ED :: Volume #2

#186: Self- deceit


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The deep blue automobile is carrying two deicides, falls toward the big crevice, integrates the sea like the raindrop, has not started the least bit mighty waves. 湛蓝的汽车载着两位杀神,朝着大裂隙坠去,如同雨滴融入大海,没有掀起半点波澜。 Presses the button and picture switching, the gloomy room appeared in the television screen, shortly after the door was shoved open, in the dim ray Taida walked. 按动按钮、画面切换,阴暗的房间出现在了电视屏幕中,不久后房门被推开,昏暗的光芒中泰达走了进来。 Taida was seemingly old, the skin like the bark that decays dry, closely pasted on the skeleton, facial features gloomy just like the corpse, the body is lingering the strong death air/Qi, but hollow such as in the eye socket of black hole, is actually glittering the bright vision. 泰达看起来老了很多,皮肤如同枯朽的树皮,紧紧地贴在了骨骼上,面容阴沉的犹如尸体,身上萦绕着浓重的死气,但凹陷如黑洞的眼眶中,却闪烁着明亮的目光。 In the gold metallurgy workshop vibrates unceasingly, the dust is thick falling, fell completely the corner, the flesh entanglement in the construction every inchs, scarlet blood from seeped out, making the ground many pool of blood piece by piece. 炼金工坊内震动不断,尘埃纷纷扬扬,落满了角落,血肉纠缠在建筑的每一寸,猩红的鲜血从其中渗出,令地面多了出一片片的血泊。 The strong courage vigor floods in each corner, here just like the gastral cavity of some huge monster, the hard wall becomes soft, like covering entirely the stomach wall of viscous material. 浓重的血气充斥在每个角落里,这里犹如某头庞大怪物的胃腔,坚硬的墙壁变得柔软,如同布满粘稠物质的胃壁。 The slender blood-color down is dragging gently, like seaweed of growth in sea, but approached looked, will discover that furry surface, in fact was innumerable, the tiny mouth apparatus, are longing for the fresh flesh. 纤细的血色绒毛轻轻地摇曳着,就像生长于海中的海草,只是靠近了看,就会发现那毛茸茸的表面,实际上是数不清的、细小的口器,渴望着新鲜的血肉。 Waits on king Dunwei the attack to launch, to the gold metallurgy workshop wanton bombing, is attempting the front door that beats open this to shut tightly, Taida apparently does not have the ability to resist so many enemies very much, is good has the empty territory because of the gold metallurgy workshop, under the protection of empty territory, they cannot attack temporarily. 侍王盾卫的攻击已经展开,对着炼金工坊狂轰滥炸,试图敲开这紧闭的大门,泰达很显然没有能力抵抗那么多的敌人,好在炼金工坊具备着虚域,在虚域的保护下,他们暂时攻不进来。 Taida arrived at the center of room, then partly knelt in the bedside slowly, he lowers the head and pull that not to have the blood-color palm fairly. 泰达走到了房间的中央,然后在床边缓缓地半跪了下来,他低着头、牵起那白皙没有血色的手掌。 She betrayed me, having your soul to leave.” “她还是背叛了我,带着你的灵魂离开了。” Taida does not have the palm of temperature to withstand/top that on oneself forehead, the words cannot listen to the mood. 泰达将那没有温度的手掌顶在自己的额头上,话语听不出情绪。 Why does not know, realized after she has escaped, I...... have unexpectedly with ease that some.” “不知道为什么,意识到她已经逃掉后,我居然……有那么一些轻松。” Taida is rubbing that palm gently, hopes that can make it warm. 泰达轻轻地摩擦着那手掌,希望能令它温暖起来。 Good, she left finally, she this/should has done.” “太好了,她终于离开了,她早就该那么做了。” Form gradually dissipates in the mind, hence Taida did not use in the ponder about her anything, Taida knows that was a strong child, in period that in as missed homeland absurdly, Taida can teach her thing oneself, taught her, he believes she can also live was very good. 艾缪的身影在脑海里逐渐消散,至此泰达不用在思考关于她的任何事了,泰达知道艾缪是个坚强的孩子,在艾缪作为妄想家的时期里,泰达把自己能教给她的东西,都教给了她,他相信她一个人也能活的很好。 Now, so long as concentrated on own matter is good. 现在,只要专注于自己的事就好了。 I know that this is wrong, but I cannot stop, if not do this, I will lament lifetime.” “我知道这是错的,但我就是停不下来,如果不这样做的话,我会悔恨一生的。” Taida silent, he also wants to forget all these, starts the new life, when but whenever he closes the eye, he would seeing that. 