In addition, Brother also That side friend... 除此之外,还有哥哥那边的朋友... The Elder Brother likes when the friend comes home plays pushes me to come out, he will always introduce proudly, „this is my younger sister!” 哥哥喜欢在朋友来家里玩耍时推我出来,他总是会自豪的介绍,“这是我的妹妹!” That group of elder brothers' friend will envy very much, I do not like this feeling, when looks like the junior middle school class and grade performance, will be I of mascot is always arranged in the first row. 那群哥哥的朋友就会很羡慕,我不怎么喜欢这种感觉,就像是初中时的班级表演,身为吉祥物的我总是会被安排在第一排。 In order to defend elder brother's face, I can only maintain the smile. 为了维护哥哥的面子,我只能保持微笑。 Because, he is quite good to me. 因为,他对我比较好。 However afterward, I listened to the younger sister saying that Elder Brother had a friend to me to vindicate in getting drunk, finally was repaired by the Elder Brother. 不过后来,我听妹妹说,哥哥的有个朋友在喝醉的时候想要向我表白,结果被哥哥修理了一顿。 After this, the younger sister gave me to have a new nickname- sorceress. 从此之后,妹妹又给我起了个新外号-女巫。 , I think accidentally/surprisingly this nickname is good. 意外地,我认为这个外号还不错。 Why I am not very clear that person must to one disabled, -and-a-half blind vindicating, perhaps does this wallow the two dimensions of cherry blossom state to be related with him? Likes on me the special attribute? 我不是很明白那人为什么要向一个残废、一个半瞎表白,或许这跟他沉迷樱花州的二次元有关？喜欢我身上的特殊属性？ I do not understand these very much, was the younger sister told me. 我也不是很理解这些,都是妹妹跟我说。 What „feeble beautiful young girl” and „blind female” and „G points” and so on glossary... looks like the younger sister also very to like these anime characters, this I bear in mind. 什么“病弱美少女”、“盲女”、“G点”之类的词汇...看来妹妹也挺喜欢那些动漫人物,这点我记在心里。 Am I attractive? 我漂亮吗？ If there is an answer, I want. 如果有答案的话,我想是的。 All these heredities from that man and mother. 这一切遗传来自那个男人和妈妈。 I repugnant attractive, actually have to treasure. 我讨厌漂亮的自己,却又不得不珍惜。 If I am not attractive, will not be remarkable, I can study well, does not need to transfer the school, does not need to be fettered by so many miscellaneous matters. 如果我没有那么漂亮,就不会引人注意,我可以好好学习,不用转校,不用被那么多杂事所束缚。 The mother will not bump into that man again, all tragedies will not happen. 妈妈也不会再次碰到那个男人,一切的悲剧都不会发生。 But... this as if becomes the only value that I have now. 可现在...这似乎成为了我存在的唯一价值。 The Elder Brother shows off me to his friend, strange clothes that after exchanging some younger sisters brings, she has also improved to my attitude. 哥哥向他的朋友炫耀我,在换上一些妹妹带来的奇怪衣服后,她对我的态度也有所改善。 I have no way two things and am comparing together. 我没法将两件事情并在一起做比较。 Is getting more and more fuzzy except for my present world, the life is developing in the good direction. 除了我眼前的世界愈来愈模糊,生活都在往好的方向发展。 The younger sister is taking the camera to photograph my video every day, heard that she these passes to on the website, is used to earn the spending money by this. 妹妹每天都在拿着相机拍摄我的视频,听说她把这些上传到网站上,以此用来赚取零花钱。 This seems like a good path, so long as they happily good. 这似乎是个不错的路子,只要她们开心就好。 Can help them, I was also happy. 能对他们有所帮助,我也高兴。 Not lasting forever, that man was also like the past, starts to kick up a fuss with the stepmother. 好景不长,那个男人又向从前一样,开始和继母大吵大闹。 In a while, I discovered that we lived in other place, did not have the trace in the nanny who home served. 没过多久,我发现我们住到了别的地方,一直在家服务的保姆也没了踪影。 I know that man rigidity does not change, „gambling”. 我知道,那个男人死性不改,又“赌”了。 The stepmother, Elder Brother and younger sister, change to my view. 继母、哥哥、妹妹,对我的看法也发生改变。 