Ning Quedoes not know how to meetthese words, before looking atherbody, is flutteringthatair bubble, is thinking and teacher on the sea boathad madethesespeculations, somedo not determineto ask: „Is this appearance of world?”宁缺不知道怎么接这句话,看着她身前飘着的那个气泡,想着自己和老师在海船上曾经做过的那些推测,有些不确定问道:“这就是世界的样子?”Sang Sanghad not replied.桑桑没有回答。
The wind and snowhave not reduced, the speed of Big Blackhorseis quick, how longdoes not have, thencrossed the snow expanse, Ning Quehas looked backto look, looks in the snowfieldthatsay|wayclearhoofprint, does not know that was thinkinganything.
风雪未减,大黑马的速度很快,没有过多长时间,便过了雪海,宁缺回首望去,看着雪原上那道清晰的蹄印,不知在想什么。Everypasses through to stay behind the trace, these wordsslightlysourly, moreoveris the idle talk, matter that butmusthandleregardinghim, the simpletruth that actuallyreallyneeds, isn't humanityregardingthisworldmost importantchange, thesetraces? For example the city wall, palace, fieldandcrisscrossing footpaths between fields have the stream bank.
凡走过必留下痕迹,这句话有些微酸,而且是废话,但对于他要做的事情来说,却是很需要的朴素的道理,人类对于这个世界最重要的变化,不就是那些痕迹?比如城墙、宫殿、田野、阡陌还有河堤。Thetrace on snow expansesimilarlyso, issomecharacter some part in someradical, oris the beginning, eitheris the result, butis unable to determinetemporarilythatis unable to determineincludingNing Que, only ifhewritesreallythatcharacter, andmakesentirethe human worldsee.
雪海上的这道痕迹同样如此,同时也是某个字的某个笔画里的某个部分,或者是开端,或者是结局,只是暂时无法确定,连宁缺自己也无法确定,除非他真的把那个字写出来,并且让整个人间看见。Canwritethatcharacterto be easier said than done? Looks back into the human history of thisworld, the innumerabletribulationscome the innumerableyears, cango beyond the rule, to achievenon-momentStatetruly, hasMasteronepersoneventually.
只是要写出那个字谈何容易?回顾这个世界的人类历史,无数劫来无数年,真正能够超越规则、达到无矩境界,终究只有夫子一人。Butmustmakesomepreparations, even ifmustprepareseveral thousandyears of beforehad not determinedMonastery Lordreal objective, theseprobably are not manymatters that hecanhandlenow.
但总要做些准备,哪怕要准备数千年之久在没有确定观主的真正目的之前,这些大概便是他现在能够做的不多的事情。Now, Monastery LordmakesLong QingburnYe Suto helphisto becomeSheng, makingDao Sectsplit, helped the protestantismmighty wavesto be gradually extravagantdarkly, aimedto makeSang Sangweaken, hewantsto be disadvantageoustoSang Sangvery muchobviously.
现在来看,观主让隆庆烧死叶苏助其成圣,令道门分裂,暗助新教波澜渐阔,都指向让桑桑变弱,很明显他想对桑桑不利。Calculatedaccording toAcademythatMonastery Lordis usedto cope with the Sang Sangmethodisthatseveralvolumes of Heavenly Scripture.......
根据书院推算,观主用来对付桑桑的手段是那几卷天书。只是……Why? Did not ponderreligious beliefand so on matter, thismatterlogicverydifficultself consistent method, Sang SangisVast Sky, whyDao Sectmustkillher, to dareto killher? Significancewhere?
为什么?不去思考宗教信仰之类的事情,这件事情逻辑都很难自洽,桑桑是昊天,道门为什么要杀她、敢杀她?意义在哪里?Sang Sanghad not saidthatNing Quedid not ask, so long ascangetinChang An Cityhome, some of hisalsoa lot oftimeuntiethisriddletopic, thenmake the correspondingcountermeasure.桑桑没有说,宁缺也不问,只要能够回到长安城的家里,他还有很多时间去解开这个谜题,然后做出相应的对策。Speedincredibly fast of Big Blackhorse, turns intotogether the blacklightningin the wind and snow, BenHang of azuredoginnearbydeepsnow. Oftenwas buriedby the snow. It looks like the blue lotus of being in full bloom, is not unexpectedly slow.大黑马的速度奇快,在风雪里变成一道黑色的闪电,青狗在旁边的深雪里奔行。不时被雪掩埋。看着就像朵朵盛开的青莲,竟也丝毫不慢。Severaldayslater, Ning Queonelinethenleft the range of coldterritory, arrives atonepieceto remainnearbyneedle-leaved florest of someazureintent. Afterforestsheseesby the wild animalleftoversfrozento becomeBingzhavenison and blood. Looks at the beastgroup the tracks and hitforest. The determinationshouldbe the place that the snowwolfoncestayed.
