The train rumble the advance, will never stand still, in the attachment point of some compartment, Irwin looks to the outside world boundless at night, the mood somewhat is anxiously agitated. 火车轰隆隆地前进,永不停歇,在某一节车厢的连接处,厄文看向外界的茫茫黑夜,心情有些烦躁不安。 He lit the cigarette, forces in the mouth it again, makes an effort to swallow the sorption, had the beforehand experience, this time Irwin seemingly was more skilled, when put out the thick smoke, on old smoker who the image-position experienced hardship to the full......, but this in fact was in his life have bought the first packet of smoke. 他点燃了香烟,再次将它塞进嘴里,用力地吞吸着,有了之前的经验,这一次厄文看起来熟练多了,吐出浓烟时,就像位饱经风霜的老烟枪……但这实际上是他人生里买过的第一包烟。 Irwin knits the brows, looks in the hand to burn half of cigarettes, he discovered that oneself cannot like this type of thing, threw it at will, pulled out the pocket, takes advantage of opportunity also throws to lose the remaining half packet of smoke. 厄文皱起眉,看着手中燃烧了一半的香烟,他发现自己还是喜欢不来这种东西,随意地将它丢了出去,掏了掏口袋,顺势将剩下的半包烟也都扔丢。 „When I am young never smokes, has not drunk wine,” Irwin depends on the wall that sways, „I thought that the life is frail, but this two kinds thing, will accelerate our declining without doubt.” “我年轻时从不吸烟,也不曾饮酒,”厄文靠着摇晃的墙壁,“我觉得生命是脆弱的,而这两样东西,无疑会加速我们的衰亡。” „How do you start to try these things now?” The girl stands in Irwin's opposite, curious say/way. “那你现在怎么开始尝试这些东西了？”女孩站在厄文的对面,好奇道。 „Person gets old, is this, wants to start to attempt some to be of one's youth, without attempting the thing, I most had the youth, the most dynamic years to pass in any case, now this appearance, did not care.” “人上了年纪,是这样的,想开始尝试一些自己年轻时,没尝试过的东西,反正我最具青春、最具活力的岁月已经度过了,现在这副样子,也不怎么在乎了。” When Irwin mentioned these, the years as if defeated him, but also defeated temporarily, the decayed senile feeling disappeared on his body. 厄文提及这些时,岁月仿佛战胜了他,可也只是暂时战胜,腐朽的老态感在他的身上转瞬即逝。 Opens the final several pages of writing down, above arranged in order a list densely and numerously, overwhelming majority had been delimited the heavy line by Irwin. 翻开笔记的最后几页,上面密密麻麻地列了一份清单,绝大部分已经被厄文划上黑线。 „Before this trains, I am also rock and roll lead singer shortly a time, but the boss in bar does not like me.” “乘上这列火车前,我还短暂地当一次摇滚乐主唱,但酒吧的老板不太喜欢我。” Irwin sighed, he also liked this attempt, what a pity the actual condition did not permit. 厄文叹了口气,他还蛮喜欢这个尝试的,可惜现实条件不允许。 „Naturally, besides wants to try the new thing, I somewhat am also curious, actually am curious I also to achieve anything.” “当然,除了想尝试新事物外,我也有些好奇,好奇我究竟还能做到些什么。” „Why wants...... to achieve what curiously?” “为什么要好奇……自己能做到什么？” The girl reveals the puzzled vision, Irwin sighed, since the semblance looked, the girl as if just grew up, the great world only exposed an corner/horn to her, she did not understand what is heard oneself words to be very normal. 女孩露出困惑的目光,厄文叹了口气,从外表看,女孩似乎刚成年,宏大的世界只向她展露了一角,她听不明白自己的话很正常。 „ Do you believe existence of talent? “你相信天赋的存在吗？ For example some people inborn are the musicians, has the absolute sound feeling, some people are the natural painters, has the absolute color sensation, but also some people are the natural master sportsmen, speed that he achieves with ease, others need the riveting full strength to catch up. ” 比如有些人天生就是音乐家,拥有着绝对的音感,有些人是天生的画家,具备着绝对的色感,还有些人是天生的运动健将,他轻轻松松达成的速度,别人需要铆足力气才能追上。” Irwin one breath cited many examples. 厄文一口气举了诸多的例子。 After the girl listens, pondered, makes an effort to nod, „then?” 女孩听后思考了一下,用力地点点头,“然后呢？” „ But the issue in this, no one knows oneself suit since birth makes anything. “可问题就在这,没有人知道自己生来适合做些什么。 Perhaps has the absolute sound feeling musician to miss with the musical instrument for a lifetime, but is engaged in some...... other anything working. 具备绝对音感的音乐家或许一辈子都与乐器无缘,而是从事一些……别的什么工作的。 The painter is also so, the master sportsman, he possibly felt oneself compared with others strength, then go to the work site to move bricks greatly excitedly. ” 画家也是如此,运动健将,他可能觉得自己只是比别人力气大一点,然后兴奋地去工地上搬砖。” Irwin is asking the girl, „how do you feel such story?” 厄文反问着女孩,“你觉得这样的故事如何？” The girl said that „somewhat sad.” 女孩说,“有些难过。” „Is more discomforting,” Irwin then said, „the musician's touched the key for the first time when the years evening critically-ill, the painter, picked up the paint brush.” “还有更令人难过的,”厄文接着说道,“音乐家在年暮时第一次摸上了琴键,画家在生命垂危时,拾起了画笔。” Irwin was telling that made one feel sorrowful side. 厄文诉说着那令人感受悲哀的一面。 „Thinks that their time moods, is shocking and infatuated, is sorrowful, they can think, oneself and time of talent reunion were too late, if such several years, they may be potential achievement in the morning, present at meeting, but for gradually old they increase regret.” “想想他们那时的心情,震惊、痴迷,然后悲痛,他们一定会想,自己与自己天分重逢的时间太晚了,如果早上那么几年,他们或许会有所作为,如今的在会,只是为垂垂老矣的他们增添遗憾而已。” Like the traveler of desert, the hot sun insolation his body, evaporates the moisture content of his whole body, his rickets when just like a dry corpse, totally gives up hopes, actually in not far away saw the limpid lake. 就像沙漠的旅人,烈日暴晒着他的身躯,蒸发掉他全身的水分,他佝偻的宛如一具干尸,彻底放弃希望时,却在不远处看到了清澈的湖泊。 In desperate and sad died. 在绝望与悲伤中死去。 The girl shakes the head, „this sounded too pessimistic......” 女孩摇了摇头,“这听起来太悲观了……” „Therefore, must still have the strength while oneself, many tries the new thing, if discovered hides the talent in bloodlines?” “所以啊,才要趁着自己仍有力量,多去尝试新事物,万一就发现了藏在血脉里的天赋呢？” Irwin is saying while added several lines of events toward the note, this was he just thought. 厄文一边说着一边往笔记上多添了几行事件,这是他刚刚想到的。 The girl curious say/way, „you tried so many, has to discover own new talent?” 女孩好奇道,“你尝试了这么多,有发现自己的新天赋吗？” „Some......, but that is unimportant,” Irwin receives to begin a stroke to record, the look enforced, „more importantly you, your outcome what's the matter?” “有的……但那个不重要,”厄文收起笔记,眼神严肃了起来,“重要的是你,你究竟怎么回事？” Irwin led the girl to evade the ticket-collector, but among two people the issue has not been solved, Irwin does not know that who the girl was, does not know that her name, she is completely a walking riddle. 厄文带着女孩躲过了检票员,可两人之间的问题还是没有解决,厄文不知道女孩是谁,也不知道她的名字,她完全就是一个行走的谜团。 The girl said, „leaves home, you guessed right.” 女孩说,“离家出走,你猜对了。” „But your story is false.” “可你的故事是假的。” „Are the genuine and fake of story very important? Caused me the result that in any case leaves home to go out.” “故事的真假很重要吗？反正都导致了我离家走出的结果。” Irwin silent moment, earnestly and said seriously, „important.” 厄文沉默了片刻,认真且严肃地说道,“重要。” „Real, is very important.” “真实,很重要。” Irwin is repeating again, the voice is brief, just like bell Ming. 厄文再次重复着,话音简短有力,犹如钟鸣。 When first sees Irwin, the girl only felt Irwin is somewhat strange, friendly uncle, but now looks like, real Irwin is completely not such that he displays. 第一眼见到厄文时,女孩只觉得厄文是个有些奇怪的、友善的大叔,可现在看来,真实的厄文完全不是他所表现的那样。 This moment girl as if knew Irwin is common, his strong oppression strength, making the girl not gasp for breath. 此刻女孩仿佛重新认识了厄文一般,他那股强劲的压迫力,令女孩喘不过气来。 „I have the patience to you, but my education and principle are affecting me, do you understand?” “我之所以对你如此有耐心,只是我的教养与原则在影响我自己,你明白吗？” Irwin does not come the aristocrat, but Irwin likes restraining me with the noble moral character, even in most dangerous and most difficult difficult position, Irwin is persevering oneself idea as before. 厄文并非出身贵族,但厄文喜欢用高尚的品格约束我自己,即便在最危险、最险阻的困境中,厄文依旧坚守着自己的理念。 The self- restraint is higher than all, even if were killed, will not be defeated. 自我的约束高于一切,即便被杀死,也不会被打败。 This is one of the Irwin's dreams, he must live as a noble person. 这是厄文的梦想之一,他要做为一个高尚的人而活。 Girl both hands hold the chest, lowers the head to avoid Irwin's vision, she does not want to say that like a safety deposit box, hides all secrets in the heart firmly. 女孩双手抱胸,低头躲避着厄文的目光,她还是不想说,就像一个保险箱,将所有的秘密牢牢地藏在心底。 Irwin shakes the head, said in a low voice, „I may walk away greatly.” 厄文摇摇头,低声道,“我大可一走了之。” He said like this, acts like this. 他是这样说的,也是这样行动的。 Irwin was weary of the entanglement with girl, keeps here the girl, whatever she runs its own course, when the girl decides to leave home at that moment, she must be ready, even fell on the journey, this was still the destiny that she chose. 厄文厌倦了与女孩的纠缠,把女孩留在这里,任由她自生自灭,当女孩决定离家出走那一刻起,她应当做好准备,即便倒在了路途上,这也是她自己选择的命运。 Irwin can help her place be limited, do not say that the girl does not need oneself help evidently. 厄文能帮助到她的地方有限,更不要说女孩看样子并不需要自己的帮助。 The girl is gazing at Irwin's back desolately, the expression, she does not have to stop Irwin, as before is silent, the vision looks to the night, is anticipating the end point of train. 女孩注视着厄文的背影,表情落寞了起来,她没有去阻拦厄文,依旧是沉默不语,目光看向外界的黑夜,期待着火车的终点。 The big shadow suddenly appears before the girl body, the girl raised the head, Irwin came back, on her face brimmed with the happy expression. 高大的影子突然出现在女孩身前,女孩抬起头,厄文回来了,她的脸上洋溢起了笑意。 Really, Irwin's idea will not make him look but not see a leaving home girl. 果然,厄文的理念不会让他对一个离家出走的女孩视而不见。 The girl thinks that is this, her happy expression stiff on face. 女孩以为是这样的,她的笑意僵在了脸上。 Irwin is turning away light/only, his expression made the girl be scared, the girl detected, the absolute quietness covered on this trains, was only left over the thundering of indistinct wind sound/rumor and machinery, clamoring of passengers has long gone, the snoring sound that slept soundly does not see. 厄文背对着光,他的表情令女孩感到害怕,紧接着女孩察觉到了,绝对的静谧覆盖在了这列火车上,只剩下隐约的风声与机械的轰鸣,乘客们的喧哗早已远去,就连熟睡的鼾声也早已不见。 „Peaceful.” “安静。” The girl just wants to say anything, Irwin covers her mouth, breathes out the sound said. 女孩刚想说什么,厄文一把捂住她的嘴巴,嘘声道。 The girl look high and low rotated , indicating oneself understand that Irwin's words, Irwin loosened the hand slowly, opened the both sides windows anxiously, making the ice-cold wind flood into the attachment point of compartment. 女孩眼神上下转动了一下,表示自己明白厄文的话,厄文慢慢松开了手,紧张地打开了两侧的窗户,让冰冷的风涌入车厢的连接处。 „What's wrong?” “怎么了？” The girl lowered the sound, just like housefly. 女孩压低了声音,宛若蚊蝇。 Irwin does not have the meaning of explanation, he takes off the heavy/thick coat, puts on to the girl, at this time the girl detected the sincerity of this coat, heavy like attaching steel plate. 厄文没有解释的意思,他脱下厚重的外套,给女孩穿上,这时女孩才发觉这件大衣的厚重,沉重的就像附加了钢板。 In the pocket dingdong makes noise, Irwin as if stopper was a box of tool in inside, the girl only swaying like the penguin. 口袋里叮当作响,厄文仿佛塞了一箱工具在里面,女孩就像只企鹅一样摇摇晃晃着。 „In this, the air of breath out of the window, do not leave.” “待在这,呼吸窗外的空气,不要离开。” Irwin is warning to the girl in a low voice, his vision is no longer friendly, instead becomes fierce, like young people of violent anger, may be joined to his gray hair, the roar lion of his likely later years. 厄文低声对女孩告诫着,他的目光不再友善,反而变得凶恶,如同一位暴怒的年轻人,可配上他那花白的头发,他又像头暮年的吼狮。 The girl nods amenable, she knows when this/should mischievous, when this/should seriously treats. 女孩顺从地点点头,她知道什么时候该顽皮,什么时候该认真对待。 Irwin has not been joking with oneself. 厄文没在和自己开玩笑。 The girl hides in the corner, the shadow that Irwin throws down blocked from her, occupied the entirety of field of vision. 女孩躲在角落里,厄文投下的影子遮住了她,占据了视野的全部。 Irwin reveals a black vest, such as the armor muscle haunches the black cotton material, the arm that the dragon ties exposed outside, just like a pair of fatal weapon. 厄文露出一身黑色的背心,如铠甲般的肌肉撑起黑色的布料,虬结的手臂裸露在外,宛如一双致命的武器。 The sharp point stabbed girl's eyes, she narrows the eye diligently, saw clearly the source of this point reluctantly. 锐利的锋芒刺伤了女孩的双眼,她努力地眯起眼,勉强地看清了这锋芒的源头。 That is a fine short-sword, black bandage places are twining the scabbard, fixes it under Irwin's left wrist firmly. This is responding Irwin's summon the fatal sharp weapon momentarily. 那是一把精致的短剑,黑色的绑带一圈圈地缠绕着剑鞘,将它牢牢地固定在厄文的左腕下。这把致命的利器随时响应着厄文的召唤。 Irwin's right hand builds on the sword hilt, he deeply inhaled fresh air, turns very quiet, opens the vehicle door. 厄文的右手搭在剑柄上,他深深地吸了一口清新空气,屏住呼吸,拉开车门。 Extracts the dazzling point, Irwin marches into the compartment that the smog winds around, at the same time the vehicle door of another end opens, devil stride that the hunger is hard to take. 抽出刺眼的锋芒,厄文步入烟雾缭绕的车厢内,与此同时另一端的车门打开,饥饿难耐的恶魔大步而来。 ( This chapter ends) (本章完)