GB :: Volume #2

#199: Does not make every effort to succeed!

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The Xiao Zheng expression is delay , vacant , a pair of originally spirit graceful eye pupil does not have gloomily up. He is gazing at Lin Huayin, line of sight actually does not have any focus. Empty and Lin Huayin looking at each other, the complexion is low-spirited. 萧正的表情是呆滞的,茫然的,一双原本精神奕奕的眼眸暗淡无光。他注视着林画音,视线却没有任何聚焦。只是空洞的与林画音对视,脸色黯然。 Lin Huayin is silent, the chilly pupil looks slowly to Xiao Zheng, the corners of the mouth pulls gently, a character could not say. 林画音沉默着,清冷的眸子缓缓望向萧正,嘴角轻轻牵起,却一个字也说不出。 She listened to Xiao Zheng that interrogation to be disappointed, felt Xiao Zheng that to be close to desperate being helpless. but what can she do? does not have is pregnant is does not have is pregnant, could it be can she also give birth to a child baseless? Does could it be want her to deceive Xiao Zheng? 她听出了萧正那番质问中的失望,也感受到了萧正那接近绝望的无奈。可她能怎么办？没有怀孕就是没有怀孕,难道她还能凭空生出一个孩子？难道要她欺骗萧正？ Lin Huayin never deceived people, not good in lying. She can make , tells Xiao Zheng all, even if will therefore hurt this to look down on the world the man. 林画音从不骗人,也不善于说谎。她能做的,就是告诉萧正一切,哪怕会因此伤害这个玩世不恭的男人。 Lin Huayin restrains in look to be chaotic vigorously, she does not think anybody sees one side her confused , but where she knows, at this moment she is calm, is light, injures to Xiao Zheng , is even more heavy. Is gouging the Xiao Zheng heart like knife cruel , making him be unable to withstand the load evades Lin Huayin that lets one to suffocate the vision. 林画音极力克制着眼神中的混乱,她只是不想任何人看见她迷茫的一面,可她又哪里知道,此时此刻的她越是冷静,越是平淡,对萧正的伤害,愈发沉重。像刀子般残忍的剜着萧正的心脏,令他不堪重负地逃避林画音那令人窒息的目光。 Xiao Zheng fled the scene finally. 萧正终于逃离了现场。 He sets out, scared goes into the bathroom, only throws down chaotic to the extreme words: „I take a bath.” 他起身,失魂落魄的闯入浴室,只丢下一句混乱之极的话:“我去洗澡。” He must flush the chaotic train of thought with the cold water, he is unable to face Lin Huayin that as always indifferent look. Because once, he had to evade not to have with Lin Huayin to evade the relations, but was sporty, at this moment, the Lin Huayin look as if scalding hot hot sun, making him not dare to look straight ahead, only wants to look for no one place well to be calm. 他要用冷水来冲洗混乱的思绪,他无法面对林画音那一如既往的冷漠眼神。曾经,他因为与林画音拥有避无可避的关系而底气十足,此刻,林画音的眼神却仿佛灼热的烈日,令他不敢直视,只想找个没人的地方好好冷静一下。 Xiao Zheng hid in the bathroom, Lin Huayin actually facial color complex sat on the bed, was seemingly aloof, the in reality train of thought was chaotic. 萧正躲进了浴室,林画音却面色复杂的坐在床上,看似无动于衷,实则思绪混乱。 Xiao Zheng does not know how to face her, she is how could not? Xiao Zheng does not dare to look straight ahead her vision, how she dares to look that a Xiao Zheng that does lose look? 萧正不知如何面对她,她又何尝不是？萧正不敢直视她的目光,她又如何敢多看一眼萧正那失落的眼神？ Xiao Zheng wants her to be able on the bosom two people of children, now Lin Huayin , before no longer resembles, resists like that is also willing to accept in the belly the small life. The but contrary to expectations heaven and they played a huge joke, claimed them to prepare to greet the small life. No indication , does not have any leeway claimed that small life. 萧正希望她能怀上二人的孩子,如今的林画音,也不再像之前那般抗拒,也愿意接受肚子里的小生命。可偏偏老天和他们开了一个天大的玩笑,夺走了他们做好准备去迎接的小生命。毫无征兆的,没有任何余地的夺走了那条小生命。 „Why?” “为什么？” Sighed lightly, Lin Huayin touched that smooth boneless lower abdomen gently, muttered: „Why doesn't make every effort to succeed?” 一声轻叹,林画音轻轻抚摸那平坦无骨的小腹,喃喃自语:“为什么不争气一点？” ...... …… Night. 夜深了。 Takes a bath Xiao Zheng to extinguish the bedhead desk lamp, mood extremely heavy lay on the bed, lies down in Lin Huayin nearby. 