ED :: Volume #2

#37: Living


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Has not continued is too long in view of the research of gold metallurgy matrix, after completing preliminary data collection, Taida then buries on the work table, writes to draw, does not know that is calculating anything, in any case is the things that some Rogge cannot understand. 针对炼金矩阵的研究没有持续太久,在做好初步的数据收集后,泰达便一头埋在工作台上,写写画画,不知道在计算着什么,反正都是些伯洛戈看不懂的东西。 Rogge who idles has not disturbed Taida, but returns to the foothold hut, lies on own single bed, ponders the thing that was just discussing, while in the opponent the rough metal embryo conducts the molding. 闲下来的伯洛戈没有打扰泰达,而是回到据点小屋内,躺在自己的单人床,一边思考着刚刚讨论的东西,一边对手中粗糙的金属胚子进行塑形。 Just started this keeping one eye on to be very difficult to Rogge, but after passing the difficult initial learn/study, Rogge then adapted to this condition quickly. 刚开始这种一心二用对伯洛戈而言很难,但度过艰难的初期学习后,伯洛戈很快便适应了这种状态。 The metal in hand along with the ponder of Rogge's, the shape constantly changes and twists. 手中的金属伴随着伯洛戈的思考,形态不断地变化、扭曲。 Since knows overlord the after entire life of cylinder, some Rogge then not being able to say feelings, oneself and he has the similar strength, like some marvelous inheritance, transmitted in own hand in this strange form. 自从知晓霸主・锡林的生平后,伯洛戈心里便有种说不出来的感觉,自己与他具备着同样的力量,就像某种奇妙的传承,以这种怪异的形式传递到了自己的手中。 If possible, Rogge also wants to look at a cylinder again, but after implanting ceremony, these grey robe people brought the cylinder to disappear in the order bureau, at cylinder that fearful strength , he even after dying, was sealed into the vessel, the security rank was still highest. 如果可以的话,伯洛戈还想再去看一眼锡林,但在植入仪式后,那些灰袍人就带着锡林消失在了秩序局中,以锡林那可怕的力量,他即便死后被封入容器之中,安保等级也是最高的。 Rogge thinks, only if there is anti- Sanier permission, perhaps oneself are very difficult to say goodbye a cylinder. 伯洛戈想,除非有耐萨尼尔的允许,恐怕自己很难再见一眼锡林。 Stops to the model of metal, Rogge the rough iron slab will place on nearby box, then puts out ether class/flow eyelens from the pocket. 停下对金属的塑型,伯洛戈将粗糙的铁块放在一旁的箱子上,然后从口袋里拿出一个以太流目镜。 This is must come from Taida there, Rogge can the direct observation ether thing be interested to this type very much, puts on the ether class/flow eyelens, Rogge looks to all around. 这是从泰达那里要来的,伯洛戈对这种能直接观测以太的东西很感兴趣,将以太流目镜戴上,伯洛戈看向四周。 The gloomily blue mist full in the indoor, is indistinct can also see the obvious ether class/flow, they along established path flowing, are going through in the walls. 幽蓝的雾气充盈在室内,隐约间还能看到明显的以太流,它们正沿着既定的轨迹流动,在墙体之间穿行。 Such ether class/flow floods each in gold metallurgy workshop, if Rogge opens the door, he will notice that all ether classes gather in the central high tower, maintains the operation of empty territory by this. 这样的以太流充斥在炼金工坊内的每一处,如果伯洛戈推开门,他会看到所有的以太流都汇聚在中央的高塔上,以此维系虚域的运行。 Except these, places several equipment in foothold hut, their their ether density also clearly are higher than the environment. 除开这些,摆放在据点小屋内的几台设备,它们自身的以太浓度也明显高于周围环境。 The sudden knock interrupted Rogge's observation, he returns to the ether class/flow eyelens stopper the pocket, high sound said. 突然的敲门声打断了伯洛戈的观察,他把以太流目镜塞回口袋里,高声道。 Come.” “请进。” Rogge knows that was who came, although the gold metallurgy workshop was big, but lived the person here, few. 伯洛戈知道是谁来了,炼金工坊虽大,但生活在这里的人,也就寥寥几个而已。 The door was shoved open slowly, leaned the body to search, blinks, the halo in eye is taking a look at Rogge. 房门被缓缓推开,艾缪侧着身子把头探了进来,眨了眨眼,眼中的光环打量着伯洛戈。 „Did work end?” She asked. “工作结束了?”她问。 Un, temporarily finished.” Rogge replied. “嗯,暂时结束了。”伯洛戈回答道。 In the research to the gold metallurgy matrix, the contribution that he can achieve is few, more often oneself are more like the experiment material, whatever Taida is taking the different examinations to oneself. 在对炼金矩阵的研究上,他能做到的贡献很少,更多时候自己更像是个实验素材,任由泰达对自己做着不同的检测。 „...... Can come to select the fruit?” “哦……要来点水果吗?” The entire body walked, in the hand is carrying the fruit tray steadily. 艾缪整个身子都走了进来,手中稳稳地端着果盘。 Good, thanked.” “好,谢谢了。” Rogge has not rejected good intention, he received the fruit tray to put on the table, has turned head, sees only the meaning that has not left, but stands in the indoor, all around is observing the situation curiously. 伯洛戈没有拒绝艾缪的好意,他接过果盘放到了桌子上,回过头,只见艾缪没有离开的意思,而是站在室内,好奇地四周环视着。 Since the foothold hut has established, this should be her first coming, like only astrays the stray cat of new region, sizes up each new thing excitedly. 自据点小屋建立以来,这应该是她第一次进来,就像只误入新区域的野猫,兴奋地打量每件新事物。 Rogge has thought with locating under one room, Taida and may enter in the foothold hut, he holds some vigilance to two people as before, for this reason many important things were locked in the safety deposit box by Rogge. 伯洛戈有想过同处一室下,泰达和艾缪有可能会进入据点小屋内,他对两人依旧抱有着些许的警惕,为此很多重要的东西都被伯洛戈锁进了保险箱内。 Sits on the chair, Rogge discovers actually and some true human disparities, or some she many contradictory points. 坐在椅子上,伯洛戈发现艾缪其实和真正的人类还是有些差距的,又或者说,她自身还是有很多矛盾的点。 For example looks at indoor all not silently, this reminded Rogge in the scene play, did not attend to the child opposing, must tidy up the mother in room for him. 比如艾缪一言不发地看着室内的一切,这让伯洛戈想起了情景剧里,不顾孩子反对,要为他收拾屋子的老妈。 Has not realized all these quite the same as, possibly is in the books that she reads, in the theoretical knowledge has not talked about these matters. 艾缪浑然没有意识到这一切,可能是她看的书籍中,理论知识里并没有讲到这些事。 Wants...... to sit down?” “要……坐下吗?” Rogge broke silent, she has stood is not being a matter. 伯洛戈打破了沉默,她一直这么站着也不是一回事。 Good.” “好的。” Thought probably Rogge is very intimate, but she has not noticed oneself act to be strange completely. 艾缪大概是觉得伯洛戈很贴心,可她完全没有注意到自己的行径有多么古怪。 Is good has enough many patience because of Rogge regarding this unusual life, moreover has an unusual experience with exchange, this is hard to realize on others. 好在伯洛戈对于这个奇特的生命有着足够多的耐心,而且和艾缪的交流也有种奇特的体验,这是在别人身上难以体会到的。 She just like a complex contradiction joint entity, naive, but is also mature, ignorant soberly cognition surrounding all. 她宛如一个复杂矛盾的结合体,天真但又成熟,懵懂中又清醒地认知着周围的一切。 Rogge thought that truly needs many and human communication, at least needs to make her place in the environment of human, in this airtight gold metallurgy workshop, all her cognition stems from the books, theoretical knowledge again how sufficient, she is also needs some actual operations to confirm all these. 伯洛戈觉得艾缪确实是需要多和人类交流,至少要让她多身处于人类的环境中,在这密闭的炼金工坊内,她的一切认知都源于书籍,理论知识再怎么充足,她也是需要一些实际操作来验证这一切。 Why suddenly thinks to Uncle Yu Rogge, because, since sits down, she has been staring at herself, the line of sight has not put aside, the eye does not wink. 至于伯洛戈为什么会突然这么想,因为自艾缪坐下后,她就一直盯着自己,视线不曾移开,就连眼睛也不眨。 At first Rogge can also endure this carefully examining vision, forks the incision under this vision the apple block, naturally swallows the fruit pulp, then reads the material. 起初伯洛戈还能忍受这种审视的目光,在这目光下叉起切开的苹果块,自然地咽下果肉,然后翻看起资料。 May pass had five minutes quickly, has not turned away, Rogge ate clean the fruit on fruit tray awkwardly. 可过去了快有五分钟了,艾缪还是没有移开视线,伯洛戈尴尬地都吃光了果盘上的水果。 That......” “那个……” Rogge could not bear, has turned the head to say anything, but response compared with his quicker one step. 伯洛戈忍不住了,转过头想要说什么,可艾缪的反应比他更快一步。 Sees only the halo in eye to contract fast, tone is suddenly enlighted to be the same probably, before arriving at Rogge body, takes up the fruit tray. 只见眼中的光环快速地收缩,艾缪的口气像是恍然大悟一样,走到伯洛戈身前,拿起果盘。 Comes to select again?” “再来点是吗?” Rogge understood, the sum total feeds oneself eat at the same time, she quite facilitates to observe itself, may look at the appearance of like this observation, oneself will be fed the brace by her mostly. 伯洛戈明白了,合计喂自己吃的同时,她好方便观察自己是吧,可看艾缪这样观察的样子,自己多半会被她喂撑。 As the non- dead, Rogge has experienced many death ways, if he wants, he even can come out by this comp book horror fiction, but in so many death ways, he has not tried to support this. 作为不死者,伯洛戈体验过很多死亡方式,如果他愿意,他甚至能以此写本恐怖小说出来,可这么多死亡方式里,他还没试过撑死这个。 „, I have not eaten enough.” Rogge said. “不不不,我已经吃够了。”伯洛戈说。 „?” “啊?” Heard Rogge to eat to the full, seemed somewhat startled, probably Rogge disrupted her some plan. 听到伯洛戈吃饱了,艾缪显得有些惊慌,好像伯洛戈打乱了她的某种计划。 „Do you want to do?” The Rogge serious say/way, has the words to speak frankly.” “你到底要干嘛?”伯洛戈严肃道,“有话直说。” Probably in shy, possibly in embarrassed, from her slightly artificial limbs movement, as well as in the eye the halo anxious change, Rogge can detect this point. 艾缪大概是在害羞,也可能是在不好意思,从她那略显做作的肢体动作,以及眼中光环不安的变化,伯洛戈能察觉到这一点。 In knowing her takes Ellis's philosopher stone as the power supply, and after coming under the influence of its mental projection doubtful, Rogge has been observing all her sorts of details. 在得知她以爱丽丝的哲人石为动力源,并且疑似受到其心智投影的影响后,伯洛戈一直在观察她的种种细节。 For example now when halo turns back the star , indicating that she was very happy, when turns into the wave, she feels somewhat anxiously. 比如当眼中的光环折返成星星时,表示她很高兴,变成波浪时,她则感到有些不安。 „Are you...... really the non- dead?” Suspects to say. “你……真的是不死者吗?”艾缪怀疑道。 Wants me dead to you looks?” “要我死给你看吗?” Rogge was saying the short shotgun that pulled out the waist, with this thing suicide, the entire brain will make into the fragment. 伯洛戈说着掏出了腰间的短柄霰弹枪,拿这东西自杀,整个脑子都被会打成碎片。 No, not.” “不,不是的。” Waves to reject hastily, she felt that Rogge is a strange fellow, as if death this matter has become accustomed to him. 艾缪连忙挥手拒绝,她感觉伯洛戈是个古怪的家伙,仿佛死亡这种事对于他而言已经习以为常了。 In fact they are the strange fellows. 实际上她们俩都是古怪的家伙。 Died too multiple, regarding the death the completely indifferent non- dead, was born in this world, the strange and strange brand-new life. 死了太多次,对于死亡已经完全冷漠的不死者,诞生于这世界中、怪异且奇异的崭新生命。 Rogge and were too special, why is hard to classify the specific crowd them, whether is really human this point, in some people's eyes possibly leaves undecided. 伯洛戈与艾缪都太特殊了,难以将他们归类为什么特定的人群,就连是否真的是人类这一点,在一些人的眼中可能都是存疑的。 I want to know, what won't die is feels?” “我想知道,不会死是什么感觉呢?” This seems the secret of taboo, asked cautiously. 这仿佛是个禁忌的秘密,艾缪小心翼翼地问道。 What feels...... does not have any feeling.” “什么感觉……没有什么感觉。” Rogge does not know how should reply, after becoming sublimation, he for sometime had not experienced the death. 伯洛戈不知道该怎么回答艾缪,自成为凝华者后,他已经有段时间没有经历了死亡了。 Must say words that anything feels, is a rending ache, then your consciousness falls into peacefully, like going to sleep, then regains consciousness later.” “非要说有什么感觉的话,就是一阵撕心裂肺的疼痛,然后你的意识陷入安宁,就像入睡,随后便是苏醒。” Rogge answered, what he has not said that death Rogge will see that nihility spacious scenery each time. 伯洛戈解释道,他没有说的是,每次死亡伯洛戈都会看到那虚无空旷的风景。 Goes to sleep?” “入睡吗?” Voice lowered, she does not go to sleep clearly is anything, said regarding the gold metallurgy person by chance, some were only the dormancy. 艾缪的声音低了下去,她不清楚入睡是什么,对于炼金人偶而言,有的只是休眠。 You thought that I am am living?” “你觉得我是‘活着’的吗?” Also asked suddenly, Rogge's form reflected in the deep blue eye pupil, the halo locked slightly, as if imprisoned Rogge. 艾缪又突然问道,伯洛戈的身影倒映在湛蓝的眼瞳中,光环微微锁紧,仿佛将伯洛戈囚禁在了其中。 Probably, regarding human, living is being the brain was still then pondering, the heart is still beating, to you, your permanence moves the core still to operate, and thought has not interrupted.” “大概吧,对于人类而言,活着便是大脑还在思考,心脏还在跳动,对于你而言,你的恒动核心还在运行,并且思维也没有中断。” Rogge gradually kept up with thought that this fellow always discusses some bewildered matters with you suddenly, on one second with you were still discussing that the movie is anything, the next second starts to discuss the life and death. 伯洛戈逐渐跟上了艾缪的思维,这家伙总是冷不丁地和你讲些莫名奇妙的事,上一秒还在和你讨论电影是什么东西,下一秒就开始讨论生死。 But my heart has not been beating.” Knocked the chest. “可我的心脏没有在跳动。”艾缪敲了敲胸口。 Naturally, you were the gold metallurgy person occasionally.” Rogge voice high several points. “当然了,你是炼金人偶啊。”伯洛戈声音高了几分。 Appeared more puzzled, the next second she put out a hand suddenly, rubbed Rogge's face. 艾缪显得更加困惑了起来,下一秒她突然伸出手,揉了揉伯洛戈的脸。 Rogge was shocked, made him feel what was caught off guard, approached him, both hands held Rogge's face, under the ice-cold touch, made an effort to rub to pinch Rogge's expression. 伯洛戈愣住了,更令他感到措手不及的是,艾缪走近了他,双手抓住伯洛戈的脸,冰冷的触感下,用力地揉捏着伯洛戈的表情。 „Very strange.” “很奇怪。” Came across what difficult problem probably shrivelled, the halo. 艾缪像是遇到了什么难题,光环瘪了下来。 Un? The feeling of human skin is this......” “嗯?人类皮肤的感觉是这样啊……” Rubs, while is thinking aloud, Rogge just like became the white mouse in her hand. 艾缪一边揉,一边自言自语着,伯洛戈俨然成了她手中的小白鼠。 After short startled, Rogge many understanding idea, the general knowledge of human was not obviously suitable to her, moreover from the birth consciousness, she then lives in this close gold metallurgy workshop, human that can contact is only Taida, but Taida also holds the extremely strong resistance. 短暂的惊慌后,伯洛戈多少理解了艾缪的想法,人类的常识显然对她不适用,而且自诞生意识起,她便生活在这封闭的炼金工坊内,唯一能接触的人类是泰达,可泰达又对艾缪抱有着极强的抗拒。 This is the first time that so intimately and human contact, she is relying on that rough perception capability, gains many information...... on father's elder male cousin Rogge to understand the human as far as possible the information. 这是艾缪第一次如此亲密地和人类接触,她凭借着自身那粗糙的感知能力,尽可能地获取更多的信息……从伯洛戈身上了解人类的信息。 Suddenly puts out a hand, faces Rogge. 突然艾缪伸出手,朝向伯洛戈。 Different with her torso, torso for the transparent porodine, touching and human skin is equally soft, but her four limbs lead metal cold intent, then closely pastes in Rogge's chest. 和她的躯干不同,艾缪的躯干为透明的胶状,摸起来和人类皮肤一样柔软,但她的四肢却带着金属的冷意,然后紧紧地贴在伯洛戈的胸口。 Feels under the chest cavity that slight trembling, muttered. 感受胸腔下那轻微的震颤,艾缪喃喃自语道。 „Is this...... is living?” “这就是……活着吗?”
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