The worldis getting more and more far, the god of deathis getting more and more near. Finallyin the peacefuldarkness, shecannot worrysuchslowlygoes off, does not needpainfulandstruggles. The death, was getting more and more near, neverhadnear.
世界越来越远,死神越来越近。安静的黑暗之中,她终于可以毫无牵挂的这么缓缓睡去,再也不需要痛苦和挣扎。死亡,越来越近,从未有过的近。Shetired was too too tired, these manyyears, herfirstrestingcalmness and steadiness of such. Thissleepgoes off, possiblyagain is actually not ableto wake up. But...... Canwake up, was unimportant. SeesElder Sisterto throwto the arms of thatman, listening tohimto say„will not let the personbulliedyou” the words , he fortheywere relentlessto give the villaindeath...... Shethinkssuddenlyveryhappy, is very satisfied, is very relaxed, without a trace that as if the flash, pressesall that sinksinthatvery muchsinksto vanishvery much. After relaxing, thatseriousexhaustedfeelingraids, makesherheavyhas rested.
她已经太累太累了,这么多年,她第一次睡的这么安稳。只是,这一觉睡去,却可能再也无法醒来。但……能不能醒来,已经不重要了。看到姐姐扑到那个男子的怀里,听他说出“再也不会让人欺负你们了”的话,还有他为了他们毫不留情给予了坏人死亡……她忽然觉得很开心,很满足,很轻松,仿佛一瞬间,压在身上那很沉很沉的一切都消失的无影无踪。放松之后,那沉重的疲惫感袭来,让她沉沉的睡了过去。Shebelieveshiswords...... Hewill protectElder Sisterfor a lifetime, no longermakesherbe humiliated.
她相信他的话……他会保护姐姐一辈子,不再让她受到欺凌。Butshe, canno longerstrugglefinally, becauseshesaw the Elder Sisterhappiness...... But the Elder Sisterhappiness, isherhappiness, isonlymissing that shestrugglesis not being willingto depart.
而她,也终于可以不再挣扎,因为她看到了姐姐的幸福……而姐姐的幸福,就是她的幸福,是她挣扎着不肯离去的唯一挂念。Such...... Going offslowly, has not needed...... Wakes upagain.
就这么……慢慢的睡去,已经不需要……再醒来。„Xue'er, Xue'er......”
“雪儿,雪儿……”Inboundlessconsciousnesssea, transmitsthatfamiliarsummon, has awakened the consciousness of herdeep sleep. DeathAbyssinherat present, so long asshewalkedpeacefully, canextricatefrompainfulAbyss, falls intodarkAbyss that allvanished into thin air. Thatsummonedto makeheranchor the footstepsintermittently.
茫茫的意识海中,传来那熟悉的呼唤,唤醒了她沉睡的意识。死亡的深渊就在她的眼前,只要她安静的走下去,就可以从痛苦的深渊中解脱,陷入一切都烟消云散的黑暗深渊。只是,那阵阵呼唤让她停住了脚步。Elder Sister, herbefore deathonlydependence, livingonlyreason.姐姐,她生前的唯一依靠,活着的唯一理由。Ifforeverno longerwake up, shecertainlysad...... However, Elder Sisteris very strong, sheis certain, canquickis also happy.
如果自己永远都不再醒来,她一定会难过……不过,姐姐很坚强,她一定,可以很快的又开心起来。Good to seeElder Sisteragain...... Goodto think that goodbye/see againtoElder Sisterfinallyone side, said goodbyewithher......
只是,好想再看到姐姐……好想再见到姐姐最后一面,与她告别……In front ofdeathAbyss, sheretreated, thenstartedstruggling, exhausts the completestrength, wantsto open the eye......
在死亡的深渊面前,她退却了,然后开始了挣扎,用尽自己全部的力气,想要睁开眼睛……Eye, openingslowly. At present, is a gonorrheamistyworld...... Thatis the whiteceiling of hospital ward.
