GB :: Volume #3

#231: Entire life companion!

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On the taxi, driver is driving slowly, Lin Xiaozhu also swings the glass to blow the cold wind, quiet. Chirp formed the striking contrast with past , do not say Xiao Zheng, including taxi driver also detected that Lin Xiaozhu was unusual. Also sees Xiao Zheng to sit after the car(riage) does not say a word, couldn't help but smiles to say with a smile: „What's wrong, did the young couple quarrel?” 计程车上,司机慢悠悠开着车,林小筑也摇开车窗吹着冷风,沉默寡言。与往日的叽叽喳喳形成鲜明对比,莫说萧正,就连计程车司机也察觉到了林小筑的异常。又见萧正坐在车后一言不发,不由莞尔笑道:“怎么,小两口吵架了？” Young Lady long is delightful, male also calculates the big spirit, ascends the right young lover obviously very much, actually spiteful in tandem sits, is relatively speechless. driver big brother thought that big evening's is also all right, acts as a peacemaker simply, urged to treasure to be small. 小姑娘长的甜美可爱,男的也还算高大精神,明明很登对的小情侣,却赌气般一前一后坐着,相对无言。司机大哥心想大晚上的也没事,索性充当一回和事老,劝劝不懂珍惜的小年轻。 „We are not one pair.” The leaning mouth looks to out of the window Lin Xiaozhu said faintly. “我们不是一对。”偏口望向窗外的林小筑幽幽说道。 yes. 是的。 Xiao Zheng is not her boyfriend, but is her own Elder Sister husband. Even if in this world all women have the Brother-in-Law idea, she cannot such do. 萧正不是她的男友,而是她亲姐姐的老公。就算这世上所有女人都打姐夫的主意,她也不能这么做。 Snatches the Elder Sister husband, is oneself a person? 抢姐姐的老公,自己还算是人么？ but contrary to expectations, this afternoon, she realized suddenly oneself to the Brother-in-Law emotion besides dependence, also is unable to put things clearly the feelings. Made her be afraid, contradiction, even was the flurried feelings. 可偏偏,就在今天下午,她猛然意识到了自己对姐夫的情感除了依赖之外,还有一丝说不清道不明的情愫。一丝令她害怕,矛盾,甚至是慌乱的情愫。 When she rushes in Lin Huayin Room , witnessed Elder Sister and Brother-in-Law kid around when the bed, even intimate picture, Lin Xiaozhu was mentally confused. 当她闯进林画音的,目睹了姐姐和姐夫在床上嬉闹,甚至亲热的画面时,林小筑心乱了。 Shouldn't oneself be awkward? But why will have one to lose, sad, a sadness? 自己不应该只有尴尬吗？可为什么还会有一丝失落,一丝难过,一丝伤心？ In the such long time, which side Lin Xiaozhu has not thought oneself to Brother-in-Law emotion actually is always in the majority, always does not have any read crookedly. Until today, she realizes suddenly, perhaps oneself relies on to Brother-in-Law , is not pure Sister-in-Law relies on to Brother-in-Law , but is a woman relies on to man . 这么长的时间里,林小筑从来没有想过自己对姐夫的情感到底哪一面居多,也从来没有任何的歪念。直至今天,她才猛然意识到,也许自己对姐夫的依赖,并非单纯的小姨子对姐夫的依赖,而是一个女人对男人的依赖。 Therefore she was chaotic, wants to get drunk oneself, unwilling cannot think. 所以她乱了,想把自己灌醉,不愿意也不敢去想。 „?” driver big brother slightly stares, immediately slightly awkward asked. „You” “啊？”司机大哥微微一愣,随即略微尴尬的问道。“那你们” „I am her Brother-in-Law.” Xiao Zheng forces oneself to look cheerful to say. „driver, you are really gossip, drives to open well, where comes that many words?” “我是她的姐夫。”萧正强颜欢笑道。“司机,你还真是八卦,开车就好好开,哪来那么多话？” driver big brother does not dare to talk too much immediately, heart actually sighs with emotion secretly, now these small young relations, but also is really is much more complex. 司机大哥当下也不敢多言,心中却暗暗感慨,现在这些小年轻的关系,还真是复杂得紧啊。 The taxi drove to Pearl One Middle with great difficulty, Xiao Zheng paid the fare, accompanied Sister-in-Law to move toward the front door, actually listened to Lin Xiaozhu saying: „I myself went is OK.” paused, her expression difference said. „School cannot the bystander enter.” 计程车好不容易驶到明珠一中,萧正付了车资,陪着小姨子走向大门,却听林小筑说道:“我自己进去就可以了。”顿了顿,她表情异样道。“学校不许外人进入。” „Late at night , can no one manage?” Xiao Zheng lit cigarette against the wind, in the profound pupil is exuding the gentle happy expression. „Walks. I study here the time, many bad students squat in the roadside sexually harass the female schoolmate.” “三更半夜的,没人会管啊？”萧正迎风点了一支烟,深邃的眸子里泛着温柔的笑意。“走吧。我在这里读书的时候,就有不少恶劣学生蹲在路边调戏女同学。” „Who dares to sexually harass me?” Lin Xiaozhu curls the lip to say. “谁敢调戏我？”林小筑撇嘴道。 „Do not show off ability in front of Brother-in-Law.” Xiao Zheng touches the girl small head, the love said. „In my eyes, you have not grown up small girl.” “别在姐夫面前逞能。”萧正摸了摸女孩儿的小脑袋,宠爱道。“在我眼里,你还是个没长大的小丫头。” As if was stepped on the sore spot, Lin Xiaozhu pushed aside the Xiao Zheng big hand, bites the lip saying: „Who said that I am small girl? Several months later, I reached 18 years old!” 仿佛是被踩到了痛处,林小筑一把扒开萧正的大手,咬唇道:“谁说我还是个小丫头？再过几个月,我就满十八岁了！” Xiao Zheng somewhat is quite stunned, smiles to say with a smile: „Knows that you are fierce. Walks, Brother-in-Law delivers to downstairs to go back you.” 萧正颇有些错愕,莞尔笑道:“知道你厉害。走吧,姐夫把你送到楼下就回去。” Lin Xiaozhu is stubborn, but, has to enter the school earnestly, did not say a word. 林小筑拗不过,只好埋头走进学校,一言不发。 Bypasses to the front door Bishop study building, one emerald-green bamboo groves, the breeze has stroked, bamboo leaves xi su makes noise, makes the delightful sound. In the bamboo grove by the alley, placed not under ten floor lamps, the light is gentle, shines the trim bamboo grove is tranquil and auspicious. Very refined. 绕过面向大门的主教学楼,有一片翠绿色的竹林,微风拂过,竹叶窸窣作响,发出悦耳的声音。竹林中的小路两侧,安放了不下于十盏落地灯,灯光柔和,将整片竹林照耀得宁静而祥和。十分雅致。 This also in tandem walks to the men and women on the alley, silent speechless, only remains the early fall insect warbler to call. but contrary to expectations including that nature sound, in gradually weak, in the bamboo grove the two people immerse during this deserves death is silent, restricts to the extreme. 这对男女也是一前一后走在小路上,静默无言,只剩初秋的虫鸣鸟叫。可偏偏就连那大自然的声音,也在渐渐微弱,以至于竹林中的二人沉浸在这该死的寂静之中,拘束极了。 The Lin Xiaozhu thoughts are not difficult to guess, Lin Xiaozhu guessed correctly indistinctly, Ye Yuhua is clear. Only line thick Xiao Zheng is muddleheaded, when only Lin Xiaozhu received anything to stimulate. Where can think toward that aspect? 林小筑的心思不难猜,林小筑隐约猜到了,叶玉华则门儿清。唯独线条粗大的萧正稀里糊涂,只当林小筑受了什么刺激。哪能往那方面去想？ In any event, he is always Lin Xiaozhu Brother-in-Law. 不论如何,他始终是林小筑的姐夫啊。 The Pearl One Middle area is enormous, moves toward the female student dormitory from the front door, needs to bypass the classroom building, the bamboo grove, and rear basketball court, constructs the soccer field with one according to the international standard. On the soccer field is brightly-lit, many keeping after school live to sit in the auditorium on-campus chats, looks at the star, or snuggles mutually, is enjoying the unrestrained jolly youth. 明珠一中占地面积极大,从大门走向女生宿舍,需要绕过教学楼,竹林,以及后方的篮球场,和一个按国际标准建设的足球场。足球场上灯光通明,不少留校的住读生坐在观众席上聊天,看星星,或相互依偎,享受着无拘无束的美好青春。 They are spending freely the time dissolutely, overfire every minute shallot. Who will care that snuggles can grow old together with oneself in the shoulder girl? Who cares to lie down on the oneself leg the boy can the dry seas and crumbling rocks? Their does not have interest consideration extremely remote matter, does not care. 他们放肆挥霍着时光,过度燃烧着每一分青葱。谁会关心依偎在肩头的女孩是否会和自己白头偕老？谁又在乎躺在自己腿上的男孩是否会海枯石烂？他们没有兴趣考虑太过遥远的事儿,也根本不在乎。 The school days love, short a few words can show: Right is the love, making a mistake is the youth. 学生时代的恋爱,短短一句话就能说明:对了是爱情,错了是青春。 What relations has? In any case also big time. 有什么关系？反正还有大把时间。 Walks in the soccer field, the Lin Xiaozhu vision admired that sizes up on the stand the student, the heart is surging suddenly heat wave, in this slightly cool first month of summer especially burning hot. 行走在足球场,林小筑目光艳羡的打量着看台上的学生,心头猛然涌起一股热浪,在这微凉的初夏格外炙热。 She has turned around, look earnest looks to Xiao Zheng, bites the lip saying: „Brother-in-Law. You will be good to my elder sister for a lifetime, never-ending, grows old together?” 她转过身,眼神认真的望向萧正,咬唇道:“姐夫。你会一辈子对我姐好,不离不弃,白头偕老吗？” Xiao Zheng slightly stares, does not understand that which this small girl must make, smiles, said in a supple voice: „Meets .” 萧正微微一愣,不明白这小丫头是要闹哪出,笑了笑,柔声道:“一定会的。” Lin Xiaozhu heart slightly is uncomfortable, on the face actually appears the beautiful and bright smiling face, holds on the Xiao Zheng big hand: „Will you also be good to me for a lifetime?” 林小筑心中微微难受,脸上却又浮现明媚而灿烂的笑容,拉住萧正的大手:“那你也会一辈子对我好吗？” „Naturally.” Xiao Zheng favors to drown to say with a smile. „Brother-in-Law is not good to you, but can also be good to whom?” “当然。”萧正宠溺的笑道。“姐夫不对你好,还能对谁好？” Lin Xiaozhu feels like a knife twisting in the heart, on the face actually piled up with as if must tear her face smiling face, went forward gently two steps, closely grasped the Xiao Zheng generous body, got buried into his chest the head, muttered: „Brother-in-Law you are really good.” 林小筑心如刀割,脸上却堆满了仿佛要撕裂她的脸庞的笑容,轻轻上前两步,紧紧抱住萧正宽厚的身躯,将头埋进他的胸膛,喃喃道:“姐夫你真好。” If cannot fall in love, then the entire life companion, perhaps is also a happiness? 如果不能相爱,那么一生一世的陪伴,或许也是一种幸福？ She put down. 她放下了。 Also she has no alternative but to put down. 又或者说,她不能不放下。 mother injured Auntie, robbed the Auntie man. She does not permit oneself again and Elder Sister snatches the man. She cannot achieve. Also cannot such do. 母亲伤了大妈,抢走了大妈的男人。她绝不允许自己再和姐姐抢男人。她做不到。也不能这么做。 mother owes Auntie , owes Elder Sister , was born from her at that moment, on the shoulder shouldered the mother debt. She can only, unable to owe again. 母亲欠大妈的,也欠姐姐的,从她出生的那一刻起,肩上就担负了母亲的债。她只能还,不能再欠。 Splashes ink the general nighttime sky to have bright moonlight, the surroundings have sparking stars. The moonlight covers on the girl delightful charming elegant face, dreamlike. 泼墨般的夜空有一轮明月,周围有一颗颗闪亮的明星。月光笼罩在女孩儿甜美迷人的俏脸上,如梦似幻。 She closely snuggles up to the Xiao Zheng bosom, is enjoying first time, is doomed is last time is attentive. 她紧紧偎在萧正的怀里,享受着第一次,也注定是最后一次的温存。 She just discovered the own love, actually has to put aside the heart love. She knows, this likes not being able to obtain to bless forever, is doomed to be rejected by everyone. She can make , returns to the past, beyond each day like today, is the world's closest family member with Brother-in-Law. Rather than lover. 她刚刚发现自己的爱,却又不得不放下心中的爱。她知道,这份爱永远得不到祝福,也注定被所有人拒绝。她能做的,就是回到从前,像今天以外的每一个日子,和姐夫做世界上最亲密的亲人。而不是恋人。 „Brother-in-Law, I should go back.” “姐夫,我该回去了。” She said, works loose from the Xiao Zheng bosom, makes an effort to run, does not make the tears seize the eye socket diligently. 她说完,从萧正怀里挣脱出来,用力奔跑,努力不让眼泪夺出眼眶。 Cannot love the person, wants learns to run. Only then runs, can not make others see your tears, can flee the pain. 不能爱的人,一定要学会奔跑。只有奔跑,才能不让别人看见你的眼泪,才能逃离痛苦。 Young Lin Xiaozhu is running, as if overnight, she grew up. Flowed off the youth last drop of tears. 年少的林小筑奔跑着,仿佛一夜之间,她就长大了。流下了青春岁月的最后一滴泪。
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