ED :: Volume #4

#9: In those days


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Under sending and picking up of guard, Dennis is leaning on the walking stick, comes out from the train station slowly, he raised the head then sees the surrounding tall buildings, the giant guidepost and busy stream of people, he in same place, arrives at Oath City with many initially the Orpheus stranger is the same, they are so incompatible with this city, like wild animal that goes out of the virgin forest, astrayed the human society. 在护卫的接送下,丹尼斯拄着拐杖,慢悠悠地从火车站里出来,他抬头便看到周围的高楼大厦、巨大的路标、繁忙的人流,他愣在了原地,就和许多初到誓言城欧泊斯的异乡人一样,他们与这座城市是如此格格不入,如同从原始森林里走出的野兽,误入了人类社会。 Dennis has never thought that some day can return to this city again, do not say, this city had the change of such big unexpectedly. 丹尼斯从未想过,有朝一日自己能再度回到这座城市里,更不要说,这座城市居然发生了如此之大的变化。 Mister.” “先生。” The guard stands in Dennis's side, asks for then to support by the arm him, Dennis this/Ben wants to reject, but his body is really hard to support, can only smile politely, thank the help of guard. 护卫站在丹尼斯的身边,伸手便要搀扶他,丹尼斯本想拒绝,但他的身体实在难以支撑,只能礼貌地微笑,感谢护卫的帮助。 When this time, Dennis will lag behind realized, oneself is a 90-year- old person. 每到这时候,丹尼斯才会后知后觉地意识到,自己已经是位90多岁的老人了。 Time really flies......” “时间真快啊……” Dennis is gazing at this city, is sighing, remembers when previous time arrives at this lands, here is scorched earth of place, full is the skeleton, the fearsome war swept across this lands, but one of the Dennis war participants. 丹尼斯注视着这座城市,不由地感叹着,记得上次来到这片土地时,这里还是一地的焦土,满是尸骸,可怖的战争席卷了这片土地,而丹尼斯正是战争的参与者之一。 Until today, Dennis remembers as before clearly these frigid and fearful scenes, the suddenly instance, just like the illusion, he can see these cruentations again the remnants of destroyed buildings, may wink again the present, reflects pleasant endless liveliness. 直到今日,丹尼斯依旧清晰地记得那些惨烈而可怕的场景,眨眼的瞬间,犹如幻觉般,他能再度看到那些染血的残垣断壁,可再次眨眼下,映入眼中的只有无尽的繁华。 Now here no longer is the scene of war, but is a prosperous city, tall buildings, busy crowd, grotesque and gaudy. This made him feel a confusedness, as if the time dislocation, as if his memory and reality did not tally. 如今这里已经不再是战争的场景,而是一片繁荣的城市,高楼大厦,繁忙的人群,光怪陆离。这令他感到一阵迷茫,仿佛时间错位了,仿佛他的记忆和现实并不相符。 Sees look that nearby guard that confuses, Dennis answered at the right moment, „when my previous time came, here has not called Oath City Orpheus, without these tall buildings, but was scorched earth ruins of place.” 见一旁护卫那迷惑的眼神,丹尼斯适时地解释道,“我上次来时,这里还不叫誓言城欧泊斯,更没有这些高楼大厦,而是一地的焦土废墟。” Dennis time of recollections discussed, at that time I was a young soldier, rather than present this gradually old appearance.” 丹尼斯倍感怀念道,“当时我还是个年轻的士兵,而不是现在这副垂垂老矣的模样。” No one can deny that Dennis's old, on his face covered entirely the deep wrinkle, the skin relaxation was incapable, the hair has almost fallen off completely, was only left over several scattered white hair, the eye gets sucked in the tears bag, seemed very exhausted, the lip was split, lacks the vitality/angry. 没人能否认丹尼斯的苍老,他的脸上布满了深深的皱纹,皮肤松弛无力,头发已经几乎全部脱落,仅剩下几根稀稀落落的白发,眼睛深陷在泪袋里,显得非常疲惫,嘴唇干裂,缺乏生气。 Dennis old, not only came from passing of time, what is more important being the war leaves behind the wound. 丹尼斯的苍老不仅来自于时间的流逝,更重要的是战争留下的创伤。 He once was a soldier, experienced many soul-stirring combats, after the war, Dennis cured the soul with the time of remaining years of life, but in his mind was still reappearing the intense war scene, still could not forget the wailing sound of shot and ally. 他曾是一名战士,经历了许多惊心动魄的战斗,战争后,丹尼斯用余生的时间来治愈灵魂,可他的脑海里仍然浮现着激烈的战争场面,仍然忘不掉枪炮声和战友的哀嚎声。 Moves the step difficultly, every time moves one inch, Dennis can feel hidden one's secret worries intent that in the body transmits clearly, that was together the old wound, in the past in war he was shaken by a shell but actually, body many were injured, in the stupor and sober repeatedly. 艰难地挪动步伐,每移动一寸,丹尼斯都能清楚地感受到身体里传来的隐隐痛意,那是一道旧伤了,当年在战争中他被一颗炮弹震倒,身体多处受伤,在昏迷与清醒间反反复复。 That experience becomes the Dennis deep place cannot erase wound, after the war, Dennis lived in seclusion the countryside, has not talked about that experience to others again, no longer participated in the meeting and activity of related army. 那段经历成为了丹尼斯内心深处不可磨灭的创伤,战争后,丹尼斯隐居到了乡下,再也没有向别人谈起那段经历,也不再参加有关军队的聚会和活动。 Many and Dennis was together dozens years of friend, was not clear that Dennis once was a soldier, do not say that he has also participated in the Wrath of the Scorched Earth war, sometimes, Dennis was about to forget that remembers. 许多和丹尼斯相处了几十年的朋友,都不清楚丹尼斯曾经是一位士兵,更不要说他还参与过焦土之怒的战争,有些时候,丹尼斯自己都快忘记了那段记忆。 Until before some time, takes in the past until these mysterious people, almost the forgotten material found itself. Dennis cannot comprehend the person who oneself this dies quickly, but also is useful. 直到一段时间之前,直到这些神秘人拿着当年的、几乎被人遗忘的资料找到了自己。丹尼斯搞不懂自己这样快死的人,还有什么用。 „Do we then want to go?” Dennis asked. “我们接下来要去哪?”丹尼斯问。 Follows well us.” “跟我们走就好。” The guard leads Dennis to arrive at the roadside, opens the vehicle door, the glass is lightproof, in car(riage) pitch-dark, making one feel anxious. 护卫带着丹尼斯来到路边,拉开车门,车窗并不透光,车内黑漆漆的,令人倍感不安。 Dennis seats in the car(riage), the vehicle door closes and deadlocks, he knows that oneself destiny completely grasps now in these person of hands, but he is not afraid, he is too old, in the innumerable day and night, he has been ready, goes facing the god of death. 丹尼斯坐进车内,车门关上、锁死,他知道自己的命运现在完全掌握在这些人手中了,但他并不害怕,他已经太老了,在数不清的日夜里,他早已做好准备,去面对死神。 Hello, Mr. Dennis.” “你好,丹尼斯先生。” The calm sound resounds in the darkness, Dennis blinks, the vision of mold lake distinguishes an outline in the darkness reluctantly. 沉稳的声音在黑暗里响起,丹尼斯眨了眨眼,模湖的视力勉强地在黑暗里分辨出一个轮廓。 You can call me for Yin Fan.” “你可以称呼我为尹凡。” Yin Fan puts out a hand, gently and Dennis grasped in one. 尹凡伸出手,轻轻地和丹尼斯握在了一起。 Excuse me, what do want to obtain from here?” The Dennis look does not give way to traffic, the sound is powerful. “请问,你们想从我这里得到什么呢?”丹尼斯眼神毫不避让,声音有力。 It‘s nothing, but wants to understand, can the experience that you join the army, say with me? For example the part related to your ally.” Yin Fan asked. “没什么,只是想了解一下,你从军的经历,可以和我讲一讲吗?比如有关你战友的这部分。”尹凡问道。 That is not a good memory, if can......” “那并不是一段美好的记忆,如果可以……” Yin Fan interrupted Dennis's words, troubled you, this was very important.” 尹凡打断了丹尼斯的话,“麻烦您了,这很重要。” Dennis's voice, compromised, he silent, in the muddy look appeared many past events, they such as illusory image ghost entanglement his mental. 丹尼斯的声音顿了一下,妥协了般,他沉默了下来,浑浊的眼神里浮现起了诸多的往事,它们如幻影幽魂般纠缠着他的心智。 With gradual clear of recollection, the facial features of many mold lakes also became clear. 随着回忆的逐渐清晰,许多模湖的面容也变得真切了起来。 Please give me to select the time.” Dennis said in a soft voice. “请给我点时间。”丹尼斯轻声道。 Yin Fan nods earnestly, has not said anything, he can understand that Dennis's mood, recalled such past, was not an easy matter. 尹凡认真地点点头,并没有多说什么,他能理解丹尼斯的心情,回忆那样的过去,并不是一件轻松的事。 Dennis's allies, have left the world for many years, compared with Dennis this long life, the part that the war occupies are not many, but is some keys that composed the Dennis life, these with him together in the form that in the trench sways back and forth, carved his heart unable to obliterate. 丹尼斯的战友们,都已离世多年了,和丹尼斯这漫长的人生相比,战争占据的部分并不算多,可就是这部分组成了丹尼斯人生的关键,那些与他一起在堑壕里打滚的身影,刻进了他的心底无法磨灭。 Also was really the enough remote memory.” Dennis muttered. “还真是够遥远的记忆了。”丹尼斯喃喃道。 From the material, you came from a place of named Chinese larch town/subdues.” Yin Fan is guiding Dennis. “从资料来看,你来自一个名为红杉镇的地方。”尹凡引导着丹尼斯。 Chinese larch town/subdues? Right, there is my hometown.” “红杉镇?对,那里是我的家乡。” But after the war ended, you have not returned to the hometown.” “可战争结束后,你并没有回到家乡。” Yes.” “是的。” Why?” “为什么?” In the Dennis look revealed the ray of difference, he shook the head, it disappeared.” 丹尼斯眼神里流露出了异样的光芒,他摇摇头,“它不见了。” Disappears?” “不见了?” Chinese larch town/subdues is a small place, is very few with the channel that the outside world communicates, if not the process of caravan, we possibly do not know that the outside world is going to war, that is a place that can be called the hidden world.” “红杉镇是个小地方,与外界沟通的渠道少之又少,如果不是商队的经过,我们可能都不知道外界正在打仗,那是一个称得上隐世的地方。” Dennis tries hard to recall oneself hometown, but besides that continuous giant tree, his anything could not record. 丹尼斯努力回忆自己的家乡,可除了那连绵不绝的巨木外,他什么也记不起来了。 On map does not have the mark of Chinese larch town/subdues, the railroad not to pass through there, the child of leaving home can only return following oneself, although the war brought many wounds to me, but I still remember road that goes home.” “地图上没有红杉镇的标记,铁路也不经过那里,离家的孩子只能循着自己返回,虽然战争给我带来了许多创伤,但我仍记得归家的路。” „Did you find it?” “你找到了它了吗?” Found,” Dennis's voice high, was also low and deep, found scorched earth.” “找到了,”丹尼斯的声音高了一下,紧接着又低沉了下去,“找到了一片焦土。” Yin Fan complexion changes. 尹凡脸色微变。 