When Xiao Zhenggoes home, Ma Yingjunis holdingonebox of icehumiliationto watch the television, Lin Huayindoes not see the signs. Changed the shoes, Xiao ZhengexhortedMa Yingjunto look attelevisionquiet, the latter, then the godtalked on endlesslyto arrive in front ofXiao Zheng, saidin a low voice: „Elder Brother, the sister-in-law the complexion was not quite a moment ago attractive, seesmeto come backto go upstairsdirectly. Does not know that has an accident.”萧正回家时,马英俊正捧着一盒冰欺凌看电视,林画音则不见踪迹。换了鞋,萧正嘱咐马英俊看电视小点声,后者则神叨叨的来到萧正面前,低声道:“哥,嫂子刚才脸色不太好看,见我回来就直接上楼了。不知道是不是出了什么事儿。”„What did yousaywithher?”Xiao Zhengwith trepidationsaid.
“你都和她说什么了?”萧正提心吊胆的说道。„Said that yougo to the neighborhometo drink tea.”Ma Yingjuninnocentsay/way. „A characterhad not saidmuch.”
“就说你去邻居家喝茶啊。”马英俊一脸无辜道。“一个字都没多说。”„What did shesay?”Xiao Zhengasked. „Goes outtimenotfortunatelygood? Suddenlyto be how unhappy?”
“那她说了什么?”萧正问道。“出门的时候不都还好好的吗?怎么忽然就不开心了?”„Ialsowantto ask, but the sister-in-lawhas not respondedme, went upstairsdirectly.”HelplessMa Yingjunsaid.
“我也想问,但嫂子没搭理我,直接上楼了。”马英俊无奈的说道。„Um.” The Xiao Zhenglightnod, feigns the calmsay/way. „Youalsorestearlier, Iwent upstairs.”
“嗯。”萧正淡淡点头,佯装镇定道。“你也早点休息吧,我上楼了。”„Good.”Ma Yingjunnods, adjustsslightly the televisionvolume.
“好的。”马英俊点点头,调小了电视音量。
After Xiao Zhenggoes upstairs, lookedto seein the roomfrom the crack in a door the weaklight, knows that Lin Huayinalreadywent to sleep, does not immediately dareto maketoobigsound, was soundless the room, will enter the bathroomto wash, actually the discoverylayon the bedpeacefullyLin Huayinstands up from failure, saidlightly: „Came back.”萧正上楼后从门缝瞄见了屋内微弱的灯光,知道林画音已经睡下了,当下也不敢制造太大的动静,蹑手蹑脚进了屋,正要钻进浴室洗漱,却发现安静躺在床上的林画音翻了个身,淡淡道:“回来了。”
The toneis light, does not have the mood. The bodyactuallysatslowly.
口吻清淡,毫无情绪。身子却慢慢坐了起来。Xiao Zhenghas a scare, face revealsawkwardcolor: „Hasn't rested?”萧正吓了一跳,面露尴尬之色道:“还没睡?”„Losing sleep.”Lin Huayinveryhonestsaid. In the eyenottrapped/sleepyintent, appearslow and deepandindifferent. Someas ifmanyconcerndoes not havesolutions.
“失眠。”林画音很坦诚的说道。眼中毫无困意,却显得低沉而冷漠。仿佛有很多心事没有解决。„What's wrong?”Xiao Zhengis concernedto walk, asked. „Was the coffeedrinks? Was inferior that Ido helpyoumixonecup of milk?”
“怎么了?”萧正关切的走过去,问道。“是不是咖啡喝多了?不如我帮你泡一杯牛奶吧?”„Does not use.”Lin Huayinshakes the headlightly, looktranquilsay/way. „Yousit down, mya littlemattermustsaywithyou.”
“不用。”林画音淡淡摇头,神色平静道。“你坐下,我有点事要和你说。”Xiao ZhengseesLin Huayinto depart from the norm, under the couldn't help butheartfrightenedsatin the bedside, saidafraid: „Whatmatter?”萧正见林画音一反常态,不由心下惴惴的坐在了床边,心虚道:“什么事儿?”Lin Huayinslightlyraised the head, visionlightsaid: „Ihad asked the doctorbefore, how longcandetectwhetheris pregnant.”林画音微微抬头,目光平淡的说道:“我之前问过医生,多久可以测出是否怀孕。”„Um” the Xiao Zhengdoubtssaid. „What's wrong?”
“嗯”萧正疑惑道。“怎么了?”„Doctorsaid that earliestoneweekcanmeasure.”Lin Huayinunemotionalsay/way.
