Hidoutside the wall the Shen Manjuncollapse.
躲在墙外的沈曼君崩溃了。Especiallyin the wall the soundgetting smaller, after allreturn to normal, the Shen Manjunmoodnot only the does not haveleast bitis relaxed, insteadeven moreis desperately heavy.
尤其是墙内的声音越来越小,一切都恢复正常之后,沈曼君的心情非但没有半点轻松,反而越发沉重绝望。What's wrong?
怎么了?
Was heambushed?
他被伏击了吗?Whyotherwisehasn't come out?
否则为什么还不出来?FrailShen Manjunindulges in flights of fancy, morewantsto bedesperate, morewantsto be the collapse.
脆弱的沈曼君胡思乱想,越想越是绝望,越想越是崩溃。Fiercely. Shestands up, no longer after worrying, whetheralsocomes out the opportunity. Go crazyflushes awaytoward the Zhao Familyfront door. Actuallywantsto know the Xiao Zhenghas does not havematter. Died, but alsoran away.
猛地。她站起身来,不再顾虑回去之后是否还有出来的机会。发了疯似地朝赵家大门冲去。想要知道萧正究竟有没有事。是死了,还逃了。„Irisk neckto saveyouto come out. Don't youwantto walk into a trap?”
“我冒着生命危险救你出来。你不会想自投罗网吧?”
, The gloomycornerbroadcasts a relaxedsoundsuddenly. Herefers tois clamping a cigarette, every timepulls outone, will placequietlybehind, preventsto be discoveredinthisdarknessto wipe the red light.
忽地,阴暗的墙角传来一把轻松的声音。他指间夹着一根香烟,每抽完一口,都会悄然的放在身后,防止被人发现这黑暗中的一抹红光。„Youhave not died!?”Shen Manjunonethrows, holds in the arms the Xiao Zhengbodystubbornly. Tremblingsound said. „Ialsothinkyou”
“你没死!?”沈曼君一把扑过去,死死搂住萧正的身躯。颤声道。“我还以为以为你”„Thoughtmeby the homicide?”Xiao Zhengbeginssupinely, relaxedsmoked a cigarette, said in a low voice. „Did not fear that toldyou. I indeedwantsto passto killhima moment ago. The environmentdoes not permit, hisnearbypersonalsotoo many.”
“以为我被他杀了?”萧正仰起头,轻松的抽了一口香烟,沉声道。“不怕告诉你。刚才我的确想过去杀了他。只是环境不允许,他身边的人也太多了。”Shen Manjunhears this, bodyinvoluntarilyslightlytrembles, then, hersubconsciousafterwards/backwardsdrew backtwosteps, complexionpallidlookedtoXiao Zheng.沈曼君闻言,身躯不由自主的微微一颤,然后,她下意识的往后退了两步,脸色煞白的望向萧正。Shelistenedclearly.
她听清楚了。Listens toto hear, Xiao Zhengsaid that mustkillfather, thatevenoneselfhatesFourth Master Zhao.
听出的听见,萧正说要杀了父亲,那个连自己都痛恨的赵四爷。No matterbut, heis bad, lets onedespairsagain, Shen Manjunhas not thoughtwantshim dead. After all, no matterhehashowto be hateful, the lets onehatred, eventuallyisownfather.
可是,不管他再坏,再让人绝望,沈曼君也从没想过要他死。毕竟,不管他有多么的可恶,令人憎恨,终究是自己的父亲啊。Inthisworld, somewheredaughtersare hopingfatherdead?
这世上,哪有女儿盼着父亲死的?„Do youwantto killhim?”Shen Manjunlip angleslightlyshivers, looklaxasked.
“你要杀他?”沈曼君唇角微微颤抖,眼神涣散的问道。„Whatissuehas?”Xiao Zhengcruelasked. „he alreadyhas killedmyonetime. Moreover, Ibelieve that thisis nothislast time.”
