Chapter 634, has a look at you to have the puppy love! 第634章、看看你有没有早恋！ „Ah- —” “啊——” Tang Xin calls out in alarm makes noise. 唐心惊呼出声。 „How can you like this? How are you celebrity Ah- — you can like this?” Her whole face worries makes noise to shout. “你怎么可以这样？你是明星啊——你怎么可以这样？”她满脸着急的出声喊道。 She has also made celebrity, she also the stage presence, she harvested the innumerable fresh flowers and applause, knows the difficulty and winding of this road. Sang and dances, the exchange interaction, the external image, the lipstick color and eyebrow informer and clothing to match the mistake of —— any one small detail, both possible draws on the taunting mouth of media and Internet users scolds attacks in writing. 她也做过明星,她也登台表演,她收获了无数的鲜花和掌声,也知道这条路的艰难和曲折。唱歌、跳舞、交流互动、外在形象、口红颜色、眉毛眼线、服饰搭配——任何一个小小细节的失误,都有可能招来媒体和网民的冷嘲热讽口骂笔伐。 Tang Zhong is more prosperous than when Butterfly Group oneself now initially, his was called China right red ‚four Little Heavenly King’ one. The fans are numerous, is famous idol celebrity. 唐重现在比自己当初在蝴蝶组合时要红火许多,他被人称为华夏正当红的‘四小天王’之一。粉丝众多,是有名的偶像派明星。 Now, he to ask for oneself happily shaved hair and eyebrow, how later does he want to face these nitpicking media and supports his fan? 现在,他为了讨自己开心就把头发和眉毛剃掉了,以后他要怎么面对那些挑剔的媒体和支持他的歌迷啊？ „Doesn't matter.” Tang Zhong is shaking the hand of Tang Xin, saying that a face spoils: „hair and eyebrow can be long.” “没关系。”唐重握着唐心的手,一脸溺爱的说道:“头发和眉毛可以再长。” A few words he has not said that also certainly could not say: hair and eyebrow can be long, coming back how the paid sentiment can receive? 还有一句话他没有说出来,也肯定说不出来:头发和眉毛可以再长,付出的感情又怎么能够收的回来？ That diary, remembered elder brother's complete love of Tang Xin never to meet to his and anticipated. 那本日记本,记下了唐心对他这个从未见面的哥哥全部的爱和期待。 He looked, until now can also clear remembers the inside content. 他只是看了一遍,直到现在还能够清晰的记得里面的内容。 Each a few words, each one character, still reverberated in his heart. 每一句话,每一个字,都仍然回响在他的心里。 Beforehand Tang Zhong is the one autocrat, except for Big Beard, he felt person who in this world cannot believe. 以前的唐重是一个独夫,除了大胡子,他觉得这个世界上没有可以相信的人。 In his heart, does not care about other anybody. 在他的心里,也不在乎其它的任何人。 This was he read so many years books in Hate Mountain, had almost no reason of schoolmate friend. 这就是他在恨山读了那么多年的书,却几乎没有什么同学朋友的原因。 First, he feels their too Childish. 第一,他觉得他们太幼稚。 Second, he does not want to waste the time in the person who some oneself do not care about. 第二,他不想浪费时间在一些自己不在乎的人身上。 However, opens that diary, looked like opened an emotion buried treasure. Emotion all over naked presents in his at present, making his mouth stare speechless, making him have a parched mouth, making him stay up all night. 但是,打开那本日记本,就像是打开了一座情感宝藏。漫山遍野的情感赤裸裸的呈现在他的眼前,让他口瞪口呆,让他口干舌噪,让他彻夜难眠。 „Should do anything for her.” He wants to say in heart. Otherwise, does he want to return this heavy sentiment with what? “应该为她做些什么。”他在心里想道。不然,他要拿什么来回报这沉甸甸的感情？ Starting from that day, had present Tang Zhong, had one brand-new Tang Zhong. 从那一天开始,才有了现在的唐重,才有了一个全新的唐重。 „But, such not good Ah- —” Tang Xin eye socket ruddy, holds the hand of Tang Zhong saying: „Then ugly —— was ugly, how did you go to see the person?” “可是,那样也不行啊——”唐心眼眶红润,拉着唐重的手说道:“那么丑——丑死了,你怎么出去见人啊？” „I indulged in self-glorification actually not.” Tang Zhong said with a smile. „Does not have hair not to have the appearance of eyebrow on our types, can take a good photo —— could it be you not to have the confidence compared with most people to oneself?” “我倒不是自卖自夸。”