泰达沉默了下来,他也想忘记这一切,开始新的生活,但每当他闭上眼睛时,他总会看到那一幕。 In the sea of fire of combustion, Ellis is looking straight ahead god physique of that day, the nimble and resourceful eye pupil gradually becomes numb and empty...... 燃烧的火海里,爱丽丝直视着那天神般的身姿,灵动的眼瞳逐渐变得麻木、空洞…… The desire of Taida is the same like the mountain rolling stone, is unable to stop from start, either achieves his desire, either made him crack-up the dust. 泰达的愿望如同高山滚石一样,从开始起就无法停下,要么达成他的愿望,要么令他撞碎成尘土。 Therefore Taida knows oneself result from the beginning, but he goes forward willingly. 所以泰达一开始就知道自己的结局,但他还是心甘情愿地前进。 Taida looks to lie down Ellis on bed, the quiet ideal is crashing little, his facial expression the demon was gradually startled demented, as if there is will of another insane clamour the rational soul to swallow completely completely, was again beyond control. 泰达看着躺在床上的爱丽丝,静谧中理想在一点点地崩塌,他神情逐渐魔怔癫狂了起来,仿佛有另一个疯嚣的意志将理性的灵魂完全吞噬殆尽,再也无法控制。 Damn!” “该死的!” Taida is getting angry, cursed in a low voice. 泰达红着眼,低声咒骂了起来。 Had your soul to escape, I should preoccupy to move the core permanently!” “艾缪带着你的灵魂逃掉了,我就该先取出恒动核心的!” Just like the schizophrenia, the intense hatred controlled mental of Taida, his facial features twisted, both hands make an effort to grip tightly, as to grasp the iron hammer, smashes head, pries open her heart. 如同精神分裂一样,强烈的恨意支配了泰达的心智,他的面容扭曲了起来,双手用力地攥紧,仿佛想要握起铁锤,砸烂艾缪的头颅,撬开她的心脏。 Taida sobered quickly, he looks at oneself both hands flustered, Ellis's palm is filled the silt that he pinches to be blue. 泰达很快就清醒了过来,他慌张看着自己的双手,爱丽丝的手掌被他捏的充满了淤青。 Sorry, sorry......” “对不起,对不起……” Taida is rubbing Ellis's palm flustered, the tone, the rough skin is rubbing panic-stricken repeatedly, the quick fair palm had/left abrasions. 泰达慌张地揉着爱丽丝的手掌,语气惊恐不已,粗糙的皮肤反复摩擦着,很快白皙的手掌就多出了一道道擦伤。 Not......” “不不不……” Taida makes an effort to cover oneself head, he sway stood, facial expression pain. 泰达用力地捂住自己的脑袋,他摇摇晃晃地站了起来,神情痛苦不已。 Obviously in room only then he and Ellis, but Taida felt in this room to stand the person, jam-packed, innumerable faces in own at present flashes, they are shouting, angrily roared to oneself loudly, or in a low voice twittering. 明明房间内只有他与爱丽丝,可泰达却觉得这房间里站满了人,拥挤不堪,无数张面孔在自己的眼前闪回,它们扯着嗓子,对自己大声怒吼,亦或是低声呢喃。 Evil different talking during sleep in mind continuously. 邪异的呓语在脑海里此起彼伏。 Shut up, damn, I called you to shut up!” “闭嘴,该死的,我叫你们闭嘴!” In Taida angry roar, talking during sleep sound of encirclement finally peaceful, but he is very clear, this is only temporary, they have not departed, paces back and forth in own side as before. 在泰达的一声声怒吼中,环绕的呓语声终于安宁了下来,但他很清楚,这只是暂时的,它们没有离去,依旧徘徊在自己的身旁。 In the muddy eye pupil covered entirely the blood threads, this has not seemed like the eye pupil of human, but is the eye pupil of some wild animal. 浑浊的眼瞳中布满了血丝,这已经不像是人类的眼瞳了,而是某种野兽的眼眸。 Taida looked to oneself suitcase, was closed tightly obviously blocks, but still chill in the air from infiltrated. 泰达看向了自己身旁的手提箱,明明被密闭封死,可仍一股股寒意从其中渗透而出。 Is you......” “是你啊……” Taida knew this evil different source. 泰达知道这邪异的源头了。 He opens the suitcase gently, absolute closes tightly is relieved, the flash moved restlessly the air anxiously. 他轻轻地打开手提箱,绝对的密闭被解除,一瞬间连空气都不安地躁动了起来。 They started, angrily roars, twittering, laughs heartily, elegy...... 它们又开始了,怒吼、呢喃、欢笑、悲歌…… The ear of Taida makes noise, but he cannot hear like anything, extends both hands shiver to hold that heart. 