Ning Que woke, has not opened eyes with enough time, then has held breath an cold air/Qi, because the head transmits a severe pain, is somewhat muddled the pain to him, how wants unable to think that last night final picture on Yellow Crane Tower, actually not the clear headache is the hangover or, because other any matter causes. 宁缺醒了过来,还没有来得及睁眼,便倒吸了一口冷气,因为头上传来一阵剧痛,痛到他有些糊涂,怎么想也想不起来昨夜在松鹤楼上最后的画面,不清楚头痛究竟是宿醉还是因为别的什么事情导致的。 He has thought long time, finally thinks that the big old person of that wear fox fur coat, remembers in the old person final hand is grasping that stubby club, understood oneself headache reason, is the anger is ashamed, the anger in that guy dares under the evil behind-the-scenes manipulator to oneself, ashamed in oneself to be Master unexpectedly passes on the disciple, unexpectedly by Chang An City in drooping old wealthy man has knocked the staggering blow. 他想了很长时间,终于想起来那个穿着狐裘的高大老人,想起老人最后手中握着的那根粗短棒子,也明白了自己头痛的原因,不由又是愤怒又是羞愧,愤怒于那厮居然敢对自己下黑手,羞愧于自己身为夫子的亲传弟子,居然会被长安城里一个垂垂老矣的富翁敲了闷棍。 Own this time also lay down on the Yellow Crane Tower lu stage? Ning Que is thinking these issues, under the consciousness mo mo, the flavor of degree of hardness and bedding of bed surface transmitting from the body looked, he is lies down in the old pen room, who is delivers oneself? Yellow Crane Tower storekeeper that hateful old fogy? 自己这时候还躺在松鹤楼的lu台上吗？宁缺想着这些问题,手下意识里mo了mo,从身下炕面传来的硬度和被褥的味道看,自己是躺在老笔斋中,那么是谁把自己送回来的？松鹤楼的掌柜还是那个可恶的老家伙？ Bedding familiar smell winds around in his tip of the nose, is not the unusual smell, but one type the body breath that made him feel at ease, he as well as her body breath, however he smelled another not to be familiar actually very clear the flavor in the recollection, the flavor of that beef egg flower gruel made him for a while frustrated, as if returned to the past years. 被褥熟悉的气味在他的鼻端缭绕,不是异味而一种令他心安的体息,他以及她的体息,然而他闻到了另一股并不熟悉却在回忆里非常清楚的味道,那股牛肉蛋花粥的味道让他一时惘然起来,仿佛回到当年。 Many years ago, when he is bringing Sang Sang goes to Wei City to throw the armed forces, on the road after the Touche town, meets the grassland person chef in the town to sell the beef gruel. Extremely in the town a master has being fastidious has beaten an egg when the beef gruel, the beef that get lost fresh occurred happen to meet early morning flower that the egg thick liquid that just became an outlaw becomes, immediately turned into an extremely fragrant tender slippery excellent food, then from afar looks that can also think extremely delicious. 很多年前,他带着桑桑去渭城投军,路上经过图什镇时,遇见有草原蛮人厨子在镇上卖牛肉粥。镇上一位老爷极有讲究的在牛肉粥里打了个鸡蛋,鲜滚的牛肉遇着晨时刚落草的鸡蛋浆成的花,顿时变成了一种极为香甜嫩滑的绝妙食物,便是远远看着也能觉得极为好吃。 Sang Sang is very greedy that bowl of beef egg flower gruel, but Ning Que to economize has not actually bought, two people put on the town silently, but will come his first time to kill the mounted bandit in Wei City along with the army tribulation from now on, after attaining the first silver money, Sang Sang linked to make four days of beef egg flower gruel two people to eat somewhat disgustingly, this was clear, beef egg flower gruel thing made up very much, but ate the flavor actually is also only ordinary, therefore has not done after that again. 