If the corner has the hole, Ning Que will worm one's way into absolutely, no matter under is the nether world in endless abyss or the legend, but does not have, therefore he can only hold the head, the whole body shivers painfully, the perspiration left like the thick liquid, the lip angle keeps dripping outward the blood, the tears tears crossflow, the front piece is already moistened. 如果墙角有洞,宁缺绝对会钻进去,不管下面是无尽深渊还是传说中的幽冥,但没有,所以他只能抱着脑袋,痛苦地浑身颤抖,汗出如浆,唇角不停向外淌着鲜血,涕泪横流,衣襟早已被打湿。 He had not realized the so fearful pain, even thought that was held severe punishment extorting evidence also to not have the several fold on the wilderness by the mounted bandit compared with the past years unendurablily, in the head that the axe and sky in that keeps dropping the invisible great axe, as if will never stop, desperate incomparable. 他从来没有体会过如此可怕的痛苦,甚至觉得,比当年在荒原上被马贼抓住严刑逼供还要难熬无数倍,脑袋里那把斧子与天空里那把无形的巨斧不停地落下,仿佛永远不会停止,令人绝望无比。 To afterward, his body even started to twitch, the look started the bright powder, the lips color turned into the unlucky gloominess, really and deceased person did not have too many differences. 到后来,他的身体甚至开始抽搐,眼神开始焕散,就连双唇的颜色都已经变成不吉的灰暗,真的和死人没有太多差别。 Has not known how long, that say|way great axe from vault of heaven stopped finally, in head that axe, although is still chopping, but felt better slightly, the will that his using is hard to imagine holds the wall to stand up, flushes away toward the meditation hall outside, does not dare to turn round to look at that shadow one. 不知道过了多长时间,来自天穹上的那道巨斧终于停止,脑袋里那把斧子虽然还在砍,但稍微好过了些,他用难以想象的毅力扶着墙壁站起身来,向着禅室外冲去,根本不敢回头看那道影子一眼。 Escapes from White Pagoda Temple, he in toward the Yang City people astonished vision in, he coughs up blood, the staggering vanguard, turned back the yard finally, when sees under the tree the Sang Sang form, the spirit is lax immediately, weak feeling that also irresistibly the pain brings again, at present one black, such fainted. 逃出白塔寺,他在朝阳城民众惊愕的眼光里,他一路咳血,踉跄前行,终于走回了小院,待看见树下桑桑的身影,精神顿时松懈,再也无法抵抗痛苦带来的虚弱感,眼前一黑,就这么昏了过去。 When he wakes up, out of the window weather has shone, Sang Sang sits in the bedside has also fallen asleep, on the table puts one bowl of grass ginseng gruel, on the gruel is also braving the light steam, it seems like last night she hot many. 待他醒来时,窗外天色已亮,桑桑坐在床边也已经睡着,桌子上放着一碗草参粥,粥上还冒着淡淡的热气,看来昨夜她热了很多遍。 Ning Que remembers for many years ago in Wei City in Chang An these night, mood micro warm, sets out to hold on the bed her, bedding for her Ge Hao. In the abdomen passes on one to resound, discovered one empty stomach filter filter, has carried the bowl to drink up the gruel, has wiped the mouth, was preparing like to go to White Pagoda Temple in the past, the complexion was suddenly pale. 宁缺想起多年前在渭城在长安的那些夜晚,心情微暖,起身把她扶到床上,把被褥替她盖好。腹中传一声鸣响,才发现自己已经饥肠漉漉,端起碗把粥喝完,擦了擦嘴,正准备像往常那样去白塔寺,脸色骤然苍白。 He remembers the matter that in last night monk's room had to be moved, he then thought that in the brain transmits a severe pain, nobody takes the axe to chop itself obviously, but painful remaining prestige also. 