EDAH :: Volume #5 魔印

#437: Transformation (First Part) of heart

Here is the Guo Guo's Little Cabin attic, exclusive Su Feifei room. Su Feifei does not have log out/offline, but is consciousness dim clashes, falls down on the bed, silent sobs. 这里是果果小屋的顶楼,专属苏菲菲的房间。苏菲菲没有下线,而是意识朦胧的冲进来,扑倒在床上,无声而泣。 The gate has not closed, Liu Qiyue knocked on a door, the footsteps walked leisurely, sat side Su Feifei, showed a faint smile, said: „Younger Sister, does not cry first, with Elder Sister said that talked?” 门没有关上,柳柒月敲了敲门,脚步款款的走了进来,坐到了苏菲菲身边,微微一笑,说道:“妹妹,先不哭了,和姐姐说会话好吗？” Su Feifei has not responded, covers small head in the quilt, tremor that the shoulder does not live. 苏菲菲没有回应,将螓首捂在被子里,肩膀不住的颤动着。 „Person who Younger Sister, you like Tianxie his special sentiment, is a sentimental person?” The right hand of Liu Qiyue according to the shoulder of Su Feifei, the vision was blurred, said gently. When spoke these words, her head looked upward, has sent out a very lightly very light sigh slightly. “妹妹,你喜欢天邪他一个专情的人,还是一个多情的人呢？”柳柒月的右手按在了苏菲菲的肩膀上,目光迷离,轻轻说道。说完这句话时,她的头微微仰起,发出了一声很轻很轻的叹息。 „Yes...... You will certainly like him is a person of special sentiment, which girl also there are, does not hope the person who one like can oneself special sentiment life, not commit fornication with any other women, does not move to any other females...... Since these years, I actually long for that he can be a sentimental person, even if the overflowing sentiment is also good.” “是……你一定会喜欢他是一个专情的人,又有哪一个女孩,不希望自己喜欢的人可以对自己专情一生,不会和任何其他的女人有染,不对任何其他的女子动心……只是,这些年以来,我却一直都渴望他可以是一个多情的人,哪怕是滥情也好。” She smiles slightly, is actually bitter and astringent smiling, since the blurred eye pupil, has been playbacking her these years mental journeys. 她轻微一笑,却是苦涩的笑,迷离的眼眸中,回放着她这些年以来的心路历程。 The shoulder of Su Feifei no longer shivers, her motionless lying on the bed, the body rolls up a moving curve, obviously is listening to the words that Liu Qiyue spoke. This time she, innermost feelings chaotic is similar to a small boat in wild waves, she does not know how one should do, should make anything...... It is not clearer, why Liu Qiyue must say that her rather he is the person of sentimental even overflowing sentiment. 苏菲菲的肩膀不再颤抖,她一动不动的趴在床上,身体蜷缩成一个动人的曲线,显然是在听柳柒月说的话。此时的她,内心混乱的如同骇浪中的一叶扁舟,她不知道自己该怎么做,该做什么……更不明白,为什么柳柒月要说,她宁愿他是个多情甚至滥情的人。 Liu Qiyue puts out a hand , helping up from the bed the body of Su Feifei, although her movement gentle slow, but during is gentle is bringing irresistible Strength, lets Su Feifei not any revolt was being held sitting up by her. Liu Qiyue after all is not common female, grows up in such environment, she has, is not only the excellent disposition and method...... Only then Zuo Pojun and Murong Qiushui know that the Liu Qiyue skill, is not inferior to them any/random. 柳柒月伸手,将苏菲菲的身体从床上扶起,她的动作虽然轻柔缓慢,但轻柔之中却带着一股不可抗拒的力量,让苏菲菲没有任何反抗的被她扶着坐起。柳柒月毕竟不是寻常的女子,在那样的环境下长大,她有的,不仅仅是过人的心性和手段……只有左破军和慕容秋水知道,柳柒月的身手,不亚于他们两个中的任意一个。 Su Feifei small head dangles, eye socket redden, although is holding back tears, but tears still unceasing overflow. Puts in great inconvenience, the betrayed pain, what are more is...... Therefore will possibly leave the Ye Tianxie fear. 苏菲菲螓首垂下,眼眶泛红,虽然在强忍着眼泪,但泪点依然不断的溢出。委屈、被背叛的痛苦,更多的是……是可能会因此而离开叶天邪的恐惧。 Liu Qiyue stretches out the finger, bit by bit cancels the tear stains on her face, movement gentle looks like a mother is comforting own daughter, she said slowly: „Younger Sister, before you know Tianxie, does the side have Li Xian'er?” 柳柒月伸出手指,一点一点的抹去她脸上的泪痕,动作轻柔的就像是一个母亲在抚慰自己的女儿,她缓缓说道:“妹妹,你知道天邪以前,身边有一个璃仙儿吗？” A Su Feifei look blur, the dangling head, sobbed the sound saying: „I...... Knows.” 