“医生说最早一周就可以测出来。”林画音面无表情道。„Mostlate?”Xiao Zhengguessed correctlyindistinctlyLin Huayinmustsayanything.
“最晚呢?”萧正隐约猜到了林画音要说什么。„Doctorhas not saidlate. Because everyone physiqueis different.”Lin Huayinlightsay/way. „ButItoday”
“医生没说最晚。因为每个人的体质不同。”林画音淡淡道。“但我今天”„Do youexaminetoday?”Xiao Zhengsuddenlybecomesanxious. „Whatresult? Bosom? Examining the methodis correct? With the morningfirst timeurine?”
“你今天检测了?”萧正忽然变得紧张起来。“什么结果?怀了吗?检验的方法正确吗?是不是用早上的第一次尿液?”Lin Huayinvisiontranquilis staring atXiao Zheng, suddenly, shedoes not wantto tell the Xiao Zhengresult. Alsosheis not cruel enoughto tellXiao Zheng.林画音目光平静的盯着萧正,忽然之间,她不太想告诉萧正结果。又或者说,她不太忍心告诉萧正。In fact, evenshe herself, was unable to digestnowcompletely.
实际上,连她自己,现在也还没能完全消化。„Youhow?”Xiao Zhengseeshernot to make noise, couldn't help butis even more anxious, anxiousasked. „Whatmatter did actuallyhave? Youspokeactually.”
“你怎么了?”萧正见她不出声,不由愈发紧张起来,不安的问道。“到底出什么事儿了?你倒是说话啊。”Lin Huayinvisioncomplexis staring atXiao Zheng, long time, shedecidesto tellXiao Zhengfinally.林画音目光复杂的盯着萧正,良久,她终于还是决定告诉萧正。„Icame the matter.”Lin Huayinverystrenuoussaid. Althoughon the facewas still wooden, but the toneactuallybecameexceptionallyheavy.
“我来事了。”林画音十分吃力的说道。尽管脸上依旧毫无表情,但口吻却变得异常沉重。yes.是的。At noon today the time, shethoughtsuddenly the bellyhas a warm currentto well up. Someflash, shealsothinks that is the newlifehas the sign, butin fact, is the bigmaternal auntpresents the indication
今天中午的时候,她忽然觉得肚子有一阵暖流涌过。某一瞬间,她还以为那是新生命出现的迹象,可实际上,却是大姨妈出现的征兆Whenshesitswhen the toilet, seesthatfamiliarred, herwhole personhoodwinked. Being able to sayis luckyandrelaxes, loses.
当她坐在马桶上,看见那熟悉的红色时,她整个人都蒙了。说不出是侥幸、放松,还是失落。she herselfthinks that oneself100%will be pregnant, she herselfcomes unable to acceptoneselfto be pregnantsuddenly, sheevenprepared forfosteredsmalllifealone. Butgradually, aftersheandXiao Zhengspentlongonemonth of time, shegraduallyadapted toand a manlives together the life, graduallywas used tonearbyto have a manexistencelife. Sheis even thinking,actuallywiththismanstays together, by no meansis a toouncomfortablematter. At least the lifebecomessubstantial, becomingis no longer senseless.她本来以为自己百分百会怀孕,她本来无法接受自己突然怀孕,她甚至做好了独自抚养小生命的准备。可渐渐的,当她和萧正度过了漫长的一个多月的时光之后,她逐渐适应了和一个男人同居的生活,也逐渐习惯了身边有一个男人存在的生活。她甚至在想,其实和这个男人住在一起,也并不是一件太难受的事儿。起码生活变得充实,变得不再那么无趣。She, waitingsmalllifearrivesslowly. Slowlycompletes the psychological construction, greetsthisto present the lifesuddenly.
她在等,慢慢等待小生命的降临。慢慢做好心理建设,来迎接这个忽然出现的生命。But, at noon today, allallwent wrong. Likeshould notpresentwithXiao Zhengthatat night, at noon todaysudden change. DisruptedLin Huayinallplansagain. Letherbe at a loss, does not know how to deal with the followingmatter.
可是,今天中午,一切的一切都出现了偏差。就像和萧正那本不该出现的夜晚一样,今天中午的突变。再次打乱了林画音的所有计划。让她无所适从,不知如何应对接下来的事儿。„Did youcome the matter?” The Xiao Zhengcomplexionsuddenlybecomespale, the liptremblesto say. „Whatmattercame? Can yoube able to talk clearly?”
