The dimindooris brimming withgood wineodd/surplusfragrant, the heavy/thickquiltcovered the form on bed, outlined the slenderslenderoutline, in the sleepymoan, Serezshoved opento buildin the arm of ownchest, satfrom the bed.
昏暗的室内洋溢着美酒的余香,厚重的被子盖住了床上的身影,勾勒出了纤细苗条的轮廓,困倦的呻吟声中,瑟雷推开搭在自己胸口的手臂,从床上坐了起来。
The goldenlong hairhung down, blocks from the eye, Serezmade an effortto combthem, revealed the slightlypaleforehead, the eye pupil of rubysweepshas lain downinownwoman, in the look is completely vacant.
金色的长发低垂,遮住了眼睛,瑟雷用力地将它们梳起,露出略显惨白的额头,红宝石的眼瞳扫过躺在自己身旁的女人,神色里尽是茫然。„Serez......”
“瑟雷……”
The womenare summoning the name of Serez, puts out a handto tryto embracehisneck, lover who heregards as affection.
女人呼唤着瑟雷的名字,伸出手试着揽住他的脖子,把他视作自己深情的爱人。Serezlowers the head, is responding towoman'ssummon, grippedherhand, is combingherlong hair.
瑟雷低下头,回应着女人的呼唤,握住了她的手,梳理着她的长发。„Marriesme, Serez, wemustcontinuouslyin the same place.”
“和我结婚吧,瑟雷,我们要一直在一起。”
The womenare giving free reign to the imaginationin a low voice the future, „wewill spend the happytimetogether, will also haveseveralchildren......”
女人低声畅想着未来,“我们会一起度过幸福的时光,还会有几个孩子……”Serezsmilesto the woman, is onlyhissmileaccidental/surprisedindifference, did not say a word.
瑟雷向女人微笑,只是他的笑容意外的冷漠,一言不发。„Serez......”
“瑟雷……”
The womencontinueto summon, Serez of thislaneis somewhat annoyed.
女人继续呼唤着,这弄的瑟雷有些心烦。Serezshoves opensoftbody, silentgoes down the bed, foundownclothesfrom the disorderlyground, theybyliquorwaterimmersion, wetdá dá, putting onis stickyon the body.
瑟雷推开身旁的柔软躯体,无声地走下床,从凌乱的地上找到自己的衣服,它们被酒水浸泡,湿哒哒的,穿在身上黏腻腻的。„Serez, youhow?”
“瑟雷,你怎么了?”
The womensobered, sheis holding the quilt, does not understand that Serezsuddenly why so indifferent.
女人清醒了过来,她抱着被子,不明白瑟雷为什么突然如此冷漠。„Imustleave.”
“我要离开了。”Serezsaid that whileis reorganizingownclothing, in the tonedoes not haveanyemotion, „perhapswill not come back.”
瑟雷一边说一边整理着自己的衣物,语气里不带任何情感,“或许再也不会回来了。”
The womengawked, probablyas if awakening from a dream, shesuspected that shemisunderstood, „what did yousay?”
女人愣了一下,像是如梦初醒般,她怀疑自己听错了,“你说什么?”„Isaid that...... Ishouldleave, this.”
“我说……我该离开了,就这样。”Serezwore the clothes, the jet blackstraightcoatis serving as contrast his gracefulmakings, in the scarleteye pupilreflected the expression that the womanis soon crying, hewas callous, innermost feelingsnotslightvibration.
瑟雷穿好了衣服,漆黑笔挺的大衣衬托着他那优雅气质,猩红的眼瞳中倒映着女人快要哭出来的表情,他冷酷至极,内心没有丝毫的震动。„Why?”
“为什么?”
The womenare not clear, shecannot comprehend.
女人不明白,她搞不懂。„Notwhy.”
“没有为什么。”In the past, Serezwill also explaincarefully, thentradedbeating of women, hehas been disinclinedto dogradually, ignoringwas the bestreply.
过去,瑟雷还会仔细地解释一下,然后换来女人们的拳打脚踢,渐渐的,他已经懒得这么干了,漠视就是最好的回答。Hehas turned the head, takes upby the gateblackumbrella, leaveswith stride.