数天后,宁缺一行便离开了寒域的范围,来到一片残留着些许青意的针叶林附近。在林间他看见很多被野兽吃剩后被冻成冰渣的鹿肉及血。看兽群的足印和被撞断的林木。确定应该是雪狼曾经停留的地方。Sang Sangextends the right handindex fingerin the necks of Big Blackhorselight, the Big Blackhorseunderstoodhermeaning, the decelerationstopsslowly. Sheheld the bellysomewhatclumsilyto discontinue, puts out a handto incur.桑桑伸出右手食指在大黑马的颈间轻点,大黑马明白了她的意思,缓缓减速停下。她捧着肚子有些笨拙地下了马,伸手招了招。BlueMaoGourushedvery muchjoyfully, puffs and blowsto jumptoherbosom.
青毛狗很喜悦地奔了过来,吭哧吭哧跳到她的怀里。Sheis holdingazureMaoGou, looksto the south, the facial expressionindifferently.
她抱着青毛狗,望向南方,神情漠然。Ning Quelooks atherarmsthatairedale, wantedto sayanything, had not saideventually.宁缺看着她怀里那只大狗,想要说些什么,终究还是没说。
The south was still the wind and snow, Sang Sangactuallylooked athalfdouble-hour, thensaid: „Transferseast, 12,8.”
南方依然是风雪,桑桑却看了半个时辰,然后说道:“转东,12,8。”Ning Queholdsherto start, pulls the reinslightly, lets the Big Blackhorsechangedirection, toeastline, inentire processhehas not asked that as ifknowshermeaning.宁缺扶着她上马,轻扯缰绳,让大黑马改变方向,向东而行,整个过程里他都没有发问,似乎知道她的意思。Passed the several days, to an iceriver bank, Sang Sanghas again made the Big Blackhorsestop.
过了数日,到了一条冰河畔,桑桑再次让大黑马停下。Shelookstosomedirectionsky, the facial expressionas beforeindifferently, in the eyeactuallygraduallyreveals the agitatedmood, thentook out a calculationfrom the bosom, startsto dial.
她望向某个方向的天空,神情依旧漠然,眼睛里却渐渐流露出烦躁的情绪,然后从怀里取出了一个小算盘,开始拨打。Except thatin the past in Chang An Citycultivatedhouse, becausewere too manyrelated to the silver moneynumber, needed a seriousceremonyfeelingto strengthen the beliefto use the abacus, Ning Quewas very raresheto use the abacus, somesurprise.
除了当年在长安城里修房子的时候,因为涉及银钱数目太多,需要一种严肃的仪式感来增加信心用过算盘,宁缺很少见她用过算盘,有些诧异。
The snowfieldrarehuman footmarkbeasttrace, except for the howlingrumor, is very peaceful, at this time the iceriver bank, actuallyresoundedflip-flop the clearsound, the belt of finger of Sang Sangon the abacusmade a debut a remnantshade, likewas playing a stringed musical instrument.
雪原罕有人迹兽踪,除了呼啸的风声,十分安静,此时冰河畔,却响起了噼噼啪啪的清脆响声,桑桑的手指在算盘上带出道道残影,像在弹琴。Passed. the time, shestoppedmovement of operating an abacus
过了段时间,她停止了打算盘的动作。Ning Quelooksbeforeherbody, sees onlyon the abacusthesedevil woodbeadsto arrangeoneto be very orderly, butabsolutelydoes not have the design of anymeaning, looksclearly, does not askdirectly: „Walks?”宁缺望向她身前,只见算盘上那些小木珠排列成一个很有规律、但绝对没有任何意思的图案,看不明白,直接问道:“怎么走?”„Northwest, 33,23.”Sang Sangsaid.
