EDAH :: Volume #5 魔印

#438: Transformation ( Part 3 ) of heart

Thinks that must separate with Ye Tianxie, impossible like the present every day in the same place, but accompanies his, can only be another girl, the ache that in her heart that raids suddenly heard the words that Situ Luoyu said not to want stronger compared with it fiercely many times, but followed, but fear also that intense, the intense degree under did not lose frightened of mother in the past years. Her corner of the eye with tears, both hands tight grabs the Liu Qiyue clothes, she who the innermost feelings cower, too needs to comfort and depend upon. 想到要和叶天邪分开,再也不可能像现在一样每天在一起,而陪他的,只会是另外一个女孩子,她心中那骤然袭来的疼痛比之听到司徒落雨说出的话不要要强烈了多少倍,而伴随而的恐惧也是那么的强烈,强烈的程度不下于当年失去母亲的恐惧。她眼角含泪,双手紧紧的抓着柳柒月的衣服,内心瑟缩的她,太需要安慰和依靠。 Her response made Liu Qiyue smile, her gently hand according to her hand back, said with a faint smile: „Younger Sister, Elder Sister said that if, not real. Moreover, you really want to separate with Tianxie, he can also one permit. Haven't you seen? You were crying a moment ago departure time, he that anxious and loved dearly...... Can make him show this expression...... Younger Sister, you know that in person who in all my knows, you are second. First, is Li Xian'er.” 她的反应让柳柒月笑了起来,她轻轻的将手按在她的手背上,微笑着说道:“妹妹,姐姐只是说如果而已,又不是真的。而且,你就算真的想和天邪分开,他也一会不会允许的。你没有看到吗？刚才你哭着离开的时候,他是那么的紧张和心疼……能让他露出这种表情的……妹妹,你知道吗,在我所有知道的人中,你是第二个。第一个,是璃仙儿。” Su Feifei is listening, thinks tense and disturbed expression that he showed at that time...... Yes, usual he, even if faces Wings of Shrouded Heavens that over ten thousand people of besieging not to change color, will not be afraid, today, is almost her first time sees him to show that tense expression...... He, is such cares about itself? 苏菲菲怔怔的听着,想到他那时所露出的紧张和忐忑表情……是啊,平时的他,就算面对遮天之翼那上万人的围攻都毫不变色,一点都不会害怕,今天,几乎是她第一次看到他露出那么紧张的表情……他,原来是那么的在乎自己吗？ Thinks of here, that intense and pain, the beforehand resentment, started retrogression slowly, in the heart, starts to be full more warm feelings...... 想到这里,那袭来的紧张和痛苦,还有之前的怨,都开始了慢慢的消退,心中,开始充盈起更多的暖意…… „Younger Sister, if day of Li Xian'er comes back, you thought that Tianxie he will make what kind of choice? You are hope that he gives up you, gives up Li Xian'er, is...... Two don't both give up?” Liu Qiyue smiled is saying, inducing. “妹妹,如果有一天璃仙儿回来,你觉得天邪他会做怎样的选择？你是希望他放弃你,还是放弃璃仙儿,还是……两个都不放弃？”柳柒月微笑着说着,诱导着。 „I......” in Su Feifei heart once more chaotic. “我……”苏菲菲心中再次纷乱。 Gives up Li Xian'er...... 放弃璃仙儿…… Gives up itself...... 放弃自己…… Giving up...... 放弃…… „If must give up one, you thought that whom Tianxie he will give up?” Liu Qiyue also said that to Su Feifei, these is a cruel issue. “如果一定要放弃一个,那你觉得,天邪他会放弃谁？”柳柒月又说道,对苏菲菲来说,这几可谓是一个残忍的问题。 „......” Su Feifei had not replied that heartbeat sped up the several fold all of a sudden. “……”苏菲菲没有回答,心跳一下子加快了数倍。 „If must give up one...... Feifei, he will certainly give up you. Because, Li Xian'er for him, is really extremely important. However, such matter never will actually happen. Because, Tianxie he absolutely is not such fickle person, since he admitted you, certainly will not give up you. But Li Xian'er...... Even if Tianxie must give up you for her, first will not comply, instead is she.” “如果一定要放弃一个的话……菲菲,他一定会放弃你。