EDAH :: Volume #3 圣痕

#277: Crazy decision


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The world is getting more and more far, the god of death is getting more and more near. Finally in the peaceful darkness, she can not worry such slowly goes off, does not need painful and struggles. The death, was getting more and more near, never had near. 世界越来越远,死神越来越近。安静的黑暗之中,她终于可以毫无牵挂的这么缓缓睡去,再也不需要痛苦和挣扎。死亡,越来越近,从未有过的近。 She tired was too too tired, these many years, her first resting calmness and steadiness of such. This sleep goes off, possibly again is actually not able to wake up. But...... Can wake up, was unimportant. Sees Elder Sister to throw to the arms of that man, listening to him to say will not let the person bullied you the words , he for they were relentless to give the villain death...... She thinks suddenly very happy, is very satisfied, is very relaxed, without a trace that as if the flash, presses all that sinks in that very much sinks to vanish very much. After relaxing, that serious exhausted feeling raids, makes her heavy has rested. 她已经太累太累了,这么多年,她第一次睡的这么安稳。只是,这一觉睡去,却可能再也无法醒来。但……能不能醒来,已经不重要了。看到姐姐扑到那个男子的怀里,听他说出“再也不会让人欺负你们了”的话,还有他为了他们毫不留情给予了坏人死亡……她忽然觉得很开心,很满足,很轻松,仿佛一瞬间,压在身上那很沉很沉的一切都消失的无影无踪。放松之后,那沉重的疲惫感袭来,让她沉沉的睡了过去。 She believes his words...... He will protect Elder Sister for a lifetime, no longer makes her be humiliated. 她相信他的话……他会保护姐姐一辈子,不再让她受到欺凌。 But she, can no longer struggle finally, because she saw the Elder Sister happiness...... But the Elder Sister happiness, is her happiness, is only missing that she struggles is not being willing to depart. 而她,也终于可以不再挣扎,因为她看到了姐姐的幸福……而姐姐的幸福,就是她的幸福,是她挣扎着不肯离去的唯一挂念。 Such...... Going off slowly, has not needed...... Wakes up again. 就这么……慢慢的睡去,已经不需要……再醒来。 Xue'er, Xue'er......” 雪儿,雪儿……” In boundless consciousness sea, transmits that familiar summon, has awakened the consciousness of her deep sleep. Death Abyss in her at present, so long as she walked peacefully, can extricate from painful Abyss, falls into dark Abyss that all vanished into thin air. That summoned to make her anchor the footsteps intermittently. 茫茫的意识海中,传来那熟悉的呼唤,唤醒了她沉睡的意识。死亡的深渊就在她的眼前,只要她安静的走下去,就可以从痛苦的深渊中解脱,陷入一切都烟消云散的黑暗深渊。只是,那阵阵呼唤让她停住了脚步。 Elder Sister, her before death only dependence, living only reason. 姐姐,她生前的唯一依靠,活着的唯一理由。 If forever no longer wake up, she certainly sad...... However, Elder Sister is very strong, she is certain, can quick is also happy. 如果自己永远都不再醒来,她一定会难过……不过,姐姐很坚强,她一定,可以很快的又开心起来。 Good to see Elder Sister again...... Good to think that goodbye/see again to Elder Sister finally one side, said goodbye with her...... 只是,好想再看到姐姐……好想再见姐姐最后一面,与她告别…… In front of death Abyss, she retreated, then started struggling, exhausts the complete strength, wants to open the eye...... 在死亡的深渊面前,她退却了,然后开始了挣扎,用尽自己全部的力气,想要睁开眼睛…… Eye, opening slowly. At present, is a gonorrhea misty world...... That is the white ceiling of hospital ward. 眼睛,缓缓的睁开。眼前,是一片白蒙蒙的世界……那是病房的白色天花板。 Xue'er...... You awoke Xue'er.” 雪儿……你醒了雪儿。” Her small hand by pair of warm hand gentle gripping, turning the head that she takes the trouble, saw own Elder Sister, she smiles, was shouting with very light sound: Elder Sister......” 她的小手被一双温暖的手轻柔的握住,她费力的转头,看到了自己的姐姐,她微笑,用很轻的声音喊着:“姐姐……” She is too weak, shows a smile the expression is such hard sledding. 她太虚弱,就连露出一个微笑的表情都是那么的费力。 