苏菲菲眼神一阵迷离,垂下头,哽咽着声音说道:“我……知道。” „You know that her exists...... But definitely does not know her appearance. Because she disappeared in the past, all vanished about her appearance all, clean of disappearance, including all her pictures, spread above the network including, by countless people startled was the Celestial chart photo, vanished completely, has not stayed behind. Knows her appearance, person who also only then these have seen truly her, her appearance, I was indescribable that I only know, she is in the world only one, can make me feel that was inferior worthily...... Even, girl of feeling inferior.” Liu Qiyue raises head slightly, in the brain, appears that dim immortal shade...... Right, that can only describe with „immortal shade”, in subconscious, Liu Qiyue, never dares to treat as ordinary human/mortal her, world that not real beauty, should not present. “你知道她的存在……但一定不知道她的样子。因为当年她消失的时候,所有关于她外貌的一切都消失了,消失的一干二净,包括她的所有照片,包括哪些流传到了网络之上,被无数人惊为天人的图照,也全部消失,没有一丝留下。知道她外貌的,也只有那些真正见过她的人,她的外貌,我无法形容,我只知道,她是世界上唯一一个,能让我感觉到不愧不如……甚至,自惭形秽的女孩。”柳柒月微微仰头,脑中,浮现出那个朦胧的仙影……没错,那只能用“仙影”来描绘,在潜意识里,就连柳柒月,也从来不敢把她当做一个凡人,那种不真实的美丽,根本不应该出现的人间。 Such beautiful, even if in the world the picture technique most excellent artist is unable to describe the tiny bit charm...... That beauty, only then looks with the eye can true understanding, even if because has seen she that many time Liu Qiyue, in the mind, is unable to describe her portrait completely, can only have a fuzzy day face. 那样美丽,即使世界上画技最高超的画师也根本无法描绘出一丝一毫的神韵……那种美丽,也只有用眼睛去看的时候才能真正的领略,因为即使是见过她那么多次的柳柒月,在脑海之中,都无法完全的描绘出她的真容,只能有一张模糊的天颜。 Su Feifei surprised looks at Liu Qiyue...... This is called China most has the Charm female, this lets god Fairy that any females feel inferior sufficiently, unexpectedly...... Unexpectedly such candidly admitting defeat before another female, that Li Xian'er, she really already beautiful to that degree? No, certainly is not only the semblance, is words being insufficient of semblance makes Liu Qiyue such female so subdue merely radically, her makings and aura, certainly unusual refined...... Actually is that what kind of girl? 苏菲菲惊讶的看着柳柒月……这个被称作华夏最有魅力的女子,这个足以让任何女子都自惭形秽的神仙女,竟然……竟然会在另一个女子面前如此的甘拜下风,那个璃仙儿,她真的已经美到那种程度了吗？不,一定不仅仅是外表,仅仅是外表的话根本不足以让柳柒月这样的女子如此折服,她的气质、气息,也一定超凡脱俗……那究竟是一个怎样的女孩？ „She not only has the illusion general semblance, but, you cannot imagine her to Tianxie well, she is similar to protecting of Tianxie carefully is protecting a flake to touch the friendly snowflake, she is genuine with own is loving him completely. But Tianxie many thing come from her, including his dispositions and most customs, the way that even, he works, his makings, train under her gradually influencing...... Tianxie in the face of other people, even if in front of my uncle Zuo Zhenhua , is always in arrogant stance from bone, only then in front of Li Xian'er, what his is a dependence, because of his innermost soul, already deep carved all her. Tianxie is the entirety of Li Xian'er, but Li Xian'er, is in the Tianxie life the most important person, compared with his life also important...... Three years ago, when Li Xian'er vanishes from his life suddenly...... You cannot imagine Tianxie are pain how.” “她不但有着梦幻一般的外表,而且,你根本想象不到她对天邪有多好,她对天邪的呵护就如同在小心的保护着一小片一触即融的雪花,她是真正的在用自己的全部去爱着他。而天邪的很多东西都来自她,包括他的性格和大多数的习惯,甚至,就连他做事的方式,还有他的气质,都是在她的熏染下培养而成……天邪在其他人面前,即使是在我舅舅左振华面前,也从来都是一副发自骨子里的高傲姿态,而只有在璃仙儿面前,他所有的是一种依赖,因为他的灵魂深处,早已深深的刻下了她的一切。