ED :: Volume #3

#141: Existed evidence


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Beirrogo Lazarus. 伯洛戈·拉撒路 This name that is not given by the parents, but is some unknown friend, gives to Beirrogo. 这并不是由父母所起的名字,而是某个未知的朋友,赋予给伯洛戈的。 For a long time, I regarding this matter, do not care, after all my parents are not literate, making them name, cannot have one to be better mostly, they also said that I am a different child. “很长时间里,我对于这件事,都不怎么在意的,毕竟我父母也不识字,让他们取名,多半也起不出一个更好的,他们也说了,我是个不一样的孩子。 My parents have very great anticipation to me, they often said that achievement that I obtain, the person of father's generation of far superego, therefore I should have a king name, rather than like them, optional like fallen leaf. ” 我父母对我抱有很大的期待,他们常说,我所获得的成就,将远超我的父辈,所以我应该拥有一个国王般的名字,而不是像他们那样,随意的就像落叶。” Beirrogo relaxed completely, in the memory, this is the first time that he told like this own past, this is repeating for incessantly, Beirrogo is also narrating, recalls own life gradually. 伯洛戈完全放松了下来,记忆里,这还是他第一次与人这样讲述自己的过去,这不止是在为艾缪复述,伯洛戈也在叙述中,逐步回忆自己的人生。 Grotesque and gaudy life. 光怪陆离的一生。 The review in the past, Beirrogo thinks present, is maintaining perfect mental as before, then grateful gives people who oneself blessed in these. 回顾往昔,伯洛戈一想到如今的自己,依旧保持着健全的心智,便感激于那些赋予自己祝福的人们。 Depends upon others 's help, Beirrogo more is walking is farther, he has not fallen into the darkness, does not have dispiritedly. 依靠着他人的帮助,伯洛戈越走越远,他没有堕入黑暗,也没有颓废不起。 Beirrogo could not find out compared with this better result. 伯洛戈想不出比这更好的结局了。 Name has the charm,” suddenly, Beirrogo said, this is I after realizing the devil this exists, known truth.” “名字是有魔力的,”忽然,伯洛戈说道,“这是我在认识到魔鬼这一存在后,知晓的道理。” To summon a devil, first you must know his name. 想要呼唤一头魔鬼,首先你要知道他的名字。 Is maintaining the patience, the profile is sizing up Beirrogo, is listening respectfully to his words. 艾缪保持着耐心,侧脸打量着伯洛戈,聆听着他的话语。 Beirrogo said, sometimes I am thinking, whether my name has what implication, it is a pity that this secret I did not have the opportunity to know again.” 伯洛戈说,“有时候我就在想,我的名字是否有着什么样的寓意,遗憾的是,这个秘密我再也没有机会知道了。” Said, you can give the significance for yourself.” 艾缪说,“你可以自己为自己赋予意义。” Un......” “嗯……” Beirrogo sat straight the body, on the parapet, continued to tell the past fantasy for hand-held. 伯洛戈坐直了身体,手扶在栏杆上,继续为艾缪讲述着自己过去的幻想。 I did not like the Chinese larch town/subdues in childhood, there is my hometown, I actually dislike that I want to take a look at the bigger world, rather than imprisoned in this, grew up, received my father's axe, became a lumberjack......” “我小时候不喜欢红杉镇,那里是我的家乡,我却讨厌那,我想去看看更大的世界,而不是被囚禁于此,长大成人,接过我父亲的斧头,成为一名伐木工……” Beirrogo continues saying that in innumerable afternoons, I have fantasized, I dig up the carriage of merchant secretly, making them lead me to leave this place, I will go to new town, like the waif, digs up getting angry tailstock, making it lead me to go to another bigger world.” 