因为,璃仙儿对他来说,实在是太过重要。但是,这样的事却永远不会发生。因为,天邪他绝对不会是这样薄情之人,他既然接纳了你,就一定不会将你放弃。而璃仙儿……就算天邪真的要为了她而放弃你,首先不会答应的,反而是她。” Su Feifei raised the head, is astonished however said: „Why?” 苏菲菲抬头,讶然道:“为什么？” Which girl, does not want alone to hold the person who oneself most love, most does not like seeing that is he commits fornication with other girl, even if he sees several other pretty girls, at heart Boss will be uncomfortable, the jealousy comes up in great numbers and from all sides...... But she said that Li Xian'er will actually oppose him, for she gives up other female, but wants her, why...... She is unable to understand. 哪个女孩子,不想独自占有自己最爱的人,最不喜欢看到的,就是他和别的女孩子有染,就算他多看几眼别的漂亮的女孩子,都会心里老大不舒服,醋意横生……而她却说,璃仙儿却会去反对他为了她放弃别的女子而只要她一人,为什么……她无法明白。 „very simple...... Because, she loved him. She cannot visit him by little damage, could not look that he has little sad. If gives up you making Tianxie sad, she certainly does not certainly let such matter occurrence, instead the warm and gentle admission you, she urge is not Tianxie, but is you, lets among you not have any can bring the worried obstruction and barrier to Tianxie, do not say your one...... Even if adds on Situ Luoyu again, even if adds on again, she similarly will also do. Younger Sister, can you understand? She similarly is a girl, similarly only wants alone to have the person who oneself like, similarly will be jealous, so long as Tianxie can be happy, so long as can not make him sad, all her must care...... This is love of Li Xian'er to Ye Tianxie, initially, was this type is not understandable spoils, making me desperate, making me unable to find, even if can take advantage of an opening the opportunity of entering...... Even, I will think at that time, even if my really success, instead can be a huge sin and cruelty.” “很简单……因为,她太爱他了。她看不得他受一点点的伤害,看不得他有一点点的难过。如果放弃你会让天邪难过的话,她一定一定不让这样的事发生,反而会热情和温柔的接纳你,她劝的不会是天邪,而是你,来让你们之间不会有任何能给天邪带来烦忧的芥蒂与隔阂,不要说你一个……就算再加上司徒落雨,就算再加上更多,她也同样会那么做。妹妹,你能理解吗？她同样是一个女孩子,同样只想独自拥有自己喜欢的人,同样会吃醋,但只要天邪可以开心,只要能不让他难过,她一切都不可以不在乎……这就是璃仙儿对叶天邪的爱,当初,就是这种不可理解的溺爱,让我绝望,让我根本找不到哪怕一丝可以乘隙而入的机会……甚至,我那时会觉得即使我真的成功了,反而会是一种天大的罪孽和残忍。” Su Feifei was startled once more there, in the brain playbacked each few words that Liu Qiyue was speaking unceasingly, for a very long time is unable to get back one's composure. 苏菲菲再次怔在了那里,脑中不断回放着柳柒月说的每一句话,久久无法回神。 You can understand...... Can understand? 你能理解吗……能理解吗？ This is one type impervious spoils...... But this impervious, is shows Li Xian'er intensely to Ye Tianxie is being what kind of one sentiment. The altitude of this sentiment, perhaps, has surpassed her cognition. She is not even able to believe that in world, has existence of this sentiment really unexpectedly. 这是一种不可理喻的溺爱……但这种不可理喻,是多么强烈的彰显着璃仙儿对叶天邪是怎样的一种感情。这种感情的高度,或许,已经超过了她的认知。她甚至无法相信,世间,真的竟有这种感情的存在。 What is the origin of this sentiment? What bitter experience, what fetters, can accomplish this being aloof all sentiments? With experience life and death? Sharing joys and sorrows...... No, these are definitely insufficient, perhaps, only then in myth, that beautiful and illusory altogether enters the samsara, dies also follows. 