怒火！~
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