I guessed that recent several days I possibly suffered from the multiple personalities. 我猜测最近几天我可能患上了多重人格。 In childhood listened to most words that the doctor delivered, was „self-closing tendency”. Since there is a self-closing tendency, multiple personality anything , is not incomprehensible. 小时候听医生讲的最多的话,就是“自闭倾向”。既然有自闭倾向,多重人格什么的,也不是不能理解。 The illness and multiple personalities, everyone always likes taking these two to say together, not? 自闭症和多重人格,大家总是喜欢拿这两个在一起说,不是吗？ My another „personality” is crazy, she always entices the beforehand recollection, and crazy retaliation desire of following. 我的另一个“人格”非常疯狂,她总是勾引起以前的回忆,并且伴随的疯狂的报复欲。 She thinks... the destruction world! 她想...毁灭世界! Destruction world? Sounds very funny, my sits the disabled miss on wheelchair, does not have including the most basic firearms knowledge, how to possibly destroy the world? 毁灭世界？听起来很搞笑,我一个坐在轮椅上的残疾姑娘,连最基本的枪械知识都没有,怎么可能会毁灭世界？ I somewhat worried whether this is the omen of schizophrenia. 我有些担心,这是否是精神分裂的前兆。 „Hū ~ shouted ~” “呼~呼~” Crawls difficultly wheelchair that the aching feeling uninterrupted stimulation nerve that the right arm transmits, throat that also has the burning pain. 艰难地爬回轮椅那,右臂传来的疼痛感不间断刺激神经,喉咙那也有火辣辣的痛。 Sits the miss hanging loose long hair on wheelchair, the hanging down head. 重新坐在轮椅上的姑娘披散长发,低垂脑袋。 „The destruction world... no one this lifeform exists well... perhaps also...” “毁灭世界...没有人这种生物存在...或许也不错...” ... 。。。 Pushes the man who the gate enters to frown, „doesn't make you prepare ahead of time?” 推门进入的男子直皱眉头,“不是让你提前准备一下吗？” „I... do not want to go.” “我...不想去。” „Do you also want to cure your eye?!” The male voice rises, „also wants to stand to walk! The thought words tidy up a bit faster!” “你还想不想治好你的眼睛？!”男子声音上扬,“还想不想站起来走路!想的话就快点收拾!” „poor|Fei! Comes to help her tidy up!” The men shout toward outside. “菲!进来帮她收拾!”男子朝外面喊道。 „Came.” Enters the gate poor|Fei to mumble, „your schoolmate his father is really far-fetched, this time he to the person line that we did introduce?” “来了来了。”走进门的菲嘟囔,“你同学他爸真不靠谱,这次他给我们介绍的人行吗？” „This also not because of her father! Without her father, the trifling thing does not have!” “这还不是因为她爸!没有她爸,屁事都没有!” „Ominous what ominous! Really.” “凶什么凶!真是的。” Does not know that is the ray reason, was the murky reason a moment ago, the world that I see is fuzzy. 不知道是光线原因,还是刚才昏沉的原因,我所看到的世界再次模糊。 I was put up by the younger sister on the bed change the clothes, a white skirt, is elder brother's request. In brain „personality” was still asking that I do want to eliminate world contamination, I only want to laugh, if said can achieve, that simply is my whole life biggest joke. 我被妹妹架在床上换衣服,一身白裙,是哥哥的要求。脑中的“人格”还在问我想不想清除世间污秽,我只想发笑,如果只是说说就能做到,那简直是我这辈子最大的玩笑。 Heard that gives other personalities the body, wants to seize to be very difficult again, I have also been guarding against the opposite party. 听说将身体交给其他人格,再想夺回来很困难,我也一直在防备对方。 Now, my brain blank, anything does not want to think. 只是现在,我的脑子一片空白,什么都不想去想。 Do the people live... so will be being why tired? 人活着...为什么会这么累？ Is the significance that I have what? 我存在的意义又是什么？ „Aiya! On your neck what's the matter, how so many red seal?” The poor|Fei is very surprised. “哎呀!你脖子上怎么回事,怎么这么多红印？”菲很惊讶。 