“有什么问题吗?”萧正残忍的反问道。“他已经杀过我一次。而且,我相信这不是他的最后一次。”„Whycan'tsitto discuss?”Shen Manjunis incapable of the argumentsaying. „Heoncethatappreciatedyou, thenhopesyou”
“为什么不能坐下来谈一谈?”沈曼君无力的辩解道。“他曾经那么欣赏你,那么希望你”„Thesewords, can youdeceiveyou yourself?”Shen Manjunshook the headlightly, pulled out a fragrantflue. „Does heappreciateme? Perhaps. If not appreciateme, howto entrust the suchimportantmattertome? If not appreciateme, howdares a personto lieon the bedalone, makingmehelphimlevelall these?”
“这些话,你能骗过你自己吗?”沈曼君淡淡摇头,抽了一口香烟道。“他欣赏我?也许吧。如果不欣赏我,怎么会把这么重要的事儿托付给我呢?如果不欣赏我,怎么敢独自一个人躺在床上,让我帮他摆平这一切?”Shen Manjuntremblingsound said: „Hisalreadywas eventually old, will happen one day, will leave”沈曼君颤声道:“他终究已经老了,终有一天,会离开”„Ha.”Xiao Zhengdiscovered,Shen Manjun is Fourth Master Zhaoargues the time, isdoes not haveanyintelligence quotient. Even the suchfunnyreason can also look. Hits the younghoodlumnot to havefamily memberXiao Zheng is not really ableto understand. „Wecan, becauseunprincipled personwas old, believes that hewon't do the misdemeanoragain? Your has has does not havehearda few words? Was notold persongoes bad. Was the unprincipled personages.”
“哈。”萧正发现,沈曼君在为赵四爷辩解的时候,是没有任何智商可言的。连这么滑稽的理由也找得出来。打小光棍没亲人的萧正实在无法理解。“我们能因为坏人的年纪大了,就相信他不会再做坏事吗?你有没有听说过一句话?不是老人变坏了。是坏人变老了。”Shen Manjunfacedejectedsaid: „Iknow, no matter how Isaid,youare impossibleto forgivehim, butIhope”沈曼君一脸颓然的说道:“我知道,不管我怎么说,你都不可能原谅他,但我希望”„Whathopes? IfyouareI, howyouwill do?”Xiao Zhengasked.
“希望什么?如果你是我,你会怎么做?”萧正反问道。„I”Shen Manjunvacantsay/way. „Ido not know”
“我”沈曼君茫然道。“我也不知道”„Youknow.”Xiao Zhengsaidone word at a time. „Youdo not dareto facethat's all. After all, youare notI.”
“你知道。”萧正一字一顿的说道。“你只是不敢面对而已。毕竟,你不是我。”Shen Manjunis incapable ofarguingagain,Xiao Zhengalsorealizedoneselfthese wordstoShen Manjun, without doubtis the hugeinjury. Perhaps, because of the Xiao Zhengdoes not havefamily member, thereforeisn't ableto consider the Shen Manjunmoodputting oneself in another's place?沈曼君再无力辩解,萧正也意识到自己这番话对沈曼君来说,无疑是巨大的伤害。也许,正因为萧正没有亲人,所以才无法设身处地的去考虑沈曼君的心情吧?Ifthisunprincipled personis notFourth Master Zhao, butisOld Dean, oneselfhow will do? Xiao Zhengthinks, even ifoneselfwere deceived1000timesbyOld Dean, the 10,000time, looked, inheraisesin the ownshare, perhapswon't movekilling intent?
假如这个坏人不是赵四爷,而是老院长,自己会怎么办呢?萧正想,即便自己被老院长欺骗一千次,一万次,看在他养育自己的份上,恐怕也不会动杀念吧?Sothinks,Xiao Zhengthoughtoneself is too unreasonable, was too crude. couldn't help but take the initiativebrokesilent, askedin a soft voice: „Do youprepare?”
这般一想,萧正觉得自己实在太不近人情,太鲁莽了。不由主动打破了沉默,轻声问道:“你准备去哪儿?”Shen Manjunalsowieldedin the brainto be chaoticandworriedslowly, sheknows, withXiao Zhenginthisissueneverpossiblyreconciliation. oneselfcannot persuadehimforever. Mustput downthatneverpossiblyto vanishto fear, saidin a low voice: „Does not know.”沈曼君也慢慢挥去了脑中的混乱与烦闷,她知道,和萧正在这个问题上永远不可能得到和解。自己也永远劝服不了他。只得放下了那永远不可能消失的恐惧,低声说道:“不知道。”„Left the home. Youmustlook to stop over the place.”Xiao Zhengasked. „Can Empire Toweralsolive?”
