ED :: Volume #3

#20: The way of losing


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In the boundless darkness, the golden raindrop dances in the air and tumbles, they just like the gold of melting, under doing obeisance Li's direction puts graceful paths, to extend and reverse. 无际的黑暗里,金色的雨滴飞舞、翻滚,它们犹如熔化的黄金般,在拜莉的指挥下划出一道道优雅的轨迹、延伸、扭转。 Does obeisance bottles of cans of that Li takes up to push a cart, opens them one by one, will prepare the good gold metallurgy material to lose at will into in the air. 拜莉拿起推车上的瓶瓶罐罐,将它们逐一打开,将其中准备好的炼金素材随意地丢入空中。 The concept of this moment gravity as if vanished, the gold metallurgy material has not crashed, but is the float in the midair, whatever pays respects Li controls. 此刻重力的概念仿佛消失了,炼金素材没有坠落,而是漂浮在半空中,任由拜莉操控。 Stands in one side, is assisting pays respects Li the work, before the gold metallurgy workshop, followed Taida to conduct many implantation ceremonies and promotion ceremonies, she has to experience very much, when facing Rogge, she is anxious. 艾缪站在一侧,辅助着拜莉的工作,之前在炼金工坊时,艾缪跟着泰达进行了不少的植入仪式与晋升仪式,她对此已经算是很有经验了,但面对伯洛戈时,她还是不由地紧张。 100 grams moon dust, 30 grams red mercury and right amount of star antimony......” “一百克的月尘、三十克的红水银、适量的星锑……” Posts the gold metallurgy material one by one in the air, her seemingly real image-position nurse, arrangement at the same time, but also said to Rogge, puts with ease, here has many gold metallurgy materials is I refines, absolutely does not have the issue.” 艾缪将炼金素材逐一置入空中,她看起来真像位护士,布置的同时,还对伯洛戈说道,“放轻松,这里有不少的炼金素材还是我提炼的,绝对没问题。” Rogge then knows that is busy at anything this period of time, for own promotion ceremony, continual practical training many days and nights. 伯洛戈这下知道艾缪这段时间都在忙些什么了,为了自己的晋升仪式,艾缪已经连续劳作了多个昼夜。 Luckily essence as before is the gold metallurgy person occasionally, otherwise she must be admitted to the border region sanatorium now mostly. 幸亏艾缪的本质依旧是炼金人偶,不然她现在多半要住进边陲疗养院了。 Many gold metallurgy materials are floating, was embezzled by the materialized liquid ether, they burn and surge in the ether, after grinding, reorganize again in together, the nature turns into the brand-new material. 诸多的炼金素材漂浮着,被实体化的液态以太吞没,它们在以太之中燃烧、涌动,碾碎后再次重组在一起,质变成崭新的物质。 With the qualitative change, the jet black residual appears from the liquid golden color, later falls off one by one peeling. This is every natural material that was rejected. 伴随着质变,漆黑的残渣从液态的金色里浮现,随后逐一脱落剥离。这是被剔除掉的凡性物质。 When does not know, had left the ceremony stage, vanished in the boundless darkness, her work had ended, then gave pays respects Li to be good. 不知何时,艾缪已经离开了仪式台,消失在了无际的黑暗里,她的工作已经结束了,接下来交给拜莉就好。 Rogge is raising head, until now Rogge does not like this feeling, oneself like a corpse, the top of the head sprinkle the ice-cold light, as if there is angel to from arrives, reaches out oneself. 伯洛戈仰着头,一直以来伯洛戈都不太喜欢这种感觉,自己就像一具尸体,头顶洒下冰冷的光,仿佛有天使要从其中降临,向自己伸出手。 Heaven? 天国? Rogge has not thought after dying the matter, did the non- dead ponder the death? How to listen somewhat to be funny. 伯洛戈没想过死后的事,不死者去思考死亡?怎么听都有些滑稽。 Even if oneself will really die, Rogge did not feel oneself will arrive in the heaven, he is the evil person who punishes the evil person, a bigger evil person, regarding the self- cognition, Rogge has never vacillated. 即便自己真的会死去,伯洛戈也不觉得自己会抵达天国,他是惩治恶人的恶人,更大的恶人,对于自我的认知,伯洛戈从未动摇过。 The result of evil person should not be a heaven, but is the hell...... at least is the hell close place. 恶人的结局不应该是天国而是地狱……至少是与地狱相近的地方。 Rogge remembers oneself good friends, they should wait for itself in the heaven, thinks is unable to meet with them, Rogge many are somewhat sad, but thinks that the home to return to of evil people, he is also joyful. 伯洛戈想起自己的好朋友们,他们应该都在天国等着自己,一想到无法与他们相见,伯洛戈多少是有些难过的,但又想到恶人们的归宿,他又欣喜不已。 Rogge had pledged that he will suffer these evil people eternal, this they will have no place to go time. 伯洛戈发过誓的,他会永恒折磨那些恶人们,这一次他们将无处可逃。 Combines the gold metallurgy material liquid ether to start to move restlessly, the dazzling ray bursts out in the interior of liquid, just like seven color colored glazes, is indistinct electric arc that can also see to burst out. 混杂着炼金素材的液态以太开始躁动,炫目的光芒在液体的内部迸发,犹如七彩的琉璃,隐约间还能看到迸发的电弧。 pays respects Li waves, the liquid as if there is vitality, split under the number paragraph, Rogge's body surface transmitted an ice-cold touch, like having the snake group crawled on him, the ice-cold compact scale is rubbing one by one, Rogge even can feel that uneven texture clearly. 拜莉挥手,液体仿佛具备生命力般,分裂成了数段落下,伯洛戈的体表传来一股冰冷的触感,就像有蛇群在他身上爬行,冰冷的致密的鳞片逐一摩擦着,伯洛戈甚至能清晰地感受到那凹凸不平的纹理。 „, Is keeping sober, do not perish.” “记着,保持清醒,不要沉沦。” pays respects Li is exhorting again, Rogge this/Ben wants to respond, but has not waited for him to open the mouth, all rays vanished. 拜莉再次嘱咐着,伯洛戈本想回应的,可还未等他开口,所有的光芒都消失了。 Rogge did not have anything clearly, this towering change only in flash, on one second of pays respects Li also in him at present, now Rogge at present actually a darkness. 伯洛戈不清楚发生了什么,这突兀的变化只在一瞬间,上一秒拜莉还在他眼前,现在伯洛戈的眼前却一片黑暗。 Puzzled has not affected Rogge is too long, he realizes immediately this was promotes the ceremony to start. 困惑没有影响伯洛戈太久,他立刻意识到这是晋升仪式开始了。 From the material, by the promotion ceremony of sublimation promotion begging letter/believes is the risk lowest, simplest, overwhelming majority sublimation in process of promotion, even has no strange feeling, besides approaching secret Yuan, is approved, other ordinary like an ordinary general anesthesia surgery. 从资料上来看,由凝华者晋升为祷信者的晋升仪式是风险最低的、最为简单的,绝大部分凝华者在晋升的过程中,甚至没有什么怪异的感觉,除了靠近秘源,获得认可外,其它的部分普通的就像一次普通的全麻手术。 Rogge one person alone stands and waits for a long time in the jet black world, in the unknowable darkness transmits the intermittent noise, that is the sound of wind and snow, transmits from the remote place. 伯洛戈孤身伫立于漆黑的世界里,不可知的黑暗里传来阵阵噪音,那是风雪的声音,从遥远的地方传来。 „The set of soul?” “灵魂的集合吗?” Rogge is thinking aloud, pays respects Li finally to assuming that he explained that making Rogge have to go seriously to ponder. 伯洛戈自言自语着,拜莉最后对他说明的假设,让伯洛戈不得不去认真思考。 After human dies, was actually the soul of resplendent gold/metal to belong to where? 人类死后,那灿金的灵魂究竟是归于何处了呢? This has contacted with secret Yuan, if any, then secret Yuan in the grand samsara of this world, what role also played? 这是否与秘源有所联系,如果有的话,那么秘源在这世间的宏伟轮回中,又扮演了什么样的角色呢? If secret Yuan is the sets of all souls, then so-called losing, whether is the individual in the storm of this soul, spied on to contain the memory in soul, wrong regarded as own life it, therefore perished? 如果秘源是所有灵魂的集合,那么所谓的“迷失”,是否是个体在这灵魂的风暴中,窥探到了蕴藏在灵魂中的记忆,错将其视作自己的人生,因此沉沦呢? This is not impossible, in the philosopher stone is having the projection of passing life, even if dissipated the soul of nihility, should have the echo. 这并非不可能,哲人石中正具备着过往人生的投影,哪怕消逝成了虚无的灵魂,也理应存在着回响。 Rogge cannot comprehend, but he thinks that will soon experience one personally, by the ear sound of wind and snow even more resounding, more and more nearly, tore to pieces the darkness until the dim glimmer. 伯洛戈搞不懂,但他想自己很快就会亲自体验一番了,耳旁的风雪之音越发地响亮,越来越近,直到朦胧的微光撕破了黑暗。 The biting cold chill in the air raids Rogge's heart, the dim glimmer according to Rogge's flash, his body surface then covered thick solid ice, was as arrival of ray, Rogge saw all around has many such as he equally frozen form. 彻骨的寒意袭上伯洛戈的心头,朦胧微光照在伯洛戈身上的一瞬间,他的体表便覆盖上了一层厚厚的坚冰,也是随着光芒的抵达,伯洛戈看到了四周有着诸多如他一样被冻结的身影。 Is this own body? 这是自己的身体吗? Rogge had such idea suddenly, his genuine physical body should on sublimating the ceremony stage in furnace core, now stands here, should be the spirit has present. 伯洛戈突然产生了这样的想法,他真正的肉体应该在升华炉芯内的仪式台上,现在站在这里的,应该是自己精神的具现化。 Then these frozen form is also so? 那么这些被冻结的身影也是如此吗? Rogge has not intertwined too for a long time, the familiar picture is repeating at present, Rogge saw, after dim ray, passes through a day of thorough storm to advance slowly, it with myriad strong winds monstrous waves, just like the storm fierce Yang, everywhere one visit retreats dark. 伯洛戈没有纠结太久,熟悉的画面正在眼前重演,伯洛戈看到了,朦胧的光芒后,贯天彻底的风暴正缓慢地推进着,它携万千的狂风巨浪,犹如风暴的烈阳,所到之处黑暗退却。 Just the darkness, was only the distance storm is too far, now it is walking toward Rogge, emerged from all shadows. 刚刚自己所处的黑暗,只是距离风暴太远了而已,现在它正朝着伯洛戈走来,驱散走所有的阴影。 All are repeating. 一切都在重演。 Rogge once in all that in the tertiary trial experienced, is repeating in him at present, he returned to here again. 伯洛戈曾在三重试炼内经历的一切,正在他眼前重演,他再度回到了这里。 He once thinks that this is some illusion, but Rogge did not think that the illusion can so repeat accurate, then the answer only had one. 他曾以为这是某种幻觉,但伯洛戈不觉得幻觉能如此精准地重演,那么答案只有一个了。 Rogge situated in losing, he also has the clear self- cognition now, has not perished completely. 伯洛戈处于“迷失”中,他现在还具备着清晰的自我认知,尚未完全沉沦。 How should do? 该怎么做? Rogge is trying the motion body, after several painful struggling, he broke ice knot, struggled to move, but compared with the storm of that advancement, he like the ant of fleeing, is unable to flee the steamroll of wheel. 伯洛戈试着移动身体,几番痛苦的挣扎后,他震碎了身上的冰结,挣扎着移动了起来,但和那推进的风暴相比,他如同奔逃的蚂蚁,根本无法逃离车轮的碾压。 Turns away is flaminging the white storm, in Rogge at present the boundless darkness appears, the laughter of monster different disorder transmits from the dark deep place, scarlet eye pupils open in the darkness, they dense and numerous, arrangement in groups, piled up, changes just like the form of mountain range. 背对着炽白的风暴,在伯洛戈的眼前无际的黑暗浮现,妖异无序的笑声从黑暗的深处传来,紧接着一个又一个猩红的眼瞳在黑暗里睁开,它们密密麻麻、排列成群,堆积成山,化作宛如山峦的身影。 They keep aloof, gaze at Rogge's futile effort to struggle. 它们高高在上,注视着伯洛戈的徒劳挣扎。 Rogge was not clear that these shadows are anything, but is certain, absolutely is not the good thing, even if Rogge cannot see clearly their existences, but he still the instinct felt the infinite dislike. 伯洛戈不清楚那些黑影是什么,但可以肯定,绝对不是什么好东西,即便伯洛戈看不清它们的存在,但他仍本能地感到了无穷的厌恶。 If wants Rogge to choose a result, then he will choose to invest that to flaming the white storm behind, rather than a companion with these shadows. 如果非要伯洛戈选择一个结局,那么他会选择投入身后那炽白的风暴,而不是与这些黑影为伍。 Clear crashes to resound, was ground the burst out sound like the glass, Rogge looks to oneself arm, this sound conveys from oneself, crashing to be gradually crowded, Rogge's body also presented the fissure, is the same like the double image. 清脆的碎裂声响起,如同玻璃被碾碎所迸发的声响,伯洛戈看向自己的手臂,这声音是从自己身上传来的,碎裂声逐渐密集了起来,伯洛戈的身体也出现了裂痕,如同重影一样。 The ice-cold body was frozen in same place, illusory body was still struggling, both gradually separate. 冰冷的躯壳被冻结在了原地,虚幻的身体还在挣扎,两者逐渐分离。 Rogge repeatedly is warning himself, own body not in this, now visible body, but spirit has present...... 伯洛戈反复地告诫着自己,自己的躯壳并不在这,现在可视的身体,只是自己精神的具现化…… Trinity. 三位一体。 This glossary raises in Rogge's mind suddenly, when conducting tertiary trial, this glossary was often mentioned. 这个词汇在伯洛戈的脑海里冷不丁地升起,在进行三重试炼时,这个词汇被经常地提起。 Salt, sulfur and mercury,” Rogge is thinking aloud, body and heart, spirit......” “盐、硫、汞,”伯洛戈自言自语着,“身、心、灵……” Body that this moment Rogge's body here, observed, cannot be interfered with, is more like the heart and spirit, spirit and soul has the actual goods, looked again to double image that oneself separate unceasingly, own spirit and were the soul being divided? 此刻伯洛戈的身体不在这里,所观察到、可干涉的身体,更像是心与灵、精神与灵魂的具现物,再看向自己不断分离的重影,难道自己的精神与灵魂正在被分割? These in human that losing perishes, they had not died, is actually not able to wake up forever, has the perfect physical body and soul, but the spirit actually does not exist. 那些在“迷失”中沉沦的人类,他们没有死去,却永远无法醒来,具备着健全的肉体与灵魂,可精神却不复存在。 Is so hapless?” “这么倒霉吗?” Rogge suspected own luck, oneself are only promotion praying letter/believes, how to experience such troublesome matter, trades to be later lost/carrying power and to defend building, that waits for own what can be? 伯洛戈不禁怀疑起了自己的运气,自己只是晋升个祷信者而已,怎么会遇到这么麻烦的事,换做以后的负权者、守垒者,那等待自己的会是什么? Moves the body difficultly, Rogge is not going to want the too remote matter, if not break out of the present difficult position, he will not simply have in the future. 艰难地移动着身体,伯洛戈不去想太遥远的事,如果不摆脱眼下的困境,他根本没有未来可言。 Rogge exhausts is escaping full power, attempts to be far away from that to flaming the white storm, how but regardless of he struggles, the distance between both are reducing unceasingly. 伯洛戈用尽全力地逃跑着,企图远离那炽白的风暴,可无论他怎么挣扎,两者间的距离还是在不断地缩减。 Some Rogge suddenly thought instantaneously own body lithe many, as if the body was separated from the freeze, took continuously forward several steps, has looked back, actually saw another familiar face. 某个瞬间伯洛戈突然觉得自己的身体轻盈了不少,仿佛身体脱离了冻结,连续向前迈出了数步,回过头看,却看到了另一张熟悉的面孔。 Own face. 自己的面孔。 Another were frozen the ice sculpture, stands in oneself behind, firm and resolute facial features carved extreme care. 另一个自己被冻结成了冰雕,就站在自己身后,坚毅的面容被雕刻的极为仔细。 Also since this moment, Rogge detected suddenly that in crashes to vanish, then Rogge who by the ear followed realized panic-stricken, did not crash to vanish, but has completed the division. 也是在这一刻起,伯洛戈突然发觉那在耳旁伴随的碎裂声消失了,然后伯洛戈惊恐地意识到,并不是碎裂声消失了,而是自己已经完成了分割。 Ice sculpture Rogge's soul that at this moment was frozen, but stands before the ice sculpture, from struggles, but spirit. 此刻被冻结住的冰雕正是伯洛戈的灵魂,而站在冰雕之前的,是从其中挣扎而出的精神。 Blazing the white storm to be close at hand, Rogge has been possible to draw back roadless, his body is very lithe, along with nearness of storm, he has not even been able to maintain to stand, as if the next second will be inhaled in the storm. 炽白的风暴近在眼前,伯洛戈已无路可退,他的身体十分轻盈,伴随着风暴的靠近,他甚至已经无法维持站立,仿佛下一秒就会被吸入风暴之中。 The jet black shadow spread, the arm that is constructed dark appears in Rogge's body side together completely, it spread out the hand to Rogge, the scarlet eye pupil splits from the palm, the blood-color vision is gazing at Rogge. 漆黑的影子蔓延了过来,一道完全由黑暗构筑的手臂在伯洛戈的身侧浮现,它向伯洛戈摊开了手,猩红的眼瞳从手掌中裂开,血色的目光注视着伯洛戈。 The Rogge's serious vision took several points of contemptuous, waved to overturn the jet black arm, the sound of spurning is covered by the wind and snow. 伯洛戈严肃的目光带上了几分轻蔑,挥手打翻了漆黑的手臂,唾弃的声音被风雪覆盖。 I reject.” “我拒绝。” The strong suction caught Rogge, in an instant blazing the white storm to embezzle Rogge, only leaves behind the ice-cold sculpture to stand and wait for a long time for a very long time on the spot. 强大的吸力捕获了伯洛戈,刹那间炽白的风暴将伯洛戈吞没,只留下冰冷的雕塑久久地伫立在原地。 7017 k 7017k
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