他想起了昨夜禅房里发生的事情一动念,他便觉得脑里又传来一阵剧痛,明明没有人拿斧头在砍自己,但痛苦的余威还在。 Sang Sang opens the eye, calmly visits him to look at long time. Suddenly points at his head saying: „In your has a person, he wants to come out.” 桑桑睁开眼睛,静静看着他看了很长时间。忽然指着他的脑袋说道:“你那里面有个人,他想出来。” Anything cannot hide the truth from the eye of Vast Sky, but she does not know that actually the body of Ning Que what happened, why in his head some people are taking the axe to keep chopping. Even if can explain that this issue, how that also explained invisible great axe that on the vault of heaven drops? 没有什么能够瞒过昊天的眼睛,但她也不知道宁缺的身上究竟发生了什么事情,为什么他的脑袋里有人在拿斧子不停地砍。就算能够解释这个问题,那又如何解释天穹上落下的无形巨斧？ Ning Que arrives at the window, looks at the gloomy sky, the sound trembles saying: „Why on that day can chop me?” 宁缺走到窗边,看着灰暗的天空,声音微颤说道:“那天为什么要劈我？” Sang Sang thinks that said: „Because of serveral days, you accompanied only a moment me probably recently very much, but also forgot to prepare food to me frequently, will therefore be hit to be struck by lightning by the day?” 桑桑想了想,说道:“大概是因为最近这些天,你很少陪我,还经常忘了给我做饭,所以才会被天打雷劈？” „Does not have the thunder, be only the day is dividing.” Ning Que said. “没有雷,只有天在劈。”宁缺说道。 Sang Sang said: „What does that have to distinguish?” 桑桑说道:“那有什么区别？” Ning Que complexion micro white, turns around to visit her. Said: „Why can day chop me?” 宁缺脸色微白,转身看着她。说道:“天为什么要劈我？” Sang Sang is pointing at itself. Said: „I am the day, or is I wants to divide you.” 桑桑指着自己。说道:“我就是天,或者是我想劈你。” Ning Que asked: „Is you are dividing me?” 宁缺问道:“是你在劈我吗？” Sang Sang looks at the sky of out of the window, said: „Perhaps is that I, cannot get used to seeing you like this to me.” 桑桑看着窗外的天空,说道:“也许是那个我,看不惯你这样对我。” Ning Que is thinking last night that pain, the anger shouted: „I marry you to become the wife. Also can by your twin brothers sisters tubes? Also has the natural justice?” 宁缺想着昨夜那种痛苦,愤怒喊道:“我娶你当媳妇儿。还要被你的孪生兄弟姐妹管？还有没有天理？” The Sang Sang facial expression is invariable, said: „Our truth are natural justice.” 桑桑神情不变,说道:“我们的道理就是天理啊。” Ning Que thought that this view is somewhat persistently unreasonable, does not know that her truth is reasonable, he decided in any case today does not go to White Pagoda Temple, although he wants to know on the wall very much that shadow what's the matter. Why wants to know in the head and space has the axe to divide itself, but he does not want to duplicate last night that painful process once more, the curiosity of humanity truly can defeat to the unknown fear, actually not necessarily can defeat that pain. 宁缺觉得这种说法有些蛮不讲理,也不知道她的道理到底有没有道理,反正他决定今天不去白塔寺虽然他很想知道墙上那道影子是怎么回事。更想知道为什么脑袋里和天上都有斧子要劈自己,但他不想再次重复昨夜那种痛苦的过程,人类的好奇心确实能够战胜对未知的恐惧,却不见得能战胜那种痛苦。 On the same day he stayed in the yard, accompanied Sang Sang to look at the sky to be in a daze, when some distant place temple resounded the ding, his complexion then becomes somewhat pale, because he was afraid. 当天他留在小院里,陪桑桑看着天空发呆,每当远处某间寺庙响起钟声时,他的脸色便会变得有些苍白,因为他在害怕。 Sang Sang looks at his facial expression, somewhat puzzled said: „You such did not fear the pain person before.” 