桑桑很馋那碗牛肉蛋花粥,但宁缺为了省钱却没有买,二人默默地穿镇而过后来在渭城他第一次随部队劫杀马贼,拿到第一笔银钱后桑桑连着做了四天的牛肉蛋花粥二人都吃到有些恶心,这才明白,牛肉蛋花粥这个东西很补,但吃多了味道其实也只是普通,所以从那之后再也没有做过。 Ning Que opens both eyes, looks the roof is sticking these white papers, hears beef egg flower gruel fragrant fragrance that in the crack in a door is fluttering, rubbed the fresh pain head then to sit. 宁缺睁开双眼,看着屋顶糊着的那些白纸,闻着门缝里飘进来的牛肉蛋花粥香香味,揉了揉生痛的脑袋便坐了起来。 He has pulled outside the lined jacket set from the bed foot on the body, pushes the door to arrive at the courtyard, seeing under the courtyard wall these piles entire simultaneously firewood piles to be short of some to be stolen the common uppermost that platoon to have a notch by the mouse like the night to lack. 他从炕脚扯过外袄套在身上,推门走到天井,看见院墙下那些垛的整整齐齐的柴堆少了些就像夜里被老鼠偷过一般最上面那排有个豁缺。 His forward shop looks, saw only remained the green vegetables plain rice and roast duck on table the day before yesterday disappears, the table scratched cleanness, the ground has also towed to wash, without any dust. 他又向前铺望去,只见前天剩在桌上的青菜白饭和烤鸭都不见了,桌子被擦的干干净净,地上也已经拖洗完毕,没有任何灰尘。 Had the steaming hot mist to flutter from the kitchen, Ning Que walked, discovered that these leftover dishes had poured into the swill trough, ice-cold two days of stove hole again flood warm sparks, several thin firewood are burning in peacefully, on the stove the gruel earthen bowl cluck made noise to keep emitting the mist and fragrance. 有热腾腾的雾气从灶房里飘了出来,宁缺走了过去,发现那些剩菜都已经被倒进了泔水盆里,冰冷了两天的灶洞重新泛起温暖的火花,几把细柴正在里面安静地燃烧,灶上粥钵咕咕作响不停喷吐着水雾和香气。 Before the stove, has a small backless stool, Sang Sang sits in the place that her most custom sits, looks at the fuel to listen to the gruel sound, grasps the fire marquis, hangs slightly lightly, seems somewhat exhausted sleepy, the micro black small face by red that the fuel reflects, before the volume is fluttering micro yellow careful by fire Wen Liao fierce of volume. 灶前有个小板凳,桑桑就坐在她最习惯坐的地方,看着柴火听着粥声,把握着火侯,头微微轻垂,似乎有些疲惫困倦,微黑的小脸被柴火映的通红,在额前飘着的微黄细发被火温燎的卷的更加厉害。 Ning Que looks at her thin and small back, after silent moment, walked up, has patted her shoulder. 宁缺看着她瘦小的背影,沉默片刻后走上前去,拍了拍她的肩膀。 Sang Sang woke, is supine small face to visit him to ask: „Awoke?” 桑桑醒了过来,仰起小脸看着他问道:“醒了？” Ning Que um, said: „Hasn't your night rested evidently?” 宁缺嗯了一声,说道:“看样子你一夜没怎么睡？” Sang Sang um. 桑桑嗯了一声。 Ning Que said: „You rest little while first, I cook gruel.” 宁缺说道:“那你先去睡会儿,我来熬粥。” Small backless stool of Sang Sang before the stove on stands up, before volume , the hair of micro volume wipes behind, when gets to the kitchen entrance suddenly remembers a matter, to turn round reminds: „Pays attention to some fires, should not be too big.” 桑桑从灶前小板凳上站起,把额前微卷的头发抹到后面,走到灶房门口时忽然想起一件事情,回头提醒道:“注意些火,不要太大了。” Ning Que said: „Knew.” 宁缺说道:“知道了。” Sang Sang also said: „You will not drink, later little drinks.” 桑桑又说道:“你不会喝酒,以后少喝点。” Ning Que said: „Knew.” 宁缺说道:“知道了。” Then before he arrives at the stove, sits to the small backless stool on, extracts the fiercest that firebrand that burns from the stove eye, transferred the windshield, makes the fuel was smaller. 然后他走到灶前坐到小板凳上,从灶眼里抽出燃的最厉害的那根干柴,又转了转风挡,把柴火弄的小了些。 