“离开了家。你总要找个落脚的地方。”萧正问道。“帝国大厦还能住吗?”„I, sinceleft. Is naturally impossibleto go backagain.”Shen Manjunbitter and astringentsay/way. „Said,couple days agoheremovedmyGeneral Managerposition. Now, Iam alone in the world, againalsodoes not haveanyburden.”
“我既然离开了。自然不可能再回去。”沈曼君苦涩道。“说起来,前几天他就撤除了我的总经理职位。如今,我孑然一身,再也没有任何负担了。”„thenfirstlooks for a hotelto stay.”Xiao Zhengtranquilsaid.
“那就先找个酒店住下吧。”萧正平静的说道。„Um.”Shen Manjunnods, boardswithXiao Zheng.
“嗯。”沈曼君点点头,跟着萧正上了车。At the Fourth Master Zhaoenergy, onceShen Manjunwith the ownID cardhousinghotel, will certainly find outherwhereaboutsimmediately. ThereforeShen Manjunimpossibleto open the roomwith the ownID card. Next, Shen Manjuncomes outtoohurriedly. Let alonechanges and washes the clothes, includingmoneyalsodoes not havebelt/bring. Therefore can only open the roomwith the Xiao ZhengID card, andpays moneybyhim.
以赵四爷的能量,一旦沈曼君用自己的身份证居住酒店,一定会在第一时间查出她的下落。所以沈曼君绝不可能用自己的身份证开房。其次,沈曼君出来得太匆忙。别说换洗的衣服,就连钱也没有带。所以只能用萧正的身份证开房,并由他付钱。„Openstwo.”Xiao Zhengsaidto the onstageYoung Ladysmile.
“开两间。”萧正向前台小姐微笑道。Late at nightleadsgorgeousvariedbeautyto open the room, thisyoungmanactuallyrequeststo opentwo. It seems like alsocalculates that has the politeman. As the female, the onstageYoung Ladyattitudewas better, quickwasXiao Zhengopenedtwocommercialroom.
三更半夜领着一个艳丽多姿的美女开房,这个年轻男人却要求开两间。看来是个还算有礼貌的男人嘛。作为女性,前台小姐的态度好了很多,很快为萧正开了两间商务房。OnstageYoung Ladyopenstworoomdecisionto begratifiedtoXiao Zheng, Shen Manjuninexplicablesomewhatis strange. Doesn't Xiao Zhenghave the family/home? HenotalreadyalreadyandLin Huayinstayed together? Whywill choosetworoom? could it be, heplanned that livesaccompaniesoneselfhere?
前台小姐对萧正开两间房的决定感到欣慰,沈曼君却莫名的有些奇怪。萧正不是有家么?他不是早就已经和林画音住在一起了么?为什么会选择开两间房呢?难道,他打算住在这里陪自己?Perhapssaw through the Shen Manjunthoughts, perhapsalsowantsto explain the ownbehavior, Xiao Zhengaccompanied the Shen Manjunand otherelevatortimesto sayin: „Yourfatherwill checkyourID cardincessantly, believes that will also checkmy. Openstwo, avoidedbeing foundbyhimall of a sudden. Keeps a mind.”
也许是看穿了沈曼君的心思,又也许是想解释自己的行为,萧正在等陪同沈曼君等电梯的时候说道:“你父亲不止会查你的身份证,相信也会查我的。开两间,是避免被他一下子就找到。留个心眼。”Shen Manjunhears this, justraisedwisp of warm feelingto dissipateimmediately, purses the lipssaid: „Understood.”沈曼君闻言,刚刚升起的一缕暖意登时又消散了开来,抿唇道:“明白。”Had the elevator, Xiao ZhengwasShen Manjunopened the roompersonally, thenglanced overin a room the pattern, said: „Environmentwas crude, but the living facilitywas complete. Youon an evening, will first have waited fortonight, youhadwhatideato tellmedirectly. Icometo arrangeforyou.”