“西北,33,23。”桑桑说道。Is equal toreturningtoward the northwest, Ning Quedoes not haveanyquestion, raises the reinslightly, making the Big Blackhorsegointhatdirection, kicks the snowsplashingice, has not delayedanytime.
往西北等于退回,宁缺却没有任何疑问,轻提缰绳,让大黑马向着那个方向而去,一路踢雪溅冰,没有耽搁任何时间。
When evening, the Big Blackhorsestopsonce more. Sang Sangtakes out the abacus, starts the looks likeplaying a stringed musical instrumentgeneraldialonce more, whencalculates, gives a newposition, Ning Queaccording towordline.
暮时,大黑马再次停下。桑桑取出算盘,再次开始像弹琴一般拨打,待计算完毕,又给出一个新的方位,宁缺依言而行。From beginning to end, hehas not asked that does not have the question, butcoordinatessilenttranquilly, manyyears ago, aboutcalculatingroutematter, hisabsolute trustshe.
自始至终,他都没有发问,更没有疑问,只是沉默平静地配合,就像很多年前一样,关于计算路线这种事情,他绝对信任她。Hereafter the several days, suchsituationkeepsduplicating, finallySang Sangevenno longertakes in the abacus the clothes, butputsbefore the saddle, often will then provokeseveral . Moreover the number of times of changingbecomesmore and morefrequent.
此后数日,这样的情况不停重复,最后桑桑甚至不再把算盘收进衣服里,而是搁在鞍前,不时便会拨弄几下,而且转向的次数变得越来越频繁。Shewas weaker than the past years, the sky overheadis difficultto calculatein worldallmatters, butmustspeak ofcalculates the character, stillsurpassesordinaryhumanityto be too many, changesandbecomesdoes not draw backanyrule, finallylost the positionincludingNing Que.
她比当年弱了很多,天心难算世间一切事,但要说到算字,依然超出普通人类太多,转向与趋退没有任何规律,最后连宁缺都失去了方位。Butheknowsthatnowsouth, is more and more getting more and more neartoChang An City.
但他知道,现在越来越南,离长安城越来越近。Thatperson who Sang Sangandhedoes not wantto run into, but alsohad not met.桑桑和他不想遇到的那个人,还一直没有遇见。
The Ning Quefacial expressionis getting more and more dignified, becauseheknowsanything, morearrivesis finally more dangerous, becausehediscovered that the Sang Sangpresentspiritis getting more and more bad, does not know that alsohow longcancontinueto calculate.宁缺的神情越来越凝重,因为他知道任何事情,都是越到最后越危险,更因为他发现桑桑现在的精神越来越差,不知还能继续算多长时间。Sang Sangbecomesveryexhausted, hypersomnia, is dialing the abacus beadsfrequently, thensilentlycloses right up againsthischestto fall asleep, was good because of being not ordinarylike that yearfreshserious illness, has not spat blood.桑桑变得很疲惫,非常嗜睡,经常拨着算盘珠,便无声无息靠着他的胸口睡着,好在并不像那年生重病一般虚弱,更没有吐血。Ning Quelooks the abdomen that each timeshesticks outhigh, cannot bearthink, wasgives birth?宁缺每次看着她高高隆起的腹部,都忍不住想,难道是快生了?
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……Thenbothdepends on the dayto abandon the mountainto travel southwardconsecutively fortwodays, snow ridgedrawsin the deep blueskyfluctuatesto rise suddenlytogetherclearlybeautifully the ruthlessline, is directing the directionto the Big Blackhorse.
接下来连续两天都是依着天弃山南行,雪岭在碧蓝的天空里画出一道清晰美丽而起伏崛狠的线条,给大黑马指引着方向。Helancityincordillerahigh mountainspartly visible, Sang Sangmakes the Big Blackhorsestopagain.
贺兰城在丛山峻岭间若隐若现,桑桑再次让大黑马停下。Thiscalculationhas usedlong time, thesewoodenbeads on abacuskeep the springing, was dialed the home positionbyherfinger, was allocatedagain, appearsverydisorderly. Hermovementalsobecomessomewhatchaotic, likebeing mischievous.