眼睛,缓缓的睁开。眼前,是一片白蒙蒙的世界……那是病房的白色天花板。„Xue'er...... YouawokeXue'er.”
“雪儿……你醒了雪儿。”Hersmall handbypair of warmhandgentlegripping, turning the head that shetakes the trouble, sawownElder Sister, shesmiles, was shoutingwith very lightsound: „Elder Sister......”
她的小手被一双温暖的手轻柔的握住,她费力的转头,看到了自己的姐姐,她微笑,用很轻的声音喊着:“姐姐……”Sheis too weak, shows a smile the expressionissuchhard sledding.
她太虚弱,就连露出一个微笑的表情都是那么的费力。„Elder Sisterhere.”Chenxintear stainscancelling on facesecretly, gets hold ofsoft her as if no small hand of skeleton: „Xue'er, youawoke...... Toowas really good. Listens to the Elder Sisterwords, do not leaveElder Sister?”
“姐姐在这里。”辰心将脸上的泪痕偷偷的抹去,握紧她那柔软的仿佛没有骨骼的小手:“雪儿,你醒了……真的太好了。听姐姐的话,不要离开姐姐,好吗?”From the words of doctor, theyknowthatChenxuegave up and resistance of illness, gave upownLife/HP, chosegreetsandis anticipating the deathin the tranquilityconfidently...... Yes, threeyears ago, shedamn, these manyyears, shestruggles is too laborious, the deathfor her, insteadwasonetyperelaxed and extrication. ForElder Sister, sheis supportingby the inconceivablewill...... Now, aftershehad finished the finaldesire, shefinallycanchoose the extrication......
从医生的话中,他们已经知道,辰雪放弃了和病魔的抗争,放弃了自己的生命,选择在平静中坦然迎接和期待着死亡……是啊,三年前,她就该死了,这么多年,她挣扎的实在太辛苦,死亡对她来说,反而是一种轻松与解脱。只是为了姐姐,她以不可思议的毅力支撑着……现在,当她了却了最后的愿望后,她终于可以去选择解脱……„Elder Sister...... Iwas quite tired, goodtiredquitetired, Iwantto look for the father...... With mother, Elder Sisterhas said that theyvisitmein the heaven, is waiting forme.”Shepartlyis opening the hazyeyepupil, was sayingwithseveralinaudiblesounds. Thatpair of eyesblurredas ifmomentarilypossiblycloses.
“姐姐……我好累了,好累好累,我想去找爸爸……和妈妈,姐姐说过,他们在天堂看着我,等着我。”她半睁着迷蒙的眼眸,用几不可闻的声音说着。那双眼眸迷离的仿佛随时都可能闭合。„No...... Xue'er, youwalked, Elder Sisterwhat to do.” The hand of Chenxinis shivering, even ifshein the bearingtears of going all out, the tearsstillsilentfalls, is moisteningthatpale whitebed sheet.
“不……雪儿,你走了,姐姐怎么办。”辰心的手在颤抖,即使她在拼命的忍住眼泪,眼泪依然无声而落,打湿着那苍白的床单。„Elder Sister...... Youmustpromiseme, cannotbe sad? Iwalked, certainlysomepeoplewill replaceme, is accompanyingElder Sister......”
“姐姐……你要答应我,不可以难过,好吗?我走了,一定会有人代替我,陪着姐姐……”„Xue'er, do not speak the nonsense, youwill not have the matter, youare so strong, howalsoto have the matter.”Ran Chenxinis swayingherfrailbodygently, is feelingpainin deep sorrow. Severalyears, they are always together, accompaniesmutually, theyare the sisters, iseach otherLife/HPhalf...... Evenlarger part.
