EN :: Volume #2 凛冬之湖

#339: Without you, I cannot be stranded to think


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In some imperial palace side hall, the Li Yu slanting chair soft cot, the finger is picking up a teacup lightly, jeered: „When is tired were after death many pillow, when is thirsty then some people have sent several cup green tea, thought that then can accomplish, naturally is the good deed.” 皇宫某座偏殿内,李渔斜椅软榻,手指轻拈着个茶盅,微嘲道:“倦时身后便多了个枕头,渴时便有人送来了几盅清茶,心想便能成事,自然是好事。” Before her body, that young court eunuch lowers the head, where dares to say. 她身前那个小太监低着头,哪里敢接话。 Li Yu is former empress the biological daughter, since childhood grew in the palace, the acute hearing clever matter, does not know that obtains many loves, because in addition marries the grassland incident also to obtain the Great Tang subject to respect, among these year of government and people there are many people to regard as important her, regardless in the palace outside the palace has any news she always to know immediately. 李渔是前皇后亲生女儿,自幼生长在宫中,聪慧明事,不知得到多少宠爱,加上因为远嫁草原一事又得到大唐臣民更多敬重,这些年朝野间有很多人都非常看重她,所以无论宫内宫外有什么消息她总能在第一时间知道。 What did empress empress add?” “皇后娘娘还说了些什么?” That young court eunuch still did not dare raise one's head, reported in a soft voice: Empress said that will support Madam Zengjing to recognize the female, but Sang Sang, since takes care Ning Que many years, the innate friendship, making the big scholar mansion not probably be swayed by personal feelings this friendship breaks.” 那名小太监仍然不敢抬头,轻声禀道:“娘娘说会支持曾静夫人认女,但桑桑既然服侍宁缺多少年,自有情份,让大学士府切不可意气用事把这情份断了。” Is listening to this saying, the Li Yu eyebrow is slightly pressed, when remembered in the past in the Beishan Mountains road junction fire of high-piled firewood bank stood up with the fissure that the human world had, had some spunks without the reason, the cold sound said: I have used for two years, and that has some friendship among the master and servant, do you want to acknowledge as relatives unexpectedly bewilderedly then rob this friendship?” 听着这话,李渔眉尖微微蹙起,想起当年在北山道口火堆畔站起时与那人间生出的裂痕,无来由生出些怒意,寒声说道:“我用了两年时间,才和那对主仆间生出些情份,你居然想莫名其妙认个亲便把这情份抢走?” That young court eunuch even more does not dare to set out, kneels kowtows before the cot again and again. 那名小太监愈发不敢起身,跪在榻前连连磕头。 Li Yu silent after long time, asked: Confirmed that Sang Sang is really the young lady of scholar mansion?” 李渔沉默了很长时间后问道:“确认桑桑真是学士府家的小姐?” The young court eunuch should say: Facial expression that sees big Madame scholar, 90% real.” 小太监应道:“看大学士夫人的神情,九成是真的。” What certificate can have?” “可有什么凭证?” Small does not know.” “小的不知道。” Li Yu waves to hint him to draw back, stays in the palace to look that on Liang these complicated beautiful decorative designs in a utensil were in a daze long time, she very clear formerly anger came from being incapable, therefore relied in the soft cot appears somewhat exhausted. 李渔挥手示意他退下,留在殿内看着梁上那些繁复美丽的纹饰发呆了很长时间,她很清楚自己先前的愤怒来自于无力,所以倚在软榻上显得有些疲惫。 When she initially called Sang Sang to enter Princess Residence plays, Ning Que near 47 lane book of going down in the world, this contact naturally has not mixed with any profit-centered factor, however gains fame and fortune in Chang An City along with Ning Que gradually, until becoming Master passes on the disciple. Starts on behalf of the Academy walk world, even can foresee the future to affect the Great Tang imperial authority inheritance, this contact then started to be naturally many other meanings. 