Sang Sangstilltranquilproud, like before Peach Mountainor the experiencebustling placesuchindifferently, has not appearedanyunnecessarymood, in factsheveryrestless, becausesheknows that Monastery Lordwantsto makeanything.桑桑依然平静骄傲,就像以前在桃山或者历红尘时那样漠然,没有显现出任何多余的情绪,事实上她很不安因为她知道观主想要做什么。Relations between sheandDao Sectare very complex, sheis the gods who Dao Sectconsecrates, isDao Sectfor the gatekeeper of humanchoice, whenDao Secthas made up mindto destroyher, thenmeans that the human worldis goingto abandonher.
她与道门之间的关系很复杂,她是道门供奉的神明,也是道门替人类选择的看门人,当道门决意毁灭她时,便意味着人间将要遗弃她。Shegraduallyweak, shecanbe killednow, thereforeherfirsttimefelt that lifeclarityandsorrow, startsto fearandrestless, thesemoodturnfinallysadly.
她正在渐渐虚弱,她现在能够被杀死,于是她第一次感觉到生命的真切与悲哀,开始恐惧与不安,那些情绪最后都变成悲伤。Thereforesheunemotionallyis sheddingtears.
所以她面无表情地流着眼泪。Fortunately, the nightis very dark, dimlightsbecause are onlyandbright. Likethisthe human worldfor heralready a darkness, hadNing Quethisonlyexception.
幸运的是,夜很黑暗,还有一盏昏暗的灯火因唯一而明亮。就像这个人间对她来说已然一片黑暗,却还有宁缺这个唯一的例外。Heisperson who shetrustsonly, becauseheisherman, becauseshehas poured out the inferiorteatohim, was passing through the longyearstogether, with the innumerablelife and death, had been already difficult the minuteeach other.
他是她唯一信任的人,因为他是她的男人,因为她给他斟过很多次茶,在一起度过漫长的岁月,同过无数生死,早已难分彼此。Sang Sangcloses one's eyesbyinhisarms, the facial expressionis somewhat exhausted, amongfacial features, actuallypeacefullyhad been replaced indifferently, fromturning over tostarting fromGod Countrythat day, only thenshecanat this time the truerelievedmoment.桑桑闭眼靠在他怀里,神情有些疲惫,眉眼间的漠然,却已被安宁代替,自归不得神国的那天开始,只有此时她才能真正安心片刻。Ning Queis huggingherfrombehind, said: „Tomorrowwewill return, toChang An City, no onecould injureyou, do not forget you are Vast Sky, beforewas so ominoustome, nowsoto be how timid?”宁缺从后面抱着她,说道:“明天我们就回,到了长安城,谁都伤不到你,别忘了你是昊天,以前对我那么凶,现在怎么这么胆小?”Sang Sanghas not takenhimto return to the Chang An Citytopic, said: „Before Inownotformidable, naturallymustbe careful, as foryou...... Yousodisrespecttome, Ihave not punishedyou. Youshouldbe content.”桑桑没有接他回长安城的话题,说道:“我现在没有以前强大,自然要小心谨慎些,至于你……你对我如此不敬,我都没有惩罚你。你应知足。”Ning Quelistens tothissaying, handto put inherbosomfromhertemplebankdownward, graspsthatplace saying: „You is a my wife, even ifrespects one another as one would a guestalsoon the seat, our ison the bed.”宁缺听着这话,手从她的鬓畔向下伸进她的怀里,握着那处说道:“你是我老婆,就算相敬如宾也是在席上,我们这可是在炕上。”Sang Sangopens the eyesuddenly, brightsuch asstarseyepupildeep place, flashes throughanger, at onceactuallybecomessomewhatfrustrated, ifmustturn intohumanity, as ifhisbehaviordoesn't havewhatissue?桑桑忽然睁开眼睛,明亮如星辰的眼眸深处,闪过一丝怒意,旋即却变得有些惘然,如果要变成人类,似乎他的行为没有什么问题?Was feelingbosomthathandis getting more and more hot. Is more and more dishonest. Herpair of carefuleyebrowpressed, obvioussomedo not adapt, actuallydoes not know that shouldmakewhat kind ofdealing.
