GB :: Volume #4

#368: What does not have!


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Hid outside the wall the Shen Manjun collapse. 躲在墙外沈曼君崩溃了。 Especially in the wall the sound getting smaller, after all return to normal, the Shen Manjun mood not only the does not have least bit is relaxed, instead even more is desperately heavy. 尤其是墙内声音越来越小,一切都恢复正常之后,沈曼君心情非但没有半点轻松,反而越发沉重绝望。 What's wrong? 怎么了? Was he ambushed? 他被伏击了吗? Why otherwise hasn't come out? 否则为什么还不出来? Frail Shen Manjun indulges in flights of fancy, more wants to be desperate, more wants to be the collapse. 脆弱沈曼君胡思乱想,越想越是绝望,越想越是崩溃。 Fiercely. She stands up, no longer after worrying, whether also comes out the opportunity. Go crazy flushes away toward the Zhao Family front door. Actually wants to know the Xiao Zheng has does not have matter. Died, but also ran away. 猛地。她站起身来,不再顾虑回去之后是否还有出来机会。发了疯似地朝赵家大门冲去。想要知道萧正究竟有没有事。是死了,还逃了。 I risk neck to save you to come out. Don't you want to walk into a trap?” “我冒着生命危险救你出来。你不会想自投罗网吧?” , The gloomy corner broadcasts a relaxed sound suddenly. He refers to is clamping a cigarette, every time pulls out one, will place quietly behind, prevents to be discovered in this darkness to wipe the red light. 忽地,阴暗墙角传来一把轻松声音。他指间夹着一根香烟,每抽完一口,都会悄然放在身后,防止被人发现这黑暗中一抹红光。 You have not died!?” Shen Manjun one throws, holds in the arms the Xiao Zheng body stubbornly. Trembling sound said. I also think you “你没死!?”沈曼君一把扑过去,死死搂住萧正身躯。颤声道。“我还以为以为你” Thought me by the homicide?” Xiao Zheng begins supinely, relaxed smoked a cigarette, said in a low voice. Did not fear that told you. I indeed wants to pass to kill him a moment ago. The environment does not permit, his nearby person also too many.” “以为我被他杀了?”萧正仰起头,轻松抽了一口香烟,沉声道。“不怕告诉你。刚才我的确想过去杀了他。只是环境不允许,他身边的人也太多了。” Shen Manjun hears this, body involuntarily slightly trembles, then, her subconscious afterwards/backwards drew back two steps, complexion pallid looked to Xiao Zheng. 沈曼君闻言,身躯不由自主的微微一颤,然后,她下意识往后退了两步,脸色煞白望向萧正 She listened clearly. 她听清楚了。 Listens to to hear, Xiao Zheng said that must kill father, that even oneself hates Fourth Master Zhao. 听出听见,萧正说要杀了父亲,那个连自己都痛恨赵四爷 No matter but, he is bad, lets one despairs again, Shen Manjun has not thought wants him dead. After all, no matter he has how to be hateful, the lets one hatred, eventually is own father. 可是,不管他再坏,再让人绝望,沈曼君也从没想过要他死。毕竟,不管他有多么可恶,令人憎恨,终究是自己的父亲啊。 In this world, some where daughters are hoping father dead ? 这世上,哪有女儿盼着父亲 „Do you want to kill him?” Shen Manjun lip angle slightly shivers, look lax asked. “你要杀他?”沈曼君唇角微微颤抖,眼神涣散问道。 What issue has?” Xiao Zheng cruel asked. he already has killed my one time. Moreover, I believe that this is not his last time.” “有什么问题吗?”萧正残忍反问道。“他已经杀过我一次。而且,我相信这不是他最后一次。” Why can't sit to discuss?” Shen Manjun is incapable of the argument saying. He once that appreciated you, then hopes you “为什么不能坐下来谈一谈?”沈曼君无力辩解道。“他曾经那么欣赏你,那么希望你” These words, can you deceive you yourself?” Shen Manjun shook the head lightly, pulled out a fragrant flue. „Does he appreciate me? Perhaps. If not appreciate me, how to entrust the such important matter to me? If not appreciate me, how dares a person to lie on the bed alone, making me help him level all these?” “这些话,你能骗过你自己吗?”沈曼君淡淡摇头,抽了一口香烟道。“他欣赏我?也许吧。如果不欣赏我,怎么会把这么重要事儿托付给我呢?