The Beirrogo half step goes through in the streets, ignores passers-by that strange vision completely. 伯洛戈快步穿行在街道间,完全不顾路人们那怪异的目光。 Beirrogo at this moment is slightly distressed, overlapping with empty territory wrote off his flesh, his thigh following pants, the flesh heals now, but the shoes completely vanish do not see, the pants also only remained the half. 此刻的伯洛戈略显狼狈,与虚域的重迭抹杀了他的血肉,还有他大腿以下的裤子,如今血肉愈合,但鞋子完全消失不见,裤子也只剩了半截。 Only looks at the upper body of Beirrogo, you will think that he is a succeeding in one's pursuit company staff member, but looks at the lower part of Beirrogo, you think that he is the wanderer in wandering about destitute street. 光看伯洛戈的上身,你会觉得他是一位事业有成的公司职员,但看伯洛戈的下半身,你会以为他是流落街头的流浪汉。 Beirrogo did not have the thoughts to go to the manages others' vision, he anxiety of the border region sanatorium walking, does not know after oneself died, long time, does not know result that negotiated for the first time how. 伯洛戈没心思去管别人的目光了,他从边陲疗养院里走的急,根本不知道自己死去后过了多长的时间,也不知道第一次谈判的结果到底如何。 In his mind had too many questions, these worries made Beirrogo be exhausted, has not waited to take a break, Serez and Wei gave Beirrogo to deal a head-on blow. 他的脑海里有太多太多的疑问了,这些烦恼本就令伯洛戈疲惫不堪,还不等休息片刻,瑟雷与薇儿又给伯洛戈迎头痛击。 Emotion issue. 情感问题。 By the priority of Beirrogo processing issue, individual emotion issue is priority lowest one, Beirrogo will not consider this issue without doubt, but two people such a was mumbled, on this hurried road, the Beirrogo mind is lingering repeatedly, can hardly be removed. 以伯洛戈处理问题的优先级来看,个人情感问题无疑是优先度最低的一种,伯洛戈根本不会去考虑这个问题,但被两人这么一嘟囔,这匆忙的路上,伯洛戈的脑海反复萦绕着,挥之不去。 Last second with fierce battle of dumbness, the next second is Serez and Wei two stupid faces, is the guess and suspicion of decision room, then smile cannot stop appears. 上一秒还是与无言者的凶恶厮杀,下一秒就是瑟雷与薇儿的两张蠢脸,紧接着是决策室的猜测与怀疑,然后艾缪的笑颜就止不住地浮现。 Beirrogo realized that the expert is not versatile. 伯洛戈意识到专家并不是全能的。 On arrives at the assassination goal, below arrives at the tracing enemy, Beirrogo may be kills and torches to stop at no evil, and each work is extremely experienced. 上到刺杀目标,下到追踪敌人,伯洛戈可算是杀人放火无恶不作,并且每一个工作都极富经验。 At least about hundred years of work experiences , in this world few person can in this regard compared with Beirrogo. 至少近百年的工作经验,在这一点上,这个世界里少有人能比过伯洛戈。 Beirrogo so efficient powerful, but the only matter, he has never processed. 伯洛戈是如此地高效强大,但唯独一件事,他从未处理过。 Emotion issue. 情感问题。 „Damn!” “该死的！” Beirrogo knocked own head, thinks these matters diligently, perhaps was the death of Adele was too big to his impact, until now Beirrogo tried to restrain own emotion, in order to avoid had some unnecessary trouble, but these emotions like the toxin, soak the thought of Beirrogo now completely. 伯洛戈敲了敲自己的脑袋,努力不去想这些事,或许是阿黛尔之死给他的冲击太大了,一直以来伯洛戈都试着扼制自己的情感,以免产生些不必要的麻烦,但现在这些情感就像毒素般,完全浸透了伯洛戈的思维。 The route of body in along memory, goes forward toward Bureau of Order, the Beirrogo train of thought is struggling mutually, he has not noticed matter all around completely. 身体沿着记忆里的路线,朝着秩序局前进,伯洛戈的思绪则互相斗争着,他完全没有注意到周遭的事。 The grating whistling sound gets up, an automobile sharply stopped nearby Beirrogo, the driver finds out the glass, is cursing this running a red light scoundrel, the pedestrians look askance, look at this resembles wanderer, fellow who also looks like the company staff member. 刺耳的鸣笛声响起,一辆汽车在伯洛戈一旁急停了下来,司机探出车窗,咒骂着这个闯红灯的混账,行人们纷纷侧目,看着这个像流浪汉,又像公司职员的家伙。 Beirrogo has not cared about these completely, his form stagnates, along with the sharp brake sound, the body hit toward the corner uncontrolled. 伯洛戈完全没有在意这些,紧接着他的身影一滞,伴随着尖锐的刹车声,身体不受控制地朝着街角撞了出去。 When Beirrogo crawls badly beaten from the shatter display window, an entire street piece in confusion, the street light poured in horizontally one side, pedestrians panic-stricken. 当伯洛戈头破血流地从破碎的橱窗里爬出时,整个街头一片狼藉,路灯横倒在了一边,行人们惊恐不已。 Beirrogo always thought that long ago, oneself have also experienced similar matter, but this is unimportant, in the people astonished vision, Beirrogo wiped the bloodstain on face , to continue to go forward toward Bureau of Order. 伯洛戈总觉得在很久之前,自己也经历过类似的事,但这都不重要了,在众人惊愕的目光中,伯洛戈抹了抹脸上的血迹,继续朝着秩序局前进。 This what's the matter? 这到底怎么回事？ Beirrogo thought that this is not the good time of pondering this issue, but he cannot bear thinks, barren in first time had such impulsion at heart, and getting stronger and stronger that with ponder increase, this impulsion changes. 伯洛戈觉得这并不是一个思考这个问题的好时机,但他就是忍不住地去想,贫瘠的内心里头一次产生了这样的冲动,并且随着思考次数的增加,这种冲动变的愈演愈烈。 „Rational idea.” “理性思考。” Beirrogo thought aloud, the sane angle ponders the issue, will help the litigant obtain the optimal explanation. 伯洛戈自言自语,理智的角度去思考问题,会帮助当事人得到最优的解答。 Then starts from where? 那么从何开始呢？ Meet that most starts? Beirrogo is always an icy fellow, when met with, he revealed slightly gentle that side rarely, now recalls, Beirrogo thought that was only own temporary good intentions and altogether the sentiment. 最开始的相遇吗？伯洛戈一向是个冷冰冰的家伙,但与艾缪相遇时,他少见地流露出了略显温柔的那一面,现在回想起来,伯洛戈觉得那只是自己的一时的善意与共情。 Beirrogo understood that at that time the difficult position, had the resonance regarding her thoughts, he thought that oneself should help her, helped itself like Adele. 伯洛戈理解那时艾缪所处的困境,对于她的心思也有共鸣,他觉得自己该帮帮她,就像阿黛尔帮了自己一样。 Regardless of Beirrogo again how indifferent, he thinks that oneself was still human, but human was sociality, will help mutually. 无论伯洛戈再怎么冷漠,他认为自己仍是人类,而人类是群居性的,会相互帮助的。 Beirrogo knows that falls to the enemy badly, such mood he has profound understanding, with living alone compared with Shen Beiqu the day, the life in dark prison cell also became happy. 伯洛戈知道沦陷下去有多糟,那样的心情他深有体会,与独居在申贝区的日子相比,黑牢里的生活也变得美好了起来。 Therefore he helped, but also had the ample patience rarely, even if behind made such trouble, still chose to save her. 所以他帮助了艾缪,还少见地具备起了足够的耐心,哪怕艾缪后面惹出那样的乱子,仍选择拯救她。 