感觉着怀里那只手越来越热。越来越不老实。她那双细细的眉蹙了起来,明显有些不适应,却不知该做出怎样的应对。Like thisintimate, inherthe human worldmemoryactuallymany. FromverysmalltimetoChang An City. Especiallyinthatcheckerboard. Does not know that intimatelymanytimes, shethought that is very difficultto accept. Sheinwantsto becontinuesto feign ignorancesilent, wavesto divergeownworld. Rumblesto enter the snow expansedeep placeto soberhim.
这样的亲密,在她的人间记忆里其实很多。从很小的时候一直到长安城。尤其是在那张棋盘里。不知亲密了多少次,她还是觉得很难接受。她在想是继续沉默假装不知,还是挥手散去自己的世界。把他轰进雪海深处去清醒清醒。Does not know that because ofanyreason, shehas chosensilent, toscattersky overheaddeep placethatwipesdoes not adaptandshamesangry, shechooseswithhimdiscusses the quiteice-coldtopic.
不知道因为什么原因,她选择了沉默,为了驱散天心深处那抹不适应和羞恼,她选择与他讨论比较冰冷的话题。„Chenwantsto killme.”Sheunemotionallyto say.
“陈某想要杀我。”她面无表情说道。Ifshehopes, afterhearingthese words, although the hand of Ning Queextendsinherbosom, butat leaststopped the movement, after the moment, hissoundconveysafter the ear.
如她所愿,在听到这句话后,宁缺的手虽然还是伸在她的怀里,但至少停止了动作,片刻后,他的声音从耳后传来。„Did youdetermine?”
“你确定?”„Iknew the pasts of allpeople, apparentin the future.”
“我知道所有人的过去,便知将来。”„In a closeworld, so long asknows that allprerequisites, masterallrules, has the absolutecomputing power, thencancalculate that allresult, thisIunderstand.”
“一个封闭的世界里,只要知道所有的前提条件,掌握所有规则,拥有绝对的计算能力,便可以推算出所有的结果,这我懂。”Sheknows that thisis the languageway that Ning Quethatworldcustomuses, listened totheseyears, was already familiar withnot to be willingto askthatrepeatedlysaid: „Therefore, Chenmustkillme.”
她知道这是宁缺那个世界习惯用的语言方式,听了这些年,早已习惯不愿问,重复说道:“所以,陈某要杀我。”ThisistypicalVast Skybecause oftherefore, or the miracle, sevenvolumes of Heavenly Scripturebrightcalligraphy scroll, is concrete manifestation of thismiracle, is herwillto the entirethe human worldinformed.
这是典型的昊天的因为所以,或者说神迹,七卷天书的明字卷,便是这种神迹的具体展现,便是她对整个人间的意志昭告。
After Ning Quesilentmoment, said: „IandSenior BrotherSenior Sisterindistinctlyhave also guessed correctly, butis unable to determine, becausethinks that does not understandactuallyhemustmakeanything.”宁缺沉默片刻后说道:“我和师兄师姐们也隐约猜到了,只是无法确定,因为想不明白他究竟要做什么。”Sang Sanghad not said that butis very obvious, shehas made the preparationtothismatter.桑桑没有说,但很显然,她对这件事情已经做了充分的准备。„ActuallyIdid not thinkclearly, ifyoucancalculate the future, likethesewords that in the brightcalligraphy scrollwrites, youknow that the teachermeetsincarnationto becomeYue, knows that Buddhameetshiddenin the ravine, knows that Monastery Lordwill seek the pathin addition, thenwhyarrives atthe human world? Youcannotdefeat the teachercompletely, insteadbecomes more and more weakdanger.”
“其实我一直想不明白,如果你能推算未来,就像明字卷里写的那些话一样,你知道老师会化身成月,知道佛陀会隐于山间,知道观主会另觅道路,那么何必降临人间?你没能完全战胜老师,反而自己变得越来越虚弱危险。”Ning Quehugsherin the bosom, askedin a low voice.宁缺把她抱在怀里,低声问道。Sang Sangsaid: „Icannot calculate that the laterfuture, oncein the presentfuture that the pastsaw, was fuzzy, butis unable to believe firmly, becausethere is a variable.”桑桑说道:“我算不到自己之后的未来,曾经在过去看到的现在的未来,过于模糊,而无法确信,因为有变数。”„Whatis the variable?”
“什么是变数?”„Like the person who yourteachercansurpass the rule, is the variable.”
“像你老师那样能够超出规则的人,就是变数。”„Is listening toveryformidableappearance.”
“听着很强大的样子。”„Are youalso the variable?”
“你也是变数?”„Why?”
“为什么?”„Becauseyouare an outsider.”
“因为你是局外人。”
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……In the roompeacefulsome time, the wind and snow of out of the windowhave howledto keep.
屋内安静了一段时间,窗外的风雪呼啸不停。Sang Sanghas not spoken incorrectly, in factmanyyears ago when Great TangPreceptorLi Qingshantakes the lifeas the pricetrigramwill calculatein the future, similarlysawNing Quespecialwill locatehealwaysnotinthischessgame.桑桑没有说错,事实上多年前大唐国师李青山以寿元为代价卦算未来时,也同样看到了宁缺的特异之处他从来都不在这盘棋局里。He came from otherworld, heis an outsider.
他来自另外的世界,他是局外人。Vast Skycannot calculate that he, Mastercannot completely understandhim, Monastery Lord is also so.昊天算不到他,夫子看不透他,观主也是如此。Ning Quesilentlong time, thought that realizedyoucanthisstatusbesomemessenger who in the religioncanpresentfrequentlydo not knowvery muchlikelyis the brightmessenger, is the darkmessenger.宁缺沉默了很长时间,觉得体会你能这种身份很像是宗教里经常会出现的某种使者只是不知道是光明的使者,还是黑暗的使者。Isheavy, does not conform to the thousand li (500 km)to seek the wifeto record the love of nightwordsbigresultfinalhusband and wifereunionatmospherevery much, hedecided that reversesagainfromSang Sangthere the topic.
还是过于沉重,很不符合千里寻妻记大结局最后夫妻重逢之恩爱夜话的气氛,他决定把话题从桑桑那里再扭转回来。„Whenlives?”
“什么时候生?”Hefeelsbelly that shesticks outhigh, caresto ask.
他摸着她高高隆起的肚子,关心问道。
The reply of Sang Sangis very succinct: „Does not know.”桑桑的回答很简洁:“不知道。”Thisreplymadehimbe startled, thoughtsomewhatbewilderedly, thought when youdidn't come the menstruation unclear? Changes mindthinksthatownwifeis not a person, trulyhas no wayto talk clearly.
这个回答让他怔住了,觉得有些莫名其妙,心想你自己什么时候不来月事难道不清楚?转念一想,自己的老婆不是人,确实没法说清楚。
If pregnantto calculateaccording to the average person in Octoberthatheis wearing the climaxgreenhatnow.
如果按照普通人十月怀胎来算,他现在正戴着顶极绿的帽子。Heno longergoesto think that some do not have, askedoneother, similarlyimportantissue.
他不再去想这些有的没的,问了一个别的、同样重要的问题。„Malefemale?”
“男的女的?”„Do youwant the boygirl?”
“你想要男孩女孩?”Sang Sanghas not turned around, the eyeactuallybecomessomewhatbright, in the day of these daysthis lofty oneplacecoldterritory, it seems likeshedid not havelittlethinkstheseissues, does not know that shedid haveto detectonelooked like the personreallyvery much.桑桑没有转过身来,眼睛却变得有些明亮,在这些天孤处寒域的日子里,看来她没少想这些问题,不知道她有没有发觉自己真的很像人了。„Good.”
“都行。”Ning Quethinks, said: „Girlmany. Raisesexperienced.”宁缺想了想,又说道:“不过还是女孩好些。养起来有经验。”Experience that here said that naturallywashein childhoodthatpassing that Sang Sangraised.
这里说的经验,自然是他小时候把桑桑养大的那段过往。
The Sang Sangnodindicatedto knowthatsaid: „Ido not know the men and women.”桑桑点头表示知道,说道:“我不知道男女。”Ning Quewas somewhat angry, said: „Doesn't yourhowthisknow?”宁缺有些恼了,说道:“你咋这都不知道呢?”
The ordinarypregnant womancanknowherchildbirth time, butdoes not have the help of doctornot to have the meansto know the embryo who reallybosomismaleisfemale, butlooks likeSang Sangthisnon-ordinarypregnant woman should on the contraryto be.
普通孕妇能知道自己的产期,但没有医生的帮助还真没办法知道怀里的胎儿是男是女,但像桑桑这种非普通孕妇则应该相反才是。
Shouldn't Vast Skyomniscient?昊天难道不应该无所不知吗?„BecauseIdo not wantto know.”
“因为我不想知道。”
The Sang Sangsinkingsoundsaidthatappears the appearances of somevitalities, actuallylooks likespitefully.桑桑沉声说道,显得有些生气的样子,其实更像赌气。Sheis still bigplentifully, particularly after being pregnant, isso, butsolies downinhisarmsspeaksspitefully. Appearssomewhatadorable. Likeadorable of young miss.
她依然高大丰腴,尤其是怀孕之后更是如此,但这般躺在他怀里赌气说着话。显得有些可爱。像小姑娘似的可爱。
The Ning Quehearmoreflavors, the flavor of acid, knows that she is being jealous...... Left homeinChang An Citylikethat yeargeneral, now what sheeatswas...... Inabdomenchild'svinegar.宁缺听出了更多的味道,酸酸的味道,知道她是在吃醋……就像那年在长安城里离家出走一般,只不过现在她吃的是……腹中孩子的醋。Whosevinegarno mattereats. Is jealouseventually. Thisis the matter that this whole lifemostis willingto see. Thereforehehas smiledmindless, hugshertightened, naturally. Will not pressherbellyvery muchcarefully.
不管吃谁的醋。终究是吃醋。这是他这辈子最愿意看到的事情。于是他没心没肺地笑了起来,把她抱的更紧了些,当然。很小心地不会压到她的肚子。Twopeoplecalmlyare lying downon the bed.
两个人在床上静静躺着。
The statuecalmlyis lying downon the table.
石像在桌上静静躺着。
The Big Blackhorse and azurelioncalmlyare restingin the roomcorner.大黑马和青狮在房间角落里静静休息着。How long, the weatherstillhas not been depressed, butcalculatesaccording to the time, early morning.
没有过多长时间,天色依然黑沉,但按时间算,清晨到了。Ning Quesets out, startsto pack the travel bag, the preparationleadsherto leave.宁缺起身,开始收拾行囊,准备带她离开。Sang Sangcalmlyvisitshim, did not say that mustfollowhim.桑桑静静看着他,也不说要跟着他走。Whentidies upappropriately, before Ning Quearrives atherbody, said: „Do not play not activelytome, does not reject, the irresponsiblethatsets, no matteryouwalkwithdo not walk, mustfollowme.”
待收拾妥当,宁缺走到她身前,说道:“不要给我玩不主动、不拒绝、不负责那套,不管你走与不走,都要跟我走。”Spokethese words, hehas heldhersitat side.
说完这句话,他把她打横抱了起来。
The Big Blackhorseis extremely eagle-eyed, leaps uptolike lightning, humblylowbody, after Sang Sangrides, but alsolooked backto rubhercalfto expresscautiouslyintimately.大黑马极有眼力,闪电般蹿至,谦卑地低下身躯,等桑桑骑上去后,还回首小心翼翼地蹭了蹭她的小腿表示亲热。Sang Sangrideson the horseback, occupies a commanding positionto look atNing Que, said: „Youthink that Idon't dareto hityoureally?”桑桑骑在马背上,居高临下看着宁缺,说道:“你以为我真不敢打你?”Ning Questands up from failureto start, both handsbypassherwaist, gets hold of the reins, saidinherearbankwith a smile: „Youare notdo not dareto hitme, does not hateto hitme.”宁缺翻身上马,双手绕过她的腰肢,握紧缰绳,在她耳畔笑着说道:“你不是不敢打我,是舍不得打我。”
The Big Blackhorseis lowside of burying, thinksthissayingdisgustingsomewhatexcessive.大黑马把头埋的极低,觉得这话肉麻的有些过份。Bluelioneyetearfullooks atno longerspeechSang Sang, thought that greatyoucandegeneratethis?
青狮眼泪汪汪看着不再说话的桑桑,心想伟大的您怎么能堕落成这样?
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The coupleare riding the Big Blackhorse, is bravingall over the sky the bone-chilling coldwind and snow, leaves the coldterritoryto goto the southline, azureMaoGouin the rear areaclosely, puffs and blowsto runis quite cheerful.
夫妻二人骑着大黑马,顶着满天凛冽的风雪,离开寒域向南方行去,青毛狗在后方紧紧跟着,吭哧吭哧跑的极为欢快。Route of Ning Quechoicemustpass throughsnow expanse, in the frozensidesolidsea levelis turning round an enoughtwochi (0.33 m)deepsnow, even if the Big Blackhorseheightis physically healthy, walksquiteto be also strenuous, does not know why hemustwalkfromhere.宁缺选择的路线要穿过雪海,被冻的极结实的海面上覆着足足两尺深的雪,即便大黑马身高体健,行走起来也极为吃力,不知道他为什么要从这里走。Ifsomepeoplecandownwardlookfrom the extremelyloftyskythatthencansee, their grouphas left an extremelycleartracein the snow expansesurface, compared withgrandsnowterritoryHeaven and Earth, thistrace is truly thin, had not actually been coveredby the wind and snow, appearssomewhatstrange, does not know that isanymethod.
如果有人能够从极高远的天空往下看,便能看到,他们一行人在雪海表面上留下了一道极清晰的痕迹,与壮阔的雪域天地相比,这道痕迹确实很细,却没有被风雪重新掩盖,显得有些诡异,不知是什么手段。Sang Sangbeforehisbody, looksfrom the skyto the earth.桑桑在他身前,从天空望向大地。Shelooks the trace that on the snow expansethatwind and snoware difficultto cover, is silent.
她看着雪海上那道风雪难掩的痕迹,沉默不语。Ning Queknows that sheunderstoodanything, said: „Makessomepreparations.”宁缺知道她明白了些什么,说道:“只是做些准备。”
Before Sang Sangbody, suddenlypresented an air bubble, the surfaceis smooth, transparentlylikecolored glaze.桑桑身前忽然出现了一个气泡,表面非常光滑,透明有如琉璃。
The air bubbleis very thin, as ifwill blowtonethento break, the wind and snow that what is strange, everywherewill howlwill keepswaying, the air bubblewill be trembling, throughouthas not actually burst.
气泡很薄,仿佛吹口气便会破,但奇怪的是,漫天呼啸的风雪不停吹拂,气泡颤颤巍巍,却始终没有破裂。On the air bubblehastwoextremelythinfissures, as ifThe next momentwill burst.
气泡上有两道极细的裂痕,仿佛下一刻就会破裂。Twofissureslook liketworadicals, casts asidepresses down firmly.
两道裂痕就像是两道笔画,一撇一捺。
The fissureis very thinis very shallow, ifair bubblewall, only thensendssilk1/1000thick, thenthisfissure, only then1/1000 of air bubblewallthick, the average personis unable to see.
裂痕很细很浅,如果说气泡壁只有发丝的1厚,那么这道裂痕只有气泡壁的1厚,普通人根本无法看到。Ning Queis not an average person, hecansee, therefore the facial expressionbecomesextremelydignified.宁缺不是普通人,他能看到,所以神情变得极为凝重。Hefeels, ifthisair bubblebroke, thisworldwill then destroy.
他感觉到,如果这个气泡破了,这个世界便会毁灭。Sang Sangasked: „Now can youwritethatcharacter?”桑桑问道:“现在你能写出那个字?”Ning Quesaid: „Cannot.”宁缺说道:“不能。”Sang Sangsilentlong time, said: „Toyoucanthat day, toldmefirstone.”桑桑沉默了很长时间,说道:“到你能的那天,先告诉我一声。”
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( Ihave not writtentragedyresult, right? Because oftherefore, scientifictruth......)
(我没写过悲剧结局,对吧?因为所以,科学道理……)
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