The wheelchair is not big, Monastery Lord sits in actually appears very spacious, because he now is very emaciated, even if binding the blanket, could not occupy the too big place, after the great person died, only with a box case then can install, naturally, we cannot deny that person of before death great with this point. 轮椅不大,观主坐在里面却显得很宽敞,因为他现在很瘦弱,哪怕裹着毯子,也占不了太大的地方,就像再伟大的人死之后,也只用一个匣子便能装下,当然,我们并不能用这一点来否认那人生前的伟大。 He calmly looks at the ash-gray sky, the day empty in the eye, obviously dim, already not the day of Chang An City high-spirited, he now is candle in a wind, final remaining years. 他静静看着灰色的天空,天空落在眼里,微显黯淡,早已不似进长安城那天意气风发,他现在是一根风中的烛,正在度着最后的残年。 If did not ponder that good and evil morality and justice or human future these issues, Monastery Lord naturally is an extraordinary personality, even if turned into the disabled person now, matter that the last years of life time must handle, is still the great matter. 如果不去思考善恶道义或者人类前途这些问题,观主当然是位伟人,哪怕现在已经变成废人,风烛残年时刻要做的事情,依然是伟大的事情。 Places during Vast Sky own plan, who dares saying that this isn't great? 把昊天都放在自己的筹谋之中,谁敢说这不伟大？ Long Qing in side should in a low voice, silent long time, cannot bear ask: „If?” 隆庆在旁低声应下,沉默了很长时间,忍不住问道:“万一？” Monastery Lord said: „Does not have the eventuality.” 观主说道:“没有万一。” He is the millenniums the Dao Sect greatest character, he is the most reverent Vast Sky follower, even if he is planning Vast Sky, still so, he never will suspect that Vast Sky is omnipotent. 他是千年来道门最了不起的人物,他是最虔诚的昊天信徒,哪怕他在算计昊天,依然如此,他永远不会怀疑昊天无所不能。 „Nobody can kill Vast Sky, Master cannot, the Buddha naturally cannot.” “没有人能杀死昊天,夫子不能,佛祖自然也不能。” Long Qing looks at the ash-gray sky, said: „But the Buddha took in Vast Sky that checkerboard.” 隆庆看着灰色的天空,说道:“但佛祖把昊天收进了那张棋盘里。” Monastery Lord said: „In that checkerboard is the heaven of heavens of Buddha, although I see the Buddha Nirvana, but I know that the Nirvana is anything, I know that he wants to make anything, is only the futile effort.” 观主说道:“那张棋盘里才是佛祖的极乐世界,我虽然看见佛祖涅槃,但我知道涅槃是什么,我知道他想做什么,只是徒劳。” Long Qing said: „Disciple is puzzled.” 隆庆说道:“弟子不解。” Monastery Lord said: „Vast Sky is omniscient, omnipotent. Even if she thinks that she does not know, she knows, the day calculates, the sky overhead, her sky overhead falling place then in that checkerboards, she wants to go, why otherwise can she seek for the trail of Buddha in the human world?” 观主说道:“昊天无所不知,无所不能。哪怕她认为自己不知道,她还是知道,天算算不到,还有天心,她的天心落处便在那张棋盘之间,她自己想去,不然她为何要在人间寻找佛祖的踪迹？” Long Qing asked: „Why can Vast Sky look for that checkerboard?” 隆庆问道:“昊天为何要找那张棋盘？” Monastery Lord said: „Because that checkerboard can make her re-enter God Country.” 观主说道:“因为那张棋盘能让她重回神国。” Long Qing said: „Disciple is not clear.” 隆庆说道:“弟子还是不明白。” Monastery Lord said: „Do not say that you are not clear, is she is not then clear.” 观主说道:“不要说你不明白,便是她自己都不明白。” Long Qing brow micro wrinkle said: „But the teacher you understands.” 隆庆眉头微皱说道:“但老师您明白。” „Because Vast Sky has given me instructions.” “因为昊天给过我谕示。” Monastery Lord aims at the gloomy sky, said: „It is not Dao Sect wants to calculate Vast Sky, is not I wants to kill Vast Sky taking advantage of the bureau of Buddha. But is Vast Sky wants to go back.” 