Has not continued is too longin view of the research of gold metallurgymatrix, aftercompletingpreliminarydata collection, Taidathenburieson the work table, writesto draw, does not know that is calculatinganything, in any caseis the things that someRoggecannot understand.
针对炼金矩阵的研究没有持续太久,在做好初步的数据收集后,泰达便一头埋在工作台上,写写画画,不知道在计算着什么,反正都是些伯洛戈看不懂的东西。Rogge who idleshas not disturbedTaida, butreturns to the footholdhut, liesonownsingle bed, ponders the thing that was just discussing, whilein the opponent the roughmetalembryo conducts the molding.
闲下来的伯洛戈没有打扰泰达,而是回到据点小屋内,躺在自己的单人床,一边思考着刚刚讨论的东西,一边对手中粗糙的金属胚子进行塑形。Juststartedthiskeeping one eye onto be very difficulttoRogge, but after passing the difficultinitiallearn/study, Roggethenadapted tothisconditionquickly.
刚开始这种一心二用对伯洛戈而言很难,但度过艰难的初期学习后,伯洛戈很快便适应了这种状态。
The metal in handalong with the ponder of Rogge's, the shapeconstantlychangesandtwists.
手中的金属伴随着伯洛戈的思考,形态不断地变化、扭曲。Sinceknowsoverlord the after entire life of cylinder, someRoggethennot being able to sayfeelings, oneselfandhehas the similarstrength, likesomemarvelousinheritance, transmittedinownhandinthisstrangeform.
自从知晓霸主・锡林的生平后,伯洛戈心里便有种说不出来的感觉,自己与他具备着同样的力量,就像某种奇妙的传承,以这种怪异的形式传递到了自己的手中。If possible, Roggealsowantsto look at a cylinderagain, butafterimplantingceremony, thesegreyrobepeoplebrought the cylinderto disappearin the orderbureau, atcylinderthatfearfulstrength , he even after dying, was sealed into the vessel, the securityrank was still highest.
如果可以的话,伯洛戈还想再去看一眼锡林,但在植入仪式后,那些灰袍人就带着锡林消失在了秩序局中,以锡林那可怕的力量,他即便死后被封入容器之中,安保等级也是最高的。Roggethinks, only ifthere isanti-Sanierpermission, perhapsoneselfare very difficultto say goodbye a cylinder.
伯洛戈想,除非有耐萨尼尔的允许,恐怕自己很难再见一眼锡林。Stopsto the model of metal, Rogge the roughiron slabwill placeonnearbybox, thenputs outetherclass/floweyelensfrom the pocket.
停下对金属的塑型,伯洛戈将粗糙的铁块放在一旁的箱子上,然后从口袋里拿出一个以太流目镜。ThisismustcomefromTaidathere, Roggecan the direct observationetherthingbe interestedtothistypevery much, puts on the etherclass/floweyelens, Roggelookstoall around.
这是从泰达那里要来的,伯洛戈对这种能直接观测以太的东西很感兴趣,将以太流目镜戴上,伯洛戈看向四周。
The gloomily bluemistfullin the indoor, is indistinct can also see the obviousetherclass/flow, theyalongestablishedpathflowing, are going throughin the walls.
幽蓝的雾气充盈在室内,隐约间还能看到明显的以太流,它们正沿着既定的轨迹流动,在墙体之间穿行。Suchetherclass/flowfloodseachingold metallurgyworkshop, ifRoggeopens the door, hewill notice that alletherclassesgatherin the centralhightower, maintains the operation of emptyterritorybythis.
这样的以太流充斥在炼金工坊内的每一处,如果伯洛戈推开门,他会看到所有的以太流都汇聚在中央的高塔上,以此维系虚域的运行。Exceptthese, placesseveralequipmentinfootholdhut, theirtheiretherdensityalsoclearlyare higher than the environment.
除开这些,摆放在据点小屋内的几台设备,它们自身的以太浓度也明显高于周围环境。
The suddenknockinterruptedRogge'sobservation, hereturns to the etherclass/floweyelensstopper the pocket, highsound said.
突然的敲门声打断了伯洛戈的观察,他把以太流目镜塞回口袋里,高声道。„Come.”
“请进。”Roggeknows that waswhocame, although the gold metallurgyworkshopwas big, butlived the personhere, few.
伯洛戈知道是谁来了,炼金工坊虽大,但生活在这里的人,也就寥寥几个而已。
The doorwas shoved openslowly, leaned the bodyto search, blinks, the halo in eyeis taking a look atRogge.
房门被缓缓推开,艾缪侧着身子把头探了进来,眨了眨眼,眼中的光环打量着伯洛戈。„Did workend?”Sheasked.
“工作结束了?”她问。„Un, temporarilyfinished.”Roggereplied.
