The talk in carriage, Mo Shanshan, has been listening to Sang Sang final these words gently, wants not to think that also gently um, then the discovery was not then right, therefore um, the end tone raises again gently, indicated the doubts as well as astonished, but also some depended on tonality fluctuating to be very difficult to be accurate merely the transmission the complex mood. 车厢里的谈话,莫山山一直在轻轻嗯,听着桑桑最后这句话,想也未想,便又轻轻嗯了一声,然后发现不对,于是再嗯一声,尾音轻轻扬起,表示疑惑以及惊愕,还有些仅仅凭音调起伏很难准确传达的复杂情绪。 If this talk, occurred among other in world females, probably will be considered that has felt the tense feeling at daggers drawn, unkind obscure satire feeling, but Mo Shanshan will understand Sang Sang very much, therefore she will understand Sang Sang not any meaning of showing off, but will be narrating the fact earnestly. 如果这场谈话,发生在世间别的女子之间,大概会被认为充满了剑拔弩张的紧张感,刻薄晦涩的讽刺感,但莫山山很了解桑桑,所以她明白桑桑没有任何炫耀的意思,而是认真地在讲述事实。 She knows from Ning Que there that the Sang Sang serious illness is difficult to recover, coming the Lan Ke Temple reason to then treat an illness. Although Qi Shan Grandmaster possibly has the method, however cannot cure the Sang Sang sickness including Master, even if hopeful how uncertain, is thinking these two words that Sang Sang finally spoke, she somewhat feels sad unexpectedly. 她从宁缺那里知道,桑桑重病难愈,来烂柯寺的原因便是为了治病。虽说歧山大师可能有方法,然而连夫子都治不好桑桑的病,即便有希望那又是多么的渺茫,想着桑桑最后说的这两句句话,她竟有些心酸。 When already near noon, black Horse-drawn Carriage stops by a mountainside zen temple, temporarily takes a break, the Guan Hai monk has caught up from the rear area, the arrangement Buddhist priest prepares the lunch, welcomed a lonesome and quiet yard Ning Que and the others. 时已近午,黑色马车在山腰一间禅院旁停下,暂时休息片刻,观海僧从后方赶了上来,安排僧人准备午饭,把宁缺等人迎进一间幽静的小院。 Sang Sang has consumed some mind at the chessgame, in addition is weak, after having eaten several vegetarian dishes, then some tired deficiency, Ning Que her hugs the thalamium, spreads out on the bed the clean bedding, covers on her, then has tucked in carefully by the corner/horn, confirmed that autumn wind cannot worm one's way into secretly, feels relieved. 桑桑在棋局上耗了些心神,加上身体还是虚弱,吃了几口素菜之后,便有些倦乏,宁缺把她抱进内室,摊开床上干净的被褥,盖在她身上,然后仔细掖了掖被角,确认没有一丝秋风能偷偷钻进去,才放心下来。 „I said that wants you not to go to principle that remnant chess, you do not listen.” “我都说要你别去理那盘残棋,你偏不听。” Ning Que looks at her thin and pale facial features, somewhat restlessly said. 宁缺看着她憔悴的面容,有些不安说道。 Sang Sang said in a low voice: „Really thinks to play chess interestingly, heard formerly after I had won. Many people very much wear me, aren't you happy?” 桑桑低声说道:“可是真觉得下棋有意思,听说先前我赢了之后。很多人都很佩我,你难道不高兴吗？” Ning Que thinks, said: „Very was truly happy, moreover is very proud.” 宁缺想了想后说道:“确实很高兴,而且很骄傲。” Sang Sang smiled satisfiedly. 桑桑满足地笑了笑。 Ning Que puts out a hand to block from her eye, making her sleep. 宁缺伸手遮住她眼睛,让她睡觉。 Sang Sang is not willing to close the eye. The eyelash is winking, making the Ning Que control somewhat itchy. 桑桑不肯闭上眼睛。睫毛眨着,让宁缺的手心有些痒。 „Ning Que.” “宁缺。” The Sang Sang sound passed from his fingers. 