At noon, Sang Sang woke, she took out the wool neutralization toothbrushing gear to wash simply, entered the kitchen to look at a gruel earthen bowl, then before having arrived, spread. 中午的时候,桑桑醒了过来,她取出毛中和牙具简单地洗漱了下,进灶房看了一眼粥钵,然后走到了前铺。 On the first shop table is putting one very attractive roast duck that peels a minute of bone to suspend, two shallot fresh and tender garlic peaks such as the green vegetables of snow, an earthen bowl cooks in a covered vessel fragrant mJ to direct to eat the yu beef egg flower gruel, two chopsticks, two spatial bowls. 前铺桌上放着一盘削皮分骨摆的很漂亮的烤鸭,还有两盘青葱鲜嫩蒜耸如雪的青菜,一钵焖香微焦能引食yu的牛肉蛋花粥,两双筷子,两个空碗。 Beef egg flower gruel that except that Sang Sang cooks, other dishes and day before yesterday were exactly the same, slept these days while her, Ning Que was goes to the food market to do grocery shopping unexpectedly has done. 除了桑桑熬的牛肉蛋花粥,其它的菜与前天一模一样,趁着她睡觉这段时间,宁缺竟是去菜场买菜重新做了一遍。 Sang Sang looks at the dish on table, suddenly looks down the skirt to suspend outside small shoes, said in a low voice: „Did you injure? If injured me to return to the scholar mansion.” 桑桑看着桌上的菜,忽然低头看着裙摆外的小鞋,低声说道:“你伤好了没有？如果伤好了我就要回学士府了。” Ning Que said: „You did not use.” 宁缺说道:“你不用回去了。” Sang Sang has been startled being startled, after ponder moment, arrived by the table to take up the bowl for his prestige bowl of gruel, was placed before his body, handed in the chopsticks his hand, started for own prestige gruel. 桑桑怔了怔,沉思片刻后,走到桌旁拿起碗替他威了碗粥,摆在他的身前,又把筷子递到他手里,才开始替自己威粥。 „Eats meal.” Ning Que clamped duck tui to put in her bowl. “吃饭。”宁缺夹了一个鸭tui放到她碗里。 Sang Sang said earnestly: „This is the dish, is not the food.” 桑桑认真说道:“这是菜,不是饭。” Ning Que said: „Is same.” 宁缺说道:“都一样。” Then two people start to eat meal in The Shop peacefully, occasionally he clamps chopsticks green vegetables to her, occasionally she again delivers to duck Pi Zhanjiang for him the bowl, then she for his prestige second bowl of gruel. 然后两个人在铺子里开始安静地吃饭,偶尔他给她夹一筷子青菜,偶尔她替他把鸭皮蘸酱再送到碗里,然后她又替他威了第二碗粥。 Ning Que has smiled suddenly. 宁缺忽然笑了起来。 Sang Sang has also smiled. 桑桑也笑了起来。 Is stopping Horse-drawn Carriage near 47 lane lane entrances. 临47巷巷口停着一辆马车。 Mo Shanshan sits in the window bank, raises the curtain to look at not far away the old pen room. The old pen room has not closed, she can see the The Shop picture clearly, can see many details the things. 莫山山坐在窗畔,掀帘看着不远处的老笔斋。老笔斋没有关门,她可以清楚地看见铺子里的画面,可以看到很多细节的东西。 Her look is still tranquil, eyelash slightly is actually shivering. 她的眼神依然平静,睫毛却在微微颤动。 She has looked at Chicken Soup Notice, because of that notepad rubbing inscription, gradually to writing down the man of this notepad were many many imagination, has not met then excites the emotions intent, because of this Chicken Soup Notice, started from last year Xiao Tian, she forefront that name to section was then familiar. 她看过鸡汤帖,也正是因为那张便笺的拓本,渐渐对写下这张便笺的男子多了很多想像,以至于未曾相见便生情意,也正是因为这幅鸡汤帖,从去年夏天开始,她便对书帖最前面的那个名字非常熟悉。 She even compared with Ning Que early understands that name to his important xing, she many time silent will therefore ponder over on the wilderness, therefore she must see Sang Sang. 她甚至比宁缺自己都更早明白那个名字对他的重要xing,所以在荒原上她才会很多次的沉默思忖,所以她一定要见桑桑。 