如果不欣赏我,怎么敢独自一个人躺在床上,让我帮他摆平这一切?” Shen Manjun trembling sound said: His already was eventually old, will happen one day, will leave 沈曼君颤声道:“他终究已经老了,终有一天,会离开” Ha.” Xiao Zheng discovered, Shen Manjun is Fourth Master Zhao argues the time, is does not have any intelligence quotient . Even the such funny reason can also look. Hits the young hoodlum not to have family member Xiao Zheng is not really able to understand. We can, because unprincipled person was old, believes that he won't do the misdemeanor again? Your has has does not have heard a few words? Was not old person goes bad. Was the unprincipled person ages.” “哈。”萧正发现,沈曼君在为赵四爷辩解时候,是没有任何智商可言。连这么滑稽理由也找得出来。打小光棍没亲人萧正实在无法理解。“我们能因为坏人年纪大了,就相信他不会再做坏事吗?你有没有听说过一句话?不是老人变坏了。是坏人变老了。” Shen Manjun face dejected said: I know, no matter how I said, you are impossible to forgive him, but I hope 沈曼君一脸颓然说道:“我知道,不管我怎么说,你都不可能原谅他,但我希望” What hopes? If you are I, how you will do?” Xiao Zheng asked. “希望什么?如果你是我,你会怎么做?”萧正反问道。 I Shen Manjun vacant say/way. I do not know “我”沈曼君茫然道。“我也不知道” You know.” Xiao Zheng said one word at a time. You do not dare to face that's all. After all, you are not I.” “你知道。”萧正一字一顿说道。“你只是不敢面对而已。毕竟,你不是我。” Shen Manjun is incapable of arguing again, Xiao Zheng also realized oneself these words to Shen Manjun, without doubt is the huge injury. Perhaps, because of the Xiao Zheng does not have family member, therefore isn't able to consider the Shen Manjun mood putting oneself in another's place? 沈曼君再无力辩解,萧正也意识到自己这番话对沈曼君来说,无疑是巨大伤害。也许,正因为萧正没有亲人,所以才无法设身处地去考虑沈曼君心情吧? If this unprincipled person is not Fourth Master Zhao, but is Old Dean, oneself how will do? Xiao Zheng thinks, even if oneself were deceived 1000 times by Old Dean, the 10,000 time, looked, in he raises in the own share, perhaps won't move killing intent? 假如这个坏人不是赵四爷,而是老院长,自己会怎么办呢?萧正想,即便自己老院长欺骗一千次,一万次,看在他养育自己的份上,恐怕也不会动杀念吧? So thinks, Xiao Zheng thought oneself is too unreasonable, was too crude. couldn't help but take the initiative broke silent, asked in a soft voice: „Do you prepare?” 这般一想,萧正觉得自己实在太不近人情,太鲁莽了。不由主动打破了沉默,轻声问道:“你准备去哪儿?” Shen Manjun also wielded in the brain to be chaotic and worried slowly, she knows, with Xiao Zheng in this issue never possibly reconciliation. oneself cannot persuade him forever. Must put down that never possibly to vanish to fear, said in a low voice: Does not know.” 沈曼君也慢慢挥去了脑中混乱与烦闷,她知道,和萧正在这个问题上永远不可能得到和解。自己也永远劝服不了他。只得放下了那永远不可能消失恐惧,低声说道:“不知道。” Left the home. You must look to stop over the place.” Xiao Zheng asked. „Can Empire Tower also live?” “离开了家。你总要找个落脚地方。”萧正问道。“帝国大厦还能住吗?” I, since left. Is naturally impossible to go back again.” Shen Manjun bitter and astringent say/way. Said, couple days ago he removed my General Manager position. Now, I am alone in the world, again also does not have any burden.” “我既然离开了。自然不可能再回去。”沈曼君苦涩道。“说起来,前几天他就撤除了我总经理职位。如今,我孑然一身,再也没有任何负担了。” then first looks for a hotel to stay.” Xiao Zheng tranquil said. 那就先找个酒店住下吧。”萧正平静说道。 Um.” Shen Manjun nods, boards with Xiao Zheng. 。”沈曼君点点头,跟着萧正上了车。 At the Fourth Master Zhao energy, once Shen Manjun with the own ID card housing hotel, will certainly find out her whereabouts immediately. Therefore Shen Manjun impossible to open the room with the own ID card. Next, Shen Manjun comes out too hurriedly. Let alone changes and washes the clothes, including money also does not have belt/bring. Therefore can only open the room with the Xiao Zheng ID card, and pays money by him. 赵四爷能量,一旦沈曼君自己的身份证居住酒店,一定会在第一时间查出她下落。所以沈曼君绝不可能用自己的身份证开房。其次,沈曼君出来得太匆忙。别说换洗衣服,就连钱也没有带。所以只能用萧正身份证开房,并由他付钱。 Opens two.” Xiao Zheng said to the onstage Young Lady smile. “开两间。”萧正向前台小姐微笑道。 Late at night leads gorgeous varied beauty to open the room, this young man actually requests to open two. It seems like also calculates that has the polite man. As the female, the onstage Young Lady attitude was better, quick was Xiao Zheng opened two commercial room. 三更半夜领着一个艳丽多姿美女开房,这个年轻男人却要求开两间。看来是个还算有礼貌男人嘛。作为女性,前台小姐态度好了很多,很快为萧正开了两间商务房。 Onstage Young Lady opens two room decision to be gratified to Xiao Zheng, Shen Manjun inexplicable somewhat is strange. Doesn't Xiao Zheng have the family/home? He not already already and Lin Huayin stayed together? Why will choose two room? could it be, he planned that lives accompanies oneself here? 前台小姐萧正开两间房的决定感到欣慰,沈曼君却莫名有些奇怪。萧正不是有家么?他不是早就已经林画音住在一起了么?为什么会选择开两间房呢?难道,他打算住在这里陪自己 Perhaps saw through the Shen Manjun thoughts, perhaps also wants to explain the own behavior, Xiao Zheng accompanied the Shen Manjun and other elevator times to say in: Your father will check your ID card incessantly, believes that will also check my . Opens two, avoided being found by him all of a sudden. Keeps a mind.” 也许是看穿了沈曼君心思,又也许是想解释自己的行为,萧正在等陪同沈曼君等电梯时候说道:“你父亲不止会查你身份证,相信也会查我。开两间,是避免被他一下子就找到。留个心眼。” Shen Manjun hears this, just raised wisp of warm feeling to dissipate immediately, purses the lips said: Understood.” 沈曼君闻言,刚刚升起一缕暖意登时又消散了开来,抿唇道:“明白。” Had the elevator, Xiao Zheng was Shen Manjun opened the room personally, then glanced over in a room the pattern, said: Environment was crude, but the living facility was complete. You on an evening, will first have waited for tonight, you had what idea to tell me directly. I come to arrange for you.” 出了电梯,萧正亲自为沈曼君开了房,然后又浏览了一下房内格局,说道:“环境是简陋了点,但生活设施还算齐全。你先将就一晚,等过了今晚,你有什么想法就直接跟我说。我来替你安排。” Shen Manjun nods gently, said: thanks.” 沈曼君轻轻点头,说道:“谢谢。” You're welcome.” Xiao Zheng smiles, then said slowly. You rest. I will come to see you tomorrow again.” “不用客气。”萧正笑了笑,然后缓缓说道。“那你休息吧。我明天再来看你。” finished speaking, he walks toward door with stride. 说罢,他大步向房门口走去。 Xiao Zheng.” Shen Manjun makes noise to say suddenly. 萧正。”沈曼君忽然出声说道。 Um?” Xiao Zheng slightly turns head, the smile said. What's wrong?” ?”萧正微微回头,微笑道。“怎么了?” You can Shen Manjun struggle to say. „ Can you accompany “你能”沈曼君挣扎道。“你能陪我一会吗?” Xiao Zheng complexion slightly changes, finally is smiling the nod saying: Sure.” 萧正脸色微微变化,终于笑着点头道:“当然可以。” Closed the door, Xiao Zheng sits on a chair at will, side had the ash-tray, had to boil the tea tool, also wrote all over the service telephone card. Because of already before dawn, being busy at work whole evening Xiao Zheng cannot boil belly to be hungry. Sits in meditation to secure in bedside Shen Manjun asks: „Is your belly hungry? Was inferior that I did call to eat to come up?” 关上房门,萧正随意坐在了一张椅子上,旁边有烟灰缸,有煮茶工具,还有一张写满了服务电话卡片。因为已经凌晨了,忙活了一整晚萧正熬不住肚子饥饿。冲安静坐在床边沈曼君问道:“你肚子饿吗?不如我叫些吃上来吧?” Um. Good .” Shen Manjun changes the habit, the nod said. My belly was also hungry.” 。好。”沈曼君一改常态,点头道。“我肚子也饿了。” then eats together.” Xiao Zheng smiles, made the room service phone call. 那就一起吃。”萧正笑了笑,打了客房服务电话。 In the last several days, because Shen Manjun the mood was extremely really low, let alone ate meal, the bed not, probably all of a sudden was usually dejected, did anything unable to spunk up, even more does not have interest. Now, she was led finally by Xiao Zheng. Although will launch the brand-new life starting today. But to Shen Manjun, a new life future uncertainness, does not know that can be smooth , covers entirely thorn . even more does not know that is continues to keep Pearl, left this to live many years of city, to brand-new , does not have anybody knew her place. 最近几天,沈曼君因为心情实在太过低落,别说吃饭,平时连床也不怎么下,好像一下子就颓靡了,做什么事儿都打不起精神,更加没有兴趣。如今,她终于被萧正带出来了。虽然从今天开始将会展开全新生活。但对沈曼君来说,新生活前途一片渺茫,不知道会是顺畅,还是布满荆棘更加不知道是继续留在明珠,还是离开这座生活了多年城市,去往一座全新,没有任何人知道她地方。 