天邪是璃仙儿的全部,而璃仙儿,又何尝不是天邪一生之中最重要的人,比他的命还重要……三年前,当璃仙儿忽然从他的生活里消失的时候……你想象不到天邪是多么的痛苦。” Liu Qiyue closes the eye, was recalling past years, she still loved dearly wanted to cry: „Usually was broken whole body bone not snort|hum he, that time is actually weeping bitterly like the child, the specific use hits the wall, the right hand rips to grasp the ground, day and night crazy seeking, entire one month not, even if quarter's sleep...... But that month, he only has also drunk several water, anything has not eaten, fainted until his mental effort Vitality both exhausted finally, lethargic sleep less than one hour is struggling in Nightmare waking up, insane same must continue to go all over the horizon to seek for her, until faints once more...... If not the body of Tianxie is at variance with the average man, the body and innermost feelings that seriously is damaged made him die sufficiently.” 柳柒月闭上眼睛,回想着当年,她依然心疼的想要落泪:“平时就算被打断全身骨头都不会哼一声的他,那次却像个孩子一样痛哭着,用头撞墙,右手撕抓地面,没日没夜的疯狂寻找,整整一个月没有过哪怕一刻钟的睡眠……而那一个月,他也只喝了几口水,什么都没有吃,直到他终于心力体力交瘁昏了过去,才昏睡不到一个小时又在噩梦中挣扎着醒来,疯了一样的要继续去走遍天涯去寻找她,直到再次晕过去……如果不是天邪的身体异于常人,那严重受损的身体和内心足以让他死亡。” Su Feifei stares the big eye, is covering the lip, looks at Liu Qiyue, near the ear sound, has made her forget the heart pain...... 苏菲菲瞪大眼睛,捂着嘴唇,怔怔的看着柳柒月,耳边的声音,已经让她忘记了心痛…… „Afterward, did not have Tianxie that the strength sought for again to shrink finally every day, in that originally belonged to the Li Xian'er room, in the hand grasped only thing that Li Xian'er just before leaving was leaving behind. But that room, what residual is her final flavor/smell...... He will never make anybody enter that room, when Pojun and Qiushui, must approach also will drive out by him. Pojun and Qiushui have been afraid him unable to look on the bright side of thing, defends in his family/home in turn, every day food place room entrance quietly...... Until two months later, he came out from that room, tells Pojun their him to be all right.” “后来,终于没有力气再去寻找的天邪每天都缩在那个原本属于璃仙儿的房间里,手里握着璃仙儿临走时留下的唯一东西。而那个房间,残留的是她最后的味道……他从来不会让任何人进那个房间,即使破军和秋水,要靠近时也会被他赶出去。破军和秋水一直害怕他会想不开,轮流守在他家里,每天将饭悄悄的放在房间门口……直到两个月之后,他才从那个房间里出来,告诉破军他们他没事了。” Liu Qiyue both eyes open, faintly said: „Younger Sister, knows why I do want to tell you these? Now, you can think, he to Li Xian'er affectionate to what degree? They solely are not a pair of lover, they the life had relied on one another long ago, the soul relies on one another, Tianxie life, was saved by Li Xian'er, when he most goes down in the world, was Li Xian'er ‚picking’ returns him, has given him a family/home, gave him to surmount all concerns. Tianxie must be unfair to the world, will not be unfair to Li Xian'er absolutely......” 柳柒月双目睁开,幽幽说道:“妹妹,知道我为什么要告诉你这些吗？现在,你可以想的到,他对璃仙儿的情深到什么程度了吗？他们不单单是一对恋人,早在很久之前,他们就已经性命相依,灵魂相依,天邪的一生,也是被璃仙儿所挽救,在他最落魄的时候,是璃仙儿把他‘捡’回,给了他一个家,给了他超越一切的关怀。天邪就算必须对不起全世界,也绝对不会对不起璃仙儿……” Su Feifei has not spoken, heart already chaotic does not know the turning over to place. 苏菲菲没有说话,心已乱的不知归处。 „ I like Tianxie...... Before running into him, I have not thought that I will one day love a man, the man who an age is young than me...... „ she smiles to that degree, said gently. “我喜欢天邪……在遇到他之前,我从来没有想过,我有一天会爱一个男人,还是一个年龄比我小的男人到那种程度……“她微笑,轻轻的说了出来。 Su Feifei vision dulled, she lowers the head, said: „I know.” 苏菲菲目光一呆,她垂首,说道:“我知道。” With is the woman, she from Liu Qiyue looked that sufficiently smells anything to the Ye Tianxie vision, but Zuo Pojun and Murong Qiushui some words, makes her more and more clear...... Now listens to her such directly saying that she has not thought surprised, instead in the heart is more vacant. 同为女人,她从柳柒月看向叶天邪的目光中就足以嗅到什么,而左破军和慕容秋水的一些话,也让她越来越明白着……现在听她这么直接说出来,她一点都没有觉得惊讶,反而心中更加茫然。 