桑桑看着他的神情,有些不解说道:“你以前不是这么怕疼的人。” Ning Que said: „Before also feared to hurt, but must take care of you, can only think of did not fear.” 宁缺说道:“以前也怕疼,只不过要照顾你,只能装着不怕。” Sang Sang said: „You must take care of me now.” 桑桑说道:“你现在也要照顾我。” Ning Que thinks that said: „Is reasonable, must ravel, will otherwise have problems, but some days had said again, I somewhat feared.” 宁缺想了想,说道:“有道理,总要弄明白这是怎么回事,不然会出问题,但过些天再说吧,我真的有些怕。” He had underestimated eventually the curiosity of humanity, or is because must look after Sang Sang this matter, has defeated his fear, he has not waited for a long time, next day then returned to White Pagoda Temple. 他终究还是低估了人类的好奇心,或者是因为要照顾桑桑这件事情,战胜了他的恐惧,他没有等更长时间,第二天便回到了白塔寺。 The azure board monk gossipped with him as usual, he did not have the spirit to pay attention, arrived in that meditation hall directly, last night by that wall that he broke, was fixed. 青板僧像往常一样与他说闲话,他没有精神理会,直接走到那间禅室里,昨夜被他砸碎的那面墙,已经被修好了。 He to that wall, silent for a long time, on the wall does not have the shadow. 他对着那面墙壁,沉默很长时间,墙上没有影子。 He sits by the table, starts to read the Buddhist literature, when the twilight gradually at the appointed time, he lit the candle on table, ignition time, his hand somewhat shivers, therefore the flame also has slightly swings. 他坐回桌旁,开始读佛经,当暮色渐至时,他点燃了桌上的蜡烛,点火的时候,他的手有些颤抖,所以火苗也有些微摇。 The shadow reappears on the wall, most starts, because of the reason of candlelight jogging, somewhat feels weak, has used then only very short time, then becomes clear. 影子重新出现在墙上,最开始的时候,因为烛火轻摇的缘故,有些发虚,然后只用了很短的时间,便变得清楚起来。 Ning Que stands up, is only this simple movement, then as if has exhausted his all strengths, when walks toward the wall, the footsteps appear somewhat feel weak. 宁缺站起身来,只是这个简单的动作,便仿佛耗去了他所有的力气,以至于向墙壁走去时,脚步显得有些发虚。 The shadow sits cross-legged to sit, resembles is repairing Buddha. 影子盘膝而坐,似在修佛。 Ning Que deeply breathed several times, to the wall, was sitting cross-legged to sit down. 宁缺深深地呼吸数次,对着墙壁,盘膝坐下。 „Actually are you who?” He looks at the shadow to ask. “你究竟是谁？”他看着影子问道。 The shadow naturally cannot reply him, the old monk who such as died is silent. 影子自然不会回答他,如已经死去的老僧般沉默。 Ning Que is staring at the shadow stubbornly, as if must look through him. 宁缺死死地盯着影子,仿佛要把他看破。 The shadow does not have the eye, naturally will not visit him. 影子没有眼睛,自然也不会看他。 When Ning Que thinks tonight like this will pass, in White Pagoda Temple resounds the ding suddenly. 就在宁缺以为今夜就会这样平静度过的时候,白塔寺里忽然响起钟声。 Like eve such, the evening prayers early had finished, the ding actually starts to reverberate, some of his resolutions are even unclear, actually this ding came from Buddhist temple hall, resounds in own moral nature. 就像前夜那样,晚课早已经结束,钟声却开始回荡,他甚至有些分辨不清,这钟声究竟来自于佛殿,还是响起于自己的心底。 Ning Que is very nervous, he remembers eve after the ding gets up, then has the mutation occurrence. 宁缺的神情很紧张,他记得前夜钟声起后,便有异变发生。 Tonight really also so, that ding seems the signal that the disaster starts, had purifies the mind to refresh one's spirits the effectiveness greatly strengthened the ding, makes the shadow on wall crazy. 