唐重笑着说道。“就咱们这种没头发没眉毛的样子,也要比绝大多数人上镜——难道你还对自己没有信心啊？” „My ——” Tang Xin starts to speak but hesitates. “我——”唐心欲言又止。 Until now, she thought that the oneself present appearance seems like the one monster. Without the eyebrow, without hair, even the eyelash does not have, the whole body is pale, the body skinny such as firewood —— she does not dare to see the person, is not willing to see the person. 一直以来,她都觉得自己现在的样子像是一个怪物。没有眉毛,没有头发,甚至连睫毛都没有,全身苍白,身体枯瘦如柴——她不敢见人,也不愿意见人。 Whenever she and Lian Hua / lotus flower come out to take a walk, if bumps into other person front surfaces to walk, they will immediately change the walk way. 每当她和莲花俩人出来散步,如果碰到其它的人迎面走来,他们会立即改变行走路径。 Some patients will exchange the discussion, sits together chatted to drink tea. 有些病人互相之间会交流探讨,坐在一起聊天喝茶。 She, she will not reject and this world contacts. She and Lian Hua / lotus flower are this medical research institute ‚lone ranger’. 她不会,她拒绝和这个世界接触。她和莲花是这家医疗研究所的‘独行侠’。 The mother must come to see her, was rejected by her. The sister-in-law/little aunt must come to see her, was rejected by her. 妈妈要来看她,被她拒绝。小姨要来看她,也被她拒绝。 Now Elder Brother came, she must reject. 现在哥哥来了,她仍然要拒绝。 She do not present in the oneself ugliest appearance their front, she rather died also probably be better than the present. 她不要把自己最丑的样子呈现在他们的面前,她宁愿死掉也要比现在要更好一些。 But, Tang Zhong obviously is not the fellow who that type easily accepts the failure. 可是,唐重显然不是那种轻易接受失败的家伙。 He in another way, towering rushing, arbitrary standing in her front. 他以另外一种方式,突兀的闯进来,蛮横的站在她的面前。 „Do you look at us not to look like like the twin?” “你看我们像不像双胞胎？” He chose turned into other one Tang Xin. When on the stage is this, when under the stage is also this. 他选择了变成另外一个唐心。在台上的时候是这样,在台下的时候也是这样。 He opened her hood, expels her heart demon, lets her to oneself as well as to the heart against instantaneous collapse. 他揭开她的头罩,驱逐她的心魔,让她对自己以及对外界的心防瞬间崩溃。 Lian Hua / lotus flower looks to squat in ground Tang Zhong, for a very long time could not speak. 莲花看着蹲在地上的唐重,久久的说不出话来。 „Like.” The answer of simple one character. “像。”简单的一个字的答案。 Her throat creeping motion, no means this character spitting. 她的喉咙蠕动,却怎么也没办法把这个字给吐出来。 They look like the twin. It looks like very much looks like very much. 他们像双胞胎。很像很像。 She thinks, perhaps the world again not compared with two who they do resemble presently? 她想,恐怕世界再没有比他们现加相像的俩个人了吧？ Same pride, same tenacity, same is willing to pay for the sentiment selflessly, compared with the life that the family member looks also wants important —— equally 一样的骄傲,一样的固执,一样的愿意为感情无私付出,一样把亲人看的比生命还要重要—— When the Tang Zhong face belt/bring happy expression has nothing hesitant fishes out from the bosom the knife neat scrapes off the two sides eyebrows, she thought what not only falls off is that two pinches of hair, her prejudice and hostility. 当唐重脸带笑意没有任何犹豫的从怀里摸出刀子干净利落的刮掉两边的眉毛时,她觉得脱落不仅仅的是那两撮毛发,还有她的偏见和敌意。 „This is in world gentlest man.” She wants to say in heart. “这是世间最温柔的男人。”她在心里想道。 Perhaps, she does not need to say the answer. Because among three people on the scene, everyone in heart actually has the answer. 或许,她根本就不需要说出答案了吧。因为在场的三个人当中,每个人心中其实都已经有了答案。 „Has become this in any case.” Tang Zhong continues to comfort Tang Xin, said: „They accept must accept, does not accept must accept —— after such a long time exercise, the heart bearing capacity of your fans enhanced was very high. Later when you go back, will turn into the Saint warrior star arrow they not to feel the accident/surprise suddenly.” “反正已经成这样了。”