桑桑的声音从他的手指间透了出来。 Ning Que facial expression micro different, said: „In.” 宁缺神情微异,说道:“在哩。” Sang Sang said: „You are my.” 桑桑说道:“你是我的。” Ning Que has smiled, said: „I am your, your is your, your is your.” 宁缺笑了起来,说道:“我是你的,你的就是你的,你的都是你的。” After Sang Sang silent moment, said: „Amn't I a good person?” 桑桑沉默片刻后说道:“我不是好人吧？” „The females of light are not a good person, who is a good person?” “光明之女都不是好人,谁是好人？” „Am I really the female of light? I have killed slightly people.” “我真的是光明之女吗？我那么小就杀过人了。” „When have you killed people?” “你什么时候杀过人了？” „Isn't grandfather I kills?” “爷爷不就是我杀的？” „You only have irrigated one bucket of boiling water, that blade is I chops.” “你就只浇了一桶开水,那刀是我砍的。” „I also calculate your accomplice.” “那我也算你的帮凶。” „Actually in your this brain to be thinking what?” “你这脑子里究竟在想什么？” Ning Que somewhat annoyedly said: „From infancy to maturity. I went all out not to make in your hand be stained with the blood, result is now booing, you must go all out to prove one already were stained with the blood, is very proud?” 宁缺有些恼火说道:“从小到大。我拼了命地不让你手上沾血,结果现在倒好,你非要拼命证明自己早就沾着血,很骄傲吗？” The Sang Sang revolutions carries to him said: „It is not proud. I thought one are really not that good person who many people imagine.” 桑桑转身背对他说道:“不骄傲。我只是觉得自己真不是很多人想像的那种好人。” The sound that formerly all the way the mountain, Sang Sang and Shanshan and Horse-drawn Carriage spoke although was very light, but Ning Que heard completely, therefore he guessed correctly that Sang Sang wants to say anything at this time, he does not want to listen. 先前一路上山,桑桑和山山和马车里说话的声音虽然很轻,但宁缺全部听到了,所以他猜到桑桑这时候想说些什么,他还是不想听。 However was the same like the past. Matter that he does not want to handle, so long as Sang Sang wants to do, that certainly will then do, such as now he very much does not want to listen. But Sang Sang was saying. 然而还是如从前一样。他不想做的事情,只要桑桑想做,那便一定会做,就如现在他很不想听。但桑桑还是自顾自地说着。 „Bought in silver coin of Yanming Lake house to use up family/home, but also was owing Fourth Master Qi more than 700 two silver coin. If Gambling Hall that side drawing bonus after beginning of winter, can raise, that next year can pay off ahead of time. However I always thought that owes people silver coin not to be good, therefore is thinking whether the old pen room can rent.” “买雁鸣湖宅子把家里的银子都用光了,还欠着齐四爷700多两银子。赌坊那边的分红如果入冬后能提些,那明年可以提前还清。不过我总觉得欠人银子不好,所以在想老笔斋是不是可以租出去。” „These collection that emperor old gentleman and empress deliver the book, the book I have placed the bottommost of west room winter clothing box, the princess has delivered 160 big trees, I have inquired, Xishan that side rich person are many, likes these trees very much, if must sell, must sell 500 two silver coin upward.” “皇帝老爷子和皇后送过来的那些都集了册的,册子我放在西厢房冬衣箱的最下面,公主殿下送了160株大树,我打听过,西山那边富人多,很喜欢这些树,如果要卖的话,一颗怎么也得卖500两银子往上。” „Aunt Wu previous time borrowed 14 two silver coin not to have, I also know that Mr. Wu previous time asked you to borrow one to chase the capital, the concrete how much money, you know . Moreover the basic kitchen