“雪儿,你不要说傻话,你不会有事的,你那么坚强,又怎么会有事。”苒辰心轻轻摇晃着她孱弱的身体,感受着万箭穿心之痛。十几年,她们形影不离,互相陪伴,她们是姐妹,更是彼此生命的一半……甚至一大半。
The shiftvision of Chenxuehard sledding, looked that tohas stoodinRan ChenxinfollowingYe Tianxie, sheis openingnot the lip of anyblood-colorlightly, withis very light, buteachcharacterveryclearsoundsaid: „Big Brother...... Yousaidthatyouwill not makeanybodybullyElder Sisteragain...... The words that Big Brotherspoke, kept certainly a promise, right?”辰雪费力的移转目光,看向了站在苒辰心后面的叶天邪,她轻启着没有任何血色的嘴唇,用很轻,但每个字都很清晰的声音说道:“大哥哥……你说,你不会再让任何人欺负姐姐的……大哥哥说的话,一定算数的,对吗?”in a moment, the Ye Tianxieinner worldby the fierceshake, heis understoodsuddenly, whythisyoung girlgave upstruggling, was waiting forin the extricationwas dyingapproaching.
一刹那间,叶天邪心海被剧烈的震荡,他忽然间明白,为什么这个少女放弃了挣扎,在解脱中等待着死亡着临近。Is short had been touchedhimextremely, innermost feelingsinthis momentforthisgirl, butis shiveringfiercely. This kind ofheartlike the snow and icepureyoung girl, has encountered why actuallyDestinysotreats...... The eye of Heavenwas blind...... Blind!
极少被感动过的他,内心在这一刻为这个女孩而剧烈的颤动着。这样一个心如冰雪般纯净的少女,为什么却遭到了命运如此的对待……上苍的眼睛瞎了么……瞎了吗!Hisbending downbody, nodgently: „Kept a promise, foreverkept a promise, Iwill protectyou, did not makeanybodybullyyou......”
他俯下身体,轻轻的点头:“算数,永远都算数,我会保护你们,再也不让任何人欺负你们……”„We...... Hooks......” the little finger of herright handto move, as to lift, the strength of butactuallythroughoutnot having lifted. Ye Tianxiestretches out the little finger, cancelswithherfingerin the same place: „Un, wedraw the hook, ifwhodoes not mean what he says, punisheshimto turn into a pig......”
“那我们……拉钩……”她右手的小指动了动,似乎是想抬起,但却始终没有抬起的力气。叶天邪伸出小指,和她的手指勾在一起:“嗯,我们拉钩,如果谁说话不算话,就罚他变成一头猪……”Chenxuehas smiled, the smiling facebeautifullettingpersonis elated. The Ran Chenxinvoltin the bedside, has choked with sobs.辰雪笑了起来,笑容美丽的让人心醉。苒辰心伏在床边,已经是泣不成声。„Big Brother...... Youare really good, if...... Hasnext life, mymeeting...... Repaysyou, but must marryyou...... Ok?”Sheuses the dimvisioncrazyvisitshim, in the lipis making the dimsound.
“大哥哥……你真好,如果……有来世,我会……报答你,还要嫁给你……好吗?”她用朦胧的目光痴痴的看着他,唇中发出着朦胧的声音。
The Ye Tianxiechuckle, nodded energetically, thenshook the head: „Whydoes not repaymeinthis whole life, marriesme?”叶天邪轻笑,用力的点头,然后又摇了摇头:“为什么不在这辈子报答我,嫁给我呢?”„This whole life......”sheis looking athim, weakheartbeat that severalthatalmostdo not have: „Probably was unable......”
“这辈子……”她望着他,数着自己那几乎不存在的微弱心跳:“好像已经不可以了呢……”„Nonsense.”Hehas pinchedlightlyhersmall hand, bends down some bodyagain, was almost pasted the same placebyownfacewithher: „Ijustcomplied with a Chenxuecommitment, moreovercertainlywill mean what he says, butChenxue, mustcomply with a Big Brothermatter?”
