EDAH :: Volume #2 逆骨邪龙

#136: Feifei, keep it up!

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Has not experienced, really will never understand that he from four years old to ten years old, these year of institutes that alone roams about at an age of young youth what experience is what kind of life, feels is being what kind of one ways of the world changes in temperature. Once the complete An He family/home did not have, the gentle mother, the industrious father, forever protected his Elder Brother also to leave him to go within one day...... At that time, he was only four years old, lost all, did not have the family/home and family member again. Four -year-old he, must a person go on living. 没有经历过,永远不会真正的了解他从四岁到十岁,以一个稚龄少年的年纪独自流浪的那些年所经历的是怎样的生活,感受着又是怎样的一种世态冷暖。曾经完整安和的家没有了,慈祥的妈妈,勤劳的父亲,永远护着他的哥哥也在一天之内全部离他而去……那时,他只有四岁,失去了一切,再也没有家和亲人。四岁的他,必须一个人活下去。 For going on living, he does not know that many time turns in the revolting garbage heap looks for food, does not know that many time snatches the food from the mouth of wild dog, does not know that many times had been driven away, has driven off...... Puts the dog to nip, eats has not known thing that many average men do not dare to imagine, has received the misery is the average man is more unconceivable, does not know that many time because of suffocates coldly and hungrily...... But regardless of painstakingly, him never will go begging, he must go on living by himself with his hand going, will not steal, will not snatch, does not act servilely. This is since childhood the arrogance in deep bone. 为了活下去,他不知多少次在令人作呕的垃圾堆里翻找食物,不知多少次从野狗的嘴里抢食,不知多少次被人驱赶过,追打过……放狗咬过,吃过不知多少种常人不敢想象的东西,受过的苦难更是常人所不能想象,又不知有多少次因寒冷、饥饿而奄奄一息……但无论多苦,他都从来不会去乞讨,他必须用自己的手去让自己活下去,不会偷,不会抢,绝不卑躬屈膝。这是从小就深种骨子里的傲气。 Until afterward, in his body emerged strange and formidable Strength, he no longer fell ill, no longer was sensitive to cold...... But the end that he roams about, has met her...... The giant transition of that life. At that time, he had new home, had the new family member, saw the new expectation and future...... 直到后来,他的身体内涌现出奇怪而强大的力量,他不再生病,不再怕冷……而他流浪的终结,是遇上了她……那个人生的巨大转折。那时起,他有了新家,有了新的亲人,看到了新的期望和未来…… The memory that these will not come back will again carve firmly in the most deep place of inner world and soul, will never forget. To the present, he does not know all these that one encounter actually should blame whom...... He has known that is the world, was Destiny has abandoned him, if were not he is at variance with the average man, has the tenacity and will of far ultra contemporaries, the child who one merely four years old, and did not have a thing in the world which unknown corner early did not know. From meeting her, to and her in same place, he pledged in heart...... Rather defeated/carrying world person, did not let the world person defeated/carrying oneself. Who provokes him, who tries to win to belong to his thing again, he will make him know that what is the regret...... 那些已经不会再回来的记忆会牢牢刻在心海和灵魂的最深处,永远都不可能忘记。一直到现在,他都不知道自己所遭遇的这一切究竟应该怪谁……他一直都知道,是世界,是命运抛弃了他,如果不是他异于常人,又有着远超同龄人的坚韧和毅力,一个仅仅四岁,而又一无所有的孩子早已经不知死在了哪个未知的角落。从遇见她,到和她在一起,他就已经在心底发誓……宁可自己负天下人,绝不让天下人负了自己。