necessities these not valuable thing does not manage, so as to avoid you also said me to be stingy, but you must remember that in the old pen room courtyard firewood pile of following wall bricks, I have hidden a gold brick there......” “吴婶上次借了14两银子还没还,我还知道吴老板上次找你借了一笔嫖资,具体多少钱,你才知道,另外油盐酱醋这些不值钱的东西就不管了,免得你又说我抠门,但你要记得,老笔斋天井柴堆后面的墙砖里,我在那儿藏了一块金砖……” Sang Sang looks at the wall, does not dare to turn around, micro said bashfully: „After childhood was worried in a big way, you are not willing to marry me, the sister-in-law who married newly is not willing to keep me at home, therefore I continuously...... In saves the pin money secretly, is thinking wants in getting married hand some dowry not to use really hurriedly, after Chang An, has been saving.” 桑桑看着墙壁,不敢转身,微羞说道:“小时候担心大了之后你不肯娶我,新娶的嫂子又不肯留我在家里,所以我一直……在偷偷存私房钱,想着真要出嫁手里有些嫁妆也不用慌,到长安之后还一直在存。” Ning Que hears word is startled, thought that our whole life live sufficing, you have been carefully able to save the pin money unexpectedly, the big feeling admires, said with a smile: „I thought that your majesty should ask you to work as household unit Minister.” 宁缺闻言一怔,心想我们两人这辈子活的够仔细了,你居然还能存下来私房钱,不由大感佩服,笑着说道:“我看陛下真应该请你去当户部尚书。” Sang Sang has not paid attention to his teasing, said earnestly: Pin money that „I save, now altogether more than 2100 two, place Auntie Jian there. I know that you did not like selling the character, in the past entered Chang An City time, I compelled, if will really be short of money from now on, took my pin money to use.” 桑桑没有理会他的打趣,认真说道:“我存的私房钱,现在一共有2100多两,都放在简姨那里。我知道你一直不喜欢卖字,当年进长安城的时候,还是我逼的,如果今后实在差钱,就拿我的私房钱去用。” Before these words listen to is looking like mistress just before parting really the last words, Ning Que aerobic and funny, but his sincerity does not care about the auspicious this matter, asked: „That gold brick?” 这些话听着真像当家主母临去前的遗言,宁缺又好气又好笑,但他真心不在乎吉利这种事情,问道:“那块金砖呢？” Sang Sang has turned around, looks that he said earnestly: „That gold brick is I leaves father and mother.” 桑桑转过身来,看着他认真说道:“那块金砖是我留给爸妈的。” Ning Que had recalled her transferring, asked: „You doesn't have other thing to leave me except for silver coin?” 宁缺回想了一下她的交待,问道:“除了银子你就没别的东西留给我？” „Shoes and socks have made many years of component, my needlework is not in any case good, you are making to put up with putting on.” “鞋袜已经做了好些年的份量,反正我女红不好,你将就着穿。” Sang Sang remembers a matter suddenly, said in a low voice: „Under old pen room bed has a small black box, do not forget.” 桑桑忽然想起一件事情,低声说道:“老笔斋床下有个小黑匣,不要忘了。” Ning Que knows that last year Sang Sang has a small black box. 宁缺去年才知道桑桑有个小黑匣。 In that small black box put some once to have made up mind to discard based on certain reasons by oneself, but to the very precious thing, after for example the small black mole died actually, disturbance placard that rainy night he once copied. 那个小黑匣里面放着一些曾经被自己基于某些原因决意扔掉,但其实对自己很珍贵的东西,比如小黑子死后那个雨夜他曾经摹的丧乱帖。 He nods, said: „I know.” 他点点头,说道:“我知道。” Sang Sang shook the head, said: „You do not know that bookworm miss sends to your letter, you look have then thrown, was received by me, now had several.” 