ED :: Volume #2

#51: At that moment


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I think, she possibly does not like the alchemy.” “我想,她可能并不喜欢炼金术。” Rogge ice-cold comments, Taida has doubts looks at him, why unclear Uncle Bai Rogge will say like this. 伯洛戈冰冷地评价道,泰达疑惑地看着他,不明白伯洛戈为什么会这样说。 Her talent you had seen, you also approve.” Taida said. “她的才华你已经看到了,你也是认可的。”泰达说。 gets rid of this extremely special status, she is really Taida for these years, has run into the best student, as gold metallurgy person her of occasionally, itself has to gold metallurgy matrix extremely strong keen. 抛开艾缪这极为特殊的身份,她真的是泰达这么多年以来,遇到过最棒的学生,作为炼金人偶的她,本身就具备着对炼金矩阵极强的敏锐性。 Right, right, this point is unquestionable.” Rogge nods, the crafty snake scale fluid agrees with perfectly his ability, Rogge likes is not good. “没错,没错,这一点不容置疑。”伯洛戈点点头,诡蛇鳞液完美地契合他的能力,伯洛戈喜爱的不行。 But these two points do not conflict,” Rogge is whispering, later asked that „have you raised the dog?” “可这两点并不冲突,”伯洛戈嘀咕着,随后反问道,“你养过狗吗?” „When is young has raised one.” “年轻时养过一只。” Taida was getting more and more puzzled, chats always this with Rogge, the topic is jumping rapidly. 泰达越来越困惑了,和伯洛戈聊起天来总是这样,话题飞速跳跃着。 You should understand are right, the dog dog strictly observes...... actually this not to represent the dog dog to all your instructions intelligently, or it will carry out your order, actually it knows, after doing this, you pat it, that is all.” “那你应该明白才对,狗狗对你的所有指令都严格遵守……其实这不代表狗狗有多聪明,又或者它会执行你的命令,其实它只是知道,这样做后,你会摸摸它,仅此而已。” Rogge does intentionally the relaxed say/way, Taida that the one side listens respectfully , the expression was gradually cloudy. 伯洛戈故作轻松道,一旁聆听的泰达,表情逐渐阴沉了下去。 Cracks a joke, do not care.” Rogge also added. “开个玩笑,别在意。”伯洛戈又补充道。 Taida cold snort/hum, what words had not said, two people like the fierce bandit, were saying secret language that only then each other can understand. 泰达冷哼一声,什么话也没有说,两人就像悍匪,说着只有彼此能听懂的黑话。 I am very sane, I can control, you?” Taida has turned around, said in a low voice. “我很理智,我能控制住,你呢?”泰达转过身,低声道。 I? I do not matter, this and I have no relations.” Rogge said, the one who is puzzled is only Taida, was he is about unable to distinguish clearly, Rogge did not have such puzzle. “我?我无所谓的,这和我又没有什么关系。”伯洛戈坦言道,纠结的只是泰达而已,是他快分不清了,伯洛戈则没有这样的困扰。 Taida has not responded, does not know that he is thinking anything, but father's elder male cousin Rogge to his probe, Rogge even more has felt complex clearly. 泰达没有回应,也不知道他在想些什么,但从伯洛戈对他的试探中,伯洛戈已经越发清楚地感受到其中的复杂。 Really made one have a headache. 真是令人头疼。 What pledge festival do you have to arrange?” Rogge depends on the wall to ask. “誓言节你有什么安排吗?”伯洛戈靠着墙壁问道。 Pledge festival I must go out.” Taida said. “誓言节我要出去一趟。”泰达说。 Goes?” “去哪?” Individual private affair , there is nothing to do with you.” “个人私事,和你无关。” „, That pledge festival, only then I was on duty here.” “哦,那誓言节只有我在这里值班了。” Rogge whispered, the vision drifted away takes a fast look around, finally through the glass, fell on indoor. 伯洛戈低语,目光游离四下扫视,最后通过玻璃,落在了室内的艾缪身上。 Her facial expression are not many, the expression of main mood depends upon the halo in eye, but Rogge felt from her body an earnest attitude, the radiant light axle ascends and rotates in her hands. 她的面部表情并不多,主要情绪的表达都依靠眼中的光环,但伯洛戈还是从她的身上感到了一股认真的态度,璀璨的光轨在她手中升腾、转动。 Rogge thinks, many years ago, should also with the similar girl, under the gaze of Taida, conscientiously learn/study like this, now the time flies, all changed, probably anything has not changed. 伯洛戈想,在很多年前,应该也有一个和艾缪相似的女孩,在泰达的注视下,这样认真学习,如今时间飞逝,一切都变了,又好像什么都没有变。 Mentioned, actually you how thought? Taida.” “说来,你究竟是怎么想的呢?泰达。” Rogge asked that „should this feeling be very unendurable? She looked like your daughter, even said, was the projection of your daughter shadow, but you know clearly, she was not Ellis, in any event, was not she......” 伯洛戈自顾自地问道,“这感觉应该很难熬吧?她像极了你的女儿,甚至说,就是你女儿影子的投影,可你又明确地知道,她不是爱丽丝,无论如何,艾缪都不是她……” The sound, Rogge tried to describe that distortion puzzled mood, can his existing vocabulary, he not know how suddenly should describe. 声音顿了顿,伯洛戈试着描述那种扭曲纠结的情绪,可以他现有的词汇量,一时间他也不知道该如何形容。 Then Rogge awakens, a face looks at Taida astonishedly. 然后伯洛戈惊醒般,一脸惊异地看着泰达。 Yes, you know all these from the beginning clearly, knows these taboos the criteria, why can you also make your daughter's appearance her? To take her as the sustenance? When she lives truly, you started the fear, the fear in the fuzziness of her tool essence.” “是啊,你一开始就明确地知道这一切,知晓这些禁忌的准则,那你为什么还要把她制成你女儿的模样呢?是想以她为寄托吗?可当她真正活过来时,你又开始了恐惧,恐惧于她工具本质的模糊。” Taida does not utter a word, he leans slightly excessively, the profile hid in the shadow, but Rogge can feel vision clearly, sharp like sword. 泰达一声不吭,他微微侧过头,侧脸隐藏在了阴影里,但伯洛戈能清晰地感受到其中的目光,锐利的如剑。 This like...... fabricated Sun.” “这就像……虚妄的太阳。” Rogge slight fear, has not instead been forcing Taida to acknowledge probably all these, he continues to say. 伯洛戈没有丝毫的畏惧,反而像是在逼迫泰达承认这一切般,他继续说道。 Ellis's death, making you fall into the cold winter night, therefore your urgently needed Sun, you succeeded, you created another Sun, may send out with her photo-thermal, you instead even more feared. “爱丽丝的死,让你陷入了寒冷的冬夜,所以你急需一颗太阳,你成功了,你创造出了另一颗太阳,可随着她散发光热,你反而越发恐惧了起来。 I think you, not only blurred the essence of her tool, right? ” 我想你并不只是模糊了她工具的本质,对吗?” Rogge walks toward Taida, two people distances gradually pull closer, like the fierce tigers of coming face to face, the atmosphere constrains dignifiedly. 伯洛戈朝着泰达走去,两人的距离逐渐拉近,就像狭路相逢的猛虎们,气氛压抑凝重。 The azure vision overlooked Taida, Rogge was thinking, but he had not said that but looks at Taida unemotionally. 青色的目光俯视着泰达,伯洛戈想到了,但他没有说,只是面无表情地看着泰达。 Actually do you want to say what? Rogge.” Taida ice-cold responded. “你究竟想说什么呢?伯洛戈。”泰达冰冷地回应道。 Solves the problem.” “解决问题。” Rogge beckons with the hand, said at will. 伯洛戈摆了摆手,随意道。 I do not like this being suspended in midair feeling, your hesitation and scruple, will only make the issue more and more complex, this like evading the issue, but evaded unable to solve these.” “我不喜欢这种不上不下的感觉,你的犹豫与迟疑,只会让问题变得越来越复杂,这就像在逃避问题,而逃避是解决不了这些的。” You thought how I should do? Has the gold metallurgy person occasionally, she is not true human, true human is Ellis!” Taida lowered to roar. “那你觉得我该怎么做?艾缪只是具炼金人偶,她不是真正的人类,真正的人类是爱丽丝!”泰达低吼了起来。 Un? You thought that I am human?” Rogge asked suddenly. “嗯?那你觉得我算是人类吗?”伯洛戈突然反问道。 Taida was shocked, he somewhat cannot keep up with Rogge that jump the thought. 泰达愣住了,他有些跟不上伯洛戈那跳跃的思维。 Yes, human is the flesh and blood, rather than gold metallurgy body, therefore is not human, but human will also die, I will not die, am I human? This idea also too limited. “是啊,人类是血肉之躯,而不是炼金躯壳,所以艾缪不是人类,但人类也是会死的,我不会死,那我还是人类吗?这种想法也太局限了。 I think, decided our is never the difference of body, but is intrinsic under body. ” 我想,决定我们的从不是躯壳的差异,而是躯壳之下的内在。” Rogge was elaborating human that he understands. 伯洛戈阐述着他所理解的人类。 