Felt oneself made a wrong choice, but regarding this choice, she did not regret, on the contrary she somewhat is unexpectedly joyful. 艾缪觉得自己做出了一个错误的抉择,但对于这个抉择,她并不后悔,相反她居然还有些欣喜。 In the fourth time recollection, with Rogge's outpouring, like untied some heart knot, she can unashamedly say the idea of innermost feelings finally, even if Rogge will not remember all these. 第四次时间回溯中,和伯洛戈的倾诉,就像为艾缪解开了某个心结一样,她终于能毫无顾忌地把内心的想法说出来了,即便伯洛戈不会记得这一切。 Now the experience that gives up the first several time recollection accumulating, the choice opens a new escape route. 现在艾缪放弃了前几次时间回溯累积下来的经验,选择开辟一条新的逃亡路线。 In this fifth time recollection, what will face is the completely unknown situation, she does not know when will wait on king Dunwei the pursuit to arrive, unclear Uncle Chu Rogge whether will find her again. 在这第五次时间回溯中,艾缪将面对的是完全未知的情况,她不知道侍王盾卫的追击会在何时到来,也不清楚伯洛戈是否会再次找到她。 Does not care about these matters, from the birth consciousness, lives in the big crevice, all day long with the dense fog is the partner. 艾缪已经不在乎那些事了,从诞生意识起,艾缪就在大裂隙内生活,终日与迷雾为伴。 Now she received enough. 现在她受够了。 It is not willing to become that doing as one pleases clever child again, she also no longer anticipates others 's choice, but grasps all these firmly in the hand. 艾缪不愿再当那个任人摆布的乖孩子,她也不再期待他人的抉择,而是将这一切牢牢地握在手中。 She knows, in stated to Rogge's leaning, oneself are in fact holding some happy prospect, but can feel now, the strength that the fantasy planted in slowly weakened, it could not support several time to recall. 她知道在对伯洛戈的倾述中,自己实际上是抱着某种美好的愿景,可现在艾缪能感受到,空想种的力量在逐渐衰弱,它支撑不了几次时间回溯了。 The opportunity that has are not many, but does not care! 艾缪拥有的机会不多了,可艾缪不在乎！ Her vision is firm, the fantasy on not caring at all chest plants. 她目光坚定,毫不在意胸口上的空想种。 After five time recollections, the fantasy planted compared with the initial appearance had grown much, it like the seed of flood light, used body as the cornerstone, healthy growth. 经过五次的时间回溯,空想种比最初的模样已经生长了不少,它如同泛光的种子,以艾缪的身体为基石,茁壮生长。 The root hair easily infiltrated the hard body, is twining internal mechanism, and even touches moves the core permanently. 根须轻易地渗透了坚硬的机体,缠绕着内部的机械结构,乃至触及恒动核心。 Was fantasizing to plant nibbles little, regarding this scene, has the estimate early. 艾缪正被空想种一点点地蚕食,对于这个情景,艾缪早有预计。 After the fantasy plants own ether exhausts, it will continue to consume ether, was realized until the desire. 当空想种自身的以太耗尽后,它就会继续消耗艾缪的以太,直到愿望被实现。 If trades to be common sublimation, after own ether consumption completely, all will stop, but is different, she is the gold metallurgy person occasionally, the ether in some sense, is to maintain her life the oxygen. 如果换做寻常的凝华者,自身的以太消耗殆尽后,一切就会停止,可艾缪不同,她是炼金人偶,以太在某种意义上,就是维系她生命的氧气。 The fantasy planted has touched moved the core permanently, knows that continued the time to recall, what happened...... 空想种已经触及了恒动核心,艾缪知道继续时间回溯下去,会发生什么事…… No longer thinks these matters, she only thought that such transaction is very cost-effective. 艾缪不再想这些事,她只觉得这样的交易很划算。 When like the mountain rolling stone, from the trundle, realizes the desire either, either meets a cruel death, this is the fantasy plants the price that the institute needs. 就像高山滚石,从滚动之时起,要么实现愿望,要么粉身碎骨,这就是空想种所需要的代价。 But can desire really be realized? 可艾缪的愿望真的能实现吗？ She knows. 她知道的。 Knows from the beginning. 艾缪从一开始就知道的。 The fantasy does not plant the incarnation for the ability of person, it gave a possibility. 空想种没有将自己化身为人的能力,它只是赋予了一种可能。 Made absolutely the unlikely matter, became had such a possibility, like to the world of this iron rule fetter, permitted its birth so-called „miracle”. 令绝对不可能发生的事情,变得有了那么一丝的可能,如同对这铁律束缚的世界,允许其诞生所谓的“奇迹”。 If must say oneself were starts the fantasy to plant by some desire, felt also promised „going on living” desire. 如果非要说自己是以某种愿望启动了空想种,艾缪觉得也是许下了“活下去”的愿望。 In the start of this time recollection, Taida prepares to start resurrecting Ellis, and waited on king Dunwei also to start at this time to the offensive in gold metallurgy workshop. 在这场时间回溯的开始,正是泰达准备开始复活爱丽丝,并且侍王盾卫也在这时开始了对炼金工坊的攻势。 For of being isolated and cutting off from help returns alive from both's converging attack, held the mentality of trying to use the fantasy to plant, is now, successfully escaped. 孤立无援的艾缪为了从两者的夹击下生还,才抱着试一试的心态使用了空想种,而后就是现在,艾缪成功地逃了出来。 „Really is the shoddy imitation......” thinks of this, feels a sadness. “真是拙劣的模仿啊……”想到这,艾缪感到一阵悲伤。 First the person who studies the fantasy to plant, actually to be holding what idea? In order to realize some desire, he spares no sacrifice himself, creates the so shoddy fruit. 第一个研究出空想种的人,究竟是抱着什么样的想法呢？为了实现某个愿望,他不惜牺牲自己,创造出如此拙劣的果实。 But sad is not long, she studied Rogge, tried to make other mood be full of own will. 可艾缪没有难过太久,她学起了伯洛戈,试着让别的情绪充满自己的意志。 For example to the anger of present situation, anticipation to new life. 比如对现况的愤怒,对新生活的期待。 „Your desire, his desire, everyone's desire, is no one cares about desire.” “你的愿望,他的愿望,所有人的愿望,就是没有人在意艾缪的愿望。” Quick that studies, she is crawling the iron ladder, while is reprimanding. 艾缪学的很快,她一边爬着铁梯,一边斥责着。 She knows, she is actually a feeling inferior person, how regardless of oneself flatter Taida, obtained as before is the ice-cold denial, gradually filled up innermost feelings disappointedly, making her be full of the suspicion regarding the so-called interpersonal relationship. 她知道,自己其实是个自卑的人,无论自己怎样讨好泰达,得到的依旧是冰冷的否定,失望逐渐填满了艾缪的内心,令她对于所谓的人际关系充满了怀疑。 Step stopped, she remembered Rogge, in being together with others, has had the camouflage feeling, when with Rogge together, she showed the real appearance rarely. 艾缪的步伐停了下来,她想起了伯洛戈,在与他人的相处中,艾缪一直带着伪装感,但和伯洛戈一起时,她罕见地展现了自己真实的模样。 Rogge is special, but is special, more does not dare to have the anticipation, for fear that repeats Taida such result. 伯洛戈对艾缪而言是特殊的,但越是特殊,艾缪就越不敢产生期待,生怕重演泰达那样的结局。 Recalled all these that the time recollection initiates, rebukes oneself to tap the head. 回想起时间回溯引发的这一切,艾缪自责地拍着脑袋。 „I really screwed up all......” “我果然还是搞砸了一切……” Is thinking aloud. 艾缪自言自语着。 Some people exhaust the life cure childhood, but is in the childhood in the shadow, she filled to any relations did not trust, if for own plan, is not even willing to have a wee bit relations with anybody. 有人用尽一生治愈童年,而艾缪正处于童年的阴影里,她对任何关系都充满了不信任,如果不是为了自己的计划,艾缪甚至不愿意和任何人有一丁点的联系。 So long as without the anticipation , there would be no disappointedly. 只要没有期待,就没有失望。 She knows, from the beginning she this/should leads the way alone, like this no one will see himself, no one will be injured, even if pays the price, so long as still a person withstands well. 她知道,从一开始自己就该独自前行,这样没有人会看到自己,也没有人会受伤,即便付出代价,也只要一个人承受就好。 This idea strengthened time, even if changed the non- adult, must do the matter that oneself want to do. 这一次艾缪的想法坚定极了,即便变不成人,艾缪也要去做自己想做的事。 Right, does not need to turn into human, even if oneself cannot taste the dessert flavor, not being able to feel the cool breeze strokes the flesh to be cool, is actually unable to know the so-called dreamland is anything...... 对,没必要变成人类,哪怕自己尝不出甜点的味道,感受不到清风拂过肌肤凉爽,无法知晓所谓的梦境究竟是什么…… Does not care, she never cares about the result, can make her care only, only then process. 艾缪不在乎,她从不在意结果,唯一能让她在意的,只有过程。 So long as oneself did had realized even! 自己只要做过了就算实现了！ Went into the outside edge of big crevice quickly , compared with human, she has many merits, for example is not aware of fatigue, so long as the body is not damaged, she can run one all day. 艾缪很快就跑到了大裂隙的外沿,和人类比起来,她还是有着不少的优点,比如艾缪不知疲倦,只要机体不受损,她可以跑上一整天。 She has thought that following plan, has read, she knows that European park Sinei has the place of named train station, so long as buys a ticket, the train will lead you to go any to have the place of railway rail. 她已经想好了接下来的计划,艾缪读过很多,她知道欧泊斯内有着名为火车站的地方,只要花钱买一张票,列车就会带你去任何拥有铁轨的地方。 Bad, realized suddenly oneself do not have money, but this is not the issue, wrestle technique is very exquisite, so long as looks for a unlucky passer-by, borrows some to be good from him. 糟了,艾缪突然意识到自己没有钱,但这不是问题,艾缪的格斗术很精湛的,只要找个倒霉的路人,向他借一些就好。 Realized oneself do not know that the price is many, that only then can borrow many to borrow many. 紧接着艾缪意识到自己不知道票价是多少,那么只有能借多少借多少了。 Then felt oneself can do some and other time of car(riage) other, for example eats a dessert anything...... 然后艾缪觉得自己可以在等车的时间做点别的,比如去吃一点甜点什么的…… Is thinking like this, she passed through the numerous dense fog, arrived at Ou Bosi the street. 艾缪这样想着,她穿越了重重迷雾,来到了欧泊斯的街头。 Now or in the morning, in Ou Bosi the sky the pile accumulated the dark clouds, there are some rays to fall by the clouds, makes one gaze at the slit of ray, as if after this cloud layer is the holy heaven. 现在还是清晨,欧泊斯的天空上堆积满了阴云,有些许的光芒透过云缝落下,不由地让人注视着光芒的缝隙,仿佛在这云层之后是圣洁的天国。 In city quiet, few automobiles and pedestrians in the street, under the coldness of winter the lively city took several to wipe the deterioration the atmosphere. 城市内静悄悄的,只有少量的汽车与行人在街头,冬日的寒冷下再繁华的城市都带上了几抹衰败的氛围。 Is escaping, but she slowed down the step, like in enjoying at this moment. 艾缪正在逃亡,可她还是放慢了步伐,就像在享受这一刻一样。 After doing obeisance Li's service, looks at and human from the distant place not different, she does not need to worry that others 's vision covered up. 经过拜莉的维修,从远处看艾缪和人类无异,她再也不用担心他人的目光而遮遮掩掩了。 Walks naturally in the street, is sizing up each curiously. 艾缪大大方方地走在街头,好奇地打量着每一处。 Formerly several time recollections, waited on king Dunwei to find itself to need to select the time, oneself can waste slightly this precious time. 从前几次的时间回溯来看,侍王盾卫想找到自己还是需要点时间的,自己可以稍微浪费一下这宝贵的时间。 Was relaxed, this is the first time that she, strolled in Ou Bosi the street frankly and uprightly. 艾缪的心情放松了下来,这是她第一次独自一人,光明正大地漫步在欧泊斯的街头。 She thought that she as if was really human, can feel the thing that these have not felt. 恍惚间,她觉得自己似乎真的是人类了,可以感受到那些自己不曾感受到的东西。 Stopped slowly, she stands in intersection, does not know that should go to where. 艾缪慢慢地停了下来,她站在十字路口,不知道该去向哪里。 It is suddenly sad, she knows that in this world has many happy places she not to see, but she does not know where they are. 艾缪突然很难过,她知道这个世界上有很多美好的地方她还没见过,可她根本不知道她们在哪。 Which even/including Oubo train station is not even clear. 艾缪甚至连欧泊斯的火车站在哪都不清楚。 She thought that she lives many years of hamster in the basket like one, one day was returned to this broad world, is feeling helpless to horizon not to the end a shortly. 她觉得自己就像一只在笼子里生活多年的仓鼠,有一天被放归到这广阔的世界里,对着一眼看不到头的地平线不知所措。 Felt oneself can adapt, she is very easy to learn, so long as there is a time, all difficult problems she can solve. 艾缪觉得自己可以适应,她很好学,只要有时间,所有的难题她都可以解决。 Before she arrived at a shop, after glass window, in the demonstration frame chocked up various types of desserts, the gate of shop was tightening, this was in the morning, overwhelming majority shops have not started doing business. 她走到了一家店铺前,玻璃窗后展示架里摆满了各种点心,店铺的门紧锁着,这是清晨,绝大部分的店铺都没有开业。 Hesitant several seconds, she thought that oneself and others was so long, after saying at heart the sound sorry, a fist broke open the door lock, openly walked. 艾缪犹豫了几秒,她觉得自己等不了那么久了,心里说声对不起后,一拳砸开了门锁,就这么堂而皇之地走了进去。 „Good morning.” “早上好。” And unmanned shop greeted, took from the table the chair of inversion, was placed in one side. 艾缪和无人的店铺打声招呼,把倒置的椅子从桌子上拿下来,摆在一边。 „I want this, that.” “我要这个,还有那个。” Is thinking aloud, from demonstrating the frame put out dessert one after another to place on the table, then before arriving at the counter, pulled out own pocket. 艾缪自言自语着,从展示架里拿出一份又一份的甜点放在了桌子上,然后走到柜台前,掏了掏自己的口袋。 Does not have money, on the road has not met unlucky ghost who can take by force, therefore she thinks it over, calling the stick of fire placed on the counter, might pay off a debt in labor to be the same with this thing. 艾缪没有钱,路上也没有遇到可以打劫的倒霉鬼,所以她想来想去,把唤火之杖放在了柜台上,好像是要拿这东西抵债一样。 Sits in own position, takes up the fork, forked one to force in own mouth casually, she chewed several, a flavor did not have. 坐回自己的位置上,艾缪拿起叉子,随便叉起一个就塞进了自己的嘴里,她嚼了几下,一点味道也没有。 Took up another dinner plate, spat the thing of mouth, was different from human, she did not have the alimentary organs, is unable to swallow these things. 拿起另一个餐盘,艾缪将嘴里的东西吐了出来,和人类不一样,她没有消化器官,无法吞咽这些东西。 But forks desserts tenaciously, after they chew, spits one side, like conducting some ceremony, even if like this have eaten, even if its flavor does not have. 可艾缪还是固执地叉起一个又一个的甜点,将它们嚼了嚼后,吐到一边,就像进行某种仪式,这样就算自己吃过了,哪怕它一点味道也没有。 In the shop on a person, conducts this laughable dining. 店铺内就艾缪一个人,进行这可笑的用餐。 Does not feel sad, she knows that from now on will also be one, she needs to adapt to all these as soon as possible. 艾缪并不觉得难过,她知道今后也将是自己一个人,她需要尽快适应这一切。 But quick, the gate of shop was shoved open again, after intermittent clear ting, another person entered in the shop. 但很快,店铺的门被再次推开,阵阵清脆的铃声后,另一个人走进了店铺内。 He pants, catches up evidently from very far place, moves another chair, sits down. 他气喘吁吁的,看样子是从很远的地方赶过来,挪来另一把椅子,一屁股坐下。 „Knows? The dessert on this type of demonstration frame, is specially-made, is used to demonstrate that cannot eat.” “知道吗？这种展示架上的甜点,都是特制的、用来展示的,并不能食用。” The future looks at this funny behavior, in the sound took several points of happy expression. 来者看着艾缪这滑稽的行为,声音里带上了几分笑意。 „Rogge, you really look like the wild dog that cannot only expel.” “伯洛戈,你真的像只怎么也赶不走的野狗啊。” Wiped the mouth, the slightly sad mood is nothing left, she looks at this unpopular fellow unemotionally. 艾缪擦了擦嘴,略显悲伤的情绪荡然无存,她面无表情地看着这个不受欢迎的家伙。 7017 k 7017k Please remember this book first round domain name:. Cell phone version reading website: wap. 请记住本书首发域名:。手机版阅读网址:wap.