伯洛戈继续说道,“无数个午后里,我都幻想过,我偷偷扒上商人的马车,让他们带我离开这个地方,我会去到一个新的城镇,像个流浪儿一样,扒上火车尾,让它带我去另一个更大的天地里。” But you do not have such to do.” “但你没有那样做。” Yes, even if there is strangeness, I do not give up my parents as before, when I enlist in the military, that the first time is I left that small town, then I have not gone back again.” “是啊,即便有着陌生感,我依旧舍不得我的父母,直到我参军时,那才是我第一次离开那座小镇,然后我就再也没回去过了。” Beirrogo is sighing, at this moment, my first half of life so strange, is the same just like the illusion.” 伯洛戈感叹着,“事到如今,我的前半生是如此地陌生,宛如幻觉一样。” Sometimes I will have a strange idea, I will suspect that my first half of life can really be only a dream.” “有时候我会产生一种奇怪的想法,我会怀疑我的前半生会不会真的只是一场梦。” Asked, why felt like this?” 艾缪问,“为什么这样觉得?” I regarding the past memory incomparably strange mold lake, I...... got sucked into the riddle.” “我对于过去的记忆无比陌生模湖,我自己……自己又深陷谜团之中。” Beirrogo appears at present again the physique of astronaut, paints the black salt defeat in the world, he in that outdoor theater, is watching oneself all sorts. 伯洛戈眼前再度浮现起了宇航员的身姿,漆黑灰败的世界里,他于那露天影院里,观赏着自己的种种。 Perhaps he is gazing at himself now. 说不定他现在就在注视着自己。 Beirrogo emphasized that the most important thing is, nothing, can prove my past existence .” 伯洛戈强调道,“最重要的是,没有什么东西,能证明我过去的存在了,艾缪。” The heart of chill in the air that is hard to state clearly in Beirrogo spreads, Beirrogo will not be one will always recall the past person excessively, as the non- dead, in his eye, only then unknowable future. 一股难以言明的寒意在伯洛戈的心底蔓延,伯洛戈向来不是一个会过度回忆过去的人,作为不死者,他的眼里只有不可知的未来。 The past matter passed, how to intertwine unable to change again, why to waste the time in this? 过去的事就是过去了,再怎么纠结也无法改变,何必浪费时间于此呢? But with chat, Beirrogo gradually fell into the recollection, these not by the past that he cares about, at this moment also became confusing, just like buries in the heart bomb, detonates today. 但随着与艾缪的聊天,伯洛戈逐渐陷入了回忆里,那些不曾被他在意的过去,此刻也变得扑朔迷离了起来,犹如埋在心底的炸弹,于今日引爆。 I can recall my joining the army profession clearly every day, but in all sorts of Chinese larch town/subdues, actually incomparable mold lake...... really strange, when I experiences one day like a year in the dark prison cell, completely without thinking has recalled these, my recollection joined the army to start each time, stopped suddenly, some as if that lives do not exist.” “我能清晰地回忆起我从军生涯的每一日,但在红杉镇的种种,却无比模湖……真奇怪啊,我在黑牢里度日如年时,完全没有想到过回忆这些,每次我的回忆到了从军开始,就戛然而止了,仿佛那部分人生根本不存在。” I and you are different ,” Beirrogo said, that to you, just like the past of dreamland, existed, had the too plenty evidence, can prove Ellis's existence.” “我和你不一样,艾缪,”伯洛戈说,“那对你而言,宛如梦境的过去,是真实存在的,有太多的证据,可以证明爱丽丝的存在。” But I am different,” intense strangeness floods in the Beirrogo mind, he puzzles lowers the head, mutters, I could not find that small town, it as if vanished baseless, so many years passed by, know me people who experience in the small town, had passed away.” “但我不一样,”强烈的陌生感充斥于伯洛戈的脑海里,他困扰地低下头,喃喃自语,“我找不到那座小镇了,它仿佛凭空消失了,这么多年过去了,知晓我在小镇上经历的人们,也早已去世了。” Really strange , looks like, nothing now can prove existence of Chinese larch town/subdues, no one can show that I have lived there......” “真奇怪啊,艾缪,现在看来,没有任何东西能证明红杉镇的存在,也无人能证明我在那里生活过……” Beirrogo silent, is whispering in the heart. 伯洛戈沉默了下来,在心底低语着。 Only has a person. 只有一个人。 One person can prove the past of Beirrogo that strange mold lake, that knew itself from the beginning next life person. 