桑桑摇了摇头,说道:“你不知道,书痴姑娘寄给你的信,你看过便扔,然后都被我收了起来,现在已经有十几封。” After Ning Que silent moment, said: „Letter type of thing, looked at one to be good, who will always also put out to come to see.” 宁缺沉默片刻后说道:“信这种东西,看过一遍就行了,谁还会总拿出来看。” Sang Sang smiled suddenly, said: „What I thought that when we were old, lies down , on the bamboo chair of old pen room suns waits for death, I the small black box will take, making you look at one again these letters, I think that such will make you very happy, what a pity now looks like, I possibly did not have the means and you am together old.” 桑桑忽然笑了笑,说道:“我原先想的是,等我们都老了,躺在老笔斋的竹椅上晒太阳等死的时候,我才会把小黑匣拿出来,让你再看一遍那些信,我想那样会让你很高兴,可惜现在看起来,我可能没办法和你一起老了。” „Does not know these sour words where studies.” “也不知从哪里学的这些酸话。” Ning Que puts in the bedding the hand, is grasping her micro cool small hand, said with a smile: „That is stupid writing Fu fantasized that the scene, your age so is small, should not ill-smellingly become this.” 宁缺把手伸进被褥,握着她微凉的小手,笑着说道:“那是痴呆文妇幻想中的场景,你年纪还这么小,可不该酸臭成这样。” „Can many days have not taken a bath, not get are sour and smelly?” “好些天没洗澡了,可不得又酸又臭？” Sang Sang said: „Young master, I was really possibly dying, does not have the means that when old time told you again these, therefore I at this time anxiously and you said that do not dislike me to be tired.” 桑桑说道:“少爷,我可能真的要死了,没办法等到老的时候再告诉你这些,所以我这时候急着和你说,你可不要嫌我烦。” Ning Que smiled, asks: „It is not bothersome, I cared that your last words do transfer?” 宁缺笑了笑,问道:“不烦,我只是关心你的遗言交待完没有？” Sang Sang um, said happily: „Almost ended.” 桑桑高兴地嗯了一声,说道:“差不多完了。” Ning Que said: „Looked that you also had the spirit to play chess to speak the idle talk, the appearance where must die likely, said again today then can see Qi Shan Grandmaster, Master to say he can govern, he can certainly govern, what last words said?” 宁缺说道:“看你还有精神下棋说废话,哪里像是要死的模样,再说今天便能看见歧山大师,夫子都说他能治,那他一定能治,说哪门子遗言？” Sang Sang opens the eye, persists in saying: „But eventuality? Without enough time what to do when the time comes did I say?” 桑桑睁大眼睛,坚持说道:“可万一呢？到时候我来不及说怎么办？” Ning Que said: „Well good, wants to say said that later every year you said.” 宁缺说道:“好好好,想说就说,以后每年你都说一遍。” Sang Sang his funny has smiled, then starts to cough, the thin and weak body is shivering gently, the brow is tight, the face whiten, appears is very the pain. 桑桑被他逗的笑了起来,然后开始咳嗽,瘦弱的身子轻轻颤抖着,眉头紧蹙,脸色苍白,显得很是痛苦。 The Ning Que left hand index finger micro ball, piece of light paper talisman flutters to the meditation hall airborne, is quietly to start to burn, changes to the warm hot group, float motionless, such as a small Sun. 宁缺左手食指微弹,一片薄薄的符纸飘到禅室空中,悄无声息开始燃烧,化作温暖的火团,悬浮不动,就如一轮小小的太阳。 Then he holds bosom Sang Sang, whips her back gently. 然后他把桑桑抱进怀里,轻轻拍打她的后背。 Sang Sang is coughing painfully, separated good one to relax. 桑桑痛苦地咳着,隔了好一阵才有所舒缓。 She closes one's eyes, the sound said weakly: „I am not a good person, fresh is unattractive, except for doing housework, anything, result actually will not have married you, many people will think that you suffered a loss.” 