唐重继续安慰着唐心,说道:“他们接受也得接受,不接受也得接受——经过这么长时间的锻炼,你的粉丝的心脏承受能力提高了很高。以后等到你回去,就是突然间变成圣斗士星矢他们也不会觉得意外。” „Is your fans.” The Tang Xin eye socket is moist, on the face has the happy smile. The pretty appearance of this pear flower belt/bring rain, indeed I see still pity. “是你的粉丝。”唐心眼眶湿润,脸上却带着幸福的笑容。这梨花带雨的俏丽模样,真是我见犹怜。 „No, is your fans.” Tang Zhong said. „I replace you to stand on stage. Without your existence, before my not possible enters entertainment world —— even, has not thought. In Xiangtan, when I stand opened the oneself status, I to them have said that when you go back, I draw back. That stage is your, if you like, can take away momentarily, moreover can continue. You want to make anything, can make anything.” “不,是你的粉丝。”唐重说道。“我是代替你站在舞台上的。如果没有你的存在,我不可能进入娱乐圈——甚至以前根本就没有想过。在香滩,当我站出来揭开自己的身份时,我对他们说过,等到你回去,我就退下来。那个舞台是你的,如果你喜欢,随时都可以拿走,而且可以一直持续下去。你想做什么,就可以做什么。” Tang Xin shakes the head gently, said: „Initially set such request, but —— is my heart unusually / exceptionally absurd idea. At that time I think, if I did not come back, all these vanished. What thing did not have. No one accompanies mother for me again, no one accompanies me and sister-in-law/little aunt bickers, Butterfly Group must dismiss ——, if has alone/one person to get down for my life, that should be good. In this case, even if I died, will not have too many regrets. Because —— because I am also living.” 唐心轻轻摇头,说道:“当初提出那样的要求,只是——是我心里非常荒谬的想法。那个时候我想,如果我回不来了,这一切都消失了。什么东西都没有了。没有人再替我陪伴妈妈,没有人陪我和小姨斗嘴,蝴蝶组合也要解散——如果有一个人替我生活下去,那应该多好啊。这样的话,就算我死了,也不会有太多的遗憾。因为——因为我还活着啊。” „Afterward I thought of you, I told Auntie Bai this idea. Before Auntie Bai, is not willing to agree, but saw that I insisted, moreover she does not hope that Butterfly dismissed at this time, therefore before lobbied executive —— you came, I have walked. However, when Butterfly Group is getting better and better, the Butterfly news appears when the headlines of major publications every day, I know, you came. Certainly was you comes. Otherwise, their not possible does not know that Tang Xin has vanished to disappear.” “后来我就想到了你,我把这个想法告诉了白姨。白姨之前不肯同意,但是看到我太坚持,而且她也不希望蝴蝶在这个时候解散,于是就去游说公司高层——你来之前,我已经走了。但是,当蝴蝶组合越来越好,蝴蝶的新闻每天都出现在各大报刊的头条时,我知道,你来了。一定是你来了。不然的话,他们不可能不知道唐心已经消失不见了。” „Do you know? When I most difficult, Lian Hua / lotus flower must online search massive related Butterfly news and information every day, then reading listen to me. That is I insisted power —— that I told oneself saying that I cannot give up. If I gave up, I could not hear the Butterfly news again. My —— did not have the means to go back to look at you again.” “你知道吗？在我最艰难的时候,莲花每天都要在网上查找大量有关蝴蝶的新闻和信息,然后一条条的读给我听。那就是我坚持下去的动力——我告诉自己说,我不能放弃。如果我放弃了,我就再也听不到蝴蝶的消息了。我就——再也没办法回去看你了。” „Even, I also thought our to meet detail. I think, when you in busy to work, I walk —— to be right suddenly, my expression is certainly serious. I must shake hand with you, said, Tang Zhong hello/you good, I am Tang Xin. Then I start to think that what words your time expression as well as will say to me, we must hug, I was cry or/is still not to cry —— I really to think many many. Because my anything could not do, only then the brain can also move.” “甚至,我还想好了我们见面的细节。我想,你正在繁忙的工作时,我突然间走过去——对,我的表情一定要严肃。我要和你握手,说,唐重你好,我是唐心。