观主指向晦暗的天空,说道:“不是道门想算昊天,更不是我想借佛祖之局杀死昊天。而是昊天自己想回去。” Long Qing silent long time, he understands the meaning of Monastery Lord, even if the Buddha kills Vast Sky in the checkerboard, that also only representative helps Vast Sky reply the purest rule. 隆庆沉默了很长时间,他明白观主的意思,就算佛祖在棋盘里杀死昊天,那也只代表帮助昊天回复成最纯净的规则。 ...... Really is her idea? In God Country idea of Vast Sky? Actually she and God Country Vast Sky is anything relates. Who is true Vast Sky? 只是……这真是她自己的想法吗？还是神国里昊天的想法？她和神国里的昊天究竟是什么关系。谁才是真正的昊天？ „Is Vast Sky.” Monastery Lord said. “都是昊天。”观主说道。 „If the Buddha in checkerboard, forever suppresses Vast Sky, even occupies, namely does not kill her, does not make her come out, how does she return to God Country?” “如果佛祖真的在棋盘里,把昊天永远镇压,甚至占据,即不杀她,又不让她出来,那她如何回到神国？” Long Qing said: „Preached first one year ago then has said that only then the Buddha reason, did not have the divine intervention.” 隆庆说道:“讲经首座一年前便说过,只有佛缘,没有天意。” Hears words that he spoke, Monastery Lord could not bear smile, smiled was very happy. Naive incomparable. It looks like opens the child of gift in the tree room, even bursts into tears. 听到他说的话,观主忍不住笑了起来,笑的很是欢愉。天真无比。就像是在树屋里偷拆礼物的孩子,甚至流下泪来。 „Except for Vast Sky...... Where also has forever this type of thing? She or dies in inside, thus returns to God Country, or is living coming out, returns to God Country.” “除了昊天自己……哪里还有永远这种东西？她或者死在里面,从而重归神国,或者活着出来,还是重归神国。” Monastery Lord received handkerchief that Long Qing hands over. Scratches tears that turns one's face, said with a smile: „Who can surround the day? Was the sky possibly surrounded? Even though can escape the day to calculate, how also to escape the sky overhead? Even if you can escape this Fang Tian, how can also be able to escape that Fang Tian? Cannot escape her regard including Vast Sky. Do not say that any Master anything dog deng Buddha, is really laughable.” 观主接过隆庆递过来的手帕。擦掉脸上的泪水,笑着说道:“谁能困得住天？天空又怎么可能被困住？纵使能逃得过天算,又如何逃得过天心？就算你能逃过这方天,又如何能逃得过那方天？连昊天都逃不过她自己的心意。更不要说什么夫子什么狗屎佛祖了,真是可笑啊。” Long Qing has not understood, if Vast Sky dies in the checkerboard, or can turn into the rule to re-enter God Country, but why Monastery Lord so affirmed, even if she is living coming out, will return to God Country? 隆庆还是没有听懂,昊天如果死在棋盘里,或者能够变成规则重回神国,可观主为什么如此肯定,就算她活着出来,也会回到神国呢？ Monastery Lord is somewhat cold, raises the skinny right hand. 观主有些冷,举起枯瘦的右手。 The middle-aged Daoist behind the wheelchair, had not spoken, at this time pushes the wheelchair to walk toward the stone building. 中年道人在轮椅后面,一直没有说话,此时推着轮椅向石屋里走去。 Monastery Lord leaves behind one to transfer to Long Qing, then closes the eye exhaustedly, starts to maintain mental tranquility. 观主给隆庆留下一句交待,然后疲惫地闭上眼睛,开始养神。 „Told Xiong Chu Mo, started to get ready.” “告诉熊初墨,开始准备吧。” ...... …… ...... …… The morning bell and evening drum, spring flower and autumn are solid, the pickled vegetable and rice, the black crow and rill, the Buddhist literature and sky, the lake water and White Pagoda, the time and space, resemble are flowing, static. 晨钟与暮鼓,春花与秋实,泡菜与米饭,黑鸦与小溪,佛经与天空,湖水与白塔,时间与空间,似在流动,又似静止。 Ning Que has read off several hundred volumes of Buddhist literature , before starting to read these, for note that the eminent monk leaves behind, is accompanying ding silent Cultivation, Dharma is gradually deep, thoughts nature tranquil like well, water mark not fresh. 宁缺读完了数百卷佛经,又开始读那些前代高僧留下的笔记,伴着钟声静默修行,佛法渐深,心思自然宁静如井,水痕不生。 Sang Sang still in looking at the day, sometimes looked in the yard that sometimes looked in the lakeside, sometimes looks in the mountain stream the disorderly sky, sometimes looks in the lake water the quiet sky, saw that looks does not tire. 桑桑还在看天,有时候在小院里看,有时候在湖畔看,有时候看溪水里凌乱的天空,有时候看湖水里静谧的天空,怎么看都看不厌。 Some date in the morning, Ning Que completed breakfast to arrive in White Pagoda Temple, such as asked the stupid monk of azure board monk to say with that in the past equally some idle talks, then from going to the monk's room read the Confucian classics. 某日清晨,宁缺做完早饭来到白塔寺里,如往常一样与那位叫青板僧的痴呆和尚说了些闲话,便自去禅房读经。 Reads in the Buddhist literature some interesting part, his heart lives pleasant auspicious reading, only thinks quite the same as the Zen heart is insightful, listens to the ding that in the distant place palace is hearing, as if must put behind that all worries are sad. 看着佛经里某妙处,他心生喜乐祥和之念,浑然只觉禅心通透,听着远处殿里传来的钟声,仿佛要忘却一切烦恼忧愁。 Suddenly, he noticed that on the wall presented a shadow, that is the candlelight falls on his body, thus in the form that on the wall leaves behind, that shadow is sitting cross-legged to sit, resembles in Cultivation. 忽然间,他看到墙上出现了一个影子,那是烛光落在他的身上,从而在墙上留下的身影,那影子正盘膝而坐,似在修行。 He then discovered that out of the window weather was dark, to the night, secretly has sighed with emotion, Dharma is really clever, reading the Buddhist literature can put behind the time to pass, naturally can forget sorrow anxiety hardship. 他这才发现窗外天色已暗,已到了深夜,不由暗自感慨,佛法果然高妙,读佛经能够忘却时间流逝,自然能忘记忧愁苦厄。 Sang Sang has not come White Pagoda Temple along with him today, is thinking she also at home waits to go back to make the dinner, Ning Que tidies up the Buddhist literature on table, blows out the candle, is about to leave. 桑桑今天没有随他来白塔寺,想着她还在家里等着自己回去做晚饭,宁缺把桌上的佛经收拾好,吹熄蜡烛,便准备离开。 When walks out, he has taken back the footsteps suddenly. 就在跨过门槛的时候,他忽然收回了脚步。 He stands in the threshold, silent long time, in the volume gradually had the beads of sweat to seep out. 他站在槛内,沉默了很长时间,额上渐有汗珠渗出。 He wants to turn round, actually some do not dare to turn round, at heart some extremely strong feelings, so long as to turn round, will then have very fearful matter, the happy life can never to return. 他想要回头,却有些不敢回头,心里有种极为强烈的感觉,只要回头,便会发生很可怕的事情,美好的生活会一去不复返。 He has struggled long time, has turned finally around. 他挣扎了很长时间,最终还是转过身去。 Because he is very curious, regarding humanity, this is most can defeat the frightened one mood. 因为他很好奇,对于人类来说,这是最能战胜恐惧的一种情绪。 Ning Que saw that shadow on wall once more. 宁缺再次看到了墙上的那个影子。 He has not read Buddhist literature at the table, the candle on table has extinguished. Above temple stars by Yun Zhe, a gloom, however...... That shadow also. 他没有在桌旁读佛经,桌上的蜡烛已经熄灭。寺庙上方的星辰被云遮着,一片阴暗,然而……那个影子还在。 This is not his shadow, whose shadow is. 这不是他的影子,那么是谁的影子。 Ning Que looks at the shadow, once more silent long time, then walks toward the wall. 宁缺看着影子,再次沉默了很长时间,然后向墙边走去。 His footsteps are very heavy, facial expression is also very serious. 他的脚步很沉重,神情也很沉重。 Before arriving at the wall, he observed long time silent, even puts out a hand to trace, discovers this shadow not any strange place. Is the pure shadow, can only see that is unable to touch. 走到墙前,他沉默观察了很长时间,甚至伸手去摸了摸,发现这个影子没有任何奇怪的地方。就是纯粹的阴影,只能看到,无法触摸到。 The shade was the shade of tree, sundial is the shade of date. Cloudy is the shade of mountain, whose is this shadow? In will the world possibly have the shadow that independent has? 荫是树的影,晷是日的影。阴是山的影,这个影子是谁的？世上怎么可能会有单独存在的影子？ Ning Que thinks that sits cross-legged to sit down before this shadow. 宁缺想了想,在这道影子前盘膝坐下。 Until sits cross-legged to sit down, he discovered that this is own shadow, because is exactly the same. 直到盘膝坐下,他才发现,这就是自己的影子,因为一模一样。 Formerly he sat at the desk, saw the shadow plate the knee, resembled is repairing Buddha, has not actually paid attention. 先前他坐在书桌旁,看到影子盘着膝,似在修佛,却没有注意。 He remembers suddenly, in stone wall of Suspended Temple cliff hole deep place. Had seen a shadow. 他忽然想起,在悬空寺崖洞深处的石壁上。曾经看到过一个影子。 That is the Lian Sheng Grandmaster shadow. 那是莲生大师的影子。 Repairs the Buddha accomplishment. Arrived at Lian Sheng past State? 难道自己修佛大成。已经到了莲生当年的境界？ Ning Que is somewhat pleasantly surprised, sat the lotus flower in Sea of Consciousness, has tied the big hand imprint, starts to cultivate Buddha. 宁缺有些惊喜,在识海里坐了莲花,结了大手印,开始修佛。 He somewhat worried that this shadow gradually will be pale, therefore wants to strengthen. 他有些担心这道影子会逐渐淡去,所以想要加强一下。 Instant. His then promote entered absorption in meditation State that the thing I two forgot. 只是刹那。他便晋入物我两忘的禅定境界。 However made him feel what was shocking, the shadow on wall has struggled suddenly! 然而令他感到震惊的是,墙上的影子忽然挣扎了起来！ The shadow no longer sits cross-legged, stands up on the wall, holds up the both arms. Toward the crown stay, as if must haunch any extremely heavy thing, no, this shadow resembles to break open this sky unexpectedly! 影子不再盘膝,在墙上站起,举起双臂。向着头顶撑去,仿佛要撑起什么极重的事物,不,这影子竟似要撑破这片天空！ This sky are extremely heavy, shadow cannot succeed, starts to hold to keep swaying from side to side the body, turns various grotesque appearances, appears extremely painful. 这片天空太过沉重,影子没能成功,开始抱着头不停地扭动身体,扭成各种奇形怪状的模样,显得极为痛苦。 The shadow continues to struggle, like the black flame, has kept burning on the white wall, extends is spitting the flame, like is dancing a strange dance, must let Heaven and Earth along with it dancing! 影子继续挣扎,像极了黑色的火焰,在白墙上不停地燃烧,伸吐着火苗,就像在跳一场怪异的舞蹈,要让天地都随之起舞！ Ning Que looks at shadow that the pain struggles, why does not know, can feel that unexpectedly the pain of opposite party, made him feel what was cold, from struggling of shadow, he realized that an extremely deep unwillingness and angry, that unwilling and angry was such desperately, the entire world must desperately along with it bursting into tears. 宁缺怔怔看着痛苦挣扎的影子,不知为何,竟能感觉到对方的痛苦,更令他感到寒冷的是,从影子的挣扎里,他体会到一道极深的不甘与愤怒,那份不甘与愤怒是那样的绝望,绝望地整个世界都要随之流泪。 A rich bitter intent, the direct impact space between eyebrows, Ning Que like this has cried. 一股浓郁的辛酸意,直冲眉间,宁缺就这样哭了起来。 Then at this time, in White Pagoda Temple has resounded the ding. 便在这时,白塔寺里响起了钟声。 The evening prayers should early end, why in the temple will have the ding to resound? 晚课应该早已经结束,为何寺里会有钟声响起？ The ding is melodious like that can purify the mind, can refresh one's spirits. 钟声是那般的悠扬,可以清心,可以宁神。 Is listening to the ding, Ning Que is gradually tranquil. 听着钟声,宁缺渐渐平静。 The shadow on wall, is tranquil, but is just instantaneous, the shadow then once more struggles, and because of the reason of ding, becomes crazier and violent! 墙上的影子,也随之而平静,但只不过是瞬间,影子便再次挣扎起来,而且因为钟声的缘故,变得更加疯狂而暴烈！ Buzz a bang! 嗡的一声巨响！ It is not the ding in temple, but is the sound in Ning Que brain, he thought that in own head, as if some people are taking a sharp great axe, chops maliciously toward own skull! 不是寺里的钟声,而是宁缺脑里的声音,他觉得自己的脑袋里,仿佛有人正拿着一把锋利的巨斧,向着自己的头盖骨狠狠地砍下！ The indescribable pinnacle pain, spreads in all directions together toward the body from his top of the head, his face whiten, lips shivers, unexpectedly is painful cannot shout the sound! 一道难以言喻的极致痛楚,从他的头顶向着身体四处蔓延,他的脸色苍白,双唇颤抖,竟是痛的喊不出来声音！ The ding in temple stops, a peace. 寺里的钟声停止,一片安静。 The ding in Ning Que brain is still continuing, is still keeping the spall the great axe his skull, as if must break out his head, painful he holds to keep tumbling on the ground! 宁缺脑里的钟声还在持续,那把巨斧还在不停地斫着他的头盖骨,仿佛要把他的脑袋劈开,痛的他抱着头在地上不停翻滚！ What's all this about? 这是怎么回事？ Because of the fierce pain, his sweat has soaked the clothes, the state of mind is somewhat absent-minded, simply had not discovered that their Sea of Consciousness most deep place, several pieces of consciousness fragments become exceptionally bright, as if must explode general. 因为剧烈的痛楚,他的汗水湿透了衣裳,神思有些恍惚,根本没有发现,自己的识海最深处,有几片意识碎片变得异常明亮,仿佛要爆炸一般。 He residual consciousness, must find only in own head the axe with that person who wields crazily, he must kill that person, he must get rid from this fearful pain! 他唯一残留的意识,就是要找到在自己脑袋里拿斧头狂挥的那个人,他要把那个人杀死,他要从这种可怕的痛苦里摆脱出来！ He crawls before the wall difficultly, looks the shadow that struggles crazily, pulls out the iron blade, exhausted the compensation to chop, he knows that all these were definitely related with this shadow, he must hack to death him! 他艰难地爬到墙前,看着那个疯狂挣扎的影子,抽出铁刀,用尽全部力量砍了下去,他知道这一切肯定和这个影子有关,他要砍死他！ The iron blade falls on the wall, the mist and dust is big, Stone Zhuanluan flies, however shadow also, but also in his at present. 铁刀落在墙上,烟尘大起,石砖乱飞,然而影子还在,还在他的眼前。 Then at this time, above the night temple in the extremely lofty vault of heaven, suddenly also has resounded a ding. 便在这时,夜寺上方极高远的天穹里,忽然也响起了一道钟声。 This ding falls into the monk's room, falls on his body, falls on his heart. 这道钟声落入禅房,落在他的身上,也落在他的心上。 This ding, is together the great axe. 这道钟声,又是一道巨斧。 Some people take the axe to chop in his head crazily. 有人在他的脑袋里拿着斧子狂砍。 Some people take axe to chop in the space crazily. 有人在天上拿着斧子狂砍。 He rolls up in the corner, face whiten, the vision is scattered in disorder and pain, as if will momentarily die. 他踡缩在墙角,脸色苍白,目光散乱而痛苦,仿佛随时会死去。 ...... …… ...... ……