“傻话。”他轻捏了一下她的小手,将身体再俯下一些,让自己的脸几乎和她贴到一起:“我刚刚答应了辰雪一个承诺,而且一定会说话算数,但辰雪,也要答应大哥哥一件事,好吗?”Chenxuevisitshim, the visionis getting more and more blurred.辰雪看着他,目光越来越迷离。„Promisesme, cannotdie.”Hisveryearnestly said.
“答应我,不可以死。”他很认真的说道。„But...... I......”
“可是……我……”„Xue'er, believesBig Brother...... Iwill cureyoursickness, insiststhatinsistedlikebefore? YouareyourElder Sisteronlyfamily member, ifyou, shesadbeing in deep sorrow, Big Brother will not be sad. ForElder Sister, forme...... Is stronger? Waited forBig Brotherto cureyoursickness, youcanevery dayandElder Sisterin the same place. Caneatthing that youwantto eattogether, can the beautifulplace that goes toyou to go toplay, canplaytogether...... Somepeoplewill not bullyyou, howwants?”
“雪儿,相信大哥哥……我会治好你的病的,坚持住,像之前那样坚持住,好吗?你是你姐姐唯一的亲人,如果你不在了,她会难过的痛不欲生,大哥哥也会很难过。为了姐姐,也为了我……坚强一些好吗?等大哥哥治好了你的病,你就可以每天和姐姐在一起。可以一起吃很多你们想吃的东西,可以去很多你们想去的美丽地方玩,可以一起游戏……再也不会有人欺负你们,想怎么样都可以的,好吗?”Hewas describing an extremelygoodprospecttoher, summonsdesire that shewas seeking livehood.
他在向她描述着一个极其美好的前景,呼唤着她求生的欲望。„Chenxue, yourBig BrotherIamveryfierce, younoticed that Icanoverthrowvillainall of a sudden, cancureyoursicknessreallycompletely...... Youknow that althoughyoursicknessdoes not have the meansto curehere, butinveryveryfarplace, star that calledLyle Star, therecancureallincurable illness, heard? Isall. These, yourElder Sisterhas also known...... Chenxue, recalledyouroncestrength, cannotdie, wewent toLyle Starimmediately, there, yoursickness, thencan certainlyforeveraccompanyElder Sister...... Ok? Chenxue, heardmeto say? Chenxueis the strongestchild, certainly believe me, listens tomywords, right?”
“辰雪,你大哥哥我是很厉害的,你看到的,我可以一下子就把坏人打倒,也是真的可以将你的病完全治好……你知道吗,虽然你的病在这里没有办法治好,但在很远很远的地方,有一个叫莱尔星的星球,那里可以治愈所有的绝症,听到了吗?是所有的。这些,你的姐姐也一直知道的……辰雪,回忆起你曾经的坚强,不可以死,我们马上就去莱尔星,在那里,你的病一定会好的,然后就可以永远陪着姐姐……好吗?辰雪,听到我说的了吗?辰雪一直都是最坚强的孩子,一定会相信我,听我的话,对吗?”Ye Tianxiewords, slowlyspreads to the Chenxueinner world, is turbulentherfinalfrailstring. Finally, shehas smiled, thennodgently. Gloomyeyepupildeep place, glittersto the freshhope. Suchhope, originatesfromoneselftohistrust.叶天邪的话,徐徐的传入辰雪的心海,动荡着她最后的脆弱之弦。终于,她笑了起来,然后轻轻的点头。灰暗的眼眸深处,又闪烁起对生的渴望。这样的渴望,来源于自己对他的相信。„Xue'er, youwill be good, do not leaveElder Sister.”Chenxinwipesowntears, soft murmuringwas saying. Butwords that Ye Tianxiespoke...... Mustgo toLyle Star, can only oneyearlater, the Chenxuepresentcondition, be possibleto supportreally for oneyearlater?
“雪儿,你会好起来的,不要离开姐姐。”辰心拭去自己的眼泪,轻喃着说道。而叶天邪所说的话……要去莱尔星,只能在一年之后,辰雪现在的状况,真的有可能撑到一年之后吗?Ye Tianxienodded energetically, stands up, turns aroundto saytoZuo Pojun: „Pojun, help me.”叶天邪用力的点头,站起身来,转身对左破军说道:“破军,帮我个忙。”„Second Bro, yousaid.”Zuo Pojunaccordingly.