这一次的推算用了很长时间,算盘上的那些木珠不停地弹动,被她的手指拨回原位,又再次被拨出,显得非常凌乱。她的动作也变得有些乱,像乱弹琴。Onherfacewas substitutedindifferentlyagitated, finallyturnsangry.
她脸上的漠然被烦躁取代,最后变成恼怒。
A sound, herhandfallson the abacus, the design that is goingto formreluctantlymesses uponce more, whateversomewhatdisorderlysendsto flyin the cheekbankrandomly, said: „Will meet.”
啪的一声响,她的手落在算盘上,将勉强将要成形的图案再次弄乱,任由有些凌乱的发丝在颊畔乱飞着,说道:“会遇见。”Ning Queonlysilentveryshorttime, asked: „Has the opportunity?”宁缺只沉默了很短的时间,问道:“有没有机会?”Sang Sangsaid: „No.”桑桑说道:“没有。”Whatheaskedwas the husband and wifecollaboratesanddefeatMonastery Lordto have the bigprobability.
他问的是夫妻联手、战胜观主有多大概率。
The reply of Sang Sangis very succinctclearly, does not have.桑桑的回答很简洁清楚,一点都没有。ThisNing Quesilentlong time, said: „Cancircle?”
这一次宁缺沉默了很长时间,说道:“能不能绕?”Sang Sangsaid: „Cannot.”桑桑说道:“不能。”Hearscontinuouslydeniestwice. Ning Quedoes not doubtherjudgment. Thereforehestands up from failureto discontinuewithout hesitation, pulls the reinsto goto the ravine, said: „Firstfinds the wayto hide.”
连续听到两次否定。宁缺毫不怀疑她的判断。于是他毫不犹豫地翻身下马,牵着缰绳向山间而去,说道:“先想办法藏起来。”Listens tothissaying, Sang Sangto select the eyebrowslightly. Somewhatdisgruntled.
听着这话,桑桑微微挑眉。有些不悦。SheisVast Sky. Unexpectedlyhidesbecause of a humanity? Moreover before thathumanity, is a dog that sheraises? Naturallyin fact. Shehas hiddenin the snow expansebankfor a long time, butshecan the mooddefendoneat that time, is very difficult. Shedoes not wantto appearextremelysmall and weakin front ofNing Que, needshimto protect.
她是昊天。居然因为一个人类而躲藏?而且那个人类以前是她养的一条狗?当然事实上。她在雪海畔已经藏了很长时间,只不过那时候她可以心境守一,现在却很难。她不想在宁缺面前显得太过弱小,需要他保护。Whenhersubordinateconsciousnessfallson the abdomen, sheremained silent.
当她的手下意识落在腹部上,她保持了沉默。Ning Quehas not thought that inthistimeshe can also think some do not have, is pullinginreinsfastBenRushan, arrives atonepieceby the colddeep poolbank of coldtreeencirclement, said: „Here.”宁缺没想到在这种时刻她还会想那些有的没的,牵着缰绳快速奔入山中,来到一片被寒树环绕的寒潭畔,说道:“就这里。”Herecanlook into the Helancityfrom afar, is very difficultto be discoveredby the outside.
这里能够远远眺望到贺兰城,却很难被外界发现。Sang Sangwieldssleeves that the animal skinsews, the clearlightflashes beforetogetherpasses, Dao Auraappearsthenvanishes.桑桑挥动兽皮缝成的衣袖,一道清光闪现即逝,一道气息出现然后消失。Ning Quehas not looked upto realizeanydifference, butheknowsthatshehas launchedherworld, the stretch of flat land of colddeep poolbankalsohas itselfandBig BlackazureMaoGou, inthisworld.宁缺没有查觉到任何异样,但他知道,她已经展开了自己的世界,寒潭畔的这片平地还有自己和大黑马青毛狗,都在这个世界里。How long the time, hethenhad not seen the proof.
没有多长时间,他便看到了证明。
The snow of deep poolbankmeltsgradually, the temperatureelevatesgradually, in the muddy landhas the green grassto budunexpectedlygradually.
潭畔的积雪渐渐融化,气温逐渐升高,泥地里竟有青草渐渐抽芽。
The dayabandonsin the mountainto have the wind and snowsuddenly.