泰达的耳边喧闹不已,可他就像什么都听不见一样,伸出双手颤抖地捧起那颗心脏。 It has been separated from the physical body obviously, lost all blood, but it was still beating, as if death this concept was useless. 它明明已经脱离了肉体,失去了所有的鲜血,可它仍自顾自地跳动着,仿佛死亡这个概念对它无用。 „The heart of not extinguishing......” “不灭之心……” The vision of Taida seems regarding a clear gem, he puts out a hand to stroke that sticky and greasy warm surface gently, regards as the baby it, to its light language strange words. 泰达的目光仿佛是在看待一颗晶莹的宝石,他伸出手轻轻地抚摸着那粘腻温热的表面,将它视作婴儿般,对它轻语着诡异的话语。 His starting to walk step, moves slowly forward, until staying in Ellis's bedside. 他迈开步伐,缓慢地向前移动,直到停留在爱丽丝的床边。 Taida looks at Ellis who sleeps soundly deeply, he knows, she must regain consciousness...... 泰达深沉地看着熟睡的爱丽丝,他知道,她就要苏醒了…… Human is really a complex life, I am very difficult to understand that they deceive this behavior.” “人类真是种复杂的生命,我很难理解他们自我欺骗这一行为。” Matches sect leans in side of sofa, looks that in the screen falls into crazy Taida, his tone is indifferent, at the absolute audience angle of view, ice-cold is appraising. 赛宗靠在沙发的一边,看着屏幕中陷入疯狂的泰达,他的语气冷漠,以绝对的观众视角,冰冷地评价着。 He clearly knows very much, this is wrong, his actions will not bring the happy result...... to be possible he to do this absolutely, stubborn is not good.” “他很清楚地知道,这是错误的,他的所作所为绝对不会带来美好的结果……可他还是这样做了,固执的不行。” The words that matches the sect stopped for several seconds, the joy that under the spoken language resounding is hard to contain, from marches into sanely crazily, I liked this desperate process.” 赛宗的话语停顿了几秒,紧接着言语下响起难以遏制的欣喜,“从理智步入疯狂,我太喜欢这个令人绝望的过程了。” In the cognition of human, in their life, always has that some, even if pays with the life, desire that must achieve, if discards all unable to achieve that goal, they will fall into hysteric crazy, then deceives oneself and others, unceasingly hypnosis......” “在人类的认知里,在他们的一生中,总有那么一些哪怕付出生命,也要达成的愿望,如果舍弃一切也无法达成那个目的,他们就会陷入歇斯底里的疯狂,然后就是自欺欺人,不断地催眠自己……” In the overstepping authority Lord tone was full of the sympathy, is the happy expression of not being able to stop, „, therefore they were too good to use, so long as bestowed little, making them see the little hope, will act boldly regardless of one's safety for this reason.” 僭主语气里充满了同情,然后就是止不住的笑意,“因此他们实在是太好利用了,只要一点点地施舍,让他们看到一点点的希望,就会为此奋不顾身。” „Should your goal not be this old thing? He had been crashed by his desire, seems like does not have any value.” “你的目标应该不是这个老东西吧?他已经被自身的愿望压垮了,看起来没有任何价值。” Matches sect take the remote control, presses the button, the picture switch over again, falls on body. 赛宗拿过遥控器,按动按钮,画面再度切换,落在了艾缪的身上。 Had said goodbye with Rogge, like mediating relations, she feels a relaxedness, the step fast. 艾缪已经和伯洛戈重新告别了,如同了断了一段关系一样,她感到一阵轻松,步伐飞快。 In order to avoid running into Rogge again, this chose a brand-new route time, she does not have in the thorough big crevice, but does exactly the opposite, runs toward Ou Bosi the street. 为了避免再次遇到伯洛戈,这一次艾缪选择了一条崭新的路线,她没有深入大裂隙内,而是反其道而行之,朝着欧泊斯的街头跑去。 In her eye was full of the hope, as if new life at present. 她眼里充满了希冀,仿佛新生活就在眼前。 She is also a self-deceiving child, she really does not think, the fantasy does plant to realize her desire?” “她也是个自欺欺人的孩子,她不会真的以为,空想种能实现她的愿望吧?” Matched the sect to think of anything, he continued to say with a smile, in the final analysis, the fantasy planted it is also one self-deceiving product.” 赛宗想到了什么,他继续笑道,“说到底,空想种本身也是一种自欺欺人的产物啊。” „The fruit that to realize the desire, creates the fantasy, it cannot realize some desire directly, but gives its possibility,” oversteps authority Lord said in a soft voice, made it from unable absolutely zero, became tiny one.” “为了实现愿望,创造出空想的果实,它并不能直接实现某个愿望,而是赋予其一种可能性,”僭主轻声道,“令其从绝对不能的零,变为渺小的一。” Really is naive, how even had tiny that possibly? Will not really feel, had this tiny possibility, can realize the desire?” “真是天真啊,即便有了那渺小可能又怎样?不会真的觉得,有了这渺小的可能,就可以实现愿望吧?” Oversteps authority Lord sends out ridicule unceasingly the words, pays such big price, is unable to be satisfied as before, will only make her fall into deeply desperate......” 僭主不断发出嘲笑似的话,“付出这么大的代价,依旧无法得到满足,只会令她跌入更深的绝望……” Matches the sect then his words saying that by that time, you were can only to the person who she extended the aid.” 赛宗接着他的话说道,“到那时,你是唯一能向她伸出援手的人了。” Overstepping authority Lord smile nod, this is one not the trap that allows to reject, if she wants to realize her desire, she will kiss to overstep authority finally the Lord palm. 僭主微笑地点头,这是一个不容艾缪拒绝的陷阱,如果她想实现她的愿望,她终将亲吻僭主的手掌。 But your plan is imperfect, still has many variables.” “可你的计划并不完美,仍旧有着许多的变数。” Hears the words of match sect, the overstepping authority lord asks, for example?” 听到赛宗的话,僭主问道,“比如?” For example did she really use the fantasy to plant to realize oneself desire?” “比如她真的利用空想种实现了自己的愿望呢?” You are earnest? Matches the sect.” “你是认真的吗?赛宗。” Matched the sect silent several seconds, he also provoked laughter by himself, self-ridiculed saying that „, how possibly?” 赛宗沉默了几秒,他也被自己逗笑了,自嘲道,“是啊,怎么可能呢?” They know, the fantasy plants is only a happy hope, it gave a brutal reality possibility, rather than completely realizes some desire. 他们都知道,空想种只是一个美好的期盼,它只是赋予了残酷的现实一种可能,而不是完全实现某个愿望。 The overstepping authority lord is carefully examining the match sect, until now he puts on that puppet clothing/taking that as before acts the dog dog, on the face wraps the dog dog mask, the big ear is letting fall in the two sides of face, under this scene, matches sect appearance to have the inexplicable incredible feeling. 僭主审视着赛宗,直到现在他依旧穿着那身扮演狗狗的玩偶服,脸上套着狗狗面具,大耳朵垂落在脸庞的两边,在此情景下,赛宗这副打扮有着莫名的荒诞感。 In the final analysis, human, is you, is I, aren't the so-called devils...... we deceiving themselves?” “说到底,无论是人类,还是你,还是我,还是所谓的魔鬼们……我们都不是在欺骗自己吗?” Overstepped authority in the Lord spoken language to take the rare sad feeling. 僭主的言语里带上了罕见的悲伤感。 Matches the sect not to plan that lord in this topic and overstepping authority discussed anything, he looks in screen, asked other. 赛宗并不打算在这个话题上和僭主讨论什么,他看着屏幕中的艾缪,问起了别的。 Why is she?” “为什么是她呢?” The overstepping authority lord is gazing at form, she so beautiful, absorbs the person heart and soul. 僭主注视着艾缪的身影,她是如此的美丽、摄人心魄。 We were fettered by our original sin,” overstepping authority lord is staring at that radiant soul, is attracted by its tendency.” “我们都被自身的原罪所束缚,”僭主凝视着那颗璀璨的灵魂,“受到其倾向的吸引。” Like that lazy fellow, he likes looking on others 's life, therefore he will choose that to be able for him to bring the splendid person......” “就像那个懒惰的家伙,他喜欢旁观他人的人生,所以他会选择那个能为他带来精彩一幕的人……” Matched the sect to understand overstepped authority the Lord meaning, he asked that „was very greedy?” 赛宗明白了僭主的意思,他问道,“艾缪很贪婪吗?” She may be too greedy, she longs for that as all of human......” “她可太贪婪了,她渴望身为人类的一切……” Overstepped authority the Lord sound light. 僭主的声音轻了起来。 Naturally, only has greedily also insufficient, she so unique, world only has.” “当然,仅有贪婪还不够,她更是如此地独特,世间仅有。” 7017 k 7017k Please remember this book first round domain name:. 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