Elder Sister here.” Chenxin tear stains cancelling on face secretly, gets hold of soft her as if no small hand of skeleton: Xue'er, you awoke...... Too was really good. Listens to the Elder Sister words, do not leave Elder Sister?” 姐姐在这里。”辰心将脸上的泪痕偷偷的抹去,握紧她那柔软的仿佛没有骨骼的小手:“雪儿,你醒了……真的太好了。听姐姐的话,不要离开姐姐,好吗?” From the words of doctor, they know that Chenxue gave up and resistance of illness, gave up own Life/HP, chose greets and is anticipating the death in the tranquility confidently...... Yes, three years ago, she damn, these many years, she struggles is too laborious, the death for her, instead was one type relaxed and extrication. For Elder Sister, she is supporting by the inconceivable will...... Now, after she had finished the final desire, she finally can choose the extrication...... 从医生的话中,他们已经知道,辰雪放弃了和病魔的抗争,放弃了自己的生命,选择在平静中坦然迎接和期待着死亡……是啊,三年前,她就该死了,这么多年,她挣扎的实在太辛苦,死亡对她来说,反而是一种轻松与解脱。只是为了姐姐,她以不可思议的毅力支撑着……现在,当她了却了最后的愿望后,她终于可以去选择解脱…… Elder Sister...... I was quite tired, good tired quite tired, I want to look for the father...... With mother, Elder Sister has said that they visit me in the heaven, is waiting for me.” She partly is opening the hazy eye pupil, was saying with several inaudible sounds. That pair of eyes blurred as if momentarily possibly closes. 姐姐……我好累了,好累好累,我想去找爸爸……和妈妈,姐姐说过,他们在天堂看着我,等着我。”她半睁着迷蒙的眼眸,用几不可闻的声音说着。那双眼眸迷离的仿佛随时都可能闭合。 No...... Xue'er, you walked, Elder Sister what to do.” The hand of Chenxin is shivering, even if she in the bearing tears of going all out, the tears still silent falls, is moistening that pale white bed sheet. “不……雪儿,你走了,姐姐怎么办。”辰心的手在颤抖,即使她在拼命的忍住眼泪,眼泪依然无声而落,打湿着那苍白的床单。 Elder Sister...... You must promise me, cannot be sad? I walked, certainly some people will replace me, is accompanying Elder Sister......” 姐姐……你要答应我,不可以难过,好吗?我走了,一定会有人代替我,陪着姐姐……” Xue'er, do not speak the nonsense, you will not have the matter, you are so strong, how also to have the matter.” Ran Chenxin is swaying her frail body gently, is feeling pain in deep sorrow. Several years, they are always together, accompanies mutually, they are the sisters, is each other Life/HP half...... Even larger part. 雪儿,你不要说傻话,你不会有事的,你那么坚强,又怎么会有事。”苒辰心轻轻摇晃着她孱弱的身体,感受着万箭穿心之痛。十几年,她们形影不离,互相陪伴,她们是姐妹,更是彼此生命的一半……甚至一大半。 The shift vision of Chenxue hard sledding, looked that to has stood in Ran Chenxin following Ye Tianxie, she is opening not the lip of any blood-color lightly, with is very light, but each character very clear sound said: Big Brother...... You said that you will not make anybody bully Elder Sister again...... The words that Big Brother spoke, kept certainly a promise, right?” 辰雪费力的移转目光,看向了站在苒辰心后面的叶天邪,她轻启着没有任何血色的嘴唇,用很轻,但每个字都很清晰的声音说道:“大哥哥……你说,你不会再让任何人欺负姐姐的……大哥哥说的话,一定算数的,对吗?” in a moment, the Ye Tianxie inner world by the fierce shake, he is understood suddenly, why this young girl gave up struggling, was waiting for in the extrication was dying approaching. 刹那间,叶天邪心海被剧烈的震荡,他忽然间明白,为什么这个少女放弃了挣扎,在解脱中等待着死亡着临近。 Is short had been touched him extremely, innermost feelings in this moment for this girl, but is shivering fiercely. This kind of heart like the snow and ice pure young girl, has encountered why actually Destiny so treats...... The eye of Heaven was blind...... Blind! 极少被感动过的他,内心在这一刻为这个女孩而剧烈的颤动着。这样一个心如冰雪般纯净的少女,为什么却遭到了命运如此的对待……上苍的眼睛瞎了么……瞎了吗! His bending down body, nod gently: Kept a promise, forever kept a promise, I will protect you, did not make anybody bully you......” 