When you felt when is human, she was human.” “当你觉得艾缪是人类时,她就是人类了。” Taida silent was very long, he looks at each other that pair of azure eye pupil, asked that „are you arguing for?” 泰达沉默了很久,他对视上那双青色的眼瞳,质问道,“你是在为艾缪辩解吗?” „, Is probably strange, my some...... sympathize with her unexpectedly.” “大概吧,蛮怪的,我居然有些……同情她。” Is recalling all sorts that and is together, Rogge has not dodged this issue, frank said, naturally, a more important point is, we need to solve the problem.” 回忆着和艾缪相处的种种,伯洛戈没有回避这个问题,坦言道,“当然,更重要的一点是,我们需要解决问题。” Solves the problem, this is Rogge needs to do, as sane observer, only then he can finish all these. 解决问题,这才是伯洛戈需要做的,作为理智的旁观者,也只有他能从中结束这一切。 I can understand that your idea, Taida, and Ellis looked like, your instinct wants to pour into the sentiment, but you also warned yourself, she was not Ellis. “我能理解你的想法,泰达,艾缪和爱丽丝太像了,你本能地想倾注感情,可你又告诫自己,她不是爱丽丝。 You have no way to treat her cruelly, told this brutal fact, you had no way to be brutal to yourself, completely cut off all sentiments. ” 你没法残忍地对待她,告诉她这残酷的事实,你也没法对自己残酷下来,彻底断绝所有的感情。” Rogge talked about another topic suddenly, asked to Taida. 伯洛戈突然聊起另一个话题,对泰达问道。 If your research ends in failure finally, Taida, how you will do at that time?” “如果你的研究最后以失败告终,泰达,那时你会怎么做呢?” Taida does not know suddenly should say anything, he has not thought such future. 泰达一时间不知道该说些什么,他没想过这样的未来。 Recognizes existence, said......” “是承认艾缪的存在,还是说……” Rogge has not continued, like an unclear curse, if, this dark destiny will become the reality. 伯洛戈没有继续说下去,就像一段不详的诅咒,如果说了出来,这黑暗的命运就会变成现实。 I know that I am making anything, I have also never vacillated,” the voice of Taida is untender, „, moreover you crossed the border, Rogge, our cooperation.” “我知道我在做什么,我也从未动摇过,”泰达的声音毫无感情,“而且你越界了,伯洛戈,我们只是合作关系。” Pledge festival , if there is time, returns to the order bureau to look at pays respects Li,” Rogge completely disregarded the threat of Taida, she, although that appearance......, but she truly is worried about you very much, I have not crossed the border, I receive her request to stare at you.” “誓言节如果有时间的话,回秩序局去看一眼拜莉吧,”伯洛戈完全无视了泰达的威胁,“她虽然那个样子……但她确实很担心你,我也没有越界,我只是受到她的委托盯着你而已。” Two people are looking at each other, on Rogge's face appeared some smiles, he also said. 两人对视着,伯洛戈的脸上浮现了些许的微笑,他又说道。 „Do you see the way that I have fought? Taida.” “你见过我战斗的方式吗?泰达。” Taida shakes the head, he has been familiar with Rogge this damn the thinking mode, said anything regarding his next, he will not be surprised. 泰达摇了摇头,他已经习惯伯洛戈这见鬼的思维方式,对于他下一句说什么,他都不会感到意外。 I am a person who likes going straight there and coming straight back, I repugnant curved circle, if in front of me being correct wall, then destroys it, if there is a person, then cuts to turn him.” “我是个喜欢直来直去的人,我讨厌弯弯绕绕,如果我面前有道墙,那么就砸破它,如果有人,那么就砍翻他。” Rogge is telling his strange outlook on life. 伯洛戈讲述着他那奇怪的人生观。 Therefore, I actually am a honest person.” “所以,我其实是个蛮坦诚的人。” Taida approves this point very much, Rogge was too honest, the rare neurosis will acknowledge on own initiative oneself are the neurosis, is seriously and others is reasonable. 泰达很认同这一点,伯洛戈太坦诚了,少有精神病会主动承认自己是精神病,还是一本正经地和别人讲道理。 What is main, I am live in the current person, I felt, if you have the mood, then must tell the opposite party, hides at heart, will tow finally, only the mess in all lanes.” “最主要的是,我是个活在当下的人,我觉得如果你有情绪,那么就一定要告诉对方,藏在心里,拖到最后,只会把一切弄的一团糟。” „Are you educating me?” Taida is smiled by the tone air/Qi that Rogge this kept aloof. “你是在教育我吗?”