出了电梯,萧正亲自为沈曼君开了房,然后又浏览了一下房内的格局,说道:“环境是简陋了点,但生活设施还算齐全。你先将就一晚,等过了今晚,你有什么想法就直接跟我说。我来替你安排。”Shen Manjunnodsgently, said: „thanks.”沈曼君轻轻点头,说道:“谢谢。”„You're welcome.”Xiao Zhengsmiles, thensaidslowly. „Yourest. Iwill come to seeyoutomorrowagain.”
“不用客气。”萧正笑了笑,然后缓缓说道。“那你休息吧。我明天再来看你。”finished speaking, hewalkstowarddoorwith stride.说罢,他大步向房门口走去。„Xiao Zheng.”Shen Manjunmakes noiseto saysuddenly.
“萧正。”沈曼君忽然出声说道。„Um?”Xiao Zhengslightlyturns head, the smilesaid. „What's wrong?”
“嗯?”萧正微微回头,微笑道。“怎么了?”„Youcan”Shen Manjunstruggleto say. „ Can youaccompany
“你能”沈曼君挣扎道。“你能陪我一会吗?”Xiao Zhengcomplexionslightlychanges, finallyis smiling the nod saying: „Sure.”萧正脸色微微变化,终于笑着点头道:“当然可以。”Closed the door, Xiao Zhengsitson a chairat will, sidehad the ash-tray, hadto boil the teatool, alsowrote all over the servicetelephonecard. Because ofalreadybefore dawn, being busy at workwhole eveningXiao Zhengcannot boilbellyto be hungry. Sits in meditationtosecureinbedsideShen Manjunasks: „Is yourbellyhungry? Was inferior that Idid callto eatto come up?”
关上房门,萧正随意坐在了一张椅子上,旁边有烟灰缸,有煮茶的工具,还有一张写满了服务电话的卡片。因为已经凌晨了,忙活了一整晚的萧正熬不住肚子的饥饿。冲安静坐在床边的沈曼君问道:“你肚子饿吗?不如我叫些吃的上来吧?”„Um. Good.”Shen Manjunchanges the habit, the nodsaid. „Mybellywas also hungry.”
“嗯。好的。”沈曼君一改常态,点头道。“我肚子也饿了。”„theneatstogether.”Xiao Zhengsmiles, made the room servicephone call.
“那就一起吃。”萧正笑了笑,打了客房服务电话。In the last several days, becauseShen Manjun the mood was extremely really low, let aloneate meal, the bednot, probablyall of a suddenwas usually dejected, did anything unable to spunk up, even moredoes not haveinterest. Now, shewas ledfinallybyXiao Zheng. Althoughwill launch the brand-newlifestarting today. ButtoShen Manjun, a newlifefutureuncertainness, does not know that canbesmooth, covers entirelythorn. even moredoes not know that iscontinuesto keepPearl, leftthisto livemanyyears of city, tobrand-new, does not haveanybodyknewherplace.
最近几天,沈曼君因为心情实在太过低落,别说吃饭,平时连床也不怎么下,好像一下子就颓靡了,做什么事儿都打不起精神,更加没有兴趣。如今,她终于被萧正带出来了。虽然从今天开始将会展开全新的生活。但对沈曼君来说,新生活的前途一片渺茫,不知道会是顺畅的,还是布满荆棘的。更加不知道是继续留在明珠,还是离开这座生活了多年的城市,去往一座全新的,没有任何人知道她的地方。Allallinstantaneousinvasionmind, makinghercomplexioncomplicated and diversified, is unable to be tranquil.
一切的一切瞬间侵入脑海,令她的脸色复杂多变,无法平静下来。Sittingsees the Shen Manjuncomplexionto be complicatedinone sideXiao Zheng, couldn't help butlitcigarette, givesShen Manjun saying: „Pulls out?”
坐在一旁的萧正见沈曼君脸色繁复多变,不由点了一根烟,递给沈曼君道:“抽吗?”„Um.”Shen Manjunreceived the cigarette, deeplyattractedone, whateverthen the smogcirculatedin the lungs, thisspitsfrom the attractiveredlip.
“嗯。”沈曼君接过香烟,深深吸了一口,然后任由烟雾在肺部循环了一圈,这才从诱人的红唇中吐出来。Smoked a cigarette, Shen Manjunopened the hotelbuilt-inwine chest, took outonebottle of whiskeys, thenput outtwowine glasses, filled to the brimtwobigcups.