他俯下身体,轻轻的点头:“算数,永远都算数,我会保护你们,再也不让任何人欺负你们……” We...... Hooks......” the little finger of her right hand to move, as to lift, the strength of but actually throughout not having lifted. Ye Tianxie stretches out the little finger, cancels with her finger in the same place: Un, we draw the hook, if who does not mean what he says, punishes him to turn into a pig......” “那我们……拉钩……”她右手的小指动了动,似乎是想抬起,但却始终没有抬起的力气。叶天邪伸出小指,和她的手指勾在一起:“嗯,我们拉钩,如果谁说话不算话,就罚他变成一头猪……” Chenxue has smiled, the smiling face beautiful letting person is elated. The Ran Chenxin volt in the bedside, has choked with sobs. 辰雪笑了起来,笑容美丽的让人心醉。苒辰心伏在床边,已经是泣不成声。 Big Brother...... You are really good, if...... Has next life, my meeting...... Repays you, but must marry you...... Ok?” She uses the dim vision crazy visits him, in the lip is making the dim sound. 大哥哥……你真好,如果……有来世,我会……报答你,还要嫁给你……好吗?”她用朦胧的目光痴痴的看着他,唇中发出着朦胧的声音。 The Ye Tianxie chuckle, nodded energetically, then shook the head: Why does not repay me in this whole life, marries me?” 叶天邪轻笑,用力的点头,然后又摇了摇头:“为什么不在这辈子报答我,嫁给我呢?” This whole life......” she is looking at him, weak heartbeat that several that almost do not have: Probably was unable......” “这辈子……”她望着他,数着自己那几乎不存在的微弱心跳:“好像已经不可以了呢……” Nonsense.” He has pinched lightly her small hand, bends down some body again, was almost pasted the same place by own face with her: I just complied with a Chenxue commitment, moreover certainly will mean what he says, but Chenxue, must comply with a Big Brother matter?” “傻话。”他轻捏了一下她的小手,将身体再俯下一些,让自己的脸几乎和她贴到一起:“我刚刚答应了辰雪一个承诺,而且一定会说话算数,但辰雪,也要答应大哥哥一件事,好吗?” Chenxue visits him, the vision is getting more and more blurred. 辰雪看着他,目光越来越迷离。 Promises me, cannot die.” His very earnestly said. “答应我,不可以死。”他很认真的说道 But...... I......” “可是……我……” Xue'er, believes Big Brother...... I will cure your sickness, insists that insisted like before? You are your Elder Sister only family member, if you, she sad being in deep sorrow, Big Brother will not be sad. For Elder Sister, for me...... Is stronger? Waited for Big Brother to cure your sickness, you can every day and Elder Sister in the same place. Can eat thing that you want to eat together, can the beautiful place that goes to you to go to play, can play together...... Some people will not bully you, how wants?” 雪儿,相信大哥哥……我会治好你的病的,坚持住,像之前那样坚持住,好吗?你是你姐姐唯一的亲人,如果你不在了,她会难过的痛不欲生,大哥哥也会很难过。为了姐姐,也为了我……坚强一些好吗?等大哥哥治好了你的病,你就可以每天和姐姐在一起。可以一起吃很多你们想吃的东西,可以去很多你们想去的美丽地方玩,可以一起游戏……再也不会有人欺负你们,想怎么样都可以的,好吗?” He was describing an extremely good prospect to her, summons desire that she was seeking livehood. 他在向她描述着一个极其美好的前景,呼唤着她求生的欲望。 Chenxue, your Big Brother I am very fierce, you noticed that I can overthrow villain all of a sudden, can cure your sickness really completely...... You know that although your sickness does not have the means to cure here, but in very very far place, star that called Lyle Star, there can cure all incurable illness, heard? Is all. These, your Elder Sister has also known...... Chenxue, recalled your once strength, cannot die, we went to Lyle Star immediately, there, your sickness, then can certainly forever accompany Elder Sister...... Ok? Chenxue, heard me to say? Chenxue is the strongest child, certainly believe me, listens to my words, right?” 辰雪,你大哥哥我是很厉害的,你看到的,我可以一下子就把坏人打倒,也是真的可以将你的病完全治好……你知道吗,虽然你的病在这里没有办法治好,但在很远很远的地方,有一个叫莱尔星的星球,那里可以治愈所有的绝症,听到了吗?是所有的。这些,你的姐姐也一直知道的……辰雪,回忆起你曾经的坚强,不可以死,我们马上就去莱尔星,在那里,你的病一定会好的,然后就可以永远陪着姐姐……好吗?辰雪,听到我说的了吗?