她当初唤桑桑公主府玩耍时,宁缺还只是临47巷一个落魄的书者,这种交往自然没有夹杂任何功利因素,然而随着宁缺长安城里逐渐发迹,直至成为夫子的亲传弟子。开始代表书院行走天下,甚至可以预见到将来可以影响大唐皇权传承,这种交往便开始自然而然多了些别的意思。 Li Yu thought that own counter measures are very correct, occasionally remembers with the acquaintance of that young maidservant, thought that dark has the invisible hand is helping itself and sovereign younger brother, however who can think at this moment, Sang Sang turns into the Zengjing daughter suddenly, but Zengjing is actually the loyal dog of that woman! 李渔觉得自己的应对措施很正确,偶尔想起与那小侍女的相识,更是觉得冥冥中有把无形的手在帮助自己和皇弟,然而谁能想到就在这时,桑桑忽然变成曾静的女儿,而曾静却是那个女人的一条忠犬! If Sang Sang were really past big scholar mansion that baby girl, she and ethics blood relationship can it be that friendship two characters between Mr. and Mrs. Zengjing. Has relations that such could not tear, when if in the future arrives really has snatched the throne, Ning Que how will choose? Read and this Li Yu then thought that the mood was somewhat vacant, the innermost feelings have been full of by the frustration of Vast Sky abandonment. 如果桑桑真是当年大学士府那名女婴,她与曾静夫妇间的天伦血缘关系又岂是情份二字。有了这么一层撕扯不开的关系,日后若真到了夺嫡之时,宁缺又会怎样选择?一念及此李渔便觉得情绪有些茫然,内心充满了被昊天遗弃的挫败感。 ...... …… ...... …… Near 47 lane old pen rooms. 临47巷老笔斋内。 In the past steward of that being cut to pieces, had not paid attention while the master, but I the half dusk partly awoke at that time, stole the Minister of Commune mansion you, had sold to a person peddler, now looks like that slave trader wants to bring to sell out to outside county you probably, somehow has actually chosen Hebei Province. When brings forth the great drought he unable to take care of oneself, therefore gave to throw you in the open country.” “当年那个千刀万剐的管事,趁着老爷没留神,而我当时正半昏半醒,把你偷出了通议大夫府,卖给了一个人贩子,现在看来那名人贩子大概是想把你带到外郡卖掉,却不知怎的选择了河北郡。时逢大旱他自顾不暇,所以把你给扔在了野外。” The Madam Zengjing eye tearful looks at Sang Sang, wants to put out a hand to pull her small hand, but looks in her hand closely is gripping the big cleaning rag, was worried that she does not want, has to twist the finger anxiously. The whole face longed for that looks at the opposite party. 曾静夫人眼泪汪汪看着桑桑,想要伸手去牵她的小手,但看着她手里紧紧攥着的大抹布,又担心她不愿意,只好紧张地绞着手指。满脸企盼看着对方。 Sang Sang looks down one find out the shoes head of cotton skirt, said in a soft voice: Listens to passing that as if also said.” 桑桑低头看着自己探出棉裙的鞋头,轻声说道:“听上去似乎也说的通。” Madam Zengjing said hurriedly: Passes, naturally can pass, the child you are willing to believe that now I was your mother?” 曾静夫人急忙说道:“通,当然能通,孩子你现在肯相信我是你母亲了吧?” After Sang Sang silent moment gained ground, asked earnestly: Then?” 桑桑沉默片刻后抬起头来,认真问道:“然后呢?” Madam Zengjing is startled slightly, at once loves tenderly saying: Then is you returns certainly to the big scholar mansion with us, there is your genuine family/home, your boudoir I have assigned the person to prepare, the maidservants have also arranged, if you do not like your family place having old. I will make the person broker lead the small girl to enter the mansion to select tomorrow to you.” 曾静夫人微微一怔,旋即怜爱说道:“接下来当然是你跟我们回大学士府,那里才是你真正的家,你的闺房我已经命人在准备,丫环们也已经备好,你若不喜欢府上旧有的。我明天就让人牙行带着小丫头们进府给你挑。” Sang Sang frowns slightly, because does not know how should express this time mood appears some indifferently. 桑桑微微蹙眉,因为不知道该怎样表达此时的情绪而显得有些漠然。 Zengjing big scholar has looked at the picture that mother and daughter recognize each other in side silent, although his innermost feelings truly are also quite joyful, but has the children with the ex-wife after all, therefore like that is not excited like the wife. Especially looks at the Sang Sang micro black small face. He is very easy to remember the day of that bleeding, remembers these matters that afterward has. 