All all instantaneous invasion mind, making her complexion complicated and diversified, is unable to be tranquil. 一切一切瞬间侵入脑海,令她脸色复杂多变,无法平静下来。 Sitting sees the Shen Manjun complexion to be complicated in one side Xiao Zheng, couldn't help but lit cigarette, gives Shen Manjun saying: Pulls out?” 坐在一旁萧正沈曼君脸色繁复多变,不由点了一根烟,递给沈曼君道:“抽吗?” Um.” Shen Manjun received the cigarette, deeply attracted one, whatever then the smog circulated in the lungs, this spits from the attractive red lip. 。”沈曼君接过香烟,深深吸了一口,然后任由烟雾在肺部循环了一圈,这才从诱人红唇中吐出来。 Smoked a cigarette, Shen Manjun opened the hotel built-in wine chest, took out one bottle of whiskeys, then put out two wine glasses, filled to the brim two big cups. 抽完一根香烟,沈曼君打开了酒店内置酒柜,取出了一瓶威士忌,然后拿出两个酒杯,倒满了两大杯。 Gurgle. 咕嘟。 The Shen Manjun one breath drank up big cup strong liquor, puts out foul air. 沈曼君一口气喝完了一大杯烈酒,吐出一口浊气。 She has not spoken, does not know that said anything with Xiao Zheng. Official business? She and Xiao Zheng already being doomed stood in the opposite. Even if she will not prevent also the does not have ability to prevent Xiao Zheng to do anything. But her status actually decided her ponder direction. 她没说话,也不知道和萧正说什么。公事?她和萧正已经注定站在了对立面。哪怕她不会阻止也没有能力阻止萧正去做任何事儿。但她身份却决定了她思考方向。 Will she help Xiao Zheng kill father? Never possibly. 她会帮助萧正去杀了父亲么?永远不可能。 Private affair? 私事? If once Shen Manjun, but can also think the means and Xiao Zheng strives to be together in private the opportunity, even provokes him with various all kinds of means. Entices him. But now, Shen Manjun already does not have such courage. even more does not have such mood. 如果说曾经沈曼君,还能想办法和萧正争取私下相处机会,甚至是用各种五花八门办法来撩拨他。勾引他。但现在,沈曼君已经没有这样的勇气了。更加没有这样的心情。 she is who? 她是谁 She is the Xiao Zheng personal enemy daughter. Even, Xiao Zheng because of her relations, was deceived several-month long by Fourth Master Zhao, finally actually must pay the life price. Her also what face treats as crosses nothing happened, replied former to relate with Xiao Zheng? 她是萧正仇人女儿。甚至于,萧正因为她关系,被赵四爷欺骗了长达数个月,最后却要付出生命代价。她还有什么脸面当做什么都没发生过,和萧正回复到从前关系? When woman already does not have any means and a man exchange the time normally, then was doomed this woman and this male personal connection completely. Share completely. 当一个女人已经没有任何办法和一个男人正常交流时候,那就注定这个女人和这个男人缘尽了。份尽了。 Gurgle. 咕嘟。 Shen Manjun cups are drinking, already cools the heart to be instantaneously torn to pieces early, was cold as if fell into the icehouse. 沈曼君一杯杯喝着,一颗早已经冷却心瞬间支离破碎,冷得仿佛堕入了冰窖。 Do not drink.” “别喝了。” Xiao Zheng stopped drank one bottle of whiskey Shen Manjun, on the face hung the complex mood, mouth half earnest was saying half jokingly: Here liquor compared with outside expensive/noble two times also many.” 萧正止住了足足喝了一瓶威士忌沈曼君,脸上挂着复杂情绪,嘴里却半开玩笑半认真的说道:“这里酒可是比外面贵两倍还多。” Shen Manjun just wants saying that tomorrow gives back to him, but considering oneself now is really the stony broke, from now on also not necessarily can also like before wasteful, couldn't help but put down the wine glass, the forced smile said: I drink two cups of liquor qualifications does not have now continually.” 沈曼君刚想说明天还给他,但考虑到自己如今实在是身无分文,今后也未必还能像以前那样大手大脚,不由得放下了酒杯,苦笑道:“我现在连喝两杯酒资格都没有了。” Although she is smiling, in eye actually ample tears. 她虽然在笑,眼中却盈满了热泪。 yes. 是的 Her anything does not have. 她什么都没有了。 does not have liked the man, does not have favored to drown her father, does not have the work, does not have the freedom, even life , a gloominess 没有了喜欢男人,没有了宠溺她父亲,没有了工作,没有了自由,连人生,也一片灰暗
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