“嗯,暂时结束了。”伯洛戈回答道。
In the researchto the gold metallurgymatrix, the contribution that hecanachieveis few, more oftenoneselfare more like the experimentmaterial, whateverTaidais taking the differentexaminationstooneself.
在对炼金矩阵的研究上,他能做到的贡献很少,更多时候自己更像是个实验素材,任由泰达对自己做着不同的检测。„...... Cancometo select the fruit?”
“哦……要来点水果吗?”
The entirebodywalked, in the handis carrying the fruit traysteadily.
艾缪整个身子都走了进来,手中稳稳地端着果盘。„Good, thanked.”
“好,谢谢了。”Roggehas not rejectedgood intention, hereceived the fruit trayto puton the table, has turned head, sees only the meaning that has not left, butstandsin the indoor, all aroundis observing the situationcuriously.
伯洛戈没有拒绝艾缪的好意,他接过果盘放到了桌子上,回过头,只见艾缪没有离开的意思,而是站在室内,好奇地四周环视着。Since the footholdhuthas established, thisshouldbeherfirstcoming, likeonlyastrays the stray cat of newregion, sizes upeachnewthingexcitedly.
自据点小屋建立以来,这应该是她第一次进来,就像只误入新区域的野猫,兴奋地打量每件新事物。Roggehas thoughtwithlocatingunderoneroom, Taidaandmayenterin the footholdhut, heholdssomevigilancetotwo peopleas before, for this reasonmanyimportantthingswere lockedin the safety deposit boxbyRogge.
伯洛戈有想过同处一室下,泰达和艾缪有可能会进入据点小屋内,他对两人依旧抱有着些许的警惕,为此很多重要的东西都被伯洛戈锁进了保险箱内。Sitson the chair, Roggediscoversactuallyandsometruehumandisparities, orsomeshemanycontradictorypoints.
坐在椅子上,伯洛戈发现艾缪其实和真正的人类还是有些差距的,又或者说,她自身还是有很多矛盾的点。For examplelooks atindoorall not silently, thisremindedRogge in the sceneplay, did not attend to the childopposing,musttidy up the mother in roomforhim.
比如艾缪一言不发地看着室内的一切,这让伯洛戈想起了情景剧里,不顾孩子反对,要为他收拾屋子的老妈。Has not realizedall thesequite the same as, possiblyisin the books that shereads, in the theoretical knowledgehas not talked aboutthesematters.
艾缪浑然没有意识到这一切,可能是她看的书籍中,理论知识里并没有讲到这些事。„Wants...... to sit down?”
“要……坐下吗?”Roggebrokesilent, shehas stoodis not being a matter.
伯洛戈打破了沉默,她一直这么站着也不是一回事。„Good.”
“好的。”ThoughtprobablyRoggeis very intimate, butshehas not noticedoneselfactto be strangecompletely.
艾缪大概是觉得伯洛戈很贴心,可她完全没有注意到自己的行径有多么古怪。Is goodhasenoughmanypatiencebecause ofRoggeregardingthisunusuallife, moreover has an unusualexperiencewithexchange, this is hardto realizeonothers.
好在伯洛戈对于这个奇特的生命有着足够多的耐心,而且和艾缪的交流也有种奇特的体验,这是在别人身上难以体会到的。Shejust like a complex contradictionjoint entity, naive, butis also mature, ignorantsoberlycognitionsurroundingall.
她宛如一个复杂矛盾的结合体,天真但又成熟,懵懂中又清醒地认知着周围的一切。Roggethought that trulyneedsmany and human communication, at leastneedsto makeherplacein the environment of human, inthisairtightgold metallurgyworkshop, all her cognitionstems from the books, theoretical knowledgeagainhowsufficient, she is also needssomeactual operationsto confirmall these.
伯洛戈觉得艾缪确实是需要多和人类交流,至少要让她多身处于人类的环境中,在这密闭的炼金工坊内,她的一切认知都源于书籍,理论知识再怎么充足,她也是需要一些实际操作来验证这一切。WhysuddenlythinkstoUncle YuRogge, because, sincesits down, shehas been staring at herself, the line of sighthas not put aside, the eyedoes not wink.
至于伯洛戈为什么会突然这么想,因为自艾缪坐下后,她就一直盯着自己,视线不曾移开,就连眼睛也不眨。At firstRogge can also endurethiscarefully examiningvision, forks the incisionunderthisvision the appleblock, naturallyswallows the fruit pulp, thenreads the material.
起初伯洛戈还能忍受这种审视的目光,在这目光下叉起切开的苹果块,自然地咽下果肉,然后翻看起资料。Maypasshadfiveminutesquickly, has not turned away, Roggeate clean the fruit on fruit trayawkwardly.
可过去了快有五分钟了,艾缪还是没有移开视线,伯洛戈尴尬地都吃光了果盘上的水果。„That......”
“那个……”Roggecould not bear, has turned the head to sayanything, butresponsecompared withhisquickeronestep.
伯洛戈忍不住了,转过头想要说什么,可艾缪的反应比他更快一步。Sees only the halo in eyeto contractfast, toneis suddenly enlightedto be the same probably, before arriving atRoggebody, takes up the fruit tray.
只见眼中的光环快速地收缩,艾缪的口气像是恍然大悟一样,走到伯洛戈身前,拿起果盘。„Comesto selectagain?”
“再来点是吗?”Roggeunderstood, the sum totalfeedsoneselfeatat the same time, shequitefacilitatesto observe itself, maylook at the appearance of like thisobservation, oneselfwill be fed the bracebyhermostly.
伯洛戈明白了,合计喂自己吃的同时,她好方便观察自己是吧,可看艾缪这样观察的样子,自己多半会被她喂撑。As the non-dead, Roggehas experiencedmanydeathways, ifhewants, heevencancome outby this comp bookhorror fiction, butinso manydeathways, hehas not triedto supportthis.
作为不死者,伯洛戈体验过很多死亡方式,如果他愿意,他甚至能以此写本恐怖小说出来,可这么多死亡方式里,他还没试过撑死这个。„, Ihave not eatenenough.”Roggesaid.
“不不不,我已经吃够了。”伯洛戈说。„?”
“啊?”HeardRoggeto eat to the full, seemedsomewhatstartled, probablyRoggedisruptedhersomeplan.
听到伯洛戈吃饱了,艾缪显得有些惊慌,好像伯洛戈打乱了她的某种计划。„Do youwantto do?” The Roggeserioussay/way, „has the wordsto speak frankly.”
“你到底要干嘛?”伯洛戈严肃道,“有话直说。”Probablyinshy, possiblyinembarrassed, from her slightlyartificiallimbsmovement, as well asin the eye the haloanxiouschange, Roggecandetectthis point.
艾缪大概是在害羞,也可能是在不好意思,从她那略显做作的肢体动作,以及眼中光环不安的变化,伯洛戈能察觉到这一点。InknowinghertakesEllis'sphilosopherstoneas the power supply, and after coming under the influence of itsmentalprojectiondoubtful, Roggehas been observing all her sorts ofdetails.
在得知她以爱丽丝的哲人石为动力源,并且疑似受到其心智投影的影响后,伯洛戈一直在观察她的种种细节。For examplenow when haloturns back the star , indicating that shewas very happy, when turns into the wave, shefeelssomewhatanxiously.
比如当眼中的光环折返成星星时,表示她很高兴,变成波浪时,她则感到有些不安。„Are you...... really the non-dead?”Suspectsto say.
“你……真的是不死者吗?”艾缪怀疑道。„Wantsme dead toyoulooks?”
“要我死给你看吗?”Roggewas saying the shortshotgun that pulled out the waist, withthisthingsuicide, the entirebrainwill make into the fragment.
伯洛戈说着掏出了腰间的短柄霰弹枪,拿这东西自杀,整个脑子都被会打成碎片。„No, not.”
“不,不是的。”Wavesto rejecthastily, shefelt that Roggeis a strangefellow, as ifdeaththismatterhas become accustomed to him.
艾缪连忙挥手拒绝,她感觉伯洛戈是个古怪的家伙,仿佛死亡这种事对于他而言已经习以为常了。In facttheyare the strangefellows.
实际上她们俩都是古怪的家伙。Diedtoomultiple, regarding the death the completelyindifferentnon-dead, was born inthisworld, the strangeandstrangebrand-newlife.
死了太多次,对于死亡已经完全冷漠的不死者,诞生于这世界中、怪异且奇异的崭新生命。Roggeand were too special, whyis hardto classify the specificcrowdthem, whether is really humanthis point, in some people's eyespossiblyleaves undecided.
伯洛戈与艾缪都太特殊了,难以将他们归类为什么特定的人群,就连是否真的是人类这一点,在一些人的眼中可能都是存疑的。„Iwantto know,whatwon't dieisfeels?”
“我想知道,不会死是什么感觉呢?”This seems the secret of taboo, askedcautiously.
这仿佛是个禁忌的秘密,艾缪小心翼翼地问道。„Whatfeels...... does not have anyfeeling.”
“什么感觉……没有什么感觉。”Roggedoes not know how shouldreply, afterbecomingsublimation, hefor sometimehad not experienced the death.
伯洛戈不知道该怎么回答艾缪,自成为凝华者后,他已经有段时间没有经历了死亡了。„Mustsaywords that anythingfeels, is a rendingache, thenyourconsciousnessfalls intopeacefully, likegoing to sleep, thenregains consciousnesslater.”