然后我就开始想你那个时候的表情以及会对我说出什么样的话,我们要不要拥抱,我是哭好还是不哭好——我真的想了好多好多啊。因为我什么都做不了,只有大脑还可以动一动了。” „I really do not want dead.” Tang Xin said. „I wrote in the diary, if I am living, comes back to look at you, if I died, you go on living for me.” “我真的不想死啊。”唐心说道。“我在日记本上写道,如果我活着,就回来看你,如果我死了,你就替我活下去。” „Right, I know.” Tang Zhong nods. He completely by Tang Xin told that invading mind, now the thought very difficult to keep to be sober. “对,我知道。”唐重点头。他完全被唐心的诉说给侵占了心神,现在思维已经很难保持清醒了。 „Originally you have known ——” Tang Xin said with a smile. She strange raising the head, looks at Tang Zhong to ask suddenly: „How do you know?” “原来你已经知道——”唐心笑着说道。她突然间怪异的抬起头,看着唐重问道:“你怎么知道？” "Ah?" Tang Zhong then discovered that oneself revealed the secret, this was not Little Xin / careful acknowledged fact that peeped the Tang Xin diary? Before, Tang Zhong always felt ‚next door king two has not stolen’ joke very Childish, never expected that under the suspect of oneself also idiot such mistake. “啊？”唐重这才发现自己露馅了,这不是一不小心就承认了偷看唐心日记的事实了吗？之前,唐重总觉得‘隔壁王二不曾偷’的笑话很幼稚,没想到自己也白痴的犯下这样的错误。 „I meant that —— I just listened to you to say.” “我是说——我刚刚听你说过。” „Yes.” Tang Xin nods. „I also just said. Why have you known? Probably did you know long before?” “是啊。”唐心点头。“我也是刚刚才说出来的。为什么你已经知道了？好像你很早以前就知道了？” Tang Xin is not silly. She sees Tang Zhong expression, sees he not accidental/surprised appearance, knows that he has long known these words. 唐心不傻。她看到唐重的表情,看到他一点儿也不意外的模样,就知道他早就知道这句话了。 „Haha ——” Tang Zhong awkward smiling, said: „Is Bai Su tells me. I told you secretly, you cannot ask her to confront, otherwise, she must scold me is the big mouth ——” “哈哈——”唐重尴尬的笑,说道:“是白素告诉我的。我偷偷告诉你,你可不能找她对质,不然的话,她又要骂我是大嘴巴了——” Tang Xin curls the lip, probably looked alien general looks at Tang Zhong, said: „Lies. I have not spoken these words to Auntie Bai, she definitely does not know that I have such idea. I leave, she delivers me. I to do not worry, I who she said came back quickly. Let my fool Elder Brother first replace —— is only the period of time is a while good.” 唐心撇了撇嘴,像是看外星人一般的看着唐重,说道:“撒谎。我从来都没有对白姨说过这句话,她也一定不会知道我有这样的想法。我离开的时候,她去送我。我对她说的是不要担心,我很快就回来了。让我那个笨蛋哥哥先顶替一阵子——只是一阵子就好。” „That ——” Tang Zhong avoids the Tang Xin look to carefully examine, said: „Can —— she peep your diary? You also know, the curiosity of woman is. Perhaps her to issue such matter. Do not be anxious, go back me to help you ascertain. If she does, I make her give you to apologize.” “那——”唐重避开唐心的眼神审视,说道:“会不会——她偷看了你的日记？你也知道,女人的好奇心是很强烈的。说不定她就做出了这样的事情。你别急,回去我就帮你问清楚。如果是她做的话,我让她给你道歉。” „No, Auntie Bai will not do this matter.” Tang Xin said. “不,白姨才不会干这种事情呢。”唐心说道。 „That is Zhang Heben does certainly. Zhang Heben looked, told Bai Su, Bai Su also passed on to me ——” “那就一定是张赫本干的。张赫本看完之后告诉了白素,白素又转告给我——” „Is you peeps?” Tang Xin stare fixedly at Tang Zhong asked. “是不是你偷看的？”唐心盯着唐重问道。 Tang Zhong was angry, saying of being angry: „Is I looks? I am your blood brother, why can't I look at your diary? I want to take a look at —— to have a look at you to have the puppy love.” 唐重恼了,生气的说道:“是我看的又怎么了？我是你亲哥,我为什么不能看你的日记？我就是想看看——看看你有没有早恋。” ( PS: Thank ‚visual degree’ tall rich and handsome ten thousand bestows again, ‚wisp of pinellia breeze’ ten thousand Shanghe vindicated that also all received. Thank ‚easy and comfortable lanyi’ brothers' 100,000 to enjoy, congratulates «In Snow» sends the book first anniversary!) (PS:感谢‘视度’高富帅的再次万赏,‘一缕半夏微风’的万赏和表白也全都收到。感谢‘安逸lanyi’兄弟的十万赏,祝贺《雪中》发书一周年！)