他转过头,拿起门旁的黑伞,大步离开。
The womenrespondedslowly, sheholds the quilt, runstoout, to the balcony, saw onlySerezto hold the blackumbrella, had gone out of the quitefardistance.
女人迟迟地反应了过来,她抱起被子,向门外跑去,到了阳台,只见瑟雷打着黑伞,已经走出了好远的距离。Shehas not goneto thinkwhySerezwalksis so quick, does not understand why hemustopen an umbrellainearly morning, sheis bellowing.
她没去想瑟雷为什么走的这么快,也不明白他为什么要在清晨打伞,她只是大吼着。„Serez, yourbastard!”
“瑟雷,你个混蛋!”Behindgoing far away of imprecationsinSerez, all theseas ifhave nothing to dowithhim, Serezsnort/hum the distantsong, a personis opening an umbrella, strollson the track between forests.
咒骂声在瑟雷的身后远去,这一切仿佛与他无关,瑟雷哼着悠远的小曲,一个人打着伞,漫步在林间的小道上。Regarding a nightclan, walksunder the daytimeis an extremelydangerousmatter, even ifSerezis a nightclanfeudal lord, butSerezlikesopening an umbrellato hideunder the sunlight, thismakeshimhaveonetypein the excitingfeeling of the life and deathdrifting away, liketravels togetherwith the god of death.
对于一位夜族而言,在白天下行走是一件极其危险的事,哪怕瑟雷是一位夜族领主,可瑟雷非常喜欢打伞躲在日光下,这让他有一种在生死间游离的刺激感,如同与死神同行。Serezraised the head, looks at the edge of blackumbrella, hestoppedsuddenly, put out a handslowly, crossed the edge of shadow.
瑟雷抬起头,看着黑伞的边缘,他忽然停了下来,缓缓地伸出手,越过了阴影的边缘。
The sunlightdirectly shootson the palm of Serez, in a flash, hisfairpalmappeared several sunspots of air burns, the white smokeraisedcontinuously.
阳光直射在瑟雷的手掌上,一瞬间,他白皙的掌心就浮现起了数个烧焦的黑点,缕缕白烟升起。Heartrendingpainintentspreadsto come, Serezis not afraid, insteadbrings an inexplicableexcitement, lookshelplesslyownskinwas burnt through, the fleshcongealed, the fingernotindependentlycurvingly, sent outstink of burn.
钻心的痛意蔓延而来,瑟雷却不感到恐惧,反而带着一股莫名的兴奋,眼睁睁地看着自己的皮肤被烧穿,血肉凝结成了一块,手指不自主地弯曲,散发出一股烧焦的臭味。
The visionmorbid state in Serez, the heartraised a darkimpulsion, wantedto discard the blackumbrella, placed oneselfoneselfunder the gaze of sunlightcompletely.
瑟雷的目光病态了起来,心底升起一股黑暗的冲动,想要抛掉黑伞,把自己完全置身于阳光的注视下。Thisis an incomparablycrazyidea, the fatalsunlightwill first burn the skin of Serez, burns throughhisbody, the bloodevaporation of hiswhole bodycompletely, butfortunately, by the bloodline of Serez, evenhigh noonfierceYang, stillneedsto roast for dozen minutes, canchange to the jet blackhard cokehim.
这是个无比疯狂的想法,致命的阳光会先烤焦瑟雷的皮肤,烧穿他的躯体,把他全身的血液蒸发殆尽,但幸运的是,以瑟雷的血统来看,即便是正午的烈阳,也需要烤上十几分钟,才能把他化作漆黑的焦炭。Serezhasenoughtimelike the coward, escapesto the shadow.
瑟雷有足够的时间像胆小鬼一样,逃到阴影之中。„Brave, Serez.”
“勇敢点,瑟雷。”Serezis thinking aloud, the palmhad fired the jet blacksame placecompletely, hecontinuesto put out a hand, the sunlightclimbs over the armslowly, the flame of growing thicklyis dancing in the airat present.