她闭着眼睛,声音虚弱说道:“我不是好人,生的又不好看,除了做家务,什么都不会,结果却嫁给了你,很多人都会觉得你吃了亏。” Ning Que said: „Such sounds truly somewhat to suffer a loss probably.” 宁缺说道:“这么听起来好像确实有些吃亏。” The Sang Sang show face smiles, said: „Owes owes, who made you sort me in the past.” 桑桑展颜一笑,说道:“亏就亏点吧,谁让你当年拣到了我。” Ning Que has also smiled, said: „This blamed me ear too being at that time sharp.” 宁缺也笑了起来,说道:“这都怪我当时耳朵太尖。” Sang Sang opens the eye slowly, looks that he said earnestly: „Ning Que, I open the first person who the eye sees am you, therefore I close the eye time, must think that you die.” 桑桑缓缓睁开眼睛,看着他认真说道:“宁缺,我睁开眼睛看到的第一个人就是你,所以我闭上眼睛的时候,也要看着你去死。” Ning Que confirmed: „Visits me, then dies, looks that I do die? Front view, but also is very moved, behind view was too ruthless, does your this want me to predecease compared with you actually?” 宁缺确认了一遍:“是看着我,然后去死,还是看着我去死？前面这种说法,还挺伤感,后面这种说法就太狠了,你这硬是要我比你先死啊？” Sang Sang smiles to make noise, said: „You know what I said is anything, when I died, you remarry she, or remarries other anybody as you like.” 桑桑笑出声来,说道:“你知道我说的是什么,等我死了,你再娶她,或者再娶别的任何人都随你。” Ning Que shakes the head saying: „If you died, I have not wanted to live.” 宁缺摇头说道:“如果你死了,我还真不想活了。” Sang Sang said: „Formerly added my acid, looked appearance that your this lacks prospects, this is the words that the woman can speak.” 桑桑说道:“先前还说我酸,看你这没出息的样子,这可是女人才能说的话。” Ning Que said: „I am a woman.” 宁缺说道:“我就是女人。” Sang Sang said with a smile: „I am the man.” 桑桑笑着说道:“那我做男人。” ...... …… ...... …… Sang Sang fell asleep. 桑桑睡着了。 Ning Que goes out of the monk's room, stands in institute to the wall outside that autumn tree, was in a daze long time. 宁缺走出禅房,站在院中对着墙外那株秋树,发呆了很长时间。 He has remembered a lot, past matter and present matter, he has then remembered that game of remnant chess. 他想起了很多事情,当年的事情和现在的事情,然后他想起了那局残棋。 Many years ago, he knows that Sang Sang has to make one be hard to think your computing power, said that is the day calculates does not exaggerate, since childhood went hunting in Mount Min, chops firewood in Wei City, Sang Sang the ability, gave him to help, but among the fight except for this life and death, he as if selectively forgot on Sang Sang all talents. 很多年前,他就知道桑桑拥有令人难以想你的计算能力,说是天算也不夸张,自幼在岷山打猎,在渭城砍柴,桑桑的这种能力,给予了他很多帮助,只不过除了这种生死间的战斗,他似乎选择性地遗忘桑桑身上所有的天赋。 Because he was used to stand before the body of Sang Sang, kept out wind and rain for her. This time, can he also cover dark for her the storm? 因为他习惯了站在桑桑的身前,替她遮风挡雨。只是这一次,他还能替她遮挡住冥冥中的暴风雨吗？ ...... …… ...... …… ( What title walks was Su three says argument that wrote this plot really to invite trouble, like the yesterday's second chapter, god who this consumed consumes has sent greatly, but I liked inviting trouble like this, from oppressive was also a pleasant sensation, today before second chapter of 10 : 30 came out, today altogether four chapters.) ( to be continued ) （标题走的是苏三说的调调儿,写这种情节真是自找苦吃,就像昨儿第二章一样,这耗的神耗大发了,但我喜欢这样自找苦吃,自虐也是一种快感,今天第二章十点半前出来,今天一共四章。）(未完待续)