Like such that I said that the Chinese larch town/subdues was a small place, its birth no one knew, its destruction also no one heard.” “就像我说的那样,红杉镇是个小地方,它的诞生无人知晓,它的毁灭也无人听闻。” Dennis does not have the mood to tell, the wound is numb, he could not feel the pain again. 丹尼斯毫无情绪地讲述着,伤口已经麻木,他再也感受不到痛苦了。 It has extremely rich forest resources, when I return to the hometown, the Chinese larch forest was cut light/only the big piece, some are only bare, inserts the land of full stump, the familiar small town also only had the remnants of destroyed buildings, in very common the abandoned architectural complex...... the war like the wilderness spread this, thinks is also, this sweeps across Wrath of the Scorched Earth of the world, how should a small town escape by luck?” “它有着极为丰富的森林资源,当我回到家乡时,红杉林被砍光了大片,有的只是光秃秃、插满树桩的大地,熟悉的小镇也只剩下了残垣断壁,就像荒野上很常见的废弃建筑群一样……战争蔓延到了这,想想也是,这是席卷全世界的焦土之怒,一个小镇又该如何幸免呢?” What later did you make?” “之后你又做了什么呢?” Dennis said, I try to look for others, but the people in small town are not many, do not say that the young people went out to go to war, seeking for several years later, I realized suddenly, I possibly remember only the person in Chinese larch town/subdues, even again how sad, I must continue to go forward, I then arrived at another city, tried to launch the new life there.” 丹尼斯说,“我试着寻找其他人,但小镇的人并不多,更不要说年轻人都出去打仗了,在寻找了几年后,我忽然意识到,我可能是唯一记得红杉镇的人了,即便再怎么难过,我也要继续前进了,我便来到了另一座城市,试着在那里展开新的生活。” „Did you achieve? New life.” “你做到了吗?新生活。” Probably.” “大概吧。” Yin Fan silently under the record he and Dennis's the dialogue in the paper page, he felt at this time the atmosphere contrasts was similar, should guide Dennis to the real issue. 尹凡默默地在纸页上记录下他与丹尼斯的对话,此时他觉得气氛烘托的差不多了,也该将丹尼斯引导向真正的问题了。 Beirrogo Lazarus.” 伯洛戈·拉撒路。” Yin Fan mentioned the Beirrogo name towering, the atmosphere in flash car(riage) decreased temperature rapidly, is relying on the instinct of occupation, Yin Fan can detect Dennis's change keenly, 尹凡突兀地讲出了伯洛戈的名字,一瞬间车内的气氛迅速降温,凭借着职业的本能,尹凡能敏锐地察觉到丹尼斯的变化, The heart rate rise and blood pressure increase, the finger trembles slightly, the body surface perspiration, the look dissociation is unceasing, the breath speeds up slightly, these responses are quite secret, but regarding the professional, this is very good to observe. 心率上升、血压增加,手指微微发抖、体表出汗,眼神游离不断,呼吸微微加快,这些反应极为隐秘,但对于专业人士而言,这很好观察。 Yin Fan knows that should continue, he demonstrated the Beirrogo picture, asked again. 尹凡知道该继续了,他将伯洛戈的照片展示了出来,再次问道。 „Do you still remember him?” “你还记得他吗?” The eyes of Dennis pollution are staring in the picture stubbornly the Beirrogo appearance, he has not thought in any event, so many years later, he will hear the Beirrogo name again, sees his appearance. 丹尼斯浑浊的双眼死死地盯着照片上伯洛戈的模样,他无论如何都未想过,这么多年后,他会再次听到伯洛戈的名字,看到他的样子。 Suffered his lifetime dream demon to return, nearly in late ruler. 折磨他一生的梦魔归来了,近在迟尺。 In Yin Fanyan gradually appeared the dark peaceful glimmer, his sound had the charm probably, spread to Dennis's ear. 尹凡眼中逐渐浮现起了暗澹的微光,他的声音像是有魔力般,传入了丹尼斯的耳中。 Said anything, Dennis.” “说些什么吧,丹尼斯。”
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