今夜果然也如此,那道钟声仿佛是劫难开始的信号,本来有极强清心宁神效用的钟声,却让墙上的影子变得疯狂起来。 The shadow no longer sits cross-legged, stands up to start to the sky to brandish the arm, in summoning anyone, looks at that intense situation, is more like somewhere is shouting abuse to the sky. 影子不再盘膝,站起身开始对着天空挥舞手臂,不是在呼唤谁,看那激烈的情形,更像是对着天空上某处破口大骂。 The shadow turns into the black flame, keeps waving, resembles to burn down all, likely is in stake the painful convict, the body by the flame ablation focal variation, appears especially terrifying. 影子变成黑色的火焰,不停舞动,似要烧毁一切,又像是火刑架上痛苦的囚徒,身躯被火焰烧蚀变焦,显得格外恐怖。 Ning Que heart micro acid, starts to burst into tears, because he feels the shadow once more unwillingness, feels the despair and angry of opposite party, feels that say|way as if inexhaustibly desolate sad. 宁缺心头微酸,开始流泪,因为他再次感受到影子的不甘,感受到对方的绝望与愤怒,感受到那道仿佛无穷无尽的苍凉悲伤。 He as if sees an old monk, stands before a grave, to rainstorm that the nighttime sky is dropping, scolded the day angrily, slandered to destroy Buddha, wished one could to tear into shreds this world. 他仿佛看到一名老僧,站在一座坟墓前,对着夜空落下的暴雨,愤怒地骂天呵地,谤道毁佛,恨不得把这个世界都撕碎。 Ning Que bursts into tears, incessantly is because he felt these mood, because also he knows that immediately then must start to bear eve such pain. 宁缺流泪,不止是因为他感受到了这些情绪,也因为他知道,马上自己便要开始承受前夜那样的痛苦。 Buzz a bang! 嗡的一声巨响！ Ning Que thought that some people stand in their Sea of Consciousness, is taking the sharp great axe, chops maliciously toward own skull, as if must break own head, then jumps. 宁缺觉得有人站在自己的识海里,拿着把锋利的巨斧,向着自己的头骨狠狠砍下,似乎要把自己的头破开,然后跳出来。 The fierce pain spreads to four limbs from the top of the head, he even thought that his skin was being gripped by the innumerable pintles, that feeling, seems like skinned, then sprinkled the innumerable sea salts! 剧烈的痛楚从头顶向四肢蔓延,他甚至觉得自己的皮肤正在被无数根细针扎着,那种感觉,就像是被剥了皮,然后洒上了无数把海盐！ The Ning Que complexion is suddenly pale, body keeps shivering, looks like a mountain, momentarily possible avalanche, but he was prepared tonight, unexpectedly forcefully is maintaining the attitude of sitting cross-legged. 宁缺的脸色骤然苍白,身体不停颤抖,就像是一座山,随时可能崩塌,但他今夜已有准备,竟是强行保持着盘膝的姿式。 „Lian Sheng! You must make anything!” “莲生！你到底要做什么！” He looks at the shadow on wall, shouts angrily. 他看着墙上的影子,愤怒地喊道。 The shadow on wall has not replied him, is still going all out to struggle, is keeping giving scolding to the sky, keeps stroking, therefore that is still keeping chopping his head the axe. 墙上的影子没有回答他,依然在拼命地挣扎,对着天空不停地痛骂,不停地击打,于是那把斧子依然在不停地砍着他的脑袋。 Ning Que is suppressing the pain, closely is biting the lip, shivers, but the hoarse sound, infiltrates from the gap between teeth, appears especially wicked, shouted to clear the way: „You do not stop, I extinguished you!” 宁缺强忍着痛苦,紧紧咬着嘴唇,颤抖而嘶哑的声音,从齿缝里渗出来,显得格外惨厉,喝道:“你再不住手,我就灭了你！” The Lian Sheng consciousness fragment in his Sea of Consciousness deep place, has calmly lain down many years, when Ning Que occurred happen to meet the danger, occasionally will be bright, gives him to instruct. 莲生的意识碎片在他的识海深处,已经静静躺了很多年,当宁缺遇着危险的时候,才会偶尔明亮,给予他指示。 