洗完澡的萧正熄灭了床头的台灯,心情极为沉重的躺在了床上,躺在林画音的身边。 He does not know how Lin Huayin will process two people of to relate tomorrow morning, he does not know how oneself should face no longer harbors oneself flesh and blood Lin Huayin. But he knows, after Lin Huayin determines does not have is pregnant, he no longer has the qualifications to live in Lin Family, does not have any reason wrests away Lin Huayin 他不知道林画音明早会怎样处理二人的关系,他也不知道自己该如何面对不再怀有自己骨肉的林画音。但他知道,当林画音确定没有怀孕之后,他就不再有资格住在林家,也没有任何理由霸占林画音 Naturally, Lin Huayin will perhaps also cash in her to pledge, two people east various Bounsy, do not fall behind henceforth. 当然,林画音或许也会兑现她的承诺,二人从此各奔西东,互不拖欠。 Xiao Zheng is resting the head on the head, vision sloppy is gazing at the bright and clean ceiling, mood low to the extreme. 萧正枕着头,目光散漫的注视着光洁的天花板,心情低落极了。 All are obviously extremely easy to obtain, to be developing in the good direction obviously, but overnight, anything does not have. Lin Huayin did not have the child, but he, lost to continue in the Lin Family qualifications. 明明一切都唾手可得,明明一切都在朝好的方向发展,可一夜之间,什么都没有了。林画音没了孩子,而他,也失去了继续住在林家的资格。 Xiao Zheng losing sleep. After bringing in Lin Family, first time losing sleep. Is more unendurable than any not dormancy at night. Lies on the soft bed obviously, wears the cleanest comfortable pajamas obviously, nearby is also lying down obviously a cheek makings excellent woman, he does not have the sleepiness, as if lies down in the icehouse, whole body cool , does not have the warm feeling. 萧正失眠了。搬进林家后第一次失眠。比任何不眠的夜晚都要难熬。明明躺在柔软的床上,明明穿着最干净舒适的睡衣,明明身边还躺着一个脸蛋气质绝佳的女人,他却毫无睡意,仿佛躺在冰窖上,浑身凉飕飕的,毫无暖意。 Summer night already no longer is late dry and hot, the slightly cool night wind pours into the window, hits cool faint trace on the body. On the lower abdomen needs to cover the wool blanket, can alleviate the big temperature difference to bring to be ill day and night. The bright bright moon has inundated the window curtains, hits on the bed just like the daytime. Complements clearly two people of bodies distinct. 晚夏的夜已经不再燥热,微凉的夜风灌入窗口,打在躯体上凉丝丝的。小腹上需要盖上毛毯,才能缓解日夜较大温差所带来的不适。明亮的皎月漫过窗帘,打在床上宛若白昼。将二人的身躯映衬得清晰分明。 „Rested?” “睡了吗？” Bedhead Lin Huayin makes the slight sound suddenly, resembles is probing. 床头的林画音忽然发出轻微的声音,似在试探。 „does not have.” Lies low is entirely still Xiao Zheng to respond on the bed in a soft voice, the acoustic ray is low and deep and hoarse. “没有。”平躺在床上纹丝不动的萧正轻声回应,声线低沉而沙哑。 After the response, in the room falls into again silent, dead general is silent. 回应之后,房内再度陷入沉默,死一般的沉默。 Out of the window has the lively insect whining noise, in the window, cold and still, only has two weak, actually very chaotic breathing. 窗外有热闹的虫鸣声,窗内,却一片冷寂,只有两道微弱,却十分混乱的呼吸声。 Xiao Zheng is waiting, listens respectfully to the bedside sound silently. He does not know that Lin Huayin wants to say anything, but he already completed the worst plan: Leaves Lin Family. 萧正等待着,默默聆听床边的声音。他不知道林画音想说什么,但他已经做好了最坏的打算:离开林家。 May wait for always long . Is only several minutes of waits for obviously, Xiao Zheng actually as if waited for a century. 可等待总是漫长的。明明只是几分钟的等待,萧正却仿佛等了一个世纪。 „Although I do not have is pregnant. You can also continue here.” “虽然我没有怀孕。你也可以继续住在这里。” After long is silent, Lin Huayin tone slightly complex said: „Is away from our agreement deadline in any case, also for half a month.” 漫长的沉默之后,林画音口吻略微复杂的说道:“反正距离我们协议的期限,还有半个月。” Xiao Zheng hears this, body slightly trembles, inconceivable sits to set out, look straightens to stare is lying on one's side Lin Huayin: „You said, I can also continue here?” 萧正闻言,身躯微微一颤,不可思议的坐起身来,眼神发直的盯着侧卧的林画音:“你说,我还可以继续住在这里？” „Um.” Lin Huayin does not have sets out, but nods gently. “嗯。”林画音没有起身,只是轻轻点头。 She looked for a stair to oneself, the agreement has not expired, Xiao Zheng does not have leaves the necessity, only if Xiao Zheng does not want to live here. 她给自己找了一个台阶,协议还没到期,萧正没有离开的必要,除非萧正不想住在这里。 „But I” the Xiao Zheng lip angle speak haltingly, pondered could not speak long time. “可是我”萧正唇角嗫嚅,沉凝了良久都说不出话来。 „If you have better destination” Lin Huayin attitude light to say. „I respect your choice.” “如果你有更好的去处”林画音态度平淡的说道。“我尊重你的选择。” The attitude is light, the tone is actually clearly concealing complex meaning. 态度平淡,口吻却分明隐含着一丝复杂的意味。 She said, in the room fell into again silent. Dead general is silent. 她说完,房内再度陷入了沉默。死一般的沉默。 Better destination? 更好的去处？ Lin Huayin this villa in Pearl basically was the highest rank villa. Only if some people provide the manor nature house to him, otherwise Xiao Zheng is impossible to have better destination. 林画音这栋别墅在明珠基本上是最高级别的别墅了。除非有人给他提供庄园性质的住宅,否则萧正不可能有更好的去处。 But 可是 Determined after Lin Huayin does not have is pregnant, should oneself and she is together with the what kind of status? This is Xiao Zheng currently most needs to consider the issue. 确定林画音没有怀孕之后,自己应该用怎样的身份和她相处呢？这是萧正目前最需要考虑的问题。 Colleagues? Friends? Continues the agreement husband and wife relations? 同事？朋友？还是继续协议夫妻关系？ Xiao Zheng lets lie on one's side silent in bed Lin Huayin non- nature stands up from failure extremely, the split vision swept the eye to sit on the bed Xiao Zheng, actually discovered that the opposite party was only look vacant is staring at oneself. couldn't help but knits the brows to ask: „What are you thinking?” 萧正的沉默让侧卧在床的林画音极不自然的翻了个身,余光扫了眼坐在床上的萧正,却发现对方只是眼神茫然的盯着自己。不由皱眉问道:“你在想什么？” „I also has does not have spatial room in missing homeland.” Xiao Zheng replied truthfully. „Little Ma occupied my Room previous, in the building piles up the junks cargos among one probably, does not have unnecessary Room can sleep.” “我在想家里还有没有空房间。”萧正如实回答。“小马占了我之前的,楼上好像除了一间堆放杂物的货物间,也没有多余的可以睡觉。” Lin Huayin has not thought where the Xiao Zheng first thought is considers to live, this makes she herself come some also contradiction moods to become feels relaxed, said lightly: „Waits for Ma Yingjun left discussed this issue again.” 林画音没想到萧正第一个念头是考虑住在哪里,这让她本来还有些矛盾的心情变得释然,淡淡道:“等马英俊离开了再讨论这个问题。” „Do I continue to rest now in your Room ?” Xiao Zheng quite somewhat is honored to ask. “那我现在继续睡在你的？”萧正颇有几分荣幸的问道。 Lin Huayin with replied the Xiao Zheng doubts silent. 林画音用沉默回答了萧正的疑惑。 Should come to the end talk without to finish, obtains Lin Huayin to authorize Brother A'Zheng also without having to lie down, his paused, look extremely is vague, expression extremely longs for that asked: „Boss Lin. Can visit you to be pregnant regarding does not have very regrettably, I am also. Such being the case, was inferior after our waits for you big maternal aunt walks, invests official to make the person plan? Actually my body is very good . Also does not have what secretive unmentionable diseasea. If you do not believe, I will go to the hospital to make comprehensive health examination Eh tomorrow, Boss Lin you must do? Some words saying well, the business inadequate justice and humanity, used the knife not to need on really very much” 本该告一段落的谈话并没结束,得到林画音批准的阿正哥也并没有重新躺下,他顿了顿,眼神极为隐晦,表情极为渴望的问道:“林总。看得出来你对于没有怀孕十分遗憾,我也是。既然如此,不如我们等你大姨妈走后投入正式的造人计划？其实我的身体还是很好的。也没有什么不可告人的暗疾。如果你不相信,我明天就去医院做一个全面的身体检查诶,林总你要干什么？有话好好说,买卖不成仁义在,动刀子就真的很没必要了”
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