“你来事了?”萧正脸色陡然变得苍白,嘴唇微颤道。“来什么事儿了?你能不能说得清楚一点?”
The Xiao Zhengbrainas ifblasts open, lost the elaborative facultyinstantaneously.萧正的脑子仿佛炸裂开来,瞬间失去了思考能力。„Mymonth-.” After saying, Lin Huayininsteadbecomestranquil, saidone word at a time. „Thisalsoshowed,mywithout havingis pregnant.”
“我来月-经了。”说出口之后,林画音反而变得平静起来,一字一顿道。“这也就证明,我并没有怀孕。”does not haveis pregnant没有怀孕Xiao Zhengwas ignorant. lookblurredandchaoticsay/way: „Is yourmeaningyou do not haveis withmychild?”萧正懵了。眼神迷离而混乱道:“你的意思是你没有怀我的孩子?”„Can the suchunderstanding.”Lin Huayintranquilsaid. The moodis inexplicable.
“可以这么理解。”林画音平静的说道。心情莫名复杂。she herselfcomesrejects, butnow, sheactuallydiscovers that oneselflosesextremely.她本来是拒绝的,但现在,她却发现自己极其的失落。„That”Xiao Zhengopens mouth, actuallydiscovered that oneselfcould not say a characteragain.
“那”萧正张了张嘴,却发现自己再也说不出一个字来。
Is does not havepregnant?没有怀孕?In other words, betweenoneselfandLin Huayin did allrelations, thereforebreak? Thatexplained,oneselfalsodoes not haveanyreasondid continueagainhere? Explainedoneselfshouldleavehereon own initiative?
也就是说,自己和林画音之间的所有联系,都因此而断裂了?那是否说明,自己再也没有任何理由继续住在这里了呢?是否说明自己应该主动离开这里呢?
The lifejustentered the stock rail, Lin Huayingiveshimto strikefatally, makinghimbe at a loss, does not know how nextshouldwalk, can walk.
生活才刚刚进入正轨,林画音就给了他致命一击,令他无所适从,不知下一步该如何走,能否走下去。Xiao Zhengnotsoconfused, even if the high schoolleaves school, was dismissedby the army, evenin the overseasvagrantprofession, hehas not so paced back and forthno use. Naturally, hehas not looked likesuchto floodnow, happy.萧正从没如此迷茫过,哪怕高中退学,被部队开除,甚至在海外的流浪生涯,他都不曾如此彷徨、无助。当然,他也从没像现在这么充斥,开心。yes, Lin Huayinis not very gentle, by no meanssympathizes, butactuallygaveXiao Zhengonetypeto be hardin the spoken languageto describe the sentiment, and a family/home, a completeness, hadsentimentfamily. Xiao Zhenghopes that Lin Huayinhas a healthyandlovablebabyforhim, giveshimcompletefamily, helpinghimlive the ordinaryactuallyjoyfulenrichmentlife. Recently, Xiao Zhengafter the children's clothingshoptime, hewill even be looking atseveral, the birthchildwill soon look for the clothestooneself.是的,林画音不够温柔,也并不体贴,但却给了萧正一种难以用言语来形容的感情,以及一个家,一个完整,有人气的家。萧正多么希望林画音为他生一个健康、可爱的宝宝,给他一个完整的家,让他过上普通却快乐的充实生活。最近,萧正甚至在经过童装店的时候,他都会多看几眼,给自己即将诞生的孩子物色一下衣服。Hehas thoughtallaccidental, evenis the difficult labor, buthishas not thought, Lin Huayindoes not haveis pregnantonlyunexpectedly. Hisallfantasized,notexistence, isone-sided wishes...
他有想过所有意外,甚至是难产,可他唯独没有想过,林画音居然没有怀孕。他所有的幻想,都是不存在的,都是一厢情愿的…
The Xiao Zhengheartsankall of a sudden the valley, the complexionwas difficultto see the pinnacle. Palelylikepaper.萧正的心一下子沉到了谷底,脸色难看到了极致。苍白如纸。„Your can does not have, whylook forme?”Xiao Zhengmutteredto stare atunemotionalLin Huayin, acoustic rayslightlyis shivering. „Yourdoes not haveis pregnant, whycanmarryme?”
“你都没有算好,为什么要找我?”萧正喃喃的盯着面无表情的林画音,声线微微颤抖。“你都没有怀孕,为什么要和我结婚?”„Why?”
“为什么?”
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