Although the consciousness of Lian Sheng is formidable, the vestiges that is dies, leaves behind, Ning Que believes at own Psyche Power intensity actually after all, can absolutely its suppression. 虽然莲生的意识非常强大,倒是毕竟是死后留下的残余,宁缺相信以自己的念力强度,绝对可以将其镇压。 The shadow has still not paid attention to him, appears is very contemptuous. 影子依然没有理会他,显得很是轻蔑。 Because of the pain, the Ning Que forehead keeps beating, the clothes were already soaked by the sweat, he knows that he does not have the means to endure again, transfers Psyche Power then to dive completely to the Sea of Consciousness deep place. 因为痛苦,宁缺的眉心不停跳动,衣裳早已被汗水湿透,他知道自己再也没有办法忍下去,绝然调动念力便向识海深处潜去。 Although somewhat is a pity with unwillingly, the consciousness fragment that but he must leave behind Lian Sheng grinds extinguishes, otherwise he may go really crazy in this pain, even died directly. 虽然有些可惜和不甘,但他还是要把莲生留下的意识碎片碾灭,不然他真的可能会在这种痛苦中发疯,甚至直接死去。 He has forgotten, there are two axes. 只是他忘了,有两把斧子。 He just transferred Psyche Power, sky over White Pagoda Temple, resounds one such as the lightning-like ding. 他刚刚调动念力,白塔寺上空,又响起一道如雷般钟声。 Then the invisible great axe, drops from the lofty vault of heaven, chopped directly on his body. 那把无形的巨斧,从高远的天穹上落下,直接砍在了他的身上。 In this flash, he thought that his body as if cleft in two, the heart also cleft in two. 在这一瞬间,他觉得自己的身体仿佛被劈成了两半,心脏也被劈成了两半。 Although he is biting the lip, is unable to prevent an extremely pitiful pain howling to jump from the between lips will exit. 他虽然咬着嘴唇,也无法阻止一声极凄惨的痛嚎从唇间迸将出去。 He fell down painfully has kept spitting blood, the body kept twisting, looked like forces in the loach in hot pot, in the ground quick then became the bloodstained. 他痛苦地倒在了地上不停吐血,身体不停扭曲,就像是被塞进热锅里的泥鳅,地面上很快便变得血迹斑斑。 The axe from sky continues to chop, the axe from Sea of Consciousness continues to chop, his look is lax, is unable to withstand again, like this fainted, even if is in the stupor, his body still often twitches, clearly, from the two advantage axes in sky and is still keeping dividing to chop. 来自天空的斧子继续砍,来自识海的斧子继续砍,他眼神涣散,再也无法承受,就这样昏了过去,可即便是昏迷中,他的身体依然不时抽搐,很明显,来自天空和头内的两把利斧还在不停劈砍。 Has not known how long, he woke in the monk's room, out of the window skylight writings, his stupor entire night of time, was unexpectedly good because of the ding stopped, the axe also stopped. 不知道过了多长时间,他在禅房里醒了过来,窗外天光大作,他竟昏迷了整整一夜时间,好在钟声停了,斧子也停了。 He wipes off the bloodstain of lip angle, goes out of the monk's room difficultly, arrives at the lakeside. 他擦掉唇角的血渍,艰难地走出禅房,来到湖畔。 The azure board monk in the lakeside, is looking at his pale complexion and bloodstain, is somewhat surprised, said: „Senior Brother, did you chant scripture or take a life in monk's room?” 青板僧正在湖畔,看着他苍白的脸色和身上的血迹,有些吃惊,愣愣说道:“师兄,你在禅房里念经还是杀生呢？” Ning Que looks at the deep blue sky, asked: „Do you have to hear the ding?” 宁缺看着湛蓝的天空,问道:“你有没有听到钟声？” Blue board monk facial expression is frustrated, said: „What clock?” 青板僧神情惘然,说道:“什么钟？” The Ning Que facial expression is also very frustrated, said: „Why only then can I hear?” 宁缺的神情也很惘然,说道:“为什么只有我能听到呢？” ...... …… ...... …… ( The first chapter.) （第一章。）