Liu Qiyue has smiled, smiles is so infatuated and bitter and astringent: „You know that I have love him...... My times told themselves, for him, I can give up own all, even if were my family, so long as he thinks that did any me to want for him, every day these many years, I thought can be he, person who in the dream presented that also can always be he. Once, I think, even if I had the family, I certainly will also be leading all, but now, I actually secretly learned the most perfect wife to have all that outside, I will make the world know that my Younger Brother Tianxie had one noblly beautifully, lets wife who all men envied, with him, me forever will stand together in his, all led by him, at home, I was one understand all, can manage all, making him not need any perfect housewife of taking the trouble...... On the bed, I can change into the world most dissolute slut...... But even if this, I still retreated...... Because his side had Li Xian'er. If others, I can without hesitation, but I know that I will never claim from Li Xian'er him, will never be possible.” 柳柒月笑了起来,笑的那么的痴迷和苦涩:“你知道我有多爱他吗……我一次次的告诉自己,为了他,我可以放弃自己的一切,即使是我的家庭,只要他想,为他做什么我都愿意,这么多年,我每天想的都会是他,梦里出现的人,也从来都会是他。曾经,我以为即使我有了家庭,我也一定会主导着一切,但现在,我却偷偷的学会了一个最完美的妻子所该拥有的一切,在外面,我会让全世界都知道我的天邪弟弟有一个最高贵最美丽,让所有男人嫉妒的妻子,和他在一起时,我会永远站在他的身后,一切以他主导,在家里,我是一个懂得一切,可以操持一切,让他不需要有任何费心的完美主妇……在床上,我可以变成为世界上最放浪的荡妇……但即使这样,我依然退却了……因为他身边有了璃仙儿。如果是别人,我可以毫不犹豫,但我知道,我永远都不可能把他从璃仙儿身边夺走,永远都不可能。” Who can think that was presented by almost entire Jinghua man for the female and dream deity in the goddess female, actually so base and low cannot withstand falls in love with a man. 谁能想到,一个被几乎全京华的男人奉为神仙之女、梦中女神的女子,却如此卑微不堪的爱上一个男人。 „Even if afterward Li Xian'er walked, I had not expected he will admit me, because of his sentiment to Li Xian'er, even if can never goodbye/see again, he also be able to wait for her for a lifetime. But......” the Liu Qiyue vision changed Su Feifei, the vision becomes blurred like the water: „He unexpectedly...... Accepted you,” “即使后来璃仙儿走了,我也从来没有奢望过他会接纳我,因为以他对璃仙儿的感情,就算永远不能再见,他也会等她一辈子。但……”柳柒月目光转向了苏菲菲,目光变得迷离如水:“他竟然……接受了你、” Su Feifei: „......” 苏菲菲:“……” „I from am unable to believe when to I determine the authenticity of this matter finally,” Liu Qiyue corners of the mouth belt a perfect curve: „I envy you very much, but, what are more is happy...... You cannot certainly imagine, at that time I that happy.” “我从无法相信,到我终于确定这件事的真实性时,”柳柒月嘴角带起一个完美至极的弧度:“我很嫉妒你,但,更多的是开心……你一定想象不到,那时候我是那么的开心。” „......” The Su Feifei eye socket is still why red, she bites the lip to say lightly. “为什么……”苏菲菲眼圈依然通红,她轻咬着嘴唇说道。 „Younger Sister,” Liu Qiyue has not replied her immediately, but then asked: „Now, you still hope that Tianxie he is the person of special sentiment...... If he to Li Xian'er being dead set on as always, cannot accommodate other people again, he will not admit you truly...... On that day of Li Xian'er return, you, will separate with him, forever separates...... Do you, hope this?” “妹妹,”柳柒月却没有马上回答她,而是转而问道:“现在,你依然希望天邪他是个专情的人吗……如果他对璃仙儿一如既往的死心塌地,再也容不下他人,那么,他将不会真正的接纳你……在璃仙儿归来的那一天,你,就会和他分开,永远的分开……你,希望这样吗？” Su Feifei has been startled being startled, one deep fear in innermost feelings fast multiplying, shaking the head that she makes an effort, the tears gushes out from the eye socket at by far beforehand several times of speeds, in the sound is having the weeping voice of shivering: „Does not want, I do not want...... I do not separate with Tianxie...... Will never want, does not want......” 苏菲菲怔了怔,一种深深的恐惧在内心快速的滋生,她用力的摇头,眼泪以远胜之前几倍的速度从眼眶中涌出,声音里更是带着颤抖的哭腔:“不要,我不要……我不要和天邪分开……永远不要,不要……”
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