只有一个人能证明伯洛戈那怪异模湖的过去,那个从一开始就知晓自己“来世”的人。 Astronauts...... 宇航员…… Beirrogo realizes a matter suddenly, if own next life has the inseparable relations with the astronaut, when oneself from arriving at this world, has fallen into the eyes of astronaut, why when until falling of holy city, he signed the blood agreement with. 伯洛戈忽然意识到一件事,如果自己的“来世”与宇航员有着密不可分的关系,那么自己从来到这个世界上起时,就已落入宇航员的眼中,为什么直到圣城之陨时,他才与自己签订了血契。 An invisible hand in pairs held Beirrogo, they make an effort to tow to entrain the body of Beirrogo, brings the spiritual and physical body dual pressures, in hoarse calling out in grief, tries to drag into the bottomless abyss him. 一双双的无形之手抓住了伯洛戈,它们用力地拖拽着伯洛戈的身体,带来精神与肉体的双重压力,嘶哑的悲鸣中,试着将他拉入无底的深渊。 Beirrogo!” 伯洛戈!” The shouts broke indulging in flights of fancy of Beirrogo, looks at him anxiously, „are you good?” 呼唤声打断了伯洛戈的胡思乱想,艾缪紧张地看着他,“你还好吗?” Some Beirrogo expression delay, used for several seconds, he realized own just ugly performance, the Beirrogo deep breath, was returned to diligently stably by own mood, regarded own past calmly sanely. 伯洛戈表情有些呆滞,用了几秒钟,他才意识到自己刚刚的丑态,伯洛戈深呼吸,努力让自己的情绪重归稳定,冷静理智地看待自己的过去。 It‘s nothing, but somewhat indulges in flights of fancy.” “没什么,只是有些胡思乱想。” Beirrogo makes an effort to hold back own face, the intense touch made itself maintain sober. 伯洛戈用力地按压着自己的脸庞,强烈的触感令自己保持着清醒。 I start to feel, I will so focus on the future, can be one type will change to escape, was good to make me forget past troubled.” “我开始觉得,我如此着眼于未来,会不会是一种变向的逃避,好令我忘记过去的纷纷扰扰。” Don't think too much, Beirrogo,” is comforting and encouraging, „, if there is issue, then solves it.” “别想太多,伯洛戈,”艾缪安慰并鼓励着,“如果有问题,那么就去解决它。” Said, you are not the past child, but is praying letter/believes, Sir who the Bureau of Order most outstanding field personnel staff member, assumes sole responsibility for an important task sufficiently.” 艾缪说,“你已不是当年的孩子了,而是一位祷信者,秩序局最优秀的外勤职员啊,足以独当一面的大人了。” Beirrogo hesitated the moment, reveals the smile of feeling relaxed, he is thinking aloud, „, I have enough time to solve these matters.” 伯洛戈迟疑了片刻,露出释然的笑容,他自言自语着,“是啊,我有足够的时间去解决这些事。” Stands up, oneself present also has the duty, Beirrogo no longer goes to think these matters, if all these are related with the astronaut, oneself one day can ravel sooner or later all these. 站起身,自己现在还有任务,伯洛戈不再去想这些事,如果这一切都与宇航员有关的话,自己迟早有一天能弄明白这一切。 Returns to the compartment, Palmer awoke unexpectedly, was sitting by the glass, is cleaning gold metallurgy arming in hand joyfully. 返回车厢内,帕尔默居然醒了,正坐在车窗旁,满心欢喜地擦拭着手中的炼金武装。 This is Palmer the spoils of war that comes back from the source of trouble high region...... he with the spoils of war described in any case, in fact this is crouches/submits En gives Palmer's gift, said that is celebrates his good son successfully to promote praying letter/believes. 这是帕尔默从风源高地带回来的战利品……反正他是用战利品来形容的,实际上这是伏恩送给帕尔默的礼物,说是庆祝他的好儿子成功晋升祷信者。 Gold metallurgy arming storm feather. 炼金武装・风暴羽。 This is a contour is approximate in the throwing knife of feather, overall exquisite fine, the edge is sharp, concrete effect Palmer has not told Beirrogo, when says needs, Beirrogo knows. 