辰雪一直都是最坚强的孩子,一定会相信我,听我的话,对吗?” Ye Tianxie words, slowly spreads to the Chenxue inner world, is turbulent her final frail string. Finally, she has smiled, then nod gently. Gloomy eye pupil deep place, glitters to the fresh hope. Such hope, originates from oneself to his trust. 叶天邪的话,徐徐的传入辰雪的心海,动荡着她最后的脆弱之弦。终于,她笑了起来,然后轻轻的点头。灰暗的眼眸深处,又闪烁起对生的渴望。这样的渴望,来源于自己对他的相信。 Xue'er, you will be good, do not leave Elder Sister.” Chenxin wipes own tears, soft murmuring was saying. But words that Ye Tianxie spoke...... Must go to Lyle Star, can only one year later, the Chenxue present condition, be possible to support really for one year later? 雪儿,你会好起来的,不要离开姐姐。”辰心拭去自己的眼泪,轻喃着说道。而叶天邪所说的话……要去莱尔星,只能在一年之后,辰雪现在的状况,真的有可能撑到一年之后吗? Ye Tianxie nodded energetically, stands up, turns around to say to Zuo Pojun: Pojun, help me.” 叶天邪用力的点头,站起身来,转身对左破军说道:“破军,帮我个忙。” Second Bro, you said.” Zuo Pojun accordingly. 二哥,你说。”左破军应声。 I must go to United States...... Immediately goes, lets thing that the person helps me prepare to need to prepare.” The Ye Tianxie brow limps tightly, the words character character that said clank. “我要去美利国……马上就去,让人帮我准备好所有需要准备的东西。”叶天邪眉头紧蹩,说出的话字字铮铮。 „? This......” Zuo Pojun was startled obviously, then restores the habit, looks that Ye Tianxie that pair strengthens and does not have the pupil of any rotation leeway, his lightly sighed, said with a nod: Second Bro, I understood, I make the person prepare immediately.” “啊?这……”左破军显然吃了一惊,然后又恢复常态,看着叶天邪那双坚定而无任何回转余地的眸子,他轻叹一声,点头说道:“二哥,我明白了,我马上让人去准备。” Then, he takes up the cell phone, went out of the hospital ward quickly. 说完,他拿起手机,快步走出了病房。 Murong Qiushui starts to speak but hesitates, has turned around, spooky lightly sighed. 慕容秋水欲言又止,转过身去,幽幽的轻叹一声 Chenxue, we immediately Lyle Star that goes to be able to cure you to get sick, therefore, you must observe our agreements, certainly cannot die, must very strongly very strong waited to go to Lyle Star that day?” 辰雪,我们马上就会去能治好你病的莱尔星,所以,你要遵守我们的约定,一定不可以死,要很坚强很坚强的等着去到莱尔星的那一天,好吗?” That flash, he has made a crazy decision. 那一瞬间,他做了一个疯狂的决定。 Crazily to impervious decision. 疯狂到不可理喻的决定。 After this decision, he does not have a regret. 只是,作为这个决定之后,他却没有一丝的后悔。 Although today is he knows this girl the first day, but she is worth him doing this...... Not is only because she is the Ran Qingcheng daughter. 虽然今天是他认识这个女孩的第一天,但她值得他这样做……不仅仅是因为她是冉青盛的女儿。 What parents has, what children will have. In the past that good kind uncle, those who had was two better daughters. They are worth him this. 有什么样的父母,才会有什么样的儿女。当年那个善良和蔼的老伯,拥有的是两个更加善良的女儿。他们值得他这样做。 He cannot wait for one year later, Chenxue is impossible to wait till for one year later, he must go to United States, then exhausts the method that various types can use...... The request is also good, intimidates also well, forces also well, consumes the huge price to be also good. So long as can such as he hope, enabling him to go to Lyle Star immediately, retrieves this girl's Life/HP, all methods, he can attempt. 他等不到一年之后,辰雪也不可能等到一年之后,他要去美利国,然后用尽各种可以使用的手段……请求也好,威逼也好,胁迫也好,耗费巨大的代价也好。只要能如他所愿,让他可以马上就去莱尔星,救回这个女孩的生命,所有的方法,他都可以尝试。 Although, he also similarly knows, even if this crazy decision, can retrieve the Chenxue possibility extremely to be still uncertain...... But uncertain, does not represent completely desperately, so long as there is a possibility, the big price, he is also willing to try for this girl, does not give up. 虽然,他也同样知道,即使是这个疯狂的决定,能救回辰雪的可能性依然极其渺茫……但渺茫,不代表完全的绝望,只要有一丝的可能,再大的代价,他也愿为这个女孩一试,绝不放弃。
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