曾静学士一直在旁沉默看着母女相认的画面,虽然他内心也确实颇为喜悦,但毕竟与前妻育有子女,所以不像妻子那般激动。尤其是看着桑桑微黑的小脸。他便很容易想起那个流血的日子,想起随后发生的那些事情。 Although he turns misfortune into a blessing, but he very much does not like this recollection. Moreover as the Great Tang senior official, must be fastidious about an ethics seniority in relationships. Sees Sang Sang facial expression indifferently then some not to be so unhappy before the wife. 虽说他因祸得福,但他还是很不喜欢这段回忆。而且身为大唐高官,总要讲究一个伦理辈份。见着桑桑在妻子面前神情如此漠然便有些不喜。 He uses the unquestionable expression saying: Packs the baggage. To come these years you to roam about the thing that outside endures hardship is not worth packing, returns home with us directly, I will make the Chang An mansion alley manage as for the matter of household register, but Ning Que there I will ask the Libationer old master saying that will not have the issue.” 他用不容置疑的语气说道:“去收拾一下行李,罢了。想来这些年你在外流浪吃苦也没什么值得收拾的东西,直接跟我们回府,至于户籍的事情我会让长安府衙去办,而宁缺那里我会请祭酒老大人去说,不会有问题。” Sang Sang thought that these years I and young master have hidden that many paper money, how can not be worth tidying up? 桑桑心想这些年我和少爷藏了那么多银票,怎么会不值得收拾呢? Then she lowers the head, looks that finds out shoes of cotton skirt to be silent, on the micro black small face writes the facial expression of feeling helpless, because her the mood of this time innermost feelings somewhat is truly vacant. 然后她重新低头,看着探出棉裙的鞋头沉默不语,微黑的小脸上写着不知所措的神情,因为她此时内心的情绪确实有些茫然。 Sang Sang imagined own parents to be what kind of person, but that looks after others family/home children have the parents, mental association that naturally produces does not know that is too competent, is young maidservant's who request Ning Que this guardian does to this world are too few, she has not envied others to have the parents unexpectedly. 桑桑曾经想像过自己的父母会是怎样的人,但那只是看着别人家孩子都有父母之后自然产生的联想不知道是宁缺这个监护人做的太称职,还是小侍女对这个世界的要求太少,她竟是从来没有羡慕过别人有父母。 She opens the first person who the eye sees in this world is Ning Que, these years continuously and Ning Que is living together, even can say that in her life has Ning Que, does not have other anybody, has not been familiar with have others' existence, however she discovered today she had the parents. According to common custom custom that she understands, the parents then should be the most intimate people, even be more intimate than Ning Que, that was equal to saying that now Ning Que instead did turn into others? 她在这个世界上睁开眼睛看见的第一个人是宁缺,这些年来一直和宁缺在一起生活,甚至可以说她的生命里只有宁缺,没有别的任何人,也已经不习惯有别人的存在,然而今天她发现自己有了父母。按照她所了解的世俗习惯,父母便应该是最亲近的人,甚至要比宁缺更亲近,那岂不是等于说,如今宁缺反而变成了别人? Found the birth parents to be a very happy matter, however Sang Sang thinks before one and Ning Que life as if again is unable to look like, like that only then and Ning Que, where that happy heart then did not know. 找到亲生父母本来应该是一件很幸福的事情,然而桑桑一想到自己和宁缺的生活似乎再也无法像以前那般只有自己和宁缺,那种幸福感便不知道去了哪里。 On the contrary she does not adapt very much, even there is a very intense contradiction feeling, therefore she shook the head gently. 相反她很不适应,甚至有很强烈的抵触感,所以她轻轻摇了摇头。 Madam Zengjing is startled slightly, then understands that her meaning, some cannot believe their eye. The Zengjing complexion is suddenly serious, definitely is unable to understand that some people dare the treason and heresy to not to recognize the parents unexpectedly. 