谁招惹他,谁再试图去夺走属于他的东西,他就会让他知道什么叫后悔…… Perhaps, this is starting from four years old accumulates until now from him to this world the vent way of hate...... Also perhaps is, in own world had her, he again is unable again to withstand one time to lose, therefore, he changes to the hedgehog that no one can move...... 或许,这是从他四岁开始积累至今的对这个世界的怨恨的发泄方式……也或许是,在自己的世界里有了她之后,他再也无法再去承受一次失去,所以,他化作一个谁都不能碰触的刺猬…… But three years ago, he still lost her...... 但三年前,他依然失去了她…… Looks that he suddenly becomes the desolate and confused eye pupil, the Su Feifei innermost feelings such as had been stabbed by incisive thing generally. Does not need him to reply that Su Feifei confirmed...... If were not had gotten rid by the world, if were not by deep damage , he how also to turn like today...... Then heartless (Wuqing) is fearful. 看着他忽然变得落寞和迷茫的眼眸,苏菲菲的内心如被尖锐的东西刺中了一般。不需要他回答,苏菲菲已经确认……如果不是曾经被世界抛弃过,如果不是曾经被深深的伤害过,他,又怎么会变成像今天这样……那么的无情可怕。 She shook the head, the chuckle was saying: „, You do not know that the girl most liked is your this guy, because in forever will have the security sense with such guy together. Your could it be had not seen, you walked a moment ago, these female servers have been visiting you...... Perhaps so long as your a few words, they obedient......” 她摇了摇头,轻笑着说道:“才不会,你不知道吗,女孩子最喜欢就是你这种男生了,因为和这样的男生在一起永远都会有安全感的。你难道没看到吗,刚才你走出来的时候,那些女服务生一直都在看着你……恐怕只要你一句话,她们就会乖乖的……” „Also includes you?” Ye Tianxie corner of the mouth curved, shot a look at her to tie down both hands of oneself arm with the eye gently. “也包括你？”叶天邪嘴角一勾,用眼睛轻轻瞥了一眼她缠住自己手臂的双手。 The Su Feifei footsteps, along with an eyebrow micro beat of it slim, has cast aside the red lip saying: „Does sentimental, you are my family spend the bodyguard who 300 million oceans hire.” 苏菲菲脚步顿了一下,随之纤细的眉毛微一跳动,撇着红唇说道:“自做多情,你不过是我家花300000000大洋聘的保镖而已。” Ye Tianxie shakes the head smiles: „Right? The bodyguard who originally is your family is so happy, Mistress personally will also prepare food to wash clothes to clean for the bodyguard...... You usually with the bodyguard goes out, will declare that they are your boyfriend?” 叶天邪摇头一笑:“是吗？原来做你家的保镖这么幸福,女主人还会亲自为保镖做饭洗衣打扫……你平时和保镖一起出门的时候,都会宣称他们是你的男朋友？” Su Feifei do not conceal own facial expression excessively, is charmingly angry: „How I want to do am my freedom, wants you to manage!” 苏菲菲别过头去掩饰自己的神情,娇嗔道:“我想怎么样做是我的自由,要你管！” Ye Tianxie aspirated in secret lightly, the vision usually the front, lightly however said: „Feifei, remembers...... Although I am not am your bodyguard, but also is only one protects your person, by all that you have, you will have one to make all girls envy the future of envy...... But I, I had the person who oneself have liked, remembers with eternal gratitude, even if she side me, I every single minute will not be reading her now, if she will never come back, I forever will also defend in that am me and her place, when she comes back. The intelligent girl, will not choose me, because that can only be the moth goes to the fire, result of being scarred.” 叶天邪暗中轻吐了一口气,目光平时前方,轻然说道:“菲菲,记得……我虽然算不上是你的保镖,但也只是一个保护你的人,以你所拥有的一切,你会有一个让所有女孩子都羡慕嫉妒的未来……而我,我已经有了自己喜欢的人,刻骨铭心,即使她现在不在我身边,我也会每分每秒念着她,如果她永远不回来,我也会永远守在那个属于我和她的地方,等她回来。聪明的女孩子,不会选择我,因为那只会是飞蛾赴火,伤痕累累的结局。” Su Feifei: „......” 苏菲菲:“……” What is the heart pain felt? 心痛是什么感觉？ In the past mother left the world, immature she sobbed does not know many days, every time will cry the strength to use up, cries almost the stupor, that time sadness and pain, she will not forget for a lifetime. Even if remembers now, she also still in recalling is savoring the light sadness. 当年母亲离世,幼小的她哭泣不知多少天,每一次都会哭到力竭,哭到几乎昏迷,那时的伤心和痛苦,她一辈子都不会忘记。即使现在想起,她也依然会在追忆中品味着淡淡的悲伤。 This life, she only for own mother sad painful. 这一生,她只为自己的母亲伤心痛苦过。 But now...... What innermost feelings that pain such as is the needle feeling? Suddenly are why painful...... Does not know how should breathe. 但现在……内心那痛如针扎的感觉是什么？为什么自己忽然痛苦的……不知道该如何去呼吸。 Lives in that room...... That girl? 是住在那个房间里的……那个女孩吗？ Remembered that time, his let the response that she was afraid, remembered that once the incomparably messy and dirty family/home, only that room was spotless, he to that room, certain such as to a light brittle drinking glass generally careful was protecting...... He sentiment to that girl, very deeply is very certainly deep. 想起那时,他那让她害怕的反应,想起那个曾经无比脏乱的家,却惟独那个房间一尘不染,他对那个房间,一定如对一个薄薄易碎的玻璃杯一般小心的呵护着……他对那个女孩的感情,也一定很深很深。 Actually is what kind of girl to make him so perish...... Let him, cannot accommodate others at heart again. 究竟是一个怎样的女孩子让他如此沉沦……让他,心里再也容不下别人。 Su Feifei be not looking at side, does not make him see that she has covered an eye of mist in the flash. The stream of people stream of vehicles became in the line of sight the fuzzy piece. She still holds his arm not to loosen, such as the lover snuggles up to him to walk generally gradually forward. 苏菲菲别着头看着旁边,不让他看到她在一瞬间蒙上了一层水雾的眼睛。人流车流在视线之中都已变得模糊一片。她依然抱着他的手臂没有松开,如恋人一般偎依着他一步一步向前走着。 Among them silent for a long time, Su Feifei turns the head finally, on the face the sweet belt smiles: „Tianxie, you had not told me actually your real status are anything...... Li Tianpeng such person after answering a telephone has been willing to kneel down before you unexpectedly, you have injured that many people, is the Li Group person, does not have police to catch you to the present...... Can you, allow me to understand your some?” 两人之间沉默了好久,苏菲菲终于转过头来,脸上嫣然带笑:“天邪,其实你一直都没告诉我你的真实身份是什么……李天鹏那样的人在接了一个电话后竟然愿意在你面前下跪,你打伤了那么多人,还是李氏集团的人,到现在都没有一个警察过来抓你……你,可以让我多了解你一些吗？” Even if she in very diligently concealed own mood to change the topic, Ye Tianxie still saw her corner of the eye that has not done with enough time wiped clear. He was not the stupid person, these days performance of Su Feifei has let his vigilance, for did not make all these develop in a dangerous direction, he can only suggest her like this...... They are together also less than ten days, she to him, even if there is favorable impression, should be insufficient to have very deep sentiment...... But why, she can shed tears. 即使她在很努力的掩饰自己的情绪去岔开话题,叶天邪依然看到了她眼角那没来得及干去的一抹晶莹。他不是笨人,苏菲菲的这些天的表现已经让他警觉,为了不让这一切向一个危险的方向发展下去,他只能这样暗示她……他们相处还不到十天的时间,她对他纵然有好感,也应该不至于有很深的感情……但为什么,她会流泪。 He, had underestimated really rigid of Su Feifei, such as Su Feifei was insisting must live same to his family/home in...... 他,真的低估了苏菲菲的执着,就如苏菲菲坚持着要到他家里住一样…… „What do you want to know my?” Ye Tianxie only has following her words, said. “你想知道我的什么？”叶天邪唯有顺着她的话,说道。 „For example, who is your father? Who is mother? Hadn't had other family member? We were such good friends, did these tell me should not to relate? I think that they can be very great great people.” Su Feifei said with a faint smile. „Friend”? Why said when we are the friends, the innermost feelings will have one type the ache and constraining that is hard to withstand. “比如,你的爸爸是谁？还有妈妈是谁？还有没有别的亲人？我们都是这么好的朋友了,这些告诉我应该没关系吧？我想,他们一定会是很了不起的大人物。”苏菲菲微笑着说道。“朋友”吗？为什么说我们是朋友时,内心会有一种难以承受的疼痛和压抑。 Why must that early tell me these, makes me many some happy fantasies...... Not? 为什么要那么早的告诉我这些,就连让我多一些美好的幻想……都不可以吗？ „My father and mother, when my three -and-a-half years old died, I have Elder Brother...... Also on the same day, died.” Ye Tianxie has not concealed, said slowly. Sound light does not contain the slight sentiment to fluctuate. “我的爸爸和妈妈在我三岁半的时候死了,我还有一个哥哥……也是在同一天,死了。”叶天邪没有隐瞒,缓缓说出。声音平淡的不包含丝毫的感情波动。 Su Feifei has not expected to be such reply completely, her whole body has shaken lightly, paused to look to him, for a long time, she said gently: „I...... Sorry, I have thought I am very pitiful person, has not thought......” 苏菲菲完全没有料到会是这样的回答,她全身轻震了一下,停步看向了他,许久之后,她轻轻说道:“我……对不起,我一直以为我已经是很可怜的人,没想到……” „I am not pitiful. Perhaps once was, but from now on, can never.” Ye Tianxie smiled to say. “我并不可怜。或许曾经是,但今后,永远不会。”叶天邪笑了笑说道。 „Good good, you not pitiful...... The pity is these does not annoy your person carefully, my this washes clothes to prepare food to clean to you daily serves your Eldest Young Lady specially.” Su Feifei smiles, depresses the ache in heart quietly, smiled faintly was saying: „Calculates that calculates, your this mystical mean-spirited fellow, other matter asked all day your agree did not say certainly, you...... Told me, you with that Li Tianpeng gambling time, actually to be up to mischief!” “好嘛好嘛,你一点都不可怜……可怜是那些不小心惹到你的人,还有我这个天天给你洗衣做饭打扫专门伺候你的大小姐。”苏菲菲莞尔一笑,悄悄压下心中的疼痛,浅笑着说道:“算啦算啦,你这个整天神神秘秘的小气家伙,别的事就算问你你也一定不肯说,那你……告诉我,你和那个李天鹏赌博的时候,究竟有没有搞鬼！” Ye Tianxie shrugs the arm, innocent expression. 叶天邪耸了耸肩膀,一脸无辜的表情。 „Snort, you work as this Eldest Young Lady are the pig, that Casino is Li Tianpeng, Dealer of that shaking dice certainly is there expert, to be swinging how possibly biggest 18 points compared with childhood, but you so are also skillful are 17 points...... Also has, your time expression, clearly already expected to be that appearance. Said how you achieve, you have in the movie such...... Superpower?” Su Feifei raises head to stare at his eye, did not confess expression that honestly vows not to rest. “哼,你当本大小姐是猪啊,那家赌场本来就是李天鹏家的,那个摇骰子的荷官一定是那里的高手,怎么可能在比小的时候摇出最大的18点,而你又那么巧是17点……还有还有,你那时候的表情,分明是早就料到会是那个样子。说,你是怎么做到的,你是不是有电影里那样……超能力？”苏菲菲仰头盯着他的眼睛,一副不老实交代誓不罢休的表情。 „...... If I said that my what has not done, you don't believe certainly? That I had the superpower to be good.” A helpless shape of Ye Tianxie face. “……如果我说我什么都没做的话,你也一定不信吧？那就算我有超能力好了。”叶天邪一脸的无奈状。 Actually, when with Li Tianpeng gambles, that indeed is his first time plays the dice, but the front two games, he has been listening to the different points with the ear the falling of dices small difference that in the sound has. After two games, he has understood clearly in Xiong by his astonishing Perception. But finally that decisive one game, he merely is also shaking dice, has not done other...... But fell Dealer hand/subordinate that on the same place, upward dice changing into three six is nobody can discover its existence Guo Guo. But he when incomparable fierce is not being mysterious, but the enlarging sound that desirably shaking dice rocks disturbs that Dealer sense of hearing, in order to avoid he hears exceptionally. 其实,在和李天鹏赌博的时候,那的确是他第一次玩骰子,而前面两局,他一直都是在用耳朵去听不同点数的骰子在落下时所产生的声音上的微小差别。两局过后,他已经以他惊人的感知力了然于胸。而最后那决定性的一局,他自己也仅仅是在摇骰子,没有做别的……而将荷官手下那原本落在一起,一点向上的骰子给换成三个六的则是无人能发现其存在的果果。而他在摇骰子时晃动的无比剧烈并不是在故弄玄虚,而是刻意的弄大声响去干扰那个荷官的听觉,以免他听到异常。 Superpower...... Ye Tianxie does not have. 超能力……叶天邪真的没有。 Naturally, invites price that Guo Guo helps is huge 300 lollipop, dice 100. 当然,请果果帮忙的代价是巨大的300根棒棒糖,一颗骰子100根。 But, such as the Guo Guo fruit knows that three hundred million Yuan are any concept, definitely knows the requirements that one proposed too ~~ lowered. 但,如果果果知道那三亿华夏币是什么概念的话,一定会知道自己提出的这个要求实在是太~~低了。 „Snort, is perfunctory obviously...... Walks!” “哼,明显是敷衍……走啦！” „Where goes to?” “去哪里？” „Naturally was plays, plays wants to play before, but has not played...... Also must buy many thing, our family/home that big house, actually looked for anything unable to find. Also has, thing that the previous father delivers is about to finish eating, buys many food, otherwise you wait to starve to death.” “当然是去玩,玩以前想玩但没有玩过的……还要买很多东西,我们家那么大的房子,却找什么都找不到。还有还有,上次老爸送的东西都快吃完了,还有买好多的食材,不然你就等着饿死吧。” „......” “……” Looks that suddenly becomes the beautiful beautiful smiling face, the compunction in Ye Tianxie heart starts to go finally pale. He suddenly discovered one are not willing to see her sad appearance...... Unknowingly, she became the person who makes him care about, started to hold a position in him...... 看着那张忽然又变得明媚的绝美笑脸,叶天邪心中的内疚总算开始淡去。他忽然发现自己一点都不愿意看到她伤心的样子……不经意间,她已经成为一个让他在乎的人,开始在他心里占有了一个位置…… The Su Feifei corners of the mouth belt smiles, the mood and constrains from the stabbing pain gets rid...... Is heart belongs to someone also what kind of? Regardless of he loves that girl, now accompanies in his side is actually not she, but is one, not? She can walk into his heart, wrests away his heart, why oneself cannot. 苏菲菲嘴角带笑,心情从刺痛和压抑中摆脱……心有所属又怎么样呢？无论他那么爱那个女孩,现在陪在他身边的却不是她,而是自己,不是吗？她可以走入他的心,霸占他的心,自己又为什么不能。 Feifei, believes itself...... Can make you so excited, perhaps such impulsive wish will again not have after same place guy, therefore, do not give up, should not be discouraged...... Feifei, you can! 菲菲,相信自己……能让你这么心动,这么冲动的想要在一起的男生或许以后都不会再有了,所以,一定不要放弃,不要灰心……菲菲,你可以的！ Only then with him in the same place, mood can be so joyful, only then with him in the same place, always that relieved, does not need to be afraid again...... Feifei, keep it up! Happy, needs to strive diligently. 只有和他在一起,心情才可以这么愉悦,只有和他在一起,才会总是那么的安心,一点都不需要再害怕……菲菲,加油！幸福,是需要自己去努力争取的。 Two paste like the lover teenage boys and girls affectionate in the same place, and step line. Sky, is together vault of heaven cutting for two halves white trace, a round hot sun crustification above this Heavens Mark, if were still put on by Heavens Mark, never stinting is releasing scalding hot to the earth. 两个如情侣般的少男少女亲昵的贴在一起,并步而行。上空,是一道将苍穹切割为两半的白色痕迹,一轮烈日镶嵌在这天痕之上,犹若被天痕给一穿而过,毫不吝惜的向大地释放着灼热。
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