这是一枚外形近似于羽毛的飞刀,整体小巧精致,边缘锋利至极,具体效果帕尔默并没有告诉伯洛戈,说需要时,伯洛戈自会知道。 Looks on Palmer face that mindless smile, Beirrogo somewhat envies this fellow unexpectedly, wants his head incision, actually to have a look is what structure, can have Palmer such mentality. 看着帕尔默脸上那副没心没肺的笑容,伯洛戈居然有些羡慕这个家伙,想把他的脑袋切开,看看究竟是什么样的构造,能产生帕尔默这样的心态。 Sat in Palmer's opposite long, Beirrogo shouted the tone, recalls difference that in the past triggered, made his some headaches. 坐在帕尔默的对面,伯洛戈长呼了口气,回忆过去引发的异样,令他有些头痛。 Palmer asked that how long can we also arrive at the free port?” 帕尔默问道,“我们还有多久能到自由港?” Beirrogo said, how, to be impatient?” 伯洛戈说,“怎么,不耐烦了吗?” My this is to join in the work a bit faster.” Palmer is arguing. “我这是想快点投身于工作中。”帕尔默辩解着。 Has not managed two people quarrelling, she is lying by the glass, looks at the passing scenery, this is the first going by train far way travels, regarding all sorts all the way, she feels curious. 艾缪没有理两人的拌嘴,她趴着车窗旁,看着过往的风景,这还是艾缪第一次乘火车远途旅行,对于一路上的种种,她都倍感好奇。 Geoffrey pushes the door, „should not be impatient, we estimated that the day after tomorrow early morning can arrive in the free port.” 杰佛里推门而出,“别心急,我们预计后天一早就能抵达自由港了。” Properly speaking, Bureau of Order should be able to transfer a special train to send us, why can follow this group of people to stop from time to time?” Palmer is continuing his complaint. “按理说,秩序局应该能调动一个专列来运送我们吧,为什么要跟着这群人走走停停呢?”帕尔默继续着他的抱怨。 Because the Bureau of Order special train normal load others are going forward.” “因为秩序局的专列正载着别人前进。” Geoffrey was saying throws a report toward Palmer, this was just printed, the above printing ink was very fresh. 杰佛里说着朝帕尔默抛来一份报告,这是刚打印出来的,上面的油墨还很新鲜。 In this exclusive compartment, but also arranged the communication equipment of field personnel section, why this is also this action, the special task force will take especially Lier. 这节专属车厢内,还布置了外勤部的通讯设备,这也是为什么这次行动,特别行动组会带上尤丽尔。 Continues we to go forward toward the free port, the sixth group was also dispatched, they are taking the special train, the speed be faster than us on many, last night they just approached the free port, encountered the attack of vertical song orchestra.” “不止我们正朝着自由港前进,第六组也被派遣了过去,他们乘坐着专列,速度要比我们快上不少,昨晚他们刚靠近自由港,就遭到了纵歌乐团的袭击。” Beirrogo said, „the sixth group was attracts the firepower for us?” 伯洛戈说,“第六组算是替我们吸引火力了?” Right, is responsible for sheep attack, is responsible for the secret submerging,” Geoffrey is explaining, we are the latter.” “没错,一个负责羊攻,一个负责秘密潜入,”杰佛里解释着,“我们就是后者。” Is the vertical song orchestra does?” “都是纵歌乐团做的吗?” Palmer read several pages, received the happy expression on face, the vertical song orchestra blocked all routes of Orpheus to a certain extent to free port, the oath must block the disturbance of Bureau of Order. 帕尔默翻看了几页,收起了脸上的笑意,纵歌乐团在一定程度上封锁住了欧泊斯通往自由港的所有路线,誓要阻击秩序局的干扰。 Right, the enemies of this facing are very tenacious, for the thing of primary, they prepared to fight to the last ditch with us.” “没错,我们这次面对的敌人很固执,为了原初之物,他们准备和我们死拼到底了。” Geoffrey is saying. 杰佛里自顾自地说着。 I am getting more and more curious, actually the thing of primary was anything.” “我越来越好奇,原初之物究竟是什么东西了。”
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