In her eyes, „elder sister” that fair to unhealthy swan neck that the aesthetic sense was destroyed by a red seal, can see the azure red mark that the finger leaves behind vaguely. 在她眼中,“姐姐”那白皙到不健康的天鹅颈那,美感被一片红印所破坏,依稀还能看到手指留下的青红印记。 „I do!” The men are impatient, „finds the way to cover a bit faster, don't your female students have that type of collar? Puts on wipes a powder again!” “我干的!”男子不耐烦,“快点想办法掩盖掉,你们女生不是有那种项圈吗？戴上再抹点粉!” After a half hour . 半小时后。 I only hear two people to turn very quiet. 我只听到身边的两人屏住呼吸。 „Grass!” “艹!” This is the sound that the Elder Brother makes, I do not know that who was offended him. 这是哥哥发出的声音,我不知道又是谁得罪了他。 The strength that advances makes my back paste the tight wheelchair seat back cushion , to promote the door, the mobile wind has a chill in the air for the first time. 一股向前推的劲力让我的背后贴紧轮椅靠背,推出房门,外界流动的风乍出一丝寒意。 My instinct resistance, the subconscious told me this is not a good deed, in the brain „personality” was still urging crazily, as if I did not control the certificate to schizophrenia, but destroyed the nuclear suitcase of the world sufficiently! 我本能地抗拒,潜意识告诉我这不是一件好事,脑中的“人格”还在疯狂催促,仿佛我掌控不是通往精神分裂的证书,而是足以毁灭世界的核手提箱! Sits boards. 坐上车。 poor|Fei: „Eating meal of reaching an agreement.” 菲:“说好的只是吃饭。” The Elder Brother has not spoken. 哥哥没吭声。 Speechless. 一路无言。 ‚They want to receive in exchange for the benefit with you!’ ‘他们想拿你换取利益!’ ‚Your father's crime should not repay by you!’ ‘你父亲的罪不应该由你来偿还!’ ‚You are also a victim!’ ‘你也是受害者!’ ‚Because helpless, can only a puppet manipulate likely, becomes the tool of people interest exchange?’ ‘就因为无能为力,只能像个玩偶供人摆弄,就成为人们利益交换的工具？’ ‚Why?’ ‘凭什么？’ ‚Are you resigned?’ ‘你甘心吗？’ ‚If you see, the human nature is ugly, when have you seen its happy side?’ ‘如你所见,人性是丑恶的,你什么时候见过它美好的一面？’ Starting from the childhood, the picture in memory broadcast again, in that brain was the fragments of picture, making me have to branch out enough many energy to deal. 从小时候开始,记忆中的画面再次播放,那种脑子里都是画面的片段,使我不得不分出足够多的精力来应对。 Eating meal. 吃饭。 Sits is very polite in my middle-aged man, has been saying the issue of cure eye and installment power extremity/limb to me. 坐在我身边的中年男子很客气,一直在跟我说治愈眼睛、安装动力肢的问题。 In the brain the influence of picture reduced probably. 脑中画面的影响好像减轻了一些。 They filled the liquor to me. 他们给我灌了酒。 This is my first drinking, I do not like this flavor, the head also starts murkily. 这还是我第一次喝酒,我不喜欢这种味道,就连脑袋也开始昏沉。 Only was left over the outline the fuzzy world dizzy... 本就只剩下轮廓的模糊世界天旋地转... ‚You think that this is free?’ ‘你以为这是免费的？’ ‚Has a look at your face!’ ‘看看你那张脸!’ The outstanding hearing started to enlarge unlimitedly... 本就出众的听力开始无限制放大... „zé zé, three kids also want to play Mr. Nurse, when the time comes the person is our, money is also our!” “啧啧,三个小屁孩还想玩过纳斯先生,到时候人是我们的,钱也是我们的!” „Haha ~ before has not gone bankrupt, are also most the family that produces to have what is good to be worried, Mr. Nurse said that the person, is taken care by him, he and grey young lady falls in love, that sum of money...” “哈哈~一个没破产之前也就最多中产的家庭有什么好担心,纳斯先生说了,人,就由他来照顾,他和灰小姐一见钟情,那笔钱嘛...” The sound vanishes, then appears in another place. 声音消失,接着又在另外一个地点浮现。 „*! Nurse that son of a bitch really has one! The person was his, when the time comes he used that person to gain one!” “*!