这种感情的来源是什么？什么样的遭遇,什么样的羁绊,才能造就这种超脱一切的感情？同历生死？同甘共苦……不,这些肯定不够,或许,也只有神话之中,那美丽而虚幻的共入轮回,死亦相随。 „In the past Li Xian'er also often said to Tianxie that the real man, never may abandon by the woman who oneself hold easily. Tianxie has the disposition origin of larger part from her. Younger Sister, Tianxie today and Situ Luoyu has such matter, you hope that Tianxie he is turns around to discard the person gets out of the way, eats the person who wipes dry is actually not only willing to bear the so-called responsibility?” Liu Qiyue is looking at staring blankly Su Feifei, is smiling asking. “当年璃仙儿还经常对天邪说,真正的男人,永远不可轻易离弃被自己占有的女人。天邪有一大半的性格来源自她。妹妹,天邪今天和司徒落雨发生那样的事,你希望,天邪他是个转身就把人丢弃走开,吃干抹净却不愿背负所谓责任的人吗？”柳柒月望着发怔的苏菲菲,微笑着问道。 Su Feifei shook the head, in heart still chaotic incomparable, she lowers the head, puts in great inconvenience timid saying: „Is only...... Why he must to other girl such...... If his wants...... He, he can...... Can look for me, why wants...... Must look for other girl...... Because her stature is better than me?” 苏菲菲摇了摇头,心中依然混乱无比,她低头,委屈怯怯的说道:“只是……只是,他为什么要对别的女孩子那样……如果他的那么想要的话……他,他可以……可以找我,为什么要……要找别的女孩子……因为她的身材比我好吗？” Liu Qiyue pair of crescent moon eyebrows bends slightly, she shook the head, pats the shoulder of Su Feifei saying: „Naturally is not, that is because, you are the person who in the Tianxie heart extremely cares about, he does not think damage you......” 柳柒月的一双月眉微微弯起,她摇了摇头,拍着苏菲菲的肩膀说道:“当然不是,那是因为,你是天邪心中太过在乎的人,他不想伤害你……” „But......” “可是……” „You know that Tianxie now is what kind of condition?” Liu Qiyue breaks her saying that the eye eyelash of cicada wing-like trembles lightly, in the beautiful pupil as if has any strange ray to shiver slightly. “你知道天邪现在是一种怎样的状态吗？”柳柒月打断她说道,蝉翼般的眼睫轻颤,美眸中似乎有着什么奇异的光芒在微微颤动。 Su Feifei bewildered raised the head look at her. 苏菲菲一脸茫然的抬头看她。 „Seven Deadly Sins...... He received very special Quest in the game, but must complete this Quest, must by the Seven Original Sins one after another baptism, from arrogant, to sloth, to envy and to wrath, to greedy, to gluttony...... Again to the lust, Younger Sister, you do not think surprised, with surpassing Earth counts Game World that the hundred years virtual technology constructs in this, any inconceivable matter not that strange, but what the game affects is Spirit/Mind and nerve of person, this type to disposition influence, if implicates the reality, seems not so is unreadable. But since these days, you have not noted some Tianxie changes emotionally really...... For example, yesterday, did he have wakes up, went crazy same wants to eat thing?” Liu Qiyue detailed answered. “七宗罪……他在游戏中接到了一个很特殊的任务,而要完成这个任务,就要被七种原罪轮番洗礼,从傲慢,到懒惰,到妒忌、到暴怒、到贪婪、到贪食……再到色欲,妹妹,你不要觉得惊奇,在这个用超过地球数百年的虚拟技术所构造的游戏世界,什么不可思议的事都并不是那么的奇怪,而游戏影响的是人的精神和神经,这种对心性的影响如果牵连到现实的话,似乎也不是那么难以理解。而这段时间以来,你真的没注意到天邪在情绪上的一些变化吗……比如,昨天,他有没有一醒来,就发狂一样的想吃东西？”柳柒月详细的解释道。 „These...... could it be real?” Su Feifei lowly mumbled. Before accepting the Seven Deadly Sins baptism, Ye Tianxie once gave her a note, above has written the Seven Original Sins name and performance very much in detail...... That actually regarding him who she took for granted was used to sexually harass their sisters „practical joke”, after all, so-called „the baptism of Seven Deadly Sins”, listened extremely in mysterious. “那些……难道都是真的吗？”