“非要说有什么感觉的话,就是一阵撕心裂肺的疼痛,然后你的意识陷入安宁,就像入睡,随后便是苏醒。”Roggeanswered,whathehas not said that deathRoggewill seethatnihilityspacioussceneryeach time.
伯洛戈解释道,他没有说的是,每次死亡伯洛戈都会看到那虚无空旷的风景。„Goes to sleep?”
“入睡吗?”Voicelowered, shedoes not go to sleepclearlyisanything, saidregarding the gold metallurgypersonby chance, somewere only the dormancy.
艾缪的声音低了下去,她不清楚入睡是什么,对于炼金人偶而言,有的只是休眠。„Youthought that Iam‚am living’?”
“你觉得我是‘活着’的吗?”Alsoaskedsuddenly, Rogge'sformreflectedin the deep blueeye pupil, the halolockedslightly, as ifimprisonedRogge.
艾缪又突然问道,伯洛戈的身影倒映在湛蓝的眼瞳中,光环微微锁紧,仿佛将伯洛戈囚禁在了其中。„Probably, regardinghuman, livingis being the brain was still then pondering, the heartis still beating, to you, yourpermanencemoves the corestillto operate, and thoughthas not interrupted.”
“大概吧,对于人类而言,活着便是大脑还在思考,心脏还在跳动,对于你而言,你的恒动核心还在运行,并且思维也没有中断。”Roggegraduallykept up with thought that thisfellowalwaysdiscussessomebewilderedmatterswithyousuddenly, ononesecondwith you were still discussing that the movieis anything, the nextsecondstartsto discuss the life and death.
伯洛戈逐渐跟上了艾缪的思维,这家伙总是冷不丁地和你讲些莫名奇妙的事,上一秒还在和你讨论电影是什么东西,下一秒就开始讨论生死。„Butmyhearthas not been beating.”Knocked the chest.
“可我的心脏没有在跳动。”艾缪敲了敲胸口。„Naturally, youwere the gold metallurgypersonoccasionally.”Roggevoicehighseveralpoints.
“当然了,你是炼金人偶啊。”伯洛戈声音高了几分。Appearedmore puzzled, the nextsecondsheput out a handsuddenly, rubbedRogge'sface.
艾缪显得更加困惑了起来,下一秒她突然伸出手,揉了揉伯洛戈的脸。Roggewas shocked, madehimfeelwhatwas caught off guard, approachedhim, both handsheldRogge'sface, under the ice-coldtouch, made an effortto rubto pinchRogge'sexpression.
伯洛戈愣住了,更令他感到措手不及的是,艾缪走近了他,双手抓住伯洛戈的脸,冰冷的触感下,用力地揉捏着伯洛戈的表情。„Very strange.”
“很奇怪。”Came acrosswhatdifficult problemprobablyshrivelled, the halo.
艾缪像是遇到了什么难题,光环瘪了下来。„Un? The feeling of humanskinisthis......”
“嗯?人类皮肤的感觉是这样啊……”Rubs, whileis thinking aloud, Roggejust likebecame the white mouse in herhand.
艾缪一边揉,一边自言自语着,伯洛戈俨然成了她手中的小白鼠。
After shortstartled, Roggemanyunderstandingidea, the general knowledge of humanwas not obviously suitabletoher, moreoverfrom the birthconsciousness, shethenlivesinthisclosegold metallurgyworkshop, human that cancontact is only Taida, butTaidaalsoholds the extremelystrongresistance.
短暂的惊慌后,伯洛戈多少理解了艾缪的想法,人类的常识显然对她不适用,而且自诞生意识起,她便生活在这封闭的炼金工坊内,唯一能接触的人类是泰达,可泰达又对艾缪抱有着极强的抗拒。
This is the first time that sointimately and humancontact, sheis relying onthatroughperception capability, gainsmanyinformation...... onfather's elder male cousinRoggeto understand the humanas far as possible the information.
这是艾缪第一次如此亲密地和人类接触,她凭借着自身那粗糙的感知能力,尽可能地获取更多的信息……从伯洛戈身上了解人类的信息。Suddenlyputs out a hand, facesRogge.
突然艾缪伸出手,朝向伯洛戈。
Different withhertorso, torsofor the transparentporodine, touching and humanskinis equally soft, butherfour limbsleadmetalcoldintent, thencloselypastesinRogge'schest.
和她的躯干不同,艾缪的躯干为透明的胶状,摸起来和人类皮肤一样柔软,但她的四肢却带着金属的冷意,然后紧紧地贴在伯洛戈的胸口。Feelsunder the chest cavitythatslighttrembling, muttered.
感受胸腔下那轻微的震颤,艾缪喃喃自语道。„Is this...... is living?”
“这就是……活着吗?”
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