纳斯那个狗东西真有一手!人是他的了,到时候他用那人又能赚一笔!” „~ the blind female and disability, he will also play, my money many on line.” “呵~盲女、残疾,他也是会玩,我的钱不少就行。” „Forget it, the little miss indeed attractively.” “得了吧,那小姑娘长得的确漂亮。” „What you do not have a look at her father to be long.” “你也不看看她爸长什么样。” „Right, now where is her father at?” “对了,她爸现在在哪？” „Some rich woman there , to continue to make money, repays a debt diligently.” “某个富婆那里,继续赚钱,努力还债。” „This little miss you investigates has not had, is pitiful.” “这个小姑娘你调查过没有,蛮可怜的。” „ Isn't Nurse that son of a bitch good this? The pity is useful, pitiful cannot work as the food to eat! Back then on me be only ten money travel expenses, had not been cheated by others! Amn't I pitiful? How is no one pitiful I? “纳斯那个狗东西不就是好这一口吗？可怜有什么用,可怜又不能当饭吃!想当年我身上只有十块钱路费,还不是被别人骗走了!我不可怜？怎么没人可怜可怜我？ Now you do not eat others, others will eat you. Are the rich men good? Good! However good is not the rich man, is rich , will therefore be good! If I am so rich, I am also good! Very good! Super good! I will also rescue grey young lady poor man. ” 现在啊你不吃别人,别人就会吃你。有钱人善良吗？善良!然而善良的不是有钱人,是有钱所以才会善良!我要是这么有钱,我也善良!很善良!超级善良!我也会救助救助灰小姐这种可怜人。” „Forget it! Oh ~ calculates the time, immediately eighth Herrscher must arrive. Heard the above news saying that Herrscher this ghost thing was chooses these dislike world, the age not big young girl arrives.” “得了吧!唉~算算时间,马上第八律者就要降临。听上面的消息说,律者这鬼东西都是选择那些厌恶世界,年龄不怎么大的少女来降临。” „Do you want to say the grey young lady?” “你是想说灰小姐？” „Will people like her, loathe the world very much?” “她这种人,会很厌恶世界吧？” „Haha! I also want to make Nurse this son of a bitch die on the bed!” “哈哈!我也想让纳斯这个狗东西死在床上!” Various sounds, various dialogues... 各种声音,各类对话... ‚Did you hear?’ ‘你听到了吗？’ ‚You were used, people like you, only has the original sin.’ ‘你被利用了,你这种人,只剩下原罪。’ ‚To destroy them? To eliminate the contamination?’ ‘想毁灭他们吗？想清除污秽吗？’ Crash-bang ~ 哗啦~ The bathroom drenches sprinkles cuts off the water supply, short after more than ten seconds, the man opens the bath door. 浴室淋洒停水,短短十几秒后,男人推开浴门。 Obviously line of sight also in dizzy, the thought exceptionally is calm. 明明视线还在天旋地转,思维却异常冷静。 Suddenly, the ash saw this world at the third angle of view. 忽然,灰以第三视角看到了这个世界。 The surrounding all are that clear... 周围的一切是那么清晰... Cleans the middle-aged man of hair there to walk toward „”. 擦拭头发的中年男子正朝“自己”那儿走去。 The line of sight puts far... all people of knowing well to be included completely. 视线放远...一切熟识之人全部纳入其中。 ‚Your time are not much.’ ‘你的时间不多了。’ The ash looks downward that man has walked up, the palm extends searches... 灰往下看去,那个男子已经走上前去,手掌伸探... Starting from the birth, all memories completed the explosion in the flash! 从出生开始,所有的记忆在一瞬间完成爆炸! „Destruction.” “毁灭吧。” „Un?” “嗯？” Putting out a hand Nurse stares, but also without he said anything, the greenish gray then extends from the fingertip spread plate, until whole body! 正伸手的纳斯一愣,还没等他说些什么,青灰便从指尖蔓延盘伸,直至全身! Meanwhile, the British empire capital exudes the grating alarm sound! 与此同时,英帝国首都发出刺耳的警报声! ...... ...... Please remember this book first round domain name:. Tang three Chinese net cell phone version reading websites: 请记住本书首发域名:。唐三中文网手机版阅读网址: