Chapter 408 astronaut 第408章宇航员 Frightened. 恐惧。 To Rogge, the fear is a slightly strange mood, the passing experience and startles under the unceasing impact that the soul accommodates, Rogge's will has strengthened incomparably. 对伯洛戈而言,恐惧是个略显陌生的情绪,过往的经历与骇魂之容的不断冲击下,伯洛戈的意志早已坚定无比。 Only has when knowing the truth of passing secret, Rogge's will be shaken by the astonishing fact slightly suitably, when others horizontally by misfortune, oneself because to he care, will worry about its destiny, thus is afraid. 唯有在知晓过往隐秘的真相时,伯洛戈的意志才会被惊人的事实稍适撼动,还有他人横遭厄运时,自己会因对他者的关心,担忧其命运,从而感到恐惧。 Several years later, Rogge in regained that pure sense of fear at this moment again, the body just like frozen, the muscle every inchs no longer obeyed his instruction, silent is screaming. 时隔多年,伯洛戈在此刻再度重拾了那纯粹的恐惧感,身体宛如被冻结了般,每一寸的肌肉都不再听从他的指令,无声尖叫着。 After this dies in the world, there is another to exist to wait for him. 在这死后的世界里,有另一个存在等待着他。 This feeling was ruined, will definitely not have in the world that he has, presented him. 这感觉糟透了,一个绝对不会有他者存在的世界里,出现了他者。 After dying the world to be lonely, but to Uncle Yu Rogge, this also wants the safe place compared with the order bureau, in this strange space, oneself will belong to this mortal world again, can relax completely in this Rieber Rogge, the innermost feelings were filled up by the absolute security sense. 死后的世界寂寞空旷,但对于伯洛戈而言,这是远比秩序局还要安全的场所,在这个奇异的空间里,自己会再度归于尘世,在这里伯洛戈可以完全地放松下来,内心被绝对的安全感填满。 But now the sound refers to the sound breaking this security sense, in the alone world, Rogge was not one person...... even said that from the beginning he was not one person, had such wrapped in a shroud of obscurity existence, he has hidden in the corner of shadow, is peeping at Rogge each coming back to life time. 但现在响指声打破了这一安全感,在孤寂的世界里,伯洛戈并非一人……甚至说从一开始他就并非一人,有那么一个神秘莫测的存在,他一直藏在阴影的角落里,窥视着伯洛戈每一次的复生。 Rogge tries hard to control oneself mood, forcing oneself to be calm, as the expert, the negativity has not affected Rogge is too long, he is pondering plans in the mind. 伯洛戈努力控制自己的情绪,强迫自己镇定下来,作为专家,负面情绪没有影响伯洛戈太久,他在脑海里思考着一个又一个的方案。 Angry and joyful will submerge frightened, Rogge realizes a matter, after this dies the world with own gracious gift when the axis of tracing is closely related, both more further relation, is that devil who seized Rogge soul, not to know the status. 愤怒与欣喜将恐惧淹没,伯洛戈意识到一件事,这死后的世界与自身的恩赐・时溯之轴密切相关,两者更进一步的联系,则是那头夺走了伯洛戈灵魂、不知身份的魔鬼。 ...... You appeared finally. 啊……你终于出现了。 The debtor is the devil interferes with the present world acting, one day devil will look for the debtor finally, making them fulfill the shouldered debt. 债务人是魔鬼干涉现世的代行者,终有一日魔鬼会找上债务人,让他们履行所背负的债务。 Rogge got hold of the fist, slowly has turned around, the incredible picture reflects pleasant. 伯洛戈握紧了拳头,慢慢地转过了身,荒诞的画面映入眼中。 Grayish white lithical occupied the entirety of field of vision, without the hills and high mountains, some are only the vast wilderness, and hollow crater, some craters are giant, just like the basin to stand and wait for a long time. 灰白石质占据了视野的全部,没有群山与峻岭,有的只是一望无际的荒野,以及凹陷的环形山,有些环形山过于巨大,犹如盆地般伫立。 In the Rogge not far place, that person referred to attracting Rogge's attention with the sound, then he waves to Rogge, calls him to come, like ganging up, to him when this was only the meeting of leisure and friend. 在离伯洛戈不远的地方,那人用响指吸引了伯洛戈的注意力,然后他冲伯洛戈挥了挥手,招呼他过来,就像呼朋引伴一样,对他而言这只是闲暇时与朋友的聚会。 Rogge is sizing up that person of appearance, is emerging as the times require by the memory of dust-laden burying at this moment. 伯洛戈打量着那人的模样,被尘封掩埋的记忆在此刻破土而出。 The breath starts rapidly, Rogge recalled after this dies , some mechanism of the world, Rogge comes back to life after each time, he is hard to retain the memory in the world after dying. 呼吸开始急促,伯洛戈回想起这死后世界的某种机制,每次伯洛戈复生后,他都难以保留在死后世界里的记忆。 Is ordinary like the dreamland, when Rogge has awaked, will vanish after it dies the world related memory rapidly. 如同梦境一般,当伯洛戈睡醒过,与其死后世界相关的记忆就会飞速消失。 Now Rogge understood, they do not vanish, but was blocked. 现在伯洛戈明白了,它们并不是消失了,而是被封锁了。 After Rogge returns to this dead , the world, will become with its related memory clear, then Rogge detected, he first time will not be saw that to the fellow who he waved. 只有伯洛戈回到这死后世界时,与其相关的记忆才会变得清晰起来,然后伯洛戈发觉,自己不是第一次见到那个向他招手的家伙了。 Becoming sublimation when oneself, conducts implants the ceremony, Rogge has seen him. 早在自己成为凝华者,进行植入仪式时,伯洛戈就见过他了。 Appears in Rogge at present, is a simple outdoor theater, the giant screen stands erect in the front, placed several chairs under the screen scattered, that person sits in the middle position, saw that Rogge depends to come, he also patted oneself chair, hints Rogge to sit down in his side. 出现在伯洛戈的眼前的,是一个简易的露天影院,巨大的荧幕竖立在前方,在荧幕之下零零散散地摆放了几只椅子,那人坐在中间的位置,看到伯洛戈靠过来,他还拍了拍自己身旁的椅子,示意伯洛戈在他身边坐下。 Rogge little close to that fellow, when oneself implant the ceremony, oneself in the world after dying have seen him, but oneself are actually hard to recall all these after awakens. 伯洛戈一点点地靠近那个家伙,在自己植入仪式时,自己就在死后世界里见过他了,但自己在苏醒后却难以记起这一切。 At that time what with was different, that time Rogge was hard to identify the appearance of opposite party, he in Rogge's eyes was one group of unknowable distortion sketches, like the noise snowflake of television. 和当时不同的是,那时的伯洛戈难以辨认对方的模样,他在伯洛戈的眼中就是一团不可知的扭曲剪影,如同电视机的噪音雪花。 Now was different, the opposite party had a visible shape, a strange incomparable shape. 现在不一样了,对方具备了一个可视的形态,一个怪异无比的形态。 Rogge takes a quick look around, thought that the opposite party wears an extremely fat diver's suit, contrasts with the chair, like a giant, the helmet of sphere wrapped his head, the whole piece facial features hid after the golden glass mask. 伯洛戈第一眼看去,觉得对方穿着一身臃肿的潜水服,和椅子对比起来,如同一位巨人,球形的头盔包裹了他的脑袋,整张面容都隐藏在了金色的玻璃面罩后。 This is not a diver's suit. 这不是潜水服。 In Rogge mind raises this thought that then he remembers „the previous generation” memory, as well as to „present world” understanding. 伯洛戈脑海里不由地升起这个念头,然后他想起“前世”的记忆,以及自己对“现世”的了解。 He has heard in radio station, along with the development of science and technology, when the anger of scorched earth, bomber aircraft then in groups passing over gently and swiftly battlefield, but after this long years, present human has conquered the sky, the great eagle passenger plane can easily carry the crowd to pass through various countries. 他在电台里听到过的,伴随着科技的发展,在焦土之怒时,轰炸机便成群地掠过战场,而在这漫长的岁月之后,如今的人类已经征服了天空,巨鹰般的客机可以轻易地载着人群穿越诸国。 Now human has no longer satisfied is fettered under the sky, they also long for breaking through this deep blue vault, for this reason they built to tear the lance of backdrop one after another, prepared to actuate by the iron fire. 现在人类已经不再满足于被束缚于天空之下了,他们还渴望突破这蔚蓝的穹顶,为此他们打造出了一根又一根撕裂天幕的长矛,准备以铁火驱动。 Presently people of the world have not succeeded, but „previous generation” in the memory, human has achieved, they take the raging fire as the actuation, is carrying the castle the lance, sends above the vault of heaven. 只是现世的人们尚未成功,但“前世”的记忆里,人类已经做到了,他们以烈火为驱动,将长矛载着城堡,送入天穹之上。 In the world of that vacuum deathly stillness, is dressing sincerely „mail-armor and helmet”, protects the frail physical body to be not affected, is resisting the boundless darkness. 在那真空死寂的世界里,穿戴着厚重的“甲胄”,来保护脆弱的肉体不受影响,对抗着无际的黑暗。 Should not...... 不应该啊…… Rogge looks at the fellow on chair intently, the blood-color covered entirely the white of the eye. 伯洛戈直愣愣地看着椅子上的家伙,血色布满了眼白。 In this world, exploring above the vault of heaven is also only an illusory supposition, properly speaking this thing should not have in this world to be right, but it appears in Rogge eyes now, father's elder male cousin Rogge „previous generation” in memory broken barrier. 这个世界里,探索天穹之上还只是一个虚无缥缈的假设,按理说这件东西不该存在这个世界里才对,可现在它出现在了伯洛戈眼中,从伯洛戈“前世”的记忆里破障而来。 This is not the diver's suit, this is spacesuits. 这不是什么潜水服,这是一件宇航服。 The one who appears in Rogge at present is an astronaut, only should have him „the previous generation” in memory, cannot present existence in this time root! 出现在伯洛戈眼前的是位宇航员,一位只该存在他“前世”记忆里,不应当出现于这个时代根的存在！ After this dies in the world. 在这死后的世界里。 Rogge has been hard to describe oneself innermost feelings, until now he „previous generation” the memory regards as own ultimate secret, but oneself are also only a ghost that came from the different world. 伯洛戈已经难以去描述自己的内心了,一直以来他都将“前世”的记忆视作自己的终极的秘密,而自己也只是一个从异世而来的幽魂。 Now was different, another knows „the previous generation” doubtful the thing appeared. 现在不一样了,另一个疑似知晓“前世”的东西出现了。 Rogge the world of cognition starts shatter, splices again in together, outlined the distortion oil painting. 伯洛戈所认知的世界开始破碎,再度拼接在一起,勾勒出扭曲的油画。 Drives the unsensible body, Rogge is sitting down in the side of astronaut again, the opposite party handed over one barrel of popcorn toward Rogge kindly, Rogge had not rejected, both hands received the popcorn numbly, held it in the chest front. 拖动着再无感觉的躯体,伯洛戈在宇航员的身旁坐下,对方亲切地朝着伯洛戈递来了一桶爆米花,伯洛戈没有拒绝,双手麻木地接过了爆米花,将它抱在胸前。 The spatial barrel that the astronauts will eat to eat all one's food conveniently loses to behind, the spatial barrel is rolling in the grayish white ground back and forth, then falls into the hollow crater, finally crowds together with that piled up spatial barrels. 宇航员随手将吃光的空桶丢向身后,空桶在灰白的地面上来回滚动着,然后落入凹陷的环形山里,最终和那堆积成山的空桶们凑在一起。 The astronauts open the mouth saying that „your expression looks somewhat bad, Rogge.” 宇航员开口道,“你的表情看起来有些糟,伯洛戈。” „Probably......” “大概吧……” How Rogge is sane and intelligent, under this continuous impact, he fell into the stiffness of train of thought that down. 伯洛戈再怎么理智、聪慧,在这接连不断的冲击下,他还是陷入了思绪的僵硬中,宕机了般。 The vision looks to the front screen, the film projector is broadcasting familiar one, is the time base chaotic foreword event, under the no difference storm of heart of not extinguishing, Rogge and looked for the opportunity severe wound together the silver knight, then became the final winner in the chaotic war. 目光看向前方的荧幕,放映机正播放着熟悉的一幕,是时轴乱序事件,在不灭之心的无差别强攻下,伯洛戈与艾缪一起找机会重伤了银骑士,而后在乱战中成为最终的赢家。 Rogge has been gazing by the astronaut, at this moment, Rogge felt oneself can determine the status of opposite party. 伯洛戈一直被宇航员注视着,这一刻起,伯洛戈觉得自己可以确定对方的身份了。 „Are you which in original sin?” “你是原罪中的哪位？” Rogge cannot try hard to think „previous generation” matter, his riddle are many enough, compared with the pain that oneself make extremely, he decides first. 伯洛戈努力不去想“前世”的事,他自身的谜团已经够多了,比起把自己弄的痛苦万分,他决定先一个一个来。 The astronauts lifted the glass mask, under the mask is a darkness, under as if this spacesuits package is not the body of entity, but is the thing of some nihility. 宇航员掀开了玻璃面罩,面罩之下是一片的漆黑,似乎这宇航服下包裹的并非是实体的躯壳,而是某种虚无的事物。 He takes up the drink, makes an effort to nip the straw, the icy cold drink will fill in the entrance, the drink that will then be spatial proficiently throws the rearward. 他拿起饮料,用力地咬着吸管,将冰凉的饮料灌入口中,然后将空掉的饮料熟练地丢向后方。 In the outdoor theater, the astronaut such guest is most unpopular, they would the mess of the location making, good here is the domain of astronaut, no one can gesticulate to him. 在露天影院里,宇航员这样的客人是最不受欢迎的,他们总会把场地弄的一团糟,好在这里是宇航员的领域,没有人可以对他指手画脚。 „Who compared with me is, might as well first chat you,” astronaut coursed Rogge's body the topic, „you made me very satisfied, Rogge.” “比起我是谁,不如先聊聊伱自己吧,”宇航员将话题引向了伯洛戈的身上,“你令我十分满意,伯洛戈。” „Really is terrified.” “真是令人惶恐啊。” Rogge started to adapt to the present situation, in his opinion, this was one time bad met by chance...... also possibly is long-premeditated. 伯洛戈开始适应起了现状,在他看来,这就是一次糟糕的偶遇……也可能是蓄谋已久。 That plain, tears the storm the anchor, if this is the astronaut strength has present, then he has acted more than once. 那古朴、撕裂风暴的船锚,如果这是宇航员力量的具现化,那么他已经不止一次出手了。 This feeling is very marvelous, was involved in the traffic accident like you, was actually saved by the hateful boss, then he and you in scene of accident, discussion your recent performance issue. 这感觉很奇妙,像极了你遭遇了车祸,却被自己可憎的上司拯救,然后他与你在车祸现场里,讨论起了你最近的绩效问题。 „Is terrified, I have thought you are very good, full of potential!” “没必要惶恐,我一直觉得你很棒,潜力十足！” The astronauts give the thumbs-up to Rogge. 宇航员冲伯洛戈竖起了大拇指。 „Therefore...... all these are not a coincidence, right?” Rogge asked that „I died was innumerable, when only had related to the promotion of soul, will see you.” “所以……这一切并不是一个巧合,对吗？”伯洛戈质问道,“我死亡了无数次,但唯有涉及灵魂的晋升时,才会见到你。” „Actually this is you to my summon, do I only have can see you in such specific cases?” “这究竟是你对我的召见,还是我唯有在这种特殊情况下才能见到你？” The astronauts shake the head, „should not be complex, when you who the matter thinks died each time, you can see me, is only more often, you had not found me, return this mortal world.” 宇航员摇了摇头,“别把事情想的那么复杂,每次你死亡时,你都能见到我,只是更多的时候,你尚未找到我,就回归尘世了。” The time of coming back to life. 复生的时间。 Each time the Rogge's in the world after dying, the action time has is not long, has not stepped onto several steps, will return to this mortal world, but now was different, when involving the promotion of soul, he will obtain more action time, and recalls only to have dying in the world after the memory that can remember. 每次伯洛戈在死后世界里,所拥有的行动时间都不长,还未走上几步,就会回归尘世,而现在不同了,在涉及灵魂的晋升时,他会获得更多的行动时间,并回忆起唯有在死后世界内才会想起的记忆。 Only has in the deep place of this soul. 唯有在这灵魂的深处。 „This mentioned from where?” “该从何说起呢？” The astronauts thought that he thought that therefore hit a sound to refer, two people seats separated some, the small table emerged out of thin air in both, was the checkerboard and black and white board game piece...... 宇航员思索了一番,他想到了,于是打了个响指,两人的座椅分开了些许,小桌在两者之间凭空出现,而后是棋盘、黑白的棋子…… The opposite party as if want to play chess with Rogge, when this most should not playing chess, the next game of damn black white, Rogge's innermost feelings angry roar, but he understands, oneself does not have the power of rejection, then only listens to the astronaut to say. 对方似乎想要和伯洛戈下盘棋,在这个最不该下棋的时候,下一局该死的黑白棋,伯洛戈的内心怒吼着,但他明白,自己没有拒绝的权力,而后只听宇航员说道。 „Wants next?” “要下一盘吗？” The astronauts make the hand signal that invited, a white side handed over by Rogge. 宇航员做出请的手势,白色的一方交由伯洛戈。 „You advance.” “你先行。”