Enters the long flame city first day, she saw Sang Sang, stems from her anticipation, that is only a very ordinary small shi female, then today she sees Sang Sang again. 进长炎城的第一天,她就看到了桑桑,出乎她的意料,那只是一个很普通的小shi女,然后今天她再一次看到桑桑。 Sang Sang that this time she sees, is Ning Que alone in together Sang Sang. 这一次她看到的桑桑,是和宁缺单独在一起的桑桑。 Looks that in old pen room table to Ning Que and Sang Sang that eats meal, Mo Shanshan finally believes firmly these two people many years ago, is an independent world, regarding them, other in world anybody is the people of extra mundane, any matter is the matter of extra mundane, very difficult to leave behind own shadow in that world. 看着老笔斋里对桌吃饭的宁缺和桑桑,莫山山终于确信这两个人在很多年前,便已经是一个单独的世界,对于他们来说,世间其余的任何人都是世外之人,任何事都是世外之事,很难在那个世界里留下自己的影子。 It looks like the eye and eyelash, but usually the eye cannot see the eyelash, the eyelash cannot puncture the eye, when the outside blows fresh breeze, both will note each other existence. 就像是眼睛和睫毛,只不过平时眼睛看不到睫毛,睫毛也刺不到眼睛,而当外界吹来一阵劲风时,两者才会注意到彼此的存在。 „But I am the mountain, is not the wind.” “但我是山,不是风。” Mo Shanshan puts down the window curtains slowly, takes out blows the correspondence to give Zhuo Zhihua. 莫山山缓缓放下窗帘,取出一刮书信交给身旁的酌之华。 Zhuo Zhihua said hesitant: „Do we like this leave Chang An City really?” 酌之华犹豫说道:“我们真的就这样离开长安城？” Mo Shanshan said calmly: „After all is the big mister invites me to come, later we go to southern suburbs Academy, after seeing the oversized mister, we leave again.” 莫山山平静说道:“毕竟是大先生邀我前来,稍后我们去南郊书院,见过大先生之后,我们再离开。” Zhuo Zhihua sighed, no longer persuaded anything, took that to believe Horse-drawn Carriage. 酌之华叹息一声,不再劝说什么,拿着那封信下了马车。 After finishing eating the food, Sang Sang washed dishes, Ning Que sat at the table has disassembled that letter. 吃完饭后,桑桑去洗碗,宁缺坐在桌旁拆开了那封信。 On the letter paper is the Mo Shanshan familiar handwriting, the handwriting of young girl and varies to say beautifully exquisite, walks the front to fly to press down firmly has candid decidedly intent that under the tranquil semblance covering does not live. 信纸上是莫山山熟悉的笔迹,少女的笔迹并不一谓娟秀细腻,走锋飞捺间颇有宁静外表下掩之不住的磊落决然意。 In this letter has several such words finally. 这封信里最后有几段这样的话。 „Perhaps the destiny arranges your many years ago is the independent world, does not need some people to stand outside the twig door taps, does not need some people at outside the institute under the iceplant to shout disturbs, but I do not believe the destiny.” “或许命运安排你们很多年前便是单独的世界,不需要有人站在柴门外轻敲,也不需要有人在院外冬树下呼喊打扰,但我不相信命运。” „Wilderness travels together, I must benefit extremely numerous, the Chang An winter swims shoulder to shoulder, likes very much.” “荒原一路同行,我要益极多,长安冬日并肩而游,很是欢喜。” „Snowy night red ocher wall, you once had said liking, I once had said likes being insufficient, moreover finally the proof is truly insufficient, but at least you once had said liking, I like very much.” “雪夜红墙,你曾说过喜欢,我曾说过喜欢是不够的,而且最后证明确实是不够的,但至少你曾说过喜欢,我很喜欢。” „Chang An City and River Country are far away, but is inferior to the wilderness to be far away, to come , to go, also is extremely then near, in the future you will come to see me, or I come to see you, either in his mountain fog said goodbye, was the life happy