苏菲菲低喃着说道。在接受七宗罪洗礼之前,叶天邪曾给她一张字条,上面很详细的写了七种原罪的名字和表现……只是,那却被她想当然的给当成了他用来调戏她们姐妹的“恶作剧”,毕竟,所谓的“七宗罪之洗礼”,听上去太过于玄奇。 „Although sounds is very really inconceivable, but Tianxie will not be the person who this matter will make fun, he must crack a joke, is unable to believe that the unthinkable matter with this letting person. But Tianxie these days the mood changes, is proving these real...... After yesterday's sin of gluttony, today, obviously, is the arrival of sin of lust. The promiscuity that under the lust, his personality can change, is unable control own desire...... Therefore, he can have the relations with Situ Luoyu today...... Actually, he today, is only first time sees Situ Luoyu, you believe really that normal Tianxie can be saw person who the beautiful woman throws? But as far as I know......” the Liu Qiyue eyebrow corner/horn moves, has shown a dim expression of regrettable as envy: „He before then, actually is also only a young virgin, including Li Xian'er not with him...... Oh, cheap that girl.” “虽然听起来真的很不可思议,但天邪不会是个拿这种事开玩笑的人,他就算要开玩笑,也不会用这种让人无法相信、匪夷所思的事。而天邪这段时间来的情绪变化,也在证明这些都是真的……继昨天的贪食之罪后,今天,显而易见,正是色欲之罪的到来。色欲之下,他的性情会变的淫乱,无法控制自己的欲望……所以,他今天才会和司徒落雨发生了关系……其实,他今天,才只是第一次见到司徒落雨,你真的认为,正常的天邪会是一个见到美女就扑上去的人吗？而据我所知……”柳柒月的眉角动了动,露出了一个似遗憾似嫉妒的朦胧表情:“他在这之前,其实还只是一个小处男而已,连璃仙儿都没有和他……唉,便宜那丫头了。” Su Feifei: „......” 苏菲菲:“……” Liu Qiyue continued: „Do you understand now? Tianxie he knows, once were introduced sin of lust, oneself will certainly lose control...... Therefore, today he such early gets online...... Because he feared that he really cannot bear go into your room in the real world...... He does not think damage you, therefore, he entered the game by himself, then, has met Situ Luoyu...... Said honestly that the Little Sister Luoyu stature makes Elder Sister I have to acclaim, only the semblance looks like, she also reluctantly matched to be the Tianxie warm bed concubine, her stature to Tianxie should also be very big stimulation, but Tianxie first time saw Luoyu, to her, does not need to your scruples, therefore...... They had that all in the lakeside......” 柳柒月继续说道:“你现在明白了吗？天邪他知道一旦被引进色欲之罪,自己一定会失控……所以,今天他才会这么早的上线……因为他怕自己在现实世界实在忍不住而跑到你房间去……他不想伤害你,所以,他让自己进入了游戏,然后,遇到了司徒落雨……坦白说,落雨小妹妹的身材让姐姐我也不得不赞叹,仅外表看来,她也勉强配做天邪的暖床小妾了,她的身材对天邪来说应该也是很大的刺激,而天邪第一次见到落雨,对她,根本不需要有对你的顾忌,所以……他们才在湖边发生了那一切……” Su Feifei continuously static is listening, thinks that he strips off the clothes to hug with another girl in the same place does such matter, in her heart is still filling thick ache...... That resentment and anger, the heart pain, quietly was vanishing...... 苏菲菲一直静静的听着,一想到他和另一个女孩子脱光衣服抱在一起做那样的事,她心中依然充满着浓浓的酸意……只是,那怨气、怒气,还有心痛在不知不觉间,已经悄悄的消失了…… „These that Younger Sister, Elder Sister said that did you understand?” Liu Qiyue pink lips light sips, smiles, if gentle breeze. “妹妹,姐姐说的这些,你明白了吗？”柳柒月粉唇轻抿,笑若柔风。 „I......” “我……” „You is a girl, although you have the family background and background that the innumerable girls cannot envy, but above the sentiment, you are same as other girls, after all Elder Sister initially also once was a pure girl. These that Elder Sister said that you are not certainly able to accept all of a sudden, right?” “你是一个女孩,虽然你有着无数女孩都羡慕不来的家世和背景,但在感情之上,你和其他的女孩都一样,毕竟姐姐当初也曾是一个单纯的女孩子。姐姐说的这些,你一定无法一下子接受,对吗？” Su Feifei silent for a little while, then gently nods. 苏菲菲沉默了一小会,然后轻轻点头。 Liu Qiyue smiles is gentle, gentle also passes the mysticalness that is wiping: „That, for these days, Younger Sister well peaceful thinking? The Tianxie lust baptism could continue many days, for serveral days, first placed Elder Sister here to be good Tianxie? Since Elder Sister yesterday had the means to let his no longer gluttony, naturally also had the means to live to control his impulsion...... But for serveral days, Younger Sister was peaceful, earnest thinks? Moreover must remember every day to the Tianxie supplement nourishing cream, for he damage does not arrive at you, can continuously not log out/offline. I anticipated, waits for Tianxie to restore the normal time, Younger Sister can give him pleasantly surprised one...... Ok?” 柳柒月笑的更加柔和,柔和中还透着一抹的神秘:“那,这几天,妹妹好好安静的想一想,好吗？天邪的色欲洗礼可能要持续很多天,这些天,就把天邪先放在姐姐这里好不好？姐姐昨天既然有办法让他不再贪食,当然也有办法将他的冲动给控制住……而这些天,妹妹就安静的,认真的去想一想,好吗？另外要记得每天给天邪补充营养液,他为了不伤害到你们,一定会一直都不下线的。我期待,等天邪恢复正常的时候,妹妹可以给他一个惊喜……好吗？” In the Su Feifei full brain was Ye Tianxie past, as well as that possible future, simply does not have the thoughts went carefully to ponder over the Liu Qiyue words. This talk, in quietly has also pulled closer their distance, since having made her eliminate continuously to her alert and barrier. But her consolation, bearing and sincere, to confessing that Ye Tianxie sentiment that not minces, makes in her heart subdue...... Dashes away corner of the eye final drop of tears, she nods gently. 苏菲菲满脑子里都是自己和叶天邪的过去,以及那可能的将来,根本没有心思去仔细的琢磨柳柒月的话。这一番谈话,也在悄然间拉近了她们的距离,让她消除了一直以来对她的戒备和隔阂。而她的劝慰、气度、真挚,还有对叶天邪感情那毫不掩饰的坦白,都让她心中折服……擦去眼角最后的一滴眼泪,她轻轻的点头。 „That side Luoyu, I can say with her.” Liu Qiyue stands up, has caressed the Su Feifei that simple and beautiful peerless cheeks by the Big Sister stance lightly: „That Elder Sister left first, otherwise, your Tianxie must love dearly anxiously bad.” “落雨那边,我会和她去说的。”柳柒月站起身来,以大姐姐的姿态轻抚了一下苏菲菲那清丽绝伦的脸颊:“那姐姐先离开了,不然的话,你的天邪可是要心疼焦急坏的。” a light chuckle, Liu Qiyue leaves gradually, corners of the mouth raise, bring to wipe do not know that means anything's faint smile. 一声轻笑,柳柒月缓步离开,嘴角扬起,带着一抹不知意味着什么的浅笑。 „...... Li Xian'er has loves him, I can love him. Who no matter you are, no matter you have how well, even if my other all are inferior to you, I to his liking, will certainly not compare you to be few.” Su Feifei light pursing the lips lip, with very small sound, naturally was talking to oneself. Then pulls up the quilt, covered in own head. She too needs really peaceful...... Thinks that admits, prepares itself to do and needs do...... So long as can with him forever in the same place. “……璃仙儿有多么爱他,我就可以多么爱他。不管你是谁,不管你有多么的好,就算我其他的一切都不如你,我对他的喜欢,也一定不会比你少的。”苏菲菲轻抿嘴唇,用很小的声音,自然自语着。然后拉起被子,捂在了自己的头上。她真的太需要安静……去想,去接纳,去准备自己该做和需要做的……只要能和他永远在一起。
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