I am somewhat afraid, does not know that in the future will turn into what appearance. 我有些害怕,不知道未来会变成什么样子。 Bang- 嘭- The door was opened by the violence. 门被暴力推开。 Listens to the sound of footsteps, is the younger sister and Elder Brother. 听脚步声,是妹妹和哥哥。 They are photograph the video. 他们是来拍摄视频。 „Changes this clothes!” “换上这身衣服!” „ Aiya, can't you smile? The corners of the mouth rise to bring back on that type slightly, all day on this expression, you were attractive the families also to look bothersomely! “哎呀,你就不能笑笑？就那种哦嘴角微微上扬勾起,整天就这一个表情,你再漂亮人家也看烦了! The attractiveness is useful! Really, is looking to the window every day! Also does not promote itself! If you live broadcast play the game, to sing and dance and so on good! 漂亮有什么用!真是的,每天就对着窗户看!也不提升提升自己!你要是直播打游戏、唱歌、跳舞之类的多好! Why you can the disability! If we had known even if initially bought the power artificial limb for you, underwent the surgery to the eye, the ratio gave that man to be good! ” 啧,你为什么会残疾!早知道当初就算给你买动力假肢,给眼睛做手术,都比给那个男人好!” The younger sister talks incessantly in the one side , because that man causes. 妹妹在一旁唠唠叨叨,是因为那个男人所导致。 I do not have the means. 我没办法。 Vision, even if stands in the present person's shadow, still can only see a general outline. 目光所至,即便站在眼前的人影,也只能看出一个大概的轮廓来。 The photography is completed, two people depart. 拍摄完成,两人离去。 I sit on the wheelchair as before look to the window... 我依旧坐在轮椅上望向窗户... Because the eye has the vigor, my aural acuity is very good, is away from the door also to hear the Elder Brother and younger sister's discussion sound. 因为眼睛有疾,我的耳力特别好,隔着门扉也能听到哥哥与妹妹的商议声。 Younger sister: „That entertainment company how?” 妹妹:“那个娱乐公司到底怎么样？” Elder Brother: „Oh ~ heard that she is the real disability, did not have the intention. Said that this person packing cost is high, hot rapidness, rapidness of also disappearance.” 哥哥:“唉~听说她是真的残疾,就没了意向。说这种人包装成本高,火的快,消失的也快。” Younger sister: „, She such attractive...... does not blame that man, owes our mother to believe him!” 妹妹:“不是吧,她这么漂亮......都怪那个男人,亏咱妈这么相信他!” Elder Brother: „Oh ~ me a also method can do the good money!” 哥哥:“唉~我这边还有一个方法能搞到大钱!” Younger sister's sound deviation hesitates, 妹妹的声音偏向犹豫, „You... do not want to make her go...” „What do you think? I...” Elder brother's voice is slightly angry: „Is the matter of donation, said that the eye was quickly blind, without the ability, she is so attractive, certainly some people will donate money.” “你...不会想让她去...”“你想什么呢？我自己都...”哥哥的声音略显愤怒:“是捐款的事,就说眼睛快瞎了,没有能力,她这么漂亮,一定会有人捐款。” „But before me, again these videos of web publishing system...” The younger sister hesitates. “可我之前再网上发布的那些视频...”妹妹更加犹豫。 „Goes out the matter also pocket of that man! Said that our family/home went bankrupt! Other things do not need you to worry, the day before yesterday my buddy has looked for me, his father does that line, 20% deducting a percentage, can handle all things!” “把那男人的事情也兜出去!就说我们家破产了!其它事情不用你操心,前天我哥们来找过我,他爸就是干那行的,百分之二十的提成,把一切事情都能搞定!” Younger sister: „20%... are so black, was inferior how we do make?” 妹妹:“百分之二十...这么黑啊,不如我们自己弄怎么样？” The Elder Brother short of breath, „makes a hammer, how many people before did you offend not to know in the network? This time can discredit absolutely, when the time comes everyone does not donate money, our 10 cents cannot attain!” 哥哥气急,“弄个锤子,以前你在网络上得罪多少人不知道吗？这次绝对会来抹黑,到时候大家不捐款,我们一毛钱都拿不到!” Younger sister: „We receive these money, can treat an illness to her?” 