“二哥,你说。”左破军应声。„Imustgo toUnited States...... Immediatelygoes, letsthing that the personhelpsmeprepare to needto prepare.” The Ye Tianxiebrowlimpstightly, the wordscharactercharacter that saidclank.
“我要去美利国……马上就去,让人帮我准备好所有需要准备的东西。”叶天邪眉头紧蹩,说出的话字字铮铮。„? This......”Zuo Pojunwas startledobviously, thenrestores the habit, looks that Ye Tianxiethatpairstrengthensanddoes not have the pupil of anyrotationleeway, hislightly sighed, said with a nod: „Second Bro, Iunderstood, Imake the personprepareimmediately.”
“啊?这……”左破军显然吃了一惊,然后又恢复常态,看着叶天邪那双坚定而无任何回转余地的眸子,他轻叹一声,点头说道:“二哥,我明白了,我马上让人去准备。”Then, hetakes up the cell phone, went out of the hospital wardquickly.
说完,他拿起手机,快步走出了病房。Murong Qiushuistarts to speak but hesitates, has turned around, spookylightly sighed.慕容秋水欲言又止,转过身去,幽幽的轻叹一声。„Chenxue, weimmediatelyLyle Star that goes to be ableto cureyouto get sick, therefore, youmustobserveouragreements, certainlycannotdie, mustverystronglyverystrongwaitedto gotoLyle Starthat day?”
“辰雪,我们马上就会去能治好你病的莱尔星,所以,你要遵守我们的约定,一定不可以死,要很坚强很坚强的等着去到莱尔星的那一天,好吗?”Thatflash, hehas made a crazydecision.
那一瞬间,他做了一个疯狂的决定。Crazilytoimperviousdecision.
疯狂到不可理喻的决定。Afterthisdecision, hedoes not have a regret.
只是,作为这个决定之后,他却没有一丝的后悔。Althoughtodayisheknowsthisgirl the firstday, butsheis worthhimdoing this...... Not is only becausesheis the Ran Qingchengdaughter.
虽然今天是他认识这个女孩的第一天,但她值得他这样做……不仅仅是因为她是冉青盛的女儿。Whatparentshas, whatchildrenwill have. In the pastthatgoodkinduncle, those whohadwastwobetterdaughters. Theyare worthhimthis.
有什么样的父母,才会有什么样的儿女。当年那个善良和蔼的老伯,拥有的是两个更加善良的女儿。他们值得他这样做。Hecannot wait for oneyearlater, Chenxueis impossibleto wait till for oneyearlater, hemustgo toUnited States, thenexhausts the method that varioustypescanuse...... The requestis also good, intimidatesalsowell, forcesalsowell, consumes the hugepriceto be also good. So long ascansuch ashehope, enablinghimto go toLyle Starimmediately, retrievesthisgirl'sLife/HP, allmethods, hecanattempt.
他等不到一年之后,辰雪也不可能等到一年之后,他要去美利国,然后用尽各种可以使用的手段……请求也好,威逼也好,胁迫也好,耗费巨大的代价也好。只要能如他所愿,让他可以马上就去莱尔星,救回这个女孩的生命,所有的方法,他都可以尝试。Although, healsosimilarlyknows, even if thiscrazydecision, canretrieve the Chenxuepossibilityextremelyto be still uncertain...... Butuncertain, does not representcompletelydesperately, so long asthere is a possibility, the bigprice, he is also willingto tryforthisgirl, does not give up.
虽然,他也同样知道,即使是这个疯狂的决定,能救回辰雪的可能性依然极其渺茫……但渺茫,不代表完全的绝望,只要有一丝的可能,再大的代价,他也愿为这个女孩一试,绝不放弃。
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