泰达被伯洛戈这高高在上的语气气笑了。 Shut up, Taida, are you big this year?” Rogge sizes up Taida that to cover entirely the cheeks of wrinkle, 50 years old? 60 years old? In the strict sense said that had I over 90 years old am, educated the later generation to have no issue in the way of seasoned person?” “闭嘴,泰达,你今年多大了?”伯洛戈打量着泰达那布满皱纹的脸颊,“五十岁?六十岁?严格意义上讲,我已经九十多岁了,以过来人的方式教育后辈没什么问题吧?” Without the issue? Has the issue very much, when speaking of these, Rogge could not bear smile. 没有问题?很有问题,说到这些时,伯洛戈自己也忍不住笑了起来。 He does not care about Taida that to fill to kill the look of intent completely, then said, I have a good friend, she is very good to me, I think that feedback she to my good, accumulated a mood, but has not waited for me to say anything to her, she then passed away, these mood also nowhere impositions......” 他完全不在乎泰达那充满杀意的眼神,接着说,“我有一个好朋友,她对我很好,我想回馈她对我的好,积累了一把的情绪,可还不等我对她说什么,她便去世了,这些情绪也无处安放……” Rogge seems somewhat disconsolate, he with every effort oneself and Adele's friendship description beautiful many, therefore he had not said that these nowhere law-abiding mood, transferred the hard-to-control anger. 伯洛戈显得有几分惆怅,他尽力把自己和阿黛尔的友谊描述的更加美好些,所以他没有说将那些无处安分的情绪,转为了难以控制的怒火。 At that time, I changed, no longer after the anticipation, only concentrates on immediately. “那时起,我就做出了改变,不再期待以后,只专注于当下。 If I like a person, I immediately with her say that I like you, if I hate a person, I also shiver immediately his brain, certainly not overnight. 如果我喜欢一个人,我会立刻和她说我喜欢你,如果我恨一个人,我也会立刻敲碎他的脑子,绝不隔夜。 Therefore, do you understand my meaning? ” 所以,你明白我的意思吗?” Rogge's body is sending out the full oppression strength, even if he is only sublimation, but Taida is lost/carrying power. 伯洛戈的身上散发着十足的压迫力,哪怕他只是名凝华者,而泰达是负权者。 Taida deeply looks at Rogge, Rogge retrocedes slowly, having an indifferent tone to say. 泰达深深地看着伯洛戈,伯洛戈则缓缓后退,带着一副无所谓的语气说道。 Is more honest, such person lives, will be more relaxed.” “坦诚些,这样人活起来,会轻松很多。” Taida does not know that should say anything, possibly Rogge is really a philosopher, possibly is really a terminally-ill lunatic, facing his words, Taida hit is unable to resist. 泰达不知道该说些什么,可能伯洛戈真的是位哲学家,也可能真的是个病入膏肓的疯子,面对他的话语,泰达被打的无法招架。 Sees own interrogation not to respond, some Rogge regarding this early expectations, if these words can persuade Taida merely, he also too underestimated the depth of vortex Taida falls into. 见自己的质问没有回应,伯洛戈对此早有预料,如果仅仅这几句话能说动泰达,那他也太低估泰达陷入的旋涡之深了。 Rogge has turned around to move toward by the glass window, can see indoor busy by it, the sound resounds slowly. 伯洛戈转过身走向玻璃窗旁,透过它能看到室内忙碌的艾缪,声音缓缓响起。 „Have you considered her idea? She thought that she tries hard to study the alchemy, will obtain your gaze, but you like Yin clear uncertain sky, from time to time drizzle, from time to time thunder.” “你有考虑过她的想法吗?她觉得自己努力学炼金术,就会获得你的注视,可你就像阴晴不定的天空,时而细雨,时而雷霆。” Before Rogge recalls, with exchange. 伯洛戈回忆起之前和艾缪的交流。 She could not think through herself to make the any mistake, because of her anything right, but was you are evading the issue.” “她想不通自己做错了什么,因为她什么都没错,而是你在逃避问题。” Rogge has looked back to Taida, sends out the final attack. 伯洛戈回过头看向泰达,发出最后的攻击。 Said, she is only a tool, doesn't need to care about the idea of tool?” “还是说,她只是工具,不必在意工具的想法?” Taida has not responded, he leaves silently, flees to the wilderness. 泰达没有回应,他默默地离开,落荒而逃。 7017 k 7017k
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