妹妹:“那我们拿到那些钱,要不要给她治病？” Elder Brother: „Governs..., governing was good, can see the thing many little troublesome.” 哥哥:“治...吧,治眼好了,能看见东西会少很多麻烦。” Younger sister: „That surgery is very expensive, our mother that you are not do not know, first installs the power extremity/limb?” 妹妹:“那种手术很贵吧,咱妈那你又不是不知道,先装个动力肢？” Elder Brother: „When the time comes said again!” 哥哥:“到时候再说!” Later in several days, many people come home one after another, my one by one coordination. 之后几天,陆续有不少人来家里,我一一配合。 Can cure the words of eye... to think that the world is wonderful. 能治好眼睛的话...想必世界都是美妙的。 In my daily dream is anticipating arrival of that day. 我每天梦里都在期待那一天的到来。 Except for that strange sound, in the dream has the scene that the beforehand childhood saw, the world was colored, clear, rather than made the together dim ash crowded. 除了那个陌生的声音,梦里有以前小时候所见的景象,世界是彩色的、清晰的,而非挤做一起的朦胧灰。 The Elder Brother and younger sister, the also stepmother, they are paying attention to the quota of donation every day. 哥哥和妹妹,还有继母,他们每天都在关注捐款的额度。 It is probably good from their exciting sound as well as to my attitude. 从他们兴奋的声音以及对我的态度来看好像很不错。 Until after the half a month . 直到半月后。 „Your dog skins! The handling charge and management fee of initially reaching an agreement altogether were only 20! You do not hit money, believes me online to expose you!” “你个狗扒皮!当初说好的手续费和管理费一共只有20!你不把钱打过来,信不信我在网上曝光你们!” Elder brother's sound exceedingly indignant. 哥哥的声音无比愤怒。 But after quiet meeting, Elder Brother that transmits various types to rail the sound. 但在沉寂了会后,哥哥那传来各种谩骂声。 . 紧接着。 Bang!- 嘭!- The door shivers, sends out to be unable to withstand the load and make the sound of person of tooth acid. 房门颤抖,发出不堪重负又令人牙酸的声音。 I felt that body one light, by a great strength was fallen down, the pain stimulation nerve, then felt the waist abdomen sinks! 我感觉身子一轻,被一股巨力摔倒在地,疼痛刺激神经,紧接着便感到腰腹一沉! That pair of big hand closely grasps firmly my neck, if I can see, at this time he must be red the eye, angry incomparable manner. 那双大手紧紧攥住我的脖子,如果我能看见的话,此时他应当是红着眼睛,愤怒无比的神态。 „Grass! Your *, your father, we can turn into this! * that fund also by taking away of demanding payment! *” “艹!你个*,要不是你爸,我们能变成这样!*那笔款项也被催债的拿走!*” Various kind of vulgar language, this is the first time that I heard the Elder Brother to curse at people. 各类污言秽语,这是我第一次听到哥哥骂人。 I was not clear why he does not follow the legal way, obviously the truth and just stands us. 我不清楚他为什么不走法律途径,明明道理和正义是站在我们这边。 Possibly has what hard thing to bring up... 可能是有什么难言之隐... I think, originally the fuzzy line of sight becomes darkened. 我想到,本就模糊的视线变得昏黑。 Will I die? 我会死吗？ Before dying, is quite uncomfortable. 死之前好难受。 After dying, will see mother? 死后会见到妈妈吗？ I do not know. 我不知道。 „Hū ~” “呼~” The body subconscious breath, chokes the air of pipeline to make the reaction oversized, coughs continuously several. 身体下意识呼吸,呛进管道的空气使得身体反应过大,连续咳嗽几声。 The Elder Brother sits in one side, as if calm. 哥哥坐在一边,似乎冷静了下来。 „Why don't you revolt?” “你为什么不反抗？” I have not spoken. 我没有说话。 The Elder Brother stands up, „will tidy up, in the evening accompanies me to go out, some people must eat meal with you.” 哥哥站起身,“等会收拾一下,晚上陪我出去,有人要和你吃顿饭。” I want to reject, but the words have not said that he half step has departed. 我想拒绝,但话还未说出口,他已快步离去。 At this time, the familiar sound resounded in the ear...... 这时,熟悉的声音在耳边响起...... Please remember this book first round domain name:. Tang three Chinese net cell phone version reading websites: 请记住本书首发域名:。唐三中文网手机版阅读网址: