Takes up the threecandles on table, whileinsertsthemwhen the cakecautiously, shenoticedthatto standRoggefinallyaftergate.
拿起桌子上的三根蜡烛,正当艾缪小心翼翼地将它们插在蛋糕上时,她终于注意到了那站在门后的伯洛戈。Roggelooks atunemotionally, gawkedstaring, shedoes intentionallycalmly, but the halo in eyeshiveredin the flash, became the ovalcurvinglyandshrivelled.
伯洛戈面无表情地看着艾缪,艾缪愣了愣,她故作镇定,但眼中的光环在一瞬间颤抖、弯曲、瘪成了椭圆。„How longyou...... did youcome?”
“你……你来多久了?”Depends the vocal cord that oneself must optimize, voicebrings the calmindifference.
仗着自己尚需优化的声带,艾缪的声音带着镇定的冷漠。„Sinceyoustartto spread the cream.”
“从你开始涂奶油时。”„Why don't you...... make noise? Does thislook likevery muchpeeps?”
“你为什么……不出声呢?这很像偷窥吧?”„Un? Calculates? Visitsyouto make the cake . Moreover, youalsoinvest, words that Ispoke, certainlywill disturbyou.”
“嗯?算吗?只是看你做蛋糕而已,而且,你还蛮投入的,我说话的话,一定会打扰到你吧。”FacingRogge'sreply, lowers the head, when the atmospherefalls into the deathly stillness, Roggetakes upto hang the etherclass/floweyelensonneck, in his eyesbodybright, the ethersurges upwardandbatters.
面对伯洛戈的回答,艾缪低下了头,在气氛陷入死寂时,伯洛戈拿起挂在脖子上的以太流目镜,在他的眼中艾缪的身体明亮了起来,以太高涨、横冲直撞。„Actually...... youcanrelease.”Roggetakes off the eyelens, is still unemotional.
“其实……你可以释放一下的。”伯洛戈摘下目镜,依旧面无表情。
After silentseveralseconds, sends outto call out in grief.
沉默了几秒后,艾缪发出悲鸣。„!”
“啊啊啊啊!”
......
……Roggecanunderstand when the behavior that thisashamedmood, treats asandordinaryhave the enormouscontrast, tomaintainoneself the imageinotherseyes, the individualside that wantsthisto hideis usually seenby others.
伯洛戈能理解这种羞愧的情绪,当做出的行为和平常的自己有着极大的反差时,为了维持自身在别人眼中的形象,个体通常都不愿意这隐藏起来的一面被他人看到。Solvingthisdifficult position is also very simple, so long asachievesto think the same waywell.
解决这一困境也很简单,只要做到表里如一就好。Roggefeltoneself is a thinking the same wayperson, hefelt the matter that oneselfhandleregardless of when where, will conform tohis ownstyle, hedoes not absolutely needto care aboutthesefor this reason.
伯洛戈觉得自己就是个表里如一的人,他觉得自己做的事情无论何时何地,都会符合他自己的风格,他为此根本没必要在乎这些。Alsofor exampleSerez, takes a quick look around, hejust like a gracefulancientaristocrat, but the nextsecondhewill hold the steel pipeto dance, or the wearspreads outto the clothes of navel, adjusts the liquorafter the barforyou.
又比如瑟雷,第一眼看去,他宛如一位优雅的古老贵族,可下一秒他就会抱着钢管跳起舞,亦或是穿着开叉到肚脐的衣服,在吧台后为你调酒。Youthought that the image of Serezcrashed, maylook likeinSerez, his ownimageisthis, Sereznevercrashes, butyouknowaboutSerezalsoinsufficientdepth.
你觉得瑟雷的形象崩塌了,可在瑟雷看来,他自己的形象就是这样,瑟雷从未崩塌,只是你对瑟雷了解的还不够深而已。„What are youthinking?”
“你在想什么?”
The soundconveysfrom the front, andbetweenRoggeare away from the table, on the tableare placing the birthday cake.
声音从前方传来,艾缪和伯洛戈之间隔着桌子,桌子上摆放着生日蛋糕。
Since sends outcalls out in grief, two peopletosit down, atmospheredepressinglikeconference table.
自从艾缪发出悲鸣后,两人就对而坐下,气氛压抑的就像谈判桌。„Interesting, are youcelebrating birthdayforyourself?”Roggesaid.
“蛮有趣的,你是在为自己庆生吗?”伯洛戈说。„Big...... probably......”
“大……大概吧……”Thought that was discoveredthis pointis very ashamed, shedoes not even dareto look atRoggedirectly, even ifRoggedoes not matter.
艾缪觉得被人发现这一点很羞愧,她甚至不敢直接看伯洛戈,哪怕伯洛戈对此无所谓。„Does Taidaknow?”
“泰达知道吗?”Roggepursuescuriouslyasks, with the understanding, Roggethought that morelooks like a truehuman.
伯洛戈好奇地追问道,随着对艾缪的了解,伯洛戈觉得艾缪越像一名真正的人类。„Teacherdoes not know,”shakes the head, „every yearpledgefestival, hewill leave.”
“老师不知道,”艾缪摇摇头,“每年的誓言节,他都会离开的。”„Thereforethisisyoursecret?”
“所以这算是你的秘密吗?”Roggerealizedthis point, this is only secret, no oneto know, butsheas ifforgothereto have the newlessee.
伯洛戈意识到了这一点,这是只属于艾缪的秘密、无人知晓,但她似乎忘了这里有了新的租客。„Un.”
“嗯。”Nods.
艾缪点点头。„Ability that butyouhave not eaten food, does not have the sense of taste...... thisto you, is only a ceremony?”
“可你没有进食的能力,也没有味觉……这对你而言,只是个仪式?”Speaking ofthis, likewithaltogethersentiment, Roggefeelssomewhatsadly, thisignorantlifeis imitatingall sorts of humanwith every effort, the birthday is also so.
说到这,就像与艾缪共情般,伯洛戈感到有些难过,这个懵懂的生命尽力模仿着人类的种种,就连生日也是如此。Ifknows the birthday the significance, whenshecelebrates a birthday, what is also thinking?
如果艾缪知晓生日的意义,那么她一个人过生日时,又在想些什么呢?Oneselfmade the birthday cakecarefully, is actually not ableto taste, Roggedislikesthisbeing incapable, andsadfeeling, butat this time, opened the mouthto say.
自己精心制作了生日蛋糕,却无法品尝,伯洛戈讨厌这种无力且悲伤的感觉,可这时,艾缪开口道。„Do youwantto taste?”
“你要尝尝吗?”Shelooks at herselfcuriously, andpushestooneself the birthday cake.
她好奇地看着自己,并把生日蛋糕向自己推来。Off topic
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