瑟雷自言自语着,手掌已经完全烧成了漆黑一块,他继续伸手,阳光缓缓地爬过手臂,丛生的火苗在眼前飞舞。
The dementedstrangesmilebloomson the face of Serez, the darkimpulsionarrived in the limit, hewill be similar the nextsecondto discard the blackumbrella, hundred years laterwill washagainunder the sunlight.
癫狂怪异的笑容在瑟雷的脸上绽放,黑暗的冲动抵达了极限,他仿佛下一秒就会丢掉黑伞,时隔百年再度沐在阳光下。Whenthiscritical, the infinitefeartodeatheruptedfrom the heart of Serez, itsubmergedthatdarkimpulsioneasily.
就在这临界之际,对死亡的无穷恐惧从瑟雷的心底爆发,它轻而易举地淹没了那股黑暗的冲动。Serezbreathedstagnatesflickered, took backrapidly the arm that found out the shadow, fled to the wildernesslike the coward, firmlyheld the blackumbrella, hidin the shadow under grove.
瑟雷呼吸都停滞了一瞬,迅速地收回了探出阴影的手臂,像个胆小鬼一样落荒而逃,紧紧地抓住黑伞,躲藏在了树丛下的阴影中。
The heartis beatingfiercely, after crossingfor a long time, Serezfromrelaxedtopanic-stricken of death, hesatin the shadowat a loss, passedlong timelike this.
心脏剧烈地跳动着,过了许久后,瑟雷才从对死亡的惊恐中缓和过来,他茫然地坐在阴影里,就这样过了很长时间。
The hoofbeatadvances gradually, the knight who onecrowdwears the mail-armor and helmetis protecting a magnificent and expensivecarriage, on the trackfrom the forestsrolls byfast.
马蹄声渐进,一群身披甲胄的骑士护卫着一辆华贵的马车,从林间小道上快速驶过。Lifted up high the knights of flagto noticeSerez under shadow, theyslowed down the speed, sized upthisto presentstrangeexistenceinwilderness.
高举旗帜的骑士们注意到了阴影下的瑟雷,他们放缓了速度,打量着这个出现在旷野里的奇怪存在。Serezseems like the individualdough figurine, the bodyhas the makings of aristocrat, the facial expressionis distant, is obviously close, seems likein the horizon.
瑟雷看起来是个体面人,身上带着贵族的气质,神情悠远冷漠,明明近在咫尺,又像是远在天边。Properly speakingthispersononlyshouldappearin the manorcastle, rather thanthishigh-riskwilderness.
按理说这种人只应该出现在庄园城堡中,而不是这充满危险的旷野。
The knightgood intention of leadsaid,„mister, youare good?”
领头的骑士好心道,“先生,你还好吗?”Serezlooked up a knight, nodsgently, was somewhat scorchedbesides the clothes, shouldchange to the arm of hard coketo grow the flesh.
瑟雷抬头看了眼骑士,轻轻地点点头,除了衣服有些被烧焦外,本该化作焦炭的手臂已经重新长出了血肉。„Did youencounter the robber?”
“你是遭到了劫匪吗?”
The knightsalso asked that in the time of thisturmoil of war, in the wildernesseverywherewas the robbers.
骑士又问道,在这个兵荒马乱的时代,旷野里到处都是劫匪。Serezis good atlyingvery much, „is.”
瑟雷很善于说谎,“算是吧。”In the carriagetransmits a sound, the womanprobe headcomes out, herfirstsawSerez, oncehas looked at each otherwithSerez the woman was like many, sheis gazing atSerezdull, indulgesinSerezthatpair of beautifuleye pupileasily.
马车内传来一阵声响,女人探头出来,她第一眼就看到了瑟雷,就和许多曾与瑟雷对视过的女人一样,她呆呆地注视着瑟雷,轻而易举地沉溺于瑟雷那双美丽的眼瞳中。Serezalsolooks at the woman, at this timeher the expression on faceissofamiliar, Serezhad once seen the sameexpressionon the faces of manywomen.
瑟雷也看着女人,此时她脸上的表情是如此熟悉,瑟雷曾在许多女人的脸上见过相同的表情。Forgot that in the mindthatdarkimpulsion and deathfear, Serezlikestartinganothergame, heknowsownhuntingstarted.
忘记脑海里那黑暗的冲动与死亡的恐惧,瑟雷就像开始另一场游戏般,他知道自己的狩猎开始了。„Place that youhave?” The womenaskedon own initiative.
“你有去的地方吗?”女人主动问道。„Sorry,”Serezshakes the head, reveals the sadappearance, „did not have.”
“抱歉,”瑟雷摇摇头,露出悲伤的样子,“没有了。”„Reallypitiful, cantravel togetherwithus?” The womensend out the invitation.
“真可怜,要和我们一起同行吗?”女人发出邀请。„Un...... thanks.”
“嗯……谢谢。”Serezholds up the blackumbrella, drilled into the carriagecautiously.
瑟雷举起黑伞,小心翼翼地钻入了马车内。
The knightslook atall theseicily, transmits the intermittentconversationuntil the compartmentin the laughter.
骑士冷冰冰地看着这一切,直到车厢内传来阵阵交谈的笑声。
The teamacross the wildernessandbrook, arrived in an ancientcastle. Whattheyescortis the daughter of feudal lord.
队伍穿过旷野、溪流,抵达了一处古旧的城堡中。他们护送的是领主的女儿。
The timechange, has crossedsuddenlyfor several years.
时光变迁,眨眼间数年已过。Serezwearspajamas, standsbefore the balcony, heis looking at the distant place, at this momentis a happyearly morning, the fatalsunlightfermentsafter the hills, the dimglimmerilluminated the mostsky.
瑟雷穿着一身的睡衣,站在阳台前,他望着远方,此刻又是一个美好的清晨,致命的阳光酝酿在群山之后,朦胧的微光照亮了大半的天空。
In presentpictureandmemoryoverlap, similarsceneSerezdoes not know that has experiencedmany.
眼前的画面与记忆里的一幕幕重迭,相似的情景瑟雷不知已经历过了多少遍。„Serez......”
“瑟雷……”
A slightlyweaksoundresoundsinSerezbehind, Serezhas turned the head, the womansatexhaustedly, beckonstowardSerez.
一个略显虚弱的声音在瑟雷身后响起,瑟雷转过头,女人疲惫地坐了起来,向着瑟雷招手。„What's wrong?”
“怎么了?”Serezsitsto the womanside, embraceshershoulder, hecanfeel the womanauraweak, the facial featuresalsobecomethin and pale.
瑟雷坐到女人身边,揽住她的肩膀,他能感受到女人气息的虚弱,面容也变得憔悴。„I...... Ithoughtsomeare uncomfortable.”
“我……我只是觉得有些不舒服。”
The womensmile, put out a handto touch the face of Serez, „so manyyears, your fellow is really has not changed...... younot to sayreal? Are youreally the non-dead?”
女人笑了笑,伸手抚摸着瑟雷的脸,“这么多年了,你这家伙还真是一点也没变啊……不会你说的都是真的吧?你真的是个不死者?”Regarding thisSerezis only the smile, hasseveralpoints of mystery, saidinherearin a soft voice,„possible, Ireallyam the non-dead, possiblyIamgood of verymaintenance.”
对此瑟雷只是微笑,带着几分神秘感,在她耳边轻声道,“可能吧,我真的是个不死者,也可能我是保养的很好。”
After the womenlisten, coughedto smile, after smiling, shebecameweaker, the paralysisin the bosom of Serez, envied saying that „reallygood, Ialsohopeoneselfwere the non-dead.”
女人听后咳嗽着笑了起来,笑完之后她变得更虚弱了,瘫在瑟雷的怀里,羡慕道,“真好啊,我也希望自己是不死者。”„Did youdiein the fear?”
“你在害怕死亡吗?”Serezwas saying the body that embraced tightly the woman, touchesherhairgently.
瑟雷说着搂紧了女人的身体,轻轻地抚摸她的头发。„Naturally, howsomepeoplecannot dread the death,”womansaid that andself-ridicules saying that „is also, Serezyou, but will the non-dead, howyouunderstandmortal'sfearingtodeath?”
“当然,怎么会有人会不畏惧死亡呢,”女人说完又自嘲道,“也是,瑟雷你可是不死者啊,你怎么会理解凡人对死亡的惧怕呢?”Serezhas not spoken, the womandoes not make a sound, butcloselygraspsSerez, feels the body temperature on Sereztransmitting.
瑟雷没有说话,女人也不吱声,只是紧紧地抱住瑟雷,感受着瑟雷身上传来的体温。Thatice-coldbody temperature.
那冰冷的体温。„Serez, Ialsowantto become the non-dead.” The womensaidsuddenly.
“瑟雷,我也想成为不死者。”女人突然说道。Serezlooks downto the eyes of woman, is full of the face of morbid stateandondeadintent, wrote all overtoearnestly seeking that does not die.
瑟雷低头看向女人的双眼,充满病态与死意的脸上,写满了对不死的渴求。
The paindoes not have the worryto suffer the woman, madeherexhaustedly, moreisfeels the death the chill in the air, the woman is also longs forgoing on living, shewas young, toomanyhappinesshave not enjoyed, togo on living, sheis willingto payall.
病痛毫无顾虑地折磨着女人,令她疲惫不已,越是感受死亡的寒意,女人也是渴望活下去,她还年轻,还有太多的美好没有享受,为了活下去,她愿意付出一切。
The womenpleadedto holdboth hands of Serez, Serezavoidedhervision, deceived saying that „howIcanbe the non-dead......”
女人恳求地抓住了瑟雷的双手,瑟雷避开了她的目光,欺瞒道,“我怎么会是不死者呢……”„Helpsme, Serez, Ihave not wanted dead.” The womeninterrupted the words of Serez.
“帮帮我,瑟雷,我还不想死。”女人打断了瑟雷的话。
The Serezdeep breath, regretted that touches the face of woman, overrulesdifficultlysaid,„, does not dieis not the kindness, butmore fearfulcurse, italldilutespaledryto decayhappily.”
瑟雷深呼吸,惋惜地碰起女人的脸,艰难地否决道,“不,不死并非是恩惠,而是更加可怕的诅咒,它会把所有的美好稀释成苍白的枯朽。”„Without the relations, I am not afraid, like thisIcanaccompanyyouforever.” The womensaid.
“没关系的,我不害怕,这样我就可以永远陪着你了啊。”女人说。Serezshoved open the woman, the toneice-cold, „youwill not understand, the longtimechangesallmatterssufficiently, Isawtoomanypeoplebylikinglivingtometo hate.”
瑟雷推开了女人,语气冰冷了起来,“你不会懂的,漫长的时光足以改变所有的事,我见过太多人对我由爱生恨了。”
When mentioned the hatred, Serezsmiled, butthislaughterfilledto the self-taunt.
提及恨意时,瑟雷不由地笑了起来,只是这笑声充满了对自我的嘲讽。Womensilent, the faintweepingsoundgets up, Serezlooksat a losstooutsideworld, heguesses that oneselfmustleave.
女人沉默了下来,隐隐的啜泣声响起,瑟雷则茫然地看向外面的世界,他猜自己又要离开了。„Isn't really good? Serez.” The womenaskedfor the last time.
“真的不行吗?瑟雷。”女人最后一次问道。Sereztakessilentas the response.
瑟雷以沉默为回应。
The expression of womanwas shifted toindifferentlyby the pain, finallysheregards the vision of Serezto be similar toSerezto regardher ownsuch.
女人的表情由痛苦转向了冷漠,最后她看待瑟雷的目光就如同瑟雷看待她自己那样。Shepattedclapping, the doormade an effortto trample, onegroup of fully-armedknightswelled up, theyheld up the long swordto build the shield, swiftlysurroundedSerez.
她拍了拍手,房门被人用力地踹开,一群全副武装的骑士涌了进来,他们举起长剑架起盾牌,迅速将瑟雷包围了起来。Serezis not the surprised, similarscenehehas also experiencedmanytimes, sometimesSerezsuspected,ownlifestepped into sometype of samsara, endlesslyis merely redundantandredundant, was weary ofall theseuntiloneself.
瑟雷对此并不感到意外,类似的情景他也经历过很多次,有时候瑟雷都怀疑,自己的生命是不是踏入了某种轮回中,仅仅是在不断地重复、重复,直到自己厌倦了这一切。
The womenordered, „killedhim!”
女人下令道,“杀了他!”
The knightsroaredare wielding a swordto forward, the sworddividedto cutSerezrepeatedly, Serezdoes not revolt, whateveroneselfchoppedcovered with blood and hashed meatflew upwards, quickSerezturned into a covered with bloodcorpse, inbloodeverywhere, the womanholds the knight, stooddifficultly, is sizing up the corpse of Serez.
骑士们咆哮着挥剑向前,刀剑反复劈砍瑟雷,瑟雷也不反抗,任由自己被剁的血肉模糊、碎肉飞扬,很快瑟雷就变成了一具血肉模糊的尸体,遍地的鲜血中,女人扶着骑士,艰难地站了起来,打量着瑟雷的尸体。Shesaidhopefully,„comesmerrily, comesmerrily.”
她充满期待地说道,“快活过来,快活过来。”Like the spell, the corpse that thisdamnwent tomovedunexpectedly, thisretreated in fearseveralsteps the surroundingknight, in the pool of blood, Serezstaggeredto stand, the fiercewoundhealedhigh-speed, inseveralsecondsonSerezinjuryhealedcompletely, only then the scarletbloodstain of groundproved the matter that justhadwas not an illusion.
如同魔咒般,本该死去的尸体居然动了起来,这一幕把周围的骑士都吓退了几步,血泊中,瑟雷踉跄地站了起来,狰狞的伤口高速愈合,几秒内瑟雷身上的伤势就全部愈合了,只有地上的猩红血迹证明了刚刚发生的事并非幻觉。
The womenshoutexcitedlygreatly, „you are really the non-dead!”
女人兴奋地大喊道,“你真的是不死者!”Shehas grasped the long sword in knighthanddirectly, lifteddifficultly, the threatsaid,„Serez, toldme the secret of eternal life!”
她直接抓过骑士手中的长剑,艰难地举了起来,威胁道,“瑟雷,把永生的秘密告诉我!”Respondsscarletlight that herisbursts outtogetherrapidly, has probably a stormto arriveinthisroom, the womanwas being hitby the invisiblestrength, pattedon the bedwith raw hate.
回应她的是一道迅速迸发的猩红之光,像是有场风暴降临在这房间内,女人被无形之力撞击着,凶狠地拍回了床上。
A field of visionconfusion, heranythingcould not see, by the earhearsdingdong the metalimpact noiseone after another, is the knightspitiful yellsound, the smell of blood of irritating the nosefills the airsad and shrill, has probably a tonblood to flow.
视野一片混乱,她什么都看不到,耳旁传来一连串叮叮当当的金属撞击声,紧接着便是骑士们凄厉的惨叫声,刺鼻的血腥味弥漫,像是有成吨的血液在流淌。
The confusiononlycontinued less than oneminute, since the womancrawlsfrom the bed of collapsingdifficultly, an indoorin confusionpiece, cuts off limbeverywherewith the dirtblood, the mail-armor and helmetis twisting, pressed the meatgroups the body of knights.
混乱只持续了不到一分钟的时间,当女人艰难地从垮塌的床上爬起时,室内狼藉一片,到处都是断肢与污血,甲胄扭曲着,把骑士们的躯体压成了一个个肉团。Serez Stationin the corpses, the corners of the mouthspreadcompletely the blood, in his handswasoneis cut by biting the corpse of neck.
瑟雷站在尸体之间,嘴角涂满了鲜血,在他手中的则是一具被咬断脖子的尸体。At this time the womansobered, realizedinso manyyears, actuallyoneselfare constantly togetherwith what monster, realized itself, fordid not die, actuallyto do how crazyandstubbornmatter.
这时女人才清醒了过来,意识到这么多年里,自己究竟在和一头什么样的怪物朝夕相处着,也意识到了自己为了不死,究竟做了多么疯狂与固执的事。Shemuttered, „sorry......”
她喃喃道,“对不起……”Serezsized upwomanoneeyes, hetakes up the blackumbrella in corner, crossescorpses, walkstoward the door.
瑟雷打量了女人一眼,他拿起角落里的黑伞,越过一具具尸体,朝着房门走去。
The womenknow that Serezthisdeparture, hewill not come back, sheshoutsto the backgreatly.
女人知道瑟雷这次离开,他将再也不会回来了,她冲着背影大喊道。„Serez!”
“瑟雷!”Serezstopped, has turned the head, „Icannot givedo not die, do not feel embarrassedme who youwantedagain.”
瑟雷停顿了一下,转过头,“我给不了你想要的不死,别再为难我了。”
The womenas ifput downto the focus of non-dead, „...... Serez, Ido not wantto ask, do youreallyhave the loveI?”
女人似乎放下了对不死者的执着,“不……瑟雷,我只是想问一下,你真的有爱过我吗?”„Naturally,”Serezaffirms saying that „Ihave lovedyou.”
“当然,”瑟雷肯定道,“我爱过你。”Hearsthis, the womansmiledheartfeltly, herlaughtergraduallyloses control, finallyturned intohystericroaring.
听到这,女人由衷地笑了起来,她的笑声逐渐失控,最后变成了歇斯底里的咆哮。„No, your monster, youcannot followanythingare the love.”
“不,你这个怪物,你跟不懂什么是爱。”
The flashwomanwantsto be clearmanymatters, „Iam notfirst, absolutelyis notlast, right!”
一瞬间女人想清楚了许多事,“我不是第一个,也绝对不是最后一个,对吧!”At this timewomannotforownwill dieto feelsad, the time of buttoso manyyear and Serezspending togetherfeelssorrowful.
此时女人不为自己的将死感到悲伤,而是对这么多年里与瑟雷共度的时光感到悲痛。„Youdo not loveme, Iam only you smallpet that is used to kill the time......”
“你根本不爱我,我只是一个你用来打发时间的小宠物……”Sheripsflexureoneselfcheeks, bloodypiece.
她撕挠自己的脸颊,血淋淋一片。„Youhave never lovedme......”
“你从未爱过我……”Facingthis, the innermost feelings of Serezdo not haveslighttouchingas before, withpreviously, himhad been familiarincomparablyregardingthis, becomes accustomed, Serezevencanguess correctly that the womanwill then speak.
面对这一幕,瑟雷的内心依旧是没有丝毫的触动,和先前一样,他对于这一幕早已熟悉无比,习以为常,瑟雷甚至能猜到女人接下来会说什么话。
The womenbegged, „youwill rememberme?”
女人央求道,“你会记得我吗?”Serezsaid,„guessed correctly.”
瑟雷说,“猜到了。”
The womengawked, thenSerezturns aroundto depart, vanishedinherlifethoroughly, howwhatevershewailedto detain, the step of Serezhas not hadstopping of momentslow.
女人愣了一下,然后瑟雷转身离去,彻底消失在了她的人生中,任由她怎么哀嚎挽留,瑟雷的步伐也未有过片刻的停缓。
After leaving the old castle, Serezthendetected that thisisfor these years, leavesthisplace for the first time, hediscovered that outsideworldhad changedmany, peoplehave the railroadin the wildernessupper berth, the trainbang.
离开古堡后,瑟雷这才发觉这是自己这么多年以来,第一次离开这个地方,他发现外面的世界已经变了好多,人们在旷野上铺起铁路,火车轰隆而过。Serezlikesthisnewthing, thismaycompared with the carriage, heride the trainto go tomanyplacesquicklyin the following several years, experiencedseveral times„love”, some can only continueseveraldays and nights, someareseveralmonths.
