GB :: Volume #4

#369: Old rule!

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When first time and Shen Manjun meet, she opened fiery-red Ferrari, in that fishy underground velodrome colorful Guanqun fragrance, peerless grace and talent. including has confidence Lin Xiaozhu to the own appearance extremely, filled the protection heart. Thinks that this is a potential threat, has the aggressive woman extremely. 第一次与沈曼君见面时,她开了一辆火红色的法拉利,在那个乌烟瘴气的地下赛车场艳冠群芳,风华绝代。就连对自己的外貌极有信心的林小筑,也对其充满了防备心。认为这是一个潜在的威胁,一个极有侵略性的女人。 But at this moment, Shen Manjun actually again also does not have in those days elegant demeanor. She is desolate and no use, seemed abandoned by the entire world, including chatted with Xiao Zheng fairly the qualifications, does not have. 但此刻,沈曼君却再也没有往日的风采了。她落寞、无助,仿佛被全世界所遗弃,连与萧正公平聊天的资格,也没有了。 Rough Xiao Zheng could feel the Shen Manjun difficult situation, but where he knows, do the Shen Manjun innermost feelings have the pain how with not being able to withstand? 粗糙的萧正或许能感受到沈曼君的艰难处境,可他又哪里知晓,沈曼君的内心有多么的痛苦与不堪？ Swollening. 膨。 Xiao Zheng reopened one bottle of liquor, rumbled to Shen Manjun the full big cup, complexion complex said but actually: „I accompany you.” 萧正重开了一瓶酒,咕隆咕隆地给沈曼君倒了满满一大杯,脸色复杂的说道:“我陪你。” finished speaking, he carries in the hand one glass of liquor, clinks glasses with Shen Manjun. 说罢,他端起手中的一杯酒,与沈曼君碰杯。 The woman tears are most fatal weapon, even the Xiao Zheng this kind of heavy line man, is still hard to resist the woman tears. Especially, this woman or Xiao Zheng heart will not burst into tears, will never give up life Shen Manjun. 女人的眼泪是最致命的武器,即便是萧正这种粗线条的男人,也难以抵挡女人的眼泪。尤其是,这个女人还是萧正心中绝不会流泪,永远不会放弃生活的沈曼君。 But from the current situation, Shen Manjun really already felt exhausted physically and mentally, does not have to continue the courage. 但从目前的情况来看,沈曼君真的已经身心俱疲,没了继续前行的勇气。 Two people are drinking the strong liquor one after another, because Xiao Zheng the alcohol capacity is good, indifferent many one cup of few one cups. The Shen Manjun urgent hope anaesthetizes oneself with the alcohol. Drinks quick and anxious, as if not get drunk oneself, vows not to rest. 二人一杯接着一杯地喝着烈酒,萧正因为酒量好,无所谓多一杯少一杯。沈曼君则迫切的希望用酒精来麻醉自己。喝得又快又急,仿佛不把自己灌醉,誓不罢休。 „Sufficed.” “够了。” Opened the fourth bottle of times in the Shen Manjun preparation, Xiao Zheng holds on Shen Manjun arm, the forced smile said: „Drinks again, you were drunk.” 在沈曼君准备开启第四瓶的时候,萧正拉住了沈曼君的手臂,苦笑道:“再喝,你就醉了。” „A drunk solution thousand worried.” Shen Manjun tone low and deep say/way. „Was drunk, anything did not need to think.” “一醉解千愁。”沈曼君口吻低沉道。“醉了,就什么都不用想了。” „After waking up ?” Xiao Zheng unreasonable asked. „This is drunk, how long can? A day? A year? For a lifetime?” “醒来之后呢？”萧正不近人情的问道。“这一醉,能多久？一天？一年？还是一辈子？” The Shen Manjun tender body trembles gently, beautiful pupil slightly rises, vision complex is staring at Xiao Zheng: „Why is cruel to my such? could it be am I drunk qualifications does not have?” 沈曼君娇躯轻轻一颤,美眸微微上扬,目光复杂的凝视着萧正:“为什么对我这么残忍？难道我连醉的资格都没有？” The Xiao Zheng mouthful is bitter and astringent, actually does not know how to reply. But he must reply, because at this moment, only then Xiao Zheng can give Shen Manjun most powerful enlightening. 萧正满嘴苦涩,却不知如何回答。但他必须回答,因为此刻,只有萧正才能给予沈曼君最有力的开导。 „I do not think you damage the own body.” Xiao Zheng lit cigarette, gives Shen Manjun, then gave oneself to select one, tranquil said. „Being drunk to evade for a while, but only brave faces, can solve the problem truly.” “我只是不想你伤害自己的身体。”萧正点了一支烟,递给沈曼君,然后又给自己点了一支,平静的说道。“醉能逃避一时,但只有勇敢的面对,才能真正解决问题。” „Solves the problem?” Shen Manjun pitiful smiled, flutters to ask. „How to solve? Divides the boundary with him, forgets his existence? Xiao Zheng, you really thinks that between I and him can cut off all relations?” “解决问题？”沈曼君凄惨的笑了起来,颤声问道。“怎么解决？和他划分界限,还是忘记他的存在？萧正,你真的认为我和他之间可以斩断一切联系？” „But you at least can like before, cross you yourself to want to live.” Xiao Zheng calm said. „You look at me, since childhood all alone, let alone family member, even friend also few. Amn't I also same live today? I also never think that I am pitiful and no use.” “但你至少可以像以前那样,过你自己想要的生活。”萧正一脸平静的说道。“你看我,从小无依无靠,别说亲人,连朋友也没几个。我还不是一样活到了今天？我也从不认为我可怜、无助。” „Life is oneself creates . You want what kind of to live, goes diligently, strives for success. Immersing is useful in the painful recollection? Being deliberately bad is also useful? could it be can you move God by the tears? Implored God to change your life?” Xiao Zheng unemotional said. “生活是自己创造的。你想要怎样的生活,就去努力,去拼搏。沉浸在痛苦的回忆中有什么用？自暴自弃又有什么用？难道你要靠眼泪打动上帝？祈求上帝改变你的人生？”萧正面无表情的说道。 he himself should not so cruel speak these words. But he knows, Fourth Master Zhao this heart knot, Shen Manjun cannot untie . Meanwhile, he is also clear to know, oneself and Fourth Master Zhao gratitude and grudges, will never possibly reconcile. Even if he does not look for Fourth Master Zhao to be troublesome, even if he does not care about Fourth Master Zhao to make to oneself. But Fourth Master Zhao? Will he let off oneself? 他本不该如此残忍的说这些话。但他知道,赵四爷这个心结,沈曼君是解不开的。同时,他也清楚的知道,自己和赵四爷的恩怨,也永远不可能和解。就算他不找赵四爷的麻烦,就算他不在乎赵四爷对自己所做的一切。但赵四爷呢？他会放过自己吗？ Ye Shiguan once attitude already explained all. Sometimes, is not you draws back one step, the enemy will draw back one step. Sometimes, is not you do not want to participate, can stay out. Sometimes you only then have a heart of stone to solve the problem, can true be extricated. Otherwise, is doomed to go to hell. 叶世官曾经的态度已经说明了一切。有些时候,不是你退一步,敌人就会退一步。有些时候,不是你不想参与,就可以置身事外。有些时候你只有铁石心肠的解决问题,才能真正的得到解脱。否则,注定下地狱。 Therefore he impossible to the Shen Manjun guarantee and Fourth Master Zhao peaceful coexistence, in fact, this is also absolutely the impossible matter. He can make , crushes Shen Manjun to be frail with the cruelest way. Forces her to put out one side bravest , greets all misery. 所以他不可能向沈曼君保证与赵四爷和平共处,事实上,这也是绝对不可能的事儿。他能做的,就是用最残暴的方式去粉碎沈曼君的脆弱。逼迫她拿出最勇敢的一面,去迎接所有的苦难。 Does not commit suicide by fire by the fire of karma, how Nirvana rebirth? 不以业火焚身,何以涅槃重生？ Shen Manjun look delay stares at Xiao Zheng, in the ear is pacing back and forth Xiao Zheng that cruel actually a needle punctures speech, complexion contradiction is complex, is chaotic and despairs. 沈曼君眼神呆滞的盯着萧正,耳中徘徊着萧正那番残忍却一针见血的话语,脸色矛盾而复杂,混乱而绝望。 She does not know that under a few words should say anything, how also does not know the next movement should. She is very chaotic, is very painful. She understands finally why some people can give up the excellent life and future, suicides. 她不知道下一句话该说什么,也不知道下一个动作该如何。她很乱,也很痛苦。她终于明白了为什么有些人可以放弃大好的人生、前途,去寻死。 Once, she looked down upon to live on the edge the woman. 曾经,她是那么看不起寻死觅活的女人。 Now, she turned into the oneself most repugnant person finally. 现在,她终于变成了自己最讨厌的人。 The Shen Manjun pain and by the Xiao Zheng one by one income eyeground, he is known desperately, this moment Shen Manjun already fell into the endless abyss. Perhaps next quarter, when oneself pushes the door to leave room at that moment, she will commit suicide. 沈曼君的痛苦与绝望被萧正一一收入眼底,他知道,此刻的沈曼君已经陷入了无尽的深渊。也许下一刻,当自己推门离开房间的那一刻,她就会寻短见。 Humane is frail, Xiao Zheng understands compared with anybody. He has seen too many situated in the top man to seek livehood to give up the family, abandons the family member. He also sees too many to collapse the later great person to receive death. It is not they are frailer than others, but they experienced devastated compared with others more fearful . 人性的脆弱,萧正比任何人都懂。他见过太多处于高位的男人为了求生放弃家庭,背弃家人。他也见过太多崩溃之后的大人物自寻短见。不是他们比旁人脆弱,只是他们经历了比旁人更可怕的摧残。 „If died to solve the problem. This world sorrow Hong.” Xiao Zheng tranquil lit cigarette. “如果死亡可以解决问题。这个世界将一片哀鸿。”萧正平静的点了一支烟。 Shen Manjun hangs focuses on the pupil, the look lax say/way: „I think that a person calm down a bit.” 沈曼君垂着眼眸,眼神涣散道:“我想一个人静一静。” „You need is not calm down a bit.” Xiao Zheng shakes the head gently. „Painful and desperate is one will develop the devil automatically. When it is powerful enough, you will thoroughly be destroyed.” “你需要的不是静一静。”萧正轻轻摇头。“痛苦和绝望是一个会自动滋长的恶魔。当它足够强大之时,你将被彻底摧毁。” Shen Manjun raised the head, asks: „How do you hope me?” 沈曼君抬起头,问道:“你希望我如何？” „I hope that you are living well. Meets all challenges.” Xiao Zheng smoked smoke, said one word at a time. „Old rule, I guarantee you to be safe.” “我希望你好好活着。迎接所有挑战。”萧正抽了一口烟,一字一顿道。“老规矩,我保你一世平安。” The Shen Manjun tender body trembles, in eye socket immediately rolling down raindrop general tears. Emotion as if mountain flooding, will divulge shortly. 沈曼君娇躯一颤,眼眶中登时滚下雨珠般的热泪。情感仿佛山洪暴发,顷刻间宣泄而出。 Shen Manjun put into the Xiao Zheng bosom. Like shut in the small black room by the guardian, does not give to eat does not give to drink, even hopes also the does not have little girl. 沈曼君投入了萧正的怀抱。就像被家长关进小黑屋,不给吃不给喝,连希望也没有的小女孩。 „Why” Shen Manjun cried, all camouflages failed, once. „Why is I? My life have not done the dishonorable matter, is the heaven so why cruel?” “为什么”沈曼君失声痛哭,所有的伪装溃于一旦。“为什么是我？我此生不曾做过伤天害理之事,老天为什么如此残忍？” Xiao Zheng supports the Shen Manjun body gently, in the mind actually appears together the lonely form. 萧正轻轻拥住沈曼君的躯体,脑海中却浮现出一道孤独的身影。 Cruel? 残忍？ you already happy more than 20 years. Tina? She until now, but also walked randomly between the darkness and death, in a on day of happy day. Floats like spirit general. 你已经幸福了二十多年。蒂娜呢？她直到现在,还在黑暗与死亡之间游走,没过上一天幸福的日子。像幽灵一般漂浮。 Compared with her, you already was happy enough. 和她比起来,你已经够幸福了。 But this moment Xiao Zheng must make only, comforts Shen Manjun, gives her to go on living the courage. As for him and Tina that type like the abyss dark life, keeps oneself to recall. 但此刻的萧正唯一要做的,就是安慰沈曼君,给予她活下去的勇气。至于他和蒂娜那种如深渊般黑暗的生活,留着自己缅怀吧。
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