天弃山里忽然下起风雪。Ning Quelooksto the outside, thinksmysterious, the outsidewind and snowlike the anger, are actually as warm as in spring.宁缺望向外界,觉得好神奇,外面风雪如怒,此间却温暖如春。Hethinksthatpulls out the ironblade, has cutsometreesneatly, with the inhumanstrength, has only used the extremelyshorttime, thenhas built a log cabininlakeside.
他想了想,抽出铁刀,干净利落砍了些树木,凭着自己非人的力量,只用了极短的时间,便在潭边搭了一个木屋。
The log cabinis somewhat crude, but the lightbanks rose, can actually refresh one's spirits.
木屋有些简陋,但淡淡的木香,却可以宁神。Sang Sangis holding the belly, innearbycalmlylooks athispractical training.桑桑捧着肚子,在旁边静静看着他劳作。„Hides insmall buildingbecomes a series?”
“躲进小楼成一统?”Shelooks atthatcrudelog cabin, unemotionally saying: „Youknowthatis impossibleconcealto get down.”
她看着那个简陋的木屋,面无表情说道:“你知道,不可能一直藏下去。”„Stealsfloats the freshhalf dayto be idle.”
“偷得浮生半日闲。”Ning Quesaid: „Whencanhideiswhen...... Un, topoem, thesepoems should not be youin childhoodItaughtyouagain, saidagain, youneedto restnow.”宁缺说道:“能藏多会儿是多会儿……嗯,不要再对诗了,这些诗都是你小时候我教你的,再说了,你现在需要休息。”Heholds the log cabinher, letsher by the softbedding.
他把她扶进木屋,让她靠在软软的被褥上。Helowers the headabdomen that closes right up againstherto stick out, wantsto listen toinsidesound.
他低头靠着她隆起的腹部,想要听听里面的动静。Outside the log cabinhas actually transmitted the sound.
木屋外却传来了动静。
The black clothingDaoist, appearsin the colddeep poolopposite.
青衣道人,出现在寒潭对面。Heis weathered, the clotheshas the wind and snow, does not know how longsought for in world, foundmanyplaces.
他面带风霜,衣有风雪,不知在世间寻找了多长时间,找了多少地方。Hecalmlylooks at the colddeep poolopposite, anythinghad not seenobviouslythathas not actually left.
他静静看着寒潭对面,明明什么都没有看到,却没有离开。Ning Quegained ground, looked athisoneeyes, thenlowered the head , to continue to close right up against the Sang Sangabdomen, no longerpays attention tooutsidematter, the facial expressionappearsespeciallydedicated.宁缺抬起头来,看了他一眼,然后低下头,继续靠着桑桑的腹部,不再理会外面的事情,神情显得格外专注。Sang Sanghas not managedhim, looks at the colddeep poolopposite, suddenlysaid: „Iwantto killhimvery much.”桑桑没有理他,看着寒潭对面,忽然说道:“我很想杀了他。”Ning Queheard the fetal movement, injoyful, replied: „Youcannot killhimnow, do not think.”宁缺听到了胎动,正在喜悦,回答道:“你现在杀不死他,就别想了。”
The Sang Sangfacial expressionsaidindifferently: „Cannot killhim, wantsto killhim.”桑桑神情漠然说道:“杀不死他,才想杀他。”Ning Quehas been startledbeing startled, thought that trulyisthistruth.宁缺怔了怔,心想确实是这个道理。If before, whomshemustkillthento killconveniently, wherealsoneedsto think?
要是以前,她要杀谁随手便杀了,哪里还需要想?Hesitssets out, hugs the bosomher, looks atcolddeep pooloppositeMonastery Lord, staticspeechless, likelooking in mirrorfalseworld, likeis watching a play, or a picture.
他坐起身,将她搂进怀里,看着寒潭对面的观主,静静无语,就像看着镜中虚假的世界,就像在看一场戏剧,或者一幅画。As if very incredible, is very interesting, is very peaceful, in factheandSang Sangnow the worldis false, moreoverthisworldis unable to maintain, hasshatterthat momentfinally.
似乎很荒诞,很有趣,很安宁,事实上他和桑桑现在所处的世界才是假的,而且这个世界无法一直维持下去,终有破碎的那一刻。WhenSang Sangis unable to maintainthisworldthat moment.
当桑桑无法维持这个世界的那一刻。Thenisheandsheleavesthisworldprobablythat moment.
大概便是他和她离开这个世界的那一刻。
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