瑟雷喜欢这个新事物,这可比马车快多了,接下来的几年里他搭着火车去了许多地方,也经历了数次“爱情”,有的只能持续几个日夜,有的则是几个月。
A timeaccidental, Serezran into a veryinterestingwoman, hitting it off well with one another that verytwo peoplechatted.
一次偶然中,瑟雷遇到了个十分有趣的女人,两人聊的很投缘。„ActuallyIam the non-dead.”
“其实我是不死者。”Somenight, Serezsaidtothiswomansuddenly.
某个夜晚,瑟雷忽然对这个女人说道。„Ha? Are youcracking a joke?”
“哈?你是在开玩笑吗?”„WhatIsaidisreal.”
“我说的是真的。”Serezwas sayingtakes up the table knife, cut openownthroat, the blood the overflow.
瑟雷说着拿起餐刀,割开了自己的喉咙,鲜血汩汩地溢出。
The womenwere scaredcompletely, has not waited forherto call out in griefpanic-stricken, the wound in Serezhas then healed, heis also holding the hand of woman, makinghertouch the smoothskin, definitewoundSelf-healing.
女人完全被吓傻了,还不等她惊恐悲鸣,瑟雷的伤口便已愈合,他还拉着女人的手,让她抚摸着平滑的皮肤,确定伤口的自愈。„Is this magic?”In the femalepersoneyesturns the tears, the moodis disruptedbySerezcompletely.
“这是魔术吗?”女人眼中翻着泪花,情绪完全被瑟雷扰乱。„It is not the magic, istruedoes not die.”
“不是魔术,是真正的不死。”Serezis in front ofher, performed the cuttingfingerandSelf-healing.
瑟雷又当着她的面,表演了切割手指与自愈。Although the processis very odd, but the womanspentevening'stime, acceptingSerezisnon-deadidentity.
虽然过程很离谱,但女人还是花了一个晚上的时间,接受了瑟雷是不死者这一身份。„In the plotaccording tonovel, yournon-deadshouldn'thideownidentity?”Womenis askingpuzzled, whilecutstinyopeningsonSerez, observestheirSelf-healing.
“按照小说里的剧情,你们不死者不应该隐藏自己的身份吗?”女人一边不解地问着,一边在瑟雷的身上切出一个个细小的口子,观察他们的自愈。„Properly speaking, toavoidtroubling, Iwill truly do this,”Serezlooks athereye, „, butIthought that youare very interesting, I want to take a look atyourresponse.”
“按理说,为了避免麻烦,我确实会这样做,”瑟雷看着她的眼睛,“但我觉得你很有趣,我想看看你的反应。”„Youthought that whatIwill haveto respond? Seeksto you do not die, turnswithyoursamenon-dead?”
“你觉得我会有什么反应?向你寻求不死,变成和你一样的不死者?”„Almost.”
“差不多。”„Sounds, beforeme, somepeopledid this, finallyhow?”
“听起来,在我之前,也有人这样做了,结果如何?”„Madepeopleverysad.”
“令人很伤心。”„Really......”
“果然啊……”„Do youwantto become the non-dead?”Serezis testing the woman.
“那你想成为不死者吗?”瑟雷考验着女人。„Un......”shelooked at carefully a Serezcarefully, shakes the head, „, does not want.”
“嗯……”她仔细地端详了一下瑟雷,摇头,“不,才不要。”
An unexpectedreply.
一个出乎预料的回答。„Has a look atyourself, Serez.”
“看看你自己,瑟雷。”„Ihow?”
“我怎么了?”„Semblanceis attractive, butyourintrinsic, had actually becomeonegroup of smellyputtiesrottenly,”womanmanipulated her skirt, makingitripplelike the butterfly, „Ido not turn into your appearance.”
“外表光鲜亮丽,但你的内在,其实早就烂成了一团臭泥,”女人摆弄了一下自己的裙子,让它如蝴蝶般荡漾,“我才不要变成你这副样子。”„Thereforeyoudo refusenot dead?”
“所以你拒绝不死?”„Uh-huh.”
“嗯哼。”
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