曾静夫人微微一怔,然后才明白她的意思,有些不敢相信自己的眼睛。曾静的脸色更是骤然严肃,完全无法理解有人居然敢大逆不道到不认父母。 Madam Zengjing looked that his complexion knows he must lose one's temper, blocks hurriedly before his body, the smile looks that Sang Sang and sound said: I know that this matter is too sudden. You are very a short time difficult to accept, otherwise you return home with us first, how do we recognize you to be the adopted daughter? I believe that so long as place long you have certainly been able to believe that I am your mother.” 曾静夫人看他脸色知道他要动怒,急忙拦在他身前,微笑看着桑桑和声说道:“我知道这件事情太突然。你一时半会儿很难接受,要不然你先跟我们回府,我们认你做义女如何?我相信只要处的久了你一定能相信我是你的母亲。” Sang Sang looks that she smiled suddenly, said: I know that you will be very good to me.” 桑桑看着她忽然笑了笑,说道:“我知道你会对我很好。” Madam Zengjing looks the sincere smiling face on her small face showing, the heart is about to melt, puts out a hand to take her to grip that big cleaning rag in control, holds her hand to love tenderly saying: „Do you follow not to follow us?” 曾静夫人看着她小脸上露出的真挚笑容,心都快融化了,伸手取掉她一直攥在手心里的那块大抹布,牵着她的手怜爱说道:“那你跟不跟我们走?” Sang Sang shook the head. 桑桑还是摇了摇头。 Madam Zengjing asked puzzled: Why?” 曾静夫人不解问道:“为什么呢?” Sang Sang said: Because the young master has not come back, after the young master comes back, what to do I will ask him should, if he thought that you are really my parents. I naturally can recognize you, I often will look when the time comes your.” 桑桑说道:“因为少爷还没有回来,等少爷回来后我会问他应该怎么办,如果他觉得你们真是我父母。那我自然会认你们,到时候我会常去看你们的。” Madam Zengjing listens to other meanings from her words, the stunned repetition said: Often look at us?” 曾静夫人从她话里听出一些别的意思,愕然重复道:“常去看我们?” Sang Sang said: Recognized each other, I result in The Shop.” 桑桑说道:“就算相认了,我还是得住在铺子里啊。” Madam Zengjing asked surprised: Why?” 曾静夫人吃惊问道:“为什么呢?” Sang Sang looks that she replied earnestly: Ning Que his these years changed lazy, many matters are not willing to be done will not be done probably, therefore I must cook a meal to wash clothes, but must drag to scratch the table, sometimes the stewards in these your family places stole the scrap paper, I must expel them with the broom, really did not have the means to pass the night in the scholar mansion.” 桑桑看着她认真回答道:“宁缺他这些年变懒了很多,好多事情都不愿意做大概也不会做了,所以我要煮饭洗衣,还要拖地擦桌,有时候那些府上的管家过来偷废纸,我还得拿条帚把他们赶跑,实在是没有办法在学士府过夜。” Mr. and Mrs. Zengjing was startled. Does not think completely clearly, makes the cow to be the young maid who the horse toil and suffering cannot withstand, after knowing one are big scholar mansion thousand gold, flies the branch to turn into a young phoenix, has not shed bitter tears to throw their arms, but has an emotional tie with must keep the extremely evil host family to handle all business for that lazy young master...... That the fellow who called Ning Que actually has used what magic arts, was said such words by own daughter unexpectedly? 曾静夫妇怔住了。完全想不明白,一个做牛做马苦累不堪的小婢女,在得知自己是大学士千金、飞上枝头变成一只雏凤后,没有痛哭流涕扑进他们怀里,而是一心系着要留在万恶的主家替那个懒惰的少爷打理一切事务……那个叫宁缺的家伙究竟是施了什么法术,竟让自己的女儿说出这样的话来? Sang Sang then said: Moreover sometimes Ning Que he thinks matter thinks too many will unable to have a good sleep to think. Only then hugs me to rest to go to sleep, but sometimes I thought that too also likes hugging him to rest coldly, if will separate will unable to have a good sleep.” 桑桑接着说道:“而且宁缺他有时候想事情想的太多会睡不好觉。只有抱着我睡才能入睡,而有时候我觉得太冷也喜欢抱着他睡,所以如果分开都会睡不好哩。” Mr. and Mrs. Zengjing regards one mutually, saw each other shock and suspicion in eye, thought that is it possible that daughter these years are the young maidservant to Ning Que, two did the human world have something? But Sang Sang age still young, moreover seems not like. 曾静夫妇互视一眼,看到了彼此眼中的震惊和疑窦,心想莫非女儿这些年给宁缺做小侍女,二人间已经发生了些事情?但桑桑年龄尚幼,而且看上去也不像啊。 The door of old pen room was opened from outside. 老笔斋的门被人从外面推开了。 Sang Sang knows day that Ning Que comes back, therefore knows that definitely is not he. 桑桑知道宁缺回来的日子,所以知道肯定不是他。 Chen Pipi stepped over the threshold difficultly, has rubbed the exhausted round cheeks, looks at the The Shop situation. Said greatly happily: Your does here have trouble? Today was also worrying that these people were daunted by me are unamusing.” 陈皮皮艰难迈过门槛,揉了揉疲惫的圆脸颊,看着铺子里的情形。大乐说道:“难道你这里又有麻烦?本天才还正愁那些人被我吓住就不好玩了。” Sang Sang explained said: „It is not troublesome, you did not need to play.” 桑桑解释说道:“不是麻烦,你也不用玩了。” Chen Pipi said: We play chess.” 陈皮皮说道:“那我们下盘棋吧。” Sang Sang smiles with regret toward Mr. and Mrs. Zengjing. 桑桑向着曾静夫妇抱歉一笑。 ...... …… ...... …… When Mr. and Mrs. Zengjing somewhat frustratedly leaves the old pen room, crude Horse-drawn Carriage sailed to the Chang An City east gate, around that Horse-drawn Carriage completely is a piece of Yingying Yanyan, was actually Ning Que one line of ahead of time the several days comes back. 就在曾静夫妇有些惘然地离开老笔斋时,一辆简陋的马车驶进了长安城东门,在那辆马车四周尽是一片莺莺燕燕,却是宁缺一行人提前数日回来了。 Outside Tu Yang City. Their Horse-drawn Carriage and Black Ink Pool Garden disciples meet, then goes south together, today these came from the River Country young girls to see finally they were well-known for a long time world magnificent city. Unavoidably is naturally excited. 土阳城外。他们的马车墨池苑弟子们会合,然后一道南下,今日这些来自大河国的少女们终于看到了她们闻名已久的天下雄城。自然难免兴奋。 The carriage window curtains was raised an corner/horn, Mo Shanshan of white skirt narrows both eyes to look at the view character in Chang An City. On the beautiful cheek of micro circle is hanging the light smiling face, can visit her very much to be also happy. 车厢窗帘被掀起一角,一身白裙的莫山山微眯双眼看着长安城里的景致人物。微圆的美丽脸蛋上挂着淡淡的笑容,看得出来她也很开心。 First Senior Brother rubbed to be shaken in the journey to some backs of being sore. Looks at the whole face anticipation excited facial expression Ning Que, asked bitterly and astringently with a smile: Why is Little Junior Brother you so sharply returning to Chang An?” 大师兄揉了揉在路途上被震到有些酸痛的后背。看着满脸期待兴奋神情的宁缺,苦涩笑着问道:“小师弟你为何如此急着回长安?” Ning Que said earnestly: Said Senior Brother you to be possible not to tease me, odd that although I have not slept poorly in a strange bed, so long as left home then unable to have a good sleep, therefore sharply was going home to rest several to think well.” 宁缺认真说道:“说出来师兄您可千万别取笑我,我虽然没有择床的怪癖,但只要离了家便睡不好,所以急着回家好好睡上几觉。” Even if the sentiment kisses the thick same side Senior Brother younger brother, still will fear that was teased by the opposite party, therefore Ning Que these words actually not completely are the truth, only then he knows that cannot have a good sleep to think as well as hurry back to the Chang An City real reason eagerly. 即便是感情亲厚的同门师兄弟,依然还是会怕被对方取笑,所以宁缺这句话其实并不完全是实话,只有他自己知道睡不好觉以及急于赶回长安城的真实原因。 In the old pen room, then nobody does not carry the water for foot-washing, nobody cooks the omelette surface, nobody hands over the toothbrushing gear, nobody accompanies you to laugh foolishly, nobody accompanies you to be sad, does not have Sang Sang, but he cannot do without Sang Sang. 不在老笔斋,便没有人端洗脚水,没有人煮煎蛋面,没有人递牙具,没有人陪你傻笑,没有人陪你悲伤,没有桑桑,而他不能没有桑桑 ...... …… ...... ……
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