抽完一根香烟,沈曼君打开了酒店内置的酒柜,取出了一瓶威士忌,然后拿出两个酒杯,倒满了两大杯。Gurgle.
咕嘟。
The Shen Manjunone breathdrank upbigcupstrong liquor, puts outfoul air.沈曼君一口气喝完了一大杯烈酒,吐出一口浊气。Shehas not spoken, does not know that saidanythingwithXiao Zheng. Official business? SheandXiao Zhengalreadybeing doomedstoodin the opposite. Even ifshewill not preventalso the does not haveabilityto preventXiao Zhengto do anything. Butherstatusactuallydecidedherponderdirection.
她没说话,也不知道和萧正说什么。公事?她和萧正已经注定站在了对立面。哪怕她不会阻止也没有能力阻止萧正去做任何事儿。但她的身份却决定了她的思考方向。
Will shehelpXiao Zhengkillfather? Neverpossibly.
她会帮助萧正去杀了父亲么?永远不可能。Private affair?
私事?IfonceShen Manjun, but can also think the meansandXiao Zhengstrivesto be togetherin private the opportunity, evenprovokeshimwithvariousall kinds ofmeans. Enticeshim. Butnow, Shen Manjunalreadydoes not havesuchcourage. even moredoes not havesuchmood.
如果说曾经的沈曼君,还能想办法和萧正争取私下相处的机会,甚至是用各种五花八门的办法来撩拨他。勾引他。但现在,沈曼君已经没有这样的勇气了。更加没有这样的心情。she is who?她是谁?Sheis the Xiao Zhengpersonal enemydaughter. Even, Xiao Zhengbecause ofherrelations, was deceivedseveral-month longbyFourth Master Zhao, finallyactuallymustpay the lifeprice. Heralsowhatfacetreats ascrossesnothing happened, repliedformerto relatewithXiao Zheng?
她是萧正仇人的女儿。甚至于,萧正因为她的关系,被赵四爷欺骗了长达数个月,最后却要付出生命的代价。她还有什么脸面当做什么都没发生过,和萧正回复到从前的关系?Whenwomanalreadydoes not haveanymeansand a manexchange the timenormally, thenwas doomedthiswomanandthismalepersonal connectioncompletely. Sharecompletely.
当一个女人已经没有任何办法和一个男人正常交流的时候,那就注定这个女人和这个男人缘尽了。份尽了。Gurgle.
咕嘟。Shen Manjuncups are drinking, alreadycools the heartto be instantaneously torn to piecesearly, was coldas iffell into the icehouse.沈曼君一杯杯喝着,一颗早已经冷却的心瞬间支离破碎,冷得仿佛堕入了冰窖。„Do not drink.”
“别喝了。”Xiao Zhengstoppeddrankonebottle of whiskeyShen Manjun, on the facehung the complexmood, mouthhalfearnestwas sayinghalf jokingly: „Hereliquorcompared withoutsideexpensive/nobletwotimesalsomany.”萧正止住了足足喝了一瓶威士忌的沈曼君,脸上挂着复杂的情绪,嘴里却半开玩笑半认真的说道:“这里的酒可是比外面的贵两倍还多。”Shen Manjunjustwants saying that tomorrowgives back tohim, butconsideringoneselfnow is really the stony broke, from now onalsonot necessarily can also likebeforewasteful, couldn't help butput down the wine glass, the forced smilesaid: „Idrinktwocups of liquorqualificationsdoes not havenowcontinually.”沈曼君刚想说明天还给他,但考虑到自己如今实在是身无分文,今后也未必还能像以前那样大手大脚,不由得放下了酒杯,苦笑道:“我现在连喝两杯酒的资格都没有了。”Althoughsheis smiling, ineyeactuallyampletears.
她虽然在笑,眼中却盈满了热泪。yes.是的。Heranythingdoes not have.
她什么都没有了。does not haveliked the man, does not havefavoredto drownherfather, does not have the work, does not have the freedom, evenlife , a gloominess没有了喜欢的男人,没有了宠溺她的父亲,没有了工作,没有了自由,连人生,也一片灰暗
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