In the eye of Beirrogo, the desperado who and he once ran into is different, she is only one mental not yet mature, lives in twisting the child in environment, what she needs is the correct guidance and help. 在伯洛戈的眼中,艾缪和他曾经遇到的亡命之徒不一样,她只是一个心智尚未成熟,生活在扭曲环境内的孩子而已,她需要的是正确的引导与帮助。 Like oneself such. 就像自己那样。 This saves incessantly, is saving Beirrogo, fulfills him to comply with Adele's words in the diary. 这不止是拯救艾缪,也是在拯救伯洛戈自己,履行他在日记里答应过阿黛尔的话。 Until this moment, all are very normal. 直到这一刻,一切都很正常。 When then from starts to twist? 那么是从什么时候开始扭曲的呢？ Beirrogo is thinking, entered into Bureau of Order. 伯洛戈思索着,迈入了秩序局。 The Bureau of Order staff members have long been used to various types exceptionally, but sees the Beirrogo top of the head to wipe the blood and both feet to be naked, appearance that the mouth also mumbled, everyone could not bear halt, waiting and seeing. 秩序局的职员们早已习惯各种异常,但见伯洛戈头顶着一抹鲜血、双脚赤裸,嘴里还念念有词的样子,大家也忍不住止步,观望着。 The blood adverse current, the wound healing of Beirrogo top of the head, he marched forward, the instinct of body has been familiar with the route. 血液逆流,伯洛戈头顶的伤口愈合了,他继续向前,身体的本能早已熟悉了路线。 After the unceasing ponder, Beirrogo always thinks that does not understand when the change happened, it does not have an explicit time node, in some moment, did not storm into the Beirrogo world suddenly, but, infiltrated like the toxicant imperceptibly. 经过不断的思考,伯洛戈始终想不明白改变是何时发生的,它没有一个明确的时间节点,并不是在某一刻,艾缪突然攻入了伯洛戈的世界,而是在不知不觉中,像毒药一样渗透了进来。 Beirrogo stopped suddenly, at this moment he detected, close that oneself and between relate, the crafty snake scale fluid is builds by her, the scabbard of loss is also she manufactures, do not say that her secret can continuously the increase Beirrogo, is dealing with the every large or small fight. 伯洛戈忽然停了下来,这一刻他发觉,自己和艾缪之间联系的紧密,诡蛇鳞液就是由她打造,损失的剑鞘也是她制作的,更不要说她的秘能一直增幅着伯洛戈,应对着大大小小的战斗。 This made Beirrogo remember the living room of oneself family/home, just when lived the living room was very neat, most placed the movie that several Palmer liked, when Beirrogo has gotten back one's composure, the entire living room is occupied by him, pasted completely the poster everywhere, filled with the young aura, and young people unique stupid vigor. 这令伯洛戈想起了自己家的客厅,刚住进来时客厅还是很整洁的,最多摆放了几张帕尔默喜欢的影片,而当伯洛戈回过神时,整个客厅已经被他占据了,到处贴满了海报,充满了年轻的气息,以及年轻人特有的蠢劲。 The changes of many things are this, silent, when you detect, the raging flame has only remained a frame that your house burns. 许多事情的改变就是这样,无声无息,当你发觉时,熊熊烈火已经将你的房子烧的只剩个框架。 Then...... then? 然后……然后呢？ How then should do. 然后该怎么做。 The step that Beirrogo goes forward stopped, at this moment he really felt oneself not handled. 伯洛戈前进的步伐又停了下来,这一刻他实实在在地感受到了自己的无措。 Soon crosses the 100-year-old non- dead as one, knowledge infinite approach in zero of Beirrogo in this aspect. 作为一个快要过100周岁的不死者,伯洛戈在这方面的知识无限趋近于零。 Following is anxious and pressure. 随之而来的就是焦虑与压力。 Beirrogo is the person of easy excessively ponder, tries to grasp the person in hand all things, like own secret can, Beirrogo have to plant nearly the control desire of distortion to own future. 伯洛戈是个容易过度思考的人,一个试图将所有事情都掌握在手中的人,就像自己的秘能一样,伯洛戈对自己的未来有种近乎扭曲的控制欲。 He frequently for later one week, and even one month of life formulation plan, is clear appropriately, although every so often, the Beirrogo arranged association/will that each event arranges was broken. 他经常为之后一周、乃至一个月的生活制定计划,各个事件安排的明确妥当,虽然很多时候,伯洛戈的安排总会被人打断。 Now suffers the Beirrogo pressure, from the future that does not know, actually his not clear world will turn into what, Beirrogo tries to hold all, but in the final analysis, actually anything cannot grasp. 如今折磨伯洛戈的压力,正是来自那可不知的未来,他不清楚世界究竟会变成什么样,伯洛戈试图抓住一切,但归根结底,却什么也拿不住。 Beirrogo does not know how should process own idea, in same place was very long, has the staff member passed by, carefully did not hit Beirrogo, this made him sober, oneself had arrived at the divergence point. 伯洛戈不知道该如何处理自己的想法,愣在了原地很久,有职员路过时,不小心撞到了伯洛戈,这才令他清醒了过来,自己已经到了分歧点。 towards walks goes to the field personnel section, another side walks is the courtyard of pillar/backbone, can arrive in the sublimation furnace core from that. 朝这边走是去外勤部,另一边走则是支柱之庭,从那可以抵达升华炉芯。 Choice time arrived. 抉择的时候到了。 Beirrogo has made many choices, but has no choice compared with this command Beirrogo feel confused, the content that wants to choose again, he rescues to think that the world becomes somewhat incredible. 伯洛戈做过很多抉择,但没有任何一次抉择要比这次令伯洛戈感到迷茫,再想都抉择的内容,他救觉得世界变得有些荒诞。 In he is indecisive, a sound resounds. 就在他犹豫不决时,一个声音响起。 „Beirrogo?” “伯洛戈？” Beirrogo looks following the direction of sound, Camp is standing in the hurried stream of people, a face looks accidentally/surprisingly to Beirrogo. 伯洛戈顺着声音的方向看去,坎普正站在匆忙的人流中,一脸意外地看向伯洛戈。 „Camp!” “坎普！” In the Beirrogo sound brings the earnest joy, this made Camp feel suddenly somewhat ill, he first time saw Beirrogo is so warm. 伯洛戈的声音里带着热切的欣喜,这令坎普一时间觉得有些不适,他头一次见伯洛戈这么热情。 Beirrogo pursues asks, „do you want to go?” 伯洛戈追问道,“你是要去哪？” „Field personnel section, they are meeting, matter about yesterday's negotiations.” “外勤部,他们正开会,是关于昨天谈判的事。” Camp listened to them saying that Beirrogo should be right in the border region sanatorium, but he appeared in this, moreover this strange appearance. 坎普听他们说伯洛戈应该在边陲疗养院内才对,可他却出现在了这,而且还是这副奇怪的样子。 „Takes me, some of my also many things must ask that understands.” “带上我,我也有很多事要问个明白。” Beirrogo too thanked Camp's sudden to appear, he brought a goal for Beirrogo, province pondered that these Beirrogo thought not the clear matter radically. 伯洛戈太感谢坎普的突然出现了,他为伯洛戈带来一个目标,省的去思考那些伯洛戈根本想不明白的事。 Work. 工作。 The busy work can subtract overwhelming majority worries. 繁忙的工作可以减去绝大部分的烦恼。 In the first year work, Beirrogo must by like this busy, avoids innermost feelings sadness. 第一年的工作中,伯洛戈是要以这样的忙碌,来躲避内心的悲伤。 In third year work, Beirrogo to evade innermost feelings that complex, does not know that this train of thought of should do, the choice will join in the mighty current. 第三年的工作里,伯洛戈则是为了逃避内心那复杂,不知道该如何是好的思绪,选择将自己投身于洪流之中。 Follows in Camp behind, under the intense contrast feeling, Beirrogo realized in oneself from that were really sad went out, he also deeply realized, change that oneself lived. 跟在坎普的身后,强烈的对比感下,伯洛戈意识到自己真的从那悲伤里走出了,他也深刻地意识到,自己生活的变化。 Same unknowingly, Beirrogo has entered into has never thought in the new life. 同样的不知不觉里,伯洛戈已迈入了从未想过的新生活里。 ...... …… In the steps conference gathered the members of several strike forces, the population are not many, the team members have not arrived in full, but the team leaders took place, Beirrogo can identify several familiar forms, has sixth group and tenth group, this participates in the strike force that negotiated for the first time. 阶梯会议室内聚集了数个行动组的成员,人数并不多,组员们并未到齐,但组长们都就位了,伯洛戈能辨认出几个熟悉的身影,有第六组、第十组等,这都参与了第一次谈判的行动组。 In not far away, Beirrogo saw Geoffrey and Palmer, the special task force person is scarce, places in such big steps conference room, diluted directly in the seats. 在不远处,伯洛戈看到了杰佛里与帕尔默,特别行动组人丁稀少,放在这么大的阶梯会议室内,直接稀释在了座位间。 Camp and Beirrogo beckoned with the hand, sit in Yaaz's behind rows of seats, Shelley has been waiting for him in that Beirrogo had the impression to this girl, in her hand is entangling bandages, in the fight of dumbness, she was also injured. 坎普和伯洛戈摆摆手,坐到了亚斯身后的一排排座位里,雪莱已经在那等着他了,伯洛戈对这个女孩有印象,她的手上缠着一圈圈的绷带,在与无言者的战斗中,她也受伤了。 Beirrogo silent forwards, sat in Palmer's side, who Palmer was curious is such originally ripe, unexpectedly sat itself near, he detected that this person was Beirrogo. 伯洛戈无声地向前,一屁股坐在了帕尔默的身旁,帕尔默还好奇是谁这么自来熟,居然坐到了自己边上,紧接着他发觉这个人是伯洛戈。 „Beirrogo!” “伯洛戈！” The sudden appearance of partner, making Palmer's voice high several points, in the silent steps conference room, his sound captured everyone's attention directly. 搭档的突然出现,令帕尔默的声音高了几分,寂静的阶梯会议室内,他的声音直接吸引了所有人的目光。 Wraps Beirrogo from gaze in all directions all round. 来自四面八方的注视将伯洛戈团团包裹。 Beirrogo lowered the sound, „peaceful.” 伯洛戈压低了声音,“安静点。” „How did you come?” “你怎么来了？” Palmer listens to the doctor saying that Beirrogo fell into the serious ether to dry up, he should rest right. 帕尔默听医生讲,伯洛戈陷入了严重的以太枯竭,他应该会睡上一阵的才对。 Beirrogo said, „awoke came, what issue had?” 伯洛戈说,“醒了就来了,有什么问题吗？” „Was this dies the resistance?” “这是死出抗性了？” Palmer's mouth will never lack the words that is unsure, „good, you come just in time, the conference must start.” 帕尔默的嘴里永远不缺没谱的话,“好吧,你来的正是时候,会议就要开始了。” „Peaceful.” “安静。” Another sound conveys, is Geoffrey, arranges in order in situation that Biousse is not, he shouldered the full liability of strike force, thanked this group of not many team members, otherwise Geoffrey will be hard to imagine that to be busy. 另一个声音传来,是杰佛里,列比乌斯不在的情况下,他承担了行动组的全部责任,感谢本组没有多少组员,不然杰佛里难以想象那会有多么忙。 Thinks of this, Geoffrey several points look tender to Yaaz, his sixth group of population are many, was that just walked from the entrance, stood the person after platform. 想到这,杰佛里几分怜惜地看向亚斯,他的第六组人数就蛮多的,然后是那个刚刚从门口走进来,站在讲台后的人。 Gauld, one of the Bureau of Order extant defending building, tenth group of team leaders. 高尔德,秩序局现存的守垒者之一,第十组组长。 In this moment steps conference room, at least more than 50% appearance field personnel staff members, the tenth group from Gauld, how are hard to imagine him to manage this group of people. 此刻阶梯会议室内,至少一半以上的到场外勤职员,都是来自高尔德的第十组,难以想象他是怎么管理这群人的。 Gauld coughed several, said about the report that yesterday attacked. 高尔德咳嗽了几声,讲起了关于昨日袭击的报告。 At the Bureau of Order operating efficiency, assigns out the complete information in this short time, is not a difficult matter, after all this attack is not complex. 以秩序局的工作效率,在这短暂的时间里调出全部的情报,并不是一件困难的事,毕竟这次袭击本身也没那么复杂。 The dumbness regiment arrived suddenly, hinders the first negotiations, the fight erupted, Bureau of Order met the enemy full power, finally by complete dying in battle of dumbness regiment, this unusual conflict welcomed ends. 无言者军团突然降临,阻碍了第一次谈判,战斗爆发,秩序局全力迎敌,最终以无言者军团的全部战死,这次超凡冲突迎来落幕。 The result of conflict is very good, when the fight erupts, negotiations group of both sides has not entered in the close building, the red dog restrains very much, has not made any action out of the ordinary. 冲突的结局很不错,在战斗爆发时,双方的谈判组都没有进入封闭大楼内,红犬很克制,没有做出任何出格的举动。 It can be said that this unusual conflict, finished at the minimum loss price. 可以说这次超凡冲突,以最小的损失代价而结束。 Gauld's speech are quick, when close to the event ended, Beirrogo realized, Gauld has not mentioned anti- Sanier. 高尔德的讲话很快,临近事件结束时,伯洛戈才意识到,高尔德没有提及耐萨尼尔。 Anti- Sanier also appeared in the close building, was he killed dumbness who defended the building step position, but he has not appeared in the report completely...... 耐萨尼尔也出现在了封闭大楼内,是他杀死了守垒者阶位的无言者,可他完全没有出现在报告里…… Beirrogo just wants to propose that his question, the symptom just raised, was pressed by Beirrogo. 伯洛戈刚想提出他的疑问,苗头刚升起,就被伯洛戈自己压了下去。 Anti- Sanier hid oneself whereabouts, what does he want to make? Does that shatter gold metallurgy body, who control its person is? 难道说耐萨尼尔隐藏了自己的行踪,他是要做什么？还有那具破碎的炼金躯壳,支配它的人又是谁呢？ When Beirrogo falls into the new round ponder, Gauld shouted that the Beirrogo name, the sound lingered in the indoor, hit in the Beirrogo mind. 正当伯洛戈陷入新一轮的思考时,高尔德喊出了伯洛戈的名字,声音徘徊在室内,撞进了伯洛戈的脑海里。 Under Gauld's shout, Beirrogo stood at a loss, simultaneously many vision fall on oneself body. 在高尔德的喊声下,伯洛戈茫然地站了起来,同时诸多的目光落在自己的身上。 „Never expected that you arrived, I also think that you will treat for several days in the border region sanatorium.” “没想到你到场了啊,我还以为你会在边陲疗养院内多待几天。” Gauld sized up Beirrogo, in the relations except work, because of the reason of travel of night, two people also is very certainly good in the personal friendship, at least in Gauld opinion is this, as for Beirrogo, since completely solves the reality shatter event, he has almost no communication with Gauld. 高尔德打量了伯洛戈一番,除去工作上的关系,因绝夜之旅的缘故,两人在私交上也很好,至少在高尔德看来是这样的,至于伯洛戈,自从彻底解决现实破碎的事件后,他几乎和高尔德没有任何来往。 Sometimes Gauld thought that was unrequited love. 有时候高尔德觉得是不是自己自作多情了。 „Beirrogo Lazarus!” “伯洛戈·拉撒路！” Gauld opens both hands, cheers, „biggest hero in this unusual conflict!” 高尔德张开双手,欢呼似的,“这场超凡冲突中的最大功臣！” Beirrogo could not understand him to say anything. 伯洛戈听不懂他在说什么。 „Beirrogo by a person of strength, solved all dumbness in seal building, in the enormous degree, avoided the situation toward the possibility that a worse direction developed.” “伯洛戈以一人之力,解决掉了封闭大楼内的所有无言者,极大程度上,避免了事态朝着更糟方向发展的可能。” Beirrogo was shocked completely, he truly solved overwhelming majority dumbness, but that at all was not the real threat, on the contrary, when only had the dumbness regiment only had one person, their strengths obtained perfect development. 伯洛戈完全愣住了,他确实解决掉了绝大部分的无言者,可那根本不是真正的威胁,相反,唯有无言者军团只剩下一人时,他们的力量才得到了完美的展现。 ...... Is imperfect, the ghost knows also many dumbness distributions in this world, who knows, when they only remain one person in the true sense, only dumbness will obtain what kind of strength. 不……并不完美,鬼知道还有多少无言者分布在这个世界上,又有谁知道,当他们真正意义上仅剩一人时,唯一的无言者会获得何等的力量。 This is not the Beirrogo merit, but is the anti- Sanier merit. 这不是伯洛戈的功绩,而是耐萨尼尔的功绩。 „You need the merit and glory, lets others approve you.” “你需要功绩与荣耀,来让其他人认可你。” Beirrogo recalls the words that anti- Sanier once spoke suddenly, he hidden the whereabouts incessantly, but also in advances on the merit oneself. 伯洛戈突然记起耐萨尼尔曾说的话,他不止是隐藏行踪,还在将功劳推到自己头上。 Just wants to explain, Beirrogo realized, oneself cannot direct exposure anti- Sanier, who know he is planning anything, in the Beirrogo hesitant gap, the warm applause resounded, filled up the steps conference room. 刚想解释,伯洛戈又意识到,自己不能直接暴露耐萨尼尔,谁知道他在谋划些什么,就在伯洛戈犹豫的间隙里,热烈的掌声响起,填满了阶梯会议室。 „Really fierce, partner.” “真厉害啊,搭档。” Palmer pulled the Beirrogo tattered pants, a delighted appearance. 帕尔默扯了扯伯洛戈破破烂烂的裤子,一副眉飞色舞的样子。 The cheers of others are unceasing, Beirrogo is pale the face because of this awkward atmosphere, what is worse, everyone was used to Beirrogo this indifferent appearance, no one has seen his unusuality. 其他人的欢呼声不断,伯洛戈则因这尴尬的氛围铁青着脸,更糟糕的是,大家都习惯了伯洛戈这副冷漠的样子,谁也没看出他的异常。 The brain of Beirrogo is very chaotic, from leaving the border region sanatorium is very chaotic, the anxious mood and many numerous and diverse event overlaps in one, traded to be the average person, was on the demented edge mostly. 伯洛戈的脑子很混乱,从离开边陲疗养院起就很混乱,焦虑的情绪和诸多繁杂的事件交迭在了一起,换做普通人,多半就处于癫狂的边缘了。 After the cheers, Gauld also spoke many following matters concerned arrangements, the conference ended, the field personnel staff members dismiss. 欢呼声后,高尔德又讲了许多接下来的事宜安排,会议结束,外勤职员们就地解散。 Beirrogo sits in the position, long shouted the one breath, he is enjoying the rare tranquility, but greeting hauled back this mortal world him later. 伯洛戈坐在位置上,长呼了一口气,他享受着难得的平静,可随后一声声招呼又把他拖回了尘世。 „Done good.” “做的不错。” Had the field personnel staff member to pass by side Beirrogo, greeted in a friendly way, then whipped his shoulder gently. 有外勤职员路过伯洛戈身边,友好地打招呼,然后轻轻地拍打了一下他的肩膀。 „Fierce!” “厉害啊！” „Has heard so much about you.” “久闻大名了。” „Worthily is the annual best rookie!” “不愧是年度最佳新人啊！” Greeting, look familiar or the strange fellow. 一声声招呼,一个又一个眼熟或是陌生的家伙。 The Beirrogo bad expression, is not good at the public relations, under long-time living alone, regarding the intimate limbs contact, his many had some resistances, but these people are going against stupid faces, brims with is smiling stupid, the probably friend not seen for a long time is the same, is praising Beirrogo. 伯洛戈不善言辞,更不善于社交,长久的独处下,对于亲密的肢体接触,他多少产生了一些抗拒,而这些人顶着一张张蠢脸,洋溢着蠢笑,像是好久不见的朋友一样,赞美着伯洛戈。 Chest fluctuating, Beirrogo forces itself to show the reluctant smile, deals this sudden public relations. 胸膛一阵起伏,伯洛戈强迫自己露出勉强的微笑,来应对这突如其来的社交。 Beirrogo wants saying that this like a strange star conference, but thinks carefully, this is more like checking point a time, oneself are the unlucky ticket seller, inspects the bills of these people, making them leave behind the brand mark in own shoulder. 伯洛戈想说,这就像一场古怪的明星见面会,但仔细想想,这更像是一次检票点,自己是倒霉的售票员,检阅这些人的票据,让他们在自己的肩头留下烙印。 This was too bad. 这太糟了。 Is good are not many because of the field personnel staff member on the scene, forced the public relations to finish restlessly quickly. 好在在场的外勤职员并不多,令人坐立不安的强制社交很快就结束了。 Beirrogo these can relax time finally, has the time principle oneself that disorderly thought. 伯洛戈这一次终于能松一口气了,有时间理一理自己那杂乱的念头。 Another form stood in the Beirrogo side, the Beirrogo mood became agitated, but he set the friendly example, raising the head, that was a familiar form. 又一个身影站在了伯洛戈的身旁,伯洛戈的情绪变得烦躁起来,但他还是强做友善的样子,抬起头,那是一个熟悉的身影。 „Restored? Beirrogo.” “恢复的如何了？伯洛戈。” Different with the field personnel staff member who many commended, this guest cared that Beirrogo, making him be surprised. 和许多来称赞的外勤职员不同,这位来客关心起了伯洛戈,令他倍感意外。 „Ridge...... Camp?” Beirrogo recognized this acquaintance, nodding, „I am good, all right.” “坎……坎普？”伯洛戈认出了这位熟人,点点头,“我还好,没什么事。” Beirrogo looked down the eye, both feet of grow darking oneself have stepped on, „was somewhat distressed.” 伯洛戈低头看了眼,自己已经踩的变黑的双脚,“就是有些狼狈。” Camp sees this to smile, after Beirrogo greets, he left, but on being far away from the Beirrogo road, in his mind resounded just that repeatedly such as the slating applause, each tune seemed like affecting his innermost feelings, brought labor pain intent. 坎普见此笑了笑,向伯洛戈打了个招呼后,他就离开了,但在远离伯洛戈的路上,他脑海里反复响起刚刚那如雷鸣般的掌声,每一声节拍都像是在牵动他的内心般,带来阵阵痛意。 „Should not, you not think like this, Camp.” “不应该的,你不应该这样想的,坎普。” Camp deep breath, rectifies own mentality, but he cannot bear grip the tight fist, expected the name that just people summoned is oneself. 坎普深呼吸,矫正自己的心态,可他还是忍不住攥紧拳头,期望刚刚人们呼唤的名字是自己。 Among two people the disparity is increasing unceasingly, until is unable to attain again. 两人之间的差距正不断变大,直到再也无法企及。 Really dazzling , is really desperate. 真是耀眼,也真是令人绝望。