matters.” “长安城与大河国相距甚远,但不及荒原路途遥远,若真想来,若真想去,也便极近,日后你来看我,或我来看你,或他山云雾之中再见,都是人生欢愉事。” „Experiences various meddlesome, in my eyes the landscape had the fresh idea, has a reunion that day, the book writes to decide however compares is grander today, looks at your also multi- in addition diligently, not must make me disappointed.” “经历诸多事,我眼中河山已有新意,重逢那日,所书所写定然较今日更加壮阔,望你也多加努力,莫要令我失望。” Read this letter silent, Ning Que long time, then he turned back the backyard bedroom, raised the g board, took out the following box case, actually the paper money in discovery box case came back. 看完这封信,宁缺沉默了很长时间,然后他走回后院卧房,掀起g板,取出下面的匣子,却发现匣子里的银票已经回来了。 Looks in the box case thick paper money, he cannot bear smile, understands before one eat meal, did not speak those words, Sang Sang has also been ready that moved. 看着匣子里厚厚的银票,他忍不住笑了笑,明白自己吃饭前就算不说那句话,桑桑也已经做好了搬回来的准备。 He returns under the box case the g board, is looking at that letter ponder moment in hand, throws into by in the desk waste basket, then took Big Black Umbrella, before Sang Sang said shop she. 他把匣子重新放回g板下,看着手中的那封信思考片刻,扔进书桌旁的废纸篓中,然后拿了大黑伞,对桑桑说道去前铺等她。 After Sang Sang washes the dish, starts to fetch water, in the morning the day before yesterday had then fetched water, water jar basically full, was quick she then to finish the housework work, was familiar with xing to wipe the beads of sweat that on the forehead did not have, turned back the bedroom to start to change the clothes, then she saw that letter in waste basket. 桑桑洗完碗后开始打水,前天清晨便打过一次水,水缸基本上还是满的,很快她便结束了家务活儿,习惯xing擦了擦额头上并不存在的汗珠,走回卧房开始换衣服,然后她看见了废纸篓里的那封信。 She silent moment, dipping the both hands of water is scratching on the apron very much earnestly cleanly, arrives at waste Chai Louqian culls that letter, does not know from the room that corner mo leaves another box case, has put box case most deep place this letter very much seriously, then returns the home position the box case. 她沉默了片刻,把蘸着水的双手在围裙上很认真地擦干净,走到废柴篓前拣出那封信,又不知从屋里那个角落mo出另一个匣子,很郑重地把这封信放到了匣子的最深处,然后把匣子放回原位。 This is the Sang Sang small black box, inside puts some Ning Que to have made up mind to discard based on certain reasons, but to he very precious thing, after for example Zhuo Er dies the disturbance placard that rainy night Ning Que copies. 这是桑桑的小黑匣,里面放着些宁缺基于某些原因决意扔掉,但对他很珍贵的东西,比如卓尔死后的那个雨夜宁缺摹的丧乱帖。 She knows that this letter is precious to Ning Que, then well is then remaining. 她知道这封信对宁缺来说是珍贵的,那么便好好留着。 Goes out of the old pen room, Sang Sang opens Big Black Umbrella, to being near outside 47 lanes walks with Ning Que. 走出老笔斋,桑桑撑开大黑伞,跟着宁缺向临47巷外走去。 Ning Que early has been used to her to spread the g pack to be washed dishes to open an umbrella. 宁缺早已经习惯了她铺g叠被洗碗撑伞。 But walked the moment, he received Big Black Umbrella from Sang Sang suddenly. 但走了片刻,他忽然从桑桑手里接过大黑伞。 Sang Sang was supine the small face to doubt huo to look at his one eyes. 桑桑仰起小脸疑huo地看了他一眼。 He smiles saying: „Walks.” 他微笑说道:“走吧。” Sang Sang is narrowing Liu Yeyan, is smiling nod of: „ Un. 桑桑眯着柳叶眼,微笑着点了点头:“嗯。 Chang An City dropped the first spring rain, preciously like oil. 长安城落下了第一场春雨,珍贵如油。 The master and